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The Wake
It was about 9 PM when a close friend called me at home and told me he wanted me to know his Father had just passed. I had known both Rick and his wife Shelly, for about two years. We met at a nudist resort back then, and all three hit it off graciously. Right from the beginning, we all three enjoyed our nude times together, and they were very open about sharing others sexually. We all just became, close friends as well as sexual playmates!
Both Rick and Shelly were long time nudist and long time swingers. I had over the years had a few experiences with couples, that enjoyed another man in the play, and I enjoyed that. I was open to them as they were to me. I became a close friend to both, and since we lived close, we met often during the month to share our nudity, sex and friendship. I had known Rick's father too. He was a frequent visitor to his son's home, since he could not go nude at the retirement center where he lived. He was a life long nudist as well, and I would often sit with him and listen to his many stories from his past! He too along with Rick's mom were swingers and both were bi-sexual as well, and he had introduced all of their kids to nudity, and taught them to be open about their sexuality, and desires. I enjoyed listening to him always. He would often, when we were alone, stoke himself as he told me stories of life, friends and sex! He was a slight man, only 5.6 and skinny, but he had over 10 inches of thick cut cock and large hanging balls. He looked a bit out of place with his meat hanging at times,, but he liked it when I watched him as he talked and I did enjoy seeing the old man and his hard on too! He told me all four of his sons, were hung as he was and his two daughters took after his wife, slim and with large full breasts too. He was proud of his life and his children's and of their genetics following after both parents.
I had never met Rick's Mom, but had seen many pictures of her, dressed and nude and felt I would of loved meeting her too. She was open and loved to go nude with her family, and others. She passed before I came onto the family scene. I had met all the brothers and sisters at various times and I do not remember anytime at Rick's when with the family all were not nude. I went that way with them too. Before their father got sick, he would often fondle me and suck my cock, as he loved a muscular man, and a hung one like me! I am 5.10 but broad shouldered and defined muscles front and back, and like the men in his family I too was hung. BUT, I was just a mere 8 inches erect, thick and cut, and around the men in the family I considered myself to be a bit shy of their size. Every son and the Dad were larger than me, as the smallest of all five was right at 10 inches erect! The married women liked me, for my looks and assets and so did two of the four brothers as well. So I was in the family so to speak, and I enjoyed them all. When Rick told me of his Fathers passing I was sad but also, knew all in the family would have been relieved! Their Dad had a bad case of cancer and his last couple years lived in a nursing home, and was in pain most of the time. He was ready to join his wife, and so the family was sad but relieved. They set up a WAKE after the funeral. I attended with other family and friends.
It was at the wake that I met a new friend! A man of the cloth, a minister, named Woodrow was introduced to me. He like me was older, and a nice man to chat with. The family was busy, and both Woodrow and I sat off to the side as many visited and talked about the Father. The Pastor was the family pastor and had known all of them since the mom and dad settled. He and I got along great and over a couple of drinks we both enjoyed a few funny stories and talked about many things. I had always had a fascination too chat with a Priest or man of the cloth to talk about my sins, sexual desires and myself too and my strong nude desires and other issues as well, kind of a confession. I had never sought out anyone, as I had no idea where to look but now with him and the looseness of the alcohol and his talk of the family nudity, I just asked!
I asked him if he did confessions? He did but only to those of the faith and his church. He or the Church Board did not sanction confessions from a non believer or non member. I understood and asked if he counseled others, non members? He did, he told me but it was rare and he usually did it for friends or those from his church that were recommended. He asked why I was asking?
I told him that I had always had a desire to talk about my past and desires and that I was a sinner, and at times felt a need to discuss it with someone. He said he understood, and that is what the church had trained him for, helping those in need and understanding their feelings, and guiding them to understand Christ and the Church. He told me, that confessions were done at the church usually, and each Pastor manned it at various times each day. He seldom did now, as his role as head Pastor was time consuming, but he did miss the interaction with the members. He still did see those in need but in his office now, for all consultations. I told him that that was fine with me and if he ever had time I would like to meet him and chat. He said, he was busy that night but he would look at his schedule and try to schedule some time soon for us to meet at his office. I said that that was great and I would make every effort to make his appointment. With that we chatted a bit more, and then we mingled with a few others that came to visit and pay their respects. It was an hour later, when Woodrow came up and said, his family appointment had canceled and his night was free as soon as he left the wake. I was open to meeting then, so we agreed to say our good bye's to Rick and the family and then meet at the church and his office.
I followed him from the wake to the church. It was a huge thing, massive and I was impressed. The walk from the lot to his office took 10 minutes, and once there I was again impressed. The office was very large, had dark wood panels from floor to ceiling. His desk was a richly engraved dark wood and it was twice the size of a normal desk! One side of the office had the desk and a small area in front of it with chairs and a coffee table, and the other half had a area with a couch, small table, two chairs and of course the fireplace! Massive. Woodrow offered me a drink, from the wet bar, and he had ever known bottle of the best scotch I knew about! I was once again impressed. He made me a scotch and he had one as we sat down on the couch.
Woodrow was a bit older, as I am in my mid 50's, he was I guessed about 65-68. He was about 6 feet, broad shoulders, white hair, and mostly bald. He had a handsome face, one seeing it would think a nice grandfather type. His eyes were dark, sparkly and he had a nice smile. His body was one that was not fat, or out of shape but not a slim one. He had a nice overall look. I felt he might be a man that I could tell my sins too, and he would be interested, and maybe give me the guidance I was seeking. Or at least hear me out. We chatted for a couple more minutes and then he said "Ok, now were here, no time limit on our meeting, and I am all ears, so what is it Kenneth that you feel you need to chat with a Minister?
I sat there for a second and then said "It has been a desire for a long time to talk openly to someone like you, a man, and one that will listen, about my past, my sins, and my desires to continue doing what I have done in the past! I am a sinner, and I have done some bad things and I seem to want to continue and do even more things that many would feel was sinful" He just sat there and then said "We all sin, in our deeds and in our mind, and Christ was crucified for all of man kind sins,,, God allows us to sin, as long as we know it and ask for his forgiveness. He is all loving and forgiving. Mankind sins everyday, and we all do Kenneth" What is it that you feel is so sinful?
I looked at him and then said "Father, I am a nudist, I enjoy nudity, I feel comfortable naked, and I want to go nude without my clothes always. I like to see others nude and be seen too, have my body seen, and my body exposed to others. I feel uncomfortable dressed, vs. naked" He laughed! He got up and took my drink and he refilled both glasses.
Then he said as he sat down, "Kenneth, that is not a sin, it is a desire, but to be naked, alone or with others is not a sin. The body is how we came into the world naked, and I think most of us go out naked too,,, if we seek fire vs. burial. Many of us feel as you do and being naked or nude alone or with others is not a sin. If there is a sin in that it is the idea of using your nakedness to entice another for sex, but being nude and likening it is not sinful? Then he asked, "But you enjoy the nudity and enticing another for sex, I take it? "Yes, I do at times Father" He laughed again. "Ok, well 50 prayers of forgiveness, and your absolved my son,,, OH, that will not work for you, will it, as he laughed. "I think maybe, you need some other kind of absolution, since your not a member of this faith" "Kenneth, I too am a nudist, a closet one since I can not go out to my flock nude and preach, but often here in my office alone I go naked, and often, more than not in my room in the residence I am nude and many of my minister friends also join me. Nudity, is not a sin against the Lord, only if you use it to seek sex. I think you like it but also, seek out sex with others too, am I right? "Yes, I use it for my pleasure but also, take advantage of the nudity to find others that seem to enjoy sex as well"
He laughed again, and said "Sex itself is one of the Lords pleasures, and he gave that gift to us, and the desire of it and the pleasure to give sex to others, so that again is not bad,, but to use the nudity for sex alone is. If you do that then I feel we do have to talk about that, and see if we can not change you some what. Both of what you tell me is not bad, but how you use your nudity and others is for the sex. Do you understand what I am saying? "Yes Sir, I do"
"Good" "Well I want you to be comfortable when your with me and we chat, so if you feel the need to remove your clothing and go naked in my presence here you can, we are alone and no one will interrupt us, and if that will make you more comfortable, it will not offend me, and nothing you say or tell me will offend me, and frankly, I think you should be totally honest as you tell me of what or whom you have sinned with or against. How do you feel about that Kenneth? I smiled, as in my mind and my fantasy's I had always wanted to confess as I was naked! "Yes Sir, I am comfortable with that if you are, I do not want to offend you in any way! "Well, I may well join you, but for now, lets hear your issues, and if your nudity makes you more comfortable, then I suggest you remove all of your clothing, and as you do I will freshen up our drinks!
I stood as he grabbed my glass and he watched me as I took off all of my clothing, and folding them and placing them on one of the chairs. I stood totally naked, as he watched me holding both our drinks. He smiled and said "I can see why you like to be nude and be seen! You have a beautiful body, and a nice overall package! "Thank you, and I do enjoy being nude, and hope that you do not find me weird" " I too, love to go nude and I am sure if we have future talks, your eyes will gaze upon my old body, but I must warm you, I am not in such nice shape as you! Your very nice to look at!
I am just at 6 feet tall, broad shoulders, nice arms, and defined pecks, a 34 waist and a muscular butt!, but I think my cock and balls to me are the most impressive! I have a thick cut cock and when hard it is just under 9 inches. The head is like a perfect mushroom head, and many comment on its shape! My balls, are much larger than most men I have seen, and they hang fairly low at times too, and tonight they seemed to be hanging very low! I could see Woodrow, enjoyed the view!
"Lets have you sit but across from me so I can enjoy the view as you tell me what sins you do and desire to do" I sat across from him as he kept his eyes on me and my now semi erect cock! I started to get that feeling in my loins and my cock responded! It was not completely hard, but it was over half way!
"Well you know of my nudity, and my sometimes use of it to find sexual partners, but I have to tell you, I have sinned many times since I was in my late teens. I have had sex with many many females over the years, and also, I have had sex with many married ladies, and sometimes with their husbands present too. I have had sex with men as well, alone many times and with their wife's joining and sometimes watching as well. I am not sure if the Lord would approve of that? I have felt bad but also good after these sexual liaisons, and often swore that I will not do it again, but I do, I do not seem to be able to stop, or want to in reality"
He just looked at me, and then said "I can see why you are able to tempt many others, and men as well as women have desires of the flesh. The sex alone is one of God's gifts, and I am not sure he has said we have to not share it with others. The sin would be if you were married and had sexual liaison's with others outside your marriage. But, your not married right?
"I was Father and I did sin against her, on a few occasions. But, she could not cope with my constant sexual desires, the nudity that she did not share with me and my desire for sex from her, and she left me. I have been single for a number of years now. I have been active on and off for many years. When I was 17 in a men's health club, the manager worked with me and also, introduced me to being naked around him and others. I found out I enjoyed that, and he also was the one that introduced me to getting oral sex from a man! I tried to not like what happened but I could not resist, and over time I succumbed to that. I met a few men that gave me oral sex, and after a longtime or allowing them to suck me off, I decided to try it. It took me a long time to find the right guy I would do that with. But I did. From that moment on, I was how you say hooked! I told him.
Over time, I had a few incidents with a few single males, but stopped, but then I met a couple and he watched as I fucked his wife, and he masturbated as I did. Then I met a few other couples, and they, mostly she wanted her husband to suck me before and after I fucked the wife. I did that for a few years, on and off. I enjoyed the play with the couples, and I let the men suck me orally. A few times, we men were pressed to play and I did,,, I guess I was into the moment! Having the wife naked and masturbating as we men played was a turn on, and the sex after with her was very intense! So, over time, I found a few couples and that led to more interaction with other men. As that developed,, I found I enjoyed it more and more, and I also found that when I got naked around some dominant men, I felt somewhat submissive! I tried to dominate a few but it never felt right, but when I was in my submissive feelings, I felt that this was more of what turned me on sexually. I found a few men I liked to have sex with, but most did not excite me, and the ones that did excite me, kept me naked, and were more controlling with me. Some used bondage, some used toys, some used spanking, and a few times, I was offered up to groups of men. I hated that I was the nude submissive but I was turned on by it and I wanted to satisfy the men!
So, I have a strong desire to talk to someone like you to express my feelings, and if possible, slow down or understand what I am doing.
"Let me ask this, do you see yourself gay or bi-sexual?
"I do not see myself gay, but know I could be changed under the right scene or man, but I do still like to see women, and they turn me on, I still have sex with a few women, and I like that and I am very good at that too! I take my time, with them, and give them more than just a hard cock to get fucked by. But, I still go back and at times, meet men for sex. So, that is my sins, and you know it all except the detail."
As I talked I got hard and the pastor watched me without taking his eyes off me,, and as he did I could not stop fondling myself! My cock rose to its fullest size, and my tip started to leak pre-cum, and his eyes never stopped looking at me!
"Well, I have consouled many men before about this type of sexual desire. I am open to consouling you too, but I must tell you it is not just a one time deal. If we both agree to do this, then you have to commit to us meeting on a regular basis. Can you do that? He asked. "Yes" was my response.
"I think, since you enjoy your nudity that when we meet from now on, you should be as you are now, come into the office and remove your clothes, and we talk with you totally naked. That OK? "Yes" I said.
Also, I will ask details of many of your sexual meetings, and you have to be honest with me, your feelings, what you did exactly and with whom. I maybe very specific in my questioning, so I get a better idea of what you did and felt. There may even be times, when if I do not understand, that I may ask you to be more specific, or even demonstrate to me, so I truly understand. Can you do that? "Yes, I can" I said. "Good" he replied.
We chatted for over an hour, and as we did, I continued to stroke and fondle my raging hard on, but Woodrow also, was turned on, and he stroked his substantial cock in his black slacks, as he listened to me describe my first forays into sex at the health club, and the times with the manager! I mentioned to him that since it was apparent, he was "excited" that I was ok if he felt the need to join me in my natural state! His answer surprised me! "I am sure that I will in our future meetings but tonight, we will keep you guessing"
He had me start from the beginning, at the health club, where I was initiated into this type of sex. It was basic really, just me naked as the manager "measured me" in the privacy of his office. I was 17 and anything got my cock hard! I was always totally erect, as he measured my nude body. It was not until the fifth measurement he fondled my erect cock, balls and ass. From that time on, he took advantage of my youth, and he taught me about man to man sex! I was afraid but also, I enjoyed it too!
That developed into me meeting a few solo men to suck my cock, and it went further and further as time went on. I had tried my first time providing oral to a hot guy that had just sucked me dry and from that time on, I would join in often, if I liked the guy and he had a nice size cock! I think the size of it was a turn on for me as mine was large. The oral play back and forth went on for a couple years, and during that time I never took a mans seed into my mouth, but let a few cum on me. That too changed after I had gone back to a friend that I enjoyed meeting. He was a minister of a new age religion, and we both enjoyed nudity, and he was the first to cum in my mouth and after that each time he came with me he came in my mouth, and I learned to swallow his seed!
It was another older man, that I had met and met frequently, that introduced me to submission and bondage and anal sex. When we talked in the nude, he would ask me what were my fantasy's, what were the things that I liked or wanted to try! He had me sucking him often and bound nude and also he was the one to take my cherry. I saw him over a few years numerous times, and we stayed friends for years. After that, my interest in the nudity, the humiliation, the bondage that exposed me, and kept me in a position to service the man or men that had me under their control grew and grew till I felt that was truly part of what excited me sexually! I also, opened up to allow my limits expand. I was fucked more and more and I seldom enjoyed the actual fucking, but I liked the idea that I was being fucked, and a man could see his cock in me and feel it as he watched his cock take me! The humiliation of it was more of a turn on than the act itself! I seldom allowed that, but a few times, and it was then that I realized I could easily become entwined in nothing but gay sex, and I would be the bottom submissive if I let it continue. So, I tried to slow down and stop, but it had taken over my life, more than I realized! I turned to meeting other nudist, and found many couples were interested in me. That is when I started to meet mostly couples for sex.
I told Woodrow that was how it started with Rick and Shelly, but we had developed a friendship along with the sex. I also, grew into the family too, and since they were like me in sexual feelings, both the nudity and the sex, I fit in perfect! Why Rick's father and I had a strong relationship.
He listened, without saying much, and always stroking his now totally hard cock in his slacks! I was completely hard from start to finish and my hand and fingers were covered in pre-cum!
Woodrow got up and refreshed our drinks, and as he did his cock was pushing out against his slacks. He came back and as he handed me the scotch, I brushed my hand against his erection. He did not move, so I felt it,, and held it in my hand. He allowed me to fondled it as he stood still. I then suggested that I relieve him of his pressure! "You want to suck my cock? He asked "Yes, as I think you need that now, don't you and after sitting here for over two hours, listening to my babble, I think you deserve that, don't you? I asked. "Your issues so far are very stimulating, and yes I am very much excited, but if I allow you to do that now, I am afraid we will have crossed a line, and all future meetings will continue that way,,, don't you agree? He asked. "Yes, I think so, and especially, when we get to details of the meetings, and as you said possibly demonstrations!
He stood still as my hand undid his belt and slacks and let them fall to the floor and then pulled down his boxers. His cock sprang out like a young 18 year olds! He was cut, it was thick and I bet as big as mine or possibly bigger! It excited me and I held his warm and large balls and then stroked his erect cock and then I placed it in my open mouth and I suckled it, stroked it and sucked him for a few brief minutes until I felt his orgasm explode into my mouth! He shot 5 full shots into my mouth, and his seed was warm, thick and sweet! I enjoyed it and I kept his semi soft cock in my mouth until he went totally limp. I cleaned the head and shaft of his sex and then sat back as he sat down, across from me, nude from his waist down.
"That was one of the best blow jobs I have had in a long time. I really enjoyed that from you Kenneth. Thank you" "It was my pleasure, father"
"but you have not cum, so I think it is appropriate that you do that, as I watch you, so stand up and let me see you stroke yourself until you cum as well, but when you do, I would like you to catch your load in your free hand or try to not shoot it on my rug! I stood and I masturbated as he watched me, all the time he stroked his cock to semi hardness again. It took me over 15 minutes of hard stroking to cum but I did. I did catch all of my spunk in my hand and he told me to lick my hand clean of my sperm, so I did!
He then told me that he wanted to see me before the week was out back here in his office and we set the time for 8 PM, two days later. He wanted me to go from the health club to the first time I sucked a cock and all the events I did up to that first moment I placed a cock in my mouth. I told him I could describe it all and he said, also, when you arrive, I want you to remove all of your clothing and that this would be my norm as we had our chats! I told him I was fine talking to him in the nude. Then he surprised me once again.
"Kenneth, before you go tonight, I want you to once again take my cock in your mouth and bring me off again and swallow my sperm once again before you go. Is that ok with you? He asked
"Yes sir, I am happy to comply with your wishes and do all you ask.
With that he lifted his shirt and spread his legs as I once again took his semi hard cock in my mouth!
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