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Chapter 14
Twist and Turns
Finally it is Sunday evening and time for the Halloween party. Kevin and I are upstairs getting ready. We are both going as Count Dracula. I thought he looked better in the costume and vise versa. When we finished we headed down the hall and heard some swearing and cussing. It was comming from Nick's room we peeked in and busted up laughing He was trying to get into a mummy costume and Boomer was trying to unwrap him. I took care of Boomer and Kevin went to help Nick. When Nick was put together we all headed down stairs. The main lights were out and we had candles lit all over mansion.
"It looks great," said Kevin as we reached the bottom of the stairs. By the time all the rest of the guys were ready the first of the guests arrrived. I went out to the gathering area to meet and greet. As I was welcoming the Mayor of Front Royal I noticed that Caroline was descending the stairs. I looked up at her. I walked up the foot of the stairs and extended my hand to her. I felt someone tap me on the shoulder and I looked back to see Nick.
"May I?" he asked nervously. I nodded and stepped out of the way. His eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas morning. I noticed that Caroline's eyes lit up to. I turned back to the door when I Heard Kevin's voice.
"Yea Babe what do you need?" I asked
"Jason babe, I would like you meet Josh," Kevin said gesturing at the young attractive man in my door way. My heart stopped. I couldn't breathe. I vaguely remember extending my hand to him. He shook it. His touch sent ice cold shocks through my body.
"We've already met," I rasped out glaring at him. He just smiled and nodded. Kevin looked at me with a frown. I immediatly went into Politician mode. I smiled and put my arm around his shoulder and brought him into my home. Shivers crawled up my spine at the thought of that monster in my home. But he was Kevin's friend and he must be treated accordingly. "Come on in JC how is the rest of the gang?" I asked Cheerfuly escorting him into the living room and closing the door and locking it before Kevin could do any thing. Thank God he was calm enough not to make a scene. Once behind the security of closed doors JC turned on me and grabbed me and pulled me into a vicious hug and pressed his lips to mine. I shoved him back and he tried to come back for more I slugged him in the stomach. He doubled over in pain. I leaned forward and wispered in his ear. "You're here on my boyfriends invite and on my good grace. You ever look at me again or touch me again and I will fucking kill you." I walked over to the bar and poured him and me a brandy and handed it to him. I put my arm around his shoulder and we walked out of the room and into the party. Seeing Kevin hovering near the door I let out a loud laugh. "Jesus, JC how many times do I have to tell you that you could never win against Justin. Man what were you thinking?"
"You know me Jason I'll never learn," laughed JC.
"Well if you will excuse Kevin and I we have guests to greet. Catch you later JC," I said slapping him on the back. (Yes I could act when I needed to.) I took Kevin's hand and said, "Come on Kevin let's mingle."
The rest of the night passed uneventful. The rest of N-sync showed up. I convinced them to stay. It was good to see them again after almost of year of not hearing from any of them. It was late at night and I was standing on the front porch watching the last of the guests leave when I heard Kevin's soft voice.
"Hey Babe you comming inside?" he asked. I shook my head no and sat in a rocking chair. He pulled one in front of mine and sat down to. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asked rubbing my shoulder.
"It is just JC. We have a history as you probably figured out. It wasn't pretty. And seeing him tonight brought back alot of really painful memories." I explained.
Kevin sat back shocked. He frowned and got up and started pacing. "Just how much of a history did you guys have?" he asked sitting back down.
"We only met once a few months ago at the Nissan Pavilion in Manassas VA when they were there in concert. I went back to meet the guys and JC and I had some words that is all," I lied. God I hated doing that to him. But I new that if I told him the truth it would destroy there friendship.
"Did I hear someone talking about me?" asked JC scaring the hell out of me. He sat in one of the chairs and glared at me. I glared back and caught Kevin staring at me.
"Don't worry JC, your reputation is intact," I said sarcasticly. "Well I don't know about the rest of you party animals but this boy is tired. I'm turning in for the night. You comming babe?" I asked.
"Yea I'll be there in just a moment," Kevin assured me. I headed on up to our room and got ready for bed. I laid down and waited for my lover to join me. Little did I know that he was down stairs having a heart to heart talk with JC.
"So, Kevin, how in the hell did you hook up with that trash?" JC sneered.
"He is not trash. He is my lover and you do best to remember that!" yelled Kevin. "What is the history between you and him anyway?"
"I don't think that you want to hear about it," replied JC smirking.
"Oh yea, I know I want to hear about it now. Tell me what happened and tell me now!" yelled Kevin getting in his face.
"OK but you are not going to like it. He had sex with me Kevin, we made mad passoinate love," JC informed Kevin. Kevin swore and raced into the house. JC smiled and sipped his drink. 'With any luck I'll have Jason all to myself,' he thought to himself. He didn't see Justin walk up behind him.
"JC, what the hell are you up to?" he asked frowning at him. JC just shrugged his shoulders and smiled. "OH no your not. You are not going to destroy Kevin's relationship with Jason. Remember, I know what happened that night," Justin warned. JC reached out and grabbed Justin by the shirt and pulled him to him.
"And if you breath one word of that to anyone and you'll be sorry Justin," he whispered harshly and pushing Justin away and stormed into the house. Justin shook his head and sat down in a chair and looked out over the front lawn. He liked Jason a lot and what JC did to him was wrong. He had to stop JC from breaking up Kevin and Jason. He heard some shouting in the upstairs, getting up he follows the voices up the stairs.
Kevin came charging into the room and yelled, "Hey Jason wake up man! We've got to talk!"
"Yea Babe what is it?" I asked sleepily getting out of bed and going to him. He backed up. I was confused but I turned and sat on the edge of the bed. "Alright Kevin, I'm up now what do you want to talk about?"
"You lied to me," he stated.
"Lied to you about what?" I asked confused.
"You told me that I was the first man you've made love to!" he said with tears in his eyes. I started shaking. I hadn't lied to him. He was my first man. I got up and walked to him and gathered him into a hug.
"Kevin, I didn't lie to you. You are the first man I have ever made Love to. You've got to believe me," I pleaded. He pushed me away and looked at me like I was trash.
"And just what was JC huh?" he yelled at me. I was shocked. So JC told him about us. I'll give him credit he had guts. "What did that mean?" he asked again. By this time tears came to my eyes and I stood up and walked away. Kevin swore and stormed out of the room. I collasped on the bed sobbing my eyes out. I felt someone sit on the bed and felt a hand on my back. I turned over and saw Justin.
"What do you want, Justin?" I asked.
"I am sorry, but I couldn't help hearing. Kevin can be such a dick sometimes," he said. "You want to talk about it?" he asked. I sat up in bed and scooted beside him and hung my head.
"Kevin doesn't trust me," I sobbed.
"It's because of JC isn't it?" he asked. I looked up shocked. He put his hand on my arm and said, "I know about that night. What he did to you wasn't love. Hell I wouldn't even call it sex." I looked back down feeling dirty.
"What are you going to do with that information?" I asked.
"Whatever needs to be done to stop him. I should warn you, JC wants you. He told me that tonight. And he isn't going to stop untill he gets what he wants," warned Justin. We sit and talk for a while and than he leaves and I go back to sleep. It is late that night when I awake to feel someones lips pressed up against mine. I thought it was Kevin so I moaned out his name.
"Uh Uh babe it's not your precious Kevin," said JC smiling at me. I try to push him off and he slugs me in the face. Pain shot through me and I tasted blood. He had his clothes off and ripping mine off. I stuggled and screamed.
"NO,NO get off of me JC, I don't want this." It did no good. He continued his assault on me.
"You know you want me Jason. Why fight it? Come on give into the feeling," he urged.
I gathered my strength and threw him off of me and jumped out of bed assumed a fighting stance. He laid on the floor with the wind knocked out of him. He got up and came at me again. I slugged him in the face hitting him in the nose. Blood flew.
"Come on Jason, why are you fighting?" he cried. "Remember the last time we made love?"
I lost it. I came at him swinging and yelling. I had him pinned to the floor and I was punching him right and left. He was trying to avoid the blows. "It wasn't love JC," I screamed punching him again. The memory of that night came rushing back at me full force. I was sobbing uncontrolably now. My breath was loud and ragged. I gathered my strength and yelled the words that I never had the strength to yell before. "It was RAPE you bastard. You RAPED me!!" I cried. By this time I felt two pairs of arms grab me and pull me off of JC. I struggled to free myself. Than I heard Kevin's voice.
"What the fuck did he do to you?" he asked tears comming to his eyes as he pulled me away. I collasped in his arms we sunk to the floor. I buried my face in his chest and cried over and over again.
"He raped me. He raped me. He raped me." He carried me into the bathroom and sat me down on the toilet. And he leaned against the sink sobbing quietly.
"That fucking bastard. How could he? He was my friend." He sobbed staring up at the ceiling.
Chapter 15
Justin shoved JC into his room and slammed the door. He turned around and looked at JC. He was still naked and Justin grabbed a robe and threw it at him in disgust. "Here cover your pathetic body." JC took the robe and put in on and tied the string. "God JC how could you do something like that? I mean no means no man," he yelled at him. JC just looked down at the floor. "I'm waiting for a fucking answer man! Why did you do that too Jason?"
"I love him and we should be together. I was just proving that to him," he explained crying. Justin just looked at him and hook his head.
"You just don't get, do you? I mean do you have any idea what Jason has gone through the last week and a half?" He asked.
"Oh yea I bet his life is really hard right now," JC said giggling. Justin swore and grabbed JC by the robe and shoved him up against the wall. JC tried to throw a punch but Justin beat him to it and punched JC in eye.
"Let me tell you about Jason's life. He just lost his wife and son, on top of that he was shot three times two days later. Kevin beats up on him in a miss understanding and now he finds out the son he thought was aborted may be alive and kicking, and than you come at him and tried to force yourself on him" Justing screamed at him. JC slumped to the floor and put his head in his hands and started sobbing, Justin just looked down at him in disgust. "Fuck it man, all you're concerned about is yourself. I'm out of here," Justin said storming out of the room and down the hall to my room. He knocks and Kevin opens the door to let him in. He looked in the corner of the room where he found me curled in a fetal position on a chair. He looked at Kevin and asked, "Is he going to be alright Kev?" Kevin shrugged his shoulder and walked over to me he tried to put his arm around me and I cringed. I didn't want him to touch me. Not because of him but because of me. I felt dirty and disgusting. I was unworthy of his love, or his touch. A sob escaped his mouth as he got up and moved to the other side of the room and leans against the wall and slides down to the floor. Justin just stood there not knowing what to do. He heard the door open and saw Brian standing in the doorway.
"I'll take care of my cousin, you take care of Jason," Brian advised as he walked over and picked up Kevin and walked out of the room. Justin stood there looking at me. His heart went out to me. He walked over to me and sat down beside me. I cringed again.
"Don't worry Jason, I'm not going to touch you or hurt you in anyway. I'll just sit here and be here for you if you need me." he quietly assured me. I started to shiver and he got up grabbed a blanket from the bed and wrapped it around me. I didn't move for the longest time. At some point Justin had moved to the bed and fell asleep on top of the blankets. I got up and wrapped the blanket around me tighter and walked out of the room. After about an hour of wondering around the house I found myself in the living room. The TV was on and a video was playing. It was Music of my heart. I was transfixed by Justins voice. It was so soft and so gentle. I just stood there watching him sing. Every once and awhile he would glance at the camera. God he was gorgeous. I shook myself alert. 'God what am I thinking, I love Kevin. There is no other man for me,' I scolded myself. I heard JC voice next it startled me and I watched him on the screen. I found myself growing more and more angry by the moment. Reaching down I grabbed the bronze eagle and started to hurl it at the TV. A hand grabbed mine before I threw it. I looked over to see Kevin's face. I handed the eagle to him. He put it on the table and picked up the remote and turned off the TV. I went to him and put my head on his shoulder. He reached up and stroked my hair. I must have fallen to sleep because the next thing I knew he had picked me up and carried me up stairs and into our room.
Once inside he gently laid me in bed and shook Justin awake and Justin looked over at me and smiled and than looked at Kevin and hugged him and than left the room. Kevin stripped down to his boxers and laid down beside me. He leaned over me and wispered in my ear. "I love you Jason. I'll always love you. And I will protect you forever. JC will never get near you again." He lightly kissed me on the lips. I mumbled his name and pulled him to me and snuggled up to him. Before long we were both sound asleep.
Justin walked into his room and looked around for JC and found him in bed asleep. He went to the other bed and laid down and he thought about the nights events. He couldn't understand what JC did. He liked JC and wanted JC to like him back. But JC was preocupied with Jason, a man whose heart belonged to someone else. He shook his head and turned over and went to sleep.
The morning sunlight hit me in the face. I sat up in bed and looked around for Kevin. I found him standing outside on the balcony. I got up and put on my robe and and opened the french doors and stepped outside. I walked up to Kevin and slid my arms around him. He moaned softly and lean back on me. We held eachother enjoying the sunrise. "So how did you sleep?" he asked me.
"Like a baby once you got to bed," I informed him. I noticed he was shivering. "You want to come back inside?" I asked. He nodded and we walked back inside. Once inside we slid back under the covers and sarted to kiss. I immediatly noticed a difference. I paused and looked in his eyes and saw hesitation in them. "Don't worry babe. I wont break. I'm not ready for sex yet but we can hold eachother and snuggle if that is alright," I suggested. He smiled and snuggled up to me. Before long we were both back to sleep.
Justin woke up and climbed out of bed and walked to JC's bed and rolled him out of bed. He came crashing to the floor and woke up with a shout. "What the fuck did you do that for Curly?" he wined.
"Get your lazy ass up. You and I are going for a walk," Justin ordered as he walked out of the room and padded down the stairs. He shuffled into the kitchen where he met Niles. He heads right for the cubbards and starts opening them and slamming them. Niles coughed and Justin turned around and asked, "What you've never seen someone rumaging around a cubbard before?" And promptly went back to his mission.
"Can I help you find something?" Niles asked.
"Yea, you can point me to the Fruit loops," Justin stated.
"Fruit loops?" Niles asked as if the word was a dirty one.
"Yea Fruit Loops, You know round stuff looks likes cheerios except sweet and different colors and taste like fruit you know you pour them in a bowl and you put milk over them and than you eat them with a spoon" Justin explained. Niles rolled his eyes and pointed to a cubbard and Justin opened it and said "Yess, just what a growing boy needs." In about two minutes he had a huge bowl of fuit loops and and a Coke in front of him and started chowing down. Niles sat a glass of orange juice in front of him and removed the coke. Justin glared at him and went back to eating.
JC finished getting dressed and he crept out of the room and ran right into Brian. "Morning Brian," he mumbled.
"Don't talk to me Rapist," Brian retorted.
"What did you call me?" JC asked getting angry. Brian walked up to him and shoved him against the wall.
"I called you a Rapist. That is what you are? Isn't it?" asked Brian shaking in anger and disgust. JC pushed him back and stormed down the stairs. "I'm not through with you JC. No one hurts my friends and gets away with it!" Brian shouted. AJ stuck his head out of the door.
"Hey, Brian keep it down. People are trying to sleep you know," he wined.
"Hey AJ get up we have to talk about JC," Brian ordered. AJ stepped out of the room with a sweat suit on.
"I'm up now what's up?" he asked. He followed Brian down stairs and they headed into the living room and closed the doors. Brian sat down by the fireplace and looked down. "OK I'm not liking this already. What happened to JC?" he asked.
"JC tried to rape Jason last night," Brian stated. AJ sat back in his chair with a shocked look on his face. "He stopped him before he could do anything to him. Scared him real bad though. It wasn't pretty. I saw him shortly after it happened. Apparently it happened before only he was successful. Kevin was really upset too. It took me an hour to calm him down." The door opened and in walked JC before Brian could stop him AJ was on top of him punching him. Justin came running in and with the help of Brian was able to separate AJ and JC. JC now had two black eyes and bloody lip. Justin took JC out of the room and outside. Brian sat back down beside AJ.
"Man how could he do that to Jason. I mean Jason has got to be the nicest guy around. I mean rape is a terrible thing to do to someone. Why isn't he in jail?" he demanded
"He is not in jail because I am not pressing charges," I stated calmly walking into the living room with Kevin. AJ got up and hugged me I stiffened up at once. He looked at me with a hurt expression on his face. "Don't worry buddy, it's not you it's me," I assured him hugging him back. "Come on I'm starving lets go get some breakfast," I said cheerfully. As we passed the kitchen I heard Boomer barking and growling. I peeked in to see Boomer standing by his dish snarling at a smaller dog. "Boomer! Shame on you. You share!" I scolded he looked at me and back at the smaller dog and growled again. By this time Chris came charging into the room.
"Where is he? He's gone!" he yelled frantically. I pointed in the kitchen and Chris ran in and scooped up the smaller dog. "There you are Busta. I told you not to wonder off. Shame on you." He scolded. Boomer had dug into his dinner gulping it down like there was no tomorrow. Chris and I busted up laughin and Busta growled at Boomer. "Don't worry boy. We'll get you some food," assured Chris as he looked at me for help.
"The Food is in the pantry. You had better feed him in there so Boomer wont get any," I laughed as I headed out of the kitchen and into the dinning room. I picked up a plate and piled some ham eggs and hashbrowns and two biscits on my plate grabbed the pitcher of OJ and sat down. Kevin looked at me and laughed.
"Are you planning on eating that all?" he asked pointing to my plate.
"Yes I plan on eating it all, Why?" I asked.
"No reason, it is just good to see you eat is all," he replied. The door opened and in walked Justin and JC. Nick dropped his glass of OJ. Brian stopped his fork midway to his mouth. Kevin started to stand up but I put my hand on his and shook my head no.
"Justin, JC join us for breakfast will you?" I asked gesturing at the table. The two picked up plates and got some food and sat down. Brian swore and stood up. "Brian please sit down," I pleaded. "JC is my guest and I invited him for breakfast."
"So do you usually invite rapists to your table?" he sneered.
JC just glared at Brian and started eating. The rest of the meal was carried out in silence. Once finished I stood up and nodded at Kevin who also stood up. "Justin and JC will you join Kevin and me in my study please?" I asked. Justin stood up but JC remained seated. Just grabbed him by the arm and pulled him out of the chair. Reluctantly JC followed us up the stairs. Once inside my study Kevin turned on JC shoving him into couch and planted his foot on JC's chest.
"You hurt my lover! I'll never forgive you for that and I'll never forget it," he yelled in JC's face. JC's face had lost all color. I tapped Kevin on the shoulder and guided him to another chair on the other side of the room. He slumped down in the chair and glared daggers at JC. I walked around the study and sat down behind my desk.
"Justin tells me that you love me. Is that true JC?" I asked. He looked down and tears started to roll down his cheeks. No one moved in to comfort him. He nodded silently. "Well you have a strange way of showing it," I commented.
"I'm sorry I did that to you last night. I had no right to try and have sex with you," he sobbed. "I just love you so much!"
"JC I don't think you know the meaning of the word. If you did than you would know that someone already loves you very much but your to stupid to see it," I retorted. I heard Justin gasp. 'Yess! I knew I was right.' I thought to myself. JC heard it too and glanced over at Justin.
"Is that right Justin? Do you love me?" he asked hopefully.
Justin looked down at the floor and started crying. JC got up and went to him and tried to hug him. But Justin turned on him. "Don't touch me JC!" he yelled. "Just don't fucking touch me!" Running out of the room. JC got up to follow but I stopped him.
"UH UH you stay here you and I are not finished. Not by along shot," turning to Kevin I asked him to go and retrieve Justin.
"Now back to last night and the other time. You do know that you raped me don't you?" I asked. He nodded looking down at his feet. "And you do know that I can have you arrested right?" I asked again. He looked up at me as pale as a ghost. "But don't worry, I wont do that to you or the band. I told you last night that your reputation is safe. But I do want you out of my house today. I can't stand the sight of you right now." After saying that I got up and left to go look for Kevin and Justin. I didn't have far to look they were standing right outside the door. I went to Kevin and pulled him into a hug. Justin stood there with his hands in his pockets.
"Well is he still alive?" Kevin asked with a smile. I nodded.
"I told him to leave, I never want to see him again," I said and saw Justin cringe. "Don't worry Justin I still like you it's just him I can't stand right now. The rest of the guys can stay as long as you want to," I quickly assured him. The door opened and JC stepped out and walked to his room to pack Justin followed him. Finally it was just Kevin and I standing in our home together. I looked at him, his loving face looked at me and once again his eyes called out to me. I found myself in his arms our lips locked in a kiss to end all kisses. At least for now all was right with my world.
Well that is it for these two chapters. Sorry it was so intense. Not much sex in this episode. But don't worry it will pick up. Do you think the rape plot helped the story or not. Let me know. E-mail me at frnceso@yahoo.com good or bad comments welcome.
Next time on Twist and Turns.
"We interrupt our program to bring the latest news. At 7:00 pm eastern time we got the report that South Fork the Home of well known writer Jason Gibson is currently ablaze. We still have no idea how the blaze started and it is reported that Jason Gibson may be in the 150 year old Mansion at this time. We will bring you more information as it becomes available.---