"Frank is my rock, without him I'd fold...I think."
Back in Holly wood I meet Clint walker who 1st asks me, "Penny let's talk...this is a story close to what you've been through, in part, any time you feel closed in tell me I can rewrite it, from what I hear about you, here in the script, we do the reading in 3 days...just let me say this, again if what I hear about you is even close, we're going to have fun making this, just keep reminding yourself this is only make believe."
"Sir, it is a great privilege to be working with you."
"I hope you still feel that way as we proceed, I'm not known for my kindness as I'm making a film."
"So you'll hurt my feelings, I'll cry a little, then we'll go back to work, as long as you can handle a crying woman, I can handle your meanness, how's that." "Just like that."
"I seem to be in a position where I have no choice in the matter, so fuck it, I'll make the best of it...3 days...hmmm."
For those 3 days I work poor Frank in to the ground, his only reward comes the 1st night after we're done, as I ask, "I was very hard on you to day, I know, will you please reward yourself by physically taking it out on me as you harshly fuck the piss, shit and spit out of me tonight, I don't know about you, but I need fucking terribly."
"I haven't fucked you in weeks, this should be a real wild insane piece of ass for us both." By the time the reading come I have not only my lines, but character firmly in my mind, by the time we're done reading it, again Clint asks me, "You know all your lines, and places, and your character...great now adlib some, make it fun."
In this film Pullman is playing a dark character who becomes a dominate over me, who plays the part of high fashion model with a secret, she loves being dominated, she also has nice lover, a stock broker and between him and Pullman's sadistic dominance over her it's a really thriller, ending with Pullman going to prison, her in the hospital with a few broken bones and her agency asking her to come back as soon as she can. Only a week into filming I bolt awake one night screaming in terrible fear, Frank is not with me, so I panic and call Clint, pleading for him to come to my apartment, I need some one close to me.
After he gets here he asks, "What happened Penny."
"A dream, I was back there, she was beating me terribly...this is a terrible thing to ask, but will you sleep with me."
"Penny, I must be truthful with you once beside you in bed, I'm not sure I'm be able to contain my sexual arousal."
"If you can get me aroused enough to let you fuck me, all that much better for us both, I'll wake up with a great memory of tonight, and you'll get one of the hottest pieces of ass alive. And don't feed me that shit about your age, you're as solid as a rock and we both know it, also I'm not star struck kid, I just need fucking bad."
Poor Clint didn't get my best, but it started an affair between us, because the next night as we break for the night, he asks, "Any chance of a replay of last night minus all the crying."
"Oh, Clint darling, I owe you much more than just tonight."
After we have a drink at his apartment that he keeps for times when he's filming as we set having a smoke he asks, "This is going to be much more difficult then you 1st thought isn't it."
"No, I knew it will be hard, I'd done a good job of forgetting most of it, naturally in this film we're not coming close to How hatefully cruel those sick perverted women are, of course they have to have a willing subject, and I was ripe for that."
"Can you tell me why."
"Like Polly my character, full of self confidence, totally in control, overbearing, obnoxious domineering, completely taking change of every sexual encounter, then alone one night, thinking about not having any friends because of that very fact, and in walks this ever so gorgeous woman, who is so sweet to me, until she gets me alone, from then on my name was slut, after a few terrible beatings she had me, and I lived in a fear/love condition for the next year, then a lovely couple pulled me away from her, gave me back the good part of my personality, leaving out all the bad parts, and here I am, a submissive desirably Irresistible young woman, who is still cock crazy, but nicely so. I can only pray I now am the person others enjoy being with, do I see..."
As Clint's lips cover mine, and his hands and fingers fondle my clit, he relaxes me again. After a long session of raw wild sex as we lay cuddled close he tells me, "Yes, you are, and much more, can we continue seeing one another at least during the filming of this picture."
"I'll enjoy that very much I feel so secure close to you."
"After the opening you may want to think about personal appearance, it'll do wonders for the film."
"I've been wondering about that, my position at MS will not set forever waiting for me, I must talk to Bill and ask him what he thinks."
"Bill...as in Gates, you work directly with him."
"Yes, research and design. If this film does well what will my part be worth in the next one."
"Nothing less than 25 mil, plus %, please don't tell me you're wondering if you're going to stay in pictures or not, Penny you're a natural, no acting schooling or experience and you're doing great in this film, except before we go any further you need another name...your name is Patricia, drop the Van keep Husian...Patricia Husian."
"I gave myself Penny because I like it."
"Ok, Penny it is, Penny Husian."
The next day I call Bill and ask, "I've got no one else to talk to, what should I do if this film is good enough to launch a career in films for me."
"If you will continue working with me, but from wherever you are, by way of lap top, satellite phone and modem you do not need to be in here to do what you're going to be doing until we begin our next upgrade, work around your film career if you have one, and I know already you will...what's this I hear about you and Clint Eastwood, you go right to the top don't you Penny."
"He's nice to me, and very vigorous...it'll only be until after this film is made." So that taken care of, I continue working on the software for our super XJ-1000 and doing scenes during the day, as we wrap it up, and it's sent to the cutters, Clint and I go out on the town, and in a very exclusive club we see Jon and Pensu, who upon seeing us comes over, and to my surprise know Clint, so Jon says, "Clint take good care of our darling Penny she is one of our most successful prizes."
So later at his home he asks, "They're the couple you told me about."
"Yes, I owe them my very existence if it were not for them, no telling if I'd even be alive."
"Drs. Cason are the most respected psychiatrists on the west coast, any one who is serous about getting their lives back together goes to them, but cost, do they ever charge, as you know."
I choose not to tell Clint, I did not pay them anything, I guess I am a tax write off. Clint decided to try to have this film be a sleeper, and just opened in a few 1000 theaters across the country at the same time, no one grand opening anywhere, but within a month it was doing so well we began the sequel, which picks up where she gets out of the hospital and goes to work for her agency, which is run by another woman who starts right off forcing her into submission under her terribly hurtful domination. Clint and I had never broken off and it's a good thing because this film is so horror ably difficult on me, I end up bursting out crying almost every torture scene, it ends where I get a moment of strength find her weapons, shoot her emptying the gun into her head and kill myself.
This one has the grand opening at the Chinese theater, to rave reviews and goes on to win me an Oscar nomination, Clint another for best director and at the academy awards, we both won the Oscar."
Pay, 30 million plus 3% of the gross, plus tapes and disks, by the end of that year I had netted 60 million on these two films, taxes and expenses paid. That plus my other incomes, raised my worth to $2 billion, so I went back to MS and talking with Bill he tells me, "Penny do you realize it would have taken you 50 years at a million a year to make what you did this year. My advice is to ride this as long as it lasts, your position here will be waiting for you...darling you're a star, an Oscar winning star at that, and no one can ever take that away from you, go for it."
"I move into my penthouse, mine in Frisco was still on the market so I took it off, and get another in LA, as I settled into writing programs for our new XJ-1000, then one day I get a call from my attorney's office, and Mr. Grey tells me, "Miss Husian you should come by the office we have some papers you must sign, or will it be convenient for me to come by."
"Yes if you could I'm working now, but can take some time."
"Working, may I ask what at."
"Mr. Gates doesn't want to lose me, so I'm writing programs for MS."
Total silence, until he just says, "I'll be there in an hour."
Once here he asks me, "We are assuming you have agreed to us representing you as your contract agent for movie films since we did the last two, but there has been no contract between us."
"I have always thought you were my business agents on whatever I did, we have an agreement on that do we not."
"May I call you Patricia."
"I prefer Penny and that's fine."
"An adorably cute name for an adorably precious young woman, so le..." "Thank you Mark that is a nice compliment, sorry please continue."
"Yes...of course..."
I see him becoming uncomfortable, his penis doesn't want to stay soft, so I tell Mark, "Let me get us a drink, will scotch by agreeable with you."
"Yes, thank you, soda and ice please."
As I bring them, I set next to him on the couch as I light a cigarette and offer him one, then squirming some he continues, "We are the executers of your parent's will and administrators of your trust fund, that is all we are legally and officially are as yet, we wish to become your personal attorney's and theatrical agents...legally."
"I have it on good advise I cannot find any better than you, so fine, what do I need to sign."
I playfully allow my exhaled cigarette smoke drift from my lips casually rising up my face, through my hair, and gone, causing him to look longingly toward my breasts, as I ask, "Is there a problem Mark."
Stammering over his words obviously embarrassed at realizing I noticed him looking at them, he finally replies, "I'll leave these papers for you to look over, if you'll si..."
"Please Mark, I can look through them in an instant, please let me see them." After I quickly scan them I smile as I say, "it would take only a few accounts like me to totally support a few of your people's income would it not, you take a healthy amount % from me monthly now, no problem, naturally because we understand one another fully, I do not wish to be burdened with matters such as these and you are the best that can be had, the management section of your firm must be doing a marvelous job, or my monthly net worth would not be increasing, and each of us must pay for what we choose not to do, and have some one else do it for me...oh, let me get you another drink."
"No really I mu..."
"No you do not need to be anywhere more important than here with me right now, although you must have accounts larger, I certainly do pay you enough for you to keep me company for a little longer...and Mark darling, relax...I am not the fem fatale I am cast to be in my films."
He clears his throat as he replies smilingly, "Yes, of course I am aware of that...thank you...possibly I will have a cigarette now, one other matter we should talk of now...MGM is in the planning stages of a blockbuster film that has not been cast yet, I...we would like very much for you to test for the lead, it is an historical epic, a remake of Cleopatra. I know...We know you are perfect for the part of Cleopatra...John Huston has been asked to direct it and Cornelius Horn producing it, none of the stars have been approached as of yet, but word is they want Mark Cassidy as Caesar and Bill Pullman as Mark Anthony...you coming off an Oscar will be easily chosen if you test for it, I've...we've tho..."
"Mark is it we or you who is driving this."
"Well...we are, but whatever I decide in relation to your film work is final...that is of course if you want me to represent you."
"Oh, I knew that before you began all this, remember Mark I choose to stay out of my financial matters by choice not because I do not understand them or have no interest in them, how much do you intend to offer me for."
"I'm going to start at 50 million, fighting for 40."
"How much will I owe you, 10%." "We had...I had thought the standard %...5." "And how much of that does directly in your pocket." "Miss...Penny, aren't you getting somewhat..."
"Mark..."
"1%."
"Make it 10% and you 5, out of the 10 naturally, or no deal." "Why would you want to increase our % when no one else does."
Moving even closer to him and seeing the glassiness in his eyes, knowing just a little push and he'll be mine, I plant a light kiss on his lips as I reply, "So many reasons, you'll work harder for 5, there by giving you more, I do not need that much, it will only make me more expensive to other film makers, and you desperately desire me as much as I do you, this way we have a closer understandi..."
He roughly pulls me to his body, kissing me madly, fondling my breasts, pulling away as he says, "You've been purposely arousing my sexual desires ever sine I walked in here...I agree,. Now let's get to wha..."
We roll off the couch in a lustful passionate kissing and feeling; mad actual assault on each other's sexual organs, naked so fast neither of us have time to even think about what we're beginning, as he drives his prick deep in my pussy, I tighten my muscles around it, as I cup his face in my hands and tell him, "Do not rush matters darling, we must have a long period of negotiations." After a long sight he weakly replies, "Naturally we don't want to miss any clause of these negotiations do we."
"Ooohhh...Mark you feel so wonderfully pleasing inside of me, Hmmm...hmmm...ooohhh...how delicious you must taste, come in my mouth my precious love, I must taste you."
All during him gently slipping his prick deep in me, and slowly pulling it back, as time goes on he softly tells me, "I will not have the presence of mind to pull out in time."
"Then I'll need to excuse you for that, just don't break your rhythm...ooohhh...my god you're a fucking god...ooohhh...I've never been so enthralled wanting to come so badly, but not wanting to brake this glorious moment."
"I've been holding back my coming ever since I entered you...it's a good thing we're on the floor."
Then suddenly we both feel our insides begin to burst as the waves of orgasms sweep through us, finalizing In a thunderous climax that causes us to scream, me burst out crying and poor Mark yell, "I...can't...ooohhh...aaaahhhh...hmmm..."
My crying turns into laughter, and he laughs with me, while we slobber salvia all over our faces in such a sloppy mass of kisses, and we collapse, him laying on top of me. gradually we recover, and even slower, he gets off me, roll next to me, still smothering my face with his lips, he asks, "After I find we've left things out of this contract may I come back to renegotiate."
"Hmmm-hmmm...just call before you do...later today will be fine."
"As much as I hate this, I honestly must be going."
"Yaa, ain't it the shits...parts of life I mean especially these parts."
He manages to get himself together and leaves, kissing me warmly as he does. Soon I must move, because my fucking phone rings, but I come back to reality as Bill tells me, "These programs are perfect darling, is there any chance of you coming here soon...I must reward you personally."
Almost disgusted I do my best to sound full of enthusiasm as I ask, "How soon love."
"Yesterday would have been great...my jet is waiting for you."
"See you shortly."
After we're alone he roughly pulls me to him smothering me with his lips, then says, "Ohis isn't nice I know, but bend over my desk, I need a piece of you now." "Ooohhh, William, how erotic and perverse." As I pull up my skirt, revealing no panties, lean over his desk and he plows his prick up my ass, not expecting it there, I scream and gasp, emitting a long sigh, as he pounds it for just a few thrusts and ejaculates a gallon if a drop in me, pulling out, still kissing my face, lips and neck, he inhales a deep gasp and longer exhaled sigh, while he asks, "Can you wait for me, I must go to LA on business, we'll fly back together."
"Hmmm-hmmm...where."
"Melissa is probably waiting out side for me now, freshen up a car is out in back meet you at the plane."
As I do, it is the 1st time I've ever felt like some one's other woman, not that I'm not a lot of men's other women, but some how this time, with his wife waiting as he fucked my ass, I knew I am an actual slut, except in my case as wealthy as I am, I'm more of just the other woman, and to the wealthiest man on earth. It was even worse at the airport, me dressed in a large coat to cover who I am, as Melissa says good bye and walks away, I get on the plane behind him, once in the air, Bill turns to me and says, "God...I can't believe I did that to you, you of all women, can you forgive me."
"For reminding me I'm the other woman in your life, Bill my dearest, I've always known that, it just has never been pushed in my face like this before."
"I'll find a way of making it up to you, I promise."
"Nonsense there is nothing to make up, this is the way it is between us, I want you and you desire me, or is it my ass, or possibly my talent."
"I have hurt you, damn it's all of them, but if it will make you feel better, we're going to the opening of your new programs for the XJ-1000...so yo..."
My cell rings and it's Mark, "Honey, can you be at MGM's main office by 5 today." "Hold one darling...Bill can I be at MGM by 5."
"I'll see to it, if you'll tell me why." "Naturally, Mark darling, I'll be there...a screen test for the new film they're making."
"The remake of Cleopatra... you got the lead...well not yet; you will have, wait one."
Looking at him strangely he dials a number, and says, "Mr. Antony please Bill Gates calling...Ed you old fart...yes...I'll be in LA for a week...sure can, may I bring your newest star...that's the one...oh...you know already...yes, that's why I'm calling...see you there," then turning to me, "Penny darling you already had it."