Well, it's deer season here in Wisconsin and all the real men are off sitting in deer stands in the woods. I think of my boyfriends all off satisfying this male lust for carnage, dressed in camouflage and waiting. I do hope they're daydreaming about me with a hard on, and the way that I make their cocks feel ever so good. I suppose when they get back they will be full of cum for me. I certainly hope so!
So here I sit at my computer, dressed in the prettiest of outfits! For those of you that haven't read my stories, let me tell you a little bit about myself...
I have been dressing since just a boy, being raised by a cross dressing father who in his drive to express himself whenever he and I were alone in the house, only piqued my curiosity and turned me from a sweet boy to accepting my own inferiorities when it came to being male. I knew I was different right from the start, and the pleasure, the peace I found with a real man's cock in my mouth only led to men using my tight little hole as a pussy. I always held out hope that when finally faced with making love to a girl that I would somehow be "normal" but when that fateful day came I couldn't do it - the thought of being aggressive and male and satisfying a woman with my little peeny - well it was quite humiliating when I could not, did not, want to perform in a manly way with this girl. My talents were elsewhere...I became addicted to cock and cum! My need to cross dress and my need to service men of course came together one hot fateful day and I've never looked back. I've dressed fully for several years now, and the men I service as regular lovers only see me as Victoria, and I am their special girl.
Anyway, enough about memory lane...you probably want to hear about my outfit!
Well today I am wearing the sexiest black leather miniskirt, a very pretty teal colored silk blouse, and a black chunky necklace and matching dangly earrings. My shoulder length blonde wig is styled very prettily and my makeup is flawless after years of practice. I like to look like a real woman - you know what I mean...not painted up like some cheap whore with garish lipstick. I have found that my skin tone reacts beautifully to lip and eyelid colors in rose, and shades of soft purples.
As for lingerie - well underneath this pretty outfit I am wearing a black satin and lace bustier, matching panties and black hose. Since I have been taking all natural beast hormones for a few years I only need the slightest of silicone inserts in my cups to fill them out quite naturally.
The reason for my writing today though, is to share with you an incredibly exciting experience I had with two men last week.
I was very lucky a few weeks ago to make a wonderful discovery when cruising through a resale shop. I've found some amazing clothes there!
There on a rack of dresses was a floor length gown! In my size! I thought it must be a prom dress or perhaps a bridesmaid dress, whatever it's original use it was mine now, and I excitedly purchased it and headed home with it to try it on. I was so pleased when I got home to find that it fit perfectly!
The gown is stunning! It is a lavender color and has thin spaghetti straps. The bodice is embroidered silk and the skirt is of the same material, but covered with soft chiffon! I love the way the dress rustles as I walk and the feeling of the soft fabric on my pretty shaved legs!
I received phone calls from two of my regular lovers a few days later. Both of them are supposedly straight married guys but they can't get enough of me. They were horny and wanted to stop over to have some fun. I have gotten into three ways with these two guys a few times before and it was always a hot time, so I set up a meeting for the afternoon.
I prepared for my date with a full body shave, a thorough douche and a bubble bath, followed by sweet scented lotion. I applied my makeup, trying to look like a blushing prom date. I put on a pretty strapless white bustier, matching lace panties, and attached sheer stockings. I slid on my white patent leather heels and then slipped into my lovely gown. A white pearl necklace, dangly pearl earrings and a pearl bracelet completed my look. My blonde shoulder length wig was combed just right, to allow my earrings to show, and it fell gently on my shoulders.
I felt very pretty, and couldn't wait to surprise my men!
The first to arrive was Ron. Ron is a tall man, very butch, with a short beard. He arrived wearing camouflage-hunting gear - I guess he was out hunting geese or something. He commented how pretty I looked and came tight up to me and started kissing me. He pulled me close and his hands were all over me. As I kissed him I felt the front of his pants and his cock was hard as a rock. I sighed, and he pushed his tongue deeper into my mouth as I melted in his arms.
I felt so pretty, so feminine and submissive!
The door opened and John walked in. He smiled at seeing me in his buddy's arms and he walked right up and joined us. John kissed me and then we all took turns kissing each other as the guys stripped down naked.
There I was, all dressed up in my fabulous gown, with two horny naked men all over me!
I was forced to my knees where I pleasured both their cocks. I looked up to see the two men kissing as I went back and forth, taking turns sucking each cock. Ron's cock is much bigger, but John's is also very suckworthy! I took the heads of both cocks into my mouth at the same time and this really turned them on, me sucking them both at the same time!
They pulled me up. John undid the zipper at the back of my dress and he slipped the thin spaghetti straps off my shoulders and pushed aside the cups of my bustier, exposing my breasts.
Each man then took a breast in their mouth and started kissing and sucking them. Then they began to bite. I do love a man nibbling on my nipples, it makes me so excited and I love the helpless feeling! They each worked on their respective breast as I moaned and held each throbbing erection in my warm soft hands, gently stroking their cocks, and yes, their balls. Ron is shaved down below, which really excites me! I could feel both cocks beginning to leak.
The guys helped me out of my gown and led me to the bed. I was relieved because I did not want semen stains on my gown! They each lay down and I got between their legs, where every dutiful sissy belongs, and resumed sucking them. I could feel each getting close and then pulling my hungry mouth off their cocks to prolong their climax.
After a bit Ron got up and positioned me so that I was on all fours above John. I licked and sucked his yummy cock as Ron got behind me and started to eat my hot boypussy, licking as well my smooth shaved little clit and balls. His tongue was driving me crazy, and then I felt a lubed finger enter my hole. My ass has a mind of it's own these days, and it was really opening up for him, and wanting something bigger, something deeper inside was making me crazy!
I suddenly felt the head of Ron's delicious 8-inch cock push at my tender hole. Ooh, it felt so nice even though I knew it would hurt when he forced his way inside me. I spread my legs and my hole as wide as possible to make it easier for his cock to breed me.
That's what I am folks - a tool to be used by real men, to open myself up to them and to show them the respect they and their cocks deserve. The satisfaction I receive from being submissive to them is entirely internal - I get "girly orgasms" inside sometimes when I'm really into a guy, and getting off myself is something I'm never concerned about when I'm with them. I am Victoria, a girl, and girls don't get erections. They get cum in their tummies.
Ron pushed his cock inside and I just kept on sucking John's cock, which was ever so hard and tasty in my mouth. He loved watching his buddy fuck my tight hole while he watched and offered encouragement!
With a few shoves Ron's entire length was inside me, and I began to feel that wonderful feeling of being full of cock and ready to accept a man's cum!
Ron started pumping me really steady, my bottom bouncing at his insistent thrusting. His cock felt so good inside me! He started to really pound me, and I could tell John's cock was almost ready to explode in my mouth.
With a mighty thrust and a groan Ron started to pump my hole with his precious gift just as John flooded my mouth with his warm cum. The men were moaning and groaning as my body thirsted on their manly fluids.
As the men got up to dress I wiped the drips of cum and lube from between my legs. My wig was askew and I quickly fixed it to try and remain presentable.
With deep kisses from the men they were soon on their way. Back to the boring straight life - the ball and chain at home I suppose. I slipped on a robe and luxuriated in the feeling of a woman soundly fucked and who had satisfied her men. I felt whole, complete, Victoria at her very best.
Writing about this encounter now has me all worked up, and my hole hungry for cock. Since the men are all off at deer camp I guess I'll just have to get out "the boys" - my collection of dildoes and butt plugs to satisfy my needs today.
I hope you've enjoyed this confession of mine, I love to write fiction but sometimes I think telling about real experiences is more exciting! Now I must dash - my ever-hungry hole is in need of satisfaction!