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Chapter Four
PAUL
I felt a bit ashamed of not visiting Christiana earlier and also felt a little ridiculous going into the women's ward. Robert had fitted me with a second robe, one back to front to cover my bare backside. I knew I was in for a mouthful when I saw the scowl on her face as I shuffled towards her bed. I must have looked really stupid going towards her with my plastered arms outstretched as though I was going to embrace her.
`About bloody time you came to apologise for putting me in here,' she spat out at me in her way of a greeting. I couldn't give her a kiss because my arms got in the way and she couldn't rise up so I just stood there, looking at the chair by her bed. A nurse suddenly saw my predicament and came over and got the chair out for me to sit. I had seen the other women patients looking at me but I found that I could ignore them as I gratefully sat down.
`I'm sorry that I didn't come sooner, they've only just let me out of my ward. As for me putting you in here it was as much your fault for bickering and making me lose my temper,' I said. 'I'm sorry for what happened so let's leave it at that.'
Leave it at that?' she almost shouted, making quite a few heads turn towards us. Leave it at that? I can't bloody move while you at least can. I have to have a nurse wipe my arse after using a pan!'
`So do I,' I said, waggling my upper torso to make the point that I couldn't move my arms. At this she at least laughed to break the tension.
`And I bet it's a pretty nurse that does it for you,' she said.
No. It's a male nurse and it's very embarrassing,' I replied. At least you can feed yourself, I can't.'
`I've got another five bloody weeks of lying in this bed so, now that they've let you out of your ward, you can start visiting me,' she said.
Er, I won't be able to,' I stuttered. That's why I was allowed out to come and tell you. They're sending me out tomorrow.'
What! Like that?' she almost shouted again. How will you cope?'
`I'm getting a private nurse to look after me. They need my bed.'
`Oh so now you'll get a nice female nurse to hold your dick when you piss?'
No,' I said defensively. It's another male nurse, and I'll be going to the flat, not the house.'
`Why there?'
`Because that's where the nurse lives, well not far from the flat.' I deliberately didn't say that the nurse would be living in while looking after me. Why give her ammunition to fire at me.
Fucking great!' she said and I knew she was angry for she only swore like that when she was. One visit in five weeks to tell me that it's the only one I'm going to get! Thanks very much for your concern. I suppose if you hadn't been going out you wouldn't have bothered to come at all.'
That's not true Christiana,' I said. I told you this has been the first time they've let me out of the ward.'
`Well now you've told me the news, you might as well go,' she said bitterly and I thought that it would a good idea too before she got worse or even vitriolic.
`Well I've got this on for another five or six weeks, but if it comes off sooner, I come to visit again or see you at home,' I said as I got up. I made an attempt to kiss her but couldn't so I just said goodbye and quickly shuffled my way out of the ward.
It was a relief to get back to my ward and have Robert take off that extra gown and settle me in my bed.
`Now it's all fixed with Miki for tomorrow. He's going home ill today and will be here tomorrow at ten with a taxi. He'll stay off sick until you're back to normal again,' he said.
`I don't think I'll ever be normal again after meeting you Robert,' I said with a smile. He gave me one back.
`Now as to clothes. I looked at your things and all that I can salvage are your underpants, shoes and socks. Your shirt, jacket and trousers have been torn almost to shreds. Your wallet, keys, loose change and odds and sods are in the drawer here. What I'll do is bring a spare pair of my trousers that I think will fit and I'll make something up for your top half.'
I thanked him and accepted the drink that he offered before he went off to attend to another of his patients. I just sat there and wondered what this Miki would be like and began to fantasise and wonder if he would see to me the way Robert had been doing.
Next morning after breakfast, Robert got me out of bed for my shower and as soon as he'd locked the door, I was down on my knees and had to wait for him to open his fly and pull out his erection. I gave it a long hard look for this would be the last time I would see it and I opened my mouth and took the head of his cock in. I was really beginning to like sucking on an erect male organ. That hard, hot rubbery head that I could feel throb as I sucked on it. He held my head with one hand as he came and I let the stream collect in my mouth before swallowing it all in one go. I licked as best I could all round the head when he pulled it out before I got up for him to take my gown off and go down on my now really throbbing cock.
It was grand to have his mouth on me and see his black curly head bobbing on my piece and wondered if Miki would do the same as I closed my eyes to the pleasure I was getting and then came in his mouth for him to swallow before licking up the aftermath. Then I was washed, dried and gowned to be taken back to the ward where he produced his spare pair of trousers and dressed me and had me ready for ten o'clock.
When a smartly dressed young black man came into the ward I knew it was him and instantly took a liking to him. He was broad in the shoulder and narrow at the hip and walked most assuredly through the ward and shook hands with Robert before turning to me with a lovely smile.
You must be Paul, my new patient,' the smile still there on his face, showing lovely white teeth like Robert's. My name's Miki.' He took my outstretched right hand and gently shook it.
It's a pleasure to meet you,' I said and I turned my top half to Robert. Can you give Miki my things to carry for me?' The white hospital jacket that he'd altered for me only had two small pockets.
`Well thanks for everything Robert and when I'm really up and about, I'll pop back to see you.'
It's been a pleasure to have been of help,' he smiled, his eyes twinkling, and I'll look forward to seeing you again. Miki I am certain will help you all he can.'
I said goodbye to the sister and other ward nurse's, thanking them too and walked out of the ward feeling a bit light headed in wearing socks and shoes and a pair of trousers again. I must say it was grand to get out into the open air once again and the taxi driver at seeing us, got out and had the rear door open for us. It was a bit awkward getting in but I made it and we were soon off towards London.
Miki and I talked, well he did most of it, telling me about his arrival in England as a young boy and his meeting with Robert. Though being in the taxi, didn't enlarge on that.
The driver cut through Wimbledon and we passed the hospital where Miki said he worked and when we reached Tooting, I had the driver stop by my bank.
Miki. Take my credit card and get three hundred pounds out please,' and I gave him my pin number. Also, in that shop there,' which I indicated with my head, `can you get some milk, bread, coffee and such like for dinner tonight.'
`No problem,' he said and did as he had been told and came back with two full plastic shopping bags. I then gave the driver my address which was only a few streets away and there he dropped us. The fare had been expensive considering he'd travelled to Reading and back. Miki paid him and I indicated where my flat was and Miki had to help me up the stairs first as I couldn't balance myself properly going up.
He opened the door and let me in before going back down for the shopping. It was nice to walk into my second home and see my own things around me instead of other beds.
I managed to kick a chair out from the table in the kitchen and sat down as Miki came in with the shopping. I told him where everything went and he put it away while the kettle boiled for some coffee which had been sadly lacking in the hospital and sorely missed. He helped me drink my coffee whilst drinking his and as I felt tired from just that short trip out, he got me undressed in my bedroom and helped me into bed. We had to use spare blankets folded up to act as support for my back.
Later, he cooked dinner and he came and sat on the bed and fed me. It was a double bed so there was plenty of room, but it was the only bedroom in the flat and I wondered how to bring up the subject of where he was going to sleep. He was the one to bring it up.
The sofa's a bit on the small side,' he said, but I think I'll be able to manage.'
Miki. I don't want to appear a bit forward, but, er, well, er this is a double bed. You can, if you want, share it.' I think I blushed and hurriedly went on. If I need anything in the night I can just give you a kick instead of shouting out.'
`Well if you don't mind sharing it with a black man,' he said with a smile. I nearly said that I'd shared quite a bit with Robert and he's black, but I didn't.
`I'm not a racist and besides, a friend of Robert's is a friend of mine,' I said with a smile to match his. I don't know if that was a signal or not but he agreed. As it was late, he then began to get undressed.
I always sleep naked,' he said as he was taking his clothes off. You don't mind do you?'
`No,' I said for I wasn't wearing anything except the huge plaster cast as I watched the last item of clothing come off. I was right about his hips for he'd quite a trim waist and when he turned round I saw that he was about the same size as Robert and myself and I immediately got an erection as his penis swung about as he moved to the other side of the bed. He pulled back the covers on that side and got in and turned off the light.
I lay there in agony for nearly ten minutes, feeling his naked thigh against my leg, my erection was painful and it took me that time to pluck up courage to speak of it.
`Miki, are you still awake?' I asked in a soft trembling voice.
`Yes,' he replied.
`I...I've got a problem,' I stuttered.
`What's that?' he asked propping himself up and I could see his face reasonably clear from the street lighting that came through the window to the bedroom.
`It's...er, it's down below,' I stammered and then flinched when his hand touched my thigh and moved up and he felt my problem.
Well that's a nice problem if you ask me,' he said with a smile as he grasped it firmly. Would you like to fuck me with it?'
It came out so naturally that it didn't shock me though it really should of done with him asking that so matter of factly.
`Er, yes but, er, I've not done it before,' I said lamely.
`You didn't get to fuck Robert?'
`Er, no. We did other things instead.'
`Did he get to fuck you?' Miki asked.
`No.'
He must be slipping,' Miki chuckled. Well let's see to this shall we,' he said giving my cock a squeeze. `Though with your arms up like that it would be better if we were out of bed,' he said, getting up and coming round to my side and helping me out. I could see in the gloom that he too had an erection now and it was as big if not bigger than Robert's.
He went to his clothes and I saw a bit later that it was a condom he had got and he knelt down and gave a quick suck to the head of my throbbing cock before rolling this rubber down over the head and length of it.
There,' he said getting up. Over here would be best, and he beckoned me over to the low dressing table that was in the room and he put one hand on it as he bent over and beckoned me to get behind him.I'll guide it in and leave the rest of it up to you,' he said and so I got right behind him, my covered cock touched the cheeks of his bum and I felt his hand take hold and pull me slightly to him and one side. There now,' he said letting go. Push.'
And so I did and I felt the head of my cock being compressed as I began to push myself up into Miki's backside. There was a little bit of resistance as the head moved in and then it was in and the rest of my cock followed and I moved up so that the cheeks of his bum were against my thighs. It was tight but nice fit having my cock surrounded by flesh and I dismissed the thought and realisation that I had my cock up another man's arse.
With it being held so firm, firmer than a hand, I began to move my hips backwards and forwards while still trying to keep my balance with the top weight I was carrying. So this was my first experiencing of fucking a male. I kept on with my movements feeling my erection getting compressed on every backward pull and then feel it released as I went forward. It was great and I kept on going getting ever faster as I approached my climax and came in shuddering bursts, my legs trembling as my sperm flew out of the head of my cock albeit into a condom.
Wow,' Miki had gasped when I'd first pushed inside him. That's some truncheon you've got there.' Now he gave out a groan as my body thumped hard up to his and stayed there as I came. That's really beautiful,' he crooned as I slowed down before coming to a finish. Pull out slowly and let me feel every inch of it,' he said and gave out a big sigh when I did slip out.
`Stay there,' he said as he straightened up and quickly left the room to return with a toilet roll and he used some to pull the condom off and went down onto his knees and took me into his mouth to suck and clean the end for me.
`That was lovely,' he said when he straightened up and I could see the smile on his face as he licked his lips. He came inside my outstretched arms and held me round the cast, his face close to mine.
`Can I kiss you for that?' he asked, his face quite close to mine.
`Yes,' I croaked out and I had my first kiss from another man. His lips were as soft as a woman's and I closed my eyes and really thought it was one actually kissing me.
That was a lovely fuck Paul,' he said when he broke off the kiss, still holding me close and I could feel his erection hard up against my stomach. Would you like me to fuck you now?'
My mind went into all of a whirl. Should I or shouldn't I? That swirled around in my head as his prick pressed against me. The logic that I came to was that if he and many others enjoyed it, well.
`Yes,' I said in a trembling voice, again my mouth was ahead of my brain, though I don't for one minute regret my saying yes.
`Let's do it on the bed this time for you can bend at the waist and you can use your hands to hold onto the rail,' he said. The bed, my bed was like a half divan. I had this fancy brass headboard but no lower end, this being quite open.
I moved to the bed and he helped me get on and on my knees, he guided my hands up to the top of the rail for me to hold onto. He then got off the bed and I could imagine him getting out another condom and putting it on himself.
`I'll use some cream for your first time,' he said and I heard him go into the bathroom and the cabinet open and shut and him come back into the room. I began to quiver when I felt the side of the bed dip and knew that I was about to have a black prick shoved up my arse and be fucked by it. That it was sheathed in rubber had no relevance to the fact that I was going to have my first experience of being fucked up the backside.
I shivered at the touch of his hand to my hip and I think it was only the plaster cast that was holding me up now as I felt the coldness of the cream on the tip of his prick touch my ring piece.
Relax Paul, you're too tense. Just relax,' he said in a soothing voice and I did my best as I felt the head now start to put pressure on my backside. Take a deep breath and then let it out,' he said and this I did and then he pushed and I felt my hole widen to accommodate the head and there was a little pain that went as I felt it move in and then his other hand came to my other hip as he moved closer and I felt his cock fill me
God, what a sensation that was to have this throbbing piece of hard flesh up there inside me. It pulsed and moved and set all of my nerves atingle. I think I cried out at his entry but it seemed to soothe my inner nerves as he began to move it in and out of me. I felt my own cock begin to rise again at the new thrill I was getting as he slowly and gently fucked me. It was the most wonderful sensation I had ever experienced as he kept moving his shaft in and out and then he gripped my hips tighter and began to bang his thighs up against the cheeks of my arse as he reached his peak and then pulled me tight to him as I felt his cock enlarge even more as it throbbed and began to spurt out his seed.
I dribbled and drooled at his coming, his cock still throbbing even after he had come and when he pulled out, I cried out, not with pain but at the sudden vacuum that he'd left behind.
Miki, help me,' I cried. Turn me over and suck on me. I'm coming again.' He quickly got me off the rail and got me onto my back, my arms upright as though in supplication and he quickly went between my open legs and took me into his mouth and with just a couple of movements with his hand, I came again. What a painful, pleasing session that was. Painful in wanting my release and the pleasure was of fucking him and having him fuck me in return. I think I actually cried from the fulfilment and joy of having done what we had just done.
He didn't ask this time as he came between my arms and kissed me. I couldn't feel his weight because of the cast and if I could have moved my arms, would have held him tight as I kissed him back.
Robert had been right in saying that once you'd had it, well that was it. You wanted more and he had been right.
Next morning I kissed Miki and thanked him and he saw to my toilet for me and cooked breakfast. After which, I told him to take my card again and get more money out for shopping and also his wages.
He made me get up and move about as much as I could in the flat but would only let me sit on a kitchen chair for I found that I couldn't get up from the sofa on my own. I could go to the toilet for a piss on my own but had to have him there when I wanted a crap.
I couldn't wait for the evening to go to bed and have him fuck me again. I did get to fuck him too.
So this was our pattern for the whole time I was in my plaster cast. I also came to love this black Kenyan. He was strong and muscular not only in his body but in his cock which I had come to love too. When he wasn't fucking me with it, I was sucking on it, this big black piece of meat that made me feel so alive. He was much better than having a woman it was that good and the difference being that I got it too.
He'd been living with me for three weeks before a letter came from Reading hospital to say that they had fixed up with St. George's Hospital, Tooting, for me to have my x-rays done in two weeks time and that if the consultant was in agreement , the cast could be taken off. Miki said that he would see that I got there but would be unable to go in with me because he was supposed to be off on sick leave. This I understood and said so, but I then asked him a question that had been burning inside me.
Miki,' I said, as we were having our evening meal the day this letter had arrived. it's an imposition on my part, but I've...I would like, if...No, I'm saying this all wrong.' I took a deep breath. Miki, would you move in and stay with me permanently after the cast comes off?' There, I'd said it. I won't be offended if you say no, but...but,' here I started to cry, something which I've never done before. `I've come to love you. I love being in bed with you, making love to you and having you make love to me.' I wasn't sobbing, not that sort of crying, it was just that the tears were running down my cheeks and I couldn't stop them. He put his fork down and got up from the table and found a tissue and as he patted my back, wiped the tears from my eyes and cheeks.
I too have felt the same way,' he said, and I could hear that his voice was choked with emotion. Nobody, not even my father has really said that he loved me and yes, I would love to stay with you,' and he bent his head and kissed me and I could feel his tears now on my face. He quickly turned away and wiped his own face before sitting down and putting my glass of wine to my lips for me to drink. `I'll miss doing this when the cast comes off,' he said with a little laugh.
`It shouldn't stop you,' I said, giving out a laugh of relief that he was going to stay.
The next week he moved his things into my flat and told those that he had shared with that he was moving out. I then, when I saw his belongings, found out he had a motor cycle.
`Much easier to get to work and back in the traffic round here. Also it's far easier to park in the hospital.' He wanted to forgo his wages for being my nurse as he was now to live with me but I made him take the whole amount to at least pay off his part of the rent where he had previously been living. So I was much happier at having got it off my chest that I, a married man had fallen in love with another man, a black man at that though the colour aspect had no part in it. Was having his big cock up inside as he fucked me the reason? Possibly, no dammit! I loved it as much as I loved fucking him.
The date of my appointment came round and we went together in a taxi and he dropped me off at the entrance and said that he would wait in the flat by the phone for me to call him to come back and pick me up. It was not unlike leaving the hospital in Reading, it being my first outside venture since then, wearing the same adapted coat that Robert had fixed for me. Miki had packed a small bag with a complete set of clothes that the taxi driver carried in for me to give to a nurse at reception.
I was there for nearly four hours, first waiting until I was called for the x-rays, then the waiting for them to be checked by the consultant. After this waiting, I was pleased to hear that they would be cutting the cast off, after which I would be checked over and if pronounced mended and fit, would be allowed to go home.
It was a painful experience in having that cast sawn off. A saw, delicately handled before large shears were used and it felt strange to not see my arms out in front of me and to be able to move them. I suffered different states of torment at the first moving of them and got pins and needles as the blood now flowed round properly. My upper chest was covered in wrinkles as though I had been in a bath too long and I was checked over and told that I was okay.
Miki had thoughtfully put some loose change in my coat for me to phone him to say I was ready. I felt as if I was going to float away as I walked out to wait for the taxi. I was so light and had a spring in my step at not having that weight of the cast pressing me down.
I saw his smiling face in the taxi as it pulled up and I quickly got inside and he held my hand all the way home as he asked me how I felt now that the plaster was off. He paid off the taxi and we went upstairs and when the door was shut, I was able for the first time, to hold and feel him in my arms as we kissed.
`Take me to bed and make love to me,' I whispered in his ear and so we went into the bedroom where I was now able to take my own clothes off and lay with my arms round him as we held each other and feel his chest against mine as our cocks squashed up against each other.
I made him have me first and I loved his fucking of me and couldn't wait to actually hold his hips myself for the first time as I, in turn, fucked him, being able to now pull him back tight onto me as I came inside him. The love showed for we realised afterwards that we hadn't used any condoms.
My firm had been told of the accident and I'd received quite a few get well cards from members of my staff from our shop whilst in hospital. There was also a nice letter from Head Office saying that they wished me a speedy recovery and was not to worry about the shop.
I phoned them to say that I would be fit enough to return to work on the following Monday, this day being a Thursday, and they were pleased for they said that in the last six weeks, sales had slumped a little and they looked forward to my returning to bring the sales back up to the previous levels. This pleased me no end and then they surprised me by saying that Christiana had left hospital the week before and was just setting up her revised seminar schedules. The bitch I said to myself. She had the phone number of the flat and the least she could have done was to let me know that she was out. Well fuck her! I had a new love now and she could go and do what she wanted and good luck.