With Love We Can Be Human By James
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With Love We Can Be Human
Chapter 24
Brandon
Things were going well for Torey and I. Torey's therapy was going good, and he was having less nightmares and his flashbacks were lessoning also. Sure, there were times when he needed me to hold him, and though he would have a couple of nightmares, they didn't seem to be as powerful as they had been. I was glad of this, and was glad also to see that things were getting better for the other boys as well.
Todor and Misho were doing well, and they appeared to be more in love than ever before, and Ethan and Stoyan clearly were committed to one another. I was glad to see this, and I noticed that Ethan was coming through his therapy really good as well. Jordan had since been sentenced to a special school for sexual offenders. It wasn't anything like a Troubled Teen Prison, but it was a place where he would be for the foreseeable future, and it was also a place from which he couldn't escape if he was so inclined to attempt. That was definitely good!
As for Torey and I, we were getting closer romantically, and I knew that I was ready to take our relationship to the next level, especially when we made love, and after the Thanks Giving Holiday was finished, and on a cold and snowy weekend when we went back up to the center in the beginning of December, I took Torey to our room.
That Friday evening saw the snow falling as if the Heavens were trying to expel every bit of it, and by the time Torey and I got to our room to spend some time together and get to bed, the grounds, trees and roads were blanketed in pure white beauty! Once the door was closed and locked after I looked outside for a moment, I took Torey by the hand and without a word from either one of us, we walked to our room after waving goodnight to Michael.
Once I closed and locked the door to the bedroom, I turned to my love and pulled him in to my arms and pressed my lips to his kissing him gently, then as his mouth moved against mine, our kiss deepened, got hungry then red-hot with need and desire! I plunged my tongue in to his mouth and our tongues wrestled, and I enjoyed the sweet taste of him as we kissed passionately and pressed our erections together. Our clothes still covered them, and I couldn't wait to get naked with my soulmate and lover!
After breaking the kiss, I set to work undressing him, and he helped me off with my clothes, and after a hot shower where we kissed, caressed and thrust against one another blasting our seed on one another, we came back to our bed where I sat down and had him sit beside me. We hadn't bothered with wrapping ourselves in towels after drying off, so were completely naked to one another's eyes.
"You look so hot naked like this!" I said moving so that my outer thigh was pressed against his, then putting my hand on his inner thigh close to his balls.
"So do you!" he said leaning over and kissing me on the neck in that warm slow way I love so much!
He leaned down and sucked slowly on both of my nipples, and I nibbled on his neck, then gave his nipples the same treatment. I then moved back to start talking, then my lips were pressed deeply in to his as he kissed me deeply and hungrily.
"Brandon!" he said with need and deep emotion in his voice. "Love me!"
He looked deeply into my eyes and I could see the desperate and longing look in them. He needed this as much as I did, and we knew without having to say it what he and I both wanted!
I never felt anything like what I felt as I felt my flesh being gripped tightly by his hole. I was all the way in him at this point, and he was on his stomach like he told me he wanted it. The pain had long since passed and he was moaning in absolute pleasure now as I pulled back, then thrust forward gently, then as he yelled in pure passion for me to get a little harder, I did and by the third time of me thrusting forward all the way, my balls hit his cheeks with that loud and sharp smack of flesh on flesh I've come to love so much!
"Oh fuck you're so hot and tight!" I said trying to keep myself from going crazy with lust and passion! "Oh fuck you're so moist too!"
"Yeah, I love having you inside me!" he yelled as my fucking got a little harder. "You're so hot and hard! Yeah! Fuck me! Give it to me harder and harder!"
I thrust harder and loved the sounds our bodies made as they slapped together rhythmically, and it was even more hot hearing the moist sounds of my cock sliding in and out of his hot and creamy space that was gripping and massaging my cock! I loved how he was tightening up around me and making my pleasure even more intense! I wrapped my arms tightly around him and pressed my cheek to his hot moist back as I gave myself to everything I was feeling.
"Take it all my hot love!" I said through gritted teeth as I fucked him harder and faster now!
"Oh yeah Brandon!" he screamed as I made sure to hit his prostate on every downward thrust! "Fuck!"
"Yeah, you fucking love that!" I said as I licked his back and shoulders, then kept thrusting in and out of him!
It was pure lust and need along with the love running through me now, that desperate need to keep going that was the beginning of my orgasm!
I knew it was coming, and it built slowly, and I kept going, though it was getting harder to move, and I wasn't prepared for how forceful it was going to be!
"Fuck!" I screamed
"Yeah, let yourself go my sweet love!" Torey yelled as he thrust up hard to meet my downward thrusts! "Let it happen!"
I screamed loudly as my balls tightened up, and my cock began firing blast after blast of thick hot seed in to my lover and soulmate!
Fuck this was amazing and like nothing I had ever experienced before! It was powerful, amazingly pleasurable and intense, and more so than I could handle, and a huge part of me never wanted it to end!
My cock fired a few more times, and I felt my seed now over-flowing and spilling down Torey's thighs which seemed to turn him on! He was coming seconds after I started, and he was just now starting to come down from his orgasm, as I was doing as well!
After he turned over to face me, I eased myself on top of him, and we were still hard! We rubbed our stiff cocks against one another, and came hard all over one another which felt amazing! I held him tightly as I came, and he pressed hard to me as he joined his seed with mine as we locked lips moaning in to one another's mouths as we let our tongues wrestle a little more!
After sharing several deep and messy kisses, we lay in one another's arms after I cleaned us both up with a warm wet rag. Torey loved how I was gentle with him, and he returned the gestures. After putting the rag in the shower on the rail, we cuddled and lay naked in one another's arms lightly caressing one another's bodies, as well as sharing soft and tender kisses.
"I love you Torey," I said softly as I pressed my cheek to his holding him tightly for a moment.
"I love you too Brandon," he replied as he held me just as tightly.
He shifted then so that he was lying draped across me with his head on my chest as I lightly stroked his hair. I loved these moments, and it was always nice to feel connected to one another and feel it even deeper after we made love!
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Torey
I lay draped across my soulmate still feeling the distant ache in my hole where his hot and hard flesh had been only a few minutes ago sliding in and out of me and hitting my prostate over and over again, making me feel feelings of love and pleasure I never thought I could ever feel before! He was amazing, and my first time with him was not just everything I imagined it would be, but was more loving and perfect than I ever could have asked for!
I continued lying there with Brandon lightly stroking my hair, and feeling his warm skin against mine as I started drifting off to sleep, but then I heard him speak.
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Brandon
"You're everything to me," I said voice thick with emotion. "You're my lover, soulmate, partner and best friend! It's hard to put in to words, but I can only say that the connection I feel with you is deep, intense and unbreakable! You really are the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I love you Torey! I love you more than you'll ever know! I really do!"
"I love you too Brandon!" he said looking up and in to my eyes deeply. "You've held me when I've had nightmares, talked me through panic attacks, woke me up from some of the same nightmares and have just held me and let me fall apart when I couldn't keep it together on some days, and I love you deeply for that! You're also kind, caring and deeply loving when we have sex, and I never thought sex could be that good until I experienced it with you for the first time! More than that though, the love I feel for you is even deeper than what I've said, and I truly never thought I'd find anyone as wonderful as you! Even before I came here and even before the Jacobsons sent me away, I didn't think I'd find anyone until I was an adult and no longer living with them. Then when I got here to Michael's place, I was fighting for my life.
Then when I got strong enough to even function a little from day to day, I was just trying to keep from having endless panic attacks every few seconds, and that's not quite an exaggeration. Then after I started feeling more in control thanks to Michael and his help, I hoped I could at least find friends, and I was afraid I wouldn't find any, or at least not too many. I'm saying that, because of the fact that they would know that something was wrong with me, because of my stuttering, slightly slurred speech and almost constant PTSD issues. Then I found you in that music store that day, and I knew deep down that you were someone I could get to know, and I felt that deep connection of deep friendship even then, and I slowly fell in love with you over time, but I knew that's where it was headed with us!"
"I knew I was falling in love with you over time as well," I said kissing his cheek softly. "I didn't know when I'd find a boyfriend, but I knew I didn't want to go through life having casual sex with different guys until I found a boyfriend. I never believed in that, and I knew my family wouldn't like that too well.
I just tried to hold out hope that a nice and caring boy would come along who would want to get to know me for me, and not just for what I could do for him sexually, and when I met you in that music store, I knew that you were the one for me! I truly am in love with you Torey, and I'll always love you!"
"I'll always love you too Brandon!" he replied as we kissed deeply, then after I put the covers over both of us, we fell quickly and deeply asleep.
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Austin
Ryan and I lay in one another's arms that Friday night in my room at my house. It was his turn to stay with me that weekend, and we had spent the last hour or so taking turns sucking on one another's cocks, and I loved feeling Ryan's warm wet mouth sliding up and down my penis making it feel so good! We had been giving one another blow jobs for a few months now, but we ended that night's love-making with doing a hot 69, and Ryan was loving it; so was I! I loved the warm musky smell of his balls as they would cover my nose when he would thrust forward, and the taste of his flesh as I sucked up and down on it was Heaven to me! Ryan loved my sent as well as my taste, and as we came hard and powerfully in one another's mouths, we had our hands rubbing one another's asses, and when I took my middle finger and rubbed gently on Ryan's rosebud, he let loose with a couple more shots of his creamy seed which I swallowed hungrily!
He did that to my rosebud as well, and I rewarded his hot mouth with a couple more shots of my seed as well, and once back in one another's arms, we lay in bed with the covers over us kissing and lightly caressing one another's lovely naked bodies.
"You're the best Austin," Ryan said as he kissed my lips tenderly. "I love you! You've been so nice to me as a friend in the beginning, then you've been so loving to me as a boyfriend, but especially as my lover when we would have sex! It feels so good to do that with you!"
"I feel the same way," I agreed and kissed him just as tenderly on his own lips. "You've been good to me as well, both as a friend, boyfriend and as my lover! I don't want anyone else but you as my boyfriend! I'll always love you, and I'll always be with you, for always my love!"
"I'll always be your boyfriend as well Austin!" he answered. "I don't want anyone else but you either, and I couldn't ever imagine myself with another boyfriend ever! You're the one I love, and will always love!"
We kissed deeply for a couple of minutes, then I snuggled him against me and he eased in to sleep as I held him and made sure the covers were over both of us, then I fell asleep shortly there, after.
Epilogue
10 years later
Brandon
It's always amazing how time seems to go by so fast, especially when you're having a good time. High school seemed to go by in the blink of an eye, and Torey and I have been in college for the last couple of years. We have our own place close to Michael's center, and we've both been taking classes for Psychology so we can both be counselors for kids who've been abused and for people who are LGBT and who have been bullied or abused, because of their not being accepted for their orientations.
Ryan and Austin live close to us in their own house, and Ryan has been doing some sculpting for an art shop that's been featuring much of his work, and Austin is currently in medical school preparing to become a doctor, especially so he can help kids who are in impoverished areas of the city. He and Ryan are just as in love as they had been all those years ago when they met, and I'm happy to see that.
Ethan and Stoyan live together in a house close to Stoyan's parents. Ethan lived at Michael's center until he turned 18, and while kids over the age of 18 continued to stay there until they had a place to live for themselves, officially on paper all the kids who turn 18 age out of the home no different than in any area of the foster care system. Ethan never reestablished contact with anyone in his family, and so for all intents and purposes, we all became his family, but Stoyan's parents were basically Ethan's parents, and he definitely thought of them that way.
Ethan is studying to become a counselor to work with kids who've been abused and especially ones who've been raped, and Stoyan is studying to work with kids who are blind. He's working towards his degree in vocational rehabilitation which is the field of services that is used to help blind people get independent. The VR system isn't always the best, but Stoyan has always wanted to be one of the better VR counselors, and I can definitely see the good counselor he's going to become.
Dana is studying to be a doctor like Austin, and she's doing well in college, and she's been dating a guy named Rand. He's a nice guy, and they've been dating since a couple of years ago, and it's looking at some point soon like they might be deciding to get married which I'm hopeful that they do!
As for Jordan, Ethan's abuser. We learned only a few months ago, that after being released from prison for Ethan's rape, he was found dead in one of the more rough neighborhoods of Sangger. Speculation is that he was going to a location to possibly meet a boy, or who he thought was a teenaged boy, and an under-aged one at that for sex, and that either the boy killed him, or someone pretending to be the boy killed him. Either way, a police car driving to another call saw the body in the road, and after stopping, they checked and found Jordan's ID in his wallet. They also found that his throat had been slit from ear to ear, and he had basically bled out by the time he was found.
When the police reported it to Michael who then told Ethan, he told the rest of us, and when Ethan was telling us, I saw the relief in his eyes, and after that none of us including Ethan spoke of Jordan again. There was no need.
Aside from that, life for all of us was good, and I was thinking happily about all of the good things and all the amazing people in my life. My parents are doing well and they're still doing what they've been doing all these years with their jobs, and Zack has been practicing Psychology and counseling with kids. He's been doing well with it, and I'm really proud of him.
I sat down in mine and Torey's house after work and leaned back as Torey came over to sit beside me.
"Don't get too comfortable, we still have company coming over," Torey said as he cuddled up to me, then kissed me tenderly on the lips.
"We could change that," I said smirking and reaching down to lightly rest my hand on Torey's zipper.
"Stop that," he said laughing and playfully swatting away my hand. "If you're good, and you behave yourself at dinner, then we'll have all the hot amazing sex you want later after everyone leaves."
I laughed, then hugged him then kissed him lightly on the cheek. "I'm always good."
"Oh yeah right," he shot back smiling at me. "There have been times when you've assisted Misho in tormenting Todor. I don't mean with resting your thumb on his head beside Misho's, but also adding what shitty music groups you'd play for Todor while Misho would talk about it as well."
"Well, I have to have fun at my friend's expense once and a while. "Ouch!" I said pretending to be in pain as he playfully swatted me on the side of my head.
"I might have to make you sleep out here on the couch tonight," he said smiling. "Maybe for the whole weekend."
"Okay, sorry!" I said in mock fear.
"That's better," Torey said laughing, then kissing me tenderly then the doorbell was ringing.
Todor, Misho, Ethan and Stoyan stood there. I smiled and then welcomed them in hugging all of them. Dana, Ryan and Austin would be coming on Sunday for dinner since they were all busy that evening, so it would be nice to see them then.
Once situated in the living room, I made sure everyone had drinks, and after resuming my seat were I had originally been sitting, I watched everyone around me as we talked. Misho was sitting across from me on the other couch with his arm around Todor, and Todor was sitting there with his thumb on Misho's head.
"Wow!" I said in exaggerated amazement. "You've got Misho under your thumb. I never thought that would happen. What did you do?"
"Tell them Misho," Todor said smiling at him.
"This isn't right," Misho said in mock frustration.
"Tell them, or the deal's off," Todor replied and smirked down at him.
"Okay," Misho said as if he was being asked to give up one of his organs. "Todor will stay home with me all weekend in bed if I agree to be under his thumb, so I'm letting him have his way."
We laughed, then they shared a hug, and Misho rested his head on Todor's chest for a moment.
After dinner was done, it was just Torey, Ethan, Stoyan and I since Todor and Misho left so they could get home to start their weekend alone with one another. We sat there after they left talking, and enjoying one another's company. It was getting late by the time we were finishing our visit, and I saw Ethan rubbing his eyes a little more than usual at this point. Stoyan must have sensed it, because he stood and came over to us.
"We should probably be getting back," he said.
We all shared a hug with both of them, and after seeing them out, Torey and I went off tour room and after showering, we lay in bed just content to hold one another that night. As I drifted off to sleep in his arms, I thought over our lives, and how I truly was grateful to have everyone in my life that I have including Torey.
Even when I think of him now as we're going through our day to day lives, he still amazes me with his love and kindness. I know too that if we ever have children, something we've been talking about more and more as the days have gone by, I know that he'll make a wonderful father. He'll give his kids along with my help, the life, love and guidance that he had missed out on for a long time, thus insuring that with love and compassion, his kids will be humans of love and that they'll give back to the world, and better it. I truly look forward to what awaits us going forward in our lives, may it be an amazing journey through the rest of our lives together!
End
Author's Notes
We're at the end now, and I always feel a sense of happiness, accomplishment and joy that I've gotten to this point of completing the story. I really enjoyed writing this story, and I truly do hope that through it, people have learned more about the Troubled Teen Industry, and how it's harming kids. I hope that everyone will take a stand against it, and that soon we can stop its war on our children and stop the horrors it visits upon them. Now to my next story!
My next story I'll be posting for Nifty is titled Home is In Your Arms, and I'll be sending in the first chapter on Sunday, March 1, 2020. It should show up on Nifty if not the next day, then probably the one after that.
In Home is In Your Arms, Milen Stoyanovsky is 14 years old and lives with his family most of whom came over to the United States from Bulgaria before Milen was born. When he meets Kyley Hillenberg, he begins to learn in a deep way that love can find him when he's not expecting it, as well as finding that who he loves might be who he never expected. As he learns of Kyley's life and over time gets a profound understanding of how to communicate with him, he begins falling for him, and as they navigate their lives together, Milen hopes that they'll always be able to stay together, and that Kyley will trust him enough to tell him about everything he's been through, including what brought him to live at Michael's center in the first place.
I hope everyone enjoys it, and as always, I look forward to reader's and their comments that they might have about it. I hope everyone has a good evening, and I'll see everyone in the new story!
Update
While I did say that the new story Home is In Your Arms will be out on Sunday, March 1, 2020, I know that it takes a day or two before the new chapter of a story actually shows up on Nifty. To that end, I'll be sticking with my usual schedule of posting stories which is mainly around Thursday or Friday, so I'll be sending in Chapter One of the new story between next Thursday and Friday. That's between February 27-28 of this up-coming week. Everyone have a good evening, and I'll see everyone in the new story!