07/23/2000 WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR
The walls of my apartment were closing in on me. I was restless. I wanted something, but I did not know what it was. I paced around the rooms not knowing what to do. It was a hot night and I was on edge. My whole body was like a tightly wound spring. I could not relax. I had been like this for a few weeks. Normally when I got like this I could find something to take the tension away. This time I could not. At night I would dream or fantasize and after pleasuring myself I was able to relax enough to get some sleep but the feeling always returned the next day. I did not know of any long-term solutions to my dilemma.
I decided I would go for a walk. It was hot and muggy. Maybe there was a refreshing breeze outside, somewhere. Wearing only a tank top and cutoffs, I slipped on my sandals and grabbed my keys. The early evening air provided a little relief from the heat in the apartment. Once out on the sidewalk I turned towards downtown and began walking. The streets were quiet.
As I walked, I felt a little better. The air, although heavy, was helping me to relax. I took deep breaths as I walked. Occasionally I would pass someone else out for a walk. They must not have air conditioning either. I could see in the distance, on the sidewalk, a display of mannequins from one of my favorite stores. I had not been there in a while. I usually went there when I was feeling naughty. I remember when the store opened; it caused quite uproar. It was a sex shop, a fetish wear store. The mannequins out on the sidewalk were dressed in fetish wear. It sure brought a lot of attention to the store. I remember the staff being friendly and into the scene. If you were there just to browse that was cool too. My spirits picked up as I walked towards the store.
The first time I went into the store, I was very nervous; I was always told that girls don't do that sort of thing. I felt very awkward but then I noticed that there were other girls in the store shopping and I realized it wasn't just for dirty old men.
As I got the front of the store, there was a crossdresser out front handing out pamphlets to the passers by. Some accepted them and others shouted verbal abuse at him. He seemed to enjoy that, so he must be a submissive type. He didn't look too bad as a girl either. I smiled as I entered the store. Already I was feeling much better. The cool air felt great. I should have thought about this earlier. Go shopping, all the stores are air-conditioned. When I entered the store, I had to stop. There was so much to look at; I did not want to miss anything. I was fascinated by all the different types of clothing in leather, spandex and everything else in between. The store had expanded since my last visit and now went into the storefront next door. Business must be good. Customers milled about, some were being helped by staff members and others were on their own. Singles and giggling couples, mixed and same sex, everyone was enjoying their visit. I wanted to see it all, so I moved slowly about the store. Near the back, there was a video playing and I stopped to watch. A woman in very high heels, black leather pants and vest, was standing before a girl in a black leather mini skirt and high heels. She was topless. Her young breasts were very perky, and her nipples were erect. I was fascinated. I continued to watch. The older woman circled the young girl, who stood very still; her hands were behind her and were tied together at the wrists with what appeared to be a silk scarf. I felt my stomach flutter. I found this very exciting. The girl watched as the older woman circled her slowly, obviously admiring the shape of the young girl. She stopped in front of the girl, facing her. Raising her right arm from her side, she held a short riding crop in her hand. Using the end of the crop she slid it up the girls' inner leg and used it to raise the front of the girl's leather skirt up. She smiled. The girl did not move. It was obvious the girl wore no panties. The woman let the skirt fall and raised the crop to touch the extended left nipple of the girl. The woman traced around it with the tip of the crop. The nipple grew even longer. The woman stepped towards the girl and with her left hand, she reached out and grabbed a handful of the girls' hair at the back of her head and pulled back. This exposed the girl's neck and the woman leaned forward and kissed the nape of the girl's neck, gently at first and then she used her teeth. I could see her biting and pulling at the girls flesh. I found this strangely exciting. My nipples were growing hard and were visible through my tank Top. Hopefully my wetness was not showing through my cut-offs. People were constantly walking by me to the change rooms as I watched the video. I was fascinated but I didn't want to be seen so turned on by the video so I moved away towards the front of the store. I stood in front of the display case that held the cash register. Inside it were all kinds of different sex toys. I saw a dildo just like mine. I saw others that were huge and wondered how anyone would be able to use something so large. While looking in the case, I overheard a girl that had passed in front of me earlier, while I was watching the video, talking to the sales clerk. She wondered if her special order had come in yet. They must have known her very well because they called her by name, Virginia.
I moved away to another part of the store to look at the high heel shoes and leather goods. I stooped down and squatted as I noticed a pair of black patent high heel shoes. I picked them up and was looking at the size when the girl whose name was Virginia stood beside me. I felt strange in this position with her standing there and I squatting before her, almost in a submissive pose. My eyes traveled up her body as I pretended to be looking at the shoes. She had on heels and a short black skirt along with a scoop neck white T-shirt. Her dark hair hung down loosely past her shoulders. My stomach felt tight as I realized I was admiring the way she looked. I still had not recovered from watching the video and I could feel my wetness between my legs. I averted my gaze from her and she moved away from me. I stood up and bent over to remove my sandal. I wanted to try on the pump. It fit my right foot, so I kicked off my left sandal and slid my foot into the other shoe. I noticed a full length mirror to my left and I walked over to it to see how the shoes looked. The heels were so high that I had to adjust the way I walked. Standing in front of the mirror. I admired the shoes and as my eyes traveled up my body I saw that the high heels made my legs look much longer and forced my butt in and my chest out. It was then that I noticed how erect my nipples were and they were clearly visible through the material of my tank top.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the girl named Virginia moving towards me and as she passed by me she paused and leaned forward and whispered into my ear, " the shoes look great on you and by the look of your nipples, I think you agree". Then she moved on to another part of the store. I stood the embarrassed, not knowing what to do, but I knew she was right. Wearing these shoes and seeing the effect they had on my body was strangely exciting. Moments later I heard Virginia's name called out by the sales clerk that was talking to her before. I quickly removed the shoes and slipped on my sandals and made my way over to the front sales counter. Once again I stood before it, only this time I was pretending to look inside the display case, while I tried to see what Virginia's special order was. There was a mirror on the wall behind the counter and I could see Virginia talking to the sales clerk behind me but I could not make out what she was showing her. I stood up on my tipi toes to get a better view in the mirror behind the counter and I still could not see what it was but she held it in her hand and then she made a slashing motion. She looked in my direction and I felt something lightly rubbing the inside of my thigh. Startled, I settled back down on my feet and turned to face Virginia. As I looked at her, she asked if I had enjoyed it as much as I had enjoyed seeing the woman in the video using it on the girl. Looking down, I saw what appeared to be a black riding crop in her hand. I was dumb founded. I did not know what to say. I just stood there. As Virginia stood before me, she raised the crop again and lightly slid it up my thigh and when she reached the top she applied more pressure and I could fell it begin to arouse me as she moved it back and forth. The whole time this was going on the sales clerk stood and watched. I was so embarrassed, I wanted to run out of the store, but I didn't.
I could tell by the look on Virginia's face that she knew I was unable to move and she increased the pressure on the crop as she rubbed it against me. Suddenly she stopped and stepping towards me, she whispered for me to meet her at the back of the store where the change rooms were and she left. I stood there not able to move and not believing what had just happened. I was powerless. The sales clerk stood there looking at me with a look of disbelief on her face and the heavy eyes of lust. Silently, I moved to the back of the store and as I passed by the change rooms I noticed Virginia standing in the second last one holding the door ajar with the crop. As if in a trance, I slid past her and into the room. It was quite large. Obviously made for more than one person at a time. I turned to face Virginia as she was closing the door and locking it. I stood still as she moved around me and leaned her back against the rear wall of the change room. She stared at me, the whole time she held the riding crop in her right hand and cradled the tip of it in her left hand. Then she spoke to me. She told me she had noticed how much I enjoyed the video that was showing in the store. She liked it too, but for different reasons than I. With that, she lowered the crop to between my legs and once again gently skimmed over my skin as she slid it up my inner thigh. I shuddered. I closed my legs tightly to trap it there, as she applied more pressure to me. Pulling it away, she raised it to my breasts and traced my extended nipples through the material of my tank top. She told me to remove my top and without hesitation I raised my arms and pulled the top over my head and let it fall to the floor. Again she traced my nipples with the tip of the crop. The leather was cool and hard and soft at the same time. My nipples felt as if they would explode. They ached to be touched. I raised my hand to my right breast and Virginia knocked my hand away with the crop. She told me to remove my shorts and step out of them. I did as she asked, thankful that I had trimmed myself this evening. She teased my nipples some more and I must have closed my eyes for when I opened them she had pulled her own low cut top down so that her breasts were exposed. Her nipples were extended too, as if inviting me to pay homage to them! She ordered me to move closer to her and spread my legs a little further apart. I did as she asked. She again tickled my inner thighs with the crop as she traced a path up my inner thigh and used it to separate the lips of my flesh. As she rubbed me, my knees became weak and in what seemed like less than a minute, just as I was about to cum, she stopped. With her one hand, she raised her skirt to reveal to me she was not wearing panties, then she let if fall into place. Virginia lifted the tip of the crop to my lips and I could taste my juices. Pulling the crop from my mouth she began to pinch and pull at her nipples. I wanted so much to kiss and suck them. I stood there watching as she massaged her breasts, her eyes closed. Then she opened them and told me to get on my knees before her. I had to please her first before it would be my turn. I lowered myself to my knees before her and with her one hand she raised her skirt again, exposing herself to me. She grabbed a handful of my hair at the back of my head and pulled my face into her as she opened her legs and thrust herself towards me. Virginia lifted her right leg and placed it over my left shoulder, opening herself up even more for me and also trapping me in her grasp. My face made contact with her and my instincts took over. I had never done this before, but I know what I liked so I started to do the same with her. My hands reached out and grabbed the firm globes of her cheeks as my lips parted and my tongue began to explore her pubic hair and lips. My nose pressed into her and I had trouble breathing. I could smell her arousal and my tongue split her lips and tasted her wetness and flavor for the first time. I could feel my blood racing through my temples and my nipples about to explode. I could feel my own juices start to trickle down my thighs as I used my tongue on her. I explored her everywhere, withdrew and planted soft kisses on her as she begged me to continue. I could feel the crop on my back, firmly trying to persuade me to continue. I did not need any encouragement. I drove my tongue into her and pulled out her juices, swallowing every drop. I teased her bud, licking and sucking around it before I gently nibbled on it and pulled it between my lips. She pulled my face into her even tighter. I slid my thumb through her wetness and then plunged it into her as I continued to use my tongue on her. I could feel her body start to spasm and her breathing began to come in short spurts. My tongue became relentless and she squeezed me so tight as her body convulsed. I continued on until she pushed me away, unable to take any more contact from my tongue. Looked up at her. By the look on her face, I had done my job well. Moments later she regained her composure and authority over me. Standing over me she told me to lie on my back on the floor. I did as I was told and once I was in position, Virginia told me I was allowed to pleasure myself to completion since I had done an excellent job. I felt no embarrassment, my hands went to my breasts and I closed my eyes as my fingers pinched and pulled at my nipples, they ached so badly. I let my right hand graze over my skin as it made its way down to between my legs. Opening my eyes I could see Virginia standing over me watching. The fingers of my right hand traced through my pubic hair, the tips of my fingers began to rub and circle. I heard myself moan and I closed my eyes again. There was a knock at the door, I opened my eyes and without hesitation, Virginia stepped over to it, unlocked it and opened it. The sales clerk stood there staring at me and what I was doing. Virginia moved out of the way so the clerk had an unobstructed view of me. I continued, I was not going to stop now. I saw the heavy look in her eyes, the same one I had seen earlier. Virginia asked her if the package was ready and the girl said it was and she handed a shoebox over to Virginia. Virginia asked the girl if she would like to come in and without even answering, she stepped through the door and Virginia closed it behind her. Virginia introduced her to me as Lisa. I was in such a state I didn't even stop. I could hear Virginia ask Lisa if she would like to help me and Lisa blankly nodded yes. With that she got down before me on her hands and knees and pulled my legs apart. In no time she was lapping away. I could tell she had done this before. Her tongue and lips knew exactly what to do. My body began to shake deep within itself and the spasm started and grew in strength. This girl sure knew what she was doing. They were so intense, I wanted her to stop but I wanted her to continue. I exploded I don't know how many times until I could take no more. Lisa seemed to sense this and gradually slowed down until she lay there with her head on my tummy. As I came down I realized I was now totally relaxed. This is what I needed. Virginia broke the silence. She told us to get up; we had to leave the change room. Lisa got up and was gone before I could thank her and I just got dressed when Virginia opened the door and I followed her out. As I walked by the video monitor I took a quick glance and there was the image of me on my knees before Virginia with my face buried under her skirt. I was now another episode at the store and I didn't care. Virginia stopped at the front counter and talked to another clerk who nodded as she handed me the shoebox. I looked at her and she said, "we are going to my place". Out the store she went. I followed.
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