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I wake up to a smell that I haven't taken in for a while. Eggs, bacon, and pancakes. I will myself out of bed on this Monday morning to see what the food looks like.
When I get downstairs, I see my mom cooking the last bit of pancakes before she puts It on the plate. She turns around to see me and she smiles.
"Hello Jacob, how did you sleep?" She asked.
"Pretty good. What's going on?" I asked, looking at the delicious food right in front of me. She shrugged, "Just thought it would be nice to make something for once. I would imagine cereal can get boring."
I nodded. When I took a seat after making my plate, I realized she was already dressed. She put some food in a container, sealed it, and started to walk towards me. She gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"You may have a boyfriend but I still want my kisses in the morning," she replied. I blushed as she walked off.
"I'm off to work. I'll be home at the usual time. Call me before doing anything and if you need anything. Your father said he can take you to school today," my mom said.
"Alright bye mom!" I replied.
I heard the door close and the garage open. I looked at my phone and saw a message from Ethan. That was surprising. Before I could open it, I got a message from Lucas. He sent me a heart emoji with a kissing face. I smiled before sending him one back and also saying "Good Morning".
Then I realized that Ethan texted me as well. I opened his message and read what he said.
Ethan: Hey Jacob, I was wondering if you wanted to spend some time with each other. Maybe go fishing and have a sleep over or something. Idk if you're busy but hey, it might be fun.
I thought about what I was doing then I realized that things just seem to happen. I decided to go with it.
Jacob: Good Morning Ethan. Sorry I didn't get your text right away but sure I'll probably be able to do that. Just text me when and what time and I'll see if it works.
I set down my phone to eat. Realizing that I didn't have much time to waste, I ate my food quickly and rushed to get dressed upstairs. When I was brushing my teeth, my phone beeped with a text message coming in. I looked at it and it was from Lucas.
Lucas: Good Morning. Hope you have a great day!
Jacob: You too. Btw, I'll be at your game on Thursday. I'll be the one cheering the loudest when you run across the field doing something sports related.
Lucas: Lol you really have to get into football or at least learn it but hey, at least you come
Jacob: Only for you. I'll see you at school alright?
Lucas: Counting on it. Love you
Jacob: Love you too
I finished getting dressed and walked downstairs. My dad was finishing his food as he waited for me to get downstairs.
"There you are. Let's get going," my dad said. I nodded and followed him to the car.
As we drove to school, I looked out the window to see the clouds coming in. It was getting colder as we slowly approached November.
"So how long have you two been together?" I heard my dad ask. I turned to him, "Uh... probably since we started hanging out. I was tutoring him at first and well... it just spiraled from there."
"Does anyone at school know?" My dad asked.
"Yes. Just our friend group," I replied, "I hope you're not mad that I told them first."
"No, no I understand. It's harder to come out to your parents than your friends," my dad said, "I just want to be supportive and help you at any time. Do... do you two need condoms or are you not doing that kind of thing... I'm not really sure how-"
I smiled, "No, we're good dad."
He nodded, "Got it."
We drove up to the school and I high fived my dad's hand before leaving. I walked up the steps to get to school.
I walked through the halls and looked around after looking down at my feet for a little bit. That's when I realized that I was there pretty early. I sat down at one of our tables and decided to do some homework, finishing it up before my history period. Suddenly, someone sat in front of me. I looked up to see Damian.
"Oh hey," I said, looking back at my homework to finish it. "What's up Ashford?" Damian asked.
I shrugged, "Nothing much." Damian rose his eyebrow, "Nothing much? Lucas was telling me about some exciting stuff yesterday."
"Really? Oh... that," I said, blushing. Damian nodded, "I'm proud of you."
"Thanks Damian," I replied, "How are things going with you and Ethan?"
"Slow. We don't do much is basically what I'm saying," he said, "I think Ethan just doesn't know what to do."
"It is his first relationship," I said, "You've been in a couple I think."
Damian nodded, "Yeah but, well... have you and Lucas done it yet?"
I looked up at him, "Uh..."
"I'm going to say yes," Damian smirked, "So you two haven't been together for a while but you guys are moving at a good pace."
"So you basically want to have sex with him," I asked.
"I guess it would be nice," Damian said, "But I don't want to seem like a douche and just use him for sex."
"Just talk to him and see what he wants. Maybe you guys can have... I don't know... sex on the beach?" Jacob said, smiling before looking back at his homework. Damian thought about it until someone tased Damian's sides.
Damian turned around to see Anthony. Damian and Anthony shook hands before Anthony sat down at the table.
"Hey guys, what's up?" Anthony said.
"Nothing much. We still going to the beach after school?" Damian asked. Anthony thought about it, "Yeah I think so. I mean... I wanted to know if Juliana could come?"
"Hmm not sure. I mean, we barely get to hang out because you and Juliana are always together," Damian said. I was just sitting there, listening to everything as it goes down.
"Yeah but you know... she's my girlfriend," Anthony replied, "Plus, you can bring Ethan and all that and it could be fun."
"Not sure about that," Damian replied, "Plus, we could have fun at the beach, see a movie, and then go home and I can beat you in some games."
"I'll have to ask Juliana about that. She'll probably want to hang out later tonight," Anthony said, shrugging as he ate some of his apple.
"What is this! Is everyone having sex around here!" Damian said, looking at Anthony and I. Anthony looked at me, "You two are...?"
"Um...," I replied.
"Like... I just want to have friends that I can hang out with as well as hanging out with Ethan but no one wants to do anything," Damian said.
"You should just talk to Ethan. I saw him in the halls going to his science class. You two have science class right?" Anthony said, looking at me. I looked up at him, "Oh yeah."
"Maybe I will. I'll be smooth," Damian said, getting up. I watched him leave but then I felt someone tapping my hand. I looked at Anthony, who was trying to get my attention.
"He's just a sex driven person sometimes. Always has been. He lost his virginity at fourteen," Anthony replied, "So yeah, I don't blame him for wanting more."
"I've known Ethan for a while and I know that he could be confused at times but I bet he's feeling the same way. Damian's an attractive guy so Ethan obviously would love to get closer with him but they probably just need to come together," I replied, "But Lucas is my first love so I don't really now about all of these ins and outs of a standard relationship."
"Look at you. Jacob, the love expert," Anthony laughed, "But I see what you mean. I'll probably hang out with Damian today to calm him down. It's the least I could do."
I nodded, "Don't let it get to you Anthony. You gotta do what you want."
Antony smiled, "Thanks Jacob."
"Here to help," I smiled, looking back down to my homework. Suddenly, the bell rang. I looked around, realizing that it was the bell for first period. I got up and walked off.
"Where was Lucas? We always met at the tables in the morning," I thought.
I walked down the hall and to my first period's room. When I walk inside, I don't find Lucas but I do see Ethan. I sit down in my seat, overthinking where Lucas could be. Suddenly, I get a beep on my phone. I look at it, seeing Lucas texting me.
Lucas: Hey, I'm a little sick at home so I couldn't come to school today. Feeling a little better tho
Jacob: Hope you feel better for tomorrow. I wouldn't want you to die lol.
Lucas: Oh don't worry. Feeling like a superhero already lol
Jacob: Good. I'll have to talk to you later because class is about to start. Love you.
Lucas: Love you too. Ttyl
I put my phone away and listened to my teacher. As the day went on, it was a little boring but interesting to see what I could do without Lucas. Mainly I hung out with Ethan, Juliana, Damian, and Anthony until Juliana took Anthony off as they talked with Natalie and Brooklyn. I wonder if they are still okay with me and Lucas after homecoming. That was a little awkward.
When I got to my history class, I sat down in my seat, getting all my papers together. Suddenly, I heard a voice talking to me. I looked up to see a new face.
"Hi, I'm James Worthington," James said. I smiled as he shook my hand.
"Jacob Ashford. I assume you're new?" I asked.
"Yes. Hope it isn't obvious," James said, smiling as he looked around.
"Not at all," I smiled, "You can sit here. I just isolate myself from the people of this classroom."
"We're going to get along well then Jacob," James replied, "I feel people could be annoying as well."
"You do seem like a popular person. Sorry for feeding into stereotypes," I apologized. James shrugged, "I might carry myself like that but hey, it's alright. I'm nobody special."
"Cool. Well, welcome to San Diego," I smiled.
As the class went on, I remembered that we had a group project coming up. I didn't really know a lot of people in the class and I always forced myself to be happy when being the last one to be put in a group but that's why I love having classes with people I like.
"Hey James. You. Me. This project?" I asked. He nodded and I knew I was good to go. James seemed to be smart as he kept up during class. We paired up and read through the assignment before the bell rang.
After going to Spanish, I went to lunch. When we sat around, I could tell there was something interesting going on with Ethan and Damian. I sat alone in a way, since my significant other wasn't there. Suddenly, I heard James behind me. We all turned to see him.
"Hey James!" I said, smiling, "This is James. He's new here. Are you guys fine with him sitting with us?"
Everyone agreed and we sat with James.
"So where did you come from?" Juliana asked.
"Oh... just a little school outside of San Diego. Nothing special," he replied, "So what do you guys do at lunch usually?"
"Talk and walk around. If your school was nothing special, get a load of this one," Damian smirked. James nodded, "Sounds fun. I like a normal life."
"So why did you move here? Not trying to be rude but... wait did you do something bad?" Anthony asked, interested. Everyone listened to James until he shook his head. Damian and Anthony seemed disappointed.
"Ah man. I was hoping you pulled like a master prank or something," Damian replied, "That'll be epic."
"You can clearly see the trouble makers of this group," Ethan replied, "Oh... I totally forgot to tell you my name. I'm Ethan Rivas."
After everyone introduced themselves, we sort of integrated James into our conversation that day. He was alone and I connected with that on a similar level. Why not help him out with his needs.
As the day slowly came to an end, I had to walk home so I started right away. Ethan walked behind me so we met up and talked.
"Hey Jacob, can I ask you something?" Ethan asked. I nodded, "Sure. You're my best friend. You can tell me anything."
"Alright. Well.. Damian was asking me about sex," he replied. I looked forward, "That's great. You like him. He likes you. Match made in heaven,." Looking down at him, I realized he was a little worried.
"Alright you have worries," I replied, "What's wrong?"
"I don't know. He's amazing. I'm happy to have him but... this is my first time. I don't know what to do or how to do it," Ethan said, "What do you and Lucas do?"
"Uh... I guess the normal stuff," I said, "Are you asking about my sex life?"
"Yes... no... I don't know anymore. We're so different than what we were in the beginning of the school year. Doesn't that hit you a little bit? It hits me every day," Ethan said, clearly stressing out. I put my hand on his shoulder to sooth him.
"I understand what you are going through. We're not so innocent anymore I guess. People change and that's okay on some levels," I replied, rubbing his shoulder to make him feel better. I didn't really know how to react when people got sad.
"Yeah I know. I just hate change sometimes. So... sudden," Ethan replied. I understood that completely but I just didn't know how to answer.
"So... is it a yes?" Ethan asked. I looked at him, "What?"
"You two are doing stuff," Ethan said, looking into my eyes. He, along with Lucas, were the main people outside of my family who knew when I was lying and how to tell. I couldn't escape this one.
"I'm gonna take that as a yes because you're not looking at your feet," Ethan smiled. I looked at my feet and smirked.
"Good for you two. I mean, it's big but you could tell me things sometimes," Ethan said, "But you can do whatever."
"Thanks for understanding in a way I guess," I giggled, "I bet you two can start doing some stuff."
"Yeah... Damian went up to me today asking about our relationship as boyfriends but we didn't really know how fast we want to go. Like, I think he wants to have sex," Ethan said, "But like... is it that easy?"
"I guess. You guys just have to talk, cuddle, kiss, and then see how you two are feeling. Boys are horny so most likely things will spiral. Especially since he wants to have it. Just don't overthink things and just enjoy it and maybe it'll turn out pretty good. Plus, I don't think Damian is a virgin..." I said, to which Ethan nodded, "So he knows his limits."
Ethan thought about it, understanding my points, "Makes sense. Thanks Jacob. I'll just hang out with him sometime soon." I nodded, "Just don't rush it. It's special."
As we walked, we brought up James. Also, we were getting closer to Ethan's house.
"So James, he seems nice," Ethan said, "What's his story?"
I laughed, "Not everyone has an origin story like a superhero."
"I know but it's like he doesn't care about his past until he got here," Ethan said, "But I like him. He seems like that pretty boy rich guy."
I thought about it and saw it in him. I smiled, "Yeah he reminds me of that actually."
"Exactly! I didn't want to say anything but it seemed that," Ethan said, "So he was in what class again?"
"History. I don't really know anyone else so he's a good person to get in a group with," I replied.
"You think Lucas will be okay with it?" Ethan asked. I shrugged, "I mean he still is fine with us together. You know... after everything."
"Not my proudest moments," Ethan replied, "But hey, new friends are fun and boyfriends are even better."
I smiled, "You couldn't be more right about that."
We planned a hangout on the weekend. Possibly go to the movies, eat out, and the beach. Once we got near Ethan's house, he departed from me. While I was walking, I didn't know if I wanted to go home or stop by Lucas's house. I decided on the latter.
Lucas's Point of View
I walked downstairs to make my protein shake. Just cause I'm a little sick doesn't mean I can't keep up my muscular frame.
When I started to make the shake, I turned on the blender and heard a knock on the door. Luckily I decided to walk up to the door because I wasn't sure if I just thought of the noise instead of actually hearing it.
When I opened the door, my whole day got better.
Jacob smiled and waved at me. I was eager to kiss him but decided against it.
"You don't know how badly I want to kiss you right now but I don't want to transfer my cold," I replied. Jacob nodded, "Yeah I understand. I'll just do this."
Jacob hugged me and it felt good to be near him. I turned off the blender in the kitchen and poured the drink into two cups. Jacob sat down at the table as I did this and I met him there. I drank a little of my shake and gave the other to him.
"Wanna try? If you're gonna start working out, you'll need to drink protein," I said. Jacob looked at it like a foreign object, "Looks interesting. Does it taste good?"
"Is Jacob Ashford the cutest boy on the planet?" I asked. He blushed but shrugged, "Hmm I'm not sure."
"The answer is yes," Lucas said, giving his drink to him. Jacob tasted it and smiled.
"Mmm that's actually pretty good," Jacob said, drinking the rest. I laughed as he did this, "Slow down Tiger. You gotta savor it."
Jacob giggled. Man I loved it when he giggled. He had a child-like side that made him innocent and cute, even though I knew he was farther away from innocent than some might think.
"How was school?" I asked, drinking a little of my protein shake.
"Pretty good. I met a new student today. Potential friend but we'll see," Jacob replied.
"Oh really? Who?" I asked.
"Don't go crazy on me. It's a boy," Jacob said. I smirked and shook my head, "Bet Ethan brought up that topic."
"Yeah," I laughed, "Anyways, his name is James. He seems really nice but he moved here from a different school and you know, obviously people who go to a new school don't have friends so I just let him hang out with the group at lunch."
"Can't wait to meet him then," I replied, drinking more of my shake. Slowly but surely, Jacob stretched out his arm to try to grab my shake but I took it away.
"No Jacob. I can't get you sick," he replied. He pouted a little to mess with my head. I just smiled and ignored him so he wouldn't have anyone to pout to.
We went up to my room and Jacob did his homework. I sat on my bed with my computer, shirtless, and watched some YouTube videos. It was later in the day when Jacob finished his work.
"Done. Let's do something," Jacob said. I looked at him, "Done already? You're quick with all that work. But you are smart so that makes sense."
"Thanks. Kiss?" Jacob asked. I could tell he really didn't care about the cold that was pretty much gone. Plus, he was acting like his horny self. All child-like and eager to do things with me.
As I thought of all this, Jacob crawled over to me and sat on my stomach as I laid down. His butt slowly went on my lap as he rubbed my chest and abs. I couldn't help but get hard as he sat on me but I knew he wanted to have fun.
"Can I help you with that?" He asked, referring to my bulge as he rubbed his bubble butt on me. I smiled at him, "I wouldn't say no to that."
He smiled as he quickly kissed me on the lips. I was shocked but it got me harder.
"Score!" Jacob said, undoing my pants. I ignored the computer as he rubbed my bugle in my underwear. I got bigger and bigger, noticing that I was already precumming.
"Haven't had fun with this in a minute," Jacob said, rubbing it. He pulled down my underwear as my hard dick jumped out. It bounced around, seeping cum. I say him smile as he grabbed onto it with two hands. He jerked it up and down, covering the whole shaft as he gave the head some much needed attention.
HIs rubbing of my head as well as stroking made my balls churn with cum. I was getting excited and I always loved using two hands to jerk myself off. Jacob's mouth was drooling a little as he watched my dick.
"So long and thick," Jacob said, under his breath. I could tell he was really into it. "So horny babe," I replied, "I like it."
As I received this handjob, I closed my eyes to enjoy it. Suddenly, I felt spit shoot on my head as Jacob rubbed it onto my shaft. I moaned as Jacob started to lick up the precum on my head. It kept coming out this time.
I think Jacob tired of licking because he just started sucking. I guess I didn't do much to please myself in the past couple days because I was close. He knew exactly what I wanted and how to make me feel good.
Jacob sucked farther down. He could only use one hand to jerk me off as he sucked so he grabbed onto my balls with his hand and giggled them around in his palm.
"Ohh fuck Jacob. You're so... oh... ohh shit... you're so hot," I replied, barely being able to talk as I could feel myself pulsing.
I could hear Jacob moaning, which vibrated my dick. That just added to the feel of the blowjob. After sucking for a while, I felt it coming close. He made me come close a couple times but I had to stop myself before he made me cum. He was really good at this now but I had good enough stamina to last.
"Damn babe, you're embracing my size," I replied, "Oh fuck."
I looked at him, as he was pretty far down on me. I knew I was close. He could feel my dick pulsing so he came off of me and jerked me off. The climax went down but immediately sky rocketed as he jerked me off rapidly. His grin was a turn on as he was excited to see me cum all over him. My dick was wet and slippery from all his sucking and my balls were wet and hung low.
They were giggling everywhere as he jerked quickly. Holding back, I wanted him to experience a big cum shot. He combated me though because he was jerking quickly. I couldn't stop myself and just let lose.
As I came, it shot all over his face like a jet. The cum shot in his hair and all over his face. My cum kept coming as it flew up into the air as it splattered on my stomach. After the many cum shots, we both breathed heavily.
"That. Was. Amazing," Jacob said. I laughed and grabbed his head to bend him towards me. His lips planted on my lips as we made out passionately on my bed. My cum splattered all over us as we kissed but I really didn't care. I loved him.
After we finished, we washed off in my bathroom and came out looking good and relaxed. Jacob's hair was messy and I watched him as his shirtless body glowed with water. I smiled as he walked to my beanbag and sat on it.
"You cum so much," he said, pulling down his hair, "Still wondering if I got everything out."
I laughed, "Sorry but I never jerk off. I have a boyfriend to have fun with so I've saved up a lot." I smiled, "Nice to know you're thinking about me."
"I think about you for hours a day," I replied, picking him up from the beanbag. I sat on the beanbag and had Jacob sit on my lap. Suddenly, I noticed something
"What the? You're wearing your glasses," I said. He pushed them up. To me, he looked like Harry Potter but he didn't have the circular glasses. Jacob blushed, "Yeah I ran out of contacts to wear and they were irritating. Hope they don't make me look bad. I don't really wear them cause I don't like the way I look with them."
"I think you mean they make you look cuter. I like them. Makes you look really smart as well," I said, "Not that you aren't smart or cute but it highlights it more."
Jacob blushed harder, "Do you think I should just wear it? Like, no more contacts?" I nodded, "Do it. I'll support it."
Jacob rubbed my chest. I placed my hand on his flat stomach, rubbing it. He rubbed my nipples as he looked at my body. I picked up his head.
"Coming from not only your boyfriend but as your friend, I think you look good in glasses. Don't be so sad," I said, smiling. He brightened up a little bit more so that brightened me up.
"We both work together. Like we need each other," Jacob said, locking his fingers with mine. I looked at my hand as he held my hand.
"So... what's it gonna be Potter?" I said, jokingly. He giggled a little, "Fine. I'll give it a try."
I kissed his cheek before picking him up so I could lay on the bed. He cuddled up with me and before I knew it, we fell asleep.
Jacob's Point of View
I woke up to my phone going off. I looked at the time to see it was 9:25 p.m. My mom was calling and I freaked out. Slowly but quick enough to not miss the call, I got out of bed without waking Lucas and answered the call.
"Hello mom," I replied.
"Jacob, where did you go?" My mom asked.
"I'm at Lucas's. I'm so sorry for not calling you about this. I was just going to stop by because he wasn't at school today and then we just went to sleep. I'm so sorry."
I think my mom could hear the worry in my voice. I heard her sigh.
"It's okay Jacob. I know he's your boyfriend but you have to call us about these types of things. We were worried about you."
"I know. I'm sorry. Do you want me to come home?" I asked.
"If you want to stay there, you can. Just tell his parents but let's meet at the same level next time and communicate. Communication is key," she replied.
"Right. Sorry again. I'll ask his parents," I said.
"Alright sweetie. Just don't scare us too much. We're getting older," my mom laughed. I laughed, "You guys aren't old. You're the life of the party."
"Oh you have no idea. That's a story for another time. Be safe and I'll see you tomorrow," my mom said, "Goodnight. Love you."
"Goodnight mom. Love you too. Bye," I said.
"Bye," my mom said, hanging up.
I looked at Lucas, who was cuddling with the pillow. I couldn't help but look at his shirtless body but I had to snap back into the reality of what I needed to do. I opened the door and left the room.
When I walked downstairs, I saw his dad watching T.V and his mom heating up leftovers.
When his mom saw me, she was surprised but smiled.
"Oh Lucas, you're here!" Madison, Lucas's mom, said. His dad, Henry, turned to wave at me. I smiled at both of them, "I'm sorry for doing this for the second time. I just got off the phone with my mom to start telling her when I do things and I need to do that as well so firstly, I wanted to apologize."
"Thank you Jacob that's very thoughtful," Madison said, "Did Lucas invite you to stay over?"
"No no, I came over to check up on him. He was a little sick in the morning and I was confused as to why he wasn't at school. But I fell asleep and now it's late," I said, "Could I stay over? I promise to start telling you guys when Lucas and I plan things like this."
Madison looked to Henry, who nodded. "Sure Jacob. Help yourself to anything," he replied. Madison agreed. I smiled, "Thank you both. I'll get your numbers from Lucas. Have a good night."
I walked up the stairs and went into Lucas's room. I picked up Lucas's phone and went into it, putting his parent's numbers into my phone. Once I did that, I walked to his window and looked out at San Diego. It was really nice and relaxing. I looked at him and walked over to him. Rubbing his arms, I kissed his cheek and climbed in bed, falling asleep with him.
In the morning, I woke up to my pants down with Lucas sucking me off. My vision was blurry and I put on my glasses to see him. He was going up and down on me, sucking me and touching my balls. I moaned as this morning surprise was most appreciated. He looked up at me and his blue eyes made me hornier. I ran my fingers through his hair and let him go up and down on me.
He sucked me for a while and I was impressed by my stamina. As he did this, I moaned louder until I remembered his parents were still home. He rubbed my stomach and my balls, making me tingle everywhere.
He grabbed my shaft and jerked me off. I felt him gripping around my girth as he slid up and down with ease. I moaned and he kissed my head, collecting the pre cum.
"Oh yes Lucas. I love you," I replied, moaning. He grinned as he jerked me off faster. He sucked my dick faster after jerking and I knew I was close. My balls jiggled as they flopped down longer and slapped on my taint. Finally, I felt it and came in his mouth. I was surprised that he was keeping it in until I started to fill up his mouth with my cum, making it seep out. The cum landed on me but I groaned in the release.
He swallowed the rest of the cum in his mouth, "Just thought you'd like a nice morning awakening." I looked at him and smiled, "Always. Thank you for starting my day like that."
Lucas laughed and pushed up my glasses. He got up and went to his bathroom to get dressed. We cleaned up, got dressed for school, and finalized our preparation. I had put on some smaller clothes from Lucas that fit me.
I washed my face next to Lucas as he applied deodorant. Lucas stopped and looked into the mirror. I looked at him, noticing his strange behavior.
"Are you checking yourself out?" I asked. Lucas looked at me, "I think I'll do it now."
"Do what now?" I asked.
"Come out. Like, downstairs right now," he said. I paused a little. Things were going quickly.
"Are you sure? Like, we have school in a little bit," I said.
"You came out and now it's my turn. Plus, you're here and it can be quick and easy. I'm sure they love you and they'll accept it," he explained, "Plus I'm done hiding and I want to be happy with you. It's annoying to think that we have to hide our love because it's not of the majority. Made me wake up a little earlier and I thought about it before getting... distracted this morning but that's beside the point. The point is is that I love you and I can't keep this to ourselves. It's just my parents, they have to love me right?"
I understood where he was coming from and nodded. I still get anxiety from it because it's such a big turning point but I want to be with him freely.
"Fine. Let's get there right now," I replied, "Hopefully it goes along well."
Lucas hugged me and he rested his chin on my head. I smiled as I buried my face in his chest.
"I love you. You know that? I never want to be anywhere without you, " Lucas said.
"Luckily the feeling is mutual," I said, looking up at him. He smiled and we went off to go downstairs, ready for school.
As we ate food, the table was quiet. I could tell Lucas was getting ready to say what he wanted to say. Henry was reading the news paper and Madison was eating as well as I was. I think Lucas was nervous but he really wasn't saying anything.
"Mom. Dad. I have something to tell you," he started. Right as he spoke, my heart was racing. I don't know why because it's his coming out session but it still affected me.
"I don't know if you'll accept this lifestyle but I really want to try it because I feel it fits me best. I've been surrounded by many people who care about me and support me so I just felt that I needed to tell you guys this," Lucas said. Madison and Henry looked at each other, confused. I was freaking out, stress eating my eggs.
"I don't want you guys to see me differently because I am the same Lucas. I've just been hoping that you accept me and help me but... okay this is a lot harder than I thought," Lucas said, breathing in, "Okay... I'm... I'm gay."
Madison and Henry looked at each other, a little stone faced. They didn't really know how to respond.
"Who made you gay?" Henry asked. Lucas looked at his dad, "Well it's more of a choice but it was Jacob. He's... he's my boyfriend."
"Shit. Shit. Fuck. Shit fuck," I thought. Henry looked at me, "You two? Together?"
"For how long?" Madison asked.
"A... uh... couple months," I replied, "When I first started... to tutor him."
"So what do you guys think? This is hard on us but I just feel like being out there and just embracing it a little more. It's hard to hide and feel rejected," Lucas said, a little worried. I could tell he was tearing up. He was more passionate than I thought.
"I just feel like nobody really understands how it feels. To be labeled and scared of the circumstances and feel like you're the bad one. I just want to be happy and Jacob makes me happy. He helps me, let's me realize my strengths and weaknesses, is there for me, and we are there for each other. I don't want to lose him. I... I love him," Lucas said. I looked at his parents, who were conflicted.
"Jacob, I think Henry and I are going to have to ask you to start walking to school We have to speak with our son here," Madison said. I looked at Lucas and he nodded.
"Okay... thank you for having me," I replied, shaky, "See you at school?"
"Yeah," Lucas said, a little worried and teary eyed.
I patted his back and walked out.
As I walked down the street, I started crying. I knew it wasn't going to go well and had realized that not everything was going to work out. Just thinking about Lucas not being able to be with me was hurting my mind.
He made me who I am, changing me into a better person as I have stepped out of my shell. He's not the person most make him out to be and I just couldn't imagine seeing my life without him. I cried as I walked down the street and kept my head low.
I guess love truly is a force to be reckoned with.
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