Tom Higgins is a sex god. Boy he made me horny. My cock was constantly stiff when I thought of him, which was pretty often. However any approach to him would prove futile and very probably fatal.
My name is Ben Warhurst and I am 17 years old and nobody knows I'm gay, apart from Steve Buckley, my wank buddy for the last 3 years. We have wanked each other off loads of times, but I longed to go further - to wrap my lips round his big juicy cock or for him to stuff his big cock up my arse and give me a good shafting. But he insisted that was just too gay and while I could pull on his meat anything else was not on. Steve had started to go out with girls so even our tossing sessions had started to dry up. I am not a bad looking lad and even have a few female admirers but I am not in Tom's league half the girls in college are drooling over him. To cap it all who is he going out with ? Alisha my adorable little sister, she is a year younger than me and in Year 11. Don't get me wrong I love my sister to bits but I am so jealous of the two together. I have seen them kissing and I could burst out crying, why it can't be me.
My sister and I live with our parents in a large detached house in Oldham, England. My mother is a primary school teacher and my father works as a manager for a large company. The house is lovely and we don't want for anything but for a little more freedom perhaps. Our parents take tight reins on us and are very religious. I am still ordered to attend church every Sunday morning, much to the fun of my classmates. Of course any hanky panky between Tom and Alisha is strictly forbidden. They are allowed up to her room as long as the door is open and he may take her out at weekends as long as my parents have approved the venue as being suitable. I walk past her room and look in and I see them holding hands or cuddling. I would more than cuddle him.
Of course my parents had no idea of my homosexuality. They would shit a brick if they had any inkling that I had touched Steve's or anybody else's dick. I had almost been caught wanking him off on a couple of occasions when one of them just walked into my room unexpectedly. It was lucky we were sat on the floor with my bed between us and the door and we had time to cover up. Most of the time we did it at his house where the atmosphere is a lot more relaxed. My parents were happy for me to visit male friends so long as I was home in time for bed. So for now my gay sexual fantasies remained just that, a fantasy.
I had known Tom since we started Secondary School together aged 11. I think I must have had some idea I was gay even back then. I loved watching the other boys getting changed for games and showering afterwards. My cock would start to stiffen and I had to grab my towel before anyone noticed. I was clever enough to be able to portray a manner of masculinity although I did find it difficult joining in when the lads started talking about tits and pussy. As time went by I got quite good at deflecting the questions although I did feel a little miserable inside that I could not be who I truly am.
As I have said, Tom became my favourite wank fantasy and has been for about 4 years now I have shot bucket loads of spunk imagined me and him having sex together. Thankfully I don't think the thought of me being gay has crossed his mind. I am sure he would have called me some name if he had. Even when some other guy made some joke or teased someone about being gay Tom would just smile and shake his head. At one point I wondered of there was a small chance he would be up for it and maybe I should take a really big gamble with him but that all came crashing to the ground when I heard my sister ask my parents if she could go to the cinema one evening with a friend.
"He is really nice", she told my parents.
"How old is he", my mothered enquired.
"Seventeen", my sister said smiling.
"That is older than you", my father said frowning.
No doubt he realized that boys of that age were into sex. He probably was when he was that age, perish the thought. He glanced at me as he said it. I wondered what he was thinking. Perhaps he was wondering when his own flesh and blood was going to start chasing after a bit of skirt. He was going to be disappointed.
"Only just", my sister protested, "He is in Ben's class at college"
My sister looked at me for support. I wondered which one of my classmates had asked her out. No one had mentioned it to me and I felt sure if someone had wanted to take her out they would have asked for some background off me.
"What's his name", I enquired.
I asked more out of curiosity then wanting to know which one was asking, after all the chances of them getting in her knickers were remote. All hell would break loose if someone actually shagged her, even though she was 16 and old enough to make her own mind up.
"Tom", she said.
I felt like someone had just punched me in the stomach when I heard her say that name.
"Tom Higgins", she added.
I breathed in deeply. I was gutted. My number one wank fantasy had asked my sister out.
My Sister sat their smiling as my parent's looked at each other deep in thought. All of them of them blissfully unaware of the reaction the use of his name had caused in my pants. I was secretly hoping they would refuse although really my sister was a young woman and it was time they cut her some slack.
My mother was first to speak.
"Let me and your father discuss this for a few minutes", she said.
"Mum I am sixteen", my sister said forcefully.
"We know Hun", my mother said, "We just don't want you to grow up to soon".
My father looked at me and raised his eyebrows in an indication that I should leave the room.
I adjusted my stiff cock and got up and went up to my room. I entered my bedroom and closed the door. I lay on my bed and grabbed a tissue as I pulled my stiff cock out thru my fly and started to wank off. I imagined me and Tom 69ing on my bed. Faster and faster my hand moved up and down my shaft. I closed my eyes tight as my orgasm moved closer. Tom's mouth was moving up and down my shaft as I did the same to him. Harder and harder my cock became. I held the tissue close to the end of my shaft as I felt my balls start to tighten. My load shot up my shaft and into the waiting tissue. I opened my eyes as I panted after my swift jerk off session. Suddenly I heard someone climbing the stairs. Quickly I stuffed my softening cock back into my pants and pulled the zip up. I jumped off my bed and slipped the damp tissue in my pocket as I opened my bedroom door I saw my sister reach the top of the stairs. She was smiling.
"They said yes we can go to the pictures on Saturday", she said.
"That's great", I said putting on a false smile.
I was jealous as fuck. The lucky bitch.
I went to the bathroom and dropped the tissue into the toilet bowl and flushed.
For the next three days before the weekend I avoided Tom. He did say Hi when we passed in the corridor and I nodded back but he never mentioned him taking Alisha to the cinema.
On the Friday evening I called round to Steve's house. He was getting ready to go out with his girlfriend. I reached out and gave his crotch a squeeze.
"Don't", he protested pushing my hand away.
"Come on", I begged, "I'm horny".
"I'm seeing Ally", he said smiling.
"Hoping to fuck her", he added.
"Just let me have a feel", I pleaded and I reached out to feel him again.
He stood there as he allowed me to feel him up although I could sense that he did not want it.
I took my own stiff cock out and looked at him. He knew what I wanted and he felt it for me.
"Wank me off mate", I asked almost begging.
Reluctantly he started to pull on my dick. Slowly at first then with more haste as if he needed to hurry. It did not take long before I shot my load onto his bedroom carpet.
"Thanks", I said as I put my dick away.
He started to jel his hair as I watched him. I wished I could take him to bed. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms round his chest and kissed him gently on the cheek.
"Don't", he said pulling himself away from me.
"You need to find another puff to do that with", he added.
After he had finished getting ready he announced it was time for him to leave. So I followed him downstairs and out of the house. Slowly I walked home. I knew I was losing my wank buddy and I had to find another guy like me. But how was this going to be possible when I did not even have the courage to come out to my parents or my friends?
I got home and went up to my room. I turned the TV on and flicked through the channels to see what was on. After a couple of minutes I turned it back off again as I found nothing appealing. I started to play on my Xbox but gave up after a short while as I could not concentrate. Even my music did not interest me. I felt so lonely. All I wanted was someone to share some good times with. I began to feel bad about being gay and wished I wasn't.
The next night when my Sister went out with Tom I sat alone in my room and felt sorry for myself. I fell asleep eventually and did not wake until the middle of the night. I got up and walked round the house was all quiet in darkness and everyone was in bed. I peeped into my Sister's room as she was lying in bed peacefully no doubt having sweet dreams.
The next day my Sister told me all about her date and how they held hands for a while during the film and he even kissed her goodnight.
Come Monday at College I decided to ask Tom had he enjoyed himself.
"Yes", he said, "Your Sister is really nice. I came to say goodnight but you were asleep"
My cock stiffened when he said that. Why was he being nice to me it was my Sister he wanted.
My Sister was not allowed to date on school nights and the next weekend he was away with his family so it was a whole fortnight before the saw each other. He came round to the house and they went up to her room and listened to music. One or the other of my parents kept going up to check on them. I walked past just as my Sister kissed him. He just sat there as she planted her lips on his. I thought he might have put his arms round her or something. I went back to my room and lay on my bed and listened to my music quietly.
At just after 10 there was a knock on my door. I got up and opened it. Tom was stood there.
"I'm going now mate", he said.
I was only wearing my underwear and his eyes seemed to check me up and down.
"Bye", I said, "See you Monday".
"Bye", he said.
He brought his clenched fist up and gently touched my face as he smiled and winked at me. He walked back to my Sister who was stood at the top of the stairs and he gave her a quick kiss before he left. I watched them go down the stairs and he walked straight out of the door and left.
My Sister came back upstairs.
"Isn't he gorgeous", She said as she went to her room.
I smiled at her obviously I was in total agreement but I said nothing.
This went on for a few weeks he would come round or they would go for a walk or to the cinema and on one occasion they went for a meal with his family. Every time though he would always come and say good night to me, on one occasion he even gave me a hug. I began to think he knew I fancied him and was just teasing me.
He started to call round on Friday and Saturday evenings and would always leave about 10 which my parents said was late enough. My Sister begged for a little later but they would have none of it.
They had been seeing each other for about three months and we had just completed our evening meal together when my Sister asked my parents if Tom could stop the night this weekend.
"No Fucking chance of that", I thought to myself confident they would refuse.
My mother looked at my Father. Who put down the Newspaper he was reading.
"He could sleep on the couch", My Sister volunteered.
"No no", My father said.
My sister flew into a huff.
"You never let us do anything", she said about to storm out of the room.
"Let me finish", my father said sternly.
"He could bring his sleeping bag", she said
My father's face changed to a smile as he nodded affirmatively.
I was shocked I never thought he would allow that.
"Maybe he could sleep in Ben's room", he said.
The thought of him sleeping in my room caused my dick to go painfully hard.
"If that's all right with Ben", my father said looking at me.
My Sister turned to me and looked pleadingly. I knew I could not refuse and obviously I was not going to decline.
I smiled and nodded.
"Oh thank you", My Sister said as she threw her arms round me.
So it was all organized Tom would sleep on my bedroom floor on Saturday night.
A few days later my Sister thanked me again she explained that it was Tom's idea. They could spend a little more time together and he would sleep in a bag. Apparently he even mentioned that he could sleep on my bedroom floor.
All week I tossed off to thoughts of being able to watch Tom sleeping in my room.
He came round again on Friday and I was busy playing with my dick in my underwear when he knocked on my door to say goodnight. I hesitated getting off my bed as my cock was very stiff and I was just walking to the door when it opened and he walked in. He appeared to be totally oblivious to my obvious arousal. He just walked up and hugged me.
"Night mate", he said.
"Thanks for letting me sleep here tomorrow", he said.
As he broke the hug his leg came into contact with my hard dick.
He smiled at me and raised his eyebrows before glancing down at my cock.
"See you tomoz then", he said as he left.
I immediately climbed into bed and wanked myself off in less than a minute. I shot my load into a tissue as usually and was about to climb back out of bed when another knock at my door. This time it was my Sister. She came in.
She thanked me for about the hundredth time for agreeing to let him stop.
"It's okay", I smiled unable to get out of bed as my cock was still hard despite the fact I had just emptied my balls.
"It's going to be difficult if you and Tom want to do anything with Mum and Dad in the next room", I said.
"Tom's very nice", she said, "He says we should wait before we have sex. As he says I'm not ready for it".
"Isn't he sweet", she said as she smiled.
I had to agree with her on that one as my cock twitched under the duvet.
She said goodnight and left.
I had to wank off again before I fell asleep.
The next night came around and Tom and Alisha spent the evening together watching TV and listening to music. My parents had already agreed that they could stop up til midnight before it was time for lights out and Tom would come and sleep in my room. They also insisted that bedroom doors would have to closed at this time and no one would be allowed to enter another room until my parents had got up, accept of course to use the toilet.
I spent the evening watching TV in my room. I was looking forward to having a secret wank after Tom had fallen asleep. Maybe I could watch him sleeping as I pulled on my meat.
It was a little after 11 when my sister came to my room and asked if Tom could come to bed now as they both a little tired.
Tom had already left his sleeping bag and pillow in my room when he had arrived.
I said okay and a few seconds later Tom came in and they kissed each other goodnight.
Tom announced he had to use the bathroom before he went to sleep. He returned a few minutes later and closed my bedroom door behind him. I was looking out of the window at the darkness.
"Aren't you going to close the curtains", he said
I did as he requested as he took his shirt off.
I so wanted to turn around and watch him get undressed but I knew that would not be cool so I pretended to be busy tidying my bedside table. I heard him pull his jeans off and he folded them and placed them over my chair. He then lay down in his underwear on top of his sleeping bag. I sort of glanced round at him but did not want him to think I was looking.
"You not getting undressed", he said.
With my back to him I took off shirt and pants. I usually slept naked but there was no way I could take my underwear off in front of him. My boner would give me away and my life would be ruined when he outed me to everyone.
I could tell he was watching me as I slowly folded my pants I needed to hang them up but that would involve me turning towards him and he would see my stiff cock. I tried to think of something other than Tom, something other than sex. I waited a few moments until my dick had gone down a little and it was probably safe now to turn and go and hang them in my wardrobe. Then he said something that caused my dick to become rock hard again.
"You know Ben boy I am so horny I might mistake that cute arse of yours for your sister's pussy", Tom said with a laugh.
I was shocked even though it was a joke. They thought of him fucking me almost caused me to spill my seed right there and then in my underwear.
I moved sideways to my wardrobe.
"Looks like you have the same problem as me", he said quietly.
"What", I stammered not sure what he meant.
"Come here", he said, well it was more of an order.
I took a deep breath and turned towards him nervously, my prick tenting my underwear.
I looked at him and he was openly groping his stiff cock through his nice clean white undies. He looked directly at me as he fondled himself. His eyes moving down to my crotch then back up to my face.
"Closer", he said.
I took the few steps so I was stood about four feet from where he lay.
"Closer", he said impatiently.
He smiled at me and I smiled.
"It's a good job us boys have a solution to these problems", he said.
"What", I said again, not sure what he was suggesting.
He brought his hand up into the air and moved it up and down as though he was wanking off.
I nodded feeling nervous. I had never admitted to wanking to anyone even though I was pretty sure most boys did it.
He moved his hand back down and slid it inside his undies and continued to play with his stiff cock.
I watched him intently my own prick painfully stiff and yearning to be freed from the confines of my undies.
"I'm not tired yet", he said, "Come and lie here and talk"
He patted the floor next to his sleeping bag to indicate I should lie there.
I was scared I was not sure if this was a trick to find out if I was gay.
I lay down next to him as close to my bed as possible there were about 2 and half feet between us.
"I need to wank", he said, "Should we do it together".
Dead right I wanted to do it and lot's more besides but was not sure why he was suggesting it.
"Come on mate", he almost begged, "I'm well horny and need to shoot".
"It's a bit gay", I spluttered, "What if someone finds out".
"I ain't gonna tell anyone", he whispered, "Whose going to find out"
"I won't tell", I said, feeling a little more relaxed.
"Go on then get your cock out", he said quietly.
The room was in darkness and we were speaking so softly that no one outside the room could have heard.
I hesitated and watched what he would do as he continued to frisk his cock with his hand inside his underwear.
"You first", I said.
I had seen his dick many times in the school showers but only for a few seconds at a time. I had never dared to check him out.
We stirred at each other intently in the eyes as he hooked his thumb over the waistband of his jockeys and slowly his pubes came into view. I felt my dick twitch as I got the closest view of his pubic hair I had ever. I could see the outline of his rock hard dick in his undies. The base of his cock came into view as he slowly lowered his undies. He nodded at my crotch instructing me to do the same. I felt a tingle in my balls as he smiled as my pubes came into view. He lowered his undies even more and his dick sprung up and slapped onto his abdomen. It looked lovely. The first hard dick I had ever seen apart from Steve's. I wanted to reach out and feel it like I had done to Steve but I doubt whether Tom would be into that, he probably just wanted to toss off together while thinking of my Sister. He hooked his waistband under his balls as he lay there smiling at me.
"Come on get yours out", he said with irritation.
I lowered my undies and he had a good look at my hard dick before his eyes came back into contact with mine. It was not quite as big as his which must have been 8 inches compared with my 7 and a half.
He looked at me then slowly starts to wank his dick. After a few seconds my hand wraps round my cock and I go real slowly. I did not want to cum soon and I was so horny I knew it would not take much.
After a few minutes of watching each other wank he leans his head nearer to mine.
"Come closer", he whispers.
I moved closer wondering what his plans were. I did not have to wait long. He took his hand off his own dick and reached out and pushing my hand away took hold of my dick. I gasped. My cock throbbed at his touch and became even harder. He ran his fingers over my balls and through my pubes. I closed my eyes as I enjoyed him tenderly feel every inch of my cock and balls. I was concentrating hard I did not want to cum yet.
"You can touch mine", he said as I opened my eyes.
He looked so gorgeous and his smile was so sexy. But I was still not sure whether he was trying to trick me. Surely he would not have gone this far if he did not want it. Maybe Alsiha had made him so horny he just wanted me to pull him off. That was fine by me I would do anything for him.
"That's if you want to", he added.
I reached out and took hold of his stiff cock. It throbbed at my touch which caused my own prick to go that little bit harder. We lay there every so slowly pulling on each others dick.
"Do it really really slow", he whispered, barely audibly.
"I want this to last", he added.
I lay there in ecstasy as we wanked each other. I had wanted this for so long. For a moment I thought of offering to suck him but was just too scared to suggest it.
Again I looked at him I wished I could lean in and press my lips against his but he would likely smack me on the nose for being queer. After all we were just two horny teenage boys giving each other a hand. One a straight boy the other a closeted gay boy.
Tom certainly knew how to wank me he tickled my balls with the tips of his fingers as he ever so slowly pulled my foreskin back and forth. I was expecting for him to finish me off with his hand then he suggested something I was not expecting.
"Have you ever had your dick sucked", he said.
The thought of it almost sent me over the edge.
"No", I said truthfully.
After a moments pause I asked him.
"Have you", I asked.
"A couple of times", he responded.
I did wonder whether it was a boy or a girl who had sucked it. A girl was more likely I concluded.
"Who", I asked inquisitively.
"Tell you later", was his response.
We continued to pull on each other slowly for another couple of minutes before he spoke again.
"If you suck mine I will do yours", he said sounding nervous.
I wanted to dive down and wrap my lips rounds his prick right away but I still wasn't sure whether this was a test to see if I was gay although surely this had gone far enough at the very least he must be bisexual.
"Okay" I said, "But you first".
He smiled and nodded.
Simultaneously we stopped wanking each other as slowly he lowered his head down my body. I rolled over onto my back. Tenderly he took hold of my cock with his fingers and licked the head. I shook with excitement. He licked his tongue down my shaft from top to bottom before starting again at the top. He did this several times. After a seconds pause he wrapped his lips round the head of my stiff cock and held it there. It felt fantastic I pressed my lips together to stop myself from shouting out loud. Slowly he moved his lips down my shaft. I gripped his sleeping bag with my hands as I closed my eyes.
"Oh yer", I gasped.
Tom moved his lips effortlessly up and down my shaft. He was a natural cocksucker I wondered for a moment if he had done it before because he certainly knew what he was doing but surely not. Not Tom.
"That's fantastic", I whispered.
He worked on my cock for a few minutes until I realized I was getting closer and closer to cumming. I wanted this to last longer. A lot longer. All night if possible.
"Do you want me to do you for a bit", I suggested.
Tom took his mouth of my cock and lay back, I looked at him. He was gorgeous and my cock twitched as I imagined doing all sorts of gay things with him.
I looked down at his cock. It was pointing upwards all stiff and proud. I took hold of it and for a moment I thought of Steve. I had never gone this far with anyone. I brought my head closer to Tom's cock. I paused for a moment before I licked his balls.
"Nice", he murmured.
I wrapped my lips round his knob and started to suck carefully. I knew I had to keep my teeth away so I used my lips and pressed them tight to his shaft.
Slowly I started to suck on his dick like I had done on many occasions in my fantasies. It felt incredible to be sucking dick I had at last fulfilled my dreams and with the boy of my dreams. Tom placed his hand gently on the back of my head as I moved my mouth up and down his shaft.
"Your good", he said lightly.
"Are you sure you not done it before", he added.
I did not answer I was enjoying myself too much. I carried on sucking taking my time because I wanted it to last for a few more minutes. Tom kept gasping and purring as I sucked on him he obviously was enjoying it.
His cock throbbed in my mouth as I moved my lips up and down his shaft.
"You want to sixty nine", Tom asked a few minutes later.
That would be great I thought and without speaking I maneuvered myself so we were lying with the others cock near our faces. As I wrapped my lips back round his cock I felt his lips on my knob.
I moved my lips up and down as his cock throbbed in my mouth. I was pretty sure he was enjoying it as much as I was. He started to move his mouth faster and faster up and down my dick as he used his tongue to flick the head.
This was the most fantastic thing I had ever experienced. It was even better than I had imagined in all of my fantasies.
My cock throbbed and my balls tingled as he sucked effortlessly sucked up and down on my shaft. I hoped I was doing it as good for him as he was for me.
We quietly continued to suck on each other. I began to realize than Tom was into it as much as me and he had probably had done it before, the lucky bastard.
Was Tom gay or bisexual I wondered. My deliberations were suddenly pushed to the back of my mind as my balls tightened and I became aware of my pending orgasm.
I took my mouth of Tom's cock.
"I'm getting close", I warned Tom, before I went back to sucking him.
I was sure he would not want me to shoot in his mouth. But my warning sent him into overdrive as he his lips went even faster up and down my shaft. This was too much for me and my load started to rise up my shaft and flood into his mouth. I almost bit his cock as I my spunk emptied my balls. It seemed to last for ages the biggest load I had ever shot. I took my mouth off his cock and gasped.
"That was brilliant", I moaned.
"Thanks", I added.
He lifted his head off my cock and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Apparently he had swallowed every drop.
I continued to suck on Tom's cock hoping to get a taste of his man juice. I was about to shift my position when I felt his tongue start to lick me between my legs and round my arse. It felt great being licked there as I moved my mouth up and down his shaft.
Tom had been licking my bum hole for a few minutes.
"Can I fuck you", Tom asked suddenly.
I was both excited and nervous about the prospect. I did want to try it and he must really like me if he wants to fuck me.
"Okay", I said.
"But take it easy as I have never had it done before", I added anxiously.
"Lie on your stomach", instructed Tom.
I did as he asked and Tom went back to giving my arse a good tonguing.
After a few minutes of servicing my arse with his tongue Tom rolled me over onto my side. He reached into the bottom of his sleeping bag and pulled out a condom and slid it on. He rolled out down his shaft making sure it was on properly. He spit on his hand and wiped it down the condom.
"Are you ready", he whispered.
I was frightened it was going to hurt but I so wanted him to do it to me that I was willing to take the risk.
"Just take it slowly", I said
"Okay Mate", he replied.
I felt his cock at the entrance to my bum hole. Slowly he pushed gently and a little went in. He stopped for a second before pushing again and a little more entered.
"Alright", he asked.
It hurt a little but I really wanted to be fucked.
"Yer", I told him.
He kept pushing until I could feel his pubes against my arse. He held it there for a few seconds before he slowly started to pump away.
The initial pain went away and I kind of liked him shafting me. Gradually he picked up speed as he banged away. I gasped as he did.
"Fuck yer", he moaned as he pumped his cock in and almost out of my hole.
The faster he did it the louder my moans got. He reached round with his hand and softly placed it over my mouth in an effort to stop me crying out too loudly.
I was really enjoying being fucked. I wanted it to last ages but from his moaning in knew he was getting close.
Without a word of warning he pulled out and quickly kneeled up. He must have pulled the condom off because I felt his red hot spunk land on my arse in four or five blasts.
He collapsed back down on top of me as his panting slowly subsided.
"Thanks", he said, "I've been wanting to shag you for years".
"Really", I said surprised.
"Yer", he said, "I've fancied you since the first day of school. I never thought I'd get the chance though you seem so straight".
I laughed and told him I thought the same about him and wanked off over him for ages.
As we talked we stroked each other.
We agreed he would keep seeing my sister so we could have hot and horny sex when he stopped over.
I asked him if he had ever had sex with any one else and to my astonishment he told me that he and Mike Rodgers, my second favourite wank fantasy had been wanking and sucking each other for about two and half years. They were both tops though so they never fucked.
"He can fuck me anytime he wants", I said.
We can go see him tomorrow. He lives with his older brother who has no problem with us having sex anytime we want.
"I've even sucked his brother off a couple of times while he was watching a straight porno", Tom said.
Tom looked down at my cock.
"You're hard again", he said as he started to wank me off.
He smiled at me and then gently kissed me on my lips.
I felt like I was the happiest boy alive.
"Cum on me", he said.
I straddled his chest as he pulled away on my prick.
"How many time to you reckon you can shoot", he asked with a smile.
I wondered if I was going to get any sleep tonight.
The End.