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So finally after a few days had passed, and my surfing contest was coming to its day of being held, I spent a lot of time with Kelly, as she had just finished her big shoot for a swimsuit calendar, and had a lot of free time on her hands now. I told her that she should just take it easy and put her feet up at my beach house for a few days, but she insisted on helping me out with the contest, managing my employees and their different tasks.
She was great at running everything perfectly, as she had already worked in this field of employment in Brazil and loved surfing, being an amateur surfer herself, and I was really grateful to her for all of that. I had a lot of respect for her and was glad that I had made the right decision to be with her and let the relationship blossom as I had let it, only I was beginning to be bit bored with not acting on my gay feelings.
I didn't know what to do or who to confide in about this, as there was no one who knew about this side of me. I really had no kind of outlet for all this stored up sexual energy, except for when I was having sex with Kelly, as our sex was fantastic. But I still needed a man or a cute boy. There wasn't that much I could do about it however, as I was busy with my girl and organizing this contest, and I didn't want to become a regular face on the gay scene either, as people would then figure me out.
Anyway, as the day of the contest came and the winners and losers were announced, I had to hand out the trophies to the hot surfer stud champions who took part in the whole thing. I saw Trini there in the crowd looking really cute, and I could have nailed his tight ass to the wall and pound the shit out of him right then and there. I was so horny being surrounded by all these cute beach boys and I smiled back when he recognized me while we were all applauding the winners.
Kelly was on the stage as well, as I publicly thanked her for all of her help along the way, and making sure that the world knew I was a fully heterosexual male, by kissing her and saying how much I adored her. We got off the stage and Kelly met Trini, while I made the rounds, having victory drinks with my staff and the competitors. Kelly preferred to hang out with Trini, and they just took a drink by themselves with some of Kelly's friends whom she invited along to the festivities.
I was really having a hard time dealing with my nervousness around Trini, and for the most part tried to avoid him and Kelly throughout the evening, as the party started on the beach which was part of the after contest festivities. However I couldn't help dancing with Kelly and we had a great time with our friends, hanging out, drinking and just partying. I noticed Trini was dancing with some guy who could have been my brother, as he was tall and well built, good looking and seemed straight, as there was nothing gay or femme about him, compared to Trini, who you could look at, and maybe guess he was gay. But in this day and age, anyone could be gay, and you just couldn't judge someone by any facet of his personality, or wardrobe
I noticed they weren't really getting close to each other, as they wanted to be discreet, and then further noticed that they went off together towards the waters, away from the crowd.
At this point I just focused on Kelly and we danced the night away partying with our friends, and had a hell of a time boozing!
After the night had passed by and the morning came. It was a weekday, and with the surfing contest being finished, I could basically chill out for a while and focus on some stuff that I needed to focus on. One of them was redecorating my beach house.
Since I had moved in one yr ago, I never really had time to `decorate' and so the place was kind of without really nice furniture, and didn't look as smart as I wanted it to. Beach houses in Malibu were some of the most beautifully decorated and some even made the pages of decorating magazines. I wasn't aiming for that, but I just wanted the place to look smart for my birthday party, coming up in a month.
Kelly said she would help, and that she could find a decorator, but quite frankly I didn't think we really needed to hire one. It was just a question of buying some cool furniture and giving the place a lick of paint. However, as Kelly's schedule was taking off again, with her more than ever busy modeling career and I was kind of embarrassed to ask one of my guy friends to go choose furniture with me, and couldn't really ask one of my female friends, cause it would be kinda weird doing that with them, I mean I wasn't marrying them or anything like that.
Anyway, Trini had the week off it seemed as Kelly said, since the restaurant he worked at was undergoing renovations, and so had plenty of free time. I was like Trini? What was she trying to do get us to be best buddies or something? It was then she said that Trini had great taste, and he had decorated her place for her ages ago, and that he was even thinking of going to school to qualify as a decorator. I didn't know what to say to this, and before I knew it she was calling Trini on the phone and trying to set up a mutual time for us to meet and go furniture shopping.
To this I agreed and realized I would have to face Trini sooner or later, and decided that sooner would be better. As I went to bed that night my heart was beating fast, and since Kelly had a special dinner to attend for an upcoming calendar shoot, and I spent the day surfing and was too tired to hang with her that night, I went to bed alone and beat off thinking of Trini giving me head.
As morning came and I woke up pretty hard, I beat off again as Kelly was up early and already gone to her shoot. I had breakfast and my shower and then met Trini in town as scheduled. It was a beautiful Tuesday morning and, I drove up to the beach café where me and Trini had to meet and as I was in the mood for another cup of coffee, I invited Trini for one and we both sat at on of the many cafés overlooking the beach, already buzzing with life, having delicious brews.
I wasn't nervous at all though, as you might think I would be and really appreciated the fact that Trini was wearing jeans and not trying to bewitch me with those hot shorts of his. We talked about the party and about how much fun it was, even though we had not really hung out together that night at the beach after the surfing contest, and I was dying to ask him about that guy that he was discreetly dancing with at the party, but held back, since it would look like I cared, and reveal the fact that I was indeed interested in Trini.
We hit the town after, and checked out some furniture stores. It was great looking around, and he definitely had good taste in furniture. We agreed on a lot of his choices for what I should buy, and I certainly enjoyed the time with him, even though I realized this furniture would cost me an arm and a leg. He was really cute, as I said before and looked even cuter as the day went by, and I couldn't help but feel like I was falling for him. My mind could only wonder what the effect of this day would be, spending it in the beautiful city of Malibu, with this beautiful guy. As the sun went down and we said good-bye I got back home after dropping Trini off at his place in town. We had spent the whole day together, and had no regrets.
Kelly was staying over at my place that night and so we talked about the day, and I felt kind of bad when I realized how much she cared about Trini, loving him as a brother, with me developing feelings for him behind her back. I knew that if anything happened between me and him, it would hurt her a lot and that was something I didn't want to happen at all. We made great passionate love that night, and I had a great time eating out her beautifully shaved, still tight pussy, licking her small shapely feet and sucking on her long beautiful toes.
She looked so perfect lying there on my bed, butt naked and enjoying my oral talents. I loved making her cum, and then holding her in my huge strong arms, with her head on my huge pecs, feeling like her protector. It couldn't be more perfect making love to her like this and then falling asleep, having that warm beautiful feeling after I had cum on her breasts, and both of us eating it, sharing my man juice. I fell asleep with her in my arms, while the moon and stars watching over us.
So by now you're probably wondering what the next step of my story is. It's difficult because it's a complicated situation. It probably never was this complicated before, in fact nothing seemed this complicated ever in my life. I had sexual needs, needs which I had to fulfill. If you're a guy, gay or straight, you would know what I'm talking about. Don't get me wrong, Kelly was amazing in bed, but I couldn't get Trini out of my mind, and the fact that I wanted to see what sex with him would be like, just kept haunting my mind, till it became like an obsession almost. I had dreams about him, and not just one, but two during the week. In the dreams, it was purely sexual, me and him enjoying good sex between males.
Copyright Russel Mohan 2006 E-mail, macron12@hotmail.com