This is the fictional memoir of a gay man, told in the first person. Some of the stories in this series are based on actual experiences, usually embellished a lot, as well as completely fictional ones. They depict sex between consenting adult males. If this offends you, do not read them. These are my stories. Please respect the copyright. If you enjoy them, let me know at johntheartist@hotmail.com. Please Contribute to Nifty.org and keep this wonderful resource going!
This is the third in a series of books that began with C'est La Vie! (1970-1997), and continued with One Thousand Men (1998). Th stories in this book start in 1999 and continue to the present. I hope you like them!
What A Life! 7
2003, Cock Robin 4
Jason's and my sex had been an intense three hours or so, and so we had fallen asleep a little after eleven. I woke at my usual 6:30 am, fully rested and ready for the adventures of a new day. Jason was still snoring lightly as I went to the bathroom and showered.
When I returned with a towel around me, he rolled over and said, "Good morning, Mary Sunshine. Can you make some coffee while I shower?"
"I'm on," I replied, and got the coffee going before getting dressed. I also got a $100 bill out of my wallet and stuffed it into a pocket in Jason's shorts, sticking out enough so that he couldn't miss it.
My cock stirred in my shorts as he came back into the room wrapped in a towel, his smooth chest glistening in the light, his hair wet, scraggly and altogether sexy and alluring. I poured him a cup of coffee.
"Cream and sugar?" I asked.
"Black," he answered and took it from me. "This hits the spot," he said. "Did you sleep well?" he asked.
"Like the proverbial log," I said, "except that I got up to pee and took off our cock rings. You sleep well?"
"I wondered where it went," he said. "Slept like a baby. Making love with you was really satisfying!"
We sipped our coffee. "The breakfast buffet opens at eight," I said.
"Well that gives us just enough timeÉ." he said, coming over and cupping my cock in my shorts with his hand as he pulled me into a kiss.
As we kissed, he unbuttoned my waist, unzipped me, pushed my shorts to the floor and pushed me into sitting on the edge of the bed. He whipped off his towel, and his erection slapped up against his belly before coming to rest at its usual angle pointing north.
He knelt in front of me and started to mouth me through my briefs, making them soaking wet with his spit. No matter; I had packed plenty. I leaned back on my elbows so that I had more leverage to thrust up to meet his mouth. His hands moved up to caress my abs and chest as he mouthed my cock.
He then hooked his fingers in my waist-band and pulled my briefs down and off my legs. "We're both equal now," he joked as his mouth plunged down the full length of my cock. For the next fifteen minutes he worked my cock with his skillful mouth, bringing me close, backing off, bringing me close again, backing off and edging me with his mouth and hand. All the while his other hand was working his own cock.
Finally I said, "I can't hold it much longer," and he plunged his mouth down and did amazing things with his cheeks, throat and tongue, sending me over the edge and pumping my load into his eager mouth.
He looked up, smiled and kissed me, sharing my cum with me.
Then, he stood up, slowly stroking his cock in front of my face, his eyes closed. I kept my eyes on that amazing piece of meat, waiting in anticipation.
"Fuck, here it comes," he said in a low voice and I opened my mouth, wrapped it around his cock and sucked and tongued him as he shot his load into my mouth. When he was done he bent down and I shared his own cum in a long, wet kiss.
He sat on the edge of the bed, and we kissed once more, then finished our coffee.
He got up to get dressed, started pulling on his shorts, and pulled out the $100 bill, saying "What's this, John?"
"Well, Jason," I said, "we had a fantastic time together last night and I really loved your company, your unbelievable cock, your mouth, your ass, your whole body, everything that gave me so much pleasure. The sex would have been fantastic if we had just met and hooked up but I felt that you not only made me feel like a boyfriend but that you were unbelievably professional. I know your arrangement with Paul. You are a pro and that bill is my small recognition that you are a consummate one. I know that Paul has paid you for a, quote, `all-inclusive' week, but I really want to contribute too. I hope you don't take it the wrong way. And, by the way, if I were to pick you up in a Chicago bar like any other guy, I wouldn't think of paying you. You understand, don't you?"
"Yes, of course," he said, "thank you. You're very generous."
"Let's get dressed and get breakfast," I said, and we finished dressing and headed out to the breakfast buffet.
At the buffet, we met Robin and Paul who, like us, had spent several hours enjoying each other's bodies and then fallen into deep sleep, waking early like we did. As we ate, several other couples and single men showed up for the buffet and we looked each other over. The "boys", of course, were the subjects of many furtive looks and outright stares, but it was clear that they were both used to that. The 30-something couple from the hot tub were there and they nodded in recognition. There were a few other attractive men, some barely out of their twenties, and, of course, a lot in their 50 and 60s. I think Robin may have thought he had died and gone to heaven, what with all the daddies around. Jason was eyeing some of the younger guys. I think we were all thinking about what could happen later in the day, but none of us was ready for anonymous encounters with other men right now.
"I saw a flier for a company offering kayak tours of the islands," I said. "Anyone up for that?"
"I'm on!" said Robin instantly.
"Yeah, that would be cool," said Paul. "What about you, Jason?"
"I think I'll just hang by the pool with a book," he answered.
"War and Peace?" joked Robin.
"Well, actually Crime and Punishment," Jason answered, seriously. "I'm about half-way through it."
"I'll make some reservations," I said and went to the lobby to get a copy of the kayak flier.
The morning was a beautiful paddle around some small mangrove islands filled with birds, colorful snails, small crabs and other wildlife. If we sat still for a bit, the mangroves just seemed to come to life with all the native creatures. Our guide knew all the names of what we were seeing and was knowledgeable about the ecology of the habitat.
Our paddle was followed by a nice lunch alfresco at a stylish cafŽ in town, with a couple of glasses of a lovely Tavel rosŽ. When we got back to the resort, Robin and I were drowsy from the sun and the wine and lay down together to kiss and cuddle and take a nap for an hour. Before dozing off Robin said, "Thank you, John, for this trip. I'm having so much fun and don't think I will be able to do something like this again for the next few years while I'm in med school and doing a residency. My night with Paul was lots of fun, though you're way better in bed. But I must say I'm looking forward to some encounters with some of the other daddies I'm seeing."
"Variety is the spice of life," I quipped. "I'm just happy that you could come with me."
After our nap, we got on our swimsuits and headed out to the pool. Getting them on, I said "Let's put on our cock rings, just in caseÉ." and we got them out and slipped them on. Paul and Jason were nowhere to be seen but the 30-something couple were in chaises on the far side and there were a few other singles and couples lying in the sun and swimming.
After lying in the sun for about a half-hour and a quick dip, I said to Robin, "Why don't we check out the video lounge and the cubicles and see if there is anything going on?"
"Sure," he said without hesitation, and jumped up to head off in that direction.
We sat in the video room watching some hot porn, doing a little making out and rubbing each other's erections through our swimsuits. In a couple of minutes after we got there, the 30-something couple showed up and sat near us, watching the screen. They whispered something to each other, and both got up to come over to where we were sitting. Together they knelt in front of us and leaned over to start nibbling our cocks through our swimsuits.
I leaned forward and whispered to my partner, "Why don't you take it off and taste it?"
He smiled up at me, pulled the drawstring on my swimsuit open, hooked his fingers in my waist-band and pulled my suit over my hard cock. Seeing what he was doing, his partner did the same thing with Robin. Both guys pulled our suits off our legs, and both of them plunged their hungry lips down on our cocks at the same time, licking, slurping, twisting on the descent or ascent. They--or at least my partner--were pretty talented cocksuckers. Robin was enjoying every second: being sucked is almost his favorite thing next to being fucked. They brought us close to cumming a couple of times over the next ten minutes or so.
"Thanks, I liked that," I said to the man sucking my cock as I brought his face up to kiss me, "but I want to save the best for a nice warm ass in the maze or sling.
"Thanks, man, I'll catch you later," he said, smiling. "I'd love to feel that hot cock of yours while I ride you."
His partner broke off sucking Robin and I said to him, "Let's check out the maze and some cubicles." He nodded his assent and got up to join me.
"See you guys later," I said to the 30-somethings and we headed off into the corridor to the roomettes and maze.
Some of the cubicles were empty, and a couple of them had couples having sex with the doors open, probably invitations to some group action. A few had closed doors and moans on the other side gave a clue to what was happening there. It was just like the baths!
Toward the end of the hall was a room with the floor covered in vinyl wrestling mats, and toward the other side was a naked couple in their early 40s, slowly stroking their cocks. Their eyes flashed an invitation at us and we went over to them.
One of them was a beefier guy with a furry chest and legs, and a nice fat six-inch cock Ð Robin's type. Robin lay down next to him, took his cock in his hand and started kissing and slowly stroking him. I think the guy thought his best gay dream had come true. The other man was lean and smooth, with great pecs and the washboard abs of a much younger man Ð definitely my type. I lay down next to him and copied what Robin was doing.
In short order we were rolling around, humping one another. The two of them acting in unison, worked their way down our chests and abs to our hard cocks, plunging their eager mouths down as far as they could go. My partner finally managed to get mine all the way in but gagged just a little. Robin's partner could only go about half way down his big thick cock.
We took turns being sucked and sucking them, switching into a sixty-nine for ten minutes or so. Finally, Robin said to his partner, "I want to ride your cock, and have your friend come into me at the same time."
His partner looked like he had died and gone to heaven. He flipped onto his back and Robin straddled him, taking one of the condoms from a small pile on the mat next to him ripping it open and rolling it down on his fat cock. He then reached over to the bottle of lube lying near him on the mat, squeezed out a generous dollop on his hand and lubed up his partner's penis and his own puckered hole. He reached around and grabbed the sheathed cock and guided it to his waiting hole, settling back on it with a satisfied sigh as he bottomed out.
He slowly started to ride up and down as the other man came around and stood in front of him, getting Robin to suck his cock as he rode his friend's fat cock. He bent over to kiss Robin and Robin reached out for another condom, opened it and rolled it down on his slightly slimmer seven-inch cock. He lubed him up and said, "Come around behind. I'll bend forward so you can get your cock in my hole too."
The other man did as he was told and Robin reached around to guide him to his already-full love tunnel. The second man slowly pushed his way in, eliciting deep moans from both Robin and his partner. When he was all the way in, he put his hands under Robin's arms and cupped his pecs, kissing his neck and ears as Robin resumed his ride, this time with two cocks inside him. I knew this was not a first for Robin: two cocks is a common goal of all devoted bottoms, I think, and I had even done it a few times in my career of gay sex.
I didn't want to be left out, and I straddled the man lying on the mat so that my cock was over his mouth and I was facing Robin. As Robin worked the two cocks in his ass, his first partner sucked my cock, mouthed my balls and tongued my ass. Robin and I kissed, tongues wrestling together.
I don't think anyone wanted to stop, but in a few minutes both of Robin's partners climaxed within a minute of each other. Before they could withdraw from his ass, I leaned forward and took Robin's big cock in my mouth and in a few seconds brought him to completion. Finally, I jacked my own cock for a few more seconds, aiming it at the mouth of the guy lying on the mat, and came in his mouth before resuming kissing Robin again.
When we were all done, we disengaged, and introduced ourselves. The other men, Jed and Aaron, were here separately, Jed from Atlanta and Aaron from Omaha. They had just arrived earlier in the day, and our session had quickly followed their own fuck by a few minutes. They were first-timers at the resort and their first afternoon had definitely surpassed their expectations. We all parted with the usual "Catch you later."
Robin and I headed out again to the pool and flopped down in a couple of chaises. Paul and Jason showed up about a half-hour later and took the chaises on either side of us. "How's your afternoon been?" I asked them.
Paul said, "Well, I met this young guy who was here on a day-pass. He said he was 19 but he looked about 16 and he was really hot: smooth, nice muscles, big fresh cock, but not as big as Jason'sÉ." and he winked at Jason, "É.and we spent the afternoon fucking each other. We did each other twice while watching porn in my room, basically imitating what the porn actors were doing."
"What about you Jason?" I asked.
"I met this couple in their early 50s from Seattle. They had both been testedÑnegative--just before coming here, and I showed them my test results too, so we spent the afternoon bare-backing. They're over thereÉ." he said, nodding his head to an attractive couple at the other side of the pool, "É.and they took turns riding my cock for a while, and then I fucked each of them on their backs while the other one got down and sucked his friend's cock. A good time was had by all!"
"Hmmm," I said, smiling, and I related the experiences that Robin and I had had. "I was hoping we could all play together this evening in our room though I need some dinner to get recharged. Would you be up for a hot foursome?"
"Well, yeah" Paul said enthusiastically, "but a re-charge would be good."
"We can stay here for the cocktails and buffet," I said, "but I am in the mood for a good steak instead. Would you be up for that? I know a great steakhouse."
"That would be great," said Paul, "what about you, Jason?"
"I'm in," Jason said.
"Me too," said Robin.
"OK," I said, "I'll make reservations. Back in a sec," and I went into our room to get my cell phone and call. "Dinner is at 7:30," I said when I got back. "Attire is not formal, but it's not swim suits either. Let's meet at the lobby at 7:15 and I'll have a cab waiting."
Robin and I went back to our room and read for a while and then watched the evening news before taking showers and cleaning ourselves both inside and out, then getting dressed in some reasonably stylish casual-wear for dinner and heading out to the lobby.
At dinner, we had a lively conversation about politics, some of the travel we had done, Robin told his story of growing up in Uganda and coming to the states, Jason told us about his plans for a fitness and training center, and I talked about my career as an artist. It turned out that Paul, who was quite well-to-do, had a collection of some young Chicago artists, many of whom I knew in person or by reputation. I gave him the URL of my website and told him to take a look and let me know what he thought.
Dinner had started with a couple of Manhattans each, and a bottle of red wine with our steaks. The food was great, and we were slightly buzzed, full, and ready for some fun. Paul and I split the check and we got a cab back to the resort and headed to Robins' and my room.
"So what do you guys want to do?" Paul asked when we were in the room and I was passing around glasses of a nice cognac that I had picked up the day before.
"I'd love to see Jason and Robin put on a show for us," I said.
"Yeah," Paul piped in, "and then who knows what?" he continued with a wicked smile.
I said, "Robin and Jason, why don't you guys get started? Paul, you and I can sit in the love seat an watch, OK?"
Jason took Robin by the hand and led him over to the side of the bed. He put his arms around him and pulled him into a kiss, first soft and gentle, and then, gradually, more and more urgent and passionate. I could see why he was so successful as an escort. He really put himself into making his partner think he was really loving him. While he kissed him, he gently unbuttoned his shirt and eased it off over his shoulders. As they kissed, he ran his hands over Robin's smooth skin, feeling the strong hard muscles beneath the silky surface. He broke off the kiss for a moment, backing away from Robin to look at him and whispering--just loud enough so that we could hear--"Your skin is so fucking beautiful," he said, "like a living statue. I want to feel and caress every inch of you," and they went back to kissing again while, this time, Robin pulled Jason's polo from his pants and pushed his hands under it to feel Jason's beautiful, muscled body. He pushed the polo shirt up over his head. His hands explored Jason's smooth skin and settled on his prominent nipples, working them between his thumbs and forefingers as they kissed and Jason moaned softly in response to the stimulation.
Paul and I were very stimulated by the show in front of us, like a live porn movie, with two incredibly sexy actors. Our cocks were stiff in our chinos, making a hard ridge from our crotches up toward one hip, confined by our briefs. I reached over and rubbed his through his pants and he did the same to me.
Meanwhile, the boys were now bare-chested and a beautiful sight that was. I had never tired of seeing Robin naked or partially so, his skin and physique were so gorgeous. I had done many drawings and a few paintings of him over the past couple of months, in between my regular work which was quite different. And Jason was a picture of young manhood in its prime.
Robin turned around as Jason ran his hands up and down his torso. He ground his ass into Jason's crotch, where Jason's pants could not conceal the huge erection of his excited penis. He kissed Robin's neck and ears and nuzzled him as Robin turned his head so that they could kiss. Jason lowered his hands and unbuckled Robin's belt, pulling it out and dropping it on the floor. Then he unbuttoned and unzipped his pants so that he could slip his hand in and caress Robin's big cock as it strained against the confinement of his underpants. Robin kicked off his shoes, pushed his pants over his hips, they fell to the floor and he stepped out of them. He was in his beautiful muscled glory: his ebony skin picking up bright highlights from the dim lighting in the room. He turned back to Jason and pulled him into a deep kiss.
Next, Robin fell to his knees in front of Jason, and undid his belt, button and zipper, pushing his pants down and helping him out of his shoes and socks. Jason, like Robin, stood in only his briefs--short, square-cut red ones with white trim--his huge cock straining the fabric and the head visible as it pulled the elastic away from his waist.
Robin pulled Jason's waist-band over his hard cock and pulled this briefs to the floor so he was completely naked. He held Jason's big cock and kissed the tip, before standing up in front of him and shedding his own briefs so that they were now both naked. God! what a beautiful sight those two young men presented us. Paul and I quickly shed our own clothing and settled back on the love seat to watch the rest of the show.
Robin lay on the bed, opening his arms to welcome Jason into them. Jason complied and lay down on Robin, his big thighs straddling Robin's. Robin hooked his arms under Jason's to grab his strong shoulders and pull him chest-to-chest as they resumed kissing. Their hips ground together, dry-fucking each other as their passion built.
I now had my hand on Paul's fat cock, and he had mine in his hand and we were stroking each other as we watched the show. I could feel Paul's pre-cum flooding out of his cock as worked him, making a natural lubricant.
Jason worked his way down Robin's chest and abs, mouthing each hill and valley, working his way around his throbbing cock to his meaty black thighs and up to his lovely big balls. He sucked his balls into his mouth one by one-0-they were too big to do both together--and then turned his attention to his penis proper.
He kissed and licked his way up Robin's prodigious, curving cock until he arrived at the tip, which he kissed and licked lightly, teasing Robin who couldn't wait to feel Jason's lips start to work their magic on him.
Robin moaned loudly and said "Please go for it baby, make love to my big black cock," and Jason slipped his lips over the tip and slowly descended its length as far as he could go. He worked on Robin with his considerable skill, and though he was a real pro, I think that my cock-work might have been better: more practice with what Robin liked, I guess. Nevertheless, Robin was really enjoying Jason's cock-sucking and Jason brought him close to cumming several times, taking breaks to caress his chest or legs or to come up and kiss him some more.
"I want you inside me," we heard Robin softly say in Jason's ear.
"How do you want it baby?" Jason asked.
"On my back, so you can go really deep and I can see all of you, and we can kiss," Robin said.
Jason move down once again toward Robin's hard cock, but passed it by, instead, rolling Robin back onto his shoulders so that he had access to his ass, and he started to eat and lick his ass, probing his hole with his tongue, probing him with a finger, then two, then three, opening him up and getting him ready for his big cock.
Now, I know that Robin never had any trouble taking a big cock straight on but nevertheless, he loved getting rimmed and stretched, so he was happy to go along with the program. As Jason worked on Robin, I was not only stroking Paul's cock, but I was working down to his hole, caressing it, and working a finger in, getting him ready for what I had in mind in a few minutes.
We had all inspected each other's HIV test certificates earlier in the day, so we knew there was no reason to play safe now. Bare-backing was OK.
Jason lowered Robin's legs and knelt between them, reaching over for the lube bottle on the bedside table and lubing his big cock and Robin's ass. He leaned forward, Robin's meaty thighs spread and pulled up. Robin reached a hand around and guided Jason to his hole. Jason pushed inside, Robin pushing back at him, putting his hands around his shoulders and pulling him into a deep kiss as Jason's huge cock slowly disappeared completely into Robin's body.
They held it there for a little while as they kissed. "Shit, that's hot," Paul whispered to me.
"How about you ride me while we watch?" I said.
"Fuck, yeah," Paul said, as he got up from the loveseat, took a couple of steps to the lube bottle, and lubed up his ass and my cock. He turned around, grabbed my cock and guided it to his hole as he impaled himself on me, with his back to me.
As Jason slowly slid in an out of Robin and then gradually sped up, and Robin locked his ankles around Jason's waist, Paul worked himself up and down on my hard cock, moaning, "Oh fuck yeah, John this is so fucking hot."
Jason sped up even more and locked lips with Robin and then whispered loudly, "I'm cumming, babyÉ." as he shot into Robin's ass. I thrust up three more times into Paul and unloaded right after Jason. Robin pulled Jason into a deep kiss and I turned Paul's face toward me and did the same.
When Jason withdrew his big cock, he moved down to take Robin's cock once again into his mouth and shortly brought him to climax. Likewise, Paul raised himself off my cock, turned around and I plunged my mouth down on his hard cock, bringing him to climax in just a few strokes of my lips.
When we were all done, we sat around for the next hour or so, drinking my cognac, and regaling each other with stories of some of our sexual exploits. It was a lot of fun, but Robin and I were tired and it was time to call it quits for the evening. Paul and Jason got dressed again and headed to their own room. Robin and I kissed and cuddled and fell into a satisfying sleep.
The rest of the week was occupied with some more sailing, kayaking, a day fishing, and lots of sexual encounters: me with mostly younger men, Robin feasting on his daddies, several three- and four-ways and a big orgy one night that spilled out of the video room into the pool and hot tub.
Back in Philly, Robin and I only had a couple of days of passionate love before he had to go spend a week with his family in New York, then head to San Francisco for medical school. I did see him a few times over vacations and during his summers after our summer together but we were too far apart, and both too busy with our own schedules to make a relationship work.
As the years went by, Robin found a partner--another gay doctor--and they were married. He asked me to be one of his groomsmen and I was honored to do that. We have stayed in touch and get together when he comes to New York to visit his parents or when I can get to Denver, where he settled to accept a position as head neurosurgeon at a big hospital. He and his partner have adopted a couple of black kids and their family seems to be happy and prospering. My life is too. I wish them all every happiness and look forward to seeing them as the years go by and their kids grow to adulthood.
I will always remember our vacation and the fantastic sex we had together: both physically satisfying but also an expression of our love for each other.