Zack and Jay
Chapter 14
Author: Kevin
Author's note: Everyone, thank you for your support and understanding during this time in my life. I appreciate every kind word, thought, prayer, and offer to listen if I needed to or wanted to talk.
THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU!
Kevin
I'm awoken around two a.m. by Shawn screaming. At first, I am disoriented, but, then, it all comes back to me. I grab my robe. Being unfamiliar with our new surroundings, I carefully make my way to his bedroom. As soon as I walk into his room, he sees me from the light given off by his nightlight, and he calms down.
"What's the matter, little man?" I ask him.
"Dada!" He says.
I pick him up and he snuggles into my chest and gives me a hug. After a few minutes of standing there holding him he looks up at me and says, "Baba."
"You want a bottle?" I ask him.
He says 'baba' again. So I head down stairs with him to make a bottle. I place him on the floor next to me while I make it. He reaches up and grabs the hem of my robe and pulls himself up so he is standing next to me. I look down at him and smile. He smiles back up at me and giggles. He really loves standing, and is doing it more and more often. He will be walking very soon. Not even a year old yet and he says quite a lot, and is starting to walk. He will be an early developer. Maybe the psychic was right after all. But I still find it hard to believe sometimes. And the thought of us having another son is overwhelming for me.
Once finished making the bottle I head back upstairs with him and put him back to bed with it. He lies in his crib and drinks it. I stay with him until he finishes drinking the bottle and take it away from him as he falls back to sleep. I head back to our room and find Jay lying in bed awake.
"Where have you been?" He asks. "I was starting to get worried?"
"I was with Shawn. He woke up screaming and I went to him. He asked for a 'baba', so I went down and made him a bottle. Then stayed with him while he drank it and fell back to sleep. I think he was just a little scared being in the new house." I tell him.
I take off my robe and crawl back into bed with him. He pulls me to him and holds me. I snuggle into his side and tell him, "I love you."
"I love you, too. You know what I was thinking?" He asks.
"What?" I ask him.
"I want us to try out the jacuzzi tub together." He says.
"When?" I ask.
"How about right now?" He asks.
"Jay, it's quarter to three in the morning. Are you crazy?" I ask him.
"Nope, just don't want to wait any longer. I think it will be very romantic." He says. "Give me a few minutes to get everything ready and then come in." He says.
I shake my head in frustration, but agree. He gets up and heads into the master bathroom and closes the door. I hear the water in the tub turn on and can hear him moving around doing something. What? I have no idea.
After about ten minutes the door opens and he asks, "Are you joining me?"
I get up out of bed and walk over to him in the doorway. I can see strange flickering light coming from the bathroom. "What did you do?" I ask him. He steps out of the way and shows me into the bathroom. There are about a hundred different scented candles lit and placed around the room. He has them sitting on the countertop around the sink, on the ledge around the bathtub, on the back of the toilet, different spots on the floor, just about everywhere. He can be such a romantic sometimes. "When did you get all of these candles and how did you get them here without me knowing?" I ask him.
"We have been so busy we haven't been doing our workouts. I got up early Friday and went to the store and picked these up, brought them here and hid them so you wouldn't find them. I wanted to do this last night as a little celebration for us, but I was just too tired. I would have probably fallen asleep in the tub." He says laughing a little.
"Yeah, me too." I tell him and give him a very passionate kiss. The tub is just about full by now, so Jay climbs in and sits in the back. He spreads his legs and has me sit between them. Once in position he leans back against the tub and pulls me back against him. The smell of the candles is almost like an aphrodisiac to me. I lay there taking in the smells and the soft glow of the candles.
After a few minutes I feel Jay move a little as a reaches for the controls on the side of the tub. He turns a couple of the knobs and pushes a button. The tub comes to life. Water is forced out of the jets in the sides and bubbles rise from the small holes in the bottom. The feeling of the water and bubbles hitting my body and the sounds of the churning water just add to the smells and light coming from the candles. This is very romantic. I can't believe we have never done anything like this before.
I lay back into him more as he places his arms around me and holds me to him. He reaches over and adjusts the temperature on the internal heater and I instantly feel the difference in the temperature of the water coming from the jets hitting me. I close me eyes and lay my head on his shoulder, relaxing even more. I could stay like this with him for ever.
The smells from the candles, the hot water bounding my body, the bubbles churning the water, all do a number on me and I feel my cock start to grow. After a few minutes Jay slowly slides his hand down my chest and hard abs to my crotch and gently and lovingly strokes my cock.
After a few minutes I can feel him getting hard quickly. After a few more minutes he reaches over and turns the tub off. Using his foot, he flips the lever and lets the water out. I turn to him and he gives me a kiss and says, "Come on let's go back to bed."
We get out of the tub and blow out all the candles. Once they are all extinguished we head back to bed. I notice that it is four thirty. I can't believe we spent almost forty-five minutes in the tub together. It felt like it was only a few minutes.
We climb back into bed and Jay slowly kisses his way down my chest and abs to my cock. He sucks it into his throat and purrs, driving me crazy with the vibrations coming from his throat. After a few minutes he kisses his way down the inside of my thigh and for the first time ever he finds a very sensual spot on the inside of my knee. I moan loudly as he kisses it, licks it and lightly sucks it. I can't believe the feelings coursing their way through my body. They seem to flood everywhere then collect in my cock. It almost feels like he is still sucking it as he kisses, licks, and sucks the spot. I feel like I could cum at any moment.
I have to finally reach down and pull him away before he makes me lose it. I pull him back up to me and he lays on top of me. I can feel his hard twelve inch cock rubbing against mine and poking me in the stomach. We lay there kissing for a few minutes, just making out and feeling are cocks rub back and forth against each other as Jay slowly grinds his groin into mine.
He slowly pulls back, kneeling between my legs. He pushes them up to my shoulders; I hold them there, as he lowers himself down so he can rim me. As soon as his tongue touches me I feel my asshole open up for him. He fucks me with his tongue for a few minutes, lubing me up with his saliva. He climbs back on top of me and slowly and lovingly slides his huge cock into my awaiting hole.
He doesn't stop until he is buried balls deep in me. I can feel his huge nuts laying on my ass as he holds himself in place waiting for me to adjust to his size. After a few minutes he slowly begins to make love to me. Each slow penetration drives me to the brink of ecstasy as his huge dick slowly crushes my prostate. I can feel a steady stream of precum flowing from my cock and a puddle quickly forming on my stomach. It starts to run towards my chest.
Jay happens to notice it and pulls out of me and slides down slightly so he can lick it up. After cleaning me up and sucking every last drop he can from my cock, he slides back up me and starts to make love to me again. I want to cum. I need to cum. "Fuck me!" I moan in between penetrations. He picks up the pace driving his cock into my prostate, making me leak even more. I reach between us and stroke my cock as best as I can. After a few minutes I pull my hand out and bring it up to my mouth, I can tell from the taste I am leaking cum now. With every hard thrust into my ass, I can feel it being forced out of my dick.
I can tell Jay is getting close. I can't feel his balls anymore; I know they are pulled up tight to the base of his cock. His breathing has changed, he is almost gasping for breath. A few more hard thrusts and he moans loudly and holds his cock in me, forcing it as deep as it will go. I feel the spasms from his dick as he shoots his man juice into me. He collapses on top of me in the throws of his orgasm. He lays there for a few minutes, then slowly pulls out and lowers my legs. He is now kneeling between them again.
He licks every square inch of my chest and abs clean again, before sucking my cock down his throat. It doesn't take long before he is eating my cum. I shoot what feels like gallons of it down his throat. It feels like the orgasm is never going to end. I just keep shooting load after load into his mouth. It is so much he has to pull off of my cock and I just keep cumming. It's like a river overflowing its banks. I am flooded with my own cum. Eventually it slows and then stops all together, but not until I am completely covered in my own juices from my crotch to me neck. Jay tries to clean me up, but there is just too much. He has to go into the bathroom and get a towel to do it.
"I can't believe you came that much. What happened?" He asks.
"I don't know. I think it had something to do with that spot on my knee. Oh my God, that was so fucking unbelievable. It was almost like our honeymoon, I didn't think I was ever going to stop cumming. But at least this time it didn't hurt." I tell him.
"I love you." He says as he climbs back into bed and pulls me to him.
"I love you, too." I tell him.
I look up at the alarm clock and see it is almost five thirty. We had made love for almost an hour. This night seems to be getting away from me. I can't believe how quickly the time is going. I want this night to go on forever, I don't want it to ever end. I want to stay like this with Jay for the rest of my life. I gradually drift back off to sleep; as Jay spoons me and holds me to him.
I wake up and realize almost instantly Jay is not in bed anymore. I turn and look at the alarm clock and see it is almost ten o'clock. I get up and get dressed. As I head down stairs I check Shawn's room, his crib is empty. I go down stairs and don't see them anywhere. I head down into the basement and they are not there either. I head back upstairs and find my cell phone lying on the counter. I pick it up and hit the speed dial button for Jay's phone.
"What's up?" He asks when he answers it.
"Where are you guys?" I ask him.
"I went shopping. We don't have that much food there. I wanted to make you breakfast in bed. It took me a little longer than I thought. We will be back in about twenty minutes." He says.
"You could have let me know. I was worried about you and Shawn." I tell him.
"Zack, I'm sorry. Next time I will let you know, but I wanted to surprise you. Waking you up to let you know I was running to the store would have ruined the surprise. But now that you are up, I guess it's ruined anyways." He says. I can hear the disappointment in his voice.
"Now I have to apologize to you. I'm sorry I ruined your surprise. But you can always do it some other time. I can't believe after a year of us being together I have never seen this side of you." I tell him.
"Well you bring out the best in me." He says. "Well, I'm just finishing up here. We'll be home in about twenty minutes." He says.
"I love you." I tell him.
"I love you, too." He says as he hangs up. I close my phone and place it back on the counter.
About twenty five minutes later they return with the groceries. I go out and help Jay bring them in. Once everything is brought in from my car, we put it away and Jay makes a late breakfast early lunch for us.
After eating and cleaning up the kitchen I ask him, "Jay, can we get a Christmas tree?"
"Of course, you don't have to ask. Do you want to go now?" He asks.
"Well I don't want a real one. I want an artificial one. That way there will be no dropped needles for Shawn to pick up and eat. And in the long run it will be cheaper." I tell him.
"That's fine. Well I know Wal-Mart sells Christmas decorations and stuff. There is one a few miles away, we can go there and get everything we should need." He says.
"Do you feel like going now? We had a late night. Then we spent quite a long time together earlier this morning. And what time did you get up with Shawn?" I ask.
"Eight o'clock. I can't believe you didn't wake up before me. By the time I heard him, he was screaming bloody murder." He says. "But he calmed down as soon as I walked into his room." He adds because of the look of horror on my face.
"I can't believe I never heard him." I say, going to pick him up from the floor where he was sitting playing with King. I pull him into a loving hug and give him a kiss on the top of his head. "I'm sorry I didn't hear you this morning." I tell him as tears start running down my face.
Jay comes to me and pulls me into a hug. "It's not your fault. You were tired. Like you said, we had a late night, and then spent a lot of time together. And the orgasm you had, had to drain you physically. You even compared it to what happened on our honeymoon." He says to me trying to comfort me.
"Yeah, I know. But I don't like the fact that I didn't hear him. I know how deeply you sleep. I know how long he must have cried before you heard him. He must have been almost hysterical by the time you got there." I tell him.
"He is fine. Look at him. There are no lasting scars. He probably has forgotten all about it already." He says.
"Yeah, I know." I say, giving Shawn another hug and kiss.
"So are we going or what?" Jay asks.
"Yeah, I really want to make Shawn's first Christmas special. I know he won't remember it, but I need to do this." I tell him.
"Yeah, me too." He says.
We get Shawn ready to go. I grab my cell phone off the counter as we head out the door. It only takes a few minutes to get to the Wal-Mart Supercenter. We go inside and make our way to the Lawn and Garden section of the store where they have the Christmas decorations set up. We spend about 15 minutes looking at the tree displays before deciding on an eight foot tall artificial Douglas fur. We spend quite a long time picking out decorations for it. We decide that we want multi-colored lights on it. We get about ten stands of lights, because I like a lot of lights on the tree. After picking out many boxes of ornaments Jay finds a box for an angel tree topper and brings it over to me.
"What do you think of this?" He asks.
"It's beautiful, but who's going to make it?" I ask him, as it is a kit to make the angel.
"I thought we could do it together." He says. "You know spend a little quality time together."
"Didn't have enough 'quality' time last night?" I tease him.
"That's not what I meant and you know it." He says.
"I know, I was only teasing you. Yeah, I love the angel, we can make it together." I tell him.
We look around for a little while longer and find a few lawn decorations that we both love. We get a couple of them too. One is a giant snow globe that lights up and self inflates with a small fan in the back. The other is a giant Snoopy wearing a santa hat; it is also an inflatable that lights up. We also get a set of outdoor wire Christmas trees, and three deer, one lying down and two standing. And a bunch of strands of net lights for the bushes in the yard.
Jay finds the extension cords and a timer that can turn the display on and off at preset times or on at dusk and off at dawn. We make our way to the check outs and pay for our purchases. The total surprises me, but Jay says, "Don't worry about it. Most of this will last us for years, remember."
"Yeah, I know." I tell him and give him a kiss right there in middle of the store. We get a few looks, but for the most part people don't seem to even notice. We take the stuff out to my car and spend quite a long time getting it all to fit. Once done we head back home.
We decide to set the tree up in front of the huge bay window in the living room. The way the window bulges out people will be able to see it from just about every direction. We spend the next few hours setting up the tree, putting the tree skirt underneath, adjusting the branches to make it look as full as possible, and decorating it. Once done we add some tinsel it looks beautiful even with out the angel on top yet.
Jay asks, "Do you want to start the angel now, or work on decorating the front lawn?"
"Well it's getting late, we can do the outside tomorrow. Let's work on the angel." I tell him.
"Ok." He says, and gets the box out of one of the bags. We head into the dining room to work at the table and Shawn follows us into the room with King at his heels; almost watching over him. We remove the contents from the box and Jay reads the instruction out loud. We take our time putting it together making sure it looks perfect. When we are done we leave it sitting on the table so the glue can dry.
After cleaning up we make dinner together. After it is done cooking we sit back down at the dining room table and eat as a family with me feeding Shawn as he sits in his highchair between us. That is one thing Jay still has trouble doing for him. Shawn simply won't seem to eat for him. He will eat things that Jay puts on the tray of his highchair, but won't let Jay feed him. I'm not sure why though.
After the dishes are done we head into the living room and sit on the couch, looking at the Christmas tree; the lights twinkling in the dim light of the small lamp on the table between Jay's and my chairs. It looks just so beautiful; I find it hard to believe that Jay and I did that together. Jay gets up saying he will be right back. He comes back with the angel and hands it to me telling me it is dry and that he wants me to put it on the tree, because it was my idea.
"You picked it out, not me." I remind him.
"Not the angel, all of this was your idea. We wouldn't have done this if you hadn't asked me. I want you to finish the tree." He says.
I get up off the couch and give him a kiss, "I love you. You know that right?"
"Yeah, I know. And I love you, too." He says.
"You make me love you more and more every day. I can't see how that is possible, but you do." I tell him with tears streaming down my face.
"Why are you crying?"
"Because I am so happy, just being here with you. I'm glad you talked me into buying this house. I can feel the love it has held for so many years. I don't think I could be anymore happier, anywhere else. And I know our love will grow here and become stronger over the years. And when people come to visit they will be able to feel our love in this house; our home." I tell him and pull him to me and hug him.
After standing there holding each other in the embrace for a few minutes, I pull away from him and walk over to the tree. I step up on the small step ladder we had used while decorating the tree and place the angel on top. I have to adjust a few of the branches to make it stand up straight, but after a couple of adjustments it looks perfect to me. I climb down and walk back to Jay. I turn and look back at the tree and the angel adds to the beauty of it. She almost seems to glow with love; Jay's and my love for each other, and our love for Shawn.
After sitting back down on the couch together and just sitting there looking at the tree holding each other, Jay turns on the TV and flips through the guide to see what is on. He finds Santa Clause Three and asks if I want to watch it. I have seen it already, but tell him if he wants to watch it's alright with me. He presses the button to bring up the channel and the movie is just starting.
We sit on the couch watching it as Shawn crawls around the room with King right behind him. He will crawl over to the couch every so often and pull himself up and stand between us looking up at us for a while, then flop down and crawl away. Then crawl around some more, before returning to stand at the couch watching us. I smile at him and hold my hands out to him. He does the same to me; I reach down and pick him up. He snuggles into my chest and gives me a hug. I kiss the top of his head and say to him, "I love you little man."
He looks up at me and says, "Love"
I turn and look at Jay as he turns and looks at me then down at Shawn. "Another new word, I can't believe how smart he is." Jay says.
"I know, neither can I." I say.
We sit there and watch the rest of the movie; Jay holding me, while I hold Shawn, King laying at Jay's feet. I can feel our love radiating out from each of us.
When the movie is finished; I take Shawn upstairs and get him ready for bed while Jay makes him a bottle. I put him into his crib after we both give him a kiss goodnight. Jay hands him his bottle and he drinks it as he slowly drifts off to sleep. Once he has finished drinking the bottle, I carefully take it away from him and tell him again I love him and goodnight. He opens his eyes once more at the sound of my voice, but they almost immediately close again.
We go to bed and hold each other all night. In the morning we make breakfast together and then eat. I feed Shawn his breakfast and then we go outside and decorate the front lawn with the decorations we bought yesterday.
We put the lighted trees in the back right corner of the front yard and place the deer around them. It looks like the deer are laying at the edge of a small wooded area with the bushes of the flower garden behind them adding to the effect. We place the snow globe in the opposite corner and Snoopy next to it, and but the net lights on the bushes. Jay sets the timer to turn everything on at dusk and off at dawn. It takes about four hours total to get everything just right, but when we are done it looks beautiful and will look even better once it gets dark.
We spend the rest of the day making Christmas cookies and just hanging out together. Around five o'clock I notice the outside lights are on and we get Shawn's coat on him and go out to see what the yard looks like in the dark. It looks amazing.
While standing there taking in our front yard one of our neighbors walks by and says she loves the decorations. We thank her and she carries on her way. A few minutes later another woman walks by. I look closely at her and then realize it is Diane, my ex-roommates girl friend.
Author's note: Again I would like to thank everyone for your patients while I sorted out my life. I have made the move to my brother's place and settling in nicely.
Thank you everybody for your thoughts, prayers, and words of kindness and understanding. I wouldn't have made it through this without the help of each and everyone of you.
Comments, questions, suggestions, or concerns can be sent to kk.lonewolf.37@gmail.com
Again thank you for reading,
Kevin