The Wounds Within My Heart By James
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The Wounds Within My Heart
Chapter 13
Nohea
I could feel my face growing more flushed as I felt Pietro insert a third finger inside me! He had started with just his index finger, and that felt wonderful! I loved how much pleasure it brought me as he slid in and out slowly, then got faster with it! Adding a second finger only increased the pleasure! By this time, I was on fire, and really loving what my boyfriend was doing inside me!
Pietro made sure to press on my prostate a few times, and now with his third finger in me, the flood of pleasure was growing more and more intense! He made sure not to hit my prostate too much though. I was close enough as it was, and I could tell that it was the same for Pietro!
"That feels so good my love!" I yelled! "Oh God, keep doing that!"
Pietro kept it up for another moment, then he slowly and gently pulled his fingers out of me. He moved his mouth to my crack soon after, and he began licking slowly. I was glad that he had got his fingers wet in his mouth when first penetrating me. I'm sure the lube wouldn't have tasted good. We would use it soon, once he was ready to stick his cock in me though!
"Oh yeah Pietro!" I yelled louder this time! "That feel so fucking amazing! I love that so much! Don't stop! Don't stop! Keep going! Keep doing that! Oh fuck yeah! That's even better!"
When I said that last part, he was shoving his tongue deep in my hole! I loved how good it felt, really hot, wet and smooth as it pushed in and out of me! This truly was the best!
He kept tongue-fucking me for what felt like hours, and as I got to the edge and hardly able to stand it any longer, he pulled out. He then moved into position, and I looked back at him.
"I love you Pietro!" I said panting hard as he lined his cock up with the entrance of my hole.
Wrapping his arms around my torso, he began pressing against my hole. It opened up with little resistance! I was glad to see that all the loosening up we had been doing over the last few nights had worked! There was little pain nor any discomfort, just the wonderful feeling of having Pietro's hardness sliding deep inside me!
"Oh fuck!" I yelled! "Oh God, that's so good! Oh yeah! I love this so much!"
When Pietro slid into me, his cock was stretching my hole wide, and filling it up really nicely! He pulled out until just the head was in, and pushed forward until his balls were resting against my ass cheeks! He did this again, then pushed forward a little harder, then repeated the movement a couple more times, getting more forceful with each forward thrust!
"Oh yeah Pietro!" I yelled louder! "Go on, fuck me! Fuck me hard! Fucking pound my ass! Pound my fucking boy pussy!"
He began thrusting in and out, building up a nice strong rhythm! It was so good, and feeling his strong arms wrapped tightly around me only added to the deeply intense pleasure! That pleasure flooded throughout all of me, and while it made me feel so good, it also overwhelmed me! I hadn't ever felt anything like it before! Even when Piettro and I finger-fucked each other, it had been good, but nothing like what it was now!
The pleasure running through me now was like a burning fire that was growing more and more out of control as Pietro kept fucking in and out of me! I was amazed by his stamina! He pounded in and out of me with a hard force that made his body slap loudly against mine, and I loved the rhythmic sound of it! His balls made loud slapping sounds now to add to everything else, and it drove me even more crazy!
"Fuck yeah!" I screamed as I slammed upward to meet Pietro's downward thrusts! "Oh fuck, this is so good! I don't ever want this to end! Go on Pietro! Harder! Fucking give it to me harder! Do it! Fucking do it! Yeah! That's it! Just like that! Oh yeah, that's fucking amazing!"
I couldn't say anymore at that point! Pietro had done what I asked, and his body slammed harder and harder against mine, filling me with even more burning red-hot lust! His body was even more hot now, and he was pouring sweat as he fucked harder! I loved the feel of his sweat-soaked body as he held me tightly while pounding my boy Cunt! He smelled really good as well, so manly and this made me want him even more!
He surprised me then by grabbing me by the hair and turning my head roughly towards him! He pressed his mouth to mine, and we enjoyed several hot extremely wet kisses! He had stopped thrusting for a moment while we did this, and I was glad he did! I could have come right there if he had kissed me while pounding away! The feel of his hot wet mouth against mine fueled my lust and love, and having him pounding my Cunt would have only made me lose control earlier than I would have wanted!
We kissed several more times while practically shoving our tongues down each other's throats! That felt great, and I was really loving this whole experience! When I thought of actually fucking another guy, or him doing it to me, I figured that it would be good. I would think about it when I was first starting to like guys, and initially the idea of me and a boy having our cocks in each other's asses sounded gross. Thinking more about it, especially while jacking off, made it more appealing though!
When I would fantasize, I figured it would be slow and easy, then maybe hard and fast at the very end. I thought too, that it would be like that for Pietro and I when we became boyfriends and started talking about going all the way. So I'm sure you can imagine my surprise when, as we began fucking for that first time, that I wanted him doing it hard and far from slow and easy! I was definitely surprised that I was wanting it like that, and I was even more shocked that the rougher we got, the more I couldn't get enough! I couldn't believe how much I was loving the rough and hot dirty sex we were sharing at that moment!
While everything had been hardcore shortly after Pietro slid his cock deep inside me, everything that had followed afterwards was far from slow, gentle or even romantic. It was loving of course, but it was also hot, passionate, rough and nothing but our most deep intense needs for pleasure being satisfied. Mine, in that Pietro was fucking me with every bit of strength he possessed, and satisfying for him in that he was owning, possessing and dominating all of me so completely! I could feel how much he loved it as he pounded me without any inhibitions now! I was just as uninhibited as we got closer to the edge!
Talking was near impossible now as I slammed upward as Pietro slammed down deep and hard inside me! I was deep within my own animal lust just as much as Pietro, as we kept fucking our way to what I was sure was going to be a deep pleasurable and powerful come for the both of us!
It was just Pietro and I. It had been that way all along during that time in our room, but it was just the two of us now in the sense that it felt like we were the only two people here in existence! It was only both of us, our loud moans, even louder grunts and groans of pleasure and lust, along with the loud slapping sounds our bodies made when crashing together! I could even hear the hot creamy sounds Pietro's cock made as it pounded my hot tight Cunt! I could also smell our combined smells of our sex, and our manly sweat that turned me on even more which didn't seem possible!
Pietro slammed down a couple more times, and I found my voice again!
"Fuck yeah!" I screamed! "Come on Pietro! Fucking give it to me! Fucking pound my hot tight boy Cunt! Give me your fucking cream! Fuck me! Fuck your little lust-filled Bitch Boy! I'm your little cum-hungry Slut! I fucking want your cock, and your cream so fucking bad! Fucking give it to me! Do me! Make me your Whore, your little cock-hungry Bitch! Fucking give!"
I couldn't finish! Pietro had moved his arms from around me, but was now resting his upper body on top of mine as he slammed into me a few more times! He had my upper body pinned down as he then let out a long and loud grunt as he began coming! He thrust a few more times while I lay pinned underneath him, completely unable to move, and hardly able to breathe save for quick short gasps!
It felt incredible with him on top of me, pinning me down as he came! I was now coming hard, and the feeling of his hot cum blasting into me definitely pushed me over the edge! What increased my need to come though was being unable to move underneath him! I loved the feeling of being trapped here as we came, I felt completely under Pietro's control in that moment, and totally powerless to resist! Knowing that I was feeling like this only made my accompanying orgasm all the more powerful as well as more intense than I could handle!
"Oh fuck!" I screamed as we both began to move once more getting out the last of our cum!
Pietro had lifted off of me slightly, then wrapped his arms around me again. We both slowly thrust a few more times, then eased to a stop! It was over. It was over, and I felt an even deeper connection with my lover and soul mate than couldn't be easily put into words! I can only say that we were truly one in that moment! We were one, and it was more special than anything in this world!
Pietro moved off of me once his cock softened and slipped out. I asked him to leave it in until it went soft, and I could have had him in me for hours if he could have stayed hard enough for that! We then moved so that we were on our sides while we kissed, caressed and rubbed each other's backs up and down. Finally, we were back down to Earth, and I rested my head against Pietro's chest for a few minutes. I lifted my head and our lips met in a deeply passionate kiss!
"That was truly amazing!" I said looking deep into my lover's eyes. "I really loved that, more than you'll ever know! I felt all the love from you in every moment we shared that! I'll never forget that, and I'll always treasure this moment!"
"So will I!" Pietro responded! I loved giving you all the pleasure I gave to you tonight, and I really love how it made you feel! I know you really loved it, and I want to do that a lot with you!"
"I really want that too!" I replied as we kissed again.
After another moment of us rubbing each other's backs up and down, Pietro handed me the lube, and I took it, but set it aside.
"First I want to use my mouth on you like you did with me," I said. "I want you to feel as good as I did."
Pietro got onto his hands and knees, and I moved behind him. I began tongue-bathing his ass cheeks, and nibbling all over them. Pietro moaned and I was glad to hear how much he was enjoying himself! I kept that up for a few more moments, then began sliding my tongue up and down all over his cheeks very slowly, and this made Pietro crazy with even more pleasure! I repeated that a few more times before moving my hands to his cheeks.
Pulling them gently apart, I began kissing the opening to his hole a few times, then I stuck out my tongue sliding it up and down his crack from the top to the area just behind his balls. This made Pietro moan louder, and he pushed his ass up as I kept licking up and down his crack! I was glad to see just how into it he got, and how much he loved it! Finishing with that, I took my tongue and began pushing into his hole and once in, I began tongue-fucking him like he had done to me moments before! I could tell he was loving this as well, since he pushed up further as if wanting every inch of my tongue inside his hole!
I kept that up for a few more seconds, then pulled my tongue out. I then lubed up his hole and handed him the bottle. I motioned to my cock, and he slowly lubed it up. It felt so good! His hands gently and slowly slid up and down my shaft increasing my arousal, and now my cock was nicely coated with the lube. Handing the bottle back to me, I put it on the bedside table. Pietro moved back onto his hands and knees, and I got behind him.
Wrapping my arms around his torso like he did with me earlier, I motioned for him to turn his head to face me. I pressed my lips to his, and we engaged in a long, deep and steamy kiss! I then broke it and looked deep into his eyes.
"I love you Pietro!" I said as I lined up my cock with the entrance of his hole. "I want you to feel every bit of love I have to give tonight!"
Pietro kissed me again in response, then I was pushing in. Like when he had been in me earlier, entering into his hole was easy since I spent a lot of time loosening him up over the past few nights as well. I pushed a little more, and I could feel the warm, moist and tight feeling of his boy Cunt as it wrapped itself around the length of my cock! It felt amazing, and now I knew exactly why guys loved this so much!
"Oh fuck!" I grunted as the last couple of inches of my meat slid into him! "Damn, you're so fucking tight! This feels so good! I love this!"
I could feel my balls resting against his ass cheeks, and I loved the feeling of his hole tightly squeezing my cock! I was greatly turned on even more than I had ever been in my life, and I knew I'd have to take it slow starting out! I couldn't believe how fucking amazing this felt! I pulled out a little until just the head of my cock was inside the entrance of his hole. Pausing for a moment, I waited for things to calm down with the tingling in my cock! I felt even closer to the edge now! Soon though, I felt calmer, and so I pushed back in!
"Oh fuck yeah!" I yelled as I felt the warm moistness of his tight boy Cunt envelop my hard flesh once again! It wrapped around it, and he squeezed a couple of times making my cock feel so good! He squeezed his hole shut once more, and I had to beg him to not do that again. It was way too much, and I could hardly keep my orgasm away! He laughed when I asked him to not squeeze my cock again.
"You wouldn't want me coming right now, would you?" I shot back smiling.
I then leaned in for a kiss, then I began moving slowly inside him!
It felt great, my cock sliding in and out of his warm, slick and creamy softness! I got into my rhythm, and Pietro was moving along with me clearly enjoying himself! We fucked like this, my body slapping against his, my balls hitting against his cheeks,adding to the noise! Our grunts and loud moans made everything even more hot and exciting!
"This feels so fucking hot!" I yelled as I went harder!
When Pietro and I talked about doing this a while back, we came up with how he would tell me to go faster, harder or if he wanted to stop completely. He would tap two times on the headboard of the bed for harder, three times for faster and four quick hard taps for stop. It didn't take him long at all to tap for me to go harder!
"How hard?" I asked as I began licking and sucking on the top of his ear.
He thrust up hard, and so I sank my cock as deep as it would go, then wrapped my arms tighter around his torso!
"Okay, here we go!" I said as I began pushing harder into him!
Soon I was slamming in and out of him just like he had done to me earlier! He was really loving it, and I loved how he thrust up hard to meet my downward thrusts! I fucked and fucked, completely lost in the feel, smells and the sounds of our love-making! His hole gripped me tighter, and I was pounding away as Pietro tapped for me to go faster, as well as harder! I did so, and we were both totally lost in the pleasure of it all!
I was completely in another world now! Nothing existed, but Pietro and I! The love for him was definitely there, but the deep hot lust was all-consuming as well! I never felt anything like it before, and I couldn't believe how hard and fast I was slamming into him! We moaned, grunted and screamed out our love and passion for one another as we kept fucking! Our bodies slapped louder and faster with the rhythm, and I knew I was getting closer to the edge now!
"Oh fuck Pietro!" I screamed, slamming into him with all my strength! "Oh fuck! I don't think I can keep it in much longer!"
I thrust a few more times, then I threw back my head as I let go of Pietro, pinning him to the bed like he had done with me a little while before!
"Oh fuck!" I screamed through gritted teeth! "Here it fucking comes! Shit, I love how fucking tight your hot wet boy Cunt is!"
I thrust once more, and pushed as hard and deep into him as my cock would go! My cum began exploding into him, and I couldn't believe how intense it was! It was more powerful than any come I had ever had before, and it felt so good, and it was so pleasurable that at the same time, I could hardly stand it!
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I screamed as I kept thrusting while my cock kept shooting into him! "Oh God, this is so fucking amazing!"
My cum was pouring into him, and by the time the last few blasts entered Pietro's hole, there was enough there so that it was overflowing. Cum ran out, and down between Pietro's thighs, soaking his balls and the sheet below! Pietro was coming as well, and I loved the feeling of his hole rhythmically squeezing my cock as his own orgasm hit him!
I thrust a couple more times, and soon my balls were empty! I stopped thrusting by that point, and gently rested on Pietro making sure to balance on my elbows to keep from crushing him. After another moment, I turned so that we were on our sides and my cock soon softened and slid partway out. Pietro turned then, and we wrapped our arms around each other tightly while enjoying several long, deep, intense and passionate kisses!
We kissed like that a few more times, then our kisses slowed to small soft ones as we gently caressed each other's bodies. After a couple more soft kisses, Pietro looked deeply into my eyes and placed his hand on the left side of my chest in the I Love You hand gesture.
"I love you too Pietro!" I said as we kissed again! "This was truly special, and I won't ever forget this! I felt so much love from you as we did this, that I don't think I can put it into words! This was truly the best!"
Pietro nodded and smiled, then just held me as I relaxed in his arms. Resting my head against his chest, I closed my eyes enjoying being there with him like this in that moment!
We finished out the weekend making love a few more times, and hanging out with all our friends. We specially made time for Alex and Aiden. We told them about how things were going with the school, and that it was finished, save for us starting to get kids there over the next few months. The school would officially start operations in September. All of the teachers were selected, hired and would be ready to go to work by then, and I also let our friends know this. Dad and Eric would be overseeing the business side of things since I was still 17, but that would change of course when I turned 18. Even then they would help with a few areas I would still need to learn before I could completely do everything myself. I was glad to have their help and support with the school, and I couldn't wait to get started with everything there!
Sunday evening of that weekend which closed out our vacation together, was spent with Pietro and I eating dinner out on the deck. We would be having grilled chicken, fried potatoes and corn. There would also be Key Lime Pie for dessert, and I was really looking forward to it! Pietro's parents would be back the next day, and we couldn't wait to see them.
As the chicken grilled outside, I checked the house once more making sure that it was all cleaned up for when everyone got back. Pietro and I had cleaned it thoroughly on Friday, just a couple of days ago. I just figured I'd look everything over once more to be sure. I didn't want Pietro's family having to worry about cleaning up anything we had missed.
Returning to the deck, I stood beside Pietro as he flipped the chicken. We talked about how nice of a visit it had been. We also talked about how nice it had been to stay there at the house. We had originally talked about going up to the cabin for our time together, but when Pietro's parents had talked about the vacation they would be taking, we figured that being at the house would be best, especially since the places we would get food and other things from were close by anyway. Pietro and I did talk though about going up to the cabin sometime, just the two of us at some point soon. We spoke of this as I stood there watching Pietro finish up with the meat. Soon everything was ready, and we were sitting down to eat as the sun continued to set in the sky.
Once dinner and dessert were finished, we cleaned up, then sat beside each other out on the deck as nightfall began. Pietro eventually took me in his arms, and I rested my head on his chest.
"That was a really nice vacation," I said looking up at him. "I really loved everything we did, and I especially loved our time we shared as we went all the way! I'll never forget that!"
"Neither will I!" Pietro responded. "It truly was the best!"
We shared several soft and gentle kisses, then continued to sit there listening to the crickets chirping all around us. It was truly a peaceful time for the both of us!
Over the next few months, I was busy with the school. We had a lot of blind and multi-disabled students. Some had co-occurring disabilities such as Cerebral Palsy, Autism and others. We did really well with accommodating them all, and I was truly happy about that. I was also glad that the students and I were getting along really well. Many of them were comfortable enough to ask for help from me if they needed it, and a few talked with me about other things going on in their lives, both good and bad.
Several of them complemented me on my patient attitude when helping them learn Braille, or helping them learn more about a couple of things they were doing, whether reading or writing it. A couple of the Autistic kids told me one day that they especially enjoyed being there since they didn't have to deal with the constantly loud goings-on of the world outside. They both lived at the school since their families had basically been neglecting them since day one. They had been in various institutions for the last few years, and one of them sent them to us.
John and Leasa were the two kids I'm talking about, and when they first came to stay with us, they both had a lot of fear and anger. We worked with them over time, and they soon came to trust us. They were calmer now, and each of them had since established their routines they went through throughout the day.
I signed the papers, and now it was official! Pietro and I were now 18, and after a couple of days the papers came for us to fill out, transferring the rights to the school completely to us! After I clicked closed the pen, I smiled, truly happy that everything had fallen into place! Pietro was just as equally happy, and we let all the kids know that we were the official owners of the school now! They all cheered and shook our hands. A few even hugged us as they congratulated both of us on everything being official!
As the first year went by, and the second went along, things only got better and better! We continued to receive kids, and a couple more wings were added, especially in the Residence Center. I was glad to see more kids coming to stay, and we did really well with helping them! I loved seeing them come out of their shells, and become who they were meant to be, and I almost always lay down at night feeling truly accomplished with having improved the life of each kid!
As I continued on at the school, Dad, Eric, Triston and Jack would come to visit. They definitely made it a point to come and visit when Triston and Jack both turned 18. They were still together, and were just as in love, and even more than they had been when discovering they liked each other! The day they came to visit was really special, and we had lunch for them out on the back deck. Some of the kids joined us, then after wishing the two of them a Happy Birthday, they went back to their activities, leaving Pietro, Triston, Jack and I alone at the table. Once finished eating, Pietro excused himself to go in to check on the kids. Jack went to throw away his plate, and it was now just Triston and I.
"I'm really glad we got to spend your special day with the two of you," I said as we hugged.
As I held on, I couldn't believe that Triston was 18 now! He was bigger at this point, and he was much taller than I was! He was 6-2 now, and was around 160 LBs with much of it muscle. He worked out a lot, and so did Jack. Jack was a couple of inches shorter than Triston, but just as muscular.
They were both going to be attending college in the fall of that year, and Jack would be studying medicine. Triston would be studying Social Work, since he wanted to do something in that field to help other disabled kids, especially Autistic kids. I was truly proud of both of them, and I would do anything I could to support them as they continued on with following their dreams!
Letting go of Triston after a moment, he typed.
"It really has been a special day, and you, Dad, Eric, Jack and everyone else had made it so!" he said. "I've had a really nice time today, and having you here has been truly nice!"
"I'm glad you let me be a part of things today!" I replied as we hugged once again. "I hope you and Jack enjoy the rest of your day today. Do you know what you'll be doing once you guys go back home?"
"Dad and Eric will be going out to dinner later tonight," Triston said. "So Jack and I will be spending some time alone together. We'll probably cuddle on the couch and watch TV for a bit, and that will be really nice."
"That does sound good," I answered.
The weekend arrived after Triston and Jack's Birthday Celebration. Pietro and I planned to go and stay with Dad and Eric for Friday and Saturday. We talked to them about it on Thursday, the day after Triston and Jack's party the day before. Dad was really happy about our suggestion, and so was Eric! Aiden was working at the school, and Alex came to help out as well. By this time, we had signed them on as official staff, and they were doing a really good job with the work they did with the kids! With this in mind, we turned things over to them for that weekend so they would be in charge while Pietro and I would be at Dad and Eric's house.
That Thursday night as Piettro and I finished packing, we talked with Dad and Eric about staying Sunday night then going back on Monday. They liked that idea, and we let Alex and Aiden know. I was glad that we would have a third night at our family's house, and I was definitely looking forward to seeing them the next day!
Pietro and I arrived at Dad and Eric's house that Friday a little before 3:00 P.M. We had stayed at the school to finish up work for the week, and I was glad to have everything all caught up. As we entered the house, I went with Pietro into the living room where Triston and Jack sat finishing up homework. We hugged them both, then sat down as they both packed up their school bags, and Triston put them in their room. Dad and Eric would be home soon, and Dad texted me, asking what we all thought of pizza and wings for that night's dinner. We all liked that idea, and agreed immediately!
Once home, we visited with Dad and Eric for a while, and eventually it was time to get dinner. I was amazed to see that it was almost 5:00 P.M. By then I was getting hungry, and so was everyone else. Dad and I let the others know that we would go and pick up the food. I had ordered it a little before 5:00 P.M., and it would be ready for pick-up in about 20 minutes.
As we drove along, I told Dad that everything was continuing to go well at the school. I went on to say that I couldn't believe that we had been open going on about three years now!
"It really is amazing how time goes by so fast," Dad said as we neared the pizza place. "I still can't believe that you're 21 now! It seems like only yesterday when you came to live with me, and you were only 13 at the time! I know the circumstances surrounding you and I meeting that first time as well as you coming to live with me were really scary, but I'm still truly glad you came into my life! Seeing you for the first time as the young man you were becoming was really amazing!"
"It was a true joy to meet you that first time as well!" I responded. "I was really glad when we went out to lunch that first time, and it didn't take me long to feel totally safe with you. When we came back to your house after lunch, that was when I really knew fully and completely that I was home. I knew as well, that you were my father not just genetically, but in all other ways that matter! I could feel your love for me, and your desire and need to be there for me! I really am glad we got that second chance to be in each other's lives again! Having you in my life has meant more to me than anything in this world!"
"It's meant more to me than anything as well to be your father Nohea," he said as we hugged. We were parked by this time, and I just sat there with his strong arms around me. "I'll always love you, and will always be here for you no matter what."
"I'll always love you too Dad," I said with my head on his shoulder. "You've supported me throughout these last few years, and you've really shown me what it means to love and be there for others. Knowing that you were always there for me helped me to trust others, and to not feel like I was alone in the world. I'll always love you for that as well!"
"I'm glad I could teach you that also," he replied. "I really am proud of you Nohea! You've turned into the wonderful young man I hoped you'd become! You're loving, kind and compassionate towards others. You always go out of your way to be there for anyone, including the people around you. That means more to me than I can say. I truly am proud of you as I said, and I'm so proud to be your father!"
"Thanks, and I truly am proud to be your son!" I answered as we hugged tighter for a moment. "You're all those things you described in me as well, and that' especially is why I love you so much! You've been there for all of us over the years, and I'll never forget it!"
"Neither will I!" he responded as we separated.
We exited the car, and got the food. Once back at the house, we all ate and enjoyed each other's company. It was a really nice evening, and I was truly glad to be there among my family with all the love we had to offer each other!
Sunday evening was a rainy night as I walked through the house checking everything. Everyone had gone to bed about an hour ago, and I let Pietro know that I would be in in a little while. As I sat there in the living room a lamp shining its warm glow throughout the living room, I thought back over everything. I also thought about that weekend, and how nice of a time we all had. We went bowling the day before, and grilled out once back from the game. Then that Sunday, we hung around the house watching TV and just enjoying being there with each other.
As I continued to sit there, I thought about mine and Dad's conversation in the car that Friday evening before going in to pick up the food. I was glad we said all that we had confided to one another. I meant every word of it, and I knew that it was the same for all that Dad had said to me as well. I also thought again over the last several years as I lived with Dad and Triston.
I especially thought about when I first came to live with Dad, along with my time at the school for the blind before that. As I thought more about the school for the blind, I came to understand over the years, and as I sat there what it was I really hated about the school.
Of course, the staff could be abusive Assholes, as well as cold and unfeeling! More than that though, it was just such a lonely experience there. Few kids there were caring and kind. Most of them talked the usual corporate Bullshit almost word for word like what the staff would say. The few kids who were kind and loving were mocked, ridiculed and bullied for their attitudes. The school for the blind was more about authority and obeying of said authority. It wasn't truly about education, not for the blind nor for anyone else. Of course, it's good to teach kids to respect authority in so far as the authority is that which can teach them something of value. Teaching, or forcing kids to respect and obey authority just for its own sake, or simply because that's how the adults want it to be is wrong. That's not a system worthy of anyone's respect nor obedience.
I then thought about when Pietro and I met, and the time we shared at the school. That had truly been magical! Being there with him in those moments, I could forget at least for a little while, the cold unfeeling environment in which we were both forced to exist. One hug from Pietro, and I was in a world all our own. I was safe, and loved! Things were alright for a moment!
I also thought about when I found out that he was going to be leaving the school, and how much that hurt! I hadn't ever felt pain like that before, and making it worse, was with the exception of Mrs. Jones, I had no one to whom I could turn for comfort and support. Finally, the day Pietro and I had to say goodbye was a day I felt even more pain and loss! Saying goodbye to my best friend and love of my life hurt! It hurt more than I ever thought it could! It hurt more than any physical pain, and I remember thinking later that night about how I almost wished I was back having the eye surgeries I had endured not too long before that. For a completely irrational moment, I figured that that experience in the OR would have been better than feeling what I was feeling that night as I sat there in my dorm room with no one to turn to! My heart at that point felt more broken than ever, and I had no idea how I'd get on with my life going forward!
The love and support of my family got me through it though. Dad being there really helped me to have the strength to go on in the coming days. As the days and weeks went by, I was able to continue going forward in my life. Finally, when Pietro came back into my life thanks to help from Lexy and Dad, I felt that void close up once again! We were together again, and that was something for which I was truly grateful!
As the months and years went by, my life was becoming more and more complete as I lived with my family, and continued on with Pietro by my side. My heart was full of love for him and for everyone else in my life. Going on to create the school added more joy to everything! Looking back, I knew as I sat there those things had truly changed for the better. The wounds within my heart were no more!
Now as I walked through the house after having gotten up from the couch, I shut off the lamp and went around checking all the windows and doors. Satisfied that all was secure, I went in and checked first on Dad and Eric. I could hear them both asleep, and the same for Triston and Jack when I looked in on them. Returning to mine and Pietro's room, I heard him snoring lightly as I removed my shirt and shorts. I used the restroom, then after brushing my teeth, I quietly got into bed beside the love of my life. He turned and woke up enough to take me in his arms. I snuggled in as I rested my head on his chest as we both drifted off to sleep happy, safe and secure in our love for one another!
Epilogue
Five Years Later
Walking into the house, I heard Pietro in the kitchen. I loved these moments when Pietro and I were in our house once the day was done! Our house had been built as the school was in its third year. We had talked about it off and on for a bit a year after the school had been in operation. Finally, we got more and more serious about building the house the second year into running the school, then we started operations on it as I said, around the third year of the school being around. We decided on it being next to the school, and we definitely had the room on our land for it! The house would be a large two-story outfit, and we wanted it since we planned on having kids at some point. We also wanted the extra space for if Dad, Eric, Triston or Jack spent the night. They would have a lot of room in the house. So, with all that in mind, we put those ideas in the planning as well.
Our house had been completed almost a year after, and we had been living there since then. We were both 26, and life was going really well. The school was doing really well, and all the kids were happy and doing truly amazing! Pietro and I were really glad to be there running things and teaching the kids. It was a really wonderful time for us all!
Pietro and I had also gotten married a few months before, and we had always planned on that. We talked about it off and on over the years when we were still kids, and we got more serious about it when we became adults. Finally, we talked about it making definite plans the year before. It was a small wedding at the church Greg Henderson ran. We had Dad, Eric, Triston and Jack there. Pietro's family was there also, and all our friends were there too. Alex was Pietro's Best Man, and Triston was mine.
When we exchanged vows, I felt the connection grow even deeper, and far stronger than ever before! As we placed the rings on each other's fingers and were pronounced as husbands, I was happier than I could say in words! Pietro felt the same as we kissed when Greg said we could do so! I'll always treasure that memory, and I know it's the same for Pietro as well!
I came out of my thoughts as I came into the kitchen where Pietro was putting meat on a cutting board. Washing off his hands, he came over to me and we shared a hug.
"It's really good to be home," I said as we shared a couple of kisses.
Pietro gave me one tap in agreement, then kissed my lips tenderly.
We separated then, and I helped Pietro with dinner preparations. It was really nice being there with him like that in our own house married and with our own life together now! Standing there beside him, I knew that our lives together would only get better and better! Things were truly as they should be for the both of us!
The End
Author's Notes
The day has arrived, and we're at the end of Nohea and Pietro's story. I really enjoyed writing this story as always. I know from E-mails I've received during the course of writing this story, how much this story has meant to a lot of people. I really am glad about that. The story has meant a lot to me as well, and is one that's deeply personal to me out of all the stories I've written thus far for Nifty.
I really am glad that everyone has enjoyed reading this story, and thanks to all who've taken the time to write me during the course of this journey. That really does mean a lot! I truly do appreciate all of the support, as well as all of the E-mails you've all sent to me! Thank you all for that!
I mentioned not too long ago that I have a new story coming out after this one. It's titled Blood Sport, and it will be out sometime at the end of next week by which point, it'll be early October. I hope you guys like it, and I'll put the summery for it below. I hope you're all doing well, having a nice day and I'll see everyone in the new story Blood Sport.
Blood Sport
Summary
For Joshua Gibson, life has been hard since the day he was born. Diagnosed with Autism at almost two years old, his parents do little to help him. Believing that his Autism is something that's a problem, they do various things to make him feel unaccepted as well as if it's his fault how he is.
With Joshua being Autistic, he has the typical characteristics of the disorder with a couple of them being problems with certain lights, sounds and tactile sensations. Though Joshua is book smart in certain areas, he still has a child-like view of the world as well as an inability to know when people mean to do him harm.
It's within this context that Joshua's world is destroyed one night when he's betrayed by the guy he thought was his boyfriend along with the other guys in their friend group. This night culminates in Joshua having to start a new life.
Daniel Evans, Danny to his friends and family on the other hand is leading what appears to be a truly amazing life. He has his single mother, his sister and a friend of the family who's part mentor, part older brother and part father. It's especially true about that last part since Danny and his sister's father walked out on them when Danny was 11, and his sister was nine years old. Though their father wasn't a very good one right from the start, this event deeply impacts everyone, especially Danny. He takes on almost adult-like levels of responsibility that on the surface appear to be something which should be admired.
Danny's mother, sister and family friend are deeply proud of him, but underneath Danny is torn apart. Struggling greatly with his mental health, as well as with trying to accept himself as gay Danny is just barely holding on.
When the worlds of these two boys come together, it'll only be at that point when everyone will see if things will turn out well for the two of them going forward. Will they be able to connect with each other given their respective challenges? Will Joshua be able to trust Danny to let him in? Will Danny be strong enough to take a chance on loving Joshua? Find out in Blood Sport.