Chapter 29 - Cumming in My Own Mouth
Some years back, I accepted a new job a few states away, and my wife opt'd not to join me right away, but decided do so later. During this period of solitary bachelorhood I would entertain myself almost every night by masturbating to hard core xxx porn videos that I had purchased in some of the local adult bookstores. I found that I became quite infatuated with facial cumshots, in particular...ie, guys shooting big cumloads onto tongues, mouths and faces of both guys and girls.
I used to love to jack off in front of a full-length mirror propped up against the footboard of the bed. It's a big turn on for me to be able to watch myself masturbate, then cum. I also liked to watch my hand sliding a big cock-like dildo in and out of my greased asshole while I jacked off. As I had met no new sex playmates yet, this seemed to be next-best-thing to having a real partner.
I used to envy guys who were limber and thin enough to be able to suck themselves off. So one of my favorite masturbation variations was to scoot my legs up on the headboard so I was upside down, and just as I was about to shoot, I would position my erect cock so I would ejaculate downward directly into my mouth and face. At first I shot all over my face, forehead, chin, hair, etc....but eventually I became a better shot, and more skilled at directing most of my cum into my mouth. I could then enjoy the warm, soapy taste of my own fresh semen on my tongue before swallowing it. It quickly became an acquired taste I came to enjoy. It seemed a waste to shoot into a tissue, then flush that perfectly good, tastey cum down the toilet. Plus, I viewed it as an excellent source of needed protein.
Prior to this period in my life, I rarely sucked cock and had never taken a cum load in my mouth....and then I only 69'd with a few good friends. Most of the partners I encountered sucked me off for the most part. However, as my private masturbation orgies grew more intense, some lasting for hours, I found that my desire to perform fellatio, and have cum spurted in my mouth and face increased. I think I wanted to emulate the lucky recipients on the screen. Eventually, I managed to meet some new "friends" in this strange new town, and I quickly found that I'd been missing out of many of the pleasures of bisexual life.