The Truth About Lance-----Chap. 3 *************************************
Disclaimer: This story is just that, a story. It is completely fictional, and does not imply anything about the sexuality of any of members of the band *NSYNC. If you are not old enough to read pornographic stories, don't. It's not that hard people.
"Author's" note: Ok people, this is the first story I've written for nifty, and I'm no English major, so please don't be too harsh with your comments :). Send all comments, criticisms, questions etc. to Vetdocnag18@aol.com
Also, I would like to thank all the people who have e-mailed me to continue writing this story, you know who you are. You love me, you realllllly love me :) I know the 2nd chapter was bad, but this one is better :)
Also, a quick hey to Kevin, author of "2 out of 5" and "JC and J". Read his stories!! Also, try "Nsync Lance and JC", by another Kevin.
Now, on with the......story. ****************
Last time: Lance and Kevin have just told each other that they like each other. Lance wants to know what they are going to do next.
The Truth About Lance--Chapter 3 ****************
"Well," I said, "let's talk."
"OK, about what?" Lance asked.
"Everything. The past. What your home life was like, you know, that kind of stuff." I said.
So, Lance told me everything. All about his strict southern upbringing, his family's insistence on religion. He told me about everything, including when he discovered he was gay. He told his parents just before he left to join NSYNC, and he started crying when he told me they didn't want him to come back. I just held him till he stopped crying. He then told me how after some time his parents did loosen up to his being gay, and they had almost the same great relationship they had had before he came out.
"Wow," I said, "I'm glad everything worked out. I haven't even told my parents yet. I've just been too scared."
"You have to tell them," Lance said.
"I know, I know. I just need to find the right time," I told him.
"How do you think they will react?" he asked.
"Well, I'm sure my mom will take it fine, in fact I think she already knows, or at least suspects. But my dad....well, we don't have much of a relationship. He was always much closer to my older brother. They always talked about sports and stuff, but I just wasn't into it. I did boy scouts, school, drama club, all that stuff. If I tell him, I think that will just completely cut off any contact with him," I told Lance.
"Oh. Well, I'm sure it won't be that bad. So what? You didn't have much of a past with him. Just start a new future. He must love you, and be proud of you," Lance said.
"I know he does, but it's only because he has to, not because he wants to," I said. I knew Lance wouldn't understand.
I wanted to change the subject, so I told him of the rest of my past. I had always been somewhat of a nerd, but I had friends in the "in crowd" so I wasn't a total outsider. I told him about my parents. They got drunk pretty much every night, and had fights almost as often. I told him that I seriously didn't understand how they stayed married that whole time, and he just said "love conquers all" or something like that.
We had been talking for ever, and I was getting tired, and I could tell that he was too. There were two beds in the room, and he was getting up to go to the other one.
"Um....Lance?" I said.
"Yes?" he asked.
"Could you sleep with me tonight?" I asked, "just hold me please. You had a great childhood, but I'm just a little shaken up after telling you everything about me." Of course that was partly true, but I hadn't really had that bad of a past, I just wanted to feel him next to me.
"Sure," he said, looking at me and smiling. He got under the covers, and I kissed him.
"Goodnight," I said.
"Goodnight," Lance said, and then we kissed once more, and he let his lips open to allow my probing tongue to enter his mouth. We kissed for a while, but I pulled away after I while. I DID have to get SOME sleep. He held me just like I had asked him to, and I just felt warm, safe, and happy.
The next morning.........
Lance woke up early, as he usually did. He sat in bed with me and just watched me sleep. He knew he was falling for me, fast. And that scared him, but it also felt so right to him. He didn't know what he wanted, so he thought he should talk to JC.
Lance walked down the hall to the room shared by JC and Justin. He knew Justin would NOT wake up, so he could have a relatively safe conversation with JC. He knocked on the door lightly. No answer. He knocked again, a little harder. He heard a groan.
"Argh, who's there?" JC asked through the door.
"It's me, Scoop. I need to talk to you Josh," Lance said quietly.
"Errrrrr, OK," JC growled. It was 8:00 in the morning, but JC really wasn't a morning person. He opened the door. "What do you want?" he asked.
"I need to talk to you..." Lance started, "about Kevin."
"Oh," JC said. He seemed to wake up a little more. "Come in, I'm sure Justin wont bother us," he said, laughing quietly. Lance smiled.
"Thanks Josh," Lance said.
"Hey, anything for my best gay buddy," JC said, laughing. He got a punch on the arm for that.
"We slept together last night," Lance said suddenly.
"SCOOP, I thought you were gonna take it slow," JC said, feigning surprise.
"OK, thats enough of that, thats not what I meant," Lance said. "Ok, well, the thing with Kevin is, well.....I think I REALLLLLLLY like him."
"So the problem is......?" JC asked.
"Well, I don't know. I mean, I've never felt this way about anyone before, it's scarin me a little," Lance said nervously.
"So, tell him how you feel, stupid!" JC said, smiling.
"I did, and he feels the same. This morning, when I woke up, I just layed there in bed, watched him sleeping. And I liked it. I liked sitting there, doing nothing, just watching him. I think....I think I'm falling in love Josh," Lance said.
"I love you too Scoop," JC said, laughing.
"SHUT UP," Lance laughed. "You know what I mean. Anyways.. I was thinking about staying here for our 2 weeks off. He invited me to stay at his house with him. I want to, I just need to know what you think," Lance told his friend.
"Well, if you like him this much, I think you should. Have you told him about Derek....?" JC asked.
"No, but I will, I will. I just need to wait for the right time. He's such a great guy though. Last night we just talked, about everything. Our pasts, and things we like, that stuff. It was great, just listening to him talk, him listening to me. It was really great," Lance said.
"Well, I think you should stay with him, it would be great for your relationship, and personally, I like the guy," JC said smiling. "Anyone who eats sushi regularly is A.O.K. in my book."
"Shut up," Lance said playfully. "Well, I'm going back to my room, where's breakfast today?"
"Ummm....I think its in Chris' room," JC said.
"Ok, I'll see ya there, once Kevin is up and we are ready," Lance told him.
"Ok, I'm going back to sleep," JC said, as Lance walked out the door. Lance walked down the hall to his room, and saw Kevin was still asleep. Lance got back into the bed with Kevin, and was very content to just lay there and watch him sleep.
After about 20 min, he started to sing to me....
"Can this be true, tell me can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete, I thought I was full, why do I fell like I'm losing control?...."
I heard some soft singing, and it woke me from my sleep. I looked up, and the was Lance, looking like an angel, singing one of my favorite songs to me. He saw me wake up, and smiled but kept singing. When the second verse started, I joined him, even though I HATE my voice:
"In all of creation, all things great and small,
You are the one that surpasses them all.
More precious than any diamond or pearl,
They broke the mold when you came in this world.
Never thought that love could feel like this,
Till you changed my world with just one kiss...."
We continued singing the song together till it ended, then I slowly leaned in, and kissed him gently on the lips. It was like a shock ran through my body, and I knew that Lance was the only one for me, I knew that I was in love. I pulled away and looked at him. He smiled at me. I smiled back, and I knew that he felt the same way. I was higher than cloud nine, so I must have been on cloud ten by then (LOL).
"I've decided that I will stay with you for my vacation, if the invitation is still open of course," Lance told me
"Yup, it's still there and waiting, but....." I replied.
"But what?" Lance asked, looking a little worried.
"Well, I talked to my parents last night, and they said that they will be home in a week, which means half-way through your vacation we will be sharing the house with them," I told him.
"I don't mind. Actually, I'd like to meet your parents," he said. I started laughing at him, and he seemed puzzled, so I stopped.
"Oh, you're serious. Ok, well, as long as you're OK with it I don't mind," I said.
"Not a problem at all. Are you going to tell them...?" he asked timidly.
"I don't know..." I started, but Lance cut me off.
"You don't have to if you don't want to. Whenever you're ready for it, you do it. I don't want to pressure you, just whenever you feel that you can tell them, tell them." he said. God, he was the sweetest guy I had ever met.
"Thanks," I said to him.
"And I'll support you in whatever you decide," he said.
"Thanks Lance, I.... I.. I think I....I do, I love you," omigod! I couldn't believe what had just come out of my mouth.
He just smiled back and me, looked deeply into my eyes and said, "I thought I told you to call me Scoop."
I started to laugh, but inside I was crushed. Didn't he love me back? Was it too early for him? But then he quelled my fears.
"And I love you too," he said, pulling my chin up to face his and looking deeply into my eyes. I looked back into those deep green oceans of his, and he pulled for into a deep, passionate kiss. He pressed his tongue against my lips, and I opened up to let him have access to my mouth. We started kissing very passionately, starting to make low moaning noises, when we were interrupted with a knock on the door.
"I hate to interrupt guys, but breakfast is in Chris' room in 10 minutes," JC said through the door. We stopped kissing long enough to let Lance say "OK" JC just laughed as he walked back to his own room, to do what he had discovered was the most difficult part of being in a boy band, waking up Justin.
"Well, I guess we should get going," I said to Lance, kissing him one more time.
"OK," he said, pouting slightly. Lance was already dressed, and I quickly put on some pants and a shirt. Then we walked down the hall to Chris' room, hand in hand, to have breakfast. They entered the room, and the guys saw them holding hands. Everyone except JC gave them a questioning look.
"We'll tell you after food and the meeting," Lance told them.
"Whatever, Scoop," Justin said.
"Ok, breakfast should be up in 10 min," Chris said, "lets try and get the meeting done before it gets here."
"Good idea," Lance started. "This shouldn't take too long. Today, do whatever you want. Tomorrow, everyone has to be packed and ready to leave for the airport at 10:00 in the morning, got that?"
"Yes," everyone said.
"Good," Lance continued. "Then we have 2 weeks off, and you're free to do whatever you want. After that, we have to go to L.A. to film the video for 'This I Promise You,'. Then we have another week off till the second half of our tour starts. Any questions?"
The rest of the guys just sat there watching, so Lance took that as a "no". Just as he was gonna start talking to me, there was a knock on the door. Lance let in the food cart, and tipped the guy. he brought the food to the middle of the room, and then everyone started to dig in, filling about 2 plates per person of delicious eggs, pancakes, waffles, french toast, bacon and sausage.
I sat down on the floor and Lance sat right next to me, and we shared each others food. The guys were looking at us again, so I looked at Lance and nodded. I turned to the guys and said, "OK, you guys are probably wondering what's going on, well....Scoop and I are going out now." Chris, Joey and Justin dropped their food, and JC just smiled. I figured Lance must have told him.
"That's right, Kevin and I are boy-friend and......boy-friend," he said looking at me and smiling. We leaned in for a quick kiss, but its turned into a long one, and soon the guys were throwing their food at us.
I smiled at Lance and said, "It's a good thing we didn't shower yet."
Once we stopped kissing, and the guys had calmed down, they all were very supportive of us, and were happy to see that their buddy Scoop was now in a relationship with a great, loving guy.
"Do you think we should tell them?" I asked Lance.
"Yeah, I don't see why not," Lance said.
"Tell us what?" Chris asked suspiciously.
"Well, we decided...." I began, but Lance cut me off.
"For my vacation, I'm gonna stay here with Kevin," Lance told them, with a huge smile. They dropped their plates again.
Again, the guys said they were happy for us, but who could've guessed what Joey was thinking?....
HMMMM.....whats going to happen next? Who is Derek, and what does he have to do with Lance? What does Joey have on his mind? anyways, the only way to find out what happens next is if you e-mail me--Vetdocnag18@aol.com!. I'm a VERRRRRRRY lazy person, and if I don't get e-mails, I won't continue the story. I wanted to make this longer, but I'm going to be gone for the weekend, and for those of you who wrote to me, I didn't think it would be fair to wait till Monday, so i tried to push it out. I think this one is better than the last one, and I did see a decline in the number of e-mails. If I don't get more this time, I might cancel the story (sorry)
Oh, "God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You" is copyright NSYNC, 199?......which I guess I'm supposed to put in here....