The Mennonite - The Next Generation 8 CGW
I was in the kitchen getting a sandwich when Micah said; can you come here for a minute and talk to me for a minute. I walked into the living room and sat down on the sofa, I asked him if everything was okay because his tone concerned me. Clayton do you think that Tommie is ready for a committed relationship with Erwin or he just too young. Micah; Tommie is far more mature than you think, to find that special person that you are meant to be with for the rest of your life is so rare these days, do you remember the way you first felt when we met for the first time and how it felt deep down in your soul no matter what you were told how to feel. Micah said; that's what I needed to hear my love; Erwin has met with the Elders and asked to be allowed to move into the community and take a small one bedroom cabin so he can ready it for their life together after he graduates next week, and Tommie turns 17 in one month. I excitedly asked; do you think they will approve his request Micah. They already have Clayton all that's left is to tell Erwin, Tommie and the Holden's the news. No I said; first we have to make sure the cabin is ready for them because they have nothing at all to their names, Erwin needs a job and Tommie still has to finish school. Done; responded Micah, Erwin will assist Galen on the farm so he can learn a trade and Tommie will be required to finish school or they will not be allowed to live together as life mates in the community. I smiled and said; Micah Earl have I told you lately how lucky I am to have you in my life.
I called Ellen and asked her if we sent the boys over to visit would she and Stephan bring Tommie to our house so he and Erwin could meet and have a talk. While I was setting this up Micah called Erwin and had him come over for a meeting, he said; yes sir I'm on my way. Erwin arrived first and Micah said for him to have a seat until the others arrived. The doorbell rang, Micah opened it and the Holden's walked in followed by Tommie who sat beside Erwin, I showed the Holden's to a seat. Micah started out Erwin you and Tommie are very young and some feel that he is too young to know what is best for him, and you are blinded with the lust that a young man can let cloud his judgement. Tommie started to cry and said; I know what I feel and I love him. Micah started again at 17 Tommie some feel you need to mature and wait for another year before committing yourself to another and Erwin you have nothing to offer him, no job, no home, no hope of future. Erwin held Tommie as he cried to comfort him.
With that said; others feel with the proper guidance, a job, home and that Tommie finishes his school you two will be able to make it with all of the odds stacked against you and will become stronger, so Erwin your request for admittance to the Giving Community and the Cabin have been approved. Erwin excitedly said; really are you for sure, when can I move in and what's the job, as long as I have a job I don't care, hell I'll shovel pig shit if I have to, he hugged Tommie as hard as he could. Tommie went for surprise to shock and said; Erwin, we have nothing what will we do? Erwin said; I don't care if we have to sleep and sit on the floors have to use an ice chest for our food as long as we're together I don't care. Stephan spoke up and said; this is not going to happen, I won't allow it. Tommie responded with why would not want me to be happy Stephan. Stephan said; no son of mine will have to sleep or sit on the floor of the home he has chosen to make with his husband, I may not be a rich man in money but I have plenty of friends who will make sure my son is happy in his life. Tommie jumped up and hugged Stephan's neck and asked if he meant it when he called him his son. Yes and I want everybody to know how proud I am of you and Erwin and that you have chosen to commit to one another. Ellen got up and hugged them both and told them this is what a family does they support each other, she turned to Erwin and said; you young man need to work hard and build you and Tommie a future because I want me some grandchildren one day. Erwin turned red-faced and said; yes Mrs. Holden, to which Ellen responded its Mom to you young man and get used to it.
Tommie, I said; tomorrow is Saturday and you are coming with your mother and I to see Doctor Ed and you don't have an option in this matter, Erwin you need to be here at 8:00 am for a meeting about your future.
Mr. Clayton what is it for, this meeting. Micah spoke up it's about your new job that you will start on the Monday after you graduate school next Friday. Yes sir I'll be here bright and early, can Mr. Holden be there also. Not a problem if he wishes to be there.
As we drove to the Doctor's appointment Tommie asked why do I have to see the doctor I'm not sick. I responded he thought it was best that you had a checkup before you move in with Erwin after the other day. Ellen asked what happened the other day. The boy's nickname is snuff, that's short for snuffleupagus so think about it Ellen. Oh my gosh! she responded exactly how close is his nickname to the truth? Tommie spoke up from the back seat and said; I asked him to measure it when he was aroused and tell me his size. And what was the results my son. He said; it was 12"x7 ?", Ellen coughed as she lost her breath and said; are you sure he is your true love and cannot live without him and his monster. Mom; if you prepare yourself and use the proper amount of lube and have patience with each other it will work, you may be sore for the first few times be it gets better and better. Ellen popped off I hope you can order the lube in a 55 gallon Barrel. Tommie turned red-faced and said; mom really. Ellen responded; son yes really I don't want you hurt no matter how much you love each other so get over it.
The doctor entered the room and said; so young man, why you here to see me today. Doctor I'm going to be moving with my boyfriend and start a life together and there is a concern that I might not be able to handle him in the bedroom, it's not like I'm fresh I've been used before by a lot of men. I read your file Tommie, I'm aware of your past and I can tell you that you're free of any diseases, so why do you think you will have any problems handling him in the carnal way. Doctor he is well endowed and they are afraid he might rip me when he enters me.
Well Tommie; said doctor Ed as he opened the cabinet take these and use the restroom out in the hallway and make yourself clean and handed him 2 enema bottles when finished slip into this gown then come sit up on this table for me. After Tommie returned to the exam room he sat on the table and waited for the Doctor to return he noticed the tray sitting next to the exam table there was a pair of gloves, tube of lube, lube injectors and a speculum. When the doctor returned he told him to lie back on the table and to put his feet in the stirrups, as he did Tommie asked the doctor what was that metal thing on the tray, it's a device to help me see inside of you if needed. Will it hurt me when you open me up? There may be some discomfort when I begin to open you but it will be okay. Doctor Ed told Tommie to slide his bottom to the edge of the table, he told him he was going to put the lube up inside him, it may be a little cool but after a few minutes he would begin to feel numb and then he would start the exam. Doctor Ed put on his gloves and lubed up three fingers on his right hand, he asked Tommie do you feel a tingle in your rectum yet Tommie, to which Tommie responded I don't even feel my butthole. Well then let's get this started then young man; the doctor did a digital exam which causes Tommie to grunt from the pressure. Doctor Ed said now Tommie you may feel a lot of pressure for a minute until I get the speculum inside take a deep breath. As the doctor placed the device inside Tommie's rectum he said; oh shit that's big, very big can you take it out, oh stop your too deep it feels like I'm splitting open. Tommie I'm going to put some more lube in you and on your anus let it set for a couple of minutes and the pressure will ease a little then I'll start the exam, for right now try to relax your hole. Tommie you okay asked the doctor, yes sir but there's a lot of pressure down there. Tommie what's boyfriend's name, its Erwin sir. Good Tommie, by chance how big his penis is, length and width so I can check you for proper fit so it doesn't hurt you so much or have you two already had sex. He's 12"x 7-1/2"and we have never had sex before and he has never had sex with anyone, as the doctor had Tommie distracted he gave the speculum two clicks which caused Tommie let out a sudden response , Oh' shit what was that doctor, Ed took the distraction to open it three more clicks and told Tommie to relax for a minute he was almost opened up enough, Tommie started to cry and begged the doctor to get that metal thing out of him it was too big for his hole. Tommie, take a few deep breaths and let yourself relax or the next time he dilated him it would hurt him even more if he fought it. It burns doctor please take it out. Doctor Ed told Tommie to relax and let the lube work, how do you feel Tommie do you still hurt or is it uncomfortable. As Tommie started to tell the doctor how he felt, Ed opened the device 4 clicks which caused Tommie to howl out he was strapped onto the table or he would have gotten off the exam table.
Ellen wiped the tears from her poor sons cheeks, Doctor Ed did exam as quickly as possible to check him for prior damage from all of the abuse he had suffered when he was younger. Doctor released the device and promptly removed it from Tommie's rectum. The sudden release of his rectum caused Tommie to go into a rectal spasm and cried at the pain from it.
Doctor Ed said; Tommie you are a real trouper you will be just fine, you and your young man enjoy your lives together just take it very slow when you first have sex, be sure you use a special lube, I'm going be to giving you a few tubes and apply it outside and inside about 30 minutes before you two start to have sex and it will make it a lot easier until you get used to his size.
Doctor Ed released the straps from Tommie and handed him a wipe to clean himself up with, now young man take it easy for a few hours before you head home, go get you some ice cream and wait it will be okay.
As the doctor left the room so Tommie could get dressed with the help from his mom he motioned for me to meet him outside. I followed Ed to his office once there he asked how well I knew the young man Tommie was going to be with, Erwin he's a very nice young man very concerned for Tommie and loves him very much why Doctor, When can you have him in my office I want to talk to him. He'll be here next Monday if that's okay he's out of school next week getting ready for graduation on Friday. I left his office and met Tommie and Ellen in the hallway.
I could tell Tommie was in discomfort as he walked to the van, we left to go get some ice creams and talk about what took place at the doctor's office. Tommie was silent and reserve until he asked; why he had to hurt me down there like the mean men did, they had already hurt him enough when they used to get on top of him.
Ellen said; my precious Tommie, Doctor Ed had to check you to make sure your insides were okay so you and Erwin could live a good life together. He did not hurt you out of wickedness like those men did all of those years ago honey. This seemed to calm Tommie as we ate our ice cream. I said; Tommie if you feel up to it lets go buy you a few new things for later next month when you and Erwin move in together. That would be nice said; Tommie.
I slipped away from them and called Micah, I explained to him about Tommie and asked him to call Erwin over to the house so we could have a talk tonight and to tell him the Doctor wanted to see us on Monday. Micah said; I'll have him here waiting my love.
Ellen gave Tommie a small pill and told him to take it, he would feel better on the ride home and it would ease the discomfort he was feeling, Tommie took the pill and he get into the back seat on the van, what was that Ellen? Just something the doctor gave me to relax Tommie for the ride home and will make him sleep soundly all night long but we may need a little help with him when we get there. Damn they must be strong little suckers if we need help getting him out of the van and into the house, I'll call Galen and have him meet us at your home when we arrive, good thinking said; Ellen. We hadn't been on the road a good five minutes when Ellen remarked my poor baby is sound asleep, I know that it's not our ways but I ever get my hands on the ones that hurt my baby boy, I would have to ask the Lord for forgiveness, because of the pain they would suffer by my hands. Ellen; that's spoken like a true mother protecting her child no one would blame you.
We arrived at the Holden's home and Galen was there waiting along with Stephan as we drove up to the house, Galen opened the side door to the van and picked up Tommie and carried him to the house Tommie started to mumble that he would be good just don't hurt him. Galen nobody is going to hurt you anymore little man I am here to protect you. Stephan's heart was breaking as he felt his son's pain. They got Tommie ready for bed, put him in it and covered him.
Kaden and Edward met Stephan at the door to Tommie's room; Kaden asked his dad if he could stay with Tommie so he wouldn't have a bad dream about the mean men hurting him again. Stephan said; it was fine just don't wake him, let him sleep. Yes dad we won't disturb him; the boys crawled onto the bed and lay down beside him holding him keeping him safe. Stephan had to leave the room because his heart was breaking to pieces.
Galen said; I'll wait here you need to take a walk and compose yourself Stephan. Ellen said; we are going to Micah and Clayton's for a meeting with Erwin to discuss Tommie and they left. When we arrived Erwin was sitting there waiting for us. Stephan, Ellen and I sat down, I started; Erwin how much do you know about Tommie's past and what happened, just a little bit he doesn't like to speak of the past I've told him if he ever needs to talk I will listen to him without any judgement, why Mr. Clayton. Erwin When he was younger and before he moved in the Holden's home he lived with his mom, stepfather and 3 siblings and things were very bad they were into drugs which they traded the children for Tommie was hurt so bad one time the thought he was dead and left his broken and bloody body on top of a pile of trash then ran away to avoid the law. David came to live with us when the parents were killed after a drug deal went bad; the little girl died and was left behind somewhere unknown. Wow said Erwin; I had no idea all of that took place he never said anything to me. Erwin; Tommie has closed off his memories from himself, David has faced his past and has chosen to overcome his hardship but Tommie cannot force himself to open up and overcome the pain that he has suffered that's the reason the doctor wants to speak to you on Monday if you want us to be there for support we will.
Erwin asked if Micah, Stephan, Ellen and I could be there with him to help him understand where Tommie is mentally, physically and how to help him overcome his past. We all said we would be there for them.
We attended the meeting with Erwin on Monday, as doctor Ed explained in very graphic detail what Tommie had endured at the hands of the men in his past Ellen, Stephan, Micah and Erwin sat there in shock that anyone much less a child could survive it. Doctor Ed and I had discussed this matter in detail before because it also involved David. Micah asked Doctor if David had suffered a similar fate in his previous life before he came to live with us, to which he said; very close to it Micah. Micah broke down in tears and said; If he ever met any of his son's abusers they better have their affairs on this earth in order because they would no longer walk on the world that God had created, the trial of the piece of trash that Galen had punched out that day was coming up and he would make sure that he would never be a free man again. Stephan remarked that he didn't have to go it alone; he would be there to support him.
Erwin asked if was ok for him and Tommie to move in together, and was Tommie strong enough to handle a fully committed relationship. Doctor Ed remarked; if you will take it very slowly with him and treat him as if this is his first time also, get to know each other's bodies. Never rush anything if you feel that things are moving too fast stop and tell him that you have the rest of your lives to have a physical relationship. It will be okay and if you need to talk to anyone about things you have the best 4 people to depend on.
On the way to the house I called and told Jonah to make sure that he, Daniel, Edward, Robert, Kaden and David were there for a meeting tonight as soon as we get home. Ellen called Tommie and asked him to meet her at home after the boys left, he said; I'll be there mom not a problem.
As we drove up to the house Tommie was sitting on the steps, he had a surprised look on his face when Erwin got out of the van along with his parents, Micah and me. He asked if everything was ok with everyone, Erwin walked up to him and wrapped his arms around him and said; I love you so very much Tommie Holden you are my world and I'll stand beside you and protect you from harm, it was a sentiment echoed by Stephan and Ellen as they hugged him also.
A stunned Tommie looked at them and asked them what was up? Erwin spoke up and said; the boys are waiting at the Gunderson's, I want to tell them about us and next month when you turn 17 we will be moving in together as a couple. Tommie asked; are you sure about telling them Erwin? Am I sure that I love you and want to share my life with you until I take my last breath on this earth, yes Tommie I'm sure. Tommie started to cry as Erwin held him.
We walked to the house, Micah and Stephan walked inside first followed by Ellen and I, a minute later Tommie and Erwin walked in. all of the kids were waiting for us in the living room Erwin walked up behind Tommie and wrapped his arms around him for support. Tommie said; Next month when I turn 17, I will be moving into Erwin's cabin and we will be living there as a couple.
David was the first one to speak he said; it's a good thing you didn't let a stud like him get away from you Tommie because men like him only come along once in a lifetime and you deserve a little happiness in yours. The others gathered around them and hugged their necks. As they stood there David spoke up again and asked Daniel if he and Jonah were going to move also. Daniel said; we haven't thought about it why do you want to know David? Because if you don't move you need to get a new bed the one you two share now squeaks way too much, we can hear you two all over the house and that noise is driving us crazy. We all busted out laughing Micah remarked that the cat was out of the bag now, Robert smarted off and said; it's about time because that bag was getting full.