"You can't tell anyone, but I used my sisters, it was unbelievable"
They sat on the patio in back of the house Kim had grew up in. His older brother was gone, in the Navy. His sister too was gone, on a school project in the desert for the summer and his parents were gone for the weekend.
March was one of his friends. He was the kind that you could say anything to and knew that you should listen to him. They had had late night phone calls venting about parents, schools, girls and other life challenges.
"Shit man I just jacked off and it was as if I hadn't done it before" Kim said to March one night.
"Did you do anything different?" March asked. Kim knew it was a serious quesiton perhaps in need of advice for his own techniques of pleasure seeking.
They compared techniques that night and ended the conversation with plans to explore self satisfaction again afterwards.
This was a summer night, the kind that the temperatures made the air feel so close that it literally enveloped you.
Their bare torsos felt the heat that night. Their legs that stuck out of their boxer shorts ached for cool temperatures. Despite the heat they inhaled the warm and elevating smoke that March brought.
"Does she know?" he asked realizing it was a dumb question, though he remembered the time his sister had come into his bedroom when he was jacking off once.
"You crazy? Hell I washed it so many times afterwards it turned me on" March laughed.
They were passing the joint back and forth.
"Want me to show you?" March asked.
The question was surprising. Kim looked over just in time to see March pull a long flesh colored dildo from his back pack.
"That thing has two heads on it" he said seeing the acorn endings to it.
"Ya that's so two can use it I guess' March said. His fingers were fondling one of the acron shapes.
"It's huge" Kim said feeling the thickness. He had felt a real cock before, not his own. Summer camp one year, scout camp another and even last summer while exploring the campus that would soon be his home.
"Yea" March said it with obvious admiration making them both laugh.
"You're a pervert" Kim said nudging the bare arm of his friend.
"You are too" March replied remembering the tale of Kim and his summer camp experiences he had shared.
"I guess we both are" Kim said as he held the dildo's end in his hand. "How did it feel, uh you know goin in and stuff?"
"You just have to relax and let it slowly stretch things. Man you know like taking a really good dump, you asshole gets huge."
"I guess" Kim knew it well as most did of course.
"Then you just feel it sliding in and out while you jack off, gets you so horny you go wild. Hell I did it four times one night" March was bragging now and Kim knew it.
"You can't stop, really man, out of control" March continued "The more times I used it the more times I wanted it"
"I thought you said you used this thing once" Kim challenged.
"Shit, I didn't want you to think I was uh you know" March.
"Queer" Kim contributed "hell it's a toy not a guy"
"Want to try it?" March said.
"How?"
"Well you can uh do it yourself or I can kind of coach you" March said "it's easy".
They were naked in the solitude of Kim's bedroom. He had opened the windows to let whatever air that could flow in. They had planned to sleep outside but privacy seemed to be required for what they were about to do.
"Just relax" March said pressing the greased dildo between Kim's round asscheeks.
"Shit" Kim said as he reached around to position the toy correctly. To his wonder his asshole seemed already partially dilated as if opening to swallow the foreign object.
"Go slow" he said to March.
March pressed and repeated his sinstructions to "breathe" and "relax"
It was inside him now. Kim's dick had gone soft but now sprang back to his hard state as March began to slide the toy in and out of his friend.
"Shit, you're cumming already" March said.
"Naw just precum, keep doin that" Kim grunted and begged at the same time.
"Faster" Kim said as he jacked his cock.
When he orgasmd it was as if his entire body's fluids converged somewhere inside him and burst out of him in a long sprew, then a second one and yet a third one.
"SHIIIIIIIIT" Kim said out loud and very loud indeed.
He lay there panting like a thirtsy dog in summer.
"You ok man?" March asked.
Kim felt the toy still inside him. It felt like it belonged there, filling his bowels and stretched open sphinter.
"That was ..." he didn't know the word.
"Fantastic?" March said.
Kim felt March's hand on his limp and sum wet cock.
"Yea" he said "what are you doing"
"Try this" March began to stroke his cock and move the dildo at the same time.
"No man that's..." KIm didn't finish his sentence. His cock was hard again to his suprise and his body seemed to have a mind of it's own as it convulsed, tightened and pumped even more blood into the flesh that his friend grasped.
Kim begged and begged not knowing the words he spoke. He thought he was begging March to stop then beggin thim to go faster and harder, he wasn't sure.
March ignored or complied whichever was appropriate and Kim was soon writhing all over the bed as he realized his friend was fucking him with the toy and jacking him off. If this was being queer, he loved it, he was ready to admit it, at least to his friend.
The second explosion hurt but plesured him. The dildo yanked from him while Kim was still spurting made him feel totally exhausted.
"Shit man" Kim said.
"I know" March was wiping his cum soaked hand on the sheets.
"If your sister ever knew what we were doing" Kim said. They both laughed as they sat bareass on the edge of the bed sharing the still existant butt.
"Want to do me?" March asked.
"Hell it's got two heads, maybe we can do it together" Kim said as he examined the dildo that seemed to wait to pierce one or both of them.
"Yea, do me first then we can do other stuff" March offered.
"Hell do you think a real cock feels like that?" Kim said as he began to grease the dildo.
"Well we can try that later, when do your folks get home?" March was already stroking his cock in anticipation of getting fucked by his friend holding the toy.
"Not till tomorrow night" Kim said as he pushed the dildo easily into the already widened butthole.
Getting pleasure had been satisfying and ocassionally sharing it was fun too. But that night and the next morning Kim learned about giving pleasure and getting it differently. It was more satisfying then he had ever expected.
Then there was the mid morning joy of feeling March's bare butt against his while the dildo linked them and Karl's hand milked them both.
Karl, another friend had responded when the phone call came. He already knew about the dildo and March. He would tell Kim all about that later...after he had milked his two friends as many times as they could handle the dildo that slide in and out of them at the same time.
"Toys are for boys, but real cocks are for men" March said in a late night phone call that following weeknight.
"My folks are gone again this weekend." Kim said as he stroked.
"Want me to bring the dildo?" March asked hopefully.
"Just bring your cock and maybe Karl can join us" Kim said. He knew it was queer. He didn't care. It was who he was and he was ready to admit it thanks to the toy.
But toys were for boys, he was ready for more.