A Day in June, Chapter 3
Jade awakened feeling refreshed, but with a serious need to piss. He knew that Devon was in the basement, probably working out and catching up on the laundry (he could hear the washer going despite the solid hardwood floor). There was no need to bother him. Jade figured out that it was possible to go to the bathroom without assistance since he was dressed only in an old pair of cotton boxers with a gaping fly. He simply pressed the legs of the garment against his thighs with his casts and thrust his morning wood until it slipped through the gap. Then he half sat on the stool facing the tank to aim into the pot. It worked and he was quite pleased with his ingenuity. He stood to push the flush lever with his finger tips.
As he was congratulating himself on solving one problem, he was rapidly developing another. His thrusting motions coupled with the remembrance of being held by Devon most of the night, had awakened an overwhelming need to cum. If he didn't discover a way to accomplish that soon, he was sure his balls would turn blue and fall off!
He rested his boner on the cool slab of the faux marble sink. Enjoying the sensation, he began to thrust his hips again. His precum lubricated the surface, making his cock slip easily to and fro with the tip extending from his foreskin each time he moved forward. His body soon went into auto-pilot mode driven by his desire to ejaculate. The intense feeling kept him from bearing in mind how he would clean up the resulting mess.
Having heard the toilet flush, Devon had interrupted his exercising to check on Jade. He worried whenever he left the young man alone any length of time. As he neared the bathroom, he heard Jade moaning. Concerned that Jade might have fallen and hurt himself, he burst through the half open door in time to see Jade shoot an inordinately large amount of cum into the sink.
Devon was embarrassed at having intruded in a "private" moment and Jade seemed even more self-conscious. He turned a bright shade of red and wouldn't even look at Devon.
"I-I'm sorry!" Jade stuttered.
"Hey, it's nothing to be sorry about. I should have considered your needs and figured out something so you could take care of them. I'll work on that." Devon said as he squeezed Jade by the shoulders in order to show him that everything was, indeed, okay.
"I'm so embarrassed! Real men don't do it and it's wrong." Jade exclaimed.
"Not true!" Devon insisted. "We all do it. I've read that most males admit they masturbate and the others are lying through their teeth!"
"My father said it was wrong and only pussy boys did it. When he caught me, he said I was a queer and only good for one thing. That's when he used me the first time. I guess I blocked those times out of my mind completely until I got raped again."
"We both know that it's your father who was wrong and evil, not you. Whatever he said against jacking off you can discount as bull shit! He used it as an excuse to justify his perversion. Pedophiles often do things like that in order to put the blame on their victims. Take it from me; a pubescent boy's best friend is his dominant hand!"
Jade relaxed a tiny bit and gave him a slight smile. Devon filled a glass with water to rinse the residue of cum down the drain. Then took a warm, damp cloth and washed Jade's deflating cock, pulling back the foreskin to make sure the head was clean. Again the younger man blushed, but didn't say anything for fear it would only serve to make him more uncomfortable.
Devon had a problem of his own and it was becoming difficult to hide because he was clad only in thin running shorts with a stretchy liner. His bulge was increasing by the second and he was developing a small damp spot where the end of his dick lay cradled in the cloth.
"I've got to check the laundry and do one more exercise. Then I'll come back up and make our breakfast."
"That's cool, and thanks – for everything..."
Devon left as if he had an urgent errand. Jade wondered if perhaps the dryer had stopped.
Having nothing better to do, since he was still basically dependent, Jade thought he'd go down to watch Devon finish his workout. He carefully walked down the sturdy steps so as not to lose his balance. He stopped dead in his tracks at the foot of the stairs, spellbound by the sight before him. He knew that he should turn away, but he couldn't. It was nothing short of beautiful.
Devon lay on his back on the weight bench with his shorts around his ankles and his eyes closed. His toned body looked like that of a Greek god. He was stroking his impressive erection slowly, but steadily. With a gasp, he thrust his hips upward and shot his load. The first volley hit his forehead, with successive shots leaving a trail down his face, chest, and abs – the last of it oozing down his cock like melting wax on a candle. He caught sight of Jade before the latter had a chance to disappear back up the steps.
"I'm sorry; I didn't realize..." Jade started to say, but ended up sobbing.
Already on shaky ground emotionally because of getting caught jacking off and then intruding on Devon's intimate, personal act, he was unable to cope.
"Hey Jade, don't cry, and stop saying you're sorry! I walked in on you the same way. What's sauce of the goose is sauce for the gander like the old adage says and both of us produced a lot of `sauce' this morning," Devon joked. "I guess your little show upstairs, uh, inspired me. Seeing someone else blow a load that huge is pretty intense."
"You're not angry with me?" Jade said unsteadily.
"Of course not! I thought you could tell that by my flippant response. You and I are close buds. We have been from that first night. We just know each other a little more intimately now."
Devon tried to act casual as he rinsed his dick at the laundry tub, dried off with an old towel, and pulled on his sleeping shorts that were hanging over the back of a chair.
"Come on, stud. We're probably both ravenous after our morning workouts!"
Jade wanted to respond that it was Devon who was the stud, but worried that he might jeopardize his tenure in the house if he did. Devon might have some suspicions regarding Jade's orientation after the slip he made about ending up like Matthew Shepard, but nothing had been said aloud and Jade was going to avoid bringing the subject up again.
Saturdays were definitely more leisurely for the young men than weekdays. Since there were no classes to go to, they didn't have to keep a set schedule.
After Devon had fed Jade and himself, he got ready to give Jade his shower. Poor Jade began to blush and withdraw into himself again. He was very quiet during the process. When Devon applied shower gel to his legs and abs, Jade began to get another erection. He looked toward the ceiling trying in vain to will his cock back to a flaccid condition.
Devon knelt to wash Jade's feet, coming face to face, as it were, to that beautiful specimen. It was almost more that he could take. He too became hard again.
"Jade, look at me."
Jade looked him in the eyes for the first time in a couple of hours.
"No, look lower," Devon insisted as he arose and stepped back exposing his hardon. "It happens to all of us. We all get horny. There's no shame in that. We're healthy young males."
"I'm a dirty boy." Jade said shaking his head, "and I'm a bad influence on you. If I weren't here, you wouldn't be doing this."
"No, I wouldn't be naked in the shower with another guy. I'd be in front of my computer watching a porn clip and flogging my dick again. Can't you get it through your head that it's natural for a guy to play with himself?"
"Whatever," Jade responded, looking away.
"How do I get you to stop feeling guilty? Let me get us dressed and I'm going to show you something on the computer. No, it's not what you're thinking..."
A few minutes later with both men clothed in casual sports shorts and tank tops, Devon turned on his laptop and typed "Dobson" in the search box on Bing. He eventually found the statement he was looking for. It read:
First, let's consider masturbation from a medical perspective. We can say without fear of contradiction that there is no scientific evidence to indicate that this act is harmful to the body. Despite terrifying warnings given to young people historically, it does not cause blindness, weakness, mental retardation, or any other physical problem. If it did, the entire male population and about half of females would be blind, weak, simpleminded, and sick. Between 95 and 98 percent of all boys engage in this practice — and the rest have been known to lie. It is as close to being a universal behavior as is likely to occur. A lesser but still significant percentage of girls also engage in what was once called "self-gratification."
( James Dobson in an answer on http://www.christianforums.com/t2454589/)*
He had Jade read James Dobson's quote in its entirety.
"That's from a very conservative man who is well respected by the Christian community. In another place he says that he doesn't think a just God would build that kind of fire in a boy's loins and expect him not to do anything about it! Does this help at all?"
"Yeah, it honestly does," Jade admitted as they both stood. "Mom joined a really fundamentalist church trying to get close to God on account of all the problems we had. The members didn't really accept her because she'd had me out of wedlock, but they did help us in some ways. Anyway, I went to a Bible camp on a long weekend in the fall with them. It was an all male session because they wanted to tell us about sex, and how to conduct ourselves with girls. They said it was a sin to mess around with girls before we were married, and we were told in no uncertain terms about the evils of `self-gratification' including that it would make us weak. Damn those people! Since my father, who wasn't a Christian, said the same thing, I figured it must be true. Thanks for taking that burden off my back, Devon! I promise I'm going to enjoy myself a lot more from now on."
"Those same people probably also said you'd go to Hell if you were gay." Devon suggested.
"Who says I'm gay?" Jade protested, turning suddenly pale.
"No one. I just wanted to explode another myth that's been perpetuated by narrow-minded people who end up driving others away from the faith. I apply Dobson's reasoning to homosexuality. I don't believe a just God would create people who love members of their own sex and expect them not to act on their feelings. On top of that, Jesus never mentioned the subject when he spoke of sin."
Jade started tearing up again as he had when he got caught watching Devon masturbating. His emotions had been harder than usual to control since his attack, and at the moment he was having no luck keeping them in check.
"What if I am gay," he sobbed. "Will you hate me?"
"I'm not offended if you're gay," Devon said calmly. "It doesn't matter to me other than it gives me hope."
"Hope?" Jade frowned.
"Yeah, hope that you might learn to care for me someday as much as I've grown to care for you..."
Jade stopped mid sob as he tried to process what he'd just heard. His face broke into a huge grin as his brain finally got the message. In his exuberant display of happiness, he hurled his body into Devon's, nearly knocking them both on the floor in the process.
"Do you really care for me like that?" he asked.
"Yeah, I love you, damn it!" Devon admitted as he threw his arms around Jade and kissed his cheek.
Jade's tears had suddenly been transformed from fear to an expression of joy. Devon had said the word that Jade had been certain he would never hear – "LOVE!" Jade had felt it for Devon from the moment he saw him shortly after coming out of the anesthetic in the ICU. That love and attachment had increased with each thing that Devon had done for him during the last four weeks.
"How can we be sure this is for real?" Jade said as he began to come down from his emotional high. "How do we know it isn't just lust or desire?
"I believe it's real because we've lived together in harmony for about a month without any sexual interaction to cloud our judgment, and we share many interests. I also think you've got the cutest little ass I've ever had the privilege of wiping."
"Jeez, you say the most romantic things," Jade teased. "You really know how to sweep a guy off his feet."
"Well, you nearly knocked me off mine a couple of minutes ago." Devon teased back.
"Could you help me with something in my room," Jade asked leading the way.
"Sure, what do you want?"
"Please lie down on your back toward the edge of the bed," Jade requested.
Devon did as he was asked, wondering what exactly Jade had in mind. He didn't have to wait long to find out. Jade got down on his knees and began to suck on Devon's right nipple through the thin fabric of his tank top. Devon was going to protest that things were moving too fast, but he couldn't bring himself to ask Jade to stop; the feeling was too awesome.
"Please remove your top and mine," Jade said.
Moments later, Devon was enjoying Jade's tongue and lips moving all over his chest in ways his ex had never done, giving him sensations he'd only dreamed about. Despite never wanting it to stop, he got up to rearrange their bodies. He had Jade lie on his side with his feet toward the foot of the bed while he faced him with his feet facing the head. In this modified 69 position, they could stimulate each other's nipples at the same time. That was even more intense!
Jade fumbled at undoing Devon's shorts, but couldn't accomplish the task with his limited movements. He stopped his assault on Devon's nipples long enough to make another request.
"Get naked so I can suck that beautiful cock!"
Devon started to strip Jade as well, but the latter stopped him.
"We don't know yet if I'm safe. I don't want to expose you to anything."
"But they tested you for all STD's including HIV in the hospital and gave you medicine immediately, just in case," Devon reminded him.
"Yeah, but we won't know for sure until I'm tested again. I'm taking no chances. I couldn't have your death on my conscience. I already feel guilty enough for turning you gay."
"Okay, here's the deal. First, I'll put a rubber on that big piece of meat so you'll stop worrying. I want your cock in my mouth too! Second, you didn't turn me gay; I finally gave up trying to pretend I'm straight."
By then the mood was broken and both guys had gone soft.
Devon went into his bedroom to retrieve the condoms which he'd bought after Susan had moved out, planning to go whoring since he had the chance. He'd gone to a couple of bars where he could have picked up chicks, but found that they didn't turn him on at all.
Later, he'd hit a few gay clubs in another city thinking that he'd hook up. But after getting all prepped up for a hot night with another guy, he always chickened out. The idea of sex with another person simply for the purpose of getting off didn't appeal to him either. He could get off with porn at home less expensively and with no risk.
He came back with a couple of condoms, climbed on the bed, and began to make out with Jade. He "attacked" his nipples and licked his way down to his balls. By the time he got there, Jade was hard and throbbing again. Devon opened the foil package and unrolled a cherry flavored rubber over Jade's hot phallus. Then he stopped to suck his `nads.
"Oh that feels so good!" Jade crooned. "Please let me taste your cock now."
Devon was about to tear into the other package, but Jade asked him not to.
"I want to swallow your cum. Please let me. I'm sure you're safe."
"I am, but how do you know that?"
"You'd tell me if you weren't. Now please straddle my face so I can lick and suck your junk while you work on mine."
Since Jade couldn't use his hands to guide Devon where he wanted him, he had to do it by voice command. "Command" isn't the correct term, because his requests were never demanding and were always made to put Devon's genitals in the optimum position to be pleasured.
Although they had cum a few hours before, both men could feel their sap rising rapidly. Their earlier ejaculations had stemmed for a serious need to release a buildup of seminal fluid. This time, it was about love and desire.
Since Jade's actions were limited by not being able to use his hands, his tongue and lips had to take up the slack. Therefore, he licked the inside of Devon's thighs and his balls as well as his pulsing cock. Devon was in paradise!
Devon was able to fondle Jade's scrotum and nipples without ever removing his mouth from Jade's sheathed sausage.
Within a few minutes, both guys were moaning their anticipation of what was about to come. And cum they did! Jade half choked on the first blast. Devon had a similar experience as Jade's cock swelled to its maximum and he thrust upward as his climax hit, filling the nipple end of the rubber.
"That was the most beautiful thing I've ever been involved with," Jade sighed as he settled into Devon's embrace. "But I wish I were still a virgin so I'd have something to give you."
"You know I'm not a virgin, and I hope that doesn't bother you. This is so much better than with a woman. I would love to be with you for the rest of my life."
"Of course it doesn't matter that I'm not your first," Jade insisted. "I'm certainly used goods."
"No, you're not! You've been abused, but you are still a pure soul and you've become my soul-mate. Nothing can come between us now."
Both men were ravenous when it was time for lunch. Devon was kept very busy feeding his boyfriend as well as himself. When they were at last sated, Devon suggested putting on something skimpy and taking a bit of sun in the backyard. It wasn't walled off with a high board fence, but the shrubbery did provide some privacy.
Devon slathered a generous quantity of sun lotion all over Jade's body and was rewarded for his efforts by a big bulge in Jade's swimsuit. Jade showed no embarrassment at all about his erection now, but grinned broadly.
Of course Devon couldn't put lotion on his own back, but Jade came to the rescue by having Devon squirt a gob there and then using his feet to spread it around. It felt quite sexy to Devon, who also threw a boner.
Devon covered Jade's upper arms with a couple of towels so that he wouldn't develop sharp tan-lines where his casts covered the lower parts. It didn't matter later, because Devon ended up covering a good part of Jade's body with his own as they made out.
Devon returned from the supermarket about 5:30 with two New York Strip steaks to grill. He said that they needed to celebrate the new level of their relationship. He also grilled a lot of fresh veggies and opened a bottle of three-buck Chuck. By the end of their meal, they were feeling pleasantly full and mellow.
"God works in mysterious ways," Jade mused.
"Where did that come from and what's it all about?"
"I was thinking."
"Ah, so that accounts for the burning smell?"
"No, that's the piece of fat you dropped on the grill! I need to pee really bad because of the wine and I was imagining how my life would have been if you hadn't drunk too much soda on that day in June. Do you think God had a hand in that?"
"I'm not sure," Devon mulled, as he walked to the bathroom with Jade. "I would hope that someone else would have come along and done what I did."
"No one else would have followed through to see if I was okay, and they certainly wouldn't have taken me into their home. You know it was worth being beaten up if that's what it took to discover the right guy to love."
"Oh man, don't even think like that! Pretty soon you'll have God setting you up to get jumped in that alley and dumped in the woods so we could find each other. I don't think He works that way!
Not to change the subject, but we both need a shower. Let me put the leftover veggies in the fridge and then we'll get cleaned up. We should probably go to bed early to catch up on our rest after all the energy we've expended today."
"Not to mention all the cum!" Jade teased.
"Yeah, we do need to recharge our balls as well."
Later when they were both clean and relaxed, Jade asked Devon to sleep with him.
"Your place or mine?" Devon joked.
"Um, how about your place. I haven't been in your bed yet."
"Okay, but I have a NO-CLOTHES rule for sleeping in there!"
"Cool!"
*This article was adapted from Complete Marriage and Family Home Reference Guide by Dr. James Dobson with the permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. Copyright 2000 by James Dobson, Inc. All rights reserved. International copyright secured.
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