Disclaimer: Okay here's the deal. This story will sometime in the near future contain sex between consenting men and women (not necessarily that combination though). This is NOT real. It is fiction. It is not meant to imply anything about the Backstreet Boys. If you find this material offensive what on earth are you doing here?? This story may be redistributed in other archives as long as you keep me as the author and don't charge people to read it. This is not hard stuff.
Jess, thanks for helping. Alec, this is for you. I love you.
Chapter 4
'Have fun?' Mat though to himself as he stepped out of the restaurant, his uncles parting words lingering in his mind and pulling up images of himself and Brian naked wrestling around on a huge bed. He felt his cock rise and desperately tried to get the image out of his mind. Suddenly he realized that there was a lot of screaming teens around him. He watched as Brian and the rest of the Backstreet Boys came out of the restaurant, Nick deeply engrossed in a conversation with Jenna. The screaming got louder and the boys made a break for the limo Kevin and Nick practically dragging Jenna into the limo as Mat continued to watch in surprise. Then to his horror he realized that the fans were grabbing at HIM! He tried to move towards the limo, but the determined teeny-boppers kept a tight grip on him. He saw Brian and let out a shout.
Brian was climbing in the limo when he heard Mat's cry. Quickly he turned around and saw the fans attacking Mat. Running, Brian hauled the girls off of Mat quickly and yanked Mat to the limo shoving Mat in before him. As they caught their breath Jenna looked over at her brother in concern, "Mat? Are you alright? I was worried when it took you guys so long." Mat nodded still trying to catch his breath. Kevin looked over at Mat too and let out a gasp. "WHAT? What?" Nick asked frantically, wondering what was wrong with Kevin. "Mat...your bleeding." Kevin said softly. Mat looked down at the rips in his shirt and the deep scratches from some girl's nails. "Well hell. I hope you guys have disinfectant at your hotel." Brian nodded quickly and rolled down the window that separated the driver from the passengers, "Hey Alec? Can you get us to the hotel in record speed dude? And make sure that there is a first aid kit in my room." The driver called out, "You got it boss." and rolled the window back up. Kevin looked at Jenna, "You didn't get hurt did you?" Jenna forced out a laugh, "Not me. I'm tougher than my brother." Mat just glared at Jenna from his side of the limo. They traversed the rest of the ride in silence but Jenna felt the man she had had a crush on for years watching her, but whenever she looked at him he turned away.
Once they reached the hotel they used the staff elevator to reach the floor that the boys were staying on. Brian looked at everyone, "We can use my room for a meeting hall for once instead of Kevin's, since the first aid kit is in my room." The rest of them simply nodded agreement. In Brian's room everyone just crashed except for Mat and Jenna who just stood in the doorway staring in shock. Nick looked around as he crashed on Brian's bed, "What?" Jenna smiled at him, "You may think that this is just 'a nice room' but I have never seen a hotel room this big, let alone stayed in one." The guys stared at them for a minute then grinned.
"Hey we understand. When we started this and they were always putting us in these rooms we were dumbfounded." AJ said from his stretched out position on the couch. "Okay Mat...get your tail in here so that we can clean up those cuts." Brian said from the bathroom doorway. Before Mat could move into the bathroom Jenna was by his side and looking at the cuts. She glared at them as if they were her worst enemy and then looked at Brian. "They aren't that deep, but he is going to whine like a baby when you clean them." Mat glared at his sister, "Thanks Jen." and moved quickly towards the bathroom.
Watching her brother disappear into the bathroom Jenna realized that she was alone with four guys. She felt fear bubble up inside of her but quickly tried to rid herself of it. She nervously sat on the love-seat while the guys started talking about the tour. As time went by she slowly started to relax.
Once the bathroom door was closed Mat simply sat on the toilet, trying to keep his composure. 'Don't blow this now Mat...Do not blow this.' His mind whispered to him. He watched as Brian approached him with the antiseptic. Brian looked at him a long time then said, "This will be easier if you take off that shirt." Mat simply nodded and pulled his shirt off.
As Mat removed his shirt Brian told himself to breathe as he stared at Mat's chiseled chest and perfect six pack. 'GOD, Brian...don't mess this up.' he thought then he remembered how Mat had told the guys that they weren't his type, that meant that he was straight, 'Damn. Damn' Brian said silently and realized that Mat was watching him waiting for him to get started. 'Or',Brian thought to himself, 'Maybe the other guys just aren't his type and he really is gay. God I hope so.' Brian quickly soaked a cotton ball in antiseptic and gently started to swipe it over the gashes in Mat's perfect skin. As the antiseptic soaked into his skin Mat's breath hissed in between his clenched teeth. Brian's head came up, "I'm sor... " Brian cut off as he realized that he was only inches from Mat's lips. Brian's eyes focused on Mat's lips, wanting desperately to place his own mouth over Mat's and feel his tongue against his.
Mat watched the lust rise in Brian's eyes and heard the little groan that escaped from Brian's mouth as he surrendered and then Mat had the erotic feeling of Brian's mouth pressing gently against his, then as Mat responded pressing harder. Demanding Mat to give himself to him.
When Brian felt Mat's sweet surrender he grabbed Mat by the hair and pressed his body into his. Lightly licking his mouth until Mat opened to admit Brian's tongue.
Jenna was starting to relax when AJ suddenly popped out of his seat on the couch. Jenna gave a quick gasp of fear that only her crush noticed. He gave her a quick glance of concern, his eyes asking her what was wrong. She looked away but not before she saw his eyes flick to AJ then back to her and saw the confusion and worry in those gorgeous brown eyes. Jenna decided that it was time for her to be getting the hell out of there before anything else happened. She thought about knocking on the bathroom door to get Mat, then realized that Brian and Mat had been in there quite a while. Too long for it to be a straightforward cleaning of cuts. She smiled to herself. She had known from the first time that their eyes had met that Brian and Mat were meant to be. AJ was simply pacing around the room and Jenna had yet to take her eyes off of him. Suddenly he stretched and said softly, "I'm giving it up guys. I'm going to bed. Jenna, it was a pleasure to meet you." he said smiling at her then started to leave.
"Wait up man. I'm going with you." Howie said jumping out of his seat making Jenna flinch again. "Me too." As the other guys left Jenna realized that she was alone with HIM. She looked across the room at him. "Are you afraid of me too, Jenna?" he asked her softly his eyes boring into hers. Jenna silently shook her head looking at him. "Why not?"
She stared, "Because from the first time I looked at you on the cover of your album I fell in love with you. How on earth could I ever be afraid of you, Kevin?" Kevin's eyes did not waver from hers as he continued to look at her from across the room. "Why? Why are you frightened of the others?" Jenna finally broke the gaze looking down at her tightly clenched hands. Suddenly Kevin was there holding her hands tightly in his. "Please tell me Jenna. I swear I could and would not ever hurt you. But tell me what makes you afraid." Jenna looked into his eyes and slowly started to tell him. "About 6 months ago my brother and I went to visit our cousin in Washington...."
When Mat felt Brian's tongue in his mouth and the feel of Brian's hands gripping Mat's body close to his, he felt himself go back in time to that moment when he had awoken to find his cousins tongue in his mouth. Mat yanked himself away from Brian. Curling into a ball on the bathroom floor Mat began crying softly.
When Brian realized that Mat was pulling away he let go in surprise then watched in shock and horror as this boy he had already come to love huddled in a ball on the floor crying. "Mat, baby?" Brian gently stroked Mat's back, "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"
Mat grabbed Brain quickly. "No! No you didn't, but someone else did and kissing you, as wonderful as it was brought back that moment."
Brian prayed that Mat would answer no to his next question, "Were you raped Mat?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. Mat shook his head, "No, but it was a damn close thing. I was lucky that I woke when I did. Jenna didn't fare quite as well...she had his hands on her more than I did. Yet, his touch still haunts my nightmares." Brian continued to stroke Mat's back as Mat clutched at him, quietly rocking Mat on the bathroom floor. He wondered who could have been so cruel as to hurt both Mat and his sister.
Kevin at on the floor wishing that Jenna would meet his eyes. He clasped her hands in his tightly and wondered at these intense emotions that she brought up in him. He had had been totally unable to keep his eyes off of her during dinner. The minute that he had realized that the other guys made her afraid he wanted them to leave so that he could make her feel safe. Her words broke his heart when he heard her say softly,
"I woke up and found myself tied to the headboard of my bed, I was still mostly asleep and didn't understand what was happening until I felt him ripping my clothes off. I was so afraid, I begged him to let me go, but he kept telling me to shut up or he would gag me. I knew that he was going to rape me, even though we were cousins and had grown up together.Then all of a sudden he was gone and Mat was there. I had never seen Mat like that, I thought that he was going to kill Brad." Kevin knew that he would forever be grateful that Mat had saved his sister from being raped. He still did not understand how some one could be so cruel as to want to hurt Jenna. She was so innocent and fragile. Then Jenna's next words invaded Kevin's thoughts.
"When Mat told me that Brad had tried it on him too, I couldn't believe it. Mat still isn't over it either, no matter what he says. He locks his door at night and last week a boy asked Mat out and Mat agreed. He came home in tears. He told me that he had felt like the other boy was going to jump him at any moment." Kevin lifted her chin so that he could look in her eyes, "And how about you? Does it still affect you?" Jenna nodded silently, "Jen, do you trust me?" Jenna nodded again silently and Kevin smiled at her. He slowly lowered his mouth to hers, giving her time to move back.
When Jenna felt Kevin's mouth on hers she returned the kiss. For a minute she pictured Brad trying to kiss her and almost panicked, but at that moment Kevin pulled back. His serious eyes just looked at her. "Look at me Jenna, know who I am. I don't ever want you to be afraid of me." Jenna did and smiled at him, then pulled him back to her and kissed him. Slowly they fell onto the floor, locked together.
Brian continued to stroke Mat's back, he heard the outside door close and realized that the only people left in the other room would most likely be Jenna and Kevin. He had not missed the looks between them, and knew that if Mat was his match in every way, Jenna was Kevin's. Mat slowly came back to himself and realized that he was sitting on the floor of the bathroom and Brian was slowly stroking his back and hair. Mat sat up, pulling away. "I'm sorry Brian."
Brian smiled at him, "Sorry for what, this isn't your fault although I would like to know who the bastard was that did this to you."
Mat stared at Brian and knew that he had found the man that would always be there to love him and protect him, as Mat would love and protect him in return. "It was no one important. I will tell you, my love." Mat said placing a finger over Brian's mouth when he looked as though he would protest, "Just not tonight. I am so tired, I need to get Jenna and get back to my aunt and uncle's house." Brian nodded and stood, pulling Mat to his feet. "You said you loved me. Is that true?" Brian asked nuzzling Mat's neck, wanting desperately to make love to him. Mat looked at Brian, "Yes. Do you love me?" Brian nodded, "Yes I do though I can hardly believe it." Mat grinned a smile of pure joy at Brian and then opened the door into the main room. As they started to exit the bathroom holding hands they were greeted by the sight of Kevin and Jenna on the floor kissing desperately.
Brian coughed loudly and the two on the floor rolled apart blushing furiously. "Thinking of taking up wrestling, Cos?" Brian asked his cousin innocently. Kevin glared at his cousin as he helped Jenna to his feet, "Are you saying that you two have spent all this time in the bathroom cleaning Mat's cuts?" Both Mat and Brian blushed guiltily.
"Actually less than two minutes was spent cleaning the cuts." Mat said looking at the floor. "Then they are probably not clean." Jenna said and pushed her brother towards the bathroom, "I guess that I will have to take care of it." The minute the bathroom door closed, Brian and Kevin sat on the couch and Brian asked, "Does she have the same problems as Mat?" Kevin nodded sadly, "I clued in when AJ jumped out of his seat unexpectedly and she freaked out. But she's not afraid of me, God knows why." Brian looked at him, "Did she tell you the whole story?" Kevin nodded, "Mat will tell me when he is ready so I don't want you to tell me now." Kevin nodded in agreement.
When Jenna had shut the bathroom door, Mat grabbed her and turned her around, "Are you NUTS? What on earth were you doing with Kevin?" Jenna jerked away from her brother and grabbed the disinfectant, "I finally found some one that I can trust Mat. I am not being stupid, I promise." Mat sat on the toilet and let Jenna clean the cuts, "How can you tell Jen?" Jenna looked at her brother then continued to clean the cuts, "How can you tell with Brian, Mat? The way he looks at you? The way he says your name? The feel of his hand touching yours? I do not know I just do." Mat leaned back, "Okay Jenna I understand." They quickly finished the job of cleaning the deep scratches on his chest and bandaging them then exited the bathroom. Kevin and Brian were sitting on the couch talking they both looked up and smiled as Mat and Jenna reentered the room. "I'm sorry guys we have to get back to our uncle's house." Mat said looking at Brian with regret in his eyes. Jenna nodded agreeing even thou her eyes told Kevin she wished that she could stay. They men on the couch stood and walked towards them. Jenna and Kevin smiled into each other's eyes and kissed gently and pulled away, while Brian and Mat did the same. "Look we don't have to work tomorrow. Why don't we all come visit you guys at your aunt and uncle's house?" Kevin asked. Jenna smiled at him, "That would be great." she moved away, writing something on the hotel's complementary pad of paper. "This is the address. Come around 10 or 11 tomorrow morning, alright?" she asked smiling at Kevin. He nodded kissing her again. They looked over and grinned noticing that Mat and Brian hadn't stopped kissing. They shared one last kiss and moved towards the others.
"Alright lover boy. We have to go." Jenna said yanking at her brother. He and Brian slowly disengaged. "Bye, Bri. I'll see you tomorrow." Mat whispered to Brian as he and Jenna walked out the door. Kevin and Brian both felt their hearts break slightly as Jenna and Mat left. They looked at each other. "You gonna be okay?" Kevin asked softly. "Yeah, I'll see him tomorrow. You?" Kevin smiled, "I'll live until tomorrow. Night, Bri. See you tomorrow." "Night, Kevin."
In the elevator Jenna and Mat both leaned against the wall in their own little worlds. As they made their way out Mat asked the doorman to call them a cab. In the cab they stayed silent, still not able to speak they were both so happy. Finally Jenna broke the silence, "So when do you think some awful thing will happen to ruin this?" she asked softly.
Mat smiled at her, "Hopefully never." They sped towards their uncle's house in silence.
To Be Continued
Well damn, no sex in this one either. I'm working up to it. Were y'all surprised at who was Jenna's crush? Probably not. Who did you guys want it to be? Hey, comments are always welcome at skyfire12@netscape.net No flames please I will have to burn them. Please give me some feedback here. I will stop writing it otherwise. Thanks to y'all who have given me feedback.