It was a ceremony to be initiated into the group within the team. I knew that...having heard it in a tearful confession from one of my best friends.
We drank the cheap wine we had stolen from his fathers bedroom. And smoke the dope we had purchased with a weeks of lunch money. "Skunk weed" they called it. We thought that meant great pot, but learned how vile and horrible it tasted. Nevertheless we drank and inhaled until we were confessing everything we needed to.
We were naked and sucking each other until our throats were full and our testicles empty. Eric and I never spoke of it after that night...except in exchanged letter many years later when we were able to laugh at our youth, innocence and lack thereof. It was in one of those notes I offered an additional confession.
Some believe that private schools are an escape from the pressures and influences in public schools. But it is hardly that..in fact, it's an increased amount of pressure, a focus of peer acceptance and an increased amount of the importance of personal approval.
I pushed myself until my energy made up for my size and lack of talents and the coaches included me on the football squad. I could run fast and catch. But as far as blocking and thowing, I was hardly able to measure up to my peers.
There was Connor the team captain, He could run, block, throw catch and had a personality that influenced a positive attitude on the team despite our so-so seasonal performance.
It was he that I thought of when I masturbated again and again. The sight of his naked body in the showers made my stomach twitch and my knees shake. I had to turn away to avoid displaying a teenage erection. Somehow he seemed to notice me.and his butt slaps gave me something to think about when I pulled the sheets over me that night and stroked my cock...making stains on my bedding that I slept with.
My third year found me finally acceptd into the varsity team. We had practiced with them all the time in the first two years. But being a part of the team was to be part of the elite...and guaranteed total school acceptance.
Somehow I knew I wanted that..I would do anything for that status.
And the opportunity came along that enabled me to achieve both goals.
The summer before my third year began, my family took me to a Chesapeke Bay beach house. And there I stared at the naked buttocks I knew so well. He was skinny dipping with friends off the island across the bay. I had taken our boat across the bay to fish.
He saw me and waved and was soon holding onto the edge of the boat talking ot me like an old friend. I wasn't a junior varsity , low life, lower classman, but a school friend. He introduced me to his friends that way and it made me feel fantastic.
We went to films, hung out with his friends on the island, skinny dipped into the bay and drank ill gotten beer late on Saturday nights.
One rainy day, he appeared at our beach house. His rain soaked clothing made him even more sexy then other times I saw him. My folks and sisters went into town to escape the rainstorm. He came into get dry and warm.
I watched as he stripped naked in front of me and we put his clothing into a dryer. I offered him something to wear. Connor asked me where my folks were and upon hearing they were in town for hours, declined the offer of clothing.
"Nothing nicer then being natural....especially in a rainstorm with a good friend" he said. He stood there for a moment as if waiting for something. I knew what he waited for somehow.
He watched me pull off my clothing and smiled once I had finished.
We didnt' speak a word as we lay on my bed and watched the rain come down, saw the summer lighting and trembled at hearing the thunder that followed.
We snuggled closer to keep warm and petted each other. His hand seemed to tressure my dick and his fingers played with my cockhead, testicles and moved up to my nipples.
He moved my hand to his genitals and I learned every inch of him too.
Our kisses were long, deep and wet. And we moved into position as if we had been mutually satisfying each other for years. We sucked each other until our bodies emptied themselves.
We laughed as we recovered and wrestled naked until our penis became cocks once again. He made me lay still as he used his mouth and fingers making my body torture itself and explode.
I returned the treatment loving the sight of his msucles involuntarily tighten, quiver and his bodily horded sperm spurt high above us both.
When I saw my name on the varsity list, I saw him looking at me. I wanted to mouth "thank you" but the group there would have seen me.
"You know what you have to do for your initiation" a teammate said. I didn't know.
"You have to do something that only your team knows about...it has to be something secret....."
I watched as another new team member stripped naked and jacked off while shoving a carrot in his butt as the team cheered him onward. Another kid shaved his pubic hair and yet another kid lay across the lap of one of our largest blockers to get a spanking that made his butt brith red, made his face tear stained and left a puddle on the floor below him.
My turn came and I moved in front of the group stripping naked. This wasn't in itself unique..since we saw each other naked all the time and since the other three initiates did the same.
"I will do whatever anyone of you ask to pledge myself to the team" I said in a somewhat formal way.
They shoved Conner, the team captain in front of me. I fumbled with his boxer short fly and was soon sucking him as the entire group watched and his cum splashed all over my face and chest.
The applause told me I had done good.
Now and then I was referred to as BJ but only by the team members and in private.
I sacrificed my true identity to be a part of them. They kept my secret and I kept Connor's too.
We never had sex again. That was my sacrifice to be a true part of him and the team. One worth making.