Backstory: I am married and have a daughter. My wife thinks I have issues about gay men (like I am a bigot due to a few well-placed jokes). In reality I live the dual life, completely enjoying sex with my wife, and secretly getting off deeply on sex with my male lover M once a month or two. I have no problem secretly admitting how much I enjoy gay porn, having cum too much to deny it. I enjoy long stretches of time thinking about sex with M, hardon in hand. While the fantasies are idealized, M is very good.
She won't play with cum. It is something to be cleaned up quickly.
I want to wear cum just about anywhere on my body. I like that I cannot tell if it is your cum or my cum, so it becomes our cum that we drove each other to shoot out of our bodies. Finding an unexpected pool on an arm or torso is finding unexpected marks of male for male love. Some cum needs to find the lips, to taste our explosions. She will not understand that will she? All the times we have beat off watching men have sex, watching them cum, getting us to cum, then eating it, or should I say letting it slide down the throat. I love cum on my face, my throat, my nipples, filling my belly button, on my cock, on my balls. But I want to share with you a particular fantasy I have had the last few days. We are in your bed, naked, post-ejaculation, hearts are winding down. You find a big pool of man seed, grab a wad of it with three fingers as best as you can. You pull my thigh to my chest, a move that lifts my hips and hole. And you put that slippery wad of love dead on my hole. We are in the relaxing phase, so this is a casual application of cum to my man pussy, making it slick with seeds. With post-sex slowness, you work the cum around the hole, and some into it. Then we share the taste of your finger, licking it like a cock in a three-way (and I have never said no to a three way). We both understand how erotic this is because I am going to remain in your bed, a butt plug in my ass, the sheets smelling of sweat and cum, waiting for you to go out and then return to take advantage of this situation. And when you rim me again, the tastes of man hole and cum will have cooked together for a few hours, inviting you in to mount me again. As you and I do the small adjustments needed to fuck, you find another pool of cum which didn't all dry. You take that small bit of seed, put it to my lips, and kiss me as your cock head presses in. She won't play with cum, but you are a master in the craft.