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The New Apartment part 5
I pulled Ben up onto the couch beside me and we sat there for, I'm not sure but it must have been at least ten minutes, with our arms around each other, not saying a word until.
"Dick?"
"Yes"
"You said that you loved me, when did you decide that?"
I could tell him instantly, I didn't need to think.
"I must be honest, I wasn't as quick as you, it was as we said `good night' the first night you were here" I replied.
"Did you want sex with me then" Ben asked.
"You bet I did, I went to bed and played with my dick, I imagined it was your dick I was playing with, and the hand on my dick was yours" I said.
"Would it surprise you if I said that exactly the same thing was happening in the next room?"
"Wow" I said, "Why didn't you make a move?"
"Hey, I'm the young inexperienced one here, I wasn't even sure I was gay, I just knew that I wanted to handle your dick. Why didn't you make a move?"
"I was scared" I replied
"Scared? Why? You have had plenty of experience and you are almost twice my age, I don't think I'm the first guy you have touched"
"I was scared I would drive you away and I so much wanted you to stay" I told him.
"You mean you already loved me enough that you gave up the chance of sex just to keep me here"
"Yeah" I whispered, I was finding this difficult, I had indulged in sex quite a lot but it was the first time in my life that I had told someone that I loved them.
"Thank you" said Ben, "You must love me as much as I love you"
"Never doubt that I love you" I whispered.
How long we sat there, I honestly don't know but it was in silence, I suppose when you are as much in love as we were, talk wasn't necessary.
The silence was broken by Ben, "Dick, can I suck your cock?"
Bloody hell of course he could but I wanted to be sure.
"Are you sure?" I asked, "You don't have to do it just because I did it"
"You didn't" was the reply.
I couldn't understand him, "I didn't what?" I asked.
"You didn't suck your cock, you sucked mine" he giggled.
"Oh very funny" I said, "You know what I mean"
"Dick, when will you realise, I'm doing things because I want to not because I feel I ought to, I really want to suck your cock and swallow your lovely juice, come on" With that he took my hand, pulled me to my feet and lead me into the bedroom.
We turned out the lights as we went and then Ben closed the door.
As he turned I was already starting to lift my tee over my head, "No you don't" he quickly said, "I will do that"
He very gently lifted the shirt as I raised my arms, but then instead of throwing it aside, he left me standing there as he carefully folded it and placed it on a chair.
He then very slowly lowered my jeans and pulled them off each foot before repeating the routine and placing them on the chair
Ben was being an utter tease, intentionally, as he ran his hands over my body before slowly lowering my boxers and putting them with the other things.
It only took him seconds to lose his own gear and he just threw them to the side before picking me up and laying me on the bed. Almost without thinking my hand moved towards my dick.
"No you don't" he snapped, "That is all mine" before mounting the bed beside me.
My young lover, (yes, I did say lover) then started on a kissing spree, starting with my lips, then my ears, then my shoulders before moving to my nipples. He very slowly moved all over my body, kissing as he went and when he finally reached my groin I breathed a sigh of relief. That was a big mistake. He bypassed that area moving on down my legs and when he reached my feet started sucking my toes, I was almost climbing the wall
"Ben, you are a rotten bastard" I said.
He giggled and said, "I know" and carried on.
"Oh please Ben, do it now"
"Not yet" he replied, "When you finally spurt you are going to drown me"
At last he worked back up my legs and started sucking my balls but avoiding my straining cock
It was another five minutes before I watched and felt his lips slide up the underside of my cock, and finally his lips closed over my throbbing flesh. Ah! at last, nirvana.
His mouth slowly took me in, well the first five inches, before sliding up to the tip again. It was only the third time he did it that I erupted, he was right, I very nearly drowned him but he slurped and sucked and swallowed until I had no more to give and I was exhausted.
Ben raised his head wearing a large satisfied smile before moving up to lie beside me. "Thank you Dick" he said.
"I should be thanking you" I replied.
"No never" was the answer, "Thank you for asking me to be your lodger, thank you for introducing me to sex and showing me how wonderful it is to drink the love juice of the man you love.
We kissed before I said, "Thank you Ben for coming into my life, I have many more things to show you"
"I know, but what I want to do now is curl up in your arms and go to sleep, we have our whole lives ahead of us, there is no need to rush. Do you mind?"
"Of course not, I want to spend every night with you in my arms"
When I awoke I was lying on my side and Ben was spooned up behind me, it became our favourite sleeping position.
I was really surprised Ben wasn't hard, come to that neither was I; it pleased me as it showed that our relationship wasn't just based on sex. In fact we discovered within just a few days that even if we were naked we didn't get hard unless we actually wanted a `love in'.
I shook Ben and we showered together and as he gathered his gear I put out a cold breakfast, muesli and juice.
As we were eating I said to him, "Why did you bother to fold my clothes last night, you knew they were going in the wash basket"
"I know" he said with a big smile, "but the longer I took the more horny you were becoming, and it paid off didn't it"
"Ben you are an evil sod" I told him.
He gave me a fiendish grin as he said, "You haven't seen half of it yet"
With that he was out of the door leaving me wondering what he had in store for tonight.
When my lover arrived home, he greeted me and gave me a kiss, on the lips, and said what shall I cook.
"Nothing, I'm cooking" I said.
"I thought you engaged me as a housekeeper, I'm supposed to do that"
"I've changed the rules, I will cook during the week so that you can get on with your work, and then you can cook at the weekend. Also, I've added an additional duty to the housekeepers list.
"Oh, have you? What is that?"
"You must sleep with your employer and cuddle him and satisfy his carnal desires"
"Well that won't be a duty, more like pleasure, what about the lodgers carnal desires"
"If you speak to me nicely I might be able to help with those" I told him, and he disappeared to his room.
Just after seven I called him out to eat and we chatted about general things as we ate, mainly me questioning him about his study. "If I took an exam tomorrow I'm pretty sure I would get an `A' "
"That's good, you must keep up your work, otherwise I will withhold sex until you improve" I told him.
"Now who's being a rotten sod?" he asked, "now I have two reasons to work hard, I can't imagine not being able to make love to my boyfriend"
"Is that how you regard me, your boyfriend?"
"Yes, of course" he quickly retorted, "Don't you regard me as your boyfriend"
"Of course I do, I just wanted to hear you say it, you are my boyfriend, my lover, my best friend, my life partner, call it what you like, I just want to be with you for ever" I told him.
Ben burst into tears and came round the table to me and sat on my lap, burying his face in my neck.
I had known Ben was sensitive almost since he had moved in, but I had never seen him this emotional.
I let him cry for a while then I tilted his head up and kissed him on the tip of his nose, then on his lips. "What is the matter Ben, why the tears?"
"I have never been so happy in my life" he said through his tears, "I don't deserve you"
"It's the other way round" I said, "I have the most wonderful guy in the world as my boyfriend"
He then started giggling as he cried saying, "This could go on for ever, shall we both acknowledge how lucky we are"
"I think we should break one of our rules" I said.
"Which rule is that?" he asked.
"Let's leave the dishes until the morning and go to bed"
"You have the most wonderful ideas" said Ben as he stood up and pulled me to my feet.
As soon as we were stripped, which I guess took about fifteen seconds, I said, "I have to tell you a couple of things before we make love"
"What's that?" he asked,
"You can't be my lodger any longer"
The smile vanished from Ben's face as he said, "Why not?"
"I can't have my boyfriend as a lodger, and the second thing" I paused.
"Well go on" said Ben.
"From this moment on, this is our apartment and this is our bedroom, and we share and share alike" I said.
I thought he was going to cry again but he held the tears back as he said, "I told you I didn't deserve you, why are you so good to me?"
"I can answer that in one word" I said, "Love"
"That isn't fair, I can't expect you to keep me" said Ben.
"I don't intend to keep you" I said, "I will still expect you to pay me £40, we will regard that as your contribution towards the running of this place, and will make you feel better"
"That won't even pay the utility bills, let alone food, and then there is the mortgage" said Ben.
"There is no mortgage" I said.
"You mean you own this apartment outright" said Ben.
"Yes I do, I paid cash.
"Wow I knew you weren't short of money but you must have more than I thought" Ben answered.
"Look this is just for your ears, just imagine a three and put some noughts next to it" I said.
"Well it can't be two or even three, that wouldn't make sense. Maybe four, although even that doesn't seem right if you paid cash, so let's say five"
I just shook my head.
"You mean six; that makes you a millionaire"
Ben was perfectly quiet for several minutes before he said.
"I can't stay here, if anybody found out they would think I was your bum boy and you were just giving me a home to fuck my ass"
If he had punched me in the gut I don't think I could have been more upset or surprised. Obviously the love I had wasn't shared.
I walked across to his clothes, picked them up and threw them at him saying, "If that's all you think of me you can get out now"
Ben walked out of the room and I went to the drinks cabinet, I needed a large whisky.
I just couldn't believe it, how could I have been so wrong, I thought he genuinely loved me.
Five minutes later Ben came in wearing his coat and carrying his duffel bag, "I'm off now, can I come back for the other things when I find somewhere to stay?"
"I'm sorry I have upset you, I guess I don't always think before I say things. Thank you for all you have done for me and I do love you, and I really mean that" With that he turned towards the front door.