This is a letter I wrote to a friend while I was living abroad. I really started to open myself up to new possibilities and am trying to understand my sexuality. Anyway, I hope you like it. If you're too young or if stories with gay/bisexual activities are not your thing, please find something else to read. I welcome comments/emails at questioningbeing@yahoo.com
Hey Man,
I had a very interesting dream last night and I thought I would tell you about it. It was very erotic. I can't remember every detail perfectly, but I will try to fill in the gaps. I know it doesn't make a ton of sense, but it's a dream after all! ;)
I was on another trip, traveling around in a strange place I'd never been. I remember being out and touring around and it was raining really bad. I was soaking wet while trying to find a place to stay. After a lot of searching, I did find a hostel that was taking people, but they were so busy people were sharing rooms and even beds. I had to share a bed with a guy who I had recently met, and due to the torrential downpour we both soaked, so all our clothes were hanging up to dry. Being naked in a bed with another man was difficult for me. I remember feeling conflicted and confused. I even have to admit to myself that I was very turned on, to the point that I had to will myself not to become erect. I don't even know this guy, so what would he think it I was pitching a tent under the blanket we are sharing?
So I was on my side of the bed lying on my side, so that my back was to my companion. He reached over to the bedside table which was on my side and while doing so his penis slapped against my butt. The feel of his heavy half hard cock slapping against my ass so unnerved me that I tried to roll away and rolled right off the bed! I took the blankets with me as well, leaving him surprised and sitting on the bed completely uncovered. I blushed and apologized, and hopped back up on the bed.
He was fully hard when I jumped back on the bed, which I noticed because his cock is so big and hard. He had rock hard abs and piercing eyes too.
"Man!" I thought to myself "He is so big and strong and hot!".
I thought that I took this all in quickly and discreetly, but I was staring at him. Now I am a bit fuzzy on exactly what happened next, but I think he said something about me liking what I saw and I mumbled something lame in response.
So then he starts stroking his cock while looking deeply into my eyes. My blood is just pounding in my ears now, and my face is beet red. He reaches out with his hand and starts pulling on the back of my head, pulling me down face to face with his meaty prick. I think to myself that I have to pull away, but I don't. My rock hard cock (when did I get hard?) has given me away, he knows that I want to do it. What am I doing? I shouldn't do this, it is perverse and wrong. But I can't deny that my mouth is literally watering.
I tell him I am too scared to put it in my mouth, but I will stroke him if he wants. He puts his hands behind his head and stares at me so cockily and says go ahead. I have jerked my own dick about a million times, but the feeling of touching another man's dick is just so exciting and different, it is hard to explain. I can't believe I am doing this but at the same time I have wanted and wished for this for so long.
I tentatively reached out and wrapped my fingers around his throbbing member. I slowly work my hand up and down, with some squeezing pressure, but not too much.
"You're a first timer aren't you?" he asks me.
"Umm, yeah, I guess." I stupidly mumble.
I can't even look him in the eyes when I'm talking. I'm just staring straight at his cock and balls.
So I start stroking his dick, slowly at first and twisting my hand when I get to the mushroom tip. Fuck this is so hot. I am so horny I feel totally light headed. I spit on my hand to add some lubricant. This is so fun. So I start to jerk it a bit faster, milking his cock now. Without knowing exactly what he likes, I start alternating my rhythm, just like I do when I'm tugging my own dick. I am so hot I can't keep my hands off myself. I sit up and move closer to him, bringing my dick into contact with his. The feeling is just electric. I take both our cocks in hand and bring the two together. Now with both hands I start jerking our dicks in unison.
What a sight! I feel like I have been waiting my whole life for this. Oh man, I can't hold back, after only a few seconds I am shooting my cum all over the place, making a huge mess. His cock and balls are slippery and soaked with my stuff. Aw, it is so dirty.
I have lost all control of myself now, I get my face down into his crotch and start lapping my cum up like a puppy. He starts calling me nasty names, and I love it. I am a dirty slut and a little whore. I want to be his slut so badly. I would give him anything.
"Dick licker, cock sucker, faggot" and on and on. I pull his big fat dick into my mouth, man it seems even bigger when it is inside my mouth. I can feel my jaws and cheeks stretching to accommodate his fat cock. I try to move my head up and down but I am obviously a rookie and I am awkward. I scrape his dick accidentally with my teeth, but he is well past the point of caring. He grabs the back of my head and pulls me all the way down and tells me to swallow his cum. How can I do it? I don't even know his name! But I want it so bad. Oh, I am trying not to gag, it is too far into my throat! He won't let go of my head. I can feel him shooting his dirty cum into my mouth and throat. I gulp and try to swallow it all, but the taste is strange and I am suddenly feeling ashamed of myself. He doesn't care though, he doesn't ask me how I'm feeling. My sexy stud pulls me even further onto his dick and continues to curse and grunt at me. I am a little cock sucking bitch. I love it.
That's about it man. I am so fucking horny it is ridiculous. It was awesome having such an erotic dream but it made me so frustrated because it was only a dream!!! Someday hopefully this will be a real experience.