With Regret By Samantha Kay Copyright Protected 2012-2013
With Regret, Finale
I watched Jacob, as he manipulated his hair with the gel on his fingertips.
"You look perfect." I chuckled. "Now come on or we'll be late."
"Sorry." Jacob uttered absent-mindedly. He then turned to look at me, stopping as he brought a hand up to his face. "Actually, I've got a gift for you." He smiled as he headed over to the bedside table.
"Seriously? What is it?" My inner child skipped about excitedly, but on the outside I was able to just stand still while staring at Jacob taking a small box out of the drawer.
Jacob gazed at me with his shiny green eyes as he approached me and handed me the small dark blue box dressed with a gold ribbon. I smiled at Jacob. He looked so adorable as he watched on with anticipation, an excited grin lighting up his face as he intermittently bit his lip.
I gently pulled off the ribbon, so I could take the lid off the box.
"Aw Jacob!" I beamed enthusiastically. "You didn't! Thank you so much, it's perfect!" My heart felt ready to float away. -Aw I can't believe he got me this, he must have remembered me admiring it through the shop window a few months back.
I placed the beautiful Hugo Boss watch onto the bed, so I could embrace Jacob affectionately. "Thank you, that was so thoughtful of you." I spoke softly in Jacob's ear, a warm sensation flooding my body. "I have something for you too, but I wanted to wait until we got back home." I smiled as we hugged tightly, his hair brushing against my cheek. I inhaled deeply, he was wearing the cologne I'd bought him a few days ago. I kissed him on the forehead as I pulled away, then looking him up and down. His amazing fitting jeans with a white shirt where he'd rolled the sleeves up looked incredible on him. Perfect even.
"You're so beautiful, you know?" My tone lowered, huskier.
Jacob noticeably blushed, glancing away as he smiled shyly.
I took the watch off the bed and put it on, stretching my arm out to admire the elegant piece now wrapped around my wrist.
"Thank you. So much." I sighed, like a groupie seeing their favourite rock star in the flesh.
"Well, I obviously wanted to get you something. It is our `six month anniversary'." Jacob grinned, putting a slightly amusing emphasis on what tonight was really about. -Six months we've been back together for, after I'd torn us apart with my cheating ways. I'm thankful everyday to Jacob for giving me a second chance.
"Ha, well yes. And like I've said, I have something for you too. You just have to wait!" I chortled, my stomach doing a flip at seeing Jacob's eyes light up.
"Come on." I smiled, taking his hand.
Once we'd made our way outside, Jacob playfully smacked my bum as I locked the front door after us. Laughing I reached out to grab him and pull him into me, I wanted to tickle him, but he jogged ahead to the car.
"Oh trust me I'll get you back later tonight!" I winked.
A growl washed through us as I started up the car. I placed a hand on Jacob's thigh once I'd set off and could leave the gear stick alone for a while. I saw Jacob spread his legs as he slumped back into the seat. Swallowing hard I squeezed his thigh gently, resisting the urge the slide it up towards his crotch. -Now's not the time to get horny...
"I'm starving!" Jacob held the hand I had on his leg. "I might get Carbonara with extra garlic bread!"
I laughed, glancing across at Jacob so I could catch a glimpse of the twinkle in his eyes. -How did I ever cheat on you? You make me so happy.
We were shown to our table by a young blond haired waitress once we got to Frankie & Benny's –Jacob's favourite restaurant.
"Can I get you some drinks?" She smiled, deceiving her tired eyes.
"Um, I'll have a bottle of beer please. What about you Jacob?"
"Same, please." He said as he sat down, shuffling his chair to get closer to the table.
Sat in front of him, I couldn't stop myself from staring at him as he studied the menu. He sometimes sat his tongue between his lips when concentrating; it was so endearing.
I already knew what I was having, and despite the fact Jacob was reading the menu he would no doubt still have the Carbonara with garlic bread.
"Here you go." The waitress said in her young, squeaky voice as she returned and put our beers on the table with two glasses. "Are you ready to order? Or would you like a few more minutes?"
"We're ready, thanks." I told her, without even checking with Jacob. "Carbonara, with garlic bread, and the 12oz sirloin cooked medium-rare please. With Chips."
"Right you are." She smiled, as she took the menu from Jacob.
Jacob's mouth was gaped open, the corners creeping into a smile. He was clearly amused.
"Excuse me? How did you know I didn't want something else? I may have wanted pizza?" He said fighting back a giggle.
"Because you always get Carbonara! Why change a habit of a lifetime, eh." I grinned as I winked at him.
The cute giggle escaped, and he playfully kicked me underneath the table.
"Ha! Anyway, I'm just nipping for a piss." I pushed the chair back; cringing as it scraped against the floor louder than I'd assumed it would. Jacob chuckled to himself as I smiled at him sheepishly.
In the toilets, after I'd took a piss and went to wash my hands, my stomach suddenly churned violently.
"John." I gasped. "Fuck, what are you doing here?"
"Hey! How's it going?" His gaze flicked up and down my body and he noticeably licked his lips. "Looking good Phil."
"I-I can't talk. I need to get back to Jacob." I stammered, my body frozen.
John tilted himself towards me, his eyes narrowed to look seductive. "I've missed our encounters, Phil. How's things going with your twink? You bored of him again yet?"
-Did he really just get cocky?
"Everything's great, actually. We're closer then ever." My voice suddenly strong and sharp.
"Of course you are..." A mischievous smile spreading across his face, his tone deepening.
I swallowed hard; the last thing I wanted was for Jacob to see John here. It would completely ruin his evening. -Of all the nights to bump into you.
"Whatever John." My neck had gone stiff, my hands clammy. I attempted to suddenly shove past John but he quickly slipped his arms around my waist, pushing his body up against mine. "Come on, you know you want to." My body froze as his mouth whispered in my ear, his tone low and husky. "You can bend me over, and slide your dick into me."
I couldn't deny that my cock twitched. I'm only human after all. I couldn't stop a fleeting image of me having him in the toilet cubicle, but it left me with a jolt of nausea hitting my stomach.
My heart, and body, belonged to Jacob. Yes, a quickie in the toilets would be exciting, but it would never be as good as being with Jacob. -If only I'd thought like this before I caused any heartache.
I shoved John away, glaring at him. "No John, not a chance. I'm not like that anymore." I snarled. My heart pounded, I was angry at him for trying to tempt me into cheating.
"Yeah, sure you're not!" He chortled sarcastically. "Once a cheat, always a cheat Phil! You just can't help yourself!"
"Don't be a dick about this." I spat, pushing past him to leave the toilets. -I don't have time to argue with a bitter ex fling. He's not worth it.
My cheeks were burning, my breathing staggered and shallow as I sat back down with Jacob. "What's wrong?" Jacob asked wide-eyed. "Why are you so flustered?"
I just shook my head, a tremble working its way into my hands.
"Phil? Tell me?" He demanded; his voice reflecting the dread in his eyes.
"Sorry." I sighed. "I...I just bumped into John in the toilets."
I saw Jacob's face suddenly fall, the colour draining and a film of moisture attacking his eyes.
"Nothing's happened Jacob! I told him I wasn't interested, I swear. He just pissed me off a bit with his reaction. Everything's fine, I promise." I said pleadingly. -Please believe me? My chest felt heavy, my nausea really sinking in.
Jacob stared down at the table, biting his lip.
I got up, took him by the arm and got him up to his feet. He still refused to look at me. I pulled him along to take him outside so we could have more privacy to talk.
A cold breeze hit us. The evening had settled in, the sky becoming a shadowy blur of dark purple and blue.
I put my hands on Jacob's cheeks, trying to make him look at me but he kept averting his gaze elsewhere. My body stung as I saw a tear trickle down his cheek.
"Jacob. I swear nothing has happened. Nothing. Please, please believe me?" I begged.
Jacob finally looked at me. I expected to see his eyes full of pain but they'd softened, and were dry of any tears. "I believe you. Sorry I reacted like that. I'm just...jealous." He shrugged, beginning to blush. "I hate the thought of him thinking he can just take you away from me. What makes him think he can just do that? What a prick." Jacob muttered bitterly as he shook his head.
I offered him a reassuring smile, as I stroked his cheeks with my thumb. "No one Jacob, no one could ever take me away from you. You know I'd never do anything to hurt you again. I promise."
"I know." Jacob nodded, smiling weakly. "And thanks for telling me. About bumping into him. I bet you dreaded telling me that." A soft chuckle left his lips. -Oh Jacob, you smiling at a time like this shows me everything I need to know about how far we've come.
I kissed him enthusiastically. Jacob didn't hesitate in kissing me back, his hands taking a hold of my shirt. Our tongues danced with one another's, my arms wrapped around his warm slender body. -I can't wait to get you home, make love to you.
Our breathing soon became loud and staggered, so I gently pulled away, smiling at him as we both blushed. I glanced down to see Jacob's cock had hardened, just like mine. -Anyone could just walk past; this isn't the time for us to get too...frisky.
I pulled out the present I'd been saving for Jacob from my pocket. "I was going to wait till when we got home. But it feels right to give you this now."
Jacob's eyes lit up, a massive grin appearing.
I chuckled as he eagerly took it from me, and opened up the little box I'd given him.
I literally heard him suck in a breath when he saw it. My heart skipped a beat, and my insides went all warm and fuzzy feeling.
"Phil..." He whispered, I think I could hear tears in his throat.
He took the band ring from the box and I watched as he noticed there was an engraving inside it. -I hope you can read the tiny writing.
"Jacob, I will love you forever, and be yours always." He read quietly to himself.
I swallowed hard, waiting for his reaction.
Jacob looked up at me, his eyes moist but his smile still there.
"I love you so much!" He exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around my neck. I felt lighter than air as I hugged him back. My eyes even began to well up. I kissed his head before whispering in his ear.
"Will you marry me?" My chest tightened.
Jacob let out a whimper as he clutched at me even tighter.
"Yes!" He sniffled excitedly. "Yes I'll marry you!"
He pulled away, still grabbing onto the back of my neck. He had the biggest smile on his face, tears down his cheeks.
I felt my own tears escape as I grinned back. My stomach was filled with lively butterflies, my face already aching from the massive smile I couldn't control. -I've never felt so happy and complete in all my life.
"I love you Phil." Jacob said tearfully, a smile still piercing into his cheeks. "I can't wait to spend forever with you."
"I love you too. More than life itself." I said enthusiastically, brushing a lock of his hair away from his eye before pulling him in for a big passionate kiss. -And I'll spend forever proving it to you.
~ The End ~
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