From:LC
anyone under the age of 18 should not read this!!!! Adult content is included in the story!!!
Everything so far in my life had been wonderful. I couldn't ask for more and I was so happy with what I had. My friends, my family, my job and of course the love of my life were well, amazing. I just don't understand how exactly my life took a turn for the worse and how I lost her but I suppose it was my own fault for being so jealous and stubborn...it was out of love.
I knew that before Kelly and I got together she was married but for only a short time to a man named Richard. They were high school sweethearts and were only married for a year but I imagine he meant the world to her as she did to me.
One night while Kelly and I went out for dinner she seemed distracted throughout the night and I had no idea as to why. as a few minutes passed and along with small talk this man walked up to our and table and began to talk to Kelly. at first i just thought he was a co-worker but i eventually realized just who he was. by the way they looked at each other I knew it.
"Ali, I want you to meet Richard. Rich this is Ali." I shook his hand and smiled but really I was dying to scream. After some more small talk he eventually left. I didn't care to bring him up because if I did I know it'd make a scene in the restaurant. I decide to wait till we got home.
"Babe what's wrong? Are you alright?" She said trying to calm me down. "Yea. I'm great. Night." I said with sharpness. "Dammit Ali, it's because of Richard. What happened between him and I is done. It's the past and there is no more. what don;t you understand?" She said this but I just couldn't believe her.
Eventually weeks passed and everything seemed normal. No more talks of Richard or anything else and life was great, that was until I ran into Richard...and Kelly together.
I was with some friends at a bar while Kelly said she'd be out with her friends too...I assumed they'd go to a gay bar while my friends and I went to this local sports bar. The bar was packed as usual and I didn't bother to look around but after being there for 20 minutes my best friend Steve pointed out Kelly...a second later Richard sat down with her and to say the least they were very intimate.
"Ali, dear god don't make a scene...shit Ali, don't!" Steve said with hope. "just watch me Steve." i got up and with 5 of my friends staring knowing something was about to go down I walked up to Kelly.
"Hey Richard it's nice to see you again, with my girlfriend by the way. Well ok not really a girlfriend more of a fake son of a bitch who thinks she can sneak her way around me. Hope you two have fun tonight!" I said this with coolness but bitterness and turned to walk away when Kelly came running. I kept walking towards the door with my friends and eventually turned around.
"what do you want?" I said. "Ali, please understand I'm just so sorry and I was tipsy and not thinking right...I love you, and you only!" She said while she began to cry. "Kelly listen tomorrow around noon I'm going to stop by the house to pick up my stuff. It was nice seeing you tonight." I said that and got into my friends car.
Don't think this didn't tear me up because on the inside i was dying. i was dying over the fact that she cheated on me, over the fact that i was such a mess, over the fact that I lost my true love. It was over.
The following day I went to the house to pick up as much stuff as I could. Steve waited outside for me because he didn't want to get in between whatever was going to go down. As I started to collect my belongings Kelly just sat there crying. I made no point in stopping and talking with her. what she did to me was break my hear by cheating. That is one thing I will always hate, cheaters.
"Ali, why? Why are you doing this to me? Please forgive me." She said in between sobs. "Kelly I'm not the one doing this. If you didn't do what you had done then none of this would be happening. I'm sorry and i know you are too but that wont change a damn thing. I'm sorry Kelly..." "oh Kelly one more thing..." I said and I noticed she must have been expecting something good but i finished by saying, "Here's the house key. It's yours to keep and I'll be staying with friends for now so here." I placed the key on the counter and walked out the door.
Weeks passed and every day I got numerous calls from Kelly but they eventually came to a stop. when they stopped my heart stopped beating because I still loved her in some way.I mean I always would love that girl but damn...
Those weeks turned into years and I moved on. Well least I tried. I was dating this girl Rebbecca for about 2 years and I was content with it. Not exactly crazy happy but I liked her and that was that. Rebbecca was around my age and not older like Kelly but I could click with her easier. One night Rebbecca decided to surprise me and take me out to dinner. I was really happy because this girl cared about me and it just made things a lot better. The dinner was great and perfect and we both knew what would be taking place after dinner...with all the glances and sneaky kisses we could get, we both knew what we wanted. As we began to exit the restaurant I thought I saw Kelly. It couldn't have been her...no it wasn't, maybe some look alike...i was too busy to care because I was just excited to get to Rebecca's house.
Once at her house she immediately began to kiss me. we were in her hallway with our hands all over one another and just kissing each other. It was intense but I enjoyed it a lot. From the hall way we moved to the bedroom and we undressed each other while still kissing. She was on top of me and began to suck on my boob while I rubbed her back. I kissed her neck while she moved lower and began to lick me. it felt great having sex with her and it was so fun. she would be mean and tease me by suddenly stopping but she would continue and lead me to an orgasm. once she was done i pinned her on her back and did the same except I didn't feel like teasing her. i went straight for the kill and licked up her juices. it was amazing having sex with this girl, she was a beauty. Being 5'8 with jet black hair and being a part time model, it just paid off for me. after I made her cum we kept kissing each other and fell asleep finally.
I awoke to the my phone ringing....it was about 8 in the morning which was way too early for me.
"Hello?" I said while rubbing my eyes. "um is this Ali?" a familiar voice said. "yea..who is this and why are you calling so early?" "Yup that's Ali...listen it's me, Kelly...sorry to wake you, want me to call you back later?" She said. "No, no...i can talk now." I left Rebbecca in the room careful not to disturb her. "So what do you need?" I said. "i was just seeing how you are...i saw you last night at dinner with some girl and didn't get the chance to say hi." "Oh so that was you...I didn't know for sure if that was you...yea I was with my girlfriend Rebbecca last night. She surprised me with taking me and yea...anyways I'm kind of busy right now and really tired but say we meet up later or I'll give you a call?" I said. "Sure that sounds good...nice chatting with you Ali." she sighed and then said this.
I called Kelly back later that night since I was busy throughout the day. I felt strange calling her and for a second it felt like the old times...ha do i even miss those times? "hey Kelly, what's up?" "Hey Ali. I'm just sitting here going over the plans for tomorrow's class..." "tomorrow's class? Are you teaching again?" I asked. "yea, i wasn't feeling the company lifestyle and felt I needed to get back into what I love, so i decided to teach." "oh well that's good for you...I'm glad you're enjoying it...so Kelly i have a question, are you dating Richard still?" I asked. There was silence after my question. "Him and I never dated after you and I. After that night I stopped talking to him...I dated on guy for about 4 months but didn't like it. Other than that no I haven't been dating anyone..." She said. "Wow, you really surprise me. So you really haven't dated anyone for about 3 or 4 years?" I said "Basically Ali...I hope that brings you comfort knowing I'm off all alone while you are happy with your model looking girlfriend." "ha, you make me laugh. It doesn't bring me comfort knowing my true love is in pain but maybe you know what it felt like to me...being betrayed by the number one person you love...by the way my girlfriend is a model. just thought I should add that." I said.
After the long talk Kelly and I began to ease up and talk about everything else. She did seem lonely which is sad to say while it seemed that I was happy with the life I had. I admit I was happy but the life I had before was so much better...could I go back to that? Would it be possible for me?