This story is part truth and part fiction, and it is up to you the reader to decide when one stops and the other starts. It is about Cliff growing up in England in the 1950's
I if this type of written material is offensive or against the law in your part of the World then I suggest you stop reading now.
I was just coming out of the store room after fucking my lover, Derek, when I bumped into my girlfriend Gwen who was standing outside looking very unhappy.
At this point I would to point out that this is the late 1950's and being Gay was something not spoken about, plus it was against the law back then so 'coming out' was not really an option and both Derek and I had girl friends as a cover for our activities.
Now read on.
"What the hell are you two doing in there" Gwen screamed. Derek went a deep red and I heard him mutter "Oh shit" or something similar.
I have always been noted as a quick thinker who would get by, by coming up with answers very quickly. My father always reckoned I would be a con man and a crook.
" Derek was helping me with my lines for the play" I answered quickly
" and we needed somewhere quite so I could concentrate".
"But I thought I was going to help you with that" she said with the hint of a tear forming in her eyes.
"Look Gwen, if we had gone into the storeroom together we wouldn't have got much play reading done would we" and I winked at her and smiled.
A little voice whispered in my ear. "you're a smooth talking bastard Cliff".
"Is this true Derek?" Gwen asked. "You seem to be spending more time with him than me".
"Well he did offer to help me and I am very grateful for that" I replied.
All this time Derek was grinning like a Cheshire cat and I thought Gwen would get suspicious. By now we were late for class so I made the excuse that we had to dash and before I disappeared around the corner I shouted "See you later". to both my girl and my lover.
After classes I went straight to the school hall for rehearsal and was quite surprised to see Derek standing there with all the other members of the cast and volunteers. Derek had never shown and interest at all in drama in the past.
Mr. Worthington our drama teacher did the usual welcome everybody ( he spoke with a bit of a lisp and at times acted quite effeminate and I thought he could be gay as well) He then told us that Derek had volunteered to join the team as a stage hand and we should all make him welcome.
I must have grinned from ear to ear because Derek came over to me and whispered "Your looking just a bit too pleased to see me so be careful".
As he walked away he accidentally, on purpose I suspect brushed his hand against my crotch. I whispered back "If you do that again I'll be forced to sit down to avoid embarrassing myself". he laughed as he walked away.
The rehearsal was well just that a rehearsal it went quite smoothly with little dramas and Mr. Worthington told me that he was very pleased with my performance but I really should try and learn my lines a bit quicker. I couldn't really tell him that I had an overactive sexy boy and girl friend and learning lines had now taken second place.
Derek came up as we were getting ready to leave and said would you like me to walk home with you?.
" we haven't got a lot of time" I answered "but it would finish off a perfect day"
We got our bikes and started walking up the track which was very dark with very few street lamps and as soon as we where out of site Derek took my hand and gave it a little squeeze. A bit further on into the wooded part of the pathway he said "Let's just stop for a while and talk, I have something I want to talk to you about"
My heart almost stopped beating because the first thing I thought was he's going to dump me, tell me he didn't want to be my lover anymore.
We found a quite spot and stopped, we couldn't sit down because it had been raining and the ground was wet so we stood with Derek leaning against a tree.
I put my arms around him and kissed him gently on the lips, slowly our lips parted and our tongues entered and explored our willing mouths. This was a loving tender kiss not a thrust and parry I want to fuck you kiss if you get what I mean. Derek broke off and said quietly "I have something to say so please don't say anything until I have finished" Once again I got that feeling of doom which you get when you think something terrible is going to happen.
I could barely get the words out. "what do you want to talk about".
" I said yesterday that I had yearned for you for a long time, in fact ever since I saw you on the first day of school. These last couple of days have been heaven for me and I hope for you. Cliff I love dearly in fact I love you so much that words can't describe how I feel right now. I hope and pray that you feel the same way about me but if you don't I will understand and will walk away". I could see tears forming in his eyes and I also felt choked up and I started sobbing. "Oh Derek you can't for one minute imagine how happy that makes me because I love you too and want to spend my whole life with you".
We hugged each other tightly and the tears started flowing down both our cheeks.
"I was hoping that would be the answer" He said between sobs.
"Hold me tight and don't let me go" he begged.
I began kissing him and kissed all his tears away. I nuzzled into his neck and nibbled his ear lobes before moving back to his lips and kissing him long and deep.
It was Derek who broke the clinch and spoke " There is one thing" he said.
" I like sex and need it all the time. I have had and still have several fellows that I fuck and get fucked by regularly. But believe me that is just for sexual gratification and nothing else" I thought about this for a minute and the longer I stayed silent I could see Derek getting more and more worried. "You do understand don't you?"
"Yes but I'm worried that you might find someone else and I will lose you, and I don't want to do that I stand by what I just said I want you for life".
" And you will have me for as long as you want me, I truly love you and no one else". I then said something which I thought I would never say.
"Is it OK my love if I also have other boys?" "of course but remember the both of us together come first". At this I burst out laughing and Derek said "what did I say that was so funny". "well I hope that we both cum together but if you want to be first that's OK by me"
" You shitead " he said laughing along with me.
"Don't forget" I said " we must still make sure we have girl friends so that other don't get suspicious". "Yes and there's nothing to stop us fucking them now and again as long as you keep thinking about me while your doing it". Once again we both burst out laughing and after another quick kiss hug and grope we broke off and headed for home because by now it was getting very late and I would have some explaining to do when I got home.
When we got further up the path were Derek went one way and me the other we kissed goodnight and arrange to meet tomorrow just before morning assembly.
When I got home it was just on ten O'clock and my mother was waiting for me the minute I opened the door. "Your very late" she said "I was beginning to get worried". "We had along hard rehearsal" I told her. "You must be starving. I've saved you some tea but it will be a bit dried up in the oven by now". I then realized that I had nothing to eat since morning break and that was a few hours ago except of course for Derek's love juice at lunchtime.
"I could eat a horse mum along with the jockey and saddle" I told her.
Dad was in the kitchen and of course he had his usual dig at me.
"You should have more consideration for your mother after she has been slaving over a hot stove and you stay out late so her food is ruined".
"It's OK dad I don't mind and after all he is at school improving himself".
Inwardly I laughed to myself because the only improving I did today was how to fuck my lover better.
" I still think he should show more consideration for his parents" dad growled.
I ate my tea very quickly just to get away from him kissed mum and said good night before heading off to bed and an almighty wank thinking about the man who I hoped would be my life long lover.
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