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The Nerd 8
I left the camper as happy as I can remember being!
Adam and I had a great night with that thing I'd wanted . He slept with me and wanted to sleep with me . Now I wasn't planning a wedding or anything but we had kissed I mean really kissed and well it was great!
I had a skip in my walk and well I was on the verge of giddy.
As I drove in I reflected and the somber reality of the real world came crashing back. I'd grown up cold and hard and knew that life's a mean sum bitch .
When I got to the station the Boss was like what's crawled up your ass ? You get dumped or something?
I smiled half heartedly and said naw someone's gotta like me to dump me .
The boss wrapped that burly arm around my shoulders and squeezed and said just give it some time. There is someone for everyone . I swear he almost got a tad misty eyed then he cleared his throat and said get that water pump done.
Tony came by late and dropped off the two papers I needed and a binder with notes for me to study. He and I were discussing the notes and the boss walked over. He looks at Tony and says thanks for all you do to help. If you ever need anything let me know. He says to me take your time and get right with this you need to graduate.
Tony's says that he will be out to the farm all weekend. I sorta got a queasy feeling for a moment . I said that my work schedule was pretty normal but I was still off Sundays .
He quietly says are you ok? I smiled and said sure . He smiled that loopy smile and rubbed my forearm. Those long fingers were like electricity along my skin.
I sorta felt guilty because he could make me feel like that. I could see that dick pulsing in his tan slacks and I got all dry mouthed.
Tony says I will see ya Saturday buddy. Winks and drives off in the old pickup.
I grabbed some food from the Safeway and headed home. I get to the camper and carry my stuff inside.
There was a note on the table from Adam that he swung by but missed me. His handwriting was deliberate and careful.
I tore myself away from the note and put away my groceries. I turned on the TV and turned it off. I smoked a joint and went into the old farmhouse. I'd gotten the roof fixed and replaced the broken windows . The old coal heaters were still there and I'd cleaned out the chimneys. The Boss had said I'd need to clean them then make sure they didn't leak or anything. The kitchen and bathroom were like from the 40's . I'd gotten the water line to the from the pump fixed and once again there was water to the house.
I'd planned on moving into the house soon hopefully before colder days set in.
There was no hot water in the house and I had no idea how to get that resolved.
I'd rambled around up until the voice said what are you doing?
I looked and Billy Ray was there drinking a beer with a second in his hand. I replied wishing I knew how to get some hot water in here . He said well shit this place ain't never had no hot water . Ya heat it up on the stove put it in the tub and take a quick bath.
I said well I want real hot water and a shower . He laughed and said that the toilet according to his gramps was added in the fifties.
Well shit I said I don't know anything about plumbing. Billy Ray says Adams family is where I'd ask they are all into that kinda stuff.
I need more beer and lots more .
We go out and he digs in the cooler. Comes in with three beers. I laugh at him and he's mad sorta.
So I ask if he wants to smoke and he says he can't do that crap . He knows I smoke . I say to him what are you so angry over.
He screams Fuck you and storms out with the beers.
He's a weird guy on a good day. The anger he projected always simmered at the edge of the surface.
I showered up and went to bed after studying too long. The Big Ben wind up clock clattered me awake. I wished Adam would show up but got dressed ate and left.
I was at the main road to town when squealing tires made me jump and Adam ran up to my car and he was smiling so big. He leaned in the window and kissed me fiercely. Smacked me on the shoulder and said have a super duper day and then ran back to his truck . He tore out around me waving and squealing tires.
I drove off and was struggling to concentrate .
No one has ever liked me. I mean liked me. Sure Tony likes me but he feels sorry for me and he wants sex. He does help me with my studies but he's like that cause that is how he feels good about himself. He makes himself seem noble by helping those less fortunate.
Adam likes me for me or that's how it feels to me . He's full on Crazy one minute then somber the next. He lucky he can be himself all the time . So many of the folks I know from school have the luxury of being themselves. Me I get to project what I need to project to feel safe.
The only folks that ever saw through it all with me are now gone peacefully together. Grams looked at me touched my arm and bared me with her southern grace and charm. Those two old folks were the kindest sweetest folks I've ever met. They saw through it all my walls that I hid behind and the shallow facade of their own blood. The quiet times I spent with Gramps and his easy way of making me feel safe. They knew what I needed and they made sure I had a safe place to stay .
I had no real complaints with how things were working out.
Sorry this took a bit to post. I'm trying to decide if I wanna keep this story going or not .
Sometimes it's tuff to keep a storyline moving along .
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