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Mike
INTRODUCTION TO THE SERIES: What if?: Have you ever asked that question? Have you ever wondered what life would have been like if at any particular time things had turned out differently? As I grow older I find my self wondering more and more what would have happened if I had done this instead of that and so on.
I think we can all look back over our lives and point to specific times or incidents that were turning point moments in our lives. They were times that we were put in the position to make a decision to go one way or another. And we wonder 'Had things turned out differently or if we or others had made different choices in our lives how would it have turned out?' Who knows how they might have turned out? But it is certainly a source of much fantasy
I can think of numerous circumstances, incidents and choices that I made at various times in my life, that had I moved in a different direction, I might well not be where I find myself in today.
That is what this series is about.. What could have happened? Sometimes they were indeed life altering decisions. Sometimes it is just something that could have happened, or looking back I would have liked to have happened.
At any rate I hope you enjoy these little flights of fancy with me.
Chapter 2 The Reverend
When I was about seventeen or eighteen I was quite involved in the church. I was a member of the United Church (of Canada) in our community and I was going to the Baptist Church Young Peoples group. I have always enjoyed discussion on doctrine and digging for the true meaning of the scriptures. (Don't worry this is not a "Christian Story" I'm just setting the stage.) Around that time the United Church came out with what they called "The New curriculum" which pretty much lined up with their very liberal Christian views about the Bible, basically relegating it to mythology. Because if my ties to the Baptist Church I left the United Church because of my opposition to this liberal view of the Bible. Before I did that though my folks insisted that I talk to the minister to se if we could resolve my concerns.
The Minister at the time was a young man in his twenties. Looking back, I'm pretty sure that he was gay, and that his "cousin" who was living with him was not so likely his cousin as his lover. This is where my "What If" Story jumps off from.
I hopped off my bike and walked up the Manse front door. The manse was what we would today call a townhouse, back then we called them row houses. I rang the door bell and bob, the Reverend's "cousin" answered and let me in. "Alvin" He called into the house as I stepped into the front hall. Bob led me into the small living room and told me to sit.
Moments later Reverend (My mother always taught us to respect the office of the minister and address him properly) walked into the room. He was dressed in a tee shirt and jeans. I remember thinking "wow" I also remember thinking "Where did that thought come from?"
He sat down right be side me on the chesterfield "So Mike how are you? Your mother said you wanted to talk to me about something"
He was sitting a little closer than I was comfortable with but I couldn't move away from where I was sitting.
"Uh yeah, like I'm really, well I don't like the "New curriculum" Reverend Joseph."
"Ah" he said, "first off Mike, call me Al ok? This Reverent stuff is ok on Sunday but it is just you and me here so you can call me Al, ok?
"Uh Ok."
"So what is it that you don't like?"
"Well it makes the Bible out to be a bunch of myths. if you can't believe the Bible then you can believe in God because the Bible is the basis for what we know about God"
"Wow" he said. "You have been thinking about this haven't you?"
I nodded. We talked for about an hour or more, passing ideas back and forth. I had to leave but did agree to come back and talk some more the following evening which was a Sunday (there were no evening services at our church). I had to consider if I would or not but decided that I would, even though it would mean missing Young Peoples and the evening service at the Baptist Church. I had actually enjoyed talking with him. Bob had served us some cookies and tea as we talked. Al never moved from where he was sitting and I eventually didn't notice that I was uncomfortable.
Mum was happy that meeting had gone so well, and was pleased that I was going back the following evening. I was actually looking forward the visit. On Sunday afternoon he called me and told me that he wanted pick me up and invite me for supper and make an evening of it. He would bring me home. I figured that he was trying to soften me up so I would not leave the church; I was to find out that he as not trying to 'soften' me up at all, rather the opposite
I thought it was great anyway and quickly agreed. What teenager would turn down a free meal?
When I got into his car about 4:30 that evening he reached out his hand to take mine. "Hi Mike! I'm glad you said yes, Bob has been cooking up a storm all afternoon." He laughed "I love it when we get company for a meal, he loves to cook and show off his skills and we get to eat real good"
I laughed but noticed that he was still holding my hand. He let go and we took off to the manse. As we got out of the car a few minutes later and were walking up the path he put his arm over my shoulder. "I enjoyed our talk yesterday Mike, it is good to talk to someone that has thought things through. And it is refreshing that you are so young and thinking things through to the level you are.
His arm over my shoulder gave me a warm tingling feeling that was not at all unpleasant. It was subconsciously perplexing but I just wasn't sure what was perplexing about it. At any rate I didn't make any attempt to remove his arm and neither did he until we got to the door and he let me into the house ahead of him, his hand now on my lower back guiding me.
The house was filled with a marvellous melange of warm odours coming from the kitchen. Bob looked up at us as we came in and greeted us with a huge grin. "
"Wow it smells great in here" I said
"I hope it is as good as it smells" Bob replied obviously pleased at my comment" It should be ready in about ten minutes, why don't you guys go into the living room"
Al again with his hand on my shoulder guided me into the living room. And over to the chesterfield again where we sat down at an angle facing each other. This time Al was just slightly closer than he was the day before. Close enough that our knees were touching.
"So Mike aside from what we talked about yesterday how are things with you? You have a girl friend? School ok? You play any sports?" He rattled of all three questions one right after the other and then laughed putting his hand on my knee. "I guess I should let you answer huh?"
I laughed too. "Yeah" I looked down at his hand, but he didn't move it.
"Well I guess thing are ok, don't like school much" I replied.
"No sports? Or girl friend?" He asked His hand was still on my knee. I was feeling a little warm now; again it wasn't entirely unpleasant but a bit more perplexing
"No not much into sports" I said moving my leg a bit. He took his hand back
"I wasn't either." He replied.
I sat back just slightly so our knees were not touching anymore. He smiled at me.
He put his hand back on my knee. well a little above my knee. "I'm sorry I'm told that I get too close to people sometime. Bob is always warning me about that, I don't mean to get into your space."
"Uh that's ok "I said not know what else to say
"You're a pretty good looking young man Mike, I love your blue eyes, they are really bright tonight." He suddenly said.
"Oh uh. thanks"
"Your girl friend must tell you that all the time" He looked at me questioningly
"Well I uh . don't really have a girl friend. I have a good friend that is a girl but well we're not really boy friend and girl friend, uh . like we don't kiss or anything" I couldn't believe that I added the last sentence. I blushed and bowed my head with a silly grin on my face.
He laughed and his hand slid up to about mid leg and patted my leg. "That's ok Mike understand. I never could get to that stage either. Never found I wanted to kiss a girl" I looked back up at him
"Me either, I really like Melissa and sometimes think that we might even get married someday but then .well it just doesn't feel right you know?"
He grinned at me "Yeah I know, It's like you should want to but you don't, doesn't make sense does it?"
His hand was still on my leg actually rubbing it gently.
"Do you have any other friends?" He asked
My eyes lit up (so he told me later) "Yeah there is my real good friend Jordie, he is a real nice guy, my best friend"
"Really? A real good friend huh? Do you hang around a lot?"
Just then Bob came in and told us that supper was ready. I looked up as Bob spoke and noticed him glance quickly at Al's hand on my leg. I thought I saw a glimmer of a smile. We both got up and went into the dining room. Bob had put out a spread that could have fed a dozen people. There was a roast chicken and a roast of beef. There was a mountain of mashed potatoes and at least four different vegetables. On the counter I noticed a couple pies and a cake.
"WOW! Are there more people coming?" I said "This looks fantastic!!"
Bob laughed and beamed with pride.
That I ate well that night was an understatement
I was put at one end of the dining table while Bob and Al sat opposite each other on either side of me. Bob had arranged the food basically at one end of the table, while we sat at the other. He served us. The result of the seating arrangement was that one of my legs were frequently throughout the meal was touching either Bob's of Al's. Neither man seemed to object. The first time my knee came in contact with Bob's I said "sorry"
He smiled " Oh don't worry about it .. This table is a little crowded, I guess I should have put the leaf in"
He grinned at me and over at Al who was smiling back.
"So Mike tell me about your friend . Jordie is it? What does he look like?"
I was eager to talk about Jordie because as I look back I was in love with Jordie at the time, I just didn't really realize it. I thought however it was a strange question, 'What does he look like"
Anyway I began to tell them about Jordie. he was about as tall as me and maybe a little heavier. He had thick red hair, and was quite good looking. As I was relating this to them I noticed that there was eye contact between Al and Bob. I also felt occasionally Al, or Bob's leg making contact and then moving up and down slightly against mine. The upshot of it, my describing my friend and their contact I found my self squirming a little in my seat because of a very solid erection that had developed.
"He sounds like a good friend Mike" said Bob touching my arm.
"He is I really like him" I replied
"Almost sounds like you're in love with him" Laughed Al jokingly
I felt the heat suddenly rush up to my face as I realized the way I had gone on about Jordie it probably did sound like that "No.. I . I . Well he is .. He is just a real good friend" I stammered.
Al laughed and took hold of my arm "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to embarrass you. It is ok you know to have boys for friends.most of my friends over the years have been boys and young men" He squeezed my arm.
Bob joined in at this point as well "We find that you can talk about things with other guys that you can't talk about with girls, like things that are happening to your body in guys your age. Do you talk to Jordie about stuff like that?"
I nodded, "well some stuff, like how I need to shave now, like almost every day"
"Yeah and things like sex and what is going on inside you" Al added
Now that really blew me away . He was a Minister! He shouldn't be talking about things like that . I know I blushed deep red as I stared at him.
I shook my head "I don't talk to him about stuff like that.it wouldn't be right, we don't talk about s.sex"
Both men were still lightly holding my arm "Why is it wrong Mike? Sex is a normal process of life, there is nothing wrong or dirty about it." Bob said
"Yes Mike, God built in each of us the need to live sexual lives, like the need to masturbate, it is not sin, it is taking care of sexual needs, that is why you have had wet dreams"
The look on my face at the last sentence I'm sure confirmed to Al that I had at least had wet dream.
"You see Mike each of us needs a friend to talk to about these things and help each other out." He looked over at Bob "Bob and I help each other out," He let that hang
I looked from one to the other. I could feel their legs against mine.
"Mike have you ever masturbated with another man before?" Al asked softly
I shook my head and backed out from the table abit. "Isn't that homosexual?!" I asked rather anxiously
"Well David and Jonathan in the Bible I'm sure did it. They were together you know. They loved each other. David said that he loved Jonathan with a love that exceeded that of a woman."
I couldn't argue that point with him and in my very erect state in the highly sexually charged atmosphere I was in right now I didn't dare stand up to leave.
"It's ok Mike " bob said gently rubbing my arm "This is a good thing that Al is talking about, and we would really like to help you.. to be your friends that you can come to with this. We know what it is like to have these needs and we can help you take care of them"
I was far beyond reason now so that when Bob spoke next . "Al, why don't you take Mike into your office and talk some more while I clean up here". I could not refuse.
Al led the way to his office. We went in and he shut the door, and sat down on the chair by his desk. I sat down in one of the other chairs. His chair was on wheels and he wheeled up to mew so that his knees were touching mine. "Mike. I know this is going a little fast for you but I just want you to know that there is nothing wrong with this. Bob and I just want to help you. Boys your age need someone they can talk to freely about stuff like this and I want you to know that I understand what you are going through" he was leaning forward as he said this with his hand on my leg. I was feeling so extremely hot.
"I.. Uh know. but .." was about all I could come out with. As we had walked to the office I had been able to rearrange my penis to a more comfortable position. It was so very hard, it actually ached
"Mike have you ever done anything with another boy, like showed him yours or touched his.?"
I had to tell the truth so I nodded.
He smiled, "Was it good?"
I nodded again. His hand was gently rubbing up and down my leg, every now and then coming a bit closer to my crotch. My eyes were now fixed on this hand. Cold sweat was trickling down my side from my armpits.
"You see there is nothing wrong with that Mike" he assured me. Did you do anything other than touch each other?"
"No. we just touched sir"
My throat was so dry
"Can I show you something that feels real good?"
"OK" I wasn't sure it was ok but I said "ok"
"Lean back, stretch your legs out, Mike and close your eyes" He instructed
I looked questioningly at him
"Its 'ok " he said softly with a smile "I won't do anything to hurt you, it's alright, there is nothing wrong with what I'm going to do. Ok?"
I closed my eyes and stretched out as he instructed. I felt his hands on the belt of my pants and then I felt his hand pulling down my zipper. The feel of his hand rubbing against my cock through the material of my pants almost made me cum. I know I gasped a little, but I kept my eyes closed.
I heard the door open. My eyes fluttered open to see Bob come in. He grinned at me "It's ok Mike, it's just me" he said with gentle fingers he closed my eyes again.
"Just keep your eyes closed Mike, we're going to have you lie down' on the floor." It was Al's voice
I heard the door open and some chairs being moved as I stood up. I opened my eyes a bit and saw bob putting a chair outside. "There now we have more room" Bob whispered in my ear from behind me. As I stood there, I felt my pants being lowered and removed from me. Then Bob whispered in my ear again "We're just going to make it easier ok Mike?"
As he said that, I felt him unbutton my shirt and then remove it. I was shivering not from cold but nerves. He hugged me close from behind. I felt him caress my chest and gently pinch my nipples. I heard myself moan in spite of myself. I was so highly aroused now that they could have done anything to me.
Al spoke again as Bob continued to hold me from behind. "Mike, I'm just going to lower your shorts now" I felt his hands slide up my legs across my hard leaking rod. His fingers hooked on to the top of my shorts and I felt them being lowered. As my penis sprang loose, both men gasped softly. Bob whispered in my ear. "That is a beautiful penis you have there Mike, it is gorgeous." His hand slid down my belly to take hold of it. I almost collapsed, my knees gave way as I moaned out loud. Bob held me but with Al lowered me to the ground.
All this time my eyes were still closed, I could not believe how good I was feeling. What I was feeling then could not begin to compare to what was about to happen. I lay down on my back. I heard some other noise that could only be the sound of clothes being removed. Now I didn't dare open my eyes.
That was to change. "Ok Mike." I heard Al say. I felt my legs being move apart some and then the touch of skin, someone's knees coming between them. "I'm going to so something that will make you feel like you have never felt before."
I know my cock was standing straight up it was so hard. What I felt next caused my eyes to pop wide open. Something hot and wet enveloped my cock. At first I saw a very naked Bob kneeling at my head, his hands teasing my nipples. As my eyes focused (about a half second passing) toward my member I could only see the top of Al's head , slowly moving down. My hands moving all by themselves reached down as my fingers entangled themselves in his hair, as with a loud groan of the most incredible pleasure my hips pushed up and I released and phenomenal eruption of cum deep into his mouth.
"That's it my boy" Bob said softly "that's it. Wasn't that great?"
OHHHnnnnnnn" was the only response I could make as I nodded my head.
Al continued to suck on me until I had to push on his head to stop. HE looked up with a big smile. "That is what I meant Mike, did you like it?" He stretched himself up on top of me so that we were lying face to face. He kissed me lightly at first and then more firmly. I took his kiss and when I felt his tongue begging entry at my lips I eagerly opened to him. We kissed deeply. There as no hesitation on my part as my hands travelled over his bare back . I could not get close enough to him, I held him tight to me. Then I reached back and looking up motioned of Bob to join us. I didn't know what I wanted him to do, I just didn't want him left out of this. As he manoeuvred himself about I saw his beautiful member coming past me. I reached for it and took it in my hand. Al and I broke off our kiss. I reached up and pulled Bob's face down to mine and kissed him. Then I said to both of them "Thank you for this it is so wonderful"
Both helped me to my feet "I think we should go somewhere more comfortable don't you?" Al said to Bob and me
We gathered our clothes together and they led me upstairs to the bedroom. In the room I turned and kissed Bob as we stood there. Our tongues were quickly sparring together. My cock was starting to recover Bob's was extremely hard and had slide between my legs. It felt so hot there.
Al broke us up long enough to lead us to the bed.
"So Mike when the guys at school talk about their girlfriend giving them a blow job, what I did to you downstairs was a blow job. When they talk about French kissing, that is what you and Bob were just doing."
I smiled at him. " It was incredible Rev. uh Al, I would like to learn how to do that too"
Al looked over at Bob "we thought you might Mike, we hoped you might" He leaned over and kissed me again. I could feel hands touching me all over. I decided to get into the action as well and my hands found both cocks and I was quickly stroking both of them. It was so erotic hearing them gasping and groaning out their pleasure. They now lay back to give me better access. I sat up and got on my knees between them so that I was level with there most erect members. Bob was definitely bigger than both Al and I. Al's looked to be about the same size as mine. Both men were oozing copious amounts of that slippery liquid that comes before the main event.
"So what do I do?" Al sat up on his elbows. "Lick your lips and make them wet. then just go down on Bob. let his cock slide into your mouth. Keep your lips covering your teeth so that you don't hurt him" He instructed.
I looked at Bob who was smiling expectantly up at me. I licked my lips and leaning forward and holding his penis in my hand I let if slide as directed into my mouth. It tasted and smelled so exquisite. I took in as much as I could until I gagged and had to pull back.
"That's ok Mike" bob's had was on the back of my head. "I gag when I go too deep on Al. Just take as much as you can, and move up and down on me. It feels really good, you are doing just fine.
I continued on, sucking and licking and taking his member in my mouth again and again. I must have been doing ok because Bob was groaning and writhing on the bed encouraging me on. I continued on for several minutes. Al and Bob both were telling me that I was doing a great job. I think Al couldn't wait for his turn. At one point I noticed that he was stroking himself. I reached over and stopped him, not letting go of Bob's fantastic rod.
Suddenly I felt Bob's fingers gripping my head as he said "OOOhhnnnnn I'm going to cum!" I knew the moment of truth had come. I have a very active gag reflex. I wasn't sure that I would be able to take his cum. I really wanted to.
Bob tried to pull away but I hung on for grim death shaking my head as Al said "Mike he is going to cum you want to let him go"
Seconds later Bob stiffened up and his hips rose off the bed and I was the recipient of a massive explosion of a warm liquidy gelatinous material. I gagged almost immediately but began to swallow. What struck me most was the feel of the muscles in his penis pulsing as he came . It was awesome. Some of the cum oozed out of my mouth and even a bit came of my nose, but I didn't let go until his cock finally stopped pulsing, as Al had done with me I stretched out on top of him, and we kissed long and deep sharing the cum that was still in my mouth.
After a couple minutes I rolled off Bob and saw that Al was again stroking himself. I tried to stop him saying that I wanted to go down on him too. But he stopped me . he then straddled me just at my waist and said "We are going to do something else. I want to cum all over you my dear Mike."
Bob got off the bed and I saw him coming in behind Al and me. I felt his mouth take my newly hard cock. He made it very wet and then before I realized what had happened Al sat down on it. I felt my cock sliding inside him. I found out later while I was "doing" Bob he has lubricated himself and was ready so that when he sat down I slid in easily. He moved up and down on me, slowly at first but then developed a rhythm and soon I was almost shouting out in erotic pleasure. As he was doing this he was jerking himself. Moments later I called out that I was going to cum. Both men were encouraging me on .. I felt myself releasing another load. as I did, Al released his. I felt his hot cum splattering on my face and chest.
Seconds later he was draped over me and we lay there the three of us in the afterglow that you get with good . real good sex.
In the distance I thought I heard a ringing sound. I must have dozed off because I was awakened by it. Bob got up and answered the phone. I sat up and looked at the clock. It was a quarter of ten!
"Ah Mrs. Randolph, yes how are you?... Mike, yes he is still here the Reverend will be bringing him home shortly. We were having a good visit I guess we forgot the time. Do you wish to talk to Mike? . Ok then he'll be home shortly." Bob put down the phone.
"I guess we have to get you home Mike" he said "but I hope this is not your last visit with us"
"I hope it isn't too" I replied, getting out of the bed. "You probably want to get a little cleaned up" Al said getting up. He led me to the bathroom. I quickly washed up and got dressed.
Bob kissed me before we left the house. We kissed long and deep. "You will come back again won't you?
"I want to Bob, I really do"
In the car Al and I talked some more. "You know Mike, I hope that you will reconsider leaving the church. What we did tonight was good and clean and special. Churches like the Baptist church want to make our friendship dirty. I don't believe that it is dirty I think what you and Bob and I did tonight was very special and I hope that we can continue to be special friends."
"I know Al, I'm glad you guys showed me what we did tonight. You are special friends to me now. I think I will be staying for now. I do have some problems with the New Curriculum though, but I think that I can stay for now."
Mom was not overly pleased with my being out as late as I was but Al came in with me and told here that we had such a good time that we simply forgot the time. He told her also that I was welcome to come over anytime I liked.
That seemed to help and she thanked him for taking an interest in me and helping me. When he was gone I was questioned as expected about what we had done. I told her about the fantastic supper and that we had talked about me leaving the church and that for now I was going to stay. That made Mom very happy and I was finally able to get up to bed.
I slept like a log that night. Completely at peace with myself. Unfortunately the next day when I went to school I was not at peace with my Baptist friends and my "girlfriend" They wanted to know where I had been the night before and why I had missed Young peoples. When I told them that I had been to visit the United Church Minister and that I had decided to stay with the United Church for now they certainly didn't understand. I had planned on continuing to go to Young Peoples but after the reception I received over my decision to stay put at the United Church I stopped going and shortly after my "girl friend " wouldn't see me anymore.
Somehow it really didn't bother me that much because I was having an awakening. With the help of Al and Bob with whom I spent much more time now , I came to terms with something that I couldn't 't even verbalize without having to ask forgiveness from God for speaking that awful word. They helped me come to terms with the fact that I was gay. It was an indescribable freeing experience even though I couldn't tell anyone I felt freed.
It came out of course, I guess I was visiting with Al and Bob too often and Members of the Board of Elders in the church took note. While they could never prove that anything was going on the suspicions were enough for the Board to act and ask for Al to be transferred out. My folks sat me down and asked what was going on between me and the "Reverend" All I would ever admit to them was that he was a good, kind friend, and that he had helped me. My Baptist friends when everything came out drifted away and avoided me after that.
Not long after that Bob and Al moved up to a new church Labrador City, Labrador. I corresponded with them for some time. Al invited me to go visit them but my folks would never agree to it. I went off to college a year later and we lost contact after that. I have often wondered what happened to him. I will always cherish what he did to open up my life to me. They were my first love and that I will never forget.