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Chapter 10 Twist and turns.
"What do you mean your leaving the band?" yelled Brian slamming his fist on the table.
"It's for the best Brian, at least for now," replied Kevin. "That's not all. I am staying here in Front Royal and I am starting therapy,"
I was estatic. My boyfriend had just taken a major step towards recovery. I got up and went to his side and placed my hand on his shoulder. He looked up and smiled and placed his hand on mine.
"But you can't leave the band Kev we need you!" pleaded Brian.
"Brian understand that I need to do this. I've been hurting for a long time. And I have hurt the people I love the most. I need time to sort this out. This is the only way," he pleaded his case. Brian just stood there looking at us realizing that this was right for Kevin and right for me. He nodded his head.
"You're right Kev. It's just that we have always been a group. I don't know if the Backstreet Boys will be able to survive with out you," he said with tears in his eyes sitting back down.
Nick got up and walked to Kevin and gave him a hug. "I support your decision Kevin. Don't have to like it but I support it. As long as you are happy," he smiled. Howie also offered his support to Kevin. Kevin than left to find AJ and settle things with him leaving us to finish our breakfast.
Kevin steps out side and inhales the fresh fall air. There was a light breeze blowing and the fall leaves were falling. He smiled as he saw Boomer walking up to him. Boomer knew that something was wrong. He growled softly at Keving and showed his teeth. Kevin bent down and took Boomers head in his hand and said. "I did something that I am not proud of Boomer. I hurt Jason real bad. I am so sorry for it. I promise you I will never hurt him again." Boomer stuck his tongue out and caught Kevin on the nose. Kevin laughed and wiped his nose off. He stood back up and looked around for AJ. He spotted him under the oak tree. He walks up to him and puts his hand on his shoulder. AJ looks up at him and shrugs it off.
"If you've come to apologies forget it. I've heard it all before," sneered AJ.
"Will you at least listen to me?" Kevin asked hopefully. AJ looked at him and scooted over so Kevin could sit beside him. Kevin raised his eyebrows, 'well that is a start,' he thought. "I'm staying if Front Royal. And I am starting therapy. I am going to get profesional help AJ. I want to stop hurting the people I love," he said with tears in his eyes. AJ leaned over and put his head on Kevin's shoulder and started crying. Kevin pulled him into a hug. AJ may act tough all of the time but in real life he was a very sensitive guy. That was one of the things that attracted him to Kevin. "SHH Alexander, I am not staying gone forever. Just long enough to take care of my problems," Kevin said.
"I still love you, you know," AJ sniffled. Kevin looked shocked. And before he could do anything AJ leaned forward and kissed Kevin. Kevin gently kissed back and than gently pushed AJ away. AJ looked to the ground sobbing. Kevin took his chin and looked him the eye.
"I will always love you Alexander, but understand this. My love for your has changed. I love Jason in a way I can't explain. I feel complete with him. I think I have found my soulmate," Kevin explained grinning widely.
AJ just shook his head and smiled at Kevin. They get up and walk back to the house. When they get to the porch and they see me standing there. "So you two make up?" I asked. Looking at AJ with anger in my eyes. He looks up at me and grows pale.
"Yea that's right I saw you kiss him AJ," I said. "Just don't let it happen again." With that said I storm back into the house. Kevin followed me in.
"Jason Babe, wait up will you?" he asked. I walked up the stairs and into my room and tried to shut the door and lock it before Kevin could come in. To late, he beat me to it. "Are you going to listen to me?" he pleaded. I nodded. "He kissed me and yes I kissed him back. It was a farewell kiss. He understands that I love you and only you," pleaded Kevin.
"The only thing that I just can't understand Kevin is this. Nick hugged me yesterday. A brotherly hug but you didn't see that way! AJ kisses you, and that is the way I saw it. If you noticed I was angry at AJ not you. The question I have is why didn't you give me the benefit of doubt last night?" I asked. Kevin looked at the floor and I shook my head and brushed passed him and headed into my study to get some work done. I had a screen play due by the middle of December and I would never get it done if I put off starting it. I soon find myself writing for the next five hours strait. I hear a knocking at the door. "Come in!" I bellowed. The Door opens and in walks Nick and he was in tears. I get up quickly and help him to a chair. "You want to talk about it?" I asked.
"I just got off the phone with Diane, and she doesn't want the child. She is going to have an abortion!" he sobbed. I was shocked and scared at the same time. I pulled him into hug and he let it all out. After about ten minutes of crying on my shoulder, (getting my shoulder all wet) he gets up and pours himself a glass of brandy and drinks it down in one gulp.
I walk up to him and hold my hand out until he places the decanter in it. I replaced it on the Bar. "You know that is not the answer Buddy," He nods his head yes and moves away from the bar and sits down in the leather couch. I sit in the chair behind my desk. "Ok let's explore our options. She says she is pregnant with your child. Calls your management and gets you into hot water over it. You finally call her up and she tells you she is going to have an abortion. Why bother with all of this if she was planning to have an abortion? It just doesn't ring true. Hey Nick where does she live?" I asked, an idea was forming in my head.
"She lives in Orlando. I have her address," he replied.
"NILES!" I bellowed startling Nick. I laugh at his expression. Niles comes running in.
"You bellowed sir?" he asked. Nick busts up laughing. I glare at him and he stops at once.
"Yes I bellowed. You tossed the bell in the pool, remember?" Nick busts up again this time I let him laugh. "Call the Airport and have my jet standing by. Nick and I are going to Florida."
"Yes sir, right away. And sir?" he asked.
"Yes Niles what is it?" I asked back.
"How long will you be gone? I mean we do have the Halloween party to plan for," he asked.
"Gather the rest of the guys in the living room so we can talk to them," I instructed Niles. "Come on Nick let's go tell the other guys," I said as I headed out of the room. I was in full go mode and there was no stopping me. Nick just shook his head in amazement at my burst of energy and followed me out. We walk into the living room where the rest of the guys were waiting. I walk up to the fireplace and motion Nick to follow. "Thanks for coming here on so short of notice. Nick has something he has to tell you. Go ahead Nick tell them," I encouraged him. He took a deep breath and looked around the room. All eyes were on him.
"About two months ago when we were in Orlando I hooked up with this chick and we got it on. Well two nights ago I got a call from management and they told me that she had called and told them that she was pregnant," he told them cringing at the expected response.
Kevin slammed his hand on the table and shouted, "God Nick how could you be so stupid. I mean didn't you use protection?"
"Of course I used protection. But that always don't work and you know it!" Nick yelled back. I step in to stop the shouting match by holding out my hand for silence.
"I didn't call you all together to verbally bash Nick. Now Nick has taken the ball in this matter and I have agreed to help him out. We are leaving this afternoon to fly out to Orlando to meet with her and my attorney," I stated watching the room for reaction. I got one and it wasn't pretty. Kevin stood up and stormed out of the room. Brian got up to follow him. "Brian sit back down. I'll talk to him later. Now on to what I really called you guys in for. South Fork is having a Halloween Party this Sunday and I need your help setting it up."
"Cool I love Halloween Parties," exclaimed Howie.
"Good because I am placing you in charge of the decorations. AJ I am placing you in charge of the costumes and Brian your going to help Niles with the food. Oh yea you also get to line up the music." I got nods form all of the guys. "I'm sorry I wont be here to help but I promised Nick that I would help him with this. We will be back in time for the party." I turned and left the room to go find Kevin. I didn't have to look far. He was sitting on the steps.
"So you want to explain to me why you ran out of the meeting?" I asked. He shook his head no and looked away. "Well I'm not leaving until you do." I stated sitting down beside me. I started wistling giddy up ( an Nsync song). Before long he is laughing at me. I put my arms around his shoulder and pull him into a hug. "So you ready to spill?" He nods his head yes.
"I don't want you to go to Florida," he stated.
"I have to go Kevin. Nick needs some help with this. I promised to help. And I don't back down from my promises," I explained.
"What about us?" he asked looking into my eyes.
"What about us?" I reapeated.
"I mean I was hoping to have some time with you alone tonight," he replied. My heart stopped. I wasn't ready for that yet. He had hurt me and I was still mad about that. I got the impression that he was going on like nothing had happen. I reached up and touched my lip and looked away. He took my chin and pulled my face around until I was looking at him. "If you are not ready to do this I will understand," he said with hurt in his eyes.
"Thank you," I said. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 12:30. "Don't you have somewhere to be babe?" I asked.
"Yea, I have my first session with the Doctor today. I was kinda hoping you would come with me," he said hopefully.
"That I can do," I smiled. "Come on lets go," I said. We go into the garage and climb into my car. Kevin starts laughing his head off. "What! What's wrong with my car?" I demanded pretending to be insulted.
"You are a millionare and you drive a 1986 Olds?" he asked laughing. I just glare at him and start the car.
"I love this old car. I've had for 4 years now. And I am not getting rid of it," I defended it. Putting the car into reverse the transmission makes a loud clunking noise and Kevin starts laughing again. We finally get out of the garage and down the driveway and onto the road headed into town. I reached over and popped a tape in and 'I want it that way' comes blaring out of the speakers. Kevin lets out a groan. I silence him with jab to the side. A few moments later we pull into the Doctors office parking lot. I noticed that Kevin was really quiet. I reached over rubbed his shoulder. He looked at me and smiled weakly. "Come on Babe, let's go see that Doctor." I opened the door and climbed out. He follows alittle slower and together we walk into the office.
Once inside we walk up to the receptionist desk and she looks up and gasps. She than looks at Kevin who was staring at the floor. She regains her composure and looks in her appointment book. "You must be Kevin Richardson. If you will have a seat and fill these forms out the Doctor will see you in a moment. And you sir, I need to talk to you for a moment." I looked at Kevin for a moment and he nodded his head yes. I follow her into an office. She closed the door and looked at me with concern in her eyes. "Did he do that to you?" she asked pointing to my lip. I nodded.
"Did you press charges?" she asked.
"No I'm not pressing charges. I love him and I wouldn't do that to him," I said angry at her for getting involved.
"Well you know I have to report this to the police?" she said.
"Why?" I demanded getting mad again.
"All domestic violence has to be reported even if the victim doesn't press charges," she explained.
"Well it wont work lady!" I shouted and stormed out of the office. I walk up to Kevin and grabbed the clip board and threw it across the room. "Come on Kevin we're getting out of here," I said dragging a confused Kevin out the door. Once in the car we drive away.
"You want to tell me why you did that?" he asked looking out the window as we raced out of town.
"She was going to report you to the police. I told her I wasn't pressing charges and she said it didn't matter that she was going to call them any way. So I left," I explained.
"Jason turn the car around," he ordered. I didn't do it and kept driving towards home. "I said turn the car around!" he yells. I pulled over and shut the motor off and looked at him. "My decision Jason, I need to do this. And I don't care if they report it or not. I don't want to hurt you again. So please turn the car around."
"But what if they arrest you?" I sobbed. "I couldn't bear to see you in hand cuffs."
"I know you don't but it is my decision. Not yours. So will you please turn this car around?" he pleaded.
I started the car back up and make a u-turn in the road and we head back to the town. This time we go back in and Kevin finishes filling out the forms and he goes in to see the Doctor (therapist). A half hour into the session the police show up and walk into the office. The Sergeant walks up to me and asks "Are you Jason Gibson?"
"Yes officer I am. How can I help you?" I asked scared.
"We got a report of victim of Domestic Violence and your name came up. Where is the perp?" he asked.
"He is in with the therapist. You should know that I have no intention of pressing charges," I said. He just shook his head. And turned and walked out of the office. 'Well that was easier than I thought,' I thought. After about five minutes the door to the Therapist office opens and Kevin motions me inside. I go on in and sit in a chair facing the desk.
"I'm Dr. O'Riely and I will be working with Kevin for next few months," he said extending his hand. I reached over and shook it. "You should be proud of him. He took a really big step today. That is half the battle admitting that you have a problem and he has done that. Plus from what he tells me you two really love eachother. Is that true?" he asked.
"Yes at least I would like to think that we love each other," I replied reaching over and taking Kevin's hand in mine.
"Kevin tells me that you recently lost your wife and son less than a week ago," he added.
"Yes that is true," I said slowly looking at Kevin with question in my eye.
"Well, I'm wondering if you may be confused a little. I mean loosing two family members at once like this can not be easy. Are sure that this relationship isn't a rebound relationship," he asked. I was mad and angry that he would even sudgest that. But after thinking it over I realized that it was a fair question.
"OK that is a fair question. And the answer is no. I am not on the rebound. I truly love Kevin with all of my heart," I answered.
"If your wife was alive would she approve of this relationship?" he pushed. I was not liking this guy at all.
"Well gee let's take a look that for a moment. If my wife were still alive would she approve of our relationship? HMMM let me think about that. Of Course not you ass hole!" I yelled at him. He just sat there with a completely normal look on his face. I feel a hand on my arm. I look over and see Kevin looking at me.
"He is just trying to help you know. You don't need to get hostile Jason," he pleaded.
"I thought this was supposed to be about you," I retorted.
"It's about both of you. If you guys are going to survive this relationship you are both going to have to work through this. I know it is going to be painful for both of you. But with my help we can save this relationship," explained Dr. O'Reily.
"I'm just not comfortable talking about my feelings to strangers," I complained.
"Maybe you like getting beat up by your boyfriend," he said bluntly.
I thought about what he said and hung my head in shame. Here was Kevin trying to do the right thing for our relationship and I was being an ass and not being supportive enough. Tears started coming and I could do nothing to stop them. Kevin reached my side and I leaned on his shoulder. "I'm sorry I'm being a jackass. I promise to do whatever it takes to make this relationship work," I sobbed.
"Well, I think we have done enough for this week. I will want to see Kevin alone for the next two months. Than I will bring you in on them later. In the mean time don't be afraid to continue the relationship. It will be good in the long run to rekindle the good aspects of the relationship. Just don't rely on sex to solve all of your problems. Talk Talk and when all else fails talk some more. So Kevin I will see you in two weeks. And Jason think about what I said," I really am here to help." He said. We all shook hands and than left. Finally we were in my car heading home. I looked over at Kevin and he was looking out the window.
"Penny for your thoughts?" I asked. He looked at me and smiled.
"I'm just thinking how lucky I am to have you in my life. Any other man would have thrown me in jail," he commented. "So what do you want to do this afternoon babe?"
"I have to fly out with Nick," I said almost regretting that I agreed to help. "Hey I've got it! You can come with us," I exclaimed.
"Are you sure it will be alright with Nick?" he asked.
"I don't care if he likes or not. It's my plane and I'll take anyone I want to. And I choose to take my hot looking Boyfriend with me," I stated. He got the biggest smile on his face and blushed and looked away. We pulled into the front gate of South Fork and drove up the drive way where we passed Nick and Brian. Brian pointed at my car and started laughing. I made a mental to take him up to the highest point of Skyline Drive and leave him up there alone.
Chapter 11
Nick did not have a problem with Kevin coming along. We get strapped in the leather seats on my jet and soon we are airborne. The pain was mild this time. Finally the pilot let us know that it was ok to move about the cabin. Nick went up to the cockpit to bug the pilot. 'I wondered how long that would last.' I looked over at Kevin who was sleeping on the couch. I got up and closed off the area of the jet where we were and I called up front and left Nick with instructions to stay put. I was going to have some fun. I walked over to Kevin and laid down beside him. I kissed him gently on the lips. He moaned alittle. I kissed him on his adams apple and that worked. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"What do you think you are doing?" he asked kissing me back frowning a little because of my swollen lip.
"I'm waking up my boyfriend, what does it look like I'm doing?" I asked sliding his shirt over his head bending forward and taking a nipple in my mouth and sucking on it. He moaned loudly and bent down and kissed the top of my head. I sat up and removed my shirt. He just looked at me with his mouth open again. I just smiled and covered his mouth with mine and we kissed passionately with our tongues dueling. In the middle of our make out session I managed to get Kevin's pants off and he managed to get mine off. Soon we were naked and grinding our bodies together. Kevin was really gentle because of my bandages from the gunshot wounds and the soar ribs. I on the other hand was alittle aggressive. I dropped to my knees and swallowed his cock in one gulp. He threw back his head and moaned loudly thrusting his cock deeply down my throat. I was prepared this time and took it all in right to the hilt. He continued to thrust in and out. But I stopped him and he looked down at me confused. "Kevin, will you make love to me?" I asked. He looked at me with love and concern and leaned forward and kissed me fully on the lips.
"Are you sure that you are ready for this?" he asked running his hand over my arm.
I reached down and took his cock in my hands and said, "I want nothing more than to feel you inside of me right now Mr. Richardson. He bent forward and kissed me again and than he picked me up in his arms and laid me down on the couch. He than placed my legs on his shoulder and placed the head of his cock at the entrance. He pushed gently watching my face for any sign of pain. I felt the head of his cock slowly enter my ass. The pain was intense. He waited until I used to him being in me than he pushed a little more. Soon he had all of him in me. I had tears running down my face. He leaned down and kissed my tears away and slowly started thrusting in and out. Soon the pain was replaced with intense pleasure. My own cock was ready to burst. I wrapped my legs around his hips trying to force him in deeper. I enjoyed the feeling and the sight of Kevin making love to me. With each thrust we came closer to orgasm. Kevin was breathing heavily and groaning loudly. I too was moaning with each thrust. "Ohh God, Kevin you feel so good. Come on baby harder," I urged. He happily complied with my urgent request. I could feel his cock swelling in my ass. He threw back his head and screamed my name and I felt his cock explode in my ass. Sending one jolt of his hot cum after another searing into my bowls. I came to with such force that I almost blacked out. Stream after stream of my Cum splattered all over our chests. Kevin laid down on top of me breathing heavily. I reached up took his face in my hands and kissed him full on the mouth our tongues dueling for control of the other.
"I love you so much Kevin," I sighed. He looked me in the eyes and I was shocked to see tears in them. I reached up and wiped the tears away. "What's wrong Babe?" I asked with love and concern in my voice. He sat up and put his head in his hands and started sobbing. I pulled him into a hug. 'Hmm nice body he has.' No no not the time for that. Kevin needs me.' I scolded myself. He looked up at me and stood up and started putting his clothes back on. I followed suit. After we got dressed we sat back on the couch. I snuggled up to him and looked in those eyes of his and asked again, "What's wrong Kevin?"
"I love you so much. I still can't see how I could have hurt you so much. I mean I was brutal to you," he sobbed again. "AJ was right, you should have thrown my ass in jail. Every time I look at you I see myself beating up on you," he said laying his head in my lap. I gently stroked his hair until he fell asleep. I sat there cradling him in my lab. After about two hours the door slid opened and Nick stuck his head in and motioned me to come. I gently put his head on a pillow and covered him and left he compartment and followed Nick to another small compartment. Once in there he looked at me and smiled.
"So how was it?" he demanded. I looked at him shocked. "You know the next time you do this you should turn off the speakersystem. My blushed and he started laughing. "I thought the pilot was going to crash the Jet," he laughed. I punched Nick in the shoulder. "Ouch! That hurt," he complained.
"Yea well you deserved it. And in answer to your question it was great. I mean he so gentle and caring and God what a body," I sighed. At this point Nick held up his hand.
"Ok that's more information than I need," he laughed.
"You don't think he has a great bod?" I teased. He just glared at me.
"Jason I want to talk to you about him," he said seriously. "He's hurting, you know?" he asked. I nodded. "Do you think he'll be alright?"
"I certainly hope so. I mean I love him like no one else. But if he can't get his abusive behavior under control than we are through. I wont live like that," I said. Suddenly I got a mental picture of what it would be like if I no longer had Kevin. Such sadness welled up inside of me. I looked down at the floor of the jet and started crying. "Why does love have to hurt so much? All I want is to be happy," I pleaded. Nick pulled me into his arms and held me until I got my self under control. By that time the jet had started its descent. We go back to wake Kevin and get our selves strapped in. After we landed we got off of the plain and headed into the terminal. Once inside we were swarmed with reporter.
"Oh God, someone has leaked out the information of Diane," swore Nick.
A mic was shoved in my face and a male reporter shouted a question at me.
"Mr. Gibson, rumor has it that you are dating Kevin Richardson and that he beat you is that true?" he asked grinning wickedly. My heart stopped I grew weak in the knees. I looked at Kevin and he was pale as a ghost. "Come on Mr. Gibson, the people want to know. Are you in an abusive relationship with Kevin Richardson?"
I looked at Kevin and he nodded his head yes. I looked at the crowd of reporters and took a deep breath. "I would like thank you for coming out this afternoon," I started, (always thank the press) "And I have the following statement to make." Camera flashes just about blinded me and TV Cameras zeroed in on me. "Kevin Richardson and I are-----,"
Well I really hate to do this again. But that is all for this week. Let me know what you think. E-mail me at frnceso@yahoo.com
Next week on Twist and Turns:
"Diane, your going to have to prove that you are pregnant and that I am the father before you get one red cent from me," stated Nick.
"What if I decide to go the press over this?" she retorted.
"I don't think you want to do that," said a voice behind her. She turns around in shock.
"Who the hell are you?" she asked.
"I am your worst nightmare come to life," I replied stepping up beside Nick.
"Consider us two of your worst nightmares," said Kevin as he too stepped into the light.