Transgender Teenage / School Authoritarian
Phase Two - Jesuit Induction
How to make a total sissy faggot cumdump? (My true story)
The Altar boy dresses, the sheer stockings and silk thongs drove me wild on a daily basis, until I was hopelessly deep in a thick fog of sexual faggot confusion and desire. Every time I tried to fight my way out of my perverted sexual torment and tried to calm myself down, one of the older more experienced Jesuits would just "happen to pass by" and reignite the sickening all consuming flames of faggot desire by a mixture of carefully honed techniques ranging from a brush across my nipples, a lingering full on open mouth kiss, a casual squeeze of my thigh or a full on very slow clearly sexual spanking session till I sobbed for mercy..... this was almost every hour on the hour to keep me firmly in the zone 247.
A typical scenario in the early days before I was openly nothing but a sex toy for them, was for me to be dressed in the skimpy altar-boi dress stockings panties and cilice mincing around the sacristy looking for biscuits and food (as we were never fed particularly well) clitty tied tight and a Jesuit passing bye for his daily release.... early on the "release" for them was just playing with me and pushing me further down the path, only later did it become the no limits bare back cum dump service for which the College was famed.
So it normally started with me begging a Father for some food and a cruel behavioural training game would ensue... a favourite of theirs was that I had to ride a particular wooden phallus to its base for ten minutes to get a Mars Bar and by base they meant my smooth arse had to be in contact with the wooden bench and the cruel wooden pole fully deep in my stretched pussy. They would lube it first or make me lube it with lard and often make me ride its length top to bottom fifty or a hundred times counting slowly each time I rose and fell. As you can imagine the stimulation of my boi gspot and teenage raging hormones ensured my little tied clitty got all uncomfortably swollen and wet during the perverted "ride" much to their amusement, eliciting comments about my true deep faggot nature, my disgusting perversions and my need to be punished more and more. I would be made to ride the intrusive wooden torment until I was close to cumming then on cue before it went too far I was of course stopped dead to ensure no release of the sexual pressure. To stop me ever cumming many Jesuits used to flick my clit hard with a sharp cane to snap me out of any pending orgasm, or pouring ice cold water fresh out of the fridge on my clit was a favourite as was just threatening me with embarrasing ruining exposure to the other boys of my disgusting tendencies. The guilt shrank my clit very quickly indeed every time, but left the deep frustration throbbing.
I will never forget the old smirking learing faces looking at me as yet again I dismounted another large wide wooden phallus, my pussy leaking lard, my ring stretched obscenely wide still gaping and twitching but my clitty still tied tight and useless. I then had to go on my knees and beg for the Mars bar and one Jesuit in particular used to open the wrapper lick the bar and then spit in my open mouth before stuffing the bar in roughly, telling me at the same time I was a disgusting faggot who didn't deserve any food at all and should just be licking his arse for nourishment. This happened or a very similar version of it, day after day for months on end to ingrain my feeling and indeed utter belief in my disgusting perverted nature and that I was only really fit to serve older men's base desires, no matter what that may be. I was being conditioned to want to please older men and to accept that I was essentially nothing but two disgusting but willing holes for their use and abuse.
The clear aim of this programming and daily training was to indoctrinate me with the firm belief that I was somehow a subhuman pathetic faggot, born and destined and indeed very much chosen by God to take and absorb all other real men's frustrations and desires. I was chosen so they could dump as much of there evil spent wasted seed in to a worthless cum dump of a faggot. As I was a useless worthless invisible sub-human faggot and so dirty and unclean before God it didn't matter if I was full of seed and filth. Essentially as I lived as a whore (or was going to be soon) I didn't count and therefore became the perfect dump for all the colleges cum, filth and perversions. It was drilled into me continuously as a particular Priest would ride my tortured hole and pumped his seed deep into my pussy that as God exists so must the devil and as they were good worthy intelligent fine men, I therefore must naturally exist to serve them and reflect them, the Jesuits were fond of saying Ying & Yang. I was definitely the cum dump Yang for the whole College.
It wouldn't be fair to say the Jesuits solely abused and concentrated on me, they had two other faggots and cum dumps in training while I was there and we were often made to compete to be the most obscene and true faggot with numerous destructive and demeaning perverted competitions to see who they could push further. The thoughts were if they had a small group of ultra faggots we would spur each other on and sort of compete for our own utter submission and destruction as normal bois. The depths to which they pushed us were truly shocking.
But more on that later......