First a bit of background. At 52 and happily married to a woman who knows nothing about my "other" side, I am probably a bit old in some peoples eyes to be thinking about getting my first experience with another guy. Looking back on my life I have always liked looking at men's bodies, as a young boy I often used to get into my aunts bedroom when she wasn't home (she lived just down the road a little way) put on her bra and panties and get into her satin sheeted bed then masturbate vigorously, imagining I was being fucked by a guy in bed with me. I never followed through with any urges I felt and I am still a virgin waiting to turn my fantasy into reality. When the Internet came into my life, I was able to indulge myself in fantasy even more while my wife was not around to see. After reading a number of stories in Nifty.org and viewing the many thumbnail sites, I would always end up extremely horny and would masturbate several times over a couple of hours (five times in 2 hours I think was my best effort, although I was pretty well dry shooting the fifth time). I thought I would add my own desires to the Nifty archive with this fantasy. Who knows, maybe I will get to act it out one day. The following story is what I think I would enjoy most. Please understand that I am not talking from experience and do not even know if I am a "top" or a "bottom", a bit of both I think with the emphasis on the bottom if I had to choose. One thing I do know is that I can get hard fairly quickly again after coming, just takes a little longer each time to shoot my load. Anyway, on with my fantasy...
After I got onto the Internet, I eventually learned how to get onto chat programmes and had a few heavy sessions with guys online, when I was on my own (wife not home) or if I was working late on my own. The only problem was that the contacts were always overseas, many miles from Melbourne, Australia. Then one day I noticed in our local paper some personal ads and was very surprised to see a section called "Seeking Same". Each week I started to follow the ads as they appeared and disappeared. Most were older men looking for young boys to have a bit of fun with or mid 30's looking for long term commitment, neither of these were for me. Then one day an ad appeared that said "Older married guy seeking male to male experiences, First timers preferred, I could teach you at my place mid week". The suburb was only about 20 minutes drive from my place and I found myself getting quite exited about the possibility of losing my virginity at last. I plucked up the courage to reply to the ad and wrote to the paper sending a contact number for the guy to reply to if he wanted. It was about 5 days later when my phone rang and a voice said
"My name is Tom, I understand you replied to an ad in the ******* paper last week?".
I breathlessly said that yes, it was me, my name was Pete and asked could we meet somewhere to have a chat. He suggested that we tell each other a bit about ourselves on the phone and if we both felt at ease with the situation, then why not just get together at his place? Fine with me I said and we proceeded to compare notes...
I was 52, he was 46 I was married, he was divorced I was slightly built at 70kg, he was a well built at 100kg (big, but I liked that idea) I was just under 6ft tall, he was about 6ft I was not very hairy, he had a fair amount of body hair I had a 7" uncut penis, his was a bit shorter about 6" also uncut I wanted to experience all aspects of male to male sex, so did he I was a virgin, he had been with a guy for a while some years back We were both keen to have sex with no commitment but willing to go on with it if we hit it off.
I said that we sound as if we were each others ideal casual partner, would he be willing to take me on? Tom agreed and asked how soon could I get a free day off work, as he would arrange to have the same day off. Not wanting to let the opportunity slip by I said I would take Wednesday off work (today was Monday) and call round at his place at about 10am if he would be willing to give me the address. He said that would be great as if things went well we could have almost the whole day to ourselves. On hanging up I could not believe that after all these years of fantasy, I look as if I am finally going to live out my dreams. Now, instead of satisfying my self with my hand, I will have some willing sexy male help. I loved the idea of this bigger guy fucking me and feeling his large body on top of mine.
On arrival at his house, I was greeted by Tom who was fairly good looking, dressed in track pants and rugby shirt. He invited me in, led me to the lounge area where he had a pot of coffee waiting. We sat on the couch next to each other and started to talk about what we wanted from our venture together. As I said he was heavier than me, I was always rather slightly built and only started to put a bit of weight on later in life. Tom was rather muscular which I really liked and told him so. I said I wanted to touch, feel and kiss a man's body, smell it's manly smell, feel it all over. I wanted to suck a penis and to both fuck a man and be fucked by a man. He said he especially liked to be sucked and to fuck a man but he would be happy to be a bottom as well if that was what I wanted. I told him I was very nervous about being fucked for the first time but at the same time, extremely excited by the thought. He told me not to be concerned, he would be very gentle with me. I watched his hand reach over to my leg, I asked him if he would be happy to kiss also, he answered me by grabbing my face and kissing me hard on the mouth, as I opened my mouth our tongues explored together. My hand went to his crotch where I found he was already hard and straining to get out of his pants. As we broke the kiss I could feel my heart beating very fast, Tom suggested we go to his bedroom and get stripped off and onto the bed for some fun.
When we were in the room I watched Tom as we undressed, His penis was still hard (as was mine by the way). Both were about the same thickness, about the size of an average dildo (of which I have had some experience in my solitary moments). We got on the bed, looked at each other and I kissed Tom again. As we kissed, I started to feel Tom's penis and I knelt down with the intention of sucking my first man. Tom said not to do it that way, he wanted us both to suck each other at the same time and to take it very easy as we both want to have a good time . Good idea I thought, so we both lay on the bed side by side, head to tail, each with a lovely hard penis in front of our faces. As I touched Tom's for the first "real" time, I felt him touch me. I was very excited and worried that I was going to shoot my load too early.
He said "Breath deeply and try not to come just yet" (I had decided to beat off and shoot my load that morning in the shower before I left for Tom's place so that I did not come as soon as I was touched, even so I knew that it wouldn't be long).
As I felt his mouth encircle my penis head I took his and slipped it into my desperate waiting mouth. At last, a real, live, salty, tasty penis in my hand and mouth, time to show that I can give a blow job as good as anyone else, I had done enough research on the theory, now it was time to practice. It is hard to describe the feelings I felt, I loved it. His hairy balls were just an inch or two from my face as I slowly pushed his penis into my mouth. I started to move my mouth up and down the shaft trying not to hurt him with my teeth. My fingers started to caress his balls as I fucked him with my mouth. Tom meanwhile was busy on me, sucking the head of my penis and inserting a wet finger into my ass, this felt so good. My breathing was getting quicker and I knew I was not far from coming.
I let Tom's penis slip from my mouth and said "Oooh Tom, you have got me so hot, I am going to shoot into your beautiful mouth..." Without missing a beat he forced his finger hard up my hole and twirled his tongue around the head of my penis. That was it, I shot hard spurts of my juice deep into Tom's mouth. As I started to come down from the high of Tom's mouth sucking me to climax, he continued to lick my shaft lovingly making sure he didn't miss a drop of my come.
"Not bad for a beginner..." he grinned, "...you weren't doing a bad job on my prick either!" With all the excitement I had forgotten Tom's penis. As I reached to continue he said "Save that for later, I want a piece of your ass now. It's about time you lost your virginity. If what's happened so far is any guide, I think we are going to have quite a bit of fun together Pete".
I want him in me so badly, I really want to be on my back with Tom's weight on top of me while he fucks me but Tom says it would be better for my first time for me to be fucked doggy style. I get on my knees and resting my head on the sheets I reach back to part my ass cheeks (I know that when I use my dildo it is easier to get it in if I do this). Tom gets some really slippery lube from his bedside table and rubs it onto his cock and into my ass. It feels so cold and slippery and so utterly sexy. I almost feel like a woman who is about to be fucked for the first time, I could be a woman I thought except for the fact that my cock is already hardening again with the feeling of his fingers probing my hole. My asshole flares open as I relax my ass muscles, then, taking his thick erection in hand, Tom leans towards me. I feel the swollen head fit against my open hole and then comes the pressure as he begins to penetrate me. There is so much lube that the head slips in surprisingly easily, all the same I gasp as it pops through my ring. Tom stops pushing and asks how it feels. Breathlessly I ask him to just hold it there for a few seconds then to start easing all the way in. The feeling is just out of this world, how will I ever go back to be satisfied with just a dildo up inside me? As I am enjoying this, I feel Tom's hairy balls and legs against my ass cheeks, he is all the way in.
"Tom that feels sooooooooo good, start fucking me now, fuck me hard, I want to be fucked hard and long, I don't want you to stop, I love this!". I hoped he would not shoot his load into me too quickly and for this first fuck to be finished in a few seconds. Tom started to draw back and pushing into me again, setting up a slow rhythm that I gladly join in with, pushing back to him on every stroke. My hole quickly got used to his penis being in me and I was starting to really thrill at being fucked by such a man. His hands came off my hips as he leaned over me, one grabbing my nipple and the other my erect penis which he started to rub up and down the shaft, still gently but firmly fucking me all the time. I was in absolute heaven feeling his swollen shaft deep inside me.
Tom says "You are quite the whore aren't you, and this really is you first time?" I assured him it was and please not to stop. He did however stop, to my disappointment but then suggested that he fucks me like I want to be fucked, me on my back with him on top of me. As he pulled out of me I quickly turned over and I got to see this big lovely guy with a glistening, hard cock and a hairy chest above me. Those days on my Aunt's bed on by myself came flooding back to my mind, dreaming I was going to be fucked by a guy as if I was a woman, well here I was, about to do just that. I slipped a pillow under my ass and pulled my knees up to my chest as Tom instructed and readied myself to be invaded again.
His penis slipped in easily the second time, then Tom laid his full weight on me, grabbed my wrists and stretched them out above my head and forced his tongue deep into my mouth. As I wrapped my legs around his ample waist I gave myself up to being well and truly fucked by him. Tom started to ram in and out of me, harder and faster. I was moaning all the time, my breath being pushed out of me each time he rammed me to the hilt. His belly was at the same time rubbing my penis that was trapped between us, and I knew I was going to shoot a load again soon. Tom was obviously enjoying himself, I could hear him grunting on each stroke. The delicious feel of his penis rubbing in and out of my hole was everything I dreamt it would be. I could hear the slap of his thighs on my ass cheeks each time he rammed his shaft deep into me, oh how I was loving this. The constant rubbing of my penis between us got the better of me and I shot my second load of jism so that it joined the sweat that was between our two bodies. We all know that as soon as we climax, we cannot keep going as the end of you penis gets too sensitive to touch, that's how I felt but there was no stopping Tom now. He was ramming me faster and there was no way I could stop him.
I locked my legs around his large waist as best as I could and hung on until he looked at me and said "Hang on to this you slut!!!" He rammed hard up as far as he could and I could feel his cock start to spasm as he shot his load deep into me. Every few seconds, Tom would withdraw his cock a few inches, then ram it back in, milking my hole for all he was worth. I had been well and truly fucked by an expert, that was how I saw it anyway.
"Please don't take it out yet" I asked, "I love the feel of you inside me. Just hold still deep in me, let your whole weight down on me". With that Tom relaxed onto my body and started to kiss me deeply again. I let my legs fall from his waist but kept my knees up so that his penis did not start to slip out. He moved in and out very slowly, his jism adding to the lubrication in my hole. Tom broke away from my mouth, "I enjoyed that very much, Pete" he said "I don't think that will be the last time I will fuck you today". I certainly hoped not, if this first session was anything to go by.
Tom's penis eventually started to loose it's hardness and he pulled out of me rolling onto his side. We lay there and cuddled for a while, very satisfied.
"So, do you still want to fuck me?" Tom asked.
"If I can get hard enough for long enough, I would like to give it a go" I replied. He suggested a shower together first, a delightful thought. Tom left the bed and went into the bathroom where he turned on the shower then called me in. It was one of those large showers with easily room for two. He was already wet and starting to soap himself all over, there were lots of suds over his groin area. I stepped in and started to do the same, then spent some time rubbing soap over his chest and arms. We kissed a fair bit, still rubbing the soap over ourselves and I could feel myself getting turned on again. The amount of times I have done this in the shower on my own, now I'm with a sexy guy!
Tom turned away, water and suds pouring down his back. Putting his hands on his ass cheeks and pulling them apart while at the same time spreading his feet apart and leaning towards the shower wall he said "OK big guy, let's see if you can fuck me as good as I fucked you".
I gave my once again rock hard penis a few rubs with the soap and made sure there was plenty around Tom's hole and placed the head at the entrance to his rosebud. I had to squat down a little to get the right angle, but with a little pressure the glans popped in making me gasp as I realised how firmly Tom's ring was holding my shaft. Knowing this time that I wouldn't be shooting my load so quickly, I started to push all the way in, Tom met my thrust with one of his own, he let go of his ass cheeks and placed his hands flat on the shower wall while I leaned around him and grabbed his "breasts" or more particularly, his nipples. In this comfortable position I began the slow deep strokes that I hoped would satisfy my new lover.
The first signs that Tom was satisfied were the moans of pleasure and the steady push of his ass onto my penis. Really getting the feel of things now I proceeded to hammer at his ass, willing myself to shoot my load just one more time. Tom started encouraging me by talking dirty to me as he started to rub his own cock while I fucked his ass, he was panting with every thrust I made. As the water continued to cascade down over our joined bodies, I eventually felt the pressure rise once more, I knew I would shoot my load again soon. I started to ram his ass faster, grabbing his hips and as I climaxed I felt my sperm shooting into Tom's body. With a shock I felt Tom pull off my penis and spin around, he grabbed my head, forced me to my knees and pushed his penis into my mouth as he masturbated himself frantically, forcing his sperm into my mouth. It was with a shock that I realised I enjoyed being forced to take his load, I began to milk his shaft myself, trying to please him and suck out all he had to deliver. I guess I finally realise I am a "bottom" after all, I want to be his "woman".
My fantasy ends at this point. What would we do next time we meet? What other fantasies are lying there inside my mind? Will I ever get to the chance to live out my fantasies?
I hope so one day. The friend I am in touch with wants to get together with me but we still haven't managed to successfully arrange a date.
Maybe soon.
I would be happy to receive any comments on pete_3806@hotmail.com