Ok, so I admit I am a brat, and left you guys hanging. So here we go, the suspense ends and I put you out of your misery ... or do I? What will happen in the following chapters? Will Jay and James get together, or is it simply not to be (I know how popular sad endings are on here . Well dear readers, read on to find out. Of course, if you don't like consensual sex between men, then don't go on any farther and don't assume that this is meant to imply anything about Mr. Van Der Beek, etc. This is JUST a fantasy. I can be reached for comment at calguy19@hotmail.com or as CalguyJC on AOL Instant Messenger, and all comments are very much welcome!!!
Now let's go on.
J.
Part 7.
I looked at James in stunned confusion. He looked back at me in fear. We just stared at each other for a few moments.
"I'm sorry." James said, before jumping up and running into his bedroom, closing the door. All I could do was lay there. He had kissed me. He had actually kissed me. Why? Josh said he was straight. Or maybe Josh just didn't know. All I knew was James Van Der Beek had just kissed me. My body tingled. I got up and walked to his door. I knocked.
"James??" Silence. I knocked again. "James, open up, I want to talk." Still silence. I opened the door. James was throwing clothes into his suitcase, tears streaming down his face.
"James, what was that?"
"Don't worry about it. I'll leave, I'll go stay in a hotel or something. Just give me a minute to get my stuff."
"You don't have to do that."
"Yes I do. I shouldn't have kissed you, but I just couldn't help myself. I don't know what came over me. I'm sorry. Please forgive me, I'll leave you alone."
"I don't want you to do that."
"It doesn't matter. I like you, I can't be here and keep wanting you and not being able to have you."
"You like me???!!" I asked, stunned.
"Yes." He admitted meekly.
"Your gay." I stated, matter-of-factly.
"Yes. Don't tell Josh ok? I don't want to ruin our friendship. Don't tell anyone. God this could ruin me, why did I do that?!?!?!"
"James, don't worry about it--"
"I have too worry. I just made a huge mistake."
"No you didn't."
"Now I've ruined what would have been a really good friendship with you."
"James.."
"And all because I let my emotions control me."
"James!"
"Now I don't know what to do and--"
"JAMES!!" I yelled, grabbing him.
"What?!?!" he asked, looking terrified. I took one look into those beautiful eyes and let my heart take control. I kissed him. He resisted for a moment, before realizing what I was doing. Then his lips parted and I slipped my tongue into his mouth. His hands stopped resisting and slid down to my ass, kneading it gently. I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him close, feeling the electricity of the moment flow through both of us. Finally, reluctantly, we pulled apart.
"I've liked you since the moment I laid eyes on you." I told him. It felt so good to finally admit that.
"You have?"
"I'm gay James. I've been killing myself for the last two days because I've been lusting after you so much, being with you, talking to you. You are so incredible, when you kissed me, it stunned me, and because I didn't think I had a chance. I'm sorry I scared you, but, well, to put it bluntly, I like you too."
Now he looked at me stunned.
"You mean all these hints I've been dropping, the movie, the suntan lotion, you picked up on them?"
"Damn right."
"So for the last 24 hours the two of us have been drooling over each other, and neither of us said anything."
"yeah."
"Wow." We both stopped and just looked at each other. I relived the last 24 hours. It's incredible how quickly things can change. I kissed James again, because it just felt so good and right.
"God, I'm--I'm--" James stuttered. I placed a finger on his lips.
"shhhhhhh." I just looked at him, standing there, tears streaking down his face. I began to silently cry too, not out of sadness, but out of joy. I pulled him close to me and held him in a tight hug. He pressed close to me, so close that we could have been one person. We just stood there, pressed close, arms around each other, crying for about 5 minutes. Finally we pulled apart.
"So now what do we do??" James asked.
"Whatever you want." I said, gently brushing tears from his face. James smiled and leaned forward for another kiss. We dueled tongues for 5 minutes, the entire time my mind racing. I had never felt like this before. Not with anyone else I had kissed, dated, had sex with. There was this tingly feeling in my body that I had never had before. Why James was giving it to me I was not sure.
Part 8
I held James close again and he whispered in my ear "Will you make love to me?"
"Yes." I whispered, pressing my lips again to his. We pulled apart and I led him to my bedroom, where all my "supplies" were. I laid him down on the bed and gently nibbled and licked his ears and neck. He moaned loudly.
"Be gentle, it's my first time." I paused.
"It is?"
"Yes. Is that a bad thing?"
"No James. It's not." I felt even higher then before. Here was this gorgeous man opening himself up to me, allowing me to take his virginity. Me of all people. I began to cry again.
"What's wrong?" James asked lovingly, looking into my eyes.
"Nothings wrong. It's just that you choose me, for some crazy reason you've been brought into my life and now here we are, on the verge of something incredible, and you've chosen me to be your first. You have no idea how that makes me feel."
He smiled at me.
"Come here." He grinned. We kissed some more, our passion mounting with every second. This was different for me. Usually sex was just sex. This was incredibly erotic, more special, I wanted to take it slow, yet have it over with at the same time. James pulled my shirt out of my boxers and slid his hands underneath, fingering the hairs on my chest and rubbing my pectorals. His fingers found my nipples and began to play with them. I moaned into his mouth. He pulled back and lifted my shirt over my head.
"You have such a great body." He gasped. "I love the hairs, the development. You are so incredibly attractive." With that he bent over and began to suck and nibble my right nipple, while working over the left one with his hand. James bit and licked my chest, working his way up to my neck, which he began to lick all over. Finally he found my earlobe and attached himself to that. I collapsed from the over all sensation, giving him better access to my earlobe. He continued to work over that one part of my body while I just laid against him, feeling his heart pounding in his chest
I pulled up, getting a little groan of disappointment from James, but I wanted this to be about him being pleased, not me. I pulled his T-shirt off and gazed down at the sight below. The head and about an inch of his cock has poked up above the waistband of his boxers. I decided to save that for later, I had other parts of his body to take care of. I leaned forward and kissed him some more, rubbing my hands up and down his smooth chest and abdomen. I came up for air. Both of us were breathing heavily and breaking out in a light sweat.
I nipped and licked his neck, then kissed my way down to his chest. Determined to show him the same intense pleasure he had shown me only minutes before, I latched myself to his nipple, licking, sucking and nibbling on it like a baby. James groaned, and I knew that I was eliciting the same feelings in him he had in me.
James pulled me off of him and pulled me to his face, kissing my sloppily.
"I'm ready Jay. It's time. I need you to go down further."
I didn't need any more prodding then that. I reached down and grabbed his boxers. He lifted his butt and I slid them down and dropped them on the floor. I gazed up at the sigh that greeted me. James was probably about 8 inches long, cut, and a thick piece of meat. Its head was entirely coated in pre-cum and was dripping like a faucet. It curved slightly to the right. His large balls hung down between his legs, heavily laden with cum just waiting to be released. I just stared from between his legs.
"Do you like it??" James asked
I responded by pulling myself up and licking him, from the little area between his ass and his balls, up his shaft, licking up the trails of pre-cum and that started dribbling down, and then to the head. I swirled my tongue around the head, cleaning it of precum, and then dove down on it, swallowing it to the hilt.
"Holy fuck!" James cried out as I began to eagerly deep-throat his cock, using my throat muscles to milk him. James thrashed around on the bed above me, crying out, moaning, calling my name. His cock was the best I had ever tasted, his sweet pre-cum lubricating my throat. I began to fondle his ever-tightening balls.
"Oh god Jay, Oh, oh that feels sooooo good. Yes, yes, I'm so close, god so close..."
I pulled off.
"Wha, don't stop, please."
I smiled at him, then got between his legs. Determined to give him all the pleasure a man can give, I pried open his asscheeks. I tentatively licked his puckered hole, causing James to jump a bit.
"What are you doing?" James asked.
"You'll see." I said, grinning.
With that I dove back into his ass, swirling my tongue around. James moaned above me as I began to probe my tongue in his ass. He tasted clean, and I was enjoying what I was doing as much as he was. I thoroughly lubed up his ass with my spit before backing off.
"Are you ready to cum for me baby?"
"Yes, god please finish me off, I can't take it anymore, so good, soo good, please--" His please turned into a moan as I swallowed his cock again. He thrashed around, grabbing the sheets with his fists and calling my name again and again. I nestled my nose in his curly brown pubic hair and milked his cock with my throat.
"Oh god, I'm cumming." James cried out. I felt something splash against my throat. Determined to taste his spunk I pulled back and allowed the second shot to land on my tongue. He tasted sweet, slightly nutty. I felt a wave of pleasure hit my entire body and I convulsed. A third shot landed on my tongue. I pulled off and jerked him, letting his last three shots hit me in the face.
"Stop, please, too sensitive." James said. I laid his cock on his stomach, watching two more small spurts ooze out the end of his cock.
"My god, that was more incredible then I could have imagined." James said.
"Thanks."
"Now it's your turn." I stood up and looked down. The entire front of my boxers was soaked. I realized that I had cum when James was cumming in my mouth, and I hadn't even fully realized it.
"Geez, that's never happened before." I said. James looked at me disappointed. "Don't worry, it won't take long to get back up again." James smiled at me, leaned forward and began licking his cum off of my face.
"You taste really good." I told him as he licked my neck.
"Thanks." James said. I pulled him up to me and kissed him again. We laid on the bed.
Part 9
"I've never done anything like that before." James started. "I've met guys, but none of them have felt right until now. Thankyou so much Jay." James started to cry.
"No, Thankyou. That was incredible for me too. I came in my shorts because sucking you, making love to you was so incredible to me. It's a good thing, not a bad thing." I held James close to me, his head on my chest. He ran his hand down my chest and underneath the band of my boxers. He pulled his hand out and licked some cum off his hand.
"You taste pretty good yourself." He said.
"Well why don't you go down there and taste the rest of it?"
I helped him slip my boxers down. He began to use my drying cum as a lubricant to start bringing my cock back to life. It was definitely working, as my cock began to slowly stiffen. Grinning at me, James opened wide and began to slide my dick into his mouth. I watched his cute face slide down my tool, looking up at me. I groaned. James began to use his tongue, licking around the head and then sliding down the shaft. He knew how to suck cock!
"You sure you haven't done this before?" I gasped. James pulled off of me.
"What's that supposed to mean? You don't trust me?" He said, looking at me hurt.
"No, that's not what I meant. I mean you are so good it feels like you've done it before. Your incredible."
"Oh." He said, his goofy little smile returning. He then dove back on my cock. The way he was working it over, I knew that despite my own recent orgasm, it wouldn't take long for me to shoot.
"Yeah. Suck that cock. So good. Your so good. Yeah baby, your gonna make me shoot that load. Make me shoot that hot cum. You want that hot cum??" James nodded and hummed "uh-huh"
I thrashed around, feeling my balls tightening up and the familiar tingling in my groin.
"Here it comes baby. I'm cumming, oh Christ I'm cumming!!!!" I shot what felt like a gallon of jizz into James' mouth, the feeling seemed to never stop as I shot and shot. James took every drop swallowing it down.
"You taste so good." He whispered, crawling up to me.
"That was incredible: Wow."
"I agree." He said, smiling and kissing me. "But were not done."
"Were not?"
"Nope. We're not done till you've taken my virginity fully."
"You mean...?"
Part 10
"I mean, that big boy down there had better be able to get up again, because I want you in my ass."
Well, my dick musta heard him because it began to spring back to life a third time in less then 3 hours. James must have felt it rising up against his ass, because he smiled again and whispered "I thought so."
I reached over into my bedside dresser and pulled out a packet of KY and a condom.
"You sure this is what you want? It's going to hurt at first."
"I know, but I know you're here with me, I know that you'll be gentle and that you won't hurt me, and give me the most incredible feeling before you are done."
I kissed him one more time. "Let me get you ready."
He got down on all fours and I smeared a healthy dose of KY on his ass, rubbing around the puckered hole. James started moaning immediately as I played with the sensitive hole. Slowly I inserted the first digit. He hissed sharply and I paused to allow him to get used to my finger. His ass was very warm and tight. I spent a few minutes working his ass with one finger, then inserted another one. His ass was rapidly stretching and warming up and soon I had three fingers in and he was stretched and ready.
"Alright, this is it baby. You ready??"
"I am Jay, just be gentle please." I reassured him with a kiss to the back of his neck, then put my rubber in place and lubed myself up. I pressed the latex-covered head against his ass.
"Just relax your muscles. Don't tense up, try and relax and allow it to slide in."
With that warning I pressed my head firmly into his crack. I felt the firm ring open up to make way for the head of my dick. James cried out when the head pushed through, and I paused, allowing him to adjust to the intruder. Finally when I felt he was ready I pushed forward. He pushed backwards, all to eagerly, screaming when my dick went in to the hilt."
"Oh god, oh god it hurts, it hurts."
"I know, shh, just give it a few minutes, I'm sorry, just breath and relax."
I let James get ahold of himself and get used to the sensation of my entire cock in his ass.
"Ok, go for it."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
I pulled back slightly, then thrust back in, starting with slow, shallow thrusts. I then began to pick up the pace, pulling more of my cock out and driving it back in. I could tell that James was enjoying it, as he had a non-stop moan. I slammed in and out, knowing that this time was going to last a bit longer after two orgasms. I leaned over and scooped James up in my arms, lifting him off the bed.
"I want you to do some of the work now. Sit on it."
"Ok."
James was facing away from me. He began to bounce up and down on my dick. I kissed and nibbled on his shoulderblades and neck. I reached around him and grasped his cock with a still-lubed hand and began to jerk him while he rode me. James pressed his back into my chest and threw his head back onto my shoulder. I kissed his neck and jerked harder.
"Oh god. Oh this is so good. Jerk me, make me cum, yeah you got me so close. Finish me. Make me shoot my load." James whispered in me ear. Then with a load groan I felt his cock swell. I felt his ass tighten around my cock and watched as jet after jet of cum shot out and landed on my hardwood floor. This pushed me over the edge, and I filled the end of the condom with my third load of the night. Finally exhausted, we fell back into the bed. My cock slipped out of his ass. James turned to me.
"Thankyou."
"Any time."
I glanced at the clock. 4:30 am. We had been having sex for 3 and a half-hours. No wonder I was so beat.
"You wore me out." I joked.
"Good." We kissed each other one more time, and James reached down and rolled the cum-laden rubber off my softening cock, tying it up and tossing it into my bedside garbage. He curled up next to me, and I placed my arm around him and pulled him close. I closed my eyes and we drifted into slumber.
To be Continued...