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I knew i was gay ever since i can remember. When i reached puberty and started having feelings i heard others talking about girls and pussies but the opposite was in my mind. I thought about boys and cocks and in my wet dreams boys would be fucking me. Being gay was something unheard of in my community and everybody seemed straight i was a fish out of water. Being attractive as i was my family and friends expected me to fool around with girls since they were attracted to me but i thought otherwise. The thought of having a girlfriend seemed weird to me. Boys were what i wanted and though difficult to accept i would never get them.
I was 19 and 6 ft tall. I was muscular and worked out three hours straight per day. I had a long face with a square chin and defined jaws. My eyes were blue and i had a long nose and sexy lips. My hair was blonde and spiky and my skin was tanned from the texas heat. Being 7.5 in long i had nothing to be ashamed of.
I went off to the local college for my freshman year with the hope that everything would be alright. I intended to lose my virginity there and find somebody to love.
My big brother escorted me and by sundown I was already settled in my room. I shared it with two other guys Mark and James.
Mark was the silent one, geeky and focused on his studies. I figured I could use him in Biology.
James was fun and hot. He was 5ft 11in and well built and he was the outgoing type and I prayed he was gay. He would be the type to know every gay club. I couldn't help but jerk off whenever I saw that big bulge in his shorts. Too bad he was straight as a comb, even after three beers.
During Biology I sat besides Bernard. I rushed to get the seat besides him. He was so sexy he was like a magnet attracting me to him.