The way Julian loves me... Copyright Alex Carr 2009
It is so good to be loved in the way Julian loves me. He makes me feel complete and utterly wanted and needed. And rarely do we disagree. For a year now we have been together and for us I have always been the taker and he the giver - that is until recently when one day he just came out with it, that he'd been thinking just how it must feel for me, him inside.
Although before he had never wanted that - just lately since I'd been teasing him there with my index finger as I enjoyed my usual deep cock suck, he asked if maybe I would like to try something - that was after we had been talking about what I did in my younger days, how I used to experiment with a screwdriver handle of all things, it had a nice bulbous feel about it, not too big, enough for me to get a real sensual feel as I laid there, on the bathroom floor, well lubricated, watching myself with the aid of a well placed mirror, slide the handle slowly in and out of me, seeing just how deep I could get it, and gradually gaining the confidence to try one with a
longer handle, I can still feel its bulk stretching my though I remember it used to hurt sometimes when I hadn't lubricated enough, its amazing the things you do when you are young and experimenting - but I really grew to enjoy that, closing my eyes, occasionally looking, and feeling the vibes of the deep probing fuck.
But when I had my first real flesh fuck it made me appreciate just how much
better and less clinical it was and I have never looked back.
Well this obviously set Julian thinking, I said I still had an anal vibrator I used myself and would he like me to give it a try, it was called a spiral delight and made for a deep twisting effect as you pushed it inside, which I found quite nice really, that is, as I said before, I got screwed by Ned in his allotment shed . You may just have read some of my accounts with dear departed Ned.
"How do you want me, Pete?" he asked. I always liked it bent over myself, either on all fours or laid on my side with my thigh well placed for easy access.. It's funny I had never thought of being the giver, until now, when seeing Julian perched over like that, over the arm of the settee. Of course we had done the sit-on thing many times and lots of time I had sucked and licked his ass, and he me, but this was different, and I had to get the mode for it, but kneeling down behind him, examining him in that posture made for sheer delight, he had a simply adorable bum and I felt the urge not only to oral him all over but now to let him have a taste of what he had given me.
I teased him with the vibrator, just sort of edged it around his crevice and between his thighs, teasing him just a little around the anal region. to give him the feeling, but he said he'd rather enjoy real thing as he had the opportunity and all. He'd helped me get quite a good hard on before, with what I always called his expertise oral delight! - but my fear was that I' d lose it at the most important time, when I'd worked his hole and balled him enough to make him want it, but I was still throbbing which was a good sign, so I spent some time, tasting and exploring his hole, which I always found so very thrilling and exiting, and to listen to his moans too, rimming it with my finger, first one and then two and then three, he groaned a little but said to continue, I loved it when he sort of rolled his ass on full display, me
thinking then it was made for fucking and yes, something I had always fancied doing, spanking, I'd done it to a girl once or twice, she let me spank her over her tight jeans as she bent across my knee which was nice, and then
fucking her red ass afterwards - but now this, with Julian, all those feelings were coming back - but one thing at a time, he wanted this, wanted to feel my hard cock up inside his ass, I took to rolling it around his crevice, firmly and slowly - and I realised I could now go for fucking , I sort of worked my end into him sideways, finding the best approach, all the time he was helping in the way he moved himself, we did it gently at first, I wanted for Julian to enjoy it just as much as I did of him, that he wanted the experience and feel of my hard cock inside. Well he was beautiful and as I positioned myself neatly behind, finding the right height I started to manoeuvre my cock straight now, I felt the heat of him inside for the first time, it was so nice and gratifying, so this is what it was like to fuck another guy this way, I went for it, started to gradually increase my thrust in hope that I could get full penetration first time, then I realised yes, it was his first time as well as mine, fucking this way, he was my virgin and that was another bonus, to be the one who fucked Julian for the very first time..
We played each other while, I was into him about two inches when he asked me to stop, I said did he want me to take it out, he said no just to give him a breather, to get used to the idea, he wanted that and he was enjoying the first feel of the cock he had enjoyed orally so much. Standing there motionless awhile was something special too, because I could feel my throb pulsing inside him, and he said he could feel that too, and how wonderful it was, and then after about a minute he said for me to continue, and I gently pushed deeper, squeezing myself into his tight hole, working it this way and then that to get a deeper penetration and all the time he was moaning and telling me how good it was.
Then he asked me to give him a firm wanking as I started to get deeper inside, that was a sheer delight, another first timer, feeling and massaging his well stiffened cock as well as squeezing his balls the way he liked. His movements became easier now an soon I was in full penetration, he gave out a huge sigh and a groan acknowledging the fact, he spread eagled for me so I could really enjoy the fucking, just how he liked it with me, lots of vibrancy and thrust, now I felt him stretch to me.
Who would have thought I'd cum this way, when before the only way I had done it with Julian was orally. I loved that as much as he did, feeling the spurt of his hot cream drench my being, my tongue sticky with it, sucking it all up as he came more, feeling it ooze out over my face, Julian licking it off my face as I liked to with him, it is something so specially intimate to experience that with each other. I love to sense the feel, the smell and the taste of him all the time, and now he had been all ass for me in the most wonderful way, it had grown to a very rough fucking, shaking his ass all over as I let myself go and spurt deep inside him. yes I would want more of his ass, more of everything - the way Julian loves me!