The Wounds Within My Heart By James
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The Wounds Within My Heart
Chapter 12
Nohea
Entering our room, I stepped over to the bed as Pietro closed then locked the door. He came over to me, and I began slowly removing my clothes starting with my shirt. I did it slowly and sensually, just how he liked it. I especially did it this way this time because I knew that it was what got him the most fired up and ready for action! Usually, when I was really slow with removing my clothes, Pietro would rush forward and push me back on the bed while kissing me deeply before shoving my hands aside and removing my shorts and boxers. He would then quickly remove his own clothes before climbing on top of me and rubbing his engorged cock against my own!
This time was no exception, and I made sure to even more slowly pull down my shorts, and just as I put my hands on the sides of my shorts, I went even slower. Pietro rushed forward, and he was on me, but he had already removed his shirt this time, so his warm skin was immediately against mine! It felt so good! He was yanking my shorts and boxers off, and after we removed his own shorts, boxers and socks, I tossed my socks off to the side as we got full-length on the bed.
"Wait," I said, sitting up. "I forgot to pull the sheets and blankets down."
Pietro had me get up, and with a super-quick motion, he had the blankets and sheet down at the foot of the bed. They were almost off the bed completely! Now he was on me again, and I was underneath him as he moved us full-length onto the bed once more! He was just as turned on for me as I was for him, and I loved when he got like this!
We kissed, caressed and wrapped our arms and legs around each other tightly, and we pushed up so we could feel our cocks and balls press together firmly! I moaned into Pietro's mouth as we continued rubbing together and holding each other tightly! I couldn't get enough of him, and I could tell that he felt the same by how deeply and passionately he was kissing me!
"Oh god, you're so fucking amazing!" I moaned as I kissed Pietro again and again, our mouths hot and wet as we kept making out!
Soon we moved our legs, and now we had our arms wrapped around one another as we thrust again and again, settling into a really wonderful rhythm! A couple of times we turned so that I was on top of Pietro, and though I loved this, I loved it even more when he was the one on top of me! Soon I got my wish as he turned after a few minutes. Now he was back on top of me thrusting hard, and I pushed up hard as he shoved downwards. I pushed up hard to meet his thrusts, and soon our bodies were loudly slapping together as we kept going!
After a moment, Pietro stopped moving, and he surprised me by licking and kissing my neck. He soon moved his kissing and licking down and on to my chest. He then took a long time licking and sucking on both of my nipples! I always loved when he did that, and I moaned loudly as well as thrashed around while he kept it up!
"That feels so fucking good Pietro!" I yelled. "Don't stop! Keep doing that! Oh god! Fuck yes! That's so fucking hot!"
He kept it up for a few more minutes, then he moved me onto my left side so he could lick, kiss and nibble up and down my right side. This made me even hotter for him, and I was truly lost in a deeply intense world of lust, pleasure and love! After another moment, he moved me onto my right side, and he repeated everything on my left side!
"Fuck that's so good!" I yelled louder this time!
Pietro did this a few more seconds, then he moved me on to my stomach. He then kissed, nibbled and licked all over my back and shoulders! It always felt great when he did that, and soon he completed it before moving me on to my back once again! He then moved between my legs where he used his mouth in the same ways all over my inner thighs! He did this for a long time, getting me even closer to the edge!
"Oh fuck Pietro!" I screamed as I thrashed hard on the bed! "I'm so close! I'm so fucking close!"
The feelings were definitely getting more and more intense, and I wanted to have him wait a moment, but a larger part of me wanted him to keep going. As if he knew what I was thinking, Pietro nibbled up and down my inner thighs again, then he moved to my cock where he began going up and down on it! He did it slowly, then got fast as he began deep-throating me. He made a point to get the head of my cock in the back of his throat several times! He knew I loved this, and this time was no exception!
"Fuck!" I growled as he continued sucking up and down on me!
Soon he moved off my cock to lick and suck on my balls! I was truly enjoying that, and shortly he was back sucking my hard flesh once again! I knew I was getting closer and closer! Pietro kept sucking, and I knew I probably had a couple more seconds!
The next time Pietro moved my cock back deep into his throat, I felt his hot moist lips surround the base of my cock, and I could hardly get the words out!
"Pietro!" I yelled gasping for breath!
That was all I could say as my cock began erupting into Pietro's hot sucking mouth! This had happened a couple of times before, and he actually loved when he had little warning of my impending orgasm. He had let me know that the second time it had happened!
I began firing several huge thick and long shots of cum into Pietro's hot mouth, and he worked hard to swallow them down! I came several more times, and feeling him swallowing my load was so hot! I especially loved that feeling! I finally lost count as to how many shots I blasted into his mouth, and somehow, he caught all of them save for a couple of small drops by the end. He got them after a moment though, and he then gently removed my softening cock from his mouth! Kissing it gently on the underside, he came back up, and I kissed him passionately as he wrapped me in his arms!
After a few gentle kisses, I was repeating all on him that he had done to me! He loved every moment of it, and I didn't leave one inch of his upper body untouched by my mouth! I made sure to take my time licking, kissing, biting and sucking allover his nipples! He loved it just as much if not more than I did when he did it to me! I was so glad I could bring him that kind of love and pleasure!
After repeating the rest, I was between his legs sucking up and down on his cock! I licked and sucked on his balls several times as well, then continued going up and down on his hard flesh! He held onto my head throughout the rest of it just like I had done with him earlier! I loved the feel of his big strong hands on the back of my head as I continued working on his meat! It felt so good and turned me on even more, feeling the strength in those hands as he tightened his grip while I worked the head of his cock deep into the back of my throat several times, bringing him closer and closer to the edge!
After a couple more seconds, I went back down on him swallowing his cock until my lips were right at the base of his erection, while I massaged the head of his cock with my throat! I then pulled off a little, then he let out a loud grown before flooding my mouth with his hot, thick and creamy cum!
His hands tightened more on the back of my head while he continued filling my mouth with his wonderful cream! I swallowed it all, and like him a few minutes before, I had to come back for the couple of smaller drops that escaped my mouth once he began coming down from his orgasm! I licked those up, then lightly kissed the underside of his penis along with his balls! Moving back up to where he lay, I laid down as he immediately wrapped me in his arms again!
Laying there now, we held each other while kissing and caressing one another! The afterglow of our love-making was truly amazing as always, and I deeply treasured these moments! I felt deep and intense love for my soul mate and best friend as I kissed him again before resting my head on his chest. Pietro rubbed my back up and down gently for several minutes, then he stopped and reached over me to get his device.
"You really know how to drive me crazy," he said smiling. "I hope you know that."
"I do," I answered. "I hope you know that you do the same to me as well."
"I do know that," he said. "I really love you, Nohea! I know I'll never love another guy like I love you. I'm so glad that we're sharing our lives together, and I want us to always be able to do that!"
"I love you too Pietro, and I want that for us for always as well!" I responded. "You are the one true love of my life, and you always will be!"
We kissed once more, then Pietro moved to get the covers. He covered us both, and it felt really good being under the covers with him. He then took me gently into his arms and just as gently eased my head down onto his chest as he kissed the top of my head. I felt so safe and loved in that moment, and I never wanted it to end! I was drifting further and further now, and felt my eyelids slowly close. I knew I was falling fast asleep in Pietro's arms!
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Pietro
Nohea was falling asleep, and I held him as he began deeply sleeping in my arms. I thought over our time together as I lay there. I thought back to when we first met, and became friends. I thought over the first time we danced, as well as checked out each other's cocks, and I also thought about the many times we hugged. I then thought about the day I had to leave Nohea. I remembered how he looked when he was fighting harder than ever to keep from crying as we said goodbye that day.
I remembered him giving me his cross, and how he told me I could think of him when wearing it if I was ever sad, or missing him. I could hear the shaking in his voice, and in that moment, I wanted so badly to run away with him and never let him go. I wanted to take him some place where he wouldn't ever have to feel that kind of pain, never again. I also thought about how much it was hurting me as we stood there holding each other. I felt even more pain in that moment, knowing that nothing could be done to stop our leaving each other! I remember screaming in my head that it wasn't fair, and how fucking cruel it all was!
I then remembered about how I struggled to get on with my life over the next several weeks, then I thought over when Nohea and I reconnected. That day and the memories of it always brought me joy, and still continue to do so! I remember never wanting to let the love of my life go when we hugged the day we came back into each other's lives! I especially remember that emptiness closing as we wrapped our arms around one another and held each other for the longest time! It was absolute joy, happiness and pure Heaven! I knew it was the same for Nohea as well!
I thought about our lives together since that time up until now, and I knew I'd treasure every moment and memory we shared with each other! With Nohea by my side, I knew I could do anything! Nohea was the one with whom I always wanted to share the rest of my life, and I knew I truly wanted to have children with him someday. We talked about it a few times, and I was glad to hear him say that he wanted that as much as did I!
I thought about that last thing as my own eyelids grew heavy, and soon I was drifting off to sleep as I continued to hold Nohea in my arms.
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Nohea
The next day, which was Tuesday, was bright and sunny out. Pietro and I awoke, and after showering, we enjoyed some eggs and bacon out on the deck. The sun was on the other side of the house, and so we had a lot of shade in which we could stay cool. We ate in silence for a few seconds, then I asked Pietro what he wanted to do that day.
"Besides the obvious," I finished.
We both laughed, then he responded.
"We could go to the lake, and I was wondering what you'd think of inviting your dad, Eric, Triston and Jack?" he asked. "Maybe we could do a small cook-out?"
"I think that would be a good idea!" I replied.
After we finished breakfast, I called Dad and Eric, and once checking with Triston, Jack and Jack's mom, it was set. I let Pietro know, then I checked to make sure we had enough hotdogs, burgers and fries. Seeing that we needed more burgers, I showed Pietro.
"Looks like we're taking a trip to the store," he said.
Once in the car, I sat back as Pietro drove while we had music playing. It was a random playlist of various Metal and Rock groups. As we sat in traffic, we came to a red light. Soon Pietro activated the blinker, and the clicking sound was actually going to the rhythm of the song we had on at the time. Actually, it matched the part of the song where the course was perfectly.
"Hell yeah, we're all totally matched in rhythm today," I said.
Pietro laughed when he noticed the signal actually matching the song's rhythm.
"Wait, what song is this?" I asked.
We had been talking throughout most of the trip until I noticed the sounds. I checked the screen of the iPhone, and Voice Over read off the title of the song as Busted to the Floor by the Folk Metal band Falconer.
"That's cool," Pietro said as we started moving again when the light turned green.
"Yeah, I'm glad to see that even the turn signal likes the music as well," I responded as we both laughed.
Once we finished at the store, we returned to the house, and Dad, along with Eric, picked us up. Jack had been staying with Triston for the last couple of nights, and so it was easy enough to invite him, especially once we had gotten the okay from his mom. It didn't take us long to reach the lake, and we all swam for a bit.
Soon we all got out and dried off. Most of us were hungry, and so Dad, Eric and I started getting the grill ready as well as getting the food laid out. Dad then went to see what Triston and Jack were doing while Pietro was getting the cooler and drinks set up. That left Eric and I.
As I stood there with him directing me with lighting the match, I thought over how much like a second father he was to us. It was amazing how he had come into our lives and to think that it happened when he and Dad met at a restaurant all those months ago! Standing there, I told Eric how much I enjoyed him being a part of our family.
"I'm really glad to hear you say that Nohea," he said putting an arm around my shoulders. "I really wanted to do everything I could to be supportive of you, Triston and your dad, as well as of your other friends, and especially Pietro. I knew I always wanted to have a family. I hooked up with a couple of guys when I was like 19 and out on my own. My parents slowly distanced themselves from me when I came out to them when I was 18. They said they were accepting, but always had reasons for why I couldn't tell one of my aunts and uncles, or one of the cousins. I know I talked a little about how my family wasn't there for me much when I was younger, and that was why. I was also the family scapegoat. My younger brother however, could do no wrong. So, you could say that mine and our parents were already dealing with a strained relationship right from the start. My being gay, and their hidden non-acceptance of it just caused it to completely fall apart."
"I'm sorry to hear you went through all that," I answered. "That was really horrible how they treated you, and then to act like they were accepting. It's just disgusting!"
"Thanks, and I agree," Eric said. "So, when I went out on my own, I met the first guy I got with, and even when we hooked up, I tried to make it be a relationship. He and I did things a few times. I don't think I need to go into detail further. The bottom line though is that he ended up leaving, and he told me that he was just wanting to have other hook-up buddies. I basically told him where he could go, and that was that. That's basically when I started working various jobs and saving up money to continue to afford my apartment, then I went from there to college where I got my Nursing degree."
"Yeah, I remember you telling me about that," I said. "Now having the rest of the information makes things come together easier as to how things have been for you."
"Yeah, I just didn't want to dump everything on you about all that," Eric answered. "I thought that the last guy I was with could be someone with whom I could have a family, but even during the years we had been together, he was unstable. I don't mean like in a dangerous way, but he ran hot and cold. He would want to be with me, then after a few days would want to leave, and he'd come back after a couple of weeks. I just thought that if I tried harder to be even more supporting and loving, he would stay. Finally, when he cheated, that was the last straw. I was already figuring that our home life was no place in which to have a child."
"No, it definitely wouldn't have been," I said.
"Looking back on it, I can't discount the possibility that he had been unfaithful to me throughout the whole relationship. So when it comes to the problems with guys and I, as well as my family and their unhealthy behavior, that's why I've always taken the idea of family so seriously. I want to have the family where everyone truly loves each other, and is truly there for each other always. I want to do better with a partner and children than my family did with each other and with me."
"You've definitely done really well with our dad and with us," I said. "You've been loving, kind and supportive with everyone. I really do think of you as a second father, and I absolutely do love you. Your support, and love mean everything to me. I always want you in my life, and in my dad's life as well."
"I love you too Nohea," Eric answered. "And I always want to be here to support and love you and the rest of our family along with your dad too."
We shared a hug, then it was time to get the burgers and other food cooking. Being there with my family, dad and Eric was amazing, and I felt so loved and safe as I stood there in that moment. I would always treasure that memory forever!
We finished up the food, and all agreed that the grill did an amazing job with the meats. I thanked my dad and Eric for helping us put everything together, as well as for coming with us that day. We finished up by swimming a little more, then we all said goodbye after getting everything packed up.
Once back home, Pietro and I cuddled out on the deck just talking and sharing soft kisses every so often. Soon, the sky was growing dark, and we went in. I checked my phone to see if there were any updates regarding the school. So far, everything was progressing really well! I was glad about that and I let Pietro know. He said how happy he was that everything was going well also!
The rest of the week was really nice, and we got together with all our friends over the next few days. We went to the lake both on Tuesday and Wednesday. It was really fun, and Alex and Aiden also had a really good time! Then on Thursday and Friday, the four of us hung out at the house since the weather was really hot out, and we didn't want to have to deal with it. The rest of our friends came over Friday afternoon, and we all watched TV for a bit. Soon though, it was just Pietro and I again, and we headed to our room to spend some time together.
Once we both got out of the shower, we helped to dry each other. I stopped a couple of times when drying Pietro to kiss him deeply, and made sure to shove my tongue as far into his mouth as I could. I was making sure to show him how much I wanted him that night! Finishing with drying his legs and feet, I hung up the towel, then we returned to our room.
I excused myself for a moment as Pietro lay down naked on the bed. I told him I was going to make sure everything was locked up for the night. Once that was complete, I returned to our room, and I went over to the bedside table. Opening up the cabinet in the bottom of the table, I removed a bottle of lube, and sat down on the bed then lay down facing my lover. He looked at the bottle, then I pressed it into his hand.
"I'm ready for you to take me tonight," I said, as he put the bottle aside and wrapped me in his arms pressing his mouth tightly to mine!
We passionately kissed for several minutes, then he broke the kiss and looked deeply into my eyes.
I sensed what he was asking, and I nodded my head.
"I'm sure Pietro!" I said feeling my cock get even harder! "I need you inside me! I want you to go at me hard!"
"Okay," he said. "I want to make you feel so good tonight!"
We had spent the last few nights opening each other's holes up and it had gone really well! I loved having Pietro's fingers deep inside me stimulating my prostate, and rubbing against the walls of my hole which got me so fucking hot! He loved when I did the same to him, and I knew as we finished up the night before that I was definitely the bottom. Sure, I would top Pietro like we had agreed, but I knew that I was the one who would definitely want him in me a lot of the time! I could tell that he was wanting to be the one to top me as much as he could as well!
Pietro and I made out for a few more minutes, then he began kissing all over my body. He left no area without kisses, and I did the same to him. We were both more aroused than we could handle, and we stopped and lay in each other's arms working to calm down. I didn't want him coming too fast inside me, and he didn't want that for me in him either. Eventually though, we were calmer and our arousal wasn't so high. Moving me on to my stomach, Pietro began working to get my hole ready!
Author's Notes
I'll be continuing on with Pietro and Nohea's night where they go all the way. I'll also be finishing up the final chapter with getting back to the school that Nohea is having built. I hope you like how all that turns out, and how the story ends.
I wanted to take a moment to talk about the new story. It's titled Blood Sport, and it'll be out by the beginning of October. I'll have this and the final chapter of this story up during this coming week. Also, I'll be sending in Chapter One of Blood Sport to my editor K here within the next day, so I should have it back in time to post it the week after. I'll give the summery of the new story at the end of the final chapter of this story.
All that being said, I hope you're all doing well, and having a good evening. I'll see everyone in Chapter 13, the final chapter.