The Neighbour Part 6 of 6 by Ruthless@nbnet.nb.ca MM/m rape
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I started to break the shotgun apart. It turned out to have the other load in it, so it was still lethal until I let the shell drop out at my feet. "Why should you do hard time?" I demanded. "You killed him to keep him from cutting me. He was going to cut me to ribbons. He said so."
"When you tell 'em, we all three fucked you at shotgun point, you think they're going to believe that? I got a record, Ian. When you say I shot him, they won't care why we had the falling out."
My asshole was hurting so bad I could hardly stand. Peter kept on gaping at the guy he had killed. I couldn't argue with him. I could hear the pigs. They were complaining too, and fourteen pigs screeching is an ugly noise. The shotgun was harmless now. I left him there.
I did the pigs. I did a couple more things, turned on taps that needed turning on, and opened a couple of doors, before I went into the house. I expected to find it completely trashed but it wasn't. It had just been turned over. There were drawers left open and dirty dishes on the floor in the kitchen. I ignored all that and climbed into the shower.
The water ran pink. I looked up at the jet above me so I wouldn't see that colour, with my eyes clenched shut. I let the water clean me. I scrubbed blindly without looking. Harry dead. Nick gone. Peter in my barn. If Peter takes off while I'm in the shower, I thought, I won't hear it with the water running. Gritting my teeth, I cleaned my asshole, where I couldn't bear to touch it. I knew that wasn't right. The RCMP would want to look at me soiled, to get evidence what they did. But I wasn't going to leave it the way it was.
I was feeling more tired than anything else when I came out of the house again. I was so tired that I felt like I was walking on insubstantial ground. But I knew I had to get on with everything else that needed to be done. I still had to unhook the cows and deal with the body of the man who had raped me.
Peter's truck was still in the yard. So were both my trucks. I looked up and down. Had Peter gone on foot? I went into the barn. The sight of Harry, so obviously limp and stiff at once, didn't get any better. He was an obscenity to my eyes. The dirty colour of the red made something catch in my throat. Peter was still there. Now he was sitting beside the partition, hunched up and looking at the wall. I knew what he was doing, was not looking at Harry.
"Okay," I said. "I didn't think you'd be here still. Are you planning on staying?" I touched him lightly to bring him out of his trance.
Peter jerked up to his feet. He looked a question at me blankly.
"Why did you stay?" I asked. "I could have called the RCMP. The phone's working in the house." I touched him again, on his sleeve trying to wake him up.
He folded his arms around me. He grabbed me by the shoulders and clung. "I'm sorry," he said. "I'm sorry, Ian. I'm real sorry." He spoke into my neck, gripping me with all the power of his massive arms. "I'm sorry."
I stood there and let him cling. He was very warm but his hands were cold and it was like I was holding him up. He didn't get tired of hanging onto me and I didn't get tired of letting him hang on. I had my arms linked around his back too. He was almost crushing the breath out of me. It seemed to me that it had taken him an awfully long time to get back to my farm.
When Peter let go of me his face was back to human again. He wasn't looking like a madman. His eyes had gone back nearly to a normal shape. He said. "It's okay now, Ian. I guess you'd better call the RCMP."
"What are you going to do?" I said.
"I dunno. Run, I guess." He managed a weak smile. "I don't suppose you'd be willing to let me have an hour's start, would you?"
"Yeah." I said.
"Would you?"
I turned around deliberately and looked at Harry. I stared hard. "Don't run." I said.
"Okay." said Peter dully.
"We gotta bury him." I said. My words came out in a rush.
"Ian?" said Peter.
If we haul him outside, I thought. There's the ditch just ready to back fill. We sling him in there and he could be hidden within another twenty minutes. Have him buried in dirt under my road...
"But you don't got nothing to do with this." Peter said. "I mean, we came and invaded on you. I was the one pulled the trigger. You don't have anything to hide. There ain't no way you'd get in trouble for this."
"Look," My voice was sharp. "If I call the RCMP you're going to jail, for this and for the other thing. That's what you said, right?"
"Yeah."
"Nick and you and me, we're the only people know he's here, who know that he came here. He can disappear. There isn't anything we can do for him now. I don't know if I would want to do anything for him if he was alive even. But like this we can put him in a fucking hole, stomp dirt over top of him and nobody's going to ever know he came here. Then we don't talk to the RCMP, we don't talk to anybody about it. No RCMP. And you can take all the time in the world you want getting away."
"You wanna cover this up?" Peter sounded like his nose was blocked. "Then how're you going to get help? You need to go to the hospital."
"No, I don't." I contradicted. My voice was coming out hard. I turned back to Peter. "Are you going to help me?" I said.
Peter nodded. His eyes were wet, red and swimming but the tears didn't leak. I'd never seen anything like it, a great big guy like him so close to crying. He kept swallowing but his mouth was set grim and he was steady enough that he held the tears back. "I'll help," he said. "You just tell me what to do."
"Okay" I said. "First we get him off the floor."
Peter did what I told him to. I had black plastic that I'd used in the spring to cover seedlings. We laid it out on the floor near Harry and then we picked him up. Peter took Harry's feet. I took Harry's arm. We scraped him up onto the plastic. Harry's face had gone pale and blue. The dark blood formed the pattern of a tree on the concrete floor. I was hyperventilating with disgust as I folded the plastic over Harry's body.
"Listen, we got to spray out my gutters, use the hose and get rid of the blood. And we got to go dig a hole. We can't bury him in that ditch out front. I'm only going to have to dig it up in a year or two."
"Where we going to dig the hole?" Peter asked me.
"Up by the edge of my East field, I guess. Beside my carrot field."
"No." said Peter. That was where Peter balked.
"We got to." I said.
"No." said Peter. "He goes on my land. He has to go on my land, so if ever they come looking for him, you won't be in it."
I thought. "He should go on my land. Only Nick knows about me. But the police might connect him with you."
"I want it to be my land." Peter forced his voice up.
"Okay." I said.
We didn't manage to get Harry buried until one o'clock the next day. We were way up at the edge of Peter's top field with the green woods dark around us and a hole five feet deep. We were on the wrong side of the fence and there were deer castings about. After we had gone the deer would come out and eat the browse at the trees' edge. He'd gone stiff but the plastic covered what we were burying. We eased him down between the walls of brown dirt and laid the plastic straight.
I looked about. The only other person who might come up there were hunters. The spot would be most likely deserted for a year or two. After that it wouldn't show that something was buried anymore.
I wiped my hands on my jeans and took up a Bible. I read a passage of it. Peter stood silent, looking uncomfortable. I didn't know what to say. It should have been a prayer book, but I didn't have one of those and I couldn't say anything of a eulogy, because all that I knew about Harry was bad. Still, I wanted to bury him as properly as I could so I did that and Peter went along with it. I laid the shotgun in beside him. I never wanted that fucking thing on my farm again.
"Ian?" When I was filling the sod back on top, Peter came beside me.
"You figure it's okay now?" he asked me.
"I think the milk yield will be down." I said. "I don't know. After missing milkings like that, their yield will be down some. Maybe it'll come back again. Have to see."
"I didn't mean the milk."
I pushed my spade into the tailboard of his truck. "What did you mean?"
"What I meant was, can you forget what happened now?" said Peter. "Is it over?"
"I'll never forget what happened." I said.
"Then I'm sorry I came home." His shoulders were hunched.
"Don't be. It's your home. You got a right to come home. I didn't know you still thought of the farm that way. I figured you just saw it as an inheritance, maybe."
"No." He looked down his fields. "I wanted to get back, a lot of years. After I was old enough to come back, on my own, you know, my Dad said I wasn't welcome."
"Crazy." I said mechanically. "He needed a man here to help him."
"The way we left, he said I had no right to come back. He was bitter."
"He was bitter alright. He used to swear at me when I came over." I agreed. "I wondered a lot of years if I'd ever see you come home again."
"That's still what I want," said Peter. "All I want to do is stay."
"Can't you?"
Peter turned to look at me squarely. "Do you mind now if I stay?"
"Isn't that what we're doing here, up in this field?" I returned. "Making it so that you can stay?"
We went down to my house and we washed the dirt off in the kitchen. While Peter was washing, I picked up the dishes that Nick and Harry had left on the floor. They had cracked a few plates walking on them. I saw Peter looked at that. When he was drying his hands, I took the towel away from him to hang it and my fingers touched his.
His hand followed mine and touched it again. I stood still. He took me by the arm.
He didn't know quite what to do with me, so he stood and held my arm and I realised he was waiting for a cue.
"You fuck a lot of guys in prison, Peter?" I asked.
He shook his head.
"You fuck any guys outside of prison?" My voice had gotten a scratch in it.
"Some."
"That's what you like, same as when we were kids, messing around with another guy?"
He looked down at his big brown hand with the fingers wrapped around forearm. He looked up at me and met my eyes. He was frozen again, waiting for me to tell him what to do.
"Let go of me so I can hang the towel up." I said.
He let go. I hung it and turned back to face him. "I don't know if I want to mess around with you." I said. "I don't think I could get a hard on. My nuts are too sore yet."
He followed me onto the stairs. "You didn't say you wouldn't..." he said hesitantly.
"I said I was too sore yet."
He caught me at the top of the stairs. "Jesus! Ian!" He wrapped his arms around me so tight that the pain lanced through my bruised ribs. I sucked air and he squeezed me. I didn't tell him to let go. In another minute we were in the bedroom. He slid his hands over me, staring into my face.
"Ian, what do you want? What can I do?"
I didn't tell him because I didn't know what I wanted, but I undid his zipper. When his cock stood up under my hand, I didn't know what I thought of it. I could remember what one of them felt like in my mouth. I knew what they tasted like. I knew what they felt like in my ass. I pulled back.
"Ian?"
I took his hand by the wrist and placed it on his cock. "You play with it." I said.
He stroked it but then he stopped. I was still leaning away from him. "But what do you want?" he asked me helplessly. "What can I do?"
"Fuck, I don't know." I said. When I looked at Peter's cock, what I saw was Nick's Etruscan smirk. It was too soon for me yet.
Peter sat there cradling his hard on in his palm and looking dismayed at me for a few moments.
"You go ahead and do that." I said. "Jerk yourself off and I'll help or something..."
He moved over and took me again and held me with his arm around me. He rubbed his hand around my shoulders. He just did that slow for a while, then unbuttoned my shirt and I didn't mind how that felt, the feel of his hand moving on my skin above the waist.
"Foreplay." I said awkwardly. "Just like I was a girl."
"Don't let me fuck up here," he said and his voice was steady. "I want to stay more than anything. So don't let me fuck up and do anything you don't like or go too fast. You set the limits here. You tell me if this is not okay."
"This is okay." I said.
There was one moment that was almost not okay. He started to turn me over with my belly towards the bed and I couldn't do that. I couldn't turn ass up under him. I tensed and braced back. But as soon as he felt me stiffen he stopped that and he slid his hands over the front of me instead. He didn't try to get behind me or on top of me. He rubbed the front of my body. He ran his hands up and down my thighs, fingers wide, thumb coaxing at the bulge of material at my crotch.
I got a hard on. He peeled my jeans down and found it, but he also found the bruising I had there and then he kissed my balls. He licked them and I lay with my legs wide. I nodded.
"Take your shirt off." I said. "I want to see your shoulders."
He stayed between my legs and pulled his shirt away. He kept his mouth down on my crotch while he got his torso bare.
"Fuck, Peter." I said. "How big you got!" I ran my hands over those massive round muscles. "I thought I'd grown up big enough but you are still bigger than me. You are huge."
He started sucking my dick, up and down. He did it slowly, not urgently, because of how tender I was.
I closed my eyes. No. That didn't work. The wrong images and memories came back. I opened them quickly and looked at Peter's face, at the grey eyes watching me intently as they went up and down above my cock. He seemed to like sucking my cock. His hot slick lips slid smoothly on my shaft. He began playing with own cock in earnest, down below his belly.
It felt good. I kept my eyes open. I kept looking at what he was doing. He went harder and faster, but still very gently. He stopped to lap on my balls.
"Ian? You want to try fucking me?" he asked hoarsely.
I shook my head. "Maybe another day."
He went back to sucking my cock. Both his hands were down on his crotch now. His hands were moving much faster than his gentle teasing mouth. I could feel his breath sighing in and out. His tongue played inside his mouth, swirling on my prick. His eyes were almost closed. The look on his face amazed me. His nose was in my crotch hair on the down stroke. His hands seemed to be working harder and harder.
His mouth moved suddenly. His head jerked as Peter came. His mouth was motionless and firm for several seconds as I saw the shocks pass through him. When he lifted his head up and got on his knees I smelt his cum and I saw a long white string of it spanning his knuckles.
"Come up here." I said.
Peter came up.
I wrapped an arm around him and held him. I dragged his head towards me and put his mouth against mine. I kissed him. That was what I did. I let my tongue slide into his mouth and I kissed him.
I could do that either way, eyes closed or not. It was okay if I was concentrating on the sensation and okay if I was looking at his face. When we had been kissing for a while, he reached down to my crotch. I brushed his hand back.
"Don't you want to cum?" He asked.
"I want to kiss."
"Just kiss?" asked Peter.
I pulled his face closer to mine. We went on kissing. The kissing felt good, better in some ways than when he was sucking my prick, because it didn't remind me of anything that was hurting and because I wasn't ambivalent about it. Peter let me kiss him as long as I liked. Sometimes we just lay with our bodies pressed close in the bed. We kissed a long time.
It was past four when I broke it up. "I'd better get dressed and do the milking." I said.
"This time can I help?" Peter asked.
"I guess so. You want to help me?" I asked.
"Yes." he said.
"You doing any work on your place?" I asked. I reached for my shirt.
"Not much. I was getting the sheds fixed up, the old henhouse, you know. I don't keep livestock, so it's mostly just the fields to tend to." He explained.
"I could help you with that." I said.
Peter nodded seriously.
"I'd like to have a neighbour to work with now." I said. "A guy to work alongside of and have someone close, maybe to see him in the evenings."
"I'd like to be your neighbour." he said.
Then I smiled. "You going to come running over here, every day like you did when you were a boy?"
"If you can find any kind of work for me to do with you." said Peter.
"There's always lots of work." I said. "You know that."
"Can we work on getting you used to me again?" he asked. "So that maybe someday you want to go farther than just kissing?" He laid his hand lightly on my thigh. "I really want to do something more for you than just kiss."
"I don't know." I said. "But we can try."
End of Story By Ruthless@nbnet.nb.ca