Total Subjugation

Chapter 5. Graduation and Beyond

Austin speaks to Darryl, 19's Master: "I'm in awe of what you've done with the former phony Master. To think that last semester I was fucking the mouth of the slave it was claiming as its own, and now it too is the slave it was meant to be. I only wish that Brandon could see what's become of it."

"He will, Austin," replies Darryl. "I fully plan to take a trip down to Lipton after the semester ends to display it not only to Brandon but also to Brandon's friend Michael who, I believe, is living with Brandon now along with Brandon's friend Gary. I think the three fellows will chuckle to see what's developed up here."

More crushing humiliation. The thought of Brandon seeing it this way will shred any tiny trace of any pride it ever had before.

Its Master speaks. "On your feet, slave. Go finish preparing our luncheon and set the table. We'll be along shortly."

"Yes, Master," says 19, and as it walks away it sighs, actually a bit relieved now that the secret is getting out. It realizes that it truly is a slave and that its masochism has risen to the surface. Just the idea that its old friend Andy might take a strap to it had its cock perking up. The others must have noticed. It's really beginning to realize how much better it would be to be caged, but it doesn't dare make that suggestion to its Master. It knows well that Darryl believes the ultimate humiliation is having its cock displayed and yet totally useless as an organ of pleasure.. It dare not ever touch it, even in secret, because it is sure that the Master will see the guilt on its face if it ever slips up that way.

Darryl plans to display his slave to Brandon, whom it has brutalized when pretending to be a Master. . "I fully plan to take a trip down to Lipton after the semester ends to display it not only to Brandon but also to Brandon's friend Michael who, I believe, is living with Brandon now along with Brandon's friend Gary. I think the three fellows will chuckle to see what it's become.

More crushing humiliation. The thought of Brandon seeing it this way will shred any tiny trace of any pride it ever had before.

It's Master speaks. "On your feet, slave. Go finish preparing our luncheon and set the table. We'll be along shortly."

"Yes, Master," says 19, and as it walks away it sighs, actually a bit relieved now that the secret is getting out. It realizes that it truly is a slave and that its masochism has risen to the surface. Just the idea that its old friend Andy might take a strap to it had its cock perking up. The others must have noticed. It's really beginning to realize how much better it would be to be caged, but it doesn't dare make that suggestion to its Master. It knows well that Darryl believes the ultimate humiliation is having its cock displayed and yet totally useless as an organ of pleasure. And is what its cock has become. It dare not ever touch it, even in secret, because it is sure that the Master will see the guilt on its face if it ever slips up that way.d

Funny thing about 19's father, who's been doing business in the East for a good number of years. When he found out about the changes taking place in his son's life (Darryl insisted 19 be up front with his father), it turns out that he wasn't the least bit surprised. He said he suspected all along that Justin wasn't following the right path, and that someone somewhere was finally going to pierce through the façade and get to the boy's true heart. For that reason, the man has great respect for Darryl. The two frequently communicate with one another and as it turns out, 19's father has been a Master for a good long time, so he understands what's happening to his son. It was easy for him to shift his perception and regard his son as the slave it was becoming. Although he wants to still be in the slave's life, it will be with the proper protocol and respect. 19 no longer has direct access to its father; everything must go through the Master.

"Your father is pleased that you're now on the right path," Darryl told his slave during one of their affectionate interludes. "You will no longer be able to address him directly, but I promise you that I will let him know anything you want to say with him. I understand that the two of you have had a distant relationship over the years. I will do what I can to bring the two of you closer, but you must never forget that he is a Master and you are a slave. I will be the go-between for both of you."

19 clings more tightly to its Master's body as they lie together in bed. These moments are so precious to the slave. These moments are the ones that make everything else worth-while. Even while crying out at the whipping post, the slave knows that eventually it will be in its Master's arms, and that helps it bear the pain and humiliation of the discipline it deserves to receive, whether with crop, or strap, or whip or even cane. Darryl constantly makes sure that the slave understands how its masochistic nature cries out for the lash at times. Darryl constantly makes sure that the slave receives all the after care it needs after sessions in the dungeon.

Several times over the last two months of the semester 19 repeatedly begged its Master for permission to move out of the house—mainly because it really wanted to get away from Andy who demanded daily service the days 19 was at home and didn't hesitate to beat the slave on more than one occasion. 19 remembers the very first night he was at the house when Andy came downstairs and said, "What the fuck are you doing wearing your clothes? Strip, slave! Naked in this house at all times." He asked the slave what it had planned for the evening and 19 let him know that it had a report to finish before the end of the night. "In that case, I'll make quick use of you tonight. Get yourself over my knee, slave. You need to be punished for walking around dressed here. You should have known better. And so 19 got its first thrashing from the man who used to be a close friend and housemate, and Andy made it clear that this slave was going to be in for a rough time. After the beating he tossed the slave to the floor, opened his pants, dropped them and demanded a blow job and then made the slave drink his piss as well. That constituted "quick use."

Andy had always been quite the sadist; now, however, his sadism became particularly vicious at the sight of his former friend naked and groveling in fear before him on a regular basis. In Andy's mind, Justin had died; what remained in his place was a miserable faggot slave who deserved the most severe and degrading treatment at all times. It was karma, he though, for the way Brandon had been treated. He even began eating asparagus several time a week because it would make his piss especially noxious. One night, in fact, 19 actually vomited before he could get it all down. The slave was made to clean up the mess while Andy stood over it with his strap and the slave was sobbing before it finished licking up the piss which remained on the floor.

The worst thing about being subjugated by Andy was that while Andy was an expert at humiliation, his sense of after-care was deficient, and so many times, when the slave lay on its lonely bed in pain, it wishes it could be with its true Master, and only those thoughts helped it endure the mistreatment it was constantly receiving from its former friend and housemate. The things that happened with Andy were the most soul-destroying aspects of its new life as a slave.

Darryl knew what was happening and after seeing the results of a particularly harsh strapping on the slave's body, he started requiring 19's presence at his home during the week more and more often. When the time came for the slave to take up permanent residence with its Master, it was a welcome change.

Nonetheless, Darryl never tried to interfere with the way Andy treated his former friend; he knew that what the slave suffered under Andy's control would in the long run help break it of any vestige of pride and replace that pride with a trembling fear beneath the lash of a Master who knew what it took to break a man's spirit and turn it into the faggot slave it was meant to be with no recourse to any kind of relief. In the long run, Andy was doing Darryl a favor. And, knowing his slave's past history of abusing subs and slaves, the treatment it now suffered was long overdue.

At the same time, Darryl allowed Andy to mistreat the slave because he knew it made the slave yearn all the more to be with its true Master, for only Darryl was expert at both humiliation and after-care, and the slave never doubted for a second that Darryl had its best interests at heart. It was hard to have that kind of faith when suffering under Andy's lash and spit and piss and degradation.

Needless to say, any trace of a friendship between Justin and Andy had come to an end. Many a night 19 cried itself to sleep after evenings on its knees suffering more abuse that it had ever given out when it was pretending to be a Dom. Fortunately, there were other prospective submissives Andy had his eye on, and his experiences dominating and mistreating 19 made him realize that at long last he wanted a permanent slave.

Justin owned the house but had signed it over to its Master along with all its other assets. First Darryl was thinking simply selling the house but then he decided that it would be nice to have three D/s couples occupying the residence in the future. Once again, money was no object. It was simply a matter of finding the right tenants.

And so a little coincidence occurs, conveniently. Darryl let it be known at the club that he was looking for new tenants. Guess who do you think asked to be considered? That's right: Matty and abe. They would be occupying the apartment and dungeon that was formerly occupied by Justin before he became a slave. They'd be moving in at the same time that 19 was moving out. And, of course, they are all getting to know one another from Fetters, whose owners decided to continue the 18+ weekend events since they were so popular and brought in high caliber members.

Darryl consulted with 19's father about what to do about the graduation ceremony. Now that his son was a bona fide slave, its father saw no interest in attending the ceremony because it would mean that it had to take on its former identity. He knew from experience that the less this had to happen the better. And so it was decided that the slave would not attend its own graduation. There was no need for the disruption in its life now that it was settling so nicely into its identity as Darryl's faggot property.

Darryl announced his decision and the slave barely reacted at all. It confessed to its Master that it had grown increasingly uncomfortable having to assume its former identity for the sake of legalities and its educational record. The slave's father would take care of having the records changed along with the name change. He also decided that its surname would be taken away as well. For legal matters, henceforth it would be known as "J. 19 Dariboy." Its surname would be its Master's name, completing the shift in identity in a rather classy way. When the slave needed to pose as a free man, from this time on it would be known as "JD" and this solved any problems with its identity. From time to time, even its Master would call it JD, and in the Master's mouth that name seems to be a term of affection. 19 ate it up and was grateful to the Master for solving a tricky problem so elegantly.

Some urged Darryl to have his name tattooed or even branded into the slave's flesh, but Darryl was firmly against any type of permanent body modification. 19 wore his collar; that was more than enough. However, soon after the slave began to live with its Master permanently, Darryl informed it that he would be caging the slave's cock in a tight cage and gradually reducing its size until at long last the slave would have nothing but a nub between its legs. Whenever he would bring the slave to Fetter's he'd remove the cage so that everyone could see what had happened to the once much-desired cock of the former man known as Justin. Other than at Fetters, he continued to keep the slave caged in the smallest possible device to keep its nub well formed.

The slave's father could easily arrange for a suitable career to be set up for his son, but agreed with Darryl that this new slave needed to spend at least a year if not longer away from the business world.

And so 19 worked menial jobs that the Master selected for it. Quite a number of Masters needed work to be done and 19 let it be known that he was eager to provide his slave with experiences of slave labor as often as possible. Yard work, landscaping work, heavy cleaning, indoor painting and wallpapering, even house cleaning when nothing else was available were all good ways for the slave to spend its time, especially because it could work naked, and a small strap was always available for motivation when needed.

Whenever Darryl sent the slave anywhere to work, he always provided it with a nutritious drink he concocted himself because he preferred that the slave never be given anything to eat by those it worked for. He controlled the slave's diet. Anything it ate or drank came from its Master. Usually it ate from a bowl on the floor and sometimes drank directly from its Master's mouth. Those situations frequently turned into episodes of passionate kissing, and it didn't take long for the slave to realize it was falling in love with its Master and was eager to endure any hardships or discipline as ways for it to prove its devotion to the only man in the world who had been able to turn JD into the subservient slave it had always meant to be.

There is nothing more beautiful than the devotion and love a well-ruled slave felt for its Master. Darryl made sure that the slave understood at all times that it was its Master's precious property. Darryl had perfected the correct balance of affection and subjugation that reinforced the slave's devotion even during times of trial, humiliation and punishment. Sometimes, in fact, the slave would even beg for a thrashing when it felt itself unbalanced. Darryl had taught it the value of pain when administered with love and purpose. The time it had spent being abused by Andy gradually faded into a dark memory best kept locked up in the recesses of the slave's memory.

As time went by, more and more, 19 became what it was meant to be: a total slave under the domination of a benevolent yet demanding Master who knew how to keep it in the proper head space at all times. When all else failed, a sharp caning always brought things more into balance. Usually, whenever Darryl decided that the slave needed to be caned, the punishment was carried out at Fetters in full view of everyone there. As time when on, fewer and fewer present at the Club remembered that Darryl's slave once was a Dom, and it became known simply as JD most of the time. Anyone who still knew what the "j" stood for was asked to keep that knowledge private. It had gotten to the point where there was no longer and mention of how far "J" had fallen. The slave JD, as far as most Doms and subs knew, had always been a slave. Many had gotten to spend pleasurable minutes in this slave's mouth, and that even included subs. As far as Darryl was concerned, his slave was a sub to subs as well and he enjoyed seeing his boy humiliated that way. Difficult and painful evenings at the club were always followed up by special treats and much affection at home, especially on occasions when the slave was subjected to new forms of humiliation in public.

And with that, our story of Justin and his eventual fate comes to an end. It must be said in conclusion that the slave known as 19 or "JD" found an inner peace that it had never known before meeting Darryl and coming under his care and domination.

Darryl gave Andy two months' notice to find a new place to live. Lou, the third housemate, had picked up and moved to Berlin in search of new and more perverted pleasures. As soon as was feasible, construction began, converting the upstairs level of the house into smaller units with private baths. Those who read the earlier stories in this series will remember that after Billy and alex' "disappearance," his father had converted their home into a residence for young gay men and women who had been cast out by their parents, and there was hardly ever an opening since so many in the area had suffered this fate thanks to the large evangelical influence in that state.

There came a time, however, when one of the occupants graduated high school and in a sense "aged out" of the need for such a protective environment. These were the ones who eventually ended up occupying the little suites Darryl had constructed in his slave's former home.

The slave was placed in charge of maintenance and got to know many of the new tenants. It did not work naked when at the house since many of the new residents were not yet aware of the bdsm world; in their own minds "JD" was a helpful man who quickly responded to any calls for help. This worked out just fine.

Both Darryl and Billy's father set up a foundation which provided full scholarships to the U for residents of what became known as "Justin's place," although it was made clear that Justin was a benefactor who had moved to another part of the country. There was no connection, therefore, between this "Justin" and "JD," who served as caretaker for the home.

Five years after JD had graduated from college, the slave was still doing the blue collar work which Darryl decided was the best way for the slave to maintain its subservient style of life and by the end of its third year in service, the slave had stopped asking about the possibility of putting its education to work in the business world; it came to understand its Master's wisdom that such a change in its lifestyle would cause too much of a conflict in its own mind. In all things, surrender to the Master's wisdom proved to be the best way to live as the slave it needed to be. That was the end of any discussion about career, professionalism, or the sense of dignity that was alien to its status as the slave it had become.

Occasionally, one of the residents of `Justin's place" showed promise as a Dom or a sub and those situations were taken care of on an individual basis. It became clear as time went on that a true Dom or true sub needed to find a new living situation, and so most of the residents of the home were blissfully unaware of the details of JD's life.

Matty and abe continued to live in the luxurious apartment that they had begun to occupy as soon as the former tenant had moved in with Darryl. They continued as devoted lovers with a kinky side to their relationship. Matty did not usually refer to abe as his slave although in all things abe was submissive to his wishes. Eventually the boy was caged and this became a regular part of his existence and at last its cock had been reduced to a nub and the only orgasms it was allowed to enjoy were anal.

Matty ruled with love. abe served with love and devotion. The dungeon left behind by the former tenant (JD) got a lot of use as Matty continued to help abe discover his masochistic needs and desires.

One night about three years after they moved into the apartment, abe was bound to one of the tables, wrists and ankles, thighs and even the collar around his neck were tightly clipped to the table so movement was virtually impossible. After working the boy over with a crop until it was near tears, Matty began applying clothespins to his body in all the most sensitive places, and if that wasn't enough, he had fashioned about a dozen votive candles to the boy's body and lit them. abe suffered the pain of the cpins and the melting wax and kept yelling out "I love you so much" to Matty until at last he passed out from the pain.

Matty moved quickly to strip the boy's body and let loose its bonds, then carry the boy to bed and lay with him so that when he came to, the sight of his lover made him feel like he had entered a new dimension. Much pain still remained all over his body, but the gaze from Matty's eyes was the greatest pain relief of all.

abe was seldom punished because abe's obedience was based on his love for his "Master" and Matty was wise enough never to ask or demand anything that was beyond the boy's capacity to endure. Yes, he drank his lover's piss. Yes, he endured many a beating. Yes, he was frequently required to service those who attended the sessions at the Club or at the Professor's gatherings. They rarely ever had guests to their home; that place was sacrosanct to them. Outside the home, however, abe frequently wore a golden slave collar and, of course, the cage which was always locked, especially when it served as a houseboy for a number of kinky clients, who were always given free reign to the boy's body (within prescribed limits). The word "slave' was only used by the few who had picked up the habit of using that language. Nonetheless, what is described here give a pretty clear indication that abe was, indeed, Matty's slave even if they didn't use the term most of the time.

One other thing was part of their lives on a regular basis. Whenever one of the upstairs tenants proved to be submissive, he would frequently be invited to spend time with Matty and abe and together they would introduce the young man to some of the finer aspects of a submissive lifestyle, and that included dungeon time, caging, collaring, corporal punishment, etc., and at the right time would become a guest at Fetters where it could get much experience sucking cock and having its ass broken in. Most of the time, one of these neo-subs would end up under the care and direction of a Dom, and it would leave the residence to be taken into the Dom's home and under his direction.

As far as residents who developed dominant tendencies, they too were welcomed to Matty and abe's apartment where Matty would coach them in some basic skills and abe would serve as the sub in all ways except as a urinal. Matty was adamant; only he would ever use abe as a urinal, and even then it wasn't something he did frequently but on only on some occasions when abe's submissive urges were strong enough for this to take place. The new young Doms were encouraged to attend the 18+ nights at Fetters, and from that point on began to find new living situations that would accommodate their lifestyle.

It was a good arrangement and worked out well for a great many years. One more thing: Matty and abe were legally married soon after they got settled in their new home. The wedding was performed at the Club with many of their friends in residence. People often wondered whether or not they would wish to become parents, but it seems that the only parenting they did was with the young Doms and subs they took into their care, and this was always temporary.

Austin and dan

Sadly enough, Austin and dan didn't have as easy a time of it as the others in our story. Things got rocky a little after the first year. More and more dan found himself unable to serve as the slave that Austin wanted him to be, and finally, after months of discussions and even battles, had to declare his independence once again and decided that the D/s lifestyle was nothing more than a phase he passed through on his way to a basically vanilla existence.

Austin, however, realized that his best way of living was as a demanding Dom and so, with dan's consent, began actively searching for a new slave, mostly among the many young aspirants who attended the special gatherings at Fetters. Finally, after a grief-filled parting, dan moved out West where no one would be aware of his past background, and eventually met a hunky rancher and they fell in love. Dan changed his name back to Jonny, and lived with Pete on the ranch where he was happy to serve as housekeeper and also cook for the group of workers and ranchhands whom Pete employed. Fortunately during his time as Austin's slave, Austin had sent him to cooking class and dan discovered a talent which he could enjoy putting to use as Pete's partner at the ranch.

Austin, meanwhile, took a long time settling on one of the club subs as its Master. He moved slowly because he wanted to make sure that the same thing wouldn't happen to him as happened with "dan." If he was going to take a slave, he wanted it to be one who was firmly convinced that was what it needed to be. After a couple years' searching, he met a M/s couple who had decided to call it quits for reasons which had nothing to do with their sexual proclivities. The Master decided to move to Britain, and the slave, who had a good job as a construction foreman (quite a contrast!), did not want to move to another country. Its Master made it be known that he was looking for someone to whom he could give the slave, and Austin was interested, even though the slave was five years older than he was. He'd seen the slave in action as a high-needs masochist and even had occasion to spend some private time with the slave (which was named Zero both in the lifestyle and without), and after a trial period agreed to take the slave as his own. The slave, who was intensely submissive, had decided that it would serve the person its Master decided to give it to, and so Zero became Austin's slave, and soon adjusted to its new way of life under Austin's rule. Austin wasn't completely comfortable with the idea that the slave Zero was working as a foreman and soon put an end to that situation and found it a job where it would be subservient at all times. As it turns out, Zero thrived under the new way of life, and it looked like this new arrangement had the potential to last for a long time to come. Zero was particularly happy because Austin was able to deliver regular canings to keep the slave in line, and now Zero was able to function at work despite the resulting long-lasting pain of those punishment sessions. In fact, the pain from the beatings Austin helped the slave maintain a totally subservient attitude at its new job. All in all, it turned out to be an ideal situation.

And so, that brings our long saga to an end.

This is the end of "Total Subjugation,"

This is also the end of the "Alex Series."

If you haven't read the earlier books in the series and would like to find out more about the lives of all these characters, I suggest you read other books in the series in this order:

1. Sweet Subjugation

2. Brandon's Bosses

3. Brandon's Brothers

4. Total Subjugation

I will soon begin posting a new book with new characters. The title is "Tommy Loves His sub" and will be posted in the "Authoritarian" session of Nifty.

If you've enjoyed this book, please write to let me know. subkodak25@gmail.com.