ZACH SEDUCES THE NIFTY WRITER
This is the very true story of how Zach, age 23 and a NIFTY reader, met up with and developed a relationship with me, Will S., age 61 and an avid NIFTY writer.
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Here are the actual emails where Zach finds a "daddy" in me and some very real sexual encounters between us developed into a solid relationship. This is a long read and it is not for everybody. My hope is the reader will find this interesting in how a simple story in NIFTY can change the lives of two individuals. Zach and I are now very much committed to each other, despite the age difference, and sex between is what Zach calls "mind blowing."
INITIAL CONTACT
Writer's note: So, out of nowhere comes this Email from Zach, a young man living in Eastern Washington. It is obvious from the beginning he is different than many of my fans who have responded to my NIFTY stories. Zach was looking for a "daddy" and I am hopelessly infatuated with younger (especially much younger) men. So, can a relationship be develop when a reader responds to a NIFTY writer? Read for yourself.
Dec 16, 2018
Hi Will,
I just happened across your stories on NIFTY and have been completely blown away by the depth of them. I've never written to an author but I knew I had to write to you.
I first discovered NIFTY a couple years ago when I was searching for stories about father/son relationships. I've longed for a deeper connection with my dad for as long as I can remember and have only found a few stories on NIFTY that really explore the incredible experience of an older man with a younger one in the way I've been looking for. You have a way of writing that is so different from the typical read and cum types, so much more thoughtful and exploratory. Your stories resonate with me so much more because I've lived in Washington my whole life and have been to almost all of the places you mention. I'm 22 now, living in eastern Washington but was born and raised in the Issaquah area and spent a lot of time on the water. I never had the opportunity to go on any trips with younger friends as a boy but I have a feeling some similar experiences would have happened to me as well.
I'm still not decided on my own sexuality but I do know that I'm very attracted to daddy/older types, including my dad who has been a fantasy of mine since my first memory of him in his white briefs. I've been able to meet up with a couple daddies/grandpas so far, but as surprised and happy that a younger guy is interested in them, I never seem to connect with them very deeply. I still keep a lookout though. :)
Anyway, just wanted to reach out and say hi and let you know how much your writing means to me!
Best,
Zach
Dec 16, 2018
Hello Zach,
I really appreciated your email! I enjoy writing meaningful stories based on my erotic experiences. All that you read has a basis in truth although I do change names, timelines, and add a few realistic erotic ideas to make my writings easier to read. I try to 'keep it real' with my writings about boys, because sex and erotic play amongst boys is usually awkward and the clumsy truth is often more erotic than something over the top.
Again, your Email was very heartfelt and very much more than 99% of the Emails I get on my writings in NIFTY. I mostly write about my "boy" experiences with other boys around the special age just before and at puberty. But I do have a few inter-generational writings which is probably what you read and how you found me.
I have a few comments I'd like to share with you as a person who understands some of the things you told me.
About your searching for stories about father/son relationships and longing for a deeper connection with your dad: I also wish my father had been more available, emotionally, for me. He was a doctor and I grew up with two sisters and a younger brother, so he had to share his time with them while working a high stress job, naturally. I certainly liked when he cuddled with me when I was younger but he kind of let me alone as a teen and I actually learned more about sex from my mother, if you can believe that.
About your lack of opportunities to get sexual with other boys when you were a boy: This is a shame, because I feel many boys do share some sexual experiences, at least initially, with each other. All it takes is what I call an "instigator." In my case, it was my friend John. I have to say, however, it did not take much convincing to get naked with him or the two other willing boys in our neighborhood because I enjoyed the fun as much as they did. Many men write me saying they experimented sexually, as boys, with other boys of about the same age. They did so primarily out of curiosity (comparing boners, etc.), it didn't have a stigma of being homosexual (nobody knew what a "sexuality" was at that age), it was fun (boy, was it!), and it seemed like the natural thing to do at the time. This usually and unfortunately ends around or just past puberty (ages 13 to 15) when most boys develop a sense of sexuality and most become interested in girls (I was like this, also, until my early 20s). I call this "conforming to the norm." The social pressure to be straight was immense when I was growing up and it probably still is for most boys, even in today's more tolerant times (at least in this region of the country).
About you being undecided as to your own sexuality and attraction to daddy/older types: I was actually engaged to be married (to a woman) at age 21. I called it off when I met a guy in college and realized I liked having sex with other guys more than with women. I would guess I would certainly qualify as being a "Daddy" type guy. I'm now 60 and still very active as a skier and hiker. Until recently, I used to coach, play and referee soccer, so I am in great shape for a guy my age. I had a couple meaningful relationships with guys, however, I mainly make love to myself now (my right hand doesn't ever disappoint me and I have a few fetish type toys I use on myself to bring pleasure). I'm not really into hook-ups, but I do and have made a few exceptions, over the years. I don't know if that is what you might be hinting at, but I could be convinced to meet up with you, if that is what you want.
You say you live in Eastern Washington. Do you ever make it to Seattle? Let me know. Please read my NIFTY post about the dad that observes his son masturbating through a crack in his bedroom door.
Will S.
December 19, 2018
Dear Will,
So great to hear back from you! I so appreciate you taking the time to respond to me and share about your life.
I love learning about other people's life experiences, and especially yours since I relate so much to what you've said. I grew up as the youngest, with two older sisters and though I didn't get much time with my dad either, I was obsessed with him, none the less. My mother also incidentally was the first of my parents who taught me the basics of puberty when I was about 12, and when my dad caught up embarrassingly late, maybe at age 14, he proceeded to inform me that masturbation was a sin and that I definitely shouldn't indulge in it! You should know, I was raised in very loving, conservative Christian family. Unfortunately for me, I had discovered the pleasures a boy can have with himself shortly after I turned 13. So I made an obligatory attempt at quitting my masturbation habit, knowing full well it was a perfectly normal thing for a boy to do. I'm honestly surprised my dad ever got that far in "the talk" with me since he is a very private person. On the other hand, I am a fairly open and extroverted guy. So from then on, we sort of connected on the subject of sex. I asked him about all the things a boy wants to know about becoming a man whenever I got time alone with him. I think this is where my brain started associating my dad with a sexual connection of some kind and as those things go, to this day, I can't think of a time when I wasn't attracted to him and his body. I sometimes wish he was one of those dads with a crush on his son that was just waiting for a signal from his son that he wanted him too. I gave him every possible chance to be naked around each other. I even asked him if he wanted to jerk off together after he admitted that he still masturbated when my mother was gone, but he declined. In a way it's probably okay since he will always and only be a secret fantasy of mine.
I love your insights into young boys and their behaviors towards each other. There's something so innocent yet exciting about the sexual discovery that happens. You are so lucky to have had the chance to experience that with other boys. The only similar experience I had with anyone else my age was when I was 6; with my cousin, who is 10 months younger than me. He lived close by for a time. I'm not even sure how it started but there was a tree-fort at his house that was just completed and he and I were alone in it that evening. I must have said something, but it just seemed like all of a sudden, both of us had our pants down to our ankles. I was feeling that brand new exciting butterfly feeling in my stomach and we both sort of just stood there smiling and staring at each other, knowing that somehow, this was supposed to happen. I don't know how many days went by but we continued to find places to pee together and expose ourselves to each other. We eventually got a little braver and started touching each other and exploring our bodies together. The most vivid memory I have is my cousin standing in a little teepee we made, with his pants down and my hand around his warm, hard penis. I remember his little erection being perfectly proportioned to my six year old hand as I stroked it. We weren't even old enough for dry orgasms because I think he would have had one with the hand-job I was giving him. But we eventually just put our clothes back on and went off into the bushes to pee together. It was tremendous fun! One day, we didn't feel the need any more and just stopped. His family eventually moved, but when I was 18 or 19 and I saw him again. I asked him if he remembered the things we did together and he grinned sheepishly and nodded. But that was the end of it. It's been another while since I've seen him and he lives in another part of the state now and has a girlfriend. Fond memories though for sure.
Will, that's crazy you were engaged to be married! I think you're right, there was and is a lot of pressure to conform, and now with such a wide range of acceptance, I think puberty is becoming even more complicated than it was. I'm kind of glad I didn't grow up having people constantly asking me if I feel masculine, feminine, gay, straight, etc. I've always FELT like a man, and most likely always will. If I happen to figure out I'm gay, it's just something I'll have to decide if I'll eventually make public about myself. No pressure in the meantime, though, and actually fairly liberating to be able to experiment discreetly as I feel the urge. As you say, I'm not really into hook-ups either; my hands and a `toy' work wonderfully.
I would love to meet you though, if only just to grab a coffee and talk about life. If we felt like there was more there then I would be overjoyed to go further but I value all kinds of connection, not just sexual. But you sound like just my type of daddy and I do so love a daddy's cock. ;) I do make it to the Seattle area fairly frequently, so if you were interested I would enjoy meeting up very much!
Your story about the dad catching his son masturbating is so good! It transports me to the ecstasy of my own teen explorations. Maybe my dad was standing just outside my door on occasion! You have an amazing way of writing down feelings as well as words and it is so well written.
Keep in touch,
Zach
December 19, 2018
Dear Zach,
I'll try to be more to the point as I can also be a "rambler." I really am enjoying my conversations with you, Zach! You seem to be much more mature and adult-like than age 22.
About your dad thinking masturbation to be a sin: If masturbation were a sin, then how do you explain the rampant sexual molestation of minors perpetrated by men in the Catholic and some other churches, right now? I consider the act of self-pleasuring to fundamental to our existence and a basic privilege and even a human "right." Of course, anything done to extreme may not be healthy, but a boy (or man) that pleasures himself when he needs to is NOT sinning. This is something I was able to convey to TJ, the son of my friend who I got to mentor and I posted about in NIFTY. He is now 27 and engaged to a wonderful lady.
About meeting you: I would love to meet you, also! You seem like a nice honest guy and I would like to have you as a friend. Like you, the sexual part is not as important as being a friend. Meeting at a neutral place (like Starbucks) over coffee would be preferable to me. If we need to discuss something more sensitive that would require a little privacy, we could move the discussion to your or my vehicle.
In all honesty, Zach, you intrigue me and I am definitely curious about you to the point I really would like to try a simple sexual encounter with you, if you're open to this.
Please write back and let me know what you think. I promise our first meeting does NOT have to be a sexual encounter but I am likely to say yes if you are willing and desire a sexy get together. With that in mind, do you have a place we can go if we decide to go further? Either way, just meeting up with you would be an honor.
Take care,
Will S.
December 20, 2018
Dear Will,
I've really been enjoying our conversations as well. It's so nice to be able to share about these things with someone who appears to understand me.
I couldn't agree with you more about masturbation. I think a lot more boys would be less messed up if their dads' or father figures would teach them healthy attitudes about the act of self-pleasure. I'm so glad TJ was able to be mentored by you. You have what appears like such a special relationship!
I have to admit that, like you, I'm a man with a penis, that likes other men and their penises. I may not be particularly macho or overly "masculine" per se, but I'd probably pass as a straight guy. :) During sex though, I love to bottom, and generally be the submissive rather than dominant, but not all the time. I've loved touching my prostate from an early age and anal play brings me huge amounts of pleasure.
I'm open to meeting you soon, but I don't have a lot of spare time until after Christmas. I am house sitting on the 27th and 28th which might work great if you wanted to drive this direction, otherwise I can come your way, weather permitting. I live in central Washington and share a house with roommates so I still have to be fairly discreet and probably can't host an encounter here.
I would very much like to masturbate together. That sounds really great, oral and anal aside, just hands on the penis is so erotic. Doing each other would be awesome! I love seeing a guy cum, too. Sex or no sex, let's meet up sometime soon. I'm very much looking forward to meeting you in person!
Will, I just read Penis Punishment story in NIFTY today and loved every minute of it! I usually don't go for anything remotely kinky but somehow the way you write about you and John turns me on so hard! The fact that you were so young and stretching out the pleasures and tortures to make it last is so incredibly hot.
Best,
Zach
December 20, 2018
Hi Zach,
You bring up so many things that trigger responses (a good thing!). All good and all a part of knowing each other! About my sexual interests and how they would fit with you and with any encounter we have: Please read the following carefully, it is important.
I love it when a guy takes control of my pleasure. And I was like this from an early age. Before my friend and I ever knew about sperm and ejaculating, we knew we liked to tie each other up and "torture" the other's always eager and willing penises and balls. I am reluctant to use the word "torture" because it has such a negative meaning. Our "torture" play was more about tickling, teasing and control. We liked each other too much to ever intentionally hurt each other. My friend did apply nettles to my nut-sack as a "torture" and we both agreed this was a mistake and never did it again. The 'laser threatening crotch' scene from the James Bond movie "Goldfinger" was discussed and we imaginatively re-enacted it! Most of our imaginative sexual play involved some kind of capture and being forced to strip or being stripped. Nothing really intense happened because it wasn't about pain. We did the candle wax thing a couple times and John did appear to cum like I wrote and he claimed it was his first time. How many boys remember their first cum that didn't involve having a wet dream? So Zach, I do have what I would call a mild kinky imagination when it comes to sex but it is not extreme. Kink has to be enjoyed by both partners and it stops being fun if the person being "tortured" loses his erection due to pain or fear. Sex is meant to be FUN! As an adult, orgasm denial and delay can be pretty "torturous" as it leaves a man begging for release. For me, a great sex "torture" is one where the person and penis being tortured are eventually REWARDED with a nice release, usually after a certain condition is met.
How did you figure out you liked having your prostate massaged? I didn't know about this until I was an adult. Did somebody show you this or did you figure it out somehow? I'd like to know to satisfy my own curiosity. Please do tell me.
You say you love being submissive. Can I assume you've had sex with a partner; a woman or another guy? I'd love to hear about who you shared this type of experience with! You get the chance to bone me up with your telling me about this!
As for meeting you, unless we have a good place with privacy, sex will have to wait and you may well be worth that wait! I am similar in that I do have a roommate that I rent to, which makes it hard to host. Your house sitting situation sounds like it could work.
Look forward to your response!
Take care,
Will S.
December 22, 2018
Hi Will,
I never would have hoped that writing you would lead to such awesome things. This is the first time I've ever really been able to communicate my feelings about sex to someone who understands as much as you. It's been a pleasure getting to know you!
I love YOUR KIND OF KINK, a lot; the way you write about what you and John would do to each other gets me so boned up! If we meet, feel free to strip and torture me any way you like; I know you will make me feel wonderful. It's so arousing to have someone you trust completely and tantalizingly edge a guy to his final orgasm. I also definitely like the idea of taking over another man's pleasure. I just haven't done it very often so I'm not as experienced in how to prolong the agonizing pleasure of needing to cum but not allowed to. But I'd love to learn!
About me "discovering" my prostate, I stuck my finger up my boy hole when I was in the bathtub and liked the way it felt. I was probably 7 years old and I just liked the way it felt so I kept doing it for fun when I took a bath. When I was around 12 or 13 I started reading as much about men's anatomy as I could and found out about the prostate and that it's what made most of what shoots when you cum. When I learned how to masturbate, I looked up more stuff on masturbation and read that if you massage in your hole just right, it would feel like another orgasm. So I spent a lot of my teen years with a finger or two up my butt learning how to pleasure myself with my p spot. A couple years ago I bought an 8 inch long prostate massager with two bulbous ends, one ribbed and the other smooth. I've used it for a quite a while now; using it like a cock making love to me, pumping in and out and it has brought the most indescribable pleasure through prostate orgasms alone as well as masturbating at the same time. I know anal pleasure isn't for everyone but I do enjoy it very much.
I have had sexual experiences with a total of four people. The first one I met on the now defunct Craigslist Personals. He's an older guy who loves gingers (I am one) and especially sucking ginger dicks. I'll tell you that story soon, you'd probably enjoy it. The other three have been along my travels, all local daddies who are into younger guys and like to jerk off together or give/receive oral. They were enjoyable experiences but much too fast for my liking. As far as me preferring to be submissive, one of the guys I met up with was maybe in his late 40s with a big, uncut 6 incher that curved up and was so big around I could barely wrap my hand around it. Anyway he saw that I was newer to the whole thing so he took control and had me lay on my back while he straddled me and had me suck his cock while he knelt over me. He had the sexiest Irish/UK brogue I've ever heard, telling me to "suck daddies cock, that's it..". I can tell you that story sometime too if you want. :)
I think it's going to be well worth the wait when we meet and get to share sex. I hope you can do some of those hot things to my penis that you wrote about in your NIFTY stories. I want you to torture my balls until I'm aching for release. I'm aching already!
I read 'tasting cum for the first time' last night in NIFTY and got so horny to taste your cum, if you'll let me. ;)
Best,
Zach
December 23, 2018
Good afternoon Zach,
Went skiing today and just got home.
Your emails arouse me! By all means, tell me about your experiences with the older guys. I'm really busy with family for Christmas, so please be patient with me. I will always respond and I will write more to you before I go to bed when I have time and privacy. Zach, you are a wonderful surprise. I wish you lived closer.
With the holidays, I am very busy with family engagements and I assume you are, also. I look forward to a little more time just after Christmas!
Now for some fun stuff that I hope you will find entertaining.
So you read Penis Punishment in NIFTY. I wrote about songs that, as a boy/horny teen, were guaranteed to induce a boner in me and my friend John. There are three, in particular, that were described by us as "sexy boner songs." But nothing would top the following version of a well-known song. Every boy knew (and I mean knew without exception) this song was about sex and the version of "Wild Thing" done by the group Fancy was simply OVER THE TOP SEXY! Find it on YouTube, give it a listen and see if it has the same effect on you.
When this version of "Wild Thing" came out in 1974, I made a crude cassette tape recording which I could play back in small recorder. I'm sure you can guess what I was doing to the hard beat of the song when I was alone, at home (which wasn't frequent enough, unfortunately). LOL
I am attaching some photos of me. I am NOT a stud, nor was I when I was an adolescent/young adult. I am a regular guy that happens to have what I best describe as a creative sexual imagination. Photos are of me as a child, teen, and a more recent one that I particularly like. I will also add one of TJ.
Chat with you more as time permits. Have a great Christmas, Zach, I am beginning to really like you!
Will S.
December 27, 2018
Dear Zach,
Hope you had a great Christmas with friends and family! Let me know your thoughts on going forward, if that is what you want to do.
If you are interested, there will be challenges. If you are in Seattle often, let me know and I can arrange something. It is probably best we meet at a Starbucks or similar to chat only before planning to go further.
I am very intrigued with you and I hope you feel the same way about me. Let me know what you think, even if you feel this won't work out. Bottom line is; I'm interested and need to know if you feel the same.
If anything, I have enjoyed reading about and am inspired by your sexual curiosities which are more than those of a majority of men.
Take care,
Will S.
December 28, 2018
Hi Will,
I had a great Christmas with family, thanks! Hope you did, as well. I very much enjoyed your last email and the photos. They were so nostalgic and awesome.
I am very interested in you as well and would still very much like to meet up sometime. I'm in Seattle fairly regularly, twice in January, so far, so I think a casual Starbucks meet up would be do-able. I'm usually toward the Issaquah to Tacoma areas but would be more than happy to drive farther depending on what's convenient for you. I'll keep in touch and we'll see what we can make happen!
I have very much enjoyed getting to know your sexual self as well, through our emails and your writing. When I have time I'll try to send over one or two accounts of my sexual explorations with other guys.
Attached is a photo of my cousin I told you about, right around the time we were learning how much fun our bodies could be. He's on the left. The second photo is my headshot from last year, it's the only halfway decent picture of me I can find right now. :)
Keep in touch!
Zach
January 11, 2019
Hey Will,
Just wanted to let you know I'm in Seattle tonight and tomorrow, if you wanted to get coffee sometime. I know it's pretty short notice so no worries if it won't work out.
Hope you're doing well!
Zach
January 12, 2019
Good morning, Zach!
I'm skiing at the Pass, today. I usually leave there around 2 and head back to Seattle. There is a Starbucks in Issaquah, off I-90. Can you be there around 3? This may be convenient for both of us as you will be headed towards E. Wash. This Starbucks is large and, if it is not too crowded, we should be able to chat about a few normal life things. If we need to talk more privately, we can move to your car if that is where things go.
I am not looking for sex today but can always be convinced otherwise. We will NOT be doing it in a vehicle. If the discussion goes there, we can figure things out, but any meeting, based our previous discussions about masturbating together and/or touching each other, should be done in a comfortable place where we have time to do things right. Sex is to be enjoyed and I am all about doing things slowly to another guy's cock (and hopefully you will do the same for me). When you visit Seattle, do you stay in a hotel? This would be ideal.
We both have photos of each other, although I am little older than the photo I sent you which was taken about 15 years ago. Whoever is there first sits down with his coffee at a table, and the other comes in, orders his coffee and joins in at the table. I will probably say "Hello Zach."
I apologize that I didn't respond to your last Email as quick as I would have liked. I have been somewhat busy with work and I was fighting a cold over the holidays. Thanks for the photos of you. You indicated you'd like to tell me about your encounters with other guys. I'm always interested in these and I'd like write about them as material for NIFTY; with your permission, of course. Your privacy will be protected at all times if this happens.
Your own sexual path of discovery is interesting and unique and I am honored that you are willing to open up about it.
Let me know if this will work for you. If not, give me a few days advance notice the next time you are in Seattle. I'm not going anywhere and will be patient to meet with you. You are a most interesting young man.
Take care,
Will S.
January 12, 2019
Hi Will!
3pm at that Starbucks should work great! I'm busy until 2:30ish and the a half hour to Issaquah would work out perfect.
Looking forward to meeting you!
Yours,
Zach
PLANNING OUR ENCOUNTER
Writer's note: Zach and I do meet on a warm January afternoon at the Starbucks and talk for over an hour, outside, where there is some privacy. We both decide we really have something going so we plan to move forward with a sexual encounter.
January 14, 2019
Zach,
Thank-you for meeting with me at Starbucks on Sunday!
Let's get to the point. I am very much dedicated in giving you a very erotic experience and I will strive to meet your expectations when we do meet for some fun.
You had indicated in previous Emails that the few men you met were encounters that left you with more to be desired. And this is not that unusual; been there, done that. I do believe I am different, but you will ultimately be the judge.
You will have complete control over what happens. I understand this. I have been in "role play fantasy" encounters where I was the guy being subjected to what amounts to an erotic or sexual "torture." There were three that were very memorable. If you want details, I can fill you in; just ask. As I have indicated, I enjoy these type of encounters as long as they end with an intense orgasm for both of us or what I call "the reward."
For our encounter:
I will need you to trust me. I have no intention of hurting you. THIS IS NOT ABOUT PAIN, but most men find it erotic to push this type of play to what is called the pleasure/pain boundary. Your penis and balls will be stimulated and "punished" similar to what happened to the penises in my NIFTY story, "Penis Punishment," which you have read. Not all things I describe there will happen, but it provides a framework of what you may experience.
I need you to communicate your limits, not only before (in future emails) but, importantly, during our play. While I will play the role of being your "torturer," you will probably find me to be slipping in and out of that role as I try to learn what you are feeling and how turned on you are. If something isn't working, then you tell me and I go on to something else.
So let's get into how I envision the start of our play and I ask you to give some thought on how you want things to proceed from there. I will take your ideas and throw in a few surprises.
The fantasy: You are being held captive and you are informed you are to be subjected to a "sexual torture." Your role will be a guy with a little fear, but your penis indicates otherwise. Your eager cock is hardening at the thought of what it is about to experience. You will be asked to strip or I will strip you. From here, you will be asked to lay on a bed, spread eagle, and ordered to keep your hands over your head; I will not use physical restraints, at least for our first meeting. You will NOT be allowed to touch your own penis. Your penis will belong totally to me until you cum.
From experience, a guy that is edged and teased sexually for an hour or more is usually more than ready to cum. So expect the next hour, or longer, if you prefer, to be one of "tortures" that may bring you close to orgasm but not to orgasm itself. You and your cock may beg, but you will not be allowed to cum. You will need to communicate when you are close. The idea is you need be disciplined enough to see this through and I promise you will be allowed a most intense and pleasurable cum.
Questions (please answer honestly):
•I'm curious about your penis. Please describe it for me: Circumcised? Erection length? Big tip? Is your shaft slender or thick? Have big, hairy ball sack? •Do you pre-cum when sexually aroused? I certainly do, more so than most guys, I'm told. •Describe how you masturbate. Do you use quick jerks or are you a slow stroker? What type of stroking is likely to bring you to orgasm? •Are there any roles or fantasies that really get you aroused? Please explain as they may be used in your "torture." •You've read 'Penis Punishment' and some of my other writings. Is there anything in my writings you particularly would like me to try on you? Please let me know. •Are you willing to let me throw in a couple surprises? •Are there any "torture" ideas you have? Tell me about them and I'll try to use them. Your toy will certainly be used, by the way. •Before you are rewarded with an orgasm, what type of condition needs to be met? I read a NIFTY story where the guy being "tortured" had to orally pleasure his torturer before being allowed to cum. This is not required but I would be interested and just as ready to orgasm, myself, if you consider this. •Can I orally get you off? Again this is only if you would like me to. •In a future session, I would be willing to switch roles and you have your revenge on me.
Zach, I look forward to your thoughtful response.
As I am writing this, I can tell you I have a nice erection that is leaking lots of pre-cum. Hopefully your cock is doing the same, at this point. If it is, I'm sure our encounter will be meaningful for both of us.
Thank-you and take care, my friend.
Will S.
January 19, 2019
Hi Will!
Sorry it's been awhile, I caught a bug on Monday and haven't been feeling great.
It was so great meeting you, also! You are more attractive in real life than I could have ever imagined. I get boned up whenever I think of you, and what your daddy cock and balls must look like!
What you propose in your last email all sounds wonderful, I'm so excited for you to do whatever you want to me! Like I said, I am very submissive and will love to be owned by you. At this point I completely trust you and whatever "tortures" you have in store for me will be amazing!
Answering your questions:
•I'm circumcised, about 6 inches erect. Fairly large tip when highly aroused, but proportionate to my shaft which is not super thick. Average ball sack, I used to shave it smooth, but I've let it grow back in and it's fairly hairy. •I do pre-cum, but not as much as other guys. When highly aroused, it maybe drips once every 20/30 seconds. •My masturbation style: It varies, but I would say mostly slow strokes. Any consistent long strokes will make me cum. :) •Fantasies? I haven't given much thought to anything other than daddy/grandpa & son/boy fantasies, but I'm open to try pretty much any. •Everything in Penis Punishment gets me rock hard and dripping, but I liked the idea of the texture of the tennis ball, and I really want to try having you put ice cubes in my boy hole, that sounds insanely sexy for some reason! •Surprises? Of course!! •Torture ideas? I can't really think of anything, but I like the idea of ice and ice water. Also, shaving kind of turns me on, too. And as I mentioned, anything anal will get me super horny. For me, it's pretty detached from my penis, so I can be getting incredible pleasure from my boy hole and my penis can be soft. My toy is pretty fun... :) •Having to oral you, Will, before I cum sounds hot!!! •I would love to have you oral me, too! I'm not huge so it'll probably be easier to pleasure my cock just a little and then ease off. I'm actually surprised how little sensation I feel in my penis is when it's getting sucked. It takes quite a head pumping/sucking for me to blow, from what I've experienced. •I would love to switch roles and torture my daddy when it is his turn.
My cock is definitely throbbing writing those answers. I can't wait to play together!
I would very much like to meet up. I would love for us to be able to act out some long penis punishment type play, but I would also enjoy just being naked together, having some slow, unhurried sex. Stroking each other, taking turns pleasuring each other, orally and me, anally if you'd like. I'm very laid back and relatively inexperienced, so for me, just getting to be in the same room as another nude man is extremely arousing. But I do hope we to get to do some of your ideas of orgasm denial and penis torture, those things really seem to turn you on, which makes me super horny for you!
I WOULD LOVE TO ROLE PLAY DADDY AND SON; that is my favorite fantasy. Throw in two pairs of white briefs and I'll be in heaven!
I actually dreamed about you last night. And the things you will do to me... I woke up with the biggest boner inside my undies this morning. ;)
Presidents Day weekend would work great for me! I'm down there for work frequently anyway. And house sitting would be even funnier if that could work out! I'll keep you posted on my plans for coming to Seattle. We'll work something out and it'll be fantastic.
Can't wait to hear back from you.
Best,
Zach
January 19, 2019
Hello Zach,
I love how you say "slow, unhurried sex!"
I'm planning this based on what you have written and want to do. And all of this is very erotic and imaginative. You are one sexy guy, Zach. Let's just say it's I that loves YOUR kind of kink. All of this is easy and fairly simple to do.
I do ask that you forego masturbating for as many days as you think you can stand it (at least 4 to 7) before we do this. This will make your eventual orgasm/ejaculation even more intense. I want you to have the best experience possible.
Once we are comfortable in the room, I will be your Daddy. I will ask you to strip yourself down to your boxers/briefs. Only Daddy will have the honor of the revealing of Zachy's eager penis.
Daddy will order Zachy on the bed where he will begin at least an hour torturous orgasm denial and other loving stimulations of Zachy's erogenous body areas.
I may ask you to consider wearing a blindfold because it will heighten your other senses and adds suspense as you and your cock will never quite know what is going to happen next.
You can expect some surprises. Again, I will not do anything that I consider painful but some stimulations will be more intense than others. I will do nothing to you that I haven't done to myself, nor that others have done to me. Remember that Daddy loves you only wants what is best for you and your penis.
At the end and when Daddy is ready, he will ask Zach to suck his ready cock until he shoots his spermy load. Only then will Daddy finish his son, Zachy, with a loving oral or slow, firm stroking of his pleading son's cock.
Does this look good to you, Zach?
By the way, our cocks are about the same, mine a little longer at 6-1/2.
Would you like to share a couple cock with photos with daddy? Or just leave it to be a surprise for when we meet?
I am really honored to be doing this with you!
Please keep in touch! I love reading your responses and I miss hearing from you and reading them after a few days go by.
Take care, "son"
Will S.
January 24, 2019
Dear Daddy,
I want everything in that email to happen to me!! I want to be blindfolded and for you to lube up my boy hole and fuck me with my toy until I'm writhing on the bed with ecstasy! You tell me to stop wiggling so much or daddy will go deeper but I just can't hold still with how much you're stimulating your sons prostate gland. I start moaning and saying I'm gonna cum but you pull out just before your Zachy cums, daddy doesn't want Zachy to sperm quite yet...
I'm so excited to see your cock but let's wait until we meet! I'm so horny for daddy, you have no idea! :)
Zachy
WINTER WEATHER DELAYS OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER
Writer's note: Unfortunately, the weather in the region would become much colder with lots of lowland snow on both sides of the Cascade Range which would delay the eventual encounter. We both continued to write each other and our relationship deepened and began to get serious and Zachy, as I call him now, becomes much more open and less afraid of expressing his own imaginative and erotic sexual thoughts.
January 24, 2019
Hi Will,
I'm in Wenatchee next Thursday/Friday for work. That should work perfectly if you want to do that. I'll be staying at the Coast hotel probably just Thursday night but Friday should work to play. I'll check and let you know what my schedule looks like those two days. The Friday after doesn't work for me, but Presidents Day weekend should work, too.
March also sounds like it would be awesome. Imagine how many daddy/son fantasies we could play if I could spend a night or two! That would be so cool to get to hang out and visit. I still have so much I would like to talk about and ask you.
I don't have anywhere to host here, but I could always just get us a room at the best western, or we could even go camping this summer! Sun Lakes or Banks Lake State Parks would be so much fun.
Anyway, I hope next week works out for you, I can't wait to see you and your daddy penis. Oh and if it is next Friday, I'll have to stop masturbating now! I want my boy balls to be aching for release when I see you.
Take care
Zach
January 24, 2019
Hello Zach, or should I say, son!?
Yes, I would certainly be interested in meeting up in Wenatchee. Here's what I am thinking:
I will travel to Wenatchee and make you my first stop Friday morning. Depending on the weather, this will be about a 3 hour drive so if you are free at 9:00am, we can do this in your hotel room. Most check-out times are noon, so hopefully this works for you. Otherwise, I will need to rent a room for Friday afternoon fun.
-OR-
Can you check in to your room around noon Thursday? Do you have time in the afternoon on Thursday to meet me then?
So I need to know by tomorrow (Friday) morning so I can plan accordingly.
The times that work for me are early Thursday afternoon just after you check in (I will ski in the AM) -OR- around 9:00am Friday (I will ski in the PM). So it's your call depending on your schedule and when you are meeting with clients. Please let me know, ASAP!
One other thing. Weather can certainly be a factor, so this may prevent a meeting.
As for abstaining from masturbation, I don't want you too uncomfortable, but I would request you hold off as long as you think you can. If you can go a week, then Daddy will have a fun time with Zachy's cum filled balls and a penis that is more sensitive to the touch, which will make Zachy's orgasm denial ordeal all the more "torturous." Please have at least 3 or 4 days of cum waiting for me to release from you.
My intention is to truly make love to you through your penis. Keeping a person on the edge of orgasm is about the most sexy thing a person can do for a partner. The stimulations will add some interest, but there will mostly be a lot of fondling, teasing and slow stroking. Important: you will need to let me know if you are getting too close to orgasm. I want you to last about an hour and your feedback is critical.
I am looking forward to seeing you strip for Daddy, and revealing your nice eager cock. To be fair, Daddy will strip at the same time so you can see how much alike we are (or different? LOL). We might both want to shower to be clean. Then you are asked to lay on the bed, spread-eagle position with your hands over or behind your head, and a hood or blindfold will be placed on you.
The deal will be Zachy will eventually beg for his release, but he will first have to suck Daddy's cock. Daddy will then return the favor and have his son Zachy shoot his sperm into Daddy's mouth as he finally makes love to Zachy's more than eager and ready to orgasm penis.
Will S.
January 25, 2019
Dear Will,
You can call me "son" anytime and I'll know what you're thinking. ;)
I'm so looking forward to you making love to me, I'm eager to strip for daddy and be blindfolded. What kind of underwear do you usually wear? Would you maybe wear a pair that I have that really turn me on? I would like to see you strip too but only to your underwear (tighty whities?), so that I first feel, not see, your cock in my mouth at the very end when I have to suck daddy's hard penis. There will be plenty of time to see you naked later.
I think I'm going to go the whole week but if it looks like I can't, I'll make sure blow this load on Monday so I can be full again for you
I will try my best to communicate while we play when I'm getting close, but I've never been edged by someone else so I hope I do ok. An hour seems like a long time, but you seem to know what you're doing when it comes to torturing my penis and balls so I will just trust you on that. :)
I'm so excited for next week!!
Zachy
Writer's note: Both Zach and I run into complications and call it off. Now a number of readers who have ultimately been stood up before would probably give up on this. But Zach would turn out to be well worth the wait.
January 30, 2019
Zach,
I am also looking forward to this. The logistics of our work schedules are complicating but with some planning, we will be able to do something. Let me know when you will be in Seattle next. I can help with a hotel if you book a room for one of your travels. I am willing to meet you in Moses Lake, Ellensburg, Yakima, Wenatchee, or anywhere in the Seattle/Bellevue area. Hotel doesn't have to be fancy, but should be nice.
I dropped my plans for Wenatchee after you indicated the room was off. As it was, my work became busier this week.
Please be patient. Neither of us is going anywhere. We just need to have our schedules align.
In the meantime, you have indicated you really want somebody to talk to about some of the sexuality traits we have in common (or otherwise). I am more than willing and welcome you to discuss or ask questions on most anything you want or need to know. It is exciting to be able to chat with you, like a father talking with a son. It was heartwarming to me to be able to share some critical sexual/sexuality information with TJ and, while you are older, you may want something more also.
Take care and I look forward to hearing back from you.
Will S.
February 1, 2019
Hi Will!
It's all good. We'll make it happen, I'm not in any hurry and like you said, neither of us is going anywhere. :) I am very excited to see daddy's penis though... I have my toy in my bottom as I'm writing this. It feels so good flexing it in and out.
I'm not sure exactly when I'll be in Seattle next but when I do I'll give you a heads up.
Thanks for being willing to be there for me and answer my questions. It really does mean a lot to me that a mature man would share his time and advice with me. I think whenever we get together next I'll be able to articulate some of my feelings and questions about my sexuality and I would love to visit about that sort of thing as well as hear more about TJ since the relationship you had with him is the most intriguing to me.
But for now I'm curious to know more about your dad and relationship with your him. I'm not totally sure, but I've wondered for a while how much my relationship with my dad impacted my feelings for men. You mentioned that he didn't spend a lot of time with you, or educate you about your body. How private was he about nudity and his sex life? Did you ever see him in his underwear or naked? Did he ever talk about sex or masturbation with you at all? I always wonder about these things with other guys because I'm curious how the sexual "closeness" of fathers and sons impacts the sons view of men as they are growing up. I often wonder what would be different today if my dad would have taken the time some evening when we were home alone together and I was around 12, to show me how to masturbate the proper way on his penis and then teaching my to use mine, how to stroke up and down until I squirted my first cum over both of our hands. I'm not positive, but I'm pretty sure it would have all but eliminated my constant desire to see him naked and to masturbate together that I had through my teen years and into adulthood. And thereby completely bypassing any opportunity to be attracted to girls. It could be that I'm predisposed to be attracted to my dad and men his age but I can't help wondering if my obsession started from a more innocent desire that could have been fulfilled early in puberty. Anyway, something I think about.
I got together with my grandpa friend last week that I met on craigslist a couple years ago. (He's one I need to write about our first experience together for you. It's raw and a tad awkward but very hot.) He is very into gingers with red pubes. I'm don't have very red hair but my pubes definitely are and he loves them, and my cock and balls. He likes to give me slow oral on his bed while we visit. Sometimes we 69 a bit so I can play with his dick, but he's gotten to the point he isn't always able to get a strong erection. It's still fun to suck his penis and lap up all the pre-cum he makes. He likes to take his time on my cock, grabbing my balls and sucking them too, and fingering my boy hole. When he wants me to cum, he goes to town on my dick, squeezing my balls until I unload my juice into his eager mouth. He doesn't break suction until he's squeezed the last drop of cum from my balls and I'm writhing on the bed because my penis is so sensitive. One time, he made me cum twice in his mouth, each time he swallowed every bit of my load. He says he likes the taste of my cum. :)
February 2, 2019
Good morning Zach,
The following is kind of long. I apologize for this. Please read it carefully as I have attempted to answer many of your questions.
Your curiosity about my father: My dad died in 1986, when I was 28. He was a smoker and this led to throat cancer. He started drinking hard to "self-medicate" and this further hastened his death at a young age of 58.
I can say he was never abusive towards us nor my mother. I was the oldest boy in our family. He was a man that tried the best he could to be loving and be a good provider. As a boy, my first real memory of him was when I was less than 3-years-old. I remember this age because we had yet to move from a duplex my parents rented in Seattle. I remember the he and I played hide and seek outside and we used some trees to hide behind for each of our turns. My dad was fun loving and made friends easily.
He was never comfortable talking about sex with me. Maybe it was something he sensed in me. I do remember him commenting that certain people "acted gay." He was particularly disdainful of the "Dr. Smith" character in the 60s sci-fi TV series "Lost in Space." So my dad, although not particularly macho himself, probably had a degree of homophobia.
Like I've indicated, I did a lot of playing around with my best friend and our penises, together. Maybe my dad and mom kind of knew, although I never got caught with the more involved play I did with John. I did get caught when we were visiting some friends of my parents. Pants were down behind a locked bathroom door with me and the friends' son, about 3 years younger, who was also a friend of my younger brother. I didn't get any spanking, however a good deal of embarrassment ensued. I learned to be much more careful in choosing when I got naked with other boys.
I also told you my mom was more forthcoming about sex. She had to know I was masturbating because there was plenty of evidence (tissues she emptied out of trash cans, stains on bedsheets, etc.). Besides the goofy 5th grade sex-education films we saw in the school gym, my mom was the one to tell me it was normal for boys to get erections, masturbate, and some other information on how pregnancy works, including insertion of a penis into a vagina which I already mostly knew about.
About masturbation: My first "real" orgasm happened with John and we were playing the candle torture game, around age 12 (chapter one of Penis Punishment). This was followed maybe a week later where after a bath, the same intense cramp type feelings were emanating from just below my nuts (my prostate was obviously making itself known). I went to my room, stuck my pillow between my legs and gently rubbed it on my crotch in an effort to ease my intense but pretty pleasurable cramping feeling. As the feeling became more intense, the fear I experienced with John returned, but I kept going because it felt so damn good. I finally reached climax and got to see my penis shooting cum for the first time. My cum got all over the pillow; what a mess! I eventually found that water from a coarsely set showerhead directed at my penis would do the trick. Soon I was using my left hand (even though I am right handed) to stroke my cock. Pre-cum made things sticky but I learned to keep a cup of water nearby to slicken things up. To sum it up: Nobody showed me or John "how to masturbate." We learned by trial and error. Do I wish my dad had talked about it or even demonstrated it for me? Probably, at the time, and most certainly, now.
I touched on the subject of masturbation with TJ during my sex "talk" and explained it as something all guys do; it would satisfy sexual urges he was feeling, and it was something he should basically do in the privacy of his room. I bought him a bottle of lube and encouraged him to try it some night after bedtime to which he replied "it sounds kind of nasty." TJ showed no interest in any type of demonstration (by me on myself as this would have been illegal) so I left him with the basic verbal information as to how to masturbate a penis, namely his own. I informed his mom that he is at the age that a closed door means he needs privacy and that a bottle of lube in his drawer should be left alone. She completely understood. Today, TJ is very straight, sexually, and I have to feel he has a healthy attitude about sex (thanks to my "fatherly" treatment of him) and will do the same with his own sons, if he is blessed to father any.
I also remember awakening, at night as a young boy, with the sounds of what I now know were my parents making love. It must have been hard for my parents to keep things quiet as my mom became very vocal towards her climax. When you're a kid, the vocalizations of two people making passionate love can sound a little scary. When they realized my brother and I were awakened, we were told everything was OK and that they were just having "some fun." Truthful and reassuring.
I absolutely saw my dad's penis, usually in the mornings as he awoke. Like every man, he often had "morning wood" and it would stick out through the piss flap of his whitey briefs. I remember noticing it and remarking to him how large it looked to which he muttered something like "mind your own business." He may have bathed or showered with me, but I do not remember for sure. By the time I was a teen, he became much more modest and I do not recall seeing his penis except when helping him with a bedpan in the hospital during his final days, which isn't sexy in any way. I do wish my dad cuddled with me more, as a young boy. I find it heartwarming to see a father playing and cuddling with his young children in this way when I visit parks while jogging. Nothing sexual about this, but it shows a tender loving side of a man in a society where male macho is somewhat worshipped.
As to how my dad may have influenced my sexuality, I would honestly say he probably had little to do with this. After my pre-pubescent sexual discovery years, we moved and I lost access to John, the only reliable boy I could trust to get naked with and feel like it was something natural and fun. The other boys in the old neighborhood got naked with John and I, a few times, and we did the "compare boner" stuff, but it wasn't as fun as being with John alone. So maybe my best friend "primed the pump" and had more to do with my sexual attitudes and development. Once in junior high (middle school) in Kent, it was hard for me to trust any of my guy friends to understand my secret desires. So I "conformed to the norm" and I did become interested, sexually, with girls, also, especially after the "Wild Thing" version, sung by the group Fancy, got a lot of air play in 1974 (did you click the link I gave you and listen to it?).
In high school, my sexual fantasies were all over the place and the desire to get with a trusted boy my age to explore our penises and sex definitely remained a part of my teen sexual thoughts. Despite this, I got extremely horny when I was kissed by a girl who liked me while it was dark in a school bus returning home from a day of ski lessons at Snoqualmie Pass. Later, at the U of W, I was orally serviced by a stripper, when the guys in my fraternity threw me a "special" 21st birthday party. She finished me off with a hand job (my choice) in front of the guys of whom many also had their pants down and were masturbating themselves. Funny how a little alcohol will loosen some inhibitions and guys will get naked with each other as long as there is a woman involved. I met a nice woman in college, shortly thereafter, who I considered marrying. I got to masturbate and oral with a young Filipino man my age while I worked one summer in Alaska (my Ricky posting). But then I met a guy in college and I figured out my sexuality. Or did I?
I never came out to my dad, but my mom knew I was messing around with guys. Of course AIDS and HIV became very much a concern and I tended to shy away from sex with other men and developed a desire for sex toys and fetishes, instead. I can tell about these, just ask (and yes, I do self "torture" my own penis with a certain sex toy). I have had two relatively longer relations with guys during the last 25 years. Like you, I have recently dabbled with hook ups on Craiglist, mainly with guys that shared an interest in my fetishes and the sex toy I have. The rest of my hook-ups of recent were primarily mutual masturbation, however both me and the other guy usually can't resist getting oral. I never liked anal; personal preference. I wouldn't mind fingering you, if that is OK, because it appears you do like this.
The way you describe your "grandpa" hook-up, it appears you have a good person you trust. Does he know you are attempting a meeting with me? If so, is he OK with this? My concern is I do not want to interfere with your relationship with him. How did you meet with him, most recently? Did he travel to Wenatchee after I couldn't make it? When you have met him in the past, how did you set things up with a room (his place, hotel, or...)? In other words: How do you hook up with him? Just want to know what works so we can make this work, also. I only hope I can bring you the joy you appear to receive from him. And I have no problem maintaining a healthy erection. You will be sucking on daddy's very hard and eager cock, LOL! 😉
Your description of how he finishes you off is pretty much how I envision me getting you off. I totally understand penis sensitivity just after orgasm and your "torture" session with me may include a little of this after you cum in my mouth and I swallow all your young man spermies.
Can you get away from your job and meet, during an upcoming week in Ellensburg? President's Day weekend sounds good, also. How would you prefer us to handle the room arrangements?
Would you like to go tent camping in the summer? It's cheaper and the weather is warm. Just a father and son thing with a little extra fun once it's dark? Do you have a favorite spot?
Take care, Zachy,
Will S.
February 17, 2019
Hi Will,
This weather has been something else, and it, with a lot of other stressful and unpleasant circumstances have left me with not a lot of time to myself. I very much enjoyed your last email, I've read it multiple times. I will try and respond tomorrow if I can. I apologize for the delay and really miss our interesting and boner-inducing conversations!
The middle of March should work great for meeting up while you house sit. Let me know dates and when would work for you, I'll most likely just make a trip over under the pretense of work. ;)
I think of you very often and am looking forward to seeing you again! Oh and I bought another toy, a big dildo with nice balls on it. It's about 9 inches long and I took it all on the first try, it felt heavenly! I can lie on my back and hump down onto it while I stroke and it's amazing on my prostate. I'm so looking forward to our time together when it comes.
Take care, daddy!
Zachy
THINGS GET SERIOUS
Editor's note: We are now into March and it appears Zach is stringing me along. I promise you, things move quickly and our encounter takes place before the end of the month!
March 1, 2019
Hey Zach,
What does your schedule look like for the month of March?
Most weekend days look good to me, but here's my schedule: •This weekend (tomorrow and Sunday - 3/2 and 3/3)) where I have commitments. •I'm going skiing at Mission Ridge next Friday (3/8). Can I meet you Friday afternoon in Wenatchee or somewhere nearby that day? •I'm have commitments 3/9 and 3/10. •I am house sitting in NE Seattle on the evening of 3/15 (Friday) through the morning of 3/16 (brother returns in the afternoon). I can host if you can make the drive? •Open (for now) on 3/23 or 3/24 during the day. •Same for 3/30 or 3/31.
More opportunities in April with the exception of the Easter.
Would love to go camping, overnight, with you in the summer. I particularly like the Leavenworth/Lake Wenatchee and Entiat River areas. We would want a campground that is not too busy or make a simple hike into an area with more privacy? It looks like you've done this type of thing before.
Really would like to get to know you as a "son I don't have," at least at the moment.
And I want to learn what you like and what makes you crave being with me.
I'm horny for you and look forward to meeting you and your cock more formally.
Best,
Will S.
March 2, 2019
Hi Will!
My schedule is pretty full this month, but I am available that evening you are house sitting. I would be more than happy to make the drive over! I have to be in Wenatchee the next day sometime but it should work. Other than that, the weekend of the 23rd is the only other opening I have currently.
Camping would be awesome, love lake Wenatchee, haven't camped around Entiat but would like to very much. I should be able to get away but I have to be discreet so I'm not sure if I could bring any backpacking gear. But car camping would still be great, we could probably find a nice secluded spot to enjoy some good father/son experiences.
I would love to get to know you better as daddy and what you like too! I crave you because I've always wanted a mature man to teach me about myself and how to pleasure my body and his. For me it's about being in undies or getting naked together, being close, and giving eachother the pleasure they love most.
I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to seeing you again!! I've actually had dreams of us being together but I don't think they can make me as horny as thinking about being with you. 😉
Responding to your long email. Thank you so much for taking the time to answer my questions, I'm very fascinated by your growing up and life story. You really are different from any person I have ever tried to get to talk about these things.
About your dad, he seemed like a wonderful man, I'm sorry he passed so young. It sounds like he was a very loving father to his kids and your mom. I love your depiction of remembering hearing your parents make love. I wish I could remember hearing my parents when I was young, my parents were super private about their sex lives when I was little and even when my dad worked nights and so the only time they could fuck was right when he got home in the morning and my mom had just gotten up, I never heard a sound of their lovemaking. But when my mom would emerge from their room a while later red in the face and out of breath, I made the connection. I'm probably very odd that I wish parents and culture in general wouldn't have such a taboo on things like sex and nudity, but I think when things are hidden and not shared openly, kids think sex is bad and dirty and are ashamed of their own bodies.
That's great you remember seeing your dad's boner in the mornings. I wish I could remember my dad's, but he wore great fitting tighty whities so even though he definitely was pretty plump when I saw his package a few times, he never had a full tent that I can remember. But those were probably my first glimmers of appreciation for white briefs. I loved to sit on top of him in bed in the mornings, probably right on top of his morning wood come to think of it, and poke at his dad body. He was always fun loving and did a fair amount of wrestling and tickling as a child. Teen years however brought an end to almost all physical contact which was a bummer for me since I've always liked cuddling.
I'm so happy you got to tell TJ about jerking off, even if he wasn't really into it then. I'm sure he looks back and appreciates a guy explaining it to him. I still read your story of you and him often, there is something so heartwarming and beautiful about it, I can't stop reading it.
How cool you remember your first couple times. I love hearing and reading about John. The penis in the pillow is great, you must have really gone to town on that thing. I always wanted to hump something but was afraid of making a mess. That is cool you made enough pre-cum to lube mixed with some water, I only pre-cum if I'm massaging my prostate, but I've seen guys that flows out of their penis like a bottle of lube. Sticky yummy lube that is... :)
That grandpa I sometimes visit loves to hear about my sexual explorations with other guys and wants me to tell him about them, so he is very open minded. I didn't tell him about you for privacy sake but he knows I'm looking. We meet at his house a few miles from where I live. He shares a house but we make it work every now and then. His main thing is getting to suck a ginger cock, which he loves to do, though not great amazing at it. But I very much like the company and getting naked so we both have fun. Meeting with you will definitely be a different story since you are much younger than he is and we have such exciting things to do together! I want to taste your hot man juices!!
I love hearing about your sexual experiences growing up, and into adulthood. Makes me wonder what I will decide to do about my urges. It's all part of the journey I guess.
There is so much more I would love to comment on, but we'll save it for when we see each other next.
Take care,
Zach
March 3, 2019
Zach,
I love reading your Emails! Zach, you are also quite a remarkable and pretty unique young man! I am kind of honored that you would consider me a father figure, something I've kind of missed out on in life and wished I had had the opportunity. It is not surprising you may see that type of warmth in the TJ posting. He was as close to being my son than any other boy I've had the opportunity to be around.
I think the weekend of the 23rd would be best for me, to be honest. I would love to meet you on that Saturday afternoon (or any other Saturday you are free) and I want this to be an easy drive for both of us. Would you be willing to meet me in Ellensburg, that Saturday afternoon (the 23rd) at the Starbucks on Canyon Road (just off I-90) and, if everything looks good to both of us, we discreetly rent a room at a hotel there and spend a few hours together?
I like the idea of getting to get to know you better as a son, also! I would love to teach my son about himself and how to pleasure a man's body. Who else knows how to pleasure his son better than his own father?
We can discuss summertime car camping and logistics later. I agree totally with discretion.
I like your thinking about us being in our undies, asking/answering questions, slowly getting naked together, teaching, exploring, and then making slow "erotically torturous" love to Zachy's ginger haired erection (of which I'd still love to see a photo of, if you're willing). Would you like a photo of mine? Think about it.
I'm becoming very infatuated with you, seriously. Take care,
Will S.
March 4, 2019
Hi Will
I'm glad you like the idea! Most guys don't understand the special bond there is between daddies and their boys and don't enjoy my father/son fantasies. I think we have something pretty special that we will be able to use to its full erotic potential when we get together. Snuggling and slowly making love together sounds heavenly.
What are some of your other fetishes? And you mentioned a toy that you like? I would love to try new things with you. The newest toy I have is a 10 inch long dildo that has been taking my prostate to places I never dreamed about. My other prostate toy just couldn't fill me and hit all the places at once like this thing can. I took it all on the first try and it was incredible. I know anal isn't your preference but I love anything prostate related, even if it isn't actually fucking.
I like penis punishment a lot, and prisoner/captor is very arousing, would you ever do some of those things to your son? I remember the hardest boners I ever got as a kid were when my dad would take me to his room and spank me, it always seemed super erotic. Would you ever discipline your son? I really think I would like to be taken charge of and spanked by daddy.
I would love to send a picture of my ginger cock, but I can never get a good picture of it hard for some reason. But I'll try and get one today. I would love to see yours, and maybe an undies pic too if you have one? ;)
The 23rd in Ellensburg would be great! I'm rock hard just thinking about it!
Love,
Zachy
To be continued if there is interest from you, the reader. You, the reader, will get to be there in the room where Zach and I have a mind blowing first sexual encounter where we both last over two hours before we agree to take each other orally.