The Society Boys

The Society Boys By Connor Matthews

Chapter 63 -- Chemo

I offered to go with Alex and Jason to the hospital but they insisted that they would be fine and it would be mainly boring, plus Alex's parents would also be there and they felt it might be too many people.

"How long will it take?" I asked curiously.

"They said I am getting it intravenously and it would normally be about 6 hours, but today would be longer as they were going to put a permanent tube in me so that I could get the injections easier from then on."

"6 hours? Holy shit. I thought it was just like a pill or a needle or something."

"Nah, they pump chemicals throughout my whole body to try and kill the cancer."

"How often do you have to go?"

"The doctor said it would be daily for a week, then I take a break for a few days and then they repeat it. That goes on for up to a month and they see how I am doing."

It didn't sound good at all and I was freaking out. I wanted to cry, but I was staying strong for him. After they left I quickly researched it and found out that he might need some extra foods and vitamins, so I printed out the list and went shopping. Vitamins, oxygen infused water, teas, and the list went on. I didn't know what he would be in the mood for, so I bought everything. I almost couldn't get it all in the car. I went to the Grind'r for a coffee but as soon as I got it, I started to think about Alex and had to get out of there. I sat outside with Troy, having got a coffee for him too. I watched as he routinely got up and handed out tickets, sometimes to the very guys that threw him a loonie. He was still enjoying himself and told me how much he loved his job. He even gave me a big hug to prove it. He had no idea how badly I needed that hug today. I think I even felt a tear drop down my cheek, but I quickly wiped it away so he wouldn't be suspicious. I thought maybe I should go down to the Cell'r and fuck my sadness away but I just wasn't horny at all. After we finished our coffee, I took Skytrain to Metrotown mall to shop my ass off for a while. Shopping always took my mind off things, and this was a great distraction. When I realized that it was coming up on seven hours since they left the house, I made my way home to wait for them.

About an hour and a half later, they showed up. Alex looked horrible and Jason was basically supporting him as he struggled into the house. He smiled but if I didn't know any better I would have thought he'd been beaten up. I helped Jay get him up to bed. I wanted to cry again. I'm such a fag. I offered to help him get undressed but he just wanted to stay in his clothes for now. We took off his shoes and socks and added a few pillows for him. I ran to get him a litre of water as they recommended he drink three of those a day to flush his system. I had also bought a new thing for the side of his bed that would allow him to puke easier and make clean up quicker. It was at bed height with plastic bags in it. They recommended it as nausea could occur frequently and without warning until the body got used to the treatments. He would also be very weak for a while. I saw that already. He asked if he could just sleep, so we closed the door and went down to the activity room. As soon as we got there, Jason turned and hugged me and began to cry. Tears formed in my eyes. After reading about it, the treatment sounded horrible, but I couldn't imagine having to be there as it happened. I just hugged him hard until he was able to talk.

"They put a tube into his chest and he has a plastic cover on his chest, which will have to stay there until they stop the chemo. He puked a couple of times after they were done and all I wanted to do was make it better. I'm so scared, Justin."

"Bro, he's strong and young. I read about it and it has an 80% success rate in young people. We have the best doctors available and he'll be fine. It's gonna be horrible for a while as the chemo fights the cancer, but he'll get stronger afterwards." We talked for a while and just held each other before I showed him all the foods, vitamins and water supplies that I had bought. We went upstairs to see how Alex was doing but he was fast asleep. I thought we could at least take his jeans off and get him comfortable, but Jason said we should just let him sleep, he'd been through hell and it all began again tomorrow. It would be a little easier as they wouldn't have to insert the tube this time, which took an hour, plus he now knew what to expect. I really wanted to sleep with both of them, but I knew this was something they had to share together, at least for the first little while. I told Jason I was there for both of them for whatever they needed. We heard Alex throwing up a few hours later so rushed up to make sure he was okay. He looked grey in color and Jason sat beside him and stroked his hair. He offered him more water which was used to rinse and spit at first. Alex thanked me for the barf bucket which brought a small grin to all our faces. I offered to make him some peppermint tea which I told him was supposed to be soothing. I ran down to make it and grabbed the vitamins and Gravol to help with the puking. I made him a snack of some simple food that weren't greasy and I avoided milk and cheese as suggested. He wasn't hungry though. As he drank the tea he smiled and told us to fuck off and go get dinner as he was fine and that we were looking at him funny. I knew he was trying to be tough for us and it was sweet. We quickly went down and made dinner as soon as Colin got home and had checked on Alex. Kyle was late in getting home as he had been studying at Aaron's, but the first thing he did was go to see how Alex was doing as well.

"Geez, if I knew you guys were going to wait on me like this, I would have got cancer years ago. A guy could get used to all this attention. Now can I get a beer, pizza, a chess set, bag of marbles, a telescope and a naked dancing twink?...not one of you guys!"

"Yeah, I'll take a beer and a naked dancing twink too," said Kyle as he sat on the edge of the bed. It got a grin from all of us.

"Sorry, dude. No alcohol or greasy food while you're doing chemo," I told him seriously. "And I think maybe you should avoid sex too...never know what that might do to you," I kidded to see his reaction.

"What?! No alcohol or pizza? Bummer"

"That's what you're pissed about? Really?" Pouted Jason and then smiled.

"Oh well, Kyle I guess you're getting fucked daily until the Chemo is over."

"YAY, presents for me!!" He giggled. I knew we were all trying to keep Alex happy and it was working for all of us. But when the tea was done Alex said he wanted to go back to sleep, so we left Jason with him. I asked if he needed help getting him undressed, but they said they were fine.

"You just want to see me naked, huh?"

"Nah. I've seen you naked. No wonder you need the telescope." I grinned.

"Seriously, do you want to see my new accessory?"

I didn't know if I did or not, but since he was willing to share, curiosity got the best of me. Jason helped him get his shirt off and at the side of his chest just above his pecs was a small plastic circle with a cap on it. He explained that when he went for chemo from now on, they just pop the cap off and pump the chemical in through this tube which went into a large vein next to his heart. I felt a bit sick myself and thought maybe I should take some of the Gravol. I made sure to tell him that it was pretty cool and that at least it would make his treatments faster and easier. I seriously wondered how it felt with a tube in him like that. I left Jason to help him get into bed and neither of them resurfaced for the rest of the night. The rest of us watched TV before going to bed. Colin and I got up when we heard Jason and Alex moving around, but being Saturday, Kyle slept in as usual. We wished them well as they headed out for the next treatment. I was encouraged that Alex looked better and actually ate a large breakfast of cereal, toast and jam and a coffee. My good feeling was short lived, as when they got back, Alex looked horrible again but was at least walking by himself. He went upstairs to lie down for a bit. He slept for a couple of hours and once again we heard him throwing up when he awoke. Jason headed up with some water and his vitamins. Shortly afterward Alex came down wearing his track pants and a bathrobe. He said he couldn't just hang around the bed for the next month and needed to exercise a bit as they said it might help if he did a little. After a short walk around the house, we all went out to the hot tub. He said that they had recommended he not hit the pool for a while even though the tube cap was watertight, they suggested he wait until the end of the first week of treatment. Then he could tape over it to make doubly sure. When Kyle saw the plastic circle in Alex's chest he was fascinated and asked lots of questions.

Alex had told work that he was taking a couple of weeks' vacation to spend with his new husband, which seemed totally believable. If he needed more time after that he'd simply take it. Kyle said he was going to spend the weekend with Aaron, Troy and Jordan as they were going hiking and that he would probably crash at Troy's. I was thrilled that they were doing so much together, although I was still nervous about Jordan and his situation.

It was another day of Chemo for Alex and he tried everything to tell Jason he didn't need to stay with him. He said he could just drop him off and then pick him up.

"Not a chance babe, we're on our honeymoon. We should have some fun. I bought an Ipad2 so we can play angry birds while you're having your treatment. No point in just being bored for 6 hours. I've read every magazine they have and the TV sucks. Maybe we should take some porn along and really liven up the place."

"Yeah, that won't be weird at all," giggled Alex. "Maybe we can just have sex instead. Knowing how horny you are by now, that should take up a good 10 minutes, unless we go twice. Then that's a full half hour down."

"As if I could last 10 minutes, hubby!"

They packed a bag of stuff and headed out. Colin and I had a whole day to ourselves. "Come on, let's take a road trip," I suggested.

"Where to?"

"My secret this time and let's have fun with it." I grabbed the keys for the Lamborghini and we blasted out of town toward Harrison Hot Spring. I was stunned that we didn't crash three times as Colin unzipped my pants and blew me once we got out onto the highway. First we were driving a car that attracted attention from everyone, and if they had looked in, they would have seen the top of Colin's head bouncing up and down on my lap. Then he decided to be really daring and stripped nude and took my hand and wrapped it around his cock. I stroked him off as I tried to maintain a reasonable, but appropriately fast speed. When you're in a car like that, you don't do the speed limit or people will think you're fags or something. Wait, that can't be right? Maybe they'd think we were girls... yeah that sounds better, although I'd seen some seriously crazy chicks behind the wheel. Once Colin announced he was about to cum, he grabbed some tissues and prepared to catch his load. He was enough of a gentleman to lick my fingers clean then wipe them dry with another tissue. He reclined back and I saw his naked body stretched out beside me. That should be included in the no texting and no using handheld electronics. I think a nude guy next to you is WAY more distracting. We exited the highway and made our way across to Harrison. Just before we entered town, Colin got dressed again which certainly improved my driving skill. We pulled into town and instead of parking along the beach front; we pulled up to the big resort hotel and gave the car to the Valet. At least if something happened to it, they were responsible. The teen boy that ran out to park the car, looked like he wasn't old enough to drive, but the look on his face was similar to a virgin having sex for the first time. In fact, I think he may have enjoyed driving the Lamborghini more. We threw him $50 and told him to look after it personally, which probably had him shooting his load inside his pants.

We walked down to the dock in front of the hotel and rented a speed boat. It was a little cool for a nude ride around the lake, but I had been thoughtful enough to pack a blanket and some food and wine for our adventure. We were on a date. I giggled as I thought about it. It wasn't about sex; it was just two guys in love out for fun. We took the boat up the lake and tucked ourselves behind Echo Island and once we were far enough from any obstacle, I cut the power and we cuddled together in the blanket and had the sandwiches that I'd made for us, along with strawberries and other assorted food. I opened the wine and we floated on the water looking up at the blue sky together. Once we had finished our food and drink we hugged each other and made out kissing and enjoying each other's company.

"I could stay out here forever," said Colin as we lay together.

"Me too, but we should probably buy our own boat. It'd be cheaper than this one at $100 an hour," I laughed. He kissed me again and I felt his cold hand run under my shirt and I shivered, so he wrapped the blanket tighter around us as he pinched my nipples. I grabbed his ass and we ground our crotches together. I wasn't super horny since I'd already take care of that in the car, but it was just nice to be passionate with each other. I remembered back to the first time I had met Colin out on a lake and realized I loved him more now that I had back then. It made me even more passionate. We almost fell asleep together, but since we were floating freely in the lake it probably wasn't a good idea. I started the boat again and we headed up the lake further and kept close to shore so that we could watch the scenery and check out the wildlife. I got tons of great pictures before we headed back and picked up the car. The young guy was excited to bring the car back to us and we threw him another $50 for keeping it safe. He gave us his number and said if we were ever back again, he would be happy to look after it again. From the giant grin on his face, I had no doubt he would have a great story for school and probably a thousand pictures of the car, both inside and out.

"Before we head home, wanna be a bit daring and go have some fun?" Colin asked as he grinned mischievously. I knew that look... I was getting fucked.

We headed over to the Pacific Spirit Park which was right above Wreck Beach, the cities nude beach. We parked on the road just under a tree and I asked if we were going all the way down to the beach. It was a long hike down and it really wasn't warm enough to be going nude sun tanning.

"Nah, we're going for a walk through the trees up here to see if anyone is around." Wreck beach is on the University of British Columbia grounds, so lots of guys head there during their breaks, but usually during cooler months it's not quite as popular. I got ready to get out but Colin stopped me.

"That's not really daring. Strip and let's go for a walk completely nude. We'll leave our clothes here." I grinned and my heart started pounding a bit as the nervous energy kicked in. We stripped and Colin grabbed a couple of small packets of lube and a travel pack of tissues. I knew it...I was getting fucked. He tucked them into his socks and we got out of the car quickly. I had to hold the keys in my hand as we walked together. He held my hand as we strolled along the trail inside the woods. It was actually chilly without the blanket to wrap around us and it certainly wasn't making the size of my dick very flattering. As we rounded a corner an older guy was coming towards us. My heart skipped a beat until he smiled at us. We said hi, and continued on our way. I just knew once we passed him that he had turned around to look at us. It was a bit of a rush. We found a large fallen log that from the tissues on the ground looked like a real make out spot. Colin had me jump up on the log and sit while he proceeded to suck my cock. That definitely helped warm it up and it grew in his hand. He ran his other hand up and down my leg and it was chilly, but nowhere near as cold as when he grabbed my balls with it. They almost instantly hardened and tried to shrink inside my body. I tried not to gasp or giggle. He was stroking his cock and having a good time as we heard someone approaching from behind us. A guy probably around 23 or 24 was watching us and slowly inching his way to get a better look. He had his cock out and was stroking it as he took in the show we were giving. I waved him over and he looked around nervously before slowly strolling towards us. He came around the log and stood beside Colin as he continued to stroke his cock. I watched as he dropped to his knees and sucked my boyfriend into his mouth. He must have been horny as he hadn't been down their 30 seconds when he blew his load and quickly stood up and stuffed his cock back in his pants. He made a quick getaway.

"He was cute. Too bad he didn't stick around longer," I told him. Colin just grinned and began to finger my hole. He pulled me off the log and we stood and kissed as we jerked our cocks together before he spun me around and dropped to rim my ass. I was getting excited as I knew he was getting ready to fuck me outside in the woods. I spread my legs so he could get in deeper with his tongue. I love being rimmed especially when it was Colin. He made my whole body tingle and shake, or maybe it was because I was cold. Hard to tell. I heard the package of lube open and then I felt him poke his finger into me as he got me ready. After a bit more ass play, he stood up and entered me. His cock was such a perfect fit, it was like playing Tetris, well maybe not Tetris, because even when I turned sideways or upside down it was still a perfect fit. He got deep inside me and pressed his chest against my back and pulled my head back to kiss me. He kept fucking me as another guy wandered up to watch. This one had a big cock and looked like a football player. I tried waving him over, but all he did was push his pants down and continue to watch us. It was killer hot. He sprayed his load and got redressed. I felt like we should be charging admission for the show. Colin didn't take long before he pulled out and sprayed his cum all over me and then pushed his cock back inside my ass for another few thrusts. He wiped my back and then I turned around so he could finish sucking my cock. Unfortunately no one else came up to watch, but I would make sure we did that again when it was warmer. We walked back to the car and passed another couple of older guys who said hi. One asked if we would like to fool around, but we were spent and a little cold. I doubted I could get it up again. We got back to the car and headed home.

The next morning we were all woken up early by a banging on the door. I threw a robe on and was surprised to see two police officers standing there.

"Are you Mr. Masters?" the officer asked me. "Yes, how can I help you?"

"Are you familiar with a Jordan Lumley?"

"Sure, of course, he's a friend of our roommate. They go to school together."

"That would be Kyle Christianson?"

"Yes."

Mr. Lumley contacted us and said he believes you are holding Jordan captive as he never came home last night. Is he here?"

I laughed. "No, I haven't seen him at all. I'm surprised you didn't read the file on Mr. Lumley. We just finished a court proceeding with him for an assault charge."

"Why did you assault him?"

"Seriously? Read the file on it. Mr. Lumley has a restraining order to stay away from us, and Kyle and Jordan are friends. The judge is well aware of Mr. Lumley's homophobia against us."

"Would Mr. Christianson be here?"

"No. I think he spent the night with his boyfriend," I said.

"May we come in and have a look around?"

I had learned a few things from Colin over the last little while. "If you have a warrant, certainly. Otherwise, I have already told you that Jordan isn't here."

"Don't make this more difficult than it needs to be. We can get a warrant and search this place with a dozen officers."

"And you'll find that you've wasted everyone's time and we'll file suit against you if we feel that this is more of Mr. Lumley's homophobia against us and his son. Thank you gentlemen. We'll be here is you return with a warrant." I closed the door and Colin scared the shit out of me as he was sitting on the stairs listening.

"Way to go, dude! Damn I gotta take you back to bed and suck on those giant fucking coconut size balls you just grew."

I giggled and raced upstairs to get my phone. I called Kyle immediately.

"Hey, Justin!"

"Kyle, is Jordan still with you?"

"Yeah, he decided to crash here last night as we were all having a good time hanging out, why?"

"The cops were here looking for him. His father claims we kidnapped him. I suggest you get him home immediately. That wasn't a smart thing to do considering how volatile his father is."

"Shit."

"Please tell me that you guys didn't fuck him last night."

"No, not at all. We didn't even get naked." That surprised me a bit, but I was thankful for it. At least if his father decided to have him medically checked there would be no fuel for his rage.

"Cool. Just get his ass home. Drop him off a few blocks away and not on the same street. You don't want you truck to be seen on the street. Let's avoid trouble if we can."

"We didn't do anything wrong did we?"

"No, not at all. Just not the smartest move under the circumstances."

"Okay, we'll leave now. See you tomorrow!"

I was relieved about that and wondered if the cops would be stupid enough to show up again. Fortunately they didn't. Alex and Jason were off to the hospital for their appointment and I hated how tired and grey Alex looked. This was taking a shit load out of him. His puking was easing up a little but he still had random bouts of it and was never far from a plastic lined garbage can. He was eating very little, but we kept pushing him, to make sure he kept up his strength. When they returned that night Alex was looking about the same as when he left which was encouraging. He hung out with us most of the night and only fell asleep a couple of times for an hour at a time. Jason helped him up to bed early and came down to tell us how the treatments were going. They had settled into a bit of a routine for now, but he told me that Alex wasn't very much interested in sex as he was so tired. Jason complained that he hadn't even jerked off as he was so worried about Alex and he didn't think it was fair. Of course Alex kept telling to go have fun and to worry about him so much as he was fine once he got home and could relax, but of course Jason couldn't do it; at least not in these early stages. He told me that he hoped they would be able to get out and have a bit of fun during the three day break as long as it wasn't too strenuous. Like a good brother, I offered to give Jason a blow job or let him fuck me, but he said he could hold out for a bit yet. See, I'm such a giving person. If he didn't cum soon though, I was sure that when he finally blasted a load, it would come out with such force that it could do some serious damage to whatever it hit. I'd have to wear a Kevlar throat guard.

I decided to do laundry on Sunday so I raced around the house like the fucking maid and took all the sheets off the bed. When I got to Kyle's room his laptop was on his night table and at first it looked like it was off, but when I moved it to get his sheets and stuff the screen popped up and I noticed the headline at the top of the page. It said `Kyle Unfiltered'. I'm not normally a nosy person...Okay that's a lie, I'm an incredibly nosy person so I took a quick look at what it was about and it appeared to be his journal. I read what was on the screen.

`KyleUnfiltered 315.1, Aaron, Troy Jordan and me are going to hang out today and spend the weekend at Troy's apartment. I really want to see Jordan naked and get into his pants. So far he's been too scared to do anything. I've seen him naked twice when he's changed, but I want to have sex with him. I may have to wait until his Dad stops being such a douchebag. But Troy's apartment is so small that I have an idea that may loosen Jordan up. I'm gonna get Aaron to fuck me in front of them and hopefully it will start something. We'll find out.'

I clicked on the screen and found that he'd been doing this journal for a while now so I went to the first page to see how it had started.

KyleUnfiltered 000.1 I decided to write a journal about this, cause I want to look back one day and see if I've changed at all. Today is hopefully going to be the first day of my new life, although I think I'm scared shitless. I'm going to call my journal Kyle Unfiltered' because I'm just going to puke up whatever I'm thinking without worrying about it. Hopefully the only time anyone else will ever read it is after I'm dead and they can make it into a movie. I want to be played by someone super cute at the time. Right now I like Nick Robinson from Melissa and Joey, but he's my age, so he probably couldn't play the movie version of me, but that kind of guy would be perfect. So I've decided I'm gay. Yep, a big homo, well a little homo actually. I told my best friend Tommy that I thought, just THOUGHT, I was gay but the stupid fuckwad told people and now I'm getting all sorts of shit about it. So I told my older sister who was totally cool and said she'd help me as long as I didn't wear her clothes. As if! Stupid fucking girls. I'm gay, not a girl.

KyleUnfiltered 001.1 I think I've figured out what to do to get some advice. There are these 2 guys in school who are in the 12th grade. They are so cute together and I totally have a crush on one of them. They don't seem to care who knows they're gay, so maybe they can help. I'm gonna dress really nice so they at least talk to me.

KyleUnfiltered 001.2 Holy fucking god. They talked to me. I almost couldn't do it. I walked passed them so many times they must have thought I was some weird freak or something. But when I finally did man up and introduced myself, they were really nice and even took me to dinner so that I didn't have to say anything in the school. I almost didn't show up, I was so scared, but I did. I sat across from Justin I couldn't stop looking at him. He's so cute! His green eyes are so pretty that I could stare at him forever. He has the perfect color blonde hair and I think I'm in love with him; unfortunately he has a boyfriend, Alex. They guessed why I wanted to talk to them and they're pretty funny. They joked and kidded around a lot and didn't seem to care that people knew they were gay. I so want to be like that. While we were talking an older guy named Colin butted in and joined us. He was pretty loud and obnoxious. I don't think Justin really liked him `cause he told the guy his name was Jason. He kinda scared me as he was hitting on me and said he would totally do me. He was way too out there for me but he was cute. I was glad when he left. The guys offered to help me find some guys like me but they said the dumbest thing, I think. They said I should get my sister to help and that I should hang around with girls to attract boys. Wouldn't that attract straight boys? At least I'd have friends that were okay with me being gay, but it wouldn't help me get a BF. If Justin ever dumps Alex, I know who I want as my BF. One day I hope I can sleep with him, or at least kiss him or something. They invited me over to their house to meet their friend who are also gay. I think I'm gonna go.'

KyleUnfiltered 001.3 Holy gay guys batman! Lookout Captain Underpants, Mega gay Kyle is here! I had to change like a thousand times before I went over to their house. I had no idea what gay guys wore, so I had to look online. I didn't have any leather or anything, so I wore my tightest shirt and newest jeans. I really gotta get a haircut though. Note to self... go get a haircut to look less like a mop and more like Justin. They had a bunch of guys over and most of them got naked in their pool. No way I could do that without getting a boner. Shit, even when Justin gave me a pair of his shorts I had to change in the bathroom as I was so sure I'd bone up in front of him. It was bad enough when I got out there and had to jump in the water quickly so they couldn't see my stiffy. I found out that Justin has an identical twin brother and I saw him naked, so I hope that's what Justin looks like. They may be identical, but Justin is way cuter. I almost changed in front of him after we had gone swimming as he went back up to the bedroom to change, but I chickened out. Actually I got hard again. But guess what, he hugged me. Yep he actually hugged me. Hehehe. I had to jerk off a dozen times tonight so I could sleep. I'm so giddy. I found a perfect guy.'

This just felt wrong reading his journal but I was so fascinated by it that I wanted to read it all. I ran and grabbed a jump drive and copied the file. I knew it was wrong, but I really wanted to know everything. I didn't want to get caught reading his journal, so I put things back the way they were. I put the laundry in and rushed back to the computer in my room to read a bit more. I wanted to know how this turned out. I laughed to myself as I thought about that.

`KyleUnfiltered 002.1 I couldn't wait to get to school. I had dreamed about yesterday all night. Even the loud guy, Colin. He was the only one that didn't seem to have a boyfriend, so maybe if I hung around with him outside of school, I could have an opportunity to get closer to Justin. I'll just never let him do me or anything. I don't think he's boyfriend material.

KyleUnfiltered 002.2 I asked if Colin had a boyfriend and they said no, but suggested other guys that I may like. They are going to have a fake birthday party for me on the weekend and see if they can find me a BF. I'm fucking nervous as they told me to invite some of my friends. I don't really have any since Tommy told them all I'm gay. Prick! But I was told just to invite anyone and offer free food. Okay, good luck to me. I want a BF more than ever now. I had to jerk off a dozen times today. Even during classes I had to rub one out in the bathrooms. Yipes, I'm turning into a pervert.'

KyleUnfiltered 003.1 I'm wearing my dick out. I think I have a blister on it. I wonder how many times guys are supposed to whack off every day. Can you actually break your dick? God I hope not. I gave out a bunch of invitations. My sister said she'd get some of her friends to go as well. That should help get some boys there. Yay! Shirtless boys in shorts. Shit, now I gotta go jerk off again.

KyleUnfiltered 004.1 Seriously, I can't stop playing with myself. I woke up five times during the night to beat off. I'm going to have to tape my hands behind my back.

KyleUnfiltered 004.2 A bunch of people said they were coming to my party. Tommy asked if he could come, but I told him to go fuck himself. What an asshole.

KyleUnfiltered 005.1 I've been way too busy jerking off to write in my journal for the past few days. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't wait for my party. I hope something will happen with Justin and me. Maybe I can get a birthday kiss. He probably won't since he has a BF, but I can hope.

KyleUnfiltered 006.1 It's my party and I'm going to get laid... probably not, but why not dream. I packed my shorts this time as I didn't want Justin to think I don't have any cool ones.

KyleUnfiltered 006.2 Mega wild! I had the best party of my entire life and I met a super cute guy who is my age and likes me. We have a date tomorrow to go to a movie. Hehehe. I'm going on a date... WITH A GUY! OMG! I also saw all the older guys naked too. But I'm not sure if it's a gay thing or just something you're supposed to do as a guy, but none of them had much pubic hair. I thought it was good to have hair down there, but they seem to prefer very little. After the party was over they said I could stay for a while so I did cause it seemed rude to just run away when they had given me such an awesome party. Then they all went skinny dipping and talked about dick sizes and stuff. I was totally happy that I wasn't the smallest one, so I think I'm okay in the dick department. I also got to see Justin naked. Yep I'm definitely in love with him. I almost cried when he was right next to me and I could see his penis. What do I do next? I think to keep my mind off Justin, dating Aaron will be fun, although I found out that he has an older brother. I just hope he likes me and doesn't try to beat me up for dating his brother.

KyleUnfiltered 007.1 I went on a date. Yup, with Aaron. I told him straight up that I'm gay. He said he was too, so at least we got those signals round the right way. It would have been seriously shitty if I hit on him and found out he was straight and just being friendly. It wasn't like going out with a regular guy cause I knew it was a date. I was SO fucking nervous. I didn't know what to do. At one point when my hand was on the armrest, he put his hand over mine and it felt freaking awesome. I think I got another boner, but he didn't notice...thankfully. When the date was over I didn't know if I should kiss him or anything, so I didn't. We just gave each other a regular guy hug and said we'd see each other at school. But I did it!!! I had a gay date! I hope you can't wear your dick out because I was seriously using it a lot more than normal.'

KyleUnfiltered 008.1 I used to hate going to school, but now I can't wait to get there. All my new friends and this being gay thing is kinda fun so far. Scary as shit, but fun. I hope my parents will be just as cool with it as everyone if I ever get up the nerve to tell them.

KyleUnfiltered 008.2 Aaron said hi to me in the hallway today. Fuck I almost creamed my pants. I wonder when we're going to do real gay stuff together? I have to go over to Justin's to find out what gay stuff I should be doing on a second date.

KyleUnfiltered 008.3 Aaron phoned me. We're going on another date. Yep, uh huh! I'm officially dating him but I don't think we're boyfriends. So what's the rules? If we're not boyfriends are we actually dating? Maybe we're just hanging out together. More shit to add to my `ask Justin' pile of crap.

Shit Kyle's journal was a better read than a Harry Potter novel. I was rock hard as I read it. I knew he liked me. Hell he'd even told me he loved me a few times, but I had no idea that he had felt like this since the moment he had seen me. I was flattered. From scanning some of the stuff quickly I knew I had a total backdoor into Kyle. That doesn't sound right. I've had a backdoor into Kyle for months. What I meant is that I have a total insight into Kyle and how he thinks and what he's been going through. Reading it was wrong and what if I found something that I felt I had to respond to, or something that I didn't like. Should I do something about it, or was it like his personal private thoughts that I shouldn't be invading?

Like I came across these and wondered if I should have read them:

KyleUnfiltered 029.1 It's my birthday and I have some seriously big plans. I'm getting laid one way or another and I want it to be Justin and I have a way to make it happen. I don't care if no one gets me anything as long as I can have fun with the guy I love.

KyleUnfiltered. 029.2 Justin gave me a birthday present and then asked me to spend the night with him on Saturday. I knew it, he loves me but he was waiting until I was legal. Yay for me. Oh shit, I'm nervous. What should I wear for my first time ever????? I'm pretty sure he wants me because when I asked if I could invite Aaron he said I could but that he couldn't spend the night. Guess that means he wants me to myself. I'm so excited and I think I'm going to throw up I'm so scared. I going to Justin's after school to hang out for a bit.

KyleUnfiltered 029.3 I did it! I did it! I had sex! Justin kissed me omg omg omg and I got to hold his cock and I got my first blow job. I even gave him a blowjob to, but I think I suck at it... giggle. When I went over to his place I asked him to show me how to shave my balls and stuff and he agreed to do it so I was pumped. I watched as he cut and trimmed my pubes, his blond hair is so sexy. I almost died when he took off his shirt and pants to finish shaving me cause he said he was getting wet. I accidentally hit him in the face with my cock. It got hard when he was touching my balls and it slipped out of my hand. I've never been so embarrassed, but he said it was okay, and then he showed me how I could shave myself by doing it to himself. I don't know what really happened after that but I sucked him, kissed and got sucked. Happy birthday to me! All I have to do now is show him how much better I am than everyone else in his life and he'll become my boyfriend. He had sex with me so he must have feeling for me. OMG I'm totally not a virgin anymore. I'm a man!

KyleUnfiltered 029.4 I just remembered I should add that he didn't fuck me as he said I should save that for my boyfriend. I don't think he knows he's going to fuck me anyway because he's going to be my boyfriend so we might as well just do it.

KyleUnfiltered 030.1 Going for my driver's license today. Everyone get off the sidewalks, here I come! My dad is taking me.

KyleUnfiltered 030.2 I'm an official menace to society. I have a driver's license. Now I can go wherever I want whenever I want, as long as I can get the key to one of the cars. Maybe I'll just sneak out at night and drive to Justin's and crawl into his bed. I am so jealous when I see him with Alex. My sister said that I should just be happy with Aaron. So I have an idea. I'm going to turn up the juice with Aaron and try to make Justin jealous at how happy I am. Once he knows he can't have me, he'll totally want me. I saw that shit on Dr. Phil, or was it Oprah? Shit I should delete that, I wouldn't want anyone knowing I watched Oprah after I'm dead.

KyleUnfiltered 030.2a I looked it up and since I'm gay it's okay to admit to watching Oprah, so I'm leaving the last entry intact.

See what I mean. I was getting a whole different vision of Kyle. He truly was unfiltered. There was tons of shit like this in there. I knew it wasn't right to read it, but it was totally addictive. Maybe I need a session with Dr. Phil. I finished up the laundry and remade all the beds. We needed a maid. I really need a cute buff maid that worked in just his underwear or nude and took his bonus pay in sex.

Jason and Alex returned home and once again he looked like shit. I hated this and it had only been five days. Jason was looking exhausted too.

"Dude, tomorrow I'm taking Alex to the hospital and I don't want to hear any argument. You're fucking worn out. Stay here and get some sleep."

Surprisingly Jason didn't object and Alex applauded his decision. We let him take a nap and went downstairs for a game of pool.

"It's so hard to see him like that and he's trying to be happy and crack jokes and shit just to entertain me, but I can see it on his face. He's in pain and this chemo shit is making him super sick."

"Is it working yet?"

"Too early to tell, but another couple of weeks and we should have some idea at least. Justin, I know we're not religious or anything, but should we pray for him?"

`Seriously? You're gonna fall for that crap? The biggest practical joked played on man to start wars and suck money out of you and now you want to climb into bed with these stupid fucks?'...is what I wanted to say, but it wasn't the time or place. A lot of people got comfort out of believing that an invisible person was watching and listening from the sky to everything you said and thought. Who was I to take that away from them?

"I think that's something we should do privately. It's a pretty personal thing, but I know someone who can help." We waited for Colin to come home and he agreed to sit with Alex for an hour. I took Jason over to the Church where I had been before with all the homeless people. For a minister he seemed like a pretty cool guy. We found him in the church hall as before where he was walking around greeting everyone as if they were his best friends.

"Hello! Glad to see you again. I have to thank you for the money you have been sending us. It is a very nice thing you are doing and I also heard what you did for young Troy. You are truly an angel my son. I wish there were more people like you in the world.

I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be saying that if he knew the real me.

"Thank you father. This is my brother Jason and we wanted to ask a favor."

"Of course. If I can help, please ask."

"Jason's boyfriend...umm sorry...husband, Alex had been diagnosed with cancer and is really sick. He wondered if praying for him might help?" I almost choked the words out as it was a colossal waste of time, but this wasn't about me. It was about Jason and Alex.

"Well, what I can tell you, boys, is that it won't hurt and I strongly believe in the positive energy that comes from prayer."

I liked the way this guy talked. He didn't preach the usual church bullshit. He just said it to make sense. If you believe positively in something, you probably work harder to make thing happen that way. I get it now, I think.

"Let's go up into the Church."

"Won't we burst into flames or something for being gay?"

"I certainly hope note. Our fire insurance deductible is very high," he grinned and put his arm on my shoulder. What a cool minister. Fred Phelps, pay attention asshole. This is what religion is about, not hatred. Stupid puke. Where was I? Oh yeah, being all positive and religiousy. We made our way into the church and sat on the wooden bench things. The minister sat with us and pulled down thing for us to kneel on. I watched as he held Jason's hands in his own and prayed with him.

"Lord, we ask for your help today to look over Jason, Alex, Justin and their friends in their time of difficulty. We know that in all things there is a purpose in what you do, but we ask in your name that you bring Alex through his illness and return him to the life he was meant to live with his loving family and friends. Give them all the strength to get through this trying time. In your name, Amen.

"Amen," said Jason.

I kind of felt obligated to say the same thing in case it was required. "Amen."

We stayed kneeling for a minute in total silence before we sat back on the bench. The seriously gotta get cushions for those things.

"Stay strong guys and stay positive. We are always here if you need us. I will continue to pray for Alex."

"Do we pay you now for the prayer or something?" I asked stupidly. How was I supposed to know. I'd never been to church a day in my life. From what I'd heard you had to pay to go to church, and I know how much we were making with the `Q' for charity, I figure the God organization was probably killing it. God wasn't doing this for free no doubt.

"No son, prayer is always free. Just believe and be there for Alex and each other."

We stood up and walked to the doors of the church. He hugged both of us and Jason had a few tears in his eyes and asked if he could light a candle. Seriously? He farted and wanted to light a candle? We should just get the hell out of there before he smelled anything. The father told him that he could take all the time he wanted and bid us farewell. Jason walked over to where a bunch of candles were burning and took a little stick to light one of his own. Personally I think we should just help out and light them all, but Jason said we only were to do one. Weird. That's a total fire hazard if I ever saw one.

"Thanks Justin. I know what that meant for you to do that with me. You're an amazing brother."

"Anything for you, Jay. Anything for you and Alex." We headed home and Colin said that Alex was still sleeping but had puked a couple times. He did surface and had a shower while Colin helped him so that Jason could rest. We watched a move together and Alex watched up play some video games, although he said he was too tired to join in. He did have the strength to make fun of us though, which was cool. Kyle came home and apologized for Jordan but filled us in on his weekend which other than not getting Jordan naked seemed to have gone well. I couldn't wait to see if he left out any details in his journal. Nah, I better not read that anymore. It was private.

I went with Alex to the chemo and found it very boring indeed. They opened his tube and pumped him full of chemicals for several hours. We could watch movies, read, listen to music or pretty much anything that didn't involve him moving from the chair or eating. I helped him home and put him to bed. I figured I could do this a few times a week to help out and Colin suggested that he would help too. Each of us could take two days in the week. Kyle offered to take a day, but none of us thought that was something he should have to go through. He needed to stay a kid as long as possible.

Tuesday was a little more fun. I hung out with Troy as we planned on going to the bank. I suggested that we wrap some of his change and take it with us. At first he was reluctant but I convinced him that he would still have access to it, but wouldn't have to worry about being robbed. We stopped by the dollar store to get coin rollers and I showed him how to do it. I couldn't believe how much change he had and by the time we rolled almost all of it, he had over $400. He grinned in satisfaction as we counted it.

"I'm totally rich," he grinned. "I told you that I was getting lots of change at the parking lot. Plus I get a coffee each day from Alex and he sometimes brings me food too. Since he's been on vacation, I don't get as much stuff, but that's cool `cause I can go buy it now."

I took him to the bank to update his PIN and he asked for my help as he put it in. I told him he should change it so that he was the only one that knew it, but he said he wanted me to know it in case he forgot again. That was a huge trust thing for him. This was a guy who didn't want me to touch his ratty old clothes when we first met, now he was giving me his PIN number. We deposited the rolled coins with the teller and she gave him his balance on a piece of paper. He looked aat it and then at me.

"Is all this mine?"

He handed me the paper and I did a quick calculation. He only had one month's rent so far since Colin had taken care of the first month and damage deposit. Plus with the money we just put in he had just under $4000. I grinned and told him it was right.

"No way! I didn't work that much so something is wrong." I smiled at him and told him I had just kept paying him while he was away. He wanted to pay me back, but I told him to just keep doing the job he was doing as revenues for the parking lot had tripled since he started there.

He put the piece of paper carefully into his pocket and when we got back to his place he placed it neatly in a drawer. It was so cute to watch. He came over and jumped on me and kissed me.

"Thanks Justin. I don't know what I would have done with my life if it hadn't been for you."

"You're a special guy Troy and I love you a lot. The next thing we have to do is get you a high school diploma." He quickly agreed and we headed over to the house so I could use the computer and find a tutor for him. We met someone later that afternoon who I liked and more importantly, Troy liked. He gave us a list of subjects that would be covered and what things we would need. One of them was a computer and email address, so we had to go shopping. Just showing Troy how to use a computer would be a lesson in itself. I arranged for internet in his apartment too. The guy we hired would start on Monday and we agreed that they would use our house to start until Troy got used to him and could trust him. I would die if the guy turned out to be a creep and tried to rob Troy or worse.

Thursday was the first day of no chemo so after Alex woke up we took a drive into the country to let him get out for a bit. We parked down by a nice lake and just hung out. We kept him bundled up as he was a bit susceptible to the cold. We were back for dinner and he thanked us for the amazing day. He took a nap for a couple hours and then we hit the hot tub. That wiped him out so Jason took him up to bed. Friday, Colin had a meeting so Justin and I took Alex out again for some fresh air. His appetite had improved and he actually ate a footlong Sub. I was thrilled. He did need a nap when we got home but he looked a lot better. Jason and I did a few laps and raced each other in the pool. Then we hit the hot tub.

"He looks so much better today, doesn't he?" Jason asked with a smile on his face.

"Hell yeah"

"Hopefully he'll want sex soon or I swear to god I'm going to explode."

I took Jason's hand and interlaced my fingers with his under the water. He leaned against me and it was nice just sitting there for a moment. Out of nowhere, he turned and moved to sit on my lap. He leaned against me and wrapped his arms around my neck as he kissed me gently. I kissed him back and he opened his mouth to let my tongue in. He really must have been horny because he started to get wilder and wilder. He tongue was flying all over inside my mouth as he sucked on my lips and explored my like we hadn't done in a long time. Eventually we broke apart and he lifted me up out of the water so he could drop down and give me a blow job. He sucked me with such force I thought he might actually pull it right off my body. I stopped him before he finished and we switched places. I blew him tenderly and then pushed him onto his back as I raised his legs so I could rim him. He was squirming so much that I knew he was super horny.

"You want me to fuck you don't you, bro?" He looked up and grinned and lifted his feet onto my shoulders. I held them in place as I stood up and pulled him towards me. I pushed my cock against his well rimmed hole and moved into him. We hadn't been together as just the two of us in a while so this was a nice moment. I got all the way in and fucked him making sure to hit all the right buttons. I leaned down to kiss for a bit as well and tweak his nipples. He kept trying to jerk himself off, but I stopped him each time and grinned. I felt my load bubbling up inside me and told him to hold on as I was about to double his DNA count. I shot several jets of hot twin sperm, excuse me, hot triplet sperm into Jason and kept fucking him as I came down from my high. He looked thrilled but from the look of his cock he was still crazy horny.

"Your turn," I told him. I pulled him upright and moved to the side and knelt over the edge of the Jacuzzi. Jason wasted no time in dropping to spread my cheeks to get me good and lubed up with his incredible tongue. He licked and squeezed and poked my hole until I thought I might actually cum again. Once I was ready, he stood up and inserted his steel hard cock into my ass. His balls were so full they looked much bigger than normal. Jason grabbed me by the hips and slammed into me hard and with all the force of a defensive line going after the quarterback. (I just saw a football movie, so I think I got that terminology right. The only thing I know about football is the guys look hot in those shiny tight pants...fabulous!!) Jason moved one hand to my shoulder and one on my hip as he fucked me with all he was worth. I couldn't believe the power and lust in the movements. He was like a wild animal that had been unleashed into the wild. He screamed so loud I figured the neighbors three blocks away would know what we were doing. I felt him let loose into me. It didn't feel like he was cumming, it felt more like I was being given an enema. A hot cum enema. He groaned and panted and yelled as he unloaded he pent up boy seeds. I missed sex with Jason and I now had enough cum in me to repopulate the planet. He fell forward on my back and kissed it, or more correctly licked the salty sweat off it. We both dropped back into the water and I kept my ass clamped shut as long as I could or I figured we would be poaching in cum soup.

"I'll be right back, Jay. I gotta dump this cum out. I'll be right back. Want a drink?"

"Water and a beer would be awesome." I took care of business and grabbed us some drinks. We poached in the warm water a while longer and just sat with our arms around each other until we heard Kyle come in. We met him in the activity room as we went in drying off.

"So who wants to suck my cock? It's been a long day of boring school shit?"

"Oh, I guess we forgot to tell you. We all talked and have decided that until Alex gets better, none of us are going to have sex as a sign of respect to him," I said trying to maintain a straight face.

"Really?" The look on his face was priceless. "How long will that be?"

"They said the chemo might take a year." Unfortunately that part of the conversation was true.

"A YEAR? Without sex. Are you kidding? I'm in my prime. I gotta haz me sum dick!" he said sounding like a gangster. He was looking totally shocked and stunned. Jason couldn't hold it any longer and burst out laughing. "Dude, you're so easy."

"That's why I gotta haz sex, beeyatch," he giggled when he realized we were just kidding with him. We wrestled him onto the couch and ripped his clothes off and gave him his blowjob. Then we made him do his homework which he did in the nude. He even had the computer up with Aaron on video chat. He made sure to keep the camera on just his head; otherwise he might be guilty of sending out underage nude stuff.

They listened to music and did homework and shared links to funny You Tube videos. He was having a good time and we all hung out with him. Even after Alex woke up and came down in his comfy clothes we stayed naked.

Saturday the whole group of us went to a movie including Forrest, Jared, Troy, the whole house load of us and even Jordan met us there. It was a good fun day and Alex did his best to look at full strength although later in the day we could see him tiring out so we suggested we take a break back at the house. While the other swam, hit the trampoline, played basketball and used the foam room, Jason and Alex went upstairs together. Everyone just figured the newlyweds were going at it again.

The Chemo started up again for another week of the same tired and sick Alex. It was so draining to go through it with him, so I could barely imagine what he was going through. His parents were stopping over regularly to bring soup and see how he was doing. They were also concerned for all of us including Kyle. They were such nice people. I've always liked them. Even my own parents were making an effort and I'd let the whole adoption thing go and decided to forgive them. After all, I think their intentions were good. Sam had called and told me that he had worked out some details to help Troy and everything was in place if Troy was in agreement. He arrived early on Monday and I had a chance to talk to him before the tutor arrived.

"Troy, I wanted to ask you something. At the moment, you're technically a runaway from social services right?"

The look on his face was pure fear. I guess he thought the cool ride he was on was about to end. He looked down and nodded. I could see he was about to cry.

"It's okay, buddy. It's nothing bad. In fact it might be amazing if you want it. How would you like to be adopted and become legal?"

"Adopted? By who?"

"Well, it's a long shot because I haven't talked to them yet, but by my parents."

"Really? Would that make me your son or brother or something?"

"Brother."

"Seriously? We'd be brothers?" He was grinning from ear to ear and his whole face lit up like a Christmas tree.

"Keep in mind, I haven't talked to my parents about it yet, but the lawyer has been working on things with social services and they said that they would agree to it and not try to get you back into a foster home in the meantime."

"What happens if your parents say no?"

"We try other things. We can try to make you into a legal adult like Kyle is, but while that happens they may take you back into child services; or we could find another party to adopt you."

"Can't you adopt me?"

"We looked into it and there's not a big enough age difference between us. Even with Jason and Alex being married, they wouldn't agree to it."

"So if your parents won't adopt me and I can't be made into an adult, what would happen?"

"You could be taken back into a foster home if they find you. At least until you turn 18. Then we could get you your birth certificate and you'd be legal."

"They haven't found me in two years, so I'm not worried, but I'd like to be your brother. Is Jason okay with it?"

"Yep. He loves the idea."

"Umm one other thing, would I have to live with your parents or could I stay at my place?"

"I'd make sure that my parents let you stay where you are, but we might have to trick social services once in a while and have you stay at my parents' house when they come to check on you."

"It seems like a lot of work for something I'm already doing, doesn't it?"

"Yep, but you'd be legal and could do anything you wanted."

"Okay, you can ask you parents, but if they say no, then can I just keep things the way they are. If they try to take me away again, I'd just runaway again and they don't really care anyway."

I smiled and would take Jason to talk to my parents as soon as possible. The tutor arrived and I paid him. I let the guys alone in the living room to get to know each other and the tutor was going to test Troy to see what level he was at. They took a break a t lunch time and Troy asked if they could all go into the pool, but he learned that the tutoring would continue into the afternoon.

"Do Kyle and Aaron really do this every day?" he complained.

"Yep 200 days a year."

"Bummer." They went back after lunch and did more work. Once the tutor said they were done, Troy stripped and went skinny dipping as I talked to the tutor.

"He's at about a 7th grade level which is about three behind where he should be, but he's super bright. Almost everything I told him he remembered. He has an amazing memory but he is easily distracted."

I refrained from telling him the entire story, but enough to get us by. He said that it was probably best if he didn't do more than two hours a day otherwise Troy might regret the intrusion into his life. He said that the way Troy learned he could probably get a lot out of just two hours. I thanked the guy and yelled to Troy that his tutor was leaving. Troy came running in from the pool deck completely nude as usual.

"Troy, clothes dude. This isn't the right time for being nude."

"Nah, it's okay. I don't mind," grinned the tutor.

Troy smiled as he said goodbye. The tutors name was Chad. He was 23 and just finishing studies to be a teacher, so this was a perfect part time job for him. He was a nice looking guy and Troy seemed to like him which made it easier for him to want to be around him to learn.

"That school stuff is way too long. How come you gotta know all that crap? Like I care if the leaning tower of pizza was built in 1173 or that some cold war took place 20 years ago and lasted 46 years between the US and some country that doesn't even exist. Why didn't they just fight in the summer if they were cold? It all seems stupid. Just out of curiosity is that leaning tower a real pizza place or do they just call it that?"

I laughed. "It's the leaning tower of Pisa, not Pizza. It's called that because it's in the city of Pisa, Italy."

"Huh? It sounded better as a pizza place. See stupid shit, but if I need to know it to be smarter and get a high school diploma, then okay, I trust you. By the way, what do I need a diploma for?"

"So you can get a good job and make more money."

"I have a good job and I make tons of money. Still don't understand what the big deal is."

He had me there, but one day maybe he'd realize that it was worth it. He asked if he could stay for dinner and wait for Kyle. I told him of course, and he went back to the pool. I loved watching that cute little ass wiggle. Once Kyle got home and found out that Troy was here, clothes flew everywhere as he raced out to join him. The boys played around for a while and came in to play video games while they waited for dinner. God, now I was not only the maid, but the fucking Chef too. Colin texted and said he was a few minutes away so I got things ready and we actually all ate at the table for once.

Jason and Alex were a bit late getting home and when they did I could tell something was wrong. Both of them had red eyes and it looked bad. "What's happened? What's wrong?"

Lots more to come! The Society Boys has reached 500,000 words... Woohoo. Another 500,000 and I'll have the equivalent of the entire Harry Potter collection. Whew. http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/pridecanadabc/ or www.pridecanadabc.com