When I was 12 an older kid pinned me down on my back and forced his cock into my mouth. He did it another couple of times and then after that I just sucked his cock willingly. I sucked his cock 7 or 8 times and then never did it again, but by the time I was 13 I'd sucked 2 other older kid's cocks. None of them came in my mouth, although each of them being 3 years older than I was could have easily; it just didn't happen. I didn't put any more cocks in my mouth until I was 18. One of my high school teachers, who I had been friendly with all through high school and who I'd spent a lot of time with going on day trips in his car, and visiting him, asked me if I wanted a back rub one night, when I was visiting him at his house. I said yes and then he told me to strip to my briefs. "Lay on the bed, it'll be easy there." He told me. I laid facing down on his bed and he began massaging my back. After a few minutes, as he was rubbing my legs, I heard him suddenly say, "Turn over and I'll give you a workout!" Although I didn't know what he meant, I turned over anyway and laid on my back. As soon as I did he grabbed my briefs and pulled them down my legs, and off. The next thing I know, I feel his hand grab my cock and he starts jerking me off. I remember that first moment; when I felt his hand take my cock! In that milli-second of my life I could have done 2 things sit up and stop him, or let him do it; I let my head tilt back and let him do it! What am I doing, I remember saying to myself, as I lay back and felt his hand on my cock. Well, he jerked me off and I came in a towel. The next time I visited him he did it again, and the next time too; having me cum in a towel both times. The next time I visited him, instead of grabbing my cock with his hand, he puts it in his mouth and starts sucking me off instead! I laid still on his bed, on my back, letting him suck my cock and looking down at his face with my cock in his mouth once in awhile. When I was about to cum I said, "I'm going to cum!" He just kept on sucking my cock, and I came in his mouth. I never told him I was about to cum again after that; I just came in his mouth! Well eventually, I put his cock in my mouth. He let me take my time about doing it and soon after I did, the two of us were 69ing together on his bed and we were taking turns at sucking each other's cocks. There are occurrences in all of our lives that for one reason or another, and most often time inexplicably, which we remember. One of those many things for me is the sight of his cock coming out of my mouth and flopping down on his belly just after I've cum in his mouth and I let his cock fall out of mine. His cock was bigger than mine, bigger than most I'd say, and stiff when it came out of my mouth. I'd be looking down its long, hard shaft stretching out from my mouth as I sucked on it and while I was Cumming in his mouth and then I'd watch it pull out of my mouth and bounce off his belly a couple of times, as it swayed back and forth. I can still see the underside of it's shaft right there below my face, long and hard.
Over the next 37 years of my life I put 9 more different cocks in my mouth. The teacher came in my mouth, although because he was jerking off every day, so little cum came out of his cock that I didn't know he was Cumming. The only reason why I knew he did cum, was that when who I consider to be the first guy to Cum in my mouth did, I recognized the taste. Six of the 9 guys I sucked after I was 18 also came in my mouth. Four of them did it just once, one 3 times and the other about 15 times. The guy who came in my mouth 15 times did it when I was between 28 and 29, so now that I'm 55 I can hardly remember what it was like. Now what I'm getting at is that a cock Cumming in my mouth is something which didn't happen often and is something I can say is something I'm not familiar with. Keep that in mind as you read on.
It had been more than 10 years since I'd had a cock in my mouth and to be truthful, I never expected I'd ever have another one there again. But as life goes on, sometimes the unexpected suddenly takes you by surprise! I bumped into an old friend in the supermarket one day, not an old friend I'd sucked, just someone I hadn't seen for several years. He was with another guy, who he introduced me to as Will, and after talking outside the market for awhile my friend said he had to get home and we said good bye. It turned out that he had bumped into Will as well, so Will had his own car. When I said good bye to them I walked down the sidewalk towards my apartment, which was next to the plaza we were in so I often walked over. As I was stepping off the sidewalk and turning around the corner of the building, a car pulled up next to me and I heard someone call out my name; it was Will. "Look, if you say no it's alright, but I have to really go to the bathroom." He told me. I laughed and told him it was no problem and then I got into the car. I suppose you are thinking that the unexpected is about to happen, and that you know what it is. Well if you thought the unexpected was me with Will's cock in my mouth you are wrong! The fact that after Will came out of the bathroom and after we'd talked and had a couple of drinks, I ended up sucking his cock, was unexpected for sure! At least 7 long, thick gushes of cum came out of Will's cock and into my mouth! It was so incredible! All the other guys who'd cum in my mouth had cum so very little, that's probably why I didn't remember what it was like. But when Will came, the first shot of cum was so strong that it hit the back of my throat and filled my mouth I thought. And then he shot another, again and again until there was so much cum in my mouth that it ran out onto my face! I never experienced anything like that before and I knew I had to again. Now I suppose it's obvious to you what the unexpected was, right? Wrong! Sure, Will's cock gushing so much cum into my mouth was unexpected, just as me having it in my mouth was! I never saw Will again after that one and only time at my apartment. In all the on and off times I'd sucked a cock in my life, at 55 this guy appears out of the blue and cums in my mouth, letting me know I didn't know shit about it and proving it to me. And then I never see him again! I bet you didn't expect that! (Neither did I!)
I wanted to call my old friend and ask him for Will's number, but I didn't know where he lived and I couldn't find his number in the phone book. I finally accepted the fact that it was hopeless and I'd never see Will again. Feeling Will's cock gush all that cum into my mouth was something I couldn't forget and I relived it in my mind constantly no matter where I happened to be. In the past I always remembered what it was like to have a cock in my mouth and how sucking it was what I liked much more than when it came in my mouth. But now I couldn't remember anything about how it felt to suck it, because all I could think of was what it felt like when all that cum was spurting into my mouth. It was all I could think of! I wanted it again, all that cum shooting out of the cock in my mouth; just like Will's. I wanted it again, but how? The beginning of the truly unexpected was the obsession of having my mouth filled with all that cum and the way it slowly took me over. I tried bending over upside down on my bed and jerking myself off into my mouth at first, but that was ridiculous. What I had to have was someone's cock cum in my mouth, but whose and how? The obsession grew and became stronger and stronger as each day passed, and then one morning it had control over me; complete control. Each minute of the workday passed as if it was an hour, rather than 60 seconds. I'd decided that after work I'd go to some bar downtown where I hoped I'd find some guy I could suck and maybe he'd be what I was looking for; maybe he'd cum like Will did! All day at work my mind was full of the anticipation of some cock filling my mouth with all that cum, so much so, that I found myself mumbling out loud about how much I liked it happening as I imagined it. More than once someone had asked me what I'd said and snapped me out of my trance. And when I thought I was alone in the men's room, and said out loud, "Fill my mouth with more cum!" I saw some guy's feet under a stall door and realized he'd heard me, but I didn't care at all about him. I parked my car near what I knew was the red light district and then I walked down the sidewalk, looking for a bar I could go into. I walked past the first 2 or 3 bars I saw, they didn't look right to me I thought. When I came to the next bar I thought the same thing about it too, so I kept on walking down the street. "What are you looking for?" a woman's voice called out to me, as walked past the walkway that separated the bar from the adjacent building. It startled me at first and I stood there, looking towards the walkway without saying anything. "I can help you." The voice then said. "Come here." I walked towards the voice and when I got to the alley way I saw the face of the woman who had called me. She was tall with a slim and shapely body, and she had a pretty face. She was young too, in her early twenties I thought. "What do you want?" she smiled at me and said. "Cum!" I told her. "You want cum?" she repeated. "Cum from a cock you mean?" "Yes." I said. "Do you have money?" "Yes I do!" "I know someone for you! It costs $100!" "I can pay you!" I told her, reaching into my pocket then and pulling out some money. The young woman told me to follow her down the alley and she brought me to another building, where we went through the rear door. We went up to the second floor, where she knocked on a door and a woman let us in. "He wants to suck cock." The young woman I was with told the other. "Give me the money." The woman who let us in said to me. I handed her a hundred dollar bill and then she brought me to a small room at the end of the hall which ran from the other side of the room we were in, and then she left. I sat alone in the room, thinking about how I was going to have my mouth filled with cum, just like Will had done. Not for one second did I think about how I was in some room in a house that I didn't know where it was, and that I'd just paid a strange woman a hundred dollars to suck some other stranger's cock. Cum was all that I could think of now and I couldn't wait! A few minutes later the door opened and in walked a guy who appeared to be in his middle twenties. "You got 15 minutes to make me cum." He said to me, as he closed the door and then he stood there. I quickly began unbuckling his belt and as I pulled his pants down I leaned forward and put his cock in my mouth as I knelt. As soon as I had it in my mouth I began sucking on it, hard and fast. I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock and jerked it off as I sucked on it; I wanted to make him cum in my mouth as soon as possible. My efforts weren't wasted, because not 5 minutes had gone by when the first gush of cum hit the back of my throat. I wrapped my lips around the base of the head of his cock and I jerked him off with my hand, so I could feel each gush of cum that came out of it. I waited for the next spurt of cum, knowing there would be one after the other after that, but it didn't come. Cum just dribbled out of it onto my tongue and then he suddenly pulled his cock out of my mouth. "I want more!" I said to him, watching him as he pulled up his pants from where I was kneeling on the floor. He turned and left without saying a thing. I walked the streets for the next several hours, paying a hundred dollars to suck someone's cock until I ran out of money. I'd sucked 5 cocks and not one of them came like I wanted.
I went back to the places where I knew I would find someone I could suck every day after work, but each day ended the same way; not any of the cocks I sucked came in my mouth like Will's did. I began going to different bars, sometimes finding someone I could suck, but mostly not. The obsession of finding a cock that would cum like Will's became overwhelming and everyone who came into my sight became a possible target. I began following every guy who I thought I could suck. One guy I was following stopped to light a cigarette and when he did, I walked up to him and asked him if I could suck his cock. He looked at me, calmly said no thank you and then walked away. After that I asked another guy and all thoughts of what might happen disappeared, and I began asking nearly everyone. Sometimes one would say yes, especially after I told them I'd pay them, but none of them came the way I needed them to. My obsession was total I think, when I began asking guys at work if I could suck them. If they said no, or looked at me funny like, I'd make like I was joking and walk away. But surprisingly, 4 guys I asked said yes and I sucked their cocks in one of the store rooms. None of these guys came the way I wanted them to, but I kept on sucking them all anyway. In case you haven't guessed by now, the unexpected for me turned out to be that I went around paying guys to suck their cocks and found myself being a nymphomaniac for cum! You never know!