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A Very Xander Story _________________________________________________________ Xander ran from the wedding ceremony, rushing blindly through Sunnydale, he couldn't believe he had left Anya at the alter, he wouldn't have felt so bad if the reason for leaving was the false images the Demon had shown him, he tried to pretend to himself that it was why he couldn't go through with the marriage, but he knew the real reason and it filled him with a dread he couldn't cope with. His mind returned to the image of Oz, Willows first boyfriend as it always seemed to do when he was down, Oz's dry humour and calm exterior always spell bound him, his body ached to be near him again, but that was not to be he could never get up the confidence to phone the number Oz had slipped him after he had returned and found Willow in the arms of Tara, "Damn it I can't go on like this," he spoke aloud, "I can't pretend to be something I'm not," he said with heat, " no one will be home yet, I'll take the chance maybe he wont have found another guy.yet."
Oz moved carefully his body ached so much he thought it was about to fall apart, that's the last time I let Joe make hotel arrangements, if I sleep in that van one more night I'm gonna eat him, he thought, it took a lot to ruffle Oz's fur but sleeping in the back of the van with four other guys could get on anyone's nerves even his, he looked sleepily around the clearing they had called home till they had to head south for their next gig, he smiled as he thought, we have to go through Sunnydale, maybe I'll stop by The Scooby Gang, see what's up with the Willow and the others, and find out how Xanders doing, Oz had never really got over Xander and had been with no one since, he couldn't believe Xander was marrying Anya, but hey it was to early for heavy thoughts, he turned round and looked at the band still asleep, arms and legs akimbo, "I guess, I'm cooking..Again," suddenly his cell phone rang out.
Buffy, Willow, and Dawn sat in the Living room of Buffy's house talking after they had managed to get rid of all of Xanders family and Anya's Demons, "God I can't believe he did that," Willow said, "I just don't understand it, it wasn't even that those visions were real," " I know, but he has to have a good reason, he would never hurt Anya intentionally," Buffy said almost to herself, "And I wish Anya would let us in, she must be in a lot of pain, she shouldn't be alone," "I think she needs time to think it through alone, she'll call us if she need's us, there's nothing else we can do till she opens up," Dawn said with worry in her voice, "I just wish I knew were Xander is, maybe we should go look for him," "I don't think that's a good idea Dawny, I think he needs as much space as Anya does," Willow said with a worry line between her eyes.
Xander sat on the worn out bed cover which had been tossed on his Hotel bed, staring at the telephone sitting in his lap, almost willing it to disappear before he made that phone call and embarrassed himself while talking to Oz, after all it had been what, around about a year since he had seen him, Oz would probably have started over, maybe even with a girl. Slowly he lifted the receiver and held it to his ear as he slowly dialled the cell phone number written down on the crumpled piece of paper he had kept locked away for so long. After what seemed like an eternity someone picked up on the other side of the line, he was disappointed to find an answer machine service, "Hey.Oz," he said with his voice cracking, "It's Xander here give me a call on this number when you get this message, don't phone home, o." "Xander it's Oz, it's nice to hear your voice again, shouldn't you be on your honeymoon?" Oz interrupted when he heard Xanders silky voice, "Yeah sort off I guess. I need to tell you something, I. I couldn't go through with it, I feel like dirt but I couldn't, I just couldn't," as his voice broke and he began to sob, "Hey, Xand it's ok calm down, please calm down what's wrong? What happened?" said Oz, concern edged in his voice, "I couldn't pretend, not anymore.I love you Oz, . I have for so long, I can't get you out of my head, I know I ended things with us, but I was scared of what I was feeling, I need you, I need you to hold me, please Oz, please," Xander pleaded, "Okay, okay I'm on my way, we were coming through Sunnydale anyway, I'll come on ahead.and Xander." "Yes, what is it?" "I love you too. I'll be there soon, tell me were you are," Oz said breathily as he had unconsciously been holding it in, "I'm at a hotel near the Bronze, called The Swan, room 132," Xander said, also letting out his breath, "I know were it is, I've been there a time or two, just hold on, I wont be long," promised Oz.
As Oz drove through the streets of Sunnydale, memories came to him unbidden, places where he and the Scooby gang had fought battles, as he passed The Bronze he recalled all the nights he had played there, and the first time he saw Willow, with Xander in toe, he smiled as he recalled how nervous he had been as Willow introduced him to her best friend, the one she had longed after for so long, the one who he had begun to get closer to until he finally realized that Xander wasn't just a friend, he was the one he wanted, even more than Willow, the realization had been hard to cope with but soon became comfortable when he found Xander laying in his bed touching himself and moaning Oz's name over and over, and the bitter memory of finding Willow and Xander together at the factory after they had been kidnapped by Spike, he forced it from his mind as a strange feeling came over him, the feeling of coming home, not the town, not Sunnydale, but coming home to Xander.
He pulled up outside the motel locked the van and quickly went inside, he ignored the owner sat behind the front desk and ran up the stairs to Xander's room followed by the puffing owner, as he gets to Xander's door he pauses, what should I do, knock or just walk in, he decides to knock, Xander pulls the door open immediately he had been pacing in front of the door, waiting, "Hey you can't just walk in here," the wheezing owner states as he catches up, "It's ok Mr Swan, I was waiting on my friend here," Xander pipes out, "Well if your sure, he sure was in some hurry, half killed me chasin him," the owner mutters as he turns and walks back towards the stairs. Xander stands shuffling his feet not looking at Oz, slowly Oz reaches a hand out gently grasping Xander's chin and raises it up to look each other in the eye, a tear rolls down Xander's cheek and Oz wipes it away with his thumb, "I've missed you so much, you know," he says as he draws Xander's face to him and gently lays a kiss on his lips, Xander pushes forward urgently pressing there soft velvety lips together, suddenly Oz pulls away, "I.. I'm sorry I shouldn't." Xander begins to stutter, "Shhh it's ok, as much as I'd like this to continue where we are, I think maybe your neighbours might object," Oz says with a smile reserved only for Xander, "Maybe we should go inside," Xander's grin returns and he gently lifts Oz's hand and pulls him inside, closes and locks the door, "I.I guess I should explain, huh?" he say's, tears returning to his eyes, "Shhh.in the morning, you can tell me in the morning," Oz says as he lays a hand on Xander's chest, "We can work everything out then, how about that kiss, now hmm?.I don't think we'll get any interruptions," he says seductively, grasping the shirt were he had laid his hand on Xander's chest and pulls him in for a passionate kiss, as Xander responded he moved Oz closer to the double bed, all along his hands roaming under Oz's shirt, rubbing his toned abs and pecs, he slid his hands up further and further till he reached Oz's nipples which were already hardening, he pinched and nipped them, all along Oz was moaning into Xander's mouth sending chills up and down Xander's spine, Oz then began to unbutton Xander's 501's as he pushed his hands inside the confines he moved his hands round to Xander's ass and squeezed hard, pulling there hard groins together, Xander pulled Oz's shirt up and over his head and leaned down and started to lick and nuzzle the soft skin burning under his touch, he slid across his chest and took one of Oz's nipples into his mouth, biting and licking.
Oz began to slide down Xander's body until he was kneeling in front of Xander's clothed manhood, he slid his hands inside the waistband of Xander's briefs and pulled them down, Xander's 7 and a half inch popped out from the cotton and smacked against his stomach, ending up bobbing just inches from Oz's face, after stepping out of his clothes Oz slides his hands up Xander's legs around to the inside of his thighs, lightly skirting Xander's heavy balls and cock, roaming up to Xander's abs lightly flowing up his chest to his nipples, Xander inhaled sharply as Oz licked from the bottom of Xander's ball sack all the way up to the head of his cock and lightly flicked the tip over the sensitive glands. He then engulfed the straining cock, till his nose was pressed against Xander's pubes, he slowly moved his head up and down swirling his tongue and pressing it into Xander's piss slit, causing Xander to moan and squirm, he slid his hand from the root of Xanders cock between his legs and into his ass crack till he found Xanders pucker, slowly he slid a finger into the gaping hole, making sure not to hurt him he added another finger as he slowly finger fucked the tight orifice, Xander squirmed and moaned to Oz not to stop, Xander could feel his balls beginning to tighten as his passion grew, he knew he wouldn't last much longer, he hadn't been with Anya since she started working on the wedding it had only turned him of rather than turned him on as it had for Anya, and Oz had always been able to make him cum quicker than anyone else, he began to furiously fuck Oz's face as he felt the warm flush rise up his shaft, Oz knew as well as he pulled hard on Xanders perfectly rounded ass, boom suddenly Oz's mouth was blasted with Xanders warm sweet tasting cum as Xander screamed Oz's name over and over again, he sucked as hard as he could and used his tongue to rub against Xanders tingling cock head, he swallowed almost everything after Xanders knees gave way he lay him on the bed, slid up his hot sweaty body and shared with Xander the warm love juice he had kept in his mouth, then Oz cuddled in to Xanders side and lay his head on Xanders chest, "yes," he thought, "I've definitely come home," and gently drifted into sleep.
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