This story is part truth and part fiction, and it is up to you the reader to decide when one stops and the other starts. It is about Cliff growing up in England in the 1950's and sixties
I f this type of written material is offensive or against the law in your part of the World then I suggest you stop reading now.
I would like at this stage to point out that I am using some terminology which is used these days but was not around back in the 50's and 60's. This is just to make it easier for some of you young 'uns out there to understand what I am talking about.
I went to bed that Saturday and when I was between the sheets my hand moved down to slowly stroke my cock and I started thinking about Derek my lover only a picture of the gorgeous Indian boy Rama kept coming into my head. I was getting confused and worried because I love Derek but wondered why I kept thinking about Rama. After all he did give me a fabulous fucking earlier in the day. I gradually drifted off to sleep to dream about those two gorgeous boys.
Next morning I was up washed and ready for church which was a tradition in our family. We all went to communion including my father parents and a maiden aunt as well. Everyone sat in the same seats each Sunday I don't know why but they did so Gwen and her parents sat two rows in front of us. As we walked in she turned and smiled at me and I managed a smile back. I always thought I was in love with Gwen but after meeting up with Derek I was not too sure anymore.
After church which was it's usual boring self. We met up with Gwen and her parents outside and Gwen asked if we could go for a walk before lunch. I thought this strange because normally I had to make all the suggestions.
Our parents agreed telling us to make sure we where home for Sunday lunch which once again was a family tradition. Hand in hand we walked along towards the woods and once we where out of sight Gwen stopped turned to me and kissed me long and hard. "What brought that on " I asked quite surprised that once again she took the initiative. " I just wanted to remind you that I love you". Gwen said " I haven't seen much of you lately are you getting sick of me, have you found another girl?".
"No I've just been a bit busy that's all with the play coming up and all that. And there is defiantly not another girl". I couldn't very well tell her there was someone else and he was the most gorgeous looking boy in the whole school.
We stopped in a small clearing and Gwen sat down on the grass with me beside her and we started kissing, I undid her bra and played with her tits. Well you know the score.
On this occasion Gwen did all the leading and after guiding my cock into her I started to fuck her and of course she started groaning and calling out my name etc etc. All I could think of was Derek and once again pictures and thoughts of Rama came into my head as well. Oh I forgot to tell you that I had to use a condom which in those days were not quite as sophisticated as they are now. It was like fucking with a pair of Wellington boots on, but the pill was more or less unheard of back then and condoms were only sold in chemist shops under the counter. I'll tell you the story about me buying condoms later.
Back to me fucking Gwen. I was getting close to Cumming and Gwen had already climaxed several times when I suddenly yelled , "Oh fuck I'm gonna cum right up your arse". As I shot my load I suddenly realised what I had said and thought Oh shit. As I rolled off her Gwen had a puzzled look on her face and she said "What did you just say" "I'm not sure" I replied. "I was thinking of the school play to keep me going a bit longer to totally satisfy you, so it must have been something from the play". That school play was getting me out of all sorts of trouble lately.
"Are you sure" She said still looking dubious. "Of course what else would it be".
Gwen didn't say any more but I could tell that she wasn't sure what was going on. Anyway I lived to fuck another day and we got dressed and I took her home and then went on my way to my Sunday Roast beef roast potatoes with all the trimmings. The rest of Sunday was pretty uneventful and I spent most of the time in my room reading my part for the play. This might be a good time to tell you about buying condoms. I knew that if I was to fuck Gwen I had to have them and several times I went to the chemist but each time a young girl was behind the counter and I got cold feet. I had so many cough lollies in my bedroom it was crazy. Dad's brother my uncle Sammy was only 12 years older than me and was real cool. He was not gay but I managed to seduce him a couple of years ago and finished up sucking him off, but he would not let me do it again after that one time which was a pity because he had a massive cock about nine inches and he was amazed that I managed after a while to deep throat him. I believe no girl had ever been able to do that. Anyway he came on a visit and on the quite I asked him if he had any condoms. He told me no but he would get some for me. I think he was glad that I was going with girls. He bought me half a dozen and paid for them too which was great. So I am set up for a while but one day I will have to pluck up courage to ask for condoms and not cough lollies.
Monday Morning as usual I headed off to school with my two sisters in tow today which was a pain in the arse. Derek came rushing up the path to meet me and I could see straight away he had a very worried look on his face.
He saw my sisters and his face dropped. "I have to see you straight away about something very important regarding the play" he said.
"Ok" I replied and said to my sisters, "You go on ahead and I'll see you tonight".
"What's so secret about the play" They both chorused. "I bet your going to talk about your girlfriends and not about the play at all" One of them sniggered.
"O for goodness sake just piss off will you" "I'm gonna tell dad that you swore and then you'll cop it" one of them said.
I moved towards them my fist raised and a menacing look on my face. That did the trick and they ran off towards the school gate.
" What's the problem lover" I asked noting the worried look in his eyes.
" I really dropped us in it yesterday when I was screwing Patricia I was thinking about you and as I was cumming I yelled out cliff my darling I'm cumming or something like that".
"Shit" I said "What happened next?'
" She threw me off and screamed at me what did you just say".
"I didn't reply I was dumfounded". Then she went on and on about how I must be a fuckin' queer and how dare I screw her when I was screwing guys.
"The worst bit was we where in her bedroom and I'm sure the whole household and the neighbours heard her screaming at me, What am I going to do?" "And then she went on about you and how she was going to tell Gwen what she heard me yell".
For once I didn't have an answer or a solution to this disaster. If word of this got out and our headmaster found out we would be expelled for sure, our job prospects would be zilch and I'm sure my father would throw me out.
"I'm so sorry Cliff, I have probably ruined both our lives" He said and he burst into tears. Not caring who was around I took him in my arms as tears began rolling down my cheeks as well.
"Don't worry baby, we'll find a way out". I whispered. I looked up and saw my drama teacher Mr Waddington coming towards us, but I didn't break away from Derek who was still sobbing his heart out.
"What's the matter with you boys" Mr Waddington said. "Nothing sir Derek had some bad news about a relative who died and he's a bit upset" I told him.
"Well for a start I don't believe a word you've just told me. I've been watching you two and I think I can guess what is really wrong. Come to my classroom during first break and we'll discuss your worries".
This took both of us by surprise and all sorts of thoughts flashed through my head. Then I thought of the old saying 'It takes one to know one' and I felt much easier thinking with Mr W's help we could maybe get out of this mess.
"Now get yourselves sorted out wipe your faces and get into school" he said as he walked away.
"What was all that about" Derek said as the teacher walked away.
"I'm not sure". I replied "But I think our problem could get help from a source we never imagined or thought about".
Derek still had a very worried look on his face as we headed for school and before we went our separate ways he looked around and seeing no one was close by whispered "Whatever happens I still love you dearly" and he looked as if he was about to cry again.
"Please don't cry and remember I love you and always will".
I squeezed his hand quickly before anyone could see and we both headed for our classes. I had a horticulture class all morning working on my own so I was able to go and hide in the greenhouse, pottering around doing very little except think about how we were going to get out of this mess and I also wondered what Mr Waddington was going to discuss with us.