The Z-1 Ranch

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Gorka was having a very difficult time, he had always been able to handle these bouts of his and his emotions normally but this time it was different something was in the air. The medications helped dull the basic desires and needs of the body, but this time it was different; he was experiencing feelings that he hadn't experienced since that night at the gym. Gorka was at a loss for these feelings.

Ben understood exactly what the young man was going through because upstairs he had a grandson going through the same trauma. He was pregnant by someone that he did not know and he wanted nothing to do with the child that he was carrying. He wanted it out of him or at least away from him as soon as it was born. He told his granddad that it could be raised on the ranch and even at the main house but he wouldn't have anything to do with the child it wasn't part of him because he didn't want it.

Eddie refused to see Monica; she was forbidden from his sight though she had been to the main house several times to see him. He told her to others that the problem was his not hers but he would not be seeing her for several months.

The boys tried to comfort Monica as did her mother but nothing was helping her not even her baby brother. Monica had come to grips that Blake and her mother shared something very precious and his name was Devlin. She couldn't believe that she had been such a bitch towards everyone just because they would not tell her the secret. But as usual all secrets come to full view and sometimes, they can be overcome.

It had been three weeks since the incident with the high iron and Gorka was feeling embarrassed and humiliated with his actions. He was sitting in the meditation garden with all of the roses around him of Mr. Ben but he still couldn't shake the smell that was in the air bother him. He began to cry remembering what he did to the poor unsuspecting person in the showers at night. He let his aggressive Genman side take control of his personality and his body something that he swore he would never let happen but it did.

There was no more hiding his condition for Eddie, since being at the main house he had gained 35 pounds and it all was in front of him. Being a second-generation hybrid, his Girt wasn't as thick as a pure Genman are even as first-generation so when he started to show he was really sticking out. And it didn't help that there were twins that he was carrying. The best Dr. Rupert could ascertain is one fertilized egg split into two children so they were identical in every way. All he could think was his vent would never be the same because these were going to be big children.

Before Franklin could stop him, Eddie decided to go to the meditation garden and relax. Not knowing that he would be facing his past and his future and one named Gorka.

Eddie heard someone crying as he cautiously entered the inner sanctum of the garden area. Excuse me is everything okay he spoke out loud.

Gorka not want to be found out began to wipe his eyes and his runny nose. He answered in a broken voice yes, I'm fine I'm just having a rough day I'm sorry you heard me.

Don't be sorry I've had my days also for a while. I decided to come back home and be with family during this time. Eddie walked toward the young man who he saw only his back. I'm Eddie by the way let me introduce myself.

Gorka got a good whiff of Eddie he couldn't shake the thought that he had smelled him somewhere else before, something was too familiar. His blood began to pump in his heart began to race as he got closer to him. Gorka turned to see a very plump young man, one that was heavy with child and he realized that the young man had his own set of problems.

I'm sorry let me move over you can have a seat here on the bench if you don't mind setting beside a sniveling self-serving fuck-up.

Well, that makes two of us then, as you see me now is not the way I intended. This happened one night when I was out and shouldn't have been because my time drew near. I don't blame the person that did this but he does need to know his children. If you don't mind me saying something is so familiar about you, are you sure we haven't met.

No, I would remember if we met before, I've never seen you how long have you been here?

Most of my life I was born here, I grew up here before I decided to go to the University in the city. I lived with my girlfriend at the time that this happened.

Is she okay with it I mean you being the way you are?

I didn't tell her; I wouldn't let her see me like this because these children are not going to be a part of my life.

I guess I'll never be a part of my child's life either since I don't know where he's at or if there is even a child conceived.

Unless there's something wrong with you, anybody you top is going to get pregnant. Damn how did you get so big, I mean you're massive.

Yeah, I'm huge for a first-generation. Not like my siblings they're all small human size dad had four of us boys I'm the only freak my size, my youngest sibling has both attributes but the other two boys are just normal human looking.

Gotcha there I'm second-generation. My father is human and my dad is a hybrid. He and his mate have a child and are expecting another one now. My father on the other hand we still haven't told him that I'm here.

How does that work, you're here at the main house but yet your parents don't know you're here?

My grandparents do though and let's say my granddad isn't really happy with my decision so far but they have both agreed to let me live my life. Tell me what is your main problem?

I tried to end it all, I know that's not the Genman thing to do it's more of a human trait, suicide is but if it hadn't been for Mr. Zach I would've jumped from the high iron. I went off my meds that the doctors here put me on to help level my hormones. I have a very active sex drive so they have to keep me on special meds so that I don't do things I shouldn't.

My uncle Luther has that, he is with a good mate now but he has a very active vent. Robbie said that he's insatiable when it's that time. They control him by keeping him on meds, a lot of first-generation hybrids suffer from hyper libidos. With other breeders, breeder carriers or even carriers they can get out of control.

So, is that what happened with you, you couldn't control yourself and you did something that you are not proud of?

Yes, I was in a situation where I caught a whiff of someone and my Genmen side took over. I mounted the poor guy and bred him for four hours then I realized something was wrong and I ran. I never checked on the guy, I never asked him anything I just ran. I don't know who he was or how he ended up I'm so ashamed of myself.

Gorka there's something that you need to know it takes two people. Number one he was in cycle or you never would've reacted, we know not to go out when we're starting our cycle because things can happen just like that. I know that for a fact, but I did what I wanted in it cost me. I don't blame the person nor do I blame the babies that he put inside of me but I'm not raising them.

But when you give birth won't it trigger something in you to become caring.

I'm not going change my mind no matter what, I will push these two boys out of my vent and I will walk the fuck away. Well maybe bowlegged but I'll still walk away. I will not get attached because I have my future already set and no child is going to interfere in it. If I found the father, he would be welcomed to take them off my hands other than that they're going be raised with the family.

If I found myself in the situation where I could raise a child that I created I wouldn't have a problem. It would be me taking responsibility for my actions no matter how horrible it was something positive came from it. The child is a precious gift not want to be taken lightly.

And that's the human side coming out on you, with a little smear of Genmen family token. Humans tend to be compassionate and have a smothering effect. My dad was semi-hands on, he loved us but my father and his mate raised us for the most part.

Wait a minute your father and his mate raised you but you said; us?

I have a twin brother complete opposite of me, pain in the ass. I love him but he is a total freakazoid. I want him nowhere near these children no matter where their raised. I don't understand how it is that I can speak to you so easily about the situation, it's like we already know each other.

I can say I don't know you but it seems that we have common ground we have both lost someone or something.

Yes, my pristine vent and innocence to that big Dick basterd that mounted me in the showers and my sixpack of Abs. Don't look like I'll ever get either of them back.

You were taken in showers?

I was at the gym late one night should not have been there but Monica was being a bitch about everything so I went to go burn off some frustrations. I went to the showers and was cleaning up when I was jumped from behind and mounted. The Genman said that he couldn't resist my smell and that he was sorry. He bred me for the next almost 4 hours and then he left. I gathered my thoughts clean myself up and went home the next two days I said very carefully explained to Monica that it was a strained muscle. Oh, it was strained are right and that perfect muscle was ripped wide open.

Gorka set there white faced as he realized he was talking to the victim of his aggression. This Eddie guy was the dude in the shower that he attacked and bred during his blind rage of hormones. He needed to speak to Mr. Zach so bad. He did not want to alert Eddie that there was anything wrong, but he needed out and away from him.

I need to cut this conversation short but I hope we can have another visit later; I need to go talk to someone I just remembered a few things do you mind?

No, I don't mind at all my friend I hope we have plenty of time to talk since I still have another 2 months to go before I'm pop my seal and push these little boogers out. Eddie thought it was a little strange that the guy was in such a hurry to get out of there but he understood that emotions trigger lot.

Gorka was actively looking for Mr. Zach when he ran into Franklin. Mr. Franklin, I need to talk to Mr. Zach now it's very important it's an emergency.

Slowdown Gorka you're getting excited, what has you so stirred up?

He's here, he's here is all that Gorka would say.

Okay somebody's here and you need to talk to Mr. Zach, that's what you're saying.

Yes sir, now I need to talk to him now.

Franklin took out his communicator and pushed Mr. Zach's button.

Yes, Franklin what is it answered Zach.

I have young Gorka here and he is very upset all he'll say that somebody is here he's here he's here. He's too upset to make any kind of rational speech other than he needs to talk to you because somebody is here.

I'm coming up the walk right now, please send the young man out to me and I'll speak to him out front that way we can have a little privacy.

Gorka he's out front go ahead and meet him out front announced Franklin.

Mr. Zack you got a help me Mr. Zach you have to help me, he's here he's here at the house I'm in trouble. He's carrying.

Gorka calm down, how did the young man find you? And are you sure you're just not making this up as a reaction to your medication?

I was in Mr. Ben's rose garden when another Genmen came out and we began to talk. We got along great there was something familiar about him and his smell it was intoxicating. And then he told me how he was made pregnant by someone at a shower facility in a gym. Mr. Zach the Genman that I attacked that night was in the showers and a workout facility in the city I attacked him from behind so he never saw my face I mounted him and he was pure. He even told me how long the attack took; it wasn't a breeding it was a conception I forced myself up on the young man made myself known to him and I have impregnated him with twins.

Zach's face went blank, he knew exactly what Gorka was saying was the truth. And the recipient was his grandson, Eddie. Zach placed his arms around the young man and consoled him telling him that everything would be just fine. They would all sit down in the truth would come out and it would set him free from his demons.

But you don't understand Mr. Zach I can't go back in there with him there I did that to him, I hurt him and I left him with my offspring inside. How can anyone make that right?

Because we can that's why. Gorka you were pre-dispositioned by pheromones and hormones and Genmen biology, not that she human biology did you any good. But there's always good that can come from bad, will he forgive you I don't know but you have a beautiful child on the way no matter how it was created it is a gift. I know the young man well, and I know he is not bound to raise the child. He has decided to leave the child behind on the ranch and in the care of Mr. Ben and myself but since you are the biological father of the child in question the responsibility now falls to you.

I need to call Ben and talk with him; we will all sit down and discuss this is a group and as a family. You Gorka have a reason to live, you have two beautiful children being carried at this time by that young man and he births them you are responsible to care for them until it is their time to transition.

What kind of father will I make, these children were conceived in the act of aggression?

These children were conceived in a breeding, pure and natural no holds barred breeding is what took place. Much like it was in the olden days, it still takes place though we try to discourage it and make sure that families raise children to fit into the new society that we live in. But nevertheless, you will shortly become a father of two children.

Zach took out his communicator and called for Ben.

Yes, how can I help you, my love?

Ben, were you located at this time?

If you will turn around both of you, you will see me walking up the sidewalk. Ben hung up his communicator, he noticed that Gorka was upset.

Are you taking your medication young man?

Yes, Sir just like the Dr. wants me to but that's not the reason I'm upset, Mr. Ben he's here right now the guy that was in the showers is here at the main house. I met him in the gardens. I didn't let on that he was anything to me but after he told me what happened I did that to him; how can anyone forgive me?

Ben looked at Zach who nodded his head yes. Well at least we know why they're going to be big; they are going to take after their granddad and their father.

What's going on here, what you know that I don't know Sir?

Let's have a seat and were going to discuss this. Gorka the young man that you met his name is Eddie at least that's what he calls himself now he was born here on the Z1, Edward Zach Hawthorne as was his twin brother Timothy Benjamin Hawthorn.

Edward Zach Hawthorne, what is this all about?

Gorka, you ending up here was not just a coincidence it was meant to be. Edward or Eddie is our grandson who just came back about three weeks ago very advanced in a pregnancy that was an accident. You finding Z1 was just added insurance, and what I mean by insurance is to ensure the children had both of their parents here on the Z1 while they were born and that you will care for them once they are birthed.

Eddie is akin to you both?

What was he doing in the city?

He moved away from the Z1 to go to city college and live with his girlfriend. He went out when he should not have been out, he was exposed and you covered him just like any red-blooded Genman will do. You didn't do anything wrong he was in cycle and you answered a breeding desire. You were frightened because of your human side and you ran. At least we know the lineage of our great grandchildren. I cannot be upset at you for only being yourself but I would be very upset if all the attempts that you tried had been successful depriving my great grandchildren of one of their parents.

Eddie came waddling out of the front door and down the sidewalk, well I see the three of you know each other. Since when do we take in boarders here at the main house, and who is this guy everybody?

Eddie; take a seat and listen to me, I'm only gonna tell you this once so you better listen up and listen well.

When his granddad spoke Eddie always listened.

When Gorka arrived he was in bad shape, your grandfather and myself worked very closely with him because of the situation that we had with your uncle Luther. He had hurt someone in a very personal way because of pheromones and hormones and Genmen biology. He tried to take his life on multiple occasions the last one was earlier today when he was about to jump from the high iron at the construction site. Your grandfather talked to him down and brought him to the house to stay. Meeting you was a bonus for the both of you and a blessing for everyone.

Gorka, you need to tell him your story, and tell it the way you told it to me.

Before I came here, I wasn't really good, I was big for my age thanks to my dad's biology and genetics that he passed on to me. One day I went out I like to go out late in the evening to catch a work out. There was a gym not too far from the house and I used it a lot in the evenings usually Monday Wednesday and Friday sometimes Saturday nights when I didn't go to the clubs. One Saturday evening I decided to hit the gym late after club time, I did my routine and I thought I was alone I went to the showers and was showering when I heard someone else enter. I had been working off some frustrations and was stimulating myself manually, I caught a whiff of someone in cycle. I have no idea what came over me but the next thing I knew I was on top of him breeding him. I couldn't see through the haze in the fog of the showers but I bred him for 4 hours straight when I finished, I got up and left him in the showers I rinsed off and left the gym never to return.

I was wracked with guilt and tried to take my own life over what I had done to someone innocent. But Mr. Ben and Mr. Zach both said that I was not to be held responsible by myself, the other Genmen should have known not to be in public displaying himself openly while cycling, maybe he was wanting to be bred and just did it this way so he wouldn't have any attachment to the father of the child conceived during that breeding.

I had no way of knowing who you were until we spoke earlier, I am very sorry for what I did against your desire. But first generations have a problem at least some of us do.

What am I supposed to do, you're here with my grandparents staying in their home getting their sympathy and I'm knocked up by you. Talk of about luck, you have a boatload of it. I thought of all the things to say to you if we ever met but my current condition, I can't do anything. As I said earlier when the children are born, they are your responsibility I want nothing to do with them I don't even want to bond with them. They are better off without me.

Tim came out the front door looking for Eddie. Edward, you did not finish your snack, I'm not gonna tell you again young man you will take care of your nutritional needs while you are caring my grandchildren, do I make myself clear of this?

Dad if you don't mind right now is not the most perfect time to be harping about me eating, I know I'm pregnant I know it's twins I know I have to eat but right now this young man and me have plenty to talk about.

What the hell is Gorka got to do anything with you?

Sir Mr. Tim I must ask you for your forgiveness it was I that attacked him in the shower and impregnated him, he was starting his cycle and I could not control my Genmen impulses to breed and for that I will be forever shamed.

Tim stood there rocking on his heels. He caught his breath and looked at the two of them. Well at least you picked a good breeder to get knocked up by, my grandchildren will be of good statue that's for damn sure. Eddie you still need to come back inside and finish your meal for proper nutrition. Tim turned around and walked back to the main house and entered closing the door behind him.

Zach and Ben busted out laughing, both Eddie and Gorka looked at them laughing hysterically. What the hell granddad why are you laughing.

Because that's the first time in years that your dad was put in his place and didn't have anything to say about it other than good going. Now your father on the other hand is going to be a pain in the ass.

I don't know who your father is but he better remember one thing I am the father to the two children that you are carrying and he will respect you and them. I never thought that I would ever see my children but now that I know that they will be part of my life they will be protected.

Eddie's phone began to ring it was Monica. She doesn't give up she's calling six times a day. I have told her to give me room but she will not.

That's because you little knucklehead, she is still in love with you no matter what you're holding back. It's time that you told her about the twins, now that you know they will be taken care of by their father you can breathe easier.

Eddie growled and decided to answer his phone. Yes, Monica how are you doing?

I'm doing great Eddie, I'm so glad that you answered my phone call. I know that I am an overbearing bitch and I like to control things especially you and that's a big problem on my part, but this separation is killing me. I've been out of the ranch many times to see Devlin, mom and Blake. They make an oddball family even though they're not staying all in one house. Devlin loves both of his parents and I love my little brother. The only thing that I've lost in my life is you, I don't know why you cut me off like you did other than I was being a Royal bitch on the transit coming out here and I don't blame you, but don't punish me forever.

Zach cleared his throat and stomped his foot.

Eddie got the point; Monica I need to talk to you face-to-face. There's a lot that is going on with me that you don't know and by all rights you deserve to know everything. When do you think you can arrive here at the Z1 and come to the main house.

In about 10 minutes I'm at moms right now on a visit. Do you need anything?

No, I'm fine, my grandparents have been seeing to everything.

I know they will, they take very good care of everyone, those two are like no others. I love you and I'll see you a few minutes goodbye.

Are you happy now, she's on her way. How am I going to explain my condition to her. Welcome back honey by the way I'm seven months pregnant with twins and Gorka is the father who will be raising them.

Ben smiled, I'm sure that you will be able to explain everything just fine, you will have all of us behind you to support you. She has to know, if she truly loves you the way I think she does you going to be in for a lot of problems but she's going be pissed as hell that you. But she will hold her tongue out of respect for the children that you carry.

Do we want to do this in the main house, out front or in the meditation garden?

Gorka spoke up, I know I don't have a vote but the meditation garden would be best for everyone it's a place of beauty and tranquility for everyone.

Sounds like somebody has a great head on his shoulders replied Zach. So, we need to get to the meditation garden, that way we can take seats before Franklin shows her to the garden.

They were all in the garden when Monica walked in. Good morning, everyone and thank you for letting me visit. I know I haven't been the best but I hope to do better Mr. Zach and Mr. Ben. Eddie and I have had our problems and most of them were my result of me not controlling my temperament. The last three weeks have been hell, sleeping in our bed and I have a chance alone but mostly without him beside me. I need to beg his forgiveness for the way that I treated him and taking everything that was going on in my life out on him.

Ben spoke; the two of you have a lot to talk about, there are things that you know nothing about and you should have that affected everything between the two of you. There are a lot of circumstances here that are special and I think we need to discuss everything.

Eddie was sitting down with a blanket across his lap so it wouldn't be so evident that he was expecting. Monica there's a lot that you don't understand, it's my fault because I kept it from you. You are supposed to be my forever I made a commitment but yet I failed you. At the moment that I needed you most I pushed you away, I should have confided in you and I didn't I You in the dark.

We both have blame in this Eddie it's not just you. Replied Monica.

Who is this other young man here gesturing toward Gorka?

Ben replied; this is a new resident here at the Z1 his name is Gorka and he has been going through a lot of turmoil over the last seven months.

My mother spoke of you, she said you were nice-looking and I agree with her, but I still don't understand why you tortured yourself so much for something that was natural. I don't know all of the reasons why but you are just as much of a victim in this situation as the other party that was in the shower. It must be torture to have a child that is being carried by another and not being able to see it or be near it once it is born?

There's the problem, I know for the child is and I have a responsibility to the child once it is born. But you might not like me after you hear everything.

Eddie cleared his throat; this is where I come in Monica. We were fighting and I chose to work out some of my frustrations. I went to the gymnasium I knew I was close to my cycle but I chose to go anyhow. I let my anger overrule my common sense and for that I put myself and another in a situation that was not controlled by either.

Eddie, I don't understand what you're saying to me nothing makes sense.

Well maybe this will. Eddie removed the blanket and stood up showing his very prominent swollen abdominal region. And he looked down and sunk his head.

Holy crap, you were impregnated at the gym? And you didn't think I needed to know that you had been taken by another?

I was shamed, I know it wasn't my fault now and I know it wasn't the other one's fault either. I put us both in a situation where there was only one outcome. But you don't have to worry about it, the father has been located and he will take the children once they are born. They will not interfere in our lives at all and I will have nothing to do with them, they will stay here on the Z1.

Like hell, you will not repeat history. Your dad was in a situation that he could not control even though he loved you two boys and still loves you to this very day, he walked away and let your father and his mate raise you to boys. You will be in these children's lives, and I don't care who the father is but you two will raise these children. You are their dad, he is the father and I am their mom. What kind of guy is the father?

Gorka stood up and held his head low; that would be me. I can assure you that these children will be raised with the best morality and well disciplined. They will know who they are they will know how they arrived to be when the time is right. I do not blame Eddie for not wishing to have contact with them because they are part of me and I did something that was shameful to him.

Shameful, really you did what came naturally. If number one Eddie had not been fighting about his brother with me and stormed out of the house, going to the gym to work off his frustrations he would not have been out during the beginning of his cycle. You had no control over natural biological actions as it comes to being a Genmen. I know your story and you are first-generation hybrid which makes it even harder for you to control urges to breed. No, I do not blame you at all. Gorka you are just as much of a victim in this as Eddie and myself because I'm involved with Eddie.

We all need to sit down and discuss what is going to happen when the babies arrive. I understand that you want to step up and care for them which is very noble since Mr. double human hybrid has very little nectar to offer, and I don't see that changing. You on the other hand have a problem with producing too much from what I can understand from mom. This is something that will be worked out between the three of us.

So, Eddie don't think you going to shuck your responsibilities, you not going to drop them and run, letting someone else raise your offspring.

Zach and Ben were little shocked at Monica's reaction and her stance on the children that Eddie was carrying. She was a strong young lady and stood by her convictions.

Now that I know everything, I have decided we are staying here on the Z1, now that are finals are completed. For the next three years at least, you will be committed to these children and their upbringing Eddie. Gorka will not shoulder these responsibilities by himself he will have the support of the entire family and that includes you Eddie and myself we are just as much co-parents to these children that you carry as Gorka is the father.

From your size I gather that they're going to be quite large at time of birth so they will take after their granddad and their father and that matter. So, tell me what does your dad think about this situation here?

He has stayed silent for the most part, he told me not to rush anything and to think everything through before I made any kind of decision that would be permanent. He said he regretted not being with us more but he did what he thought was right by us.

I always knew that your dad was very intelligent, he gets a little bit from your grandparents but mostly it's something that parents learn on their own as they go through their own trials and tribulations. Mom is learning that when you're the parent of a hybrid child it takes both parents, so I am very blessed that Blake is right there with her helping her with my baby brother. You see people can change their mind when they open up their mind and embrace change within.

Monica surprised everyone when she walked over to Gorka and gave him a hug and a peck on the cheek. You've got this young man; you will be an awesome father never doubt yourself. You have an excellent support system here at the Z1 and the children will have some awesome co-parents to help you with any problems. I don't blame you at all for the condition that you put Eddie in because it's just as much my fault for fighting with him and letting him walk out that door at night. But if fate had not stepped in, we wouldn't have these two beautiful children waiting to be born.

Eddie; we still have a lot to talk about and a lot to work out, I'm gonna leave you with your family but I will be just a short phone call away at my mom's. Yes, I'm going to tell her about what's happened and that we will be staying here on the Z1. I believe it's time that we put some roots down somewhere, and here is just as good as any other place.

Thank you for understanding Monica, I didn't really know how you would react. I know I've always said never me, I would never carry a child I would be the one to be making the children. But sometimes nature has other plans for us. I guess in that aspect I'm more like my dad than I realized.

Ya think; that might be the case, you get your pigheaded stubbornness from your father but you also get your compassion from your dad don't ever forget that. Now I will see you later I will show my way out, please Mr. Zach and Mr. Ben take care the knucklehead, we've got a long life ahead of us if he just realizes how much he means to me.

Monica left the garden through the back entrance and walked to her mother's home.

Ben was the first one to speak; well, that was different, went a lot smoother than I thought it would.

Seems that a young child has changed her views on adulthood, maybe there is hope for the two of them yet remarked Zach.

Eddie let out a sigh of relief, I don't mean to be a party pooper but I'm tired. I think I want to go back to my room and lay down for a while, would you please excuse me.

Do you need help asked Gorka?

I'll be fine but thanks for the offer, the brats are running circles right now and it's tiring but I'm okay.

Eddie left the garden and walked back into the main house and went to his room.

Gorka, we need to speak remarked Ben. You are staying here at the main house for the duration of Eddie's pregnancy. You will be assigned to a home for you and the children once they arrive. You will have the entire staff at your disposal when the children arrive if you need be. Do I make myself clear, no more pity parties no more blaming yourself it happened and that's it.

But it's still my fault Sir.

Zach interrupted; that's where I disagree. You were following nature that was dictated to you by your Genmen genetics Eddie should not have been where he was when he was going into cycle, it was his arrogance that actually caused all of this. I'm not blaming the victim because you are both victims in this. Luther our oldest had many problems because of his heredity of being first-generation we have learned a lot of things through his treatments and he has helped countless others through trial and error. It's something that you might have to get used to, you have a high sex drive thanks to your Genmen genetics. We will work on this through the programs that are available.

So, you don't consider me a up fuck-up like my parents?

Absolutely not; you were their responsibility and they walked away by turn their backs up on you. I just hope your siblings fare better than you did. So, who's hungry because I'm starving, let's you and I, Gorka go see what the cook has available for snacks. Ben are you hungry?

No Zach I am not hungry but I'm sure the two of you will raid the refrigerators. Go have fun I'm going to go check on someone upstairs in fact both someone's. Ronan's getting very close and Eddie is still dealing with turmoil of his own.

I understand my love, we will catch up later.

Everyone went their own way.

Monica walked into her mom's house. Well, I see that you are still in one piece and nothing is broken so did you see Eddie?

Yes, mother I did and I have a lot of work to do.

Come here daughter and have a seat it sounds like we need to talk. Blake honey take Devlin for little while so that Monica and I can speak?

Mother that will not be a problem, Blake is part of our family because he is the father of my little brother and he'll be in our lives forever. I think I need a man's opinion on what I'm about to say so that I can make some informed decisions.

Blake took a seat; this was the first for Monica so it must be bad.

You know I told you a long time ago that Eddie and I had a real bad fight and he walked out and was gone for several hours and when he returned, he wasn't his old self. This afternoon I found out why, and I have a lot of issues to work through.

Let me see where do I start, we were arguing about you mom most importantly and you being pregnant the father not being around. Eddie told me it wasn't any of my business even though you're my mother, I needed to let you work through your issues with the father. I lost my temper I threw things, I screamed, I hollered and he walked out. He went to the gym to do a workout, it was late so he figured he was by himself.

After he finished his workout, he went to the steam room than the showers, he was to upset with me and didn't notice certain little differences in his body. While he was showering, he started on his cycle, he didn't notice anything because he was so upset with me.

That was not good in a public place?

Well, he might not have noticed but another young Genman who thought he was alone and was physically pleasuring himself in the back showers noticed big time. He went into full rut and what happened was natural and four hours later he left in a daze while poor Eddie could only lay there and hold onto his freshly bred vent. I skipped over a lot of things mom because it was very graphic what happened.

Well, what about the other young man did he not check on Eddie like any breeder would?

Mom, this was not a breeding this was a full-blown rut the only thing the other Genmen care about was placing his seed within a carrier so that offspring could be made. Eddie gathered his self, showered and returned home despondent and I did not recognize the symptoms. The other young man who is a first-generation hybrid felt so much guilt after what he had done and he could not locate the recipient of his seed almost lost his mind.

How do you know he was a first-generation hybrid? Do we know anything else about this young man that rutted on Eddie?

Yes, ma'am we know a lot now, he is very massive in his size but he is yet very gentle normally. He is wracked with guilt about what he did and he tried to take his life several times. Earlier was today when he called a whiff of Eddie's pheromones in the air, while he was on the tall iron.

The young man is one of the Genman from the Z1?

He is now because he was taken in by the Spinelli's. He is very remorseful at what he did but like Mr. Zach said he only did what came naturally to an alpha breeder who catches the scent of a ripe alpha breeder / carrier. He is coming to terms with everything, he will not abandon the children much like their dad wants to. And that's one thing I told Eddie that would not happen, he might have been around his dad but Mr. Tim basically abandon those children with the Hawthorn's even though there were extenuating circumstances. He was around but he wasn't around if you know what I mean mom. Blake here is the exception he made a child with you but yet he is not abandoning his child or its mother. For that Blake is very admired in my books.

Do we know the man's name that could Eddie in a family way and have you met him?

Yes, I have and so have you, you have spoken about him plenty of times mom. His name is Gorka, yes ma'am the same Gorka that you told me about, the same one that you said should give himself a break because it was only natural biology that dictated his actions.

Kind gentle Gorka? He went into a rut with Eddie?

Blake interrupted, it's not uncommon for first-generation hybrids to do this. They have a sense about them that the two genetic compounds in their DNA fight constantly. It is good that I stay with our child so that I can help him through some of these difficult times that he will face if he does. When a hybrid is born, they faced the same things that purebloods do but during the mating cycles it's even more intense at times.

And for that I thank you Blake, you're going to make a wonderful father for my little brother responded Monica.

Mom there's something else I need to talk about I haven't told Eddie about it either. Without his knowledge I've been trying to get pregnant but it hasn't happened. I don't know if it was not the right time, but we were like a bunch rackknars out the front yard doing it every chance we got after he conceived. I've had myself checked and it's not me, as a breeder he might not have enough fertile seeds, but that can only be tested here at the Z1. I know I deceived my husband to be but I decided I wanted a child, that's the reason these children are so important to me.

Monica do not beat yourself up, it is very common that breeder carrier such as Eddie won't be able to reproduce while carrying and if it's twins like you said; all of the nutrition in his body is going to the children. Stress and depletion of minerals in the body affect all Genman even hybrids especially double hybrid like Eddie is.

So maybe there's nothing wrong with him, biologically Blake?

No; but I would confess to your husband to be, you need to be straight and true with him, even though he has Something very precious away from you because he didn't want to hurt you. Genman that carry Unexpectedly while they have a mate are wracked with guilt. They feel that they have let their partner down by carrying another's offspring, he might not even be aware of it but it happens. Right now, my body craves, I don't want to, but that doesn't mean I won't carry myself. I would feel that I let your mother down if I dared to conceive while my responsibility is my own child Devlin.

Blake honey responded Stephanie, how long has this been going on?

For a while, when you hit your six-month mark, I went through my cycle and it was all I could do not to walk out in the middle of the streets and make myself available. I wanted to show you that I was a good mate and I would do anything for you if you asked me.

Well, I didn't know that your body was craving. That is natural for you and your biology to do this. Maybe we could pick out the father through an independent breeding and we could raise the boys together if that's what you want to do? Me personally I think you would be neat to see your belly swelled like mine was and rub my hands all of your stomach the way you did mine. You know we are a family no matter what.

Mom you would agree to this? I thought you liked Blake just the way he is?

Monicia; Blake is a person who has the ability to give a child life plus carry a child. It is his choice to carry should he wish; I will support him. Doing an independent breeding he can choose the attributes of the father that he wishes and under contract the breeder will walk away without contact with the child until transition. The child must be told that he has a biological father but due to circumstances he is not part of his life. This is something that all Genmen children who were conceived in the breeding program know this situation.

This is more than I ever thought about discussing with anyone mom. But it is your lives, and no matter how I get another little brother I will love them and welcome them just as much as I do Devlin.

Blake if that's what you wish to do then it's up to you and mother, but the two of you if you intend to raise a brood young need to do something legal. It doesn't have to be known for everyone is just to keep the children protected.

As far as me and Eddie are concerned, I will give him time and I will give them space. I will support him and most any decision he has but I will not allow him to walk away from his biological children. I informed him that we would be moving back to the Z1 permanently as the children are being raised by Gorka with their stepmom and their dad close by. I really think this blew Eddie's mind but that's my decision. He can walk away if he really wants to but I will not give up the children I will not abandon them even though I was raised by you mom, I felt like an only child after father passed away. If you don't mind, I would like to take a shower and relax a little bit in my room, I know it's Devlin's nursery also but I can share with my little brother that's one thing I don't have a problem with.

That's fine honey, go shower and cleanup and relax yourself. I think I want to go speak to Gorka, after the day he's had he needs a kind and gentle grounding voice.

Yes, I understand that the two of you bonded quite well, thank you mom.

The countertops in the nook area were a mess, Zach and Gorka had raided the refrigerators and food was sitting everywhere, at least what was left of it. Gorka; cook has a coconut cake available, it has rock berries on it.

That sounds so good but I'm kinda full right now. Maybe if I wait a couple of minutes, I might be coerced into eating slice.

That might be the case with me to, so now that are full, you ready to talk to me father to father?

Mr. Zach, I don't know what I'm doing. I want to provide for my little ones as much as I can but I feel that I am a failure so far.

Failure, so you think you're a failure how about having someone you love so much within arm's length and you're not allowed to look at them much less touch them least you violate the law and be arrested. Oh, I was human that would've been okay. I could have gotten out of it but not Ben. Ben would have been imprisoned with the child that he carried our Luther. We had to steal away every moment that we could with each other. We had to be careful not to smile too much at each other or wink or anything else because somebody would have found out. Not only that we would've lost Luther when he was born. Yes, he was a little shit and I spoiled the hell out of him every chance I got. That was my downfall, I was his friend and not his father I was good old Mr. Zach the nice kindly human that took care of Genmen especially Genmen children without fathers to watch after them. You think that wasn't a kick in the gut real firmly.

Ben did the very best that he could, but when Luther put two and two together which hybrid children are very smart because they take after Genmen and humans alike. He lost it, he didn't blame me he blamed his dad. Expecting once again his third our second, Luther attacked him and we lost our second born. Luther was sent away from the Z1 to a therapy center, Ben drifted away from me. It was not a good time for either of us, the saving grace was a dirty little mop headed boy that showed up on the front steps of the mansion during a fierce thunderstorm and rain. If it hadn't been for Timothy Benjamin Spinelli as I gave him his name, I don't think we would've ever made it. Together or apart.

I made a pack with Ben that we not tell Tim anything, but I made it official and adopted him should have anything happen to me Ben would've became his custodial parent. I lived my life Ben lived his life for years until through Circumstances We Found Our Way back to each other. I won't ever let him get away from me again, he is my mate for life. You will find someone, in the two of you will make a home in the family. He will have to accept who you are and that the two children that Eddie carries at this moment are part of your life forever.

One of the older guys at the jobsite is a pureblood and he said the only way that I can make amends to the one that I hurt during my rutt is to allow him to do to me what I did to him. I don't know about that, I know Genman traditions are different than human but how does that solve anything wouldn't it make the bond even more with each other?

That was an old way of taking care of the situation, and it never worked. You would be responsible for all the children that were born from the couplings between the two of you but it didn't solve anything. Now when you do choose a mate you might get a carrier or even a breeder carrier. You don't want to chance doing something that is not natural for you. You will know what it's like when it's your time and you meet your mate but remember that you and Eddie through the children were bound for life. And that's one thing that your mate when you choose one will have to know and respect or they are not the right one.

Thank you, Mr. Zach, for thoughts. I still have a lot weighing on my mind, I have a lot of decisions to make.

Gorka excused himself and went towards his room. He still had a lot to consider.

The doorbell to the main house rang and Franklin went to the door to see who it might be visiting. When he opened the door, he was greeted by one Timothy Benjamin Hawthorn and all of his ridiculous glory. Franklin looked at the young man with almost a sneer on his face.

How you doing Frankie I have been summoned by the old ones Remarked Timothy.

If you mean that your grandparents have asked you to come to the main house, I will consider letting you enter but not before I verify this with them and the name is Franklin not Frankie, never make that mistake again he replied in a very sharp tone.

Whatever dude, I only responded.

Franklin closed the door in his face and made him wait while he went to see the Masters of the house.

He walked into the reading room, Mr. Ben one Timothy Benjamin Hawthorn to see you. I made him wait out on the stoop until I cleared with you that it was fine that he entered his home. You might find his appearance a little bit disturbing at his attitude even more so Sir.

So, the little shit showed up, and you are telling me that he looks like a circus freak?

Between that and something that walks the streets and makes himself available to anything and everyone. Yes, Sir he is out by the front door, shall I show them here to the reading room for you Sir?

Sure, show my grandson in and then once we are here in the room leave us and we are not to be disturbed no matter what you hear, his grandfather and I need to speak with him.

Ben retrieved his communicator and called Zach and asked him to come to the reading room so that they could have a meeting.

Franklin returned to the front door and opened it once again to be presented with a ridiculous site of Timothy. Please enter the house and follow me your grandfather and your granddad will see you in the reading room.

Timothy walked into the main foyer of the main house. It was a sight to be seen, tall spiraling columns marble floors and luxury be on compare. He caught the glimpse of a very nice-looking massive young Genman walking up the staircase. Damn the places seen the upgrade, I wouldn't mind riding that stud so hard he couldn't walk, Timothy said out loud. But before he finished his last words his ear suddenly exploded his head rang and he was flying through the air upside down before he landed on his back on the main floor.

You have to be careful about your surroundings and what you say because it can cost you especially when you say something arrogant and profane. Who Timothy didn't see was his grandfather as he walked up behind him. Zachariah Spinelli would not put up with any kind of insolence nor any grossness out of anyone in the main house especially his grandson toward another Genmen or anyone in fact.

Timothy attempted to get up when Zach's foot met his ass and knocked the boy once again flat on his chest relieving him of his breath. Zach grabbed his massive multicolored hairdo and began dragging the boy toward the reading room to see his granddad. There were expletives leaving the boys mouth as he attempted to relieve the pressure on his hair to keep it from being ripped out at the root, Zach did not care one bit if he relieved his grandson up every hair on his head at this point in time.

Timothy was on his knees when he arrived in the reading room much to his granddad's dismay. The words coming out of Timothy's mouth were nothing but profanity laced metaphors. Ben was not about to put up with this mess and he grabbed the young man by his collar and stood him up turning him around in the process.

Timothy was so blinded with rage he didn't realize who we speaking to when he uttered the words; who the fuck are you and what the fuck do you think you're doing mother Fucker I don't put up with his bullshit often no son of a bitch.

Wrong move, Ben slapped his grandson so hard that he spun around and fell back to his knees once again. Not missing a beat, he grabbed Timothy by his collar and drug him out of the drawing room toward the main staircase.

Franklin was there at the bottom of the staircase; Sir I took the liberty's third room on the right, hot shower is running Sir if you need any assistance, I would gladly assist you in any way Sir he remarked Ben.

I will handle this one myself thank you very much for your promptness and your assistance and offer. But this is my responsibility. Ben did not miss a step as he drugged the young man up the staircase hitting the young man's posterior on every step all the way up. Timothy complaining the entire way.

Ben entered the room and slammed the door shut behind him. This wasn't going to bode well for the young man not at all.

Gorka not wanting to be nosy of things that were going on of the house that were not his business couldn't help but sneak a peek out his door.

Zach walked up to the door that young Gorka was viewing the whole incident from. That young man is the reason that I do not piss off my mate. The young man there overstepped his boundaries and is now paying the consequences. Disrespectfulness to others especially an elder is never permitted here in the main house nor on the Z1.

Yes; Sir I understand that was very much. I left my home because of the disrespect that I brought to my parents by my actions. I fear to inquire what that young man did but I'm sure that Mr. Ben has it well under control.

Least you know the better you are Gorka, your only concern is to get better and to help your children when they arrive come into this world safely. There's a lot in your the life that will change once those babies arrive but we are here for you and those children. We watch out for family and we take care of them even when they slip and fall or stumble like that one.

You mean that young man is a member of your family? With all that makeup and colored hair?

Oh yes, that little wild creature is a member of the family that stepped out and has been guided down the wrong path. But by the time Ben gets through with him he will be back on the straight and narrow or I fear that he will not be breathing in this world for long.

Yes Sir, I feel that I need to keep my business to myself. And if anything is needed of me, please inform me and I will do my best to not disappoint anyone in this family.

Just remember that you are loved and you are needed in this world. Those children need you in their lives, you have a great responsibility coming. And from the sounds of it you will have to deal with their dad and their stepmom Monica because she will not abandon those children either.

For that she has my respect Mr. Zach, I feel that we can get along quite well but far as the dad is concerned, he will have to come on board slowly. You cannot force someone to love another it is impossible no matter the circumstances.

You're correct in that matter Gorka, but Eddie has a lot of growing up to do.

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