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The Kingswood Eight - Chapter 20
Saturday 30 January 2021
"Rob," Chris whispered, kneeling at the other boy's bed side.
Rob moaned slightly.
"Rob!" Chris hissed, leaning in closer.
Rob's moan upgraded to a grunt.
Chris rolled his eyes, leaned in and licked Rob's cheek.
"Ugh, you licked me!" Rob hissed back at him clearly annoyed.
Chris grinned. "Well you ignored me," he replied quietly. "You know the rule. You ignore, you get licked!"
"That's... not a rule!" Rob said, shaking his head, eyes narrow as if resisting opening them fully would allow him to fall back to sleep.
"T'is now!" Chris sniggered. "Happy birthday!"
"Not so far, it isn't!" Rob grumbled, laying back and closing his eyes.
"It could be!" Chris offered, letting his hands slip under the covers to tweak Rob's nipple.
Rob's eyes shot open as he held in a happy moan, jerking away from Chris' grip.
"We wanna give you a present!" Chris giggled.
"It's the middle of the night. And... we?" Rob asked, frowning as he put his glasses on. As Chris raised his eyebrows and nodded to the other side of the bunk, Rob looked over and almost yelped out as he jumped at the sight of Nicky and Mikey looming over him.
Annoyed at being woken so early but more than a little intrigued, Rob climbed out of his bed and followed the throuple as they left the dorm. He went to ask them what was going on once the dorm door closed behind them, but Nicky raised his fingers to his lips and nodded at the door to Mr Trent's apartment. Rob caught on quickly and remained silent as they made their way round the hallway, stepping into the private study area, letting themselves into one of the rooms.
Rob smirked as he entered the `private study' room, wondering if anyone actually used them for studying anything other than each other's bodies!
"Happy birthday!" Nicky finally spoke, confident they were out of earshot of anyone else who might be up at such an ungodly hour.
"Thanks," Rob smiled back.
"You're a teenager at last!" Chris declared, grinning. His own birthday felt so long ago now and it seemed strange that there were others in the dorm who still wouldn't turn thirteen for a few more months. "We kinda started a bit of a birthday tradition and... it felt like time you got included!"
Rob stared at Chris for a moment. Earlier in the year, he had been through a period of feeling incredibly isolated, especially from the others in the dorm. It was Danny who had helped him tackle it and, as far as Rob knew, only Danny that knew about the problems. Chris' comment, along with the sympathetic stare suggested his secret was maybe not so secret after all. Whether or not Danny had shared the secret with Chris, now was not the time to discuss it. Instead, he grinned and asked, "Oh yeah, so what's the tradition? Some... elaborate game or... challenge or... I dunno, something crazy like that?"
The other three looked at each and shrugged. "Nah, nothing like that," Nicky said.
"Just sex!" Chris offered.
"Lots and lots of sex!" Mikey added with a snigger.
"I'm shocked!" Rob said sarcastically, smiling, though it quickly dropped as he said nervously, "But... I'm not... I mean... I don't necessarily do... things that you guys... probably do!"
"Butt stuff?" Mikey asked, looking to Nicky as he frowned.
"Butt stuff!" Nicky nodded back.
"You mean butt stuff?" Chris asked, holding back a smirk.
Rob chuckled. He had always thought the three were a cute throuple, but it was moments like this that made it obvious just how tight the three boys were. "Yes," he said with an amused sigh. "I mean... butt stuff!"
"Oh, then let's just cancel!" Nicky said sarcastically. "We can't possibly think of anything to do that doesn't involve butt stuff!"
"Oh haha," Rob said, shaking his head. "I just... didn't wanna start stuff and have to... say no later! Also, stop saying `butt stuff'!"
"Fine, duly noted! To be fair, I was planning on letting you call the shots anyway!" Nicky explained, doing his best to ignore Mikey and Chris who were whispering, "Butt stuff!" to each other and sniggering about it.
"You were?" Rob asked, a little surprised, also ignoring the others.
Nicky moved to stand beside Rob, placing an arm casually around his shoulders. He turned him a little to face Chris and Mikey. "Yup, these two... they're all yours. Anything you want them to do, they'll do. For now they'll treat any order you give them as if it came from me directly."
"Wait, so these two usually just... do what you tell them?" Rob asked, a little shocked.
Nicky frowned. He held out one hand and said, "Two cute boys completely at your command," he held out his other hand, "Or talking about the inner workings of our relationship?" He raised and lowered each hand in turn, mocking weighing them up. "I know which one I'd choose!"
"Yeah, do make a good..." Rob started, but trailed off a little as the possibilities began to creep into his head. He suddenly snapped at the other two, "Take your clothes off!"
"Oooh," Chris cooed, visibly shuddering. "Forceful Rob. This feels more like a present for me than him!"
"Shut up and strip!" Rob snapped, holding back a smile.
Mikey was obeying too, but looked completely indifferent about the whole thing. While it was clear he was willing to follow the instruction he had been given by Nicky, he certainly didn't share Chris' enthusiasm for serving other guys.
"So I don't get all three of you?" Rob asked, glancing round at Nicky, looking him up and down.
"Nicky stared back at the birthday boy," Mikey started, watching the other two. "It was obvious he wanted to get involved but being the `guy in charge' that he was, he would have to do it in his own time, to maintain his position as alpha of the pack! They all knew it would happen eventually but..."
"Mikey!" Nicky snapped. "You're doing it again!"
"Huh?" Mikey grunted, seemingly unaware he was narrating what he was seeing.
"Aww, I think it's funny!" Chris sniggered as he dropped his boxers, his erection springing free.
"It's really distracting!" Nicky said sharply, but looked at Mikey softly and added a gentle, "But kinda cute!"
"Whatevs," Mikey said with a shrug. "So what's the craic, boss?" he asked Rob.
"Crack?" Rob asked, curious.
"No, not crack, craic!" Mikey complained, rolling his eyes as he shook his head.
"That's the same word!" Rob said, utterly lost.
"Ignore him. He picked it up from Chris. Just give `em an order!" Nicky suggested.
"Oh, erm... jerk each other off... slowly!" Rob said, unprepared for being in charge.
Mikey and Chris happily turned and started playing with each other, giggling and whispering as they did it.
"They're meant to be doing stuff to you, ya know!" Nicky whispered as he leaned close to Rob.
"Yeah, I know," Rob nodded, then glanced down for a moment and let out a gentle sigh.
"Mate, we've covered this before," Nicky whispered, catching on right away. "You look good dressed, you look good naked, you don't need to worry. None of us are gonna judge!"
"Thanks," Rob whispered back, smiling meekly, but showing no sign of undressing just yet.
"Will you get naked if I do?" Nicky asked, feeling a knot in his stomach as he said it.
"Sure," Rob said happily. He knew Nicky's body image issues dwarfed his own, so if Nicky could do it, so could he. He watched as Nicky pulled off his t-shirt, revealing his slender torso, his ribs visible as his arms raised. Rob copied the move, revealing his own slightly chubby belly, holding his t-shirt in front of it for just a moment before dropping it to the side.
Nicky went for his shorts next, silently giving Rob a look of, `at the same time?' Rob nodded and grabbed his own waistband, then as one they both shoved them down. Rob was usually only self-conscious about his top half, but standing there with his own erection, moderately-sized for his age as it was, he couldn't help feeling a little small compared to Nicky's beast.
Mikey and Chris had stopped, just standing holding each other's dicks motionless as they watched the other two strip. "Fuck yeah," Chris muttered happily.
Rob suddenly gasped, grinned and leaned in to whisper to Nicky, holding his hand up to conceal the sound even more. Nicky chuckled wickedly as he looked at the other two, then leaned back to whisper to Rob, who gave a similar chuckle.
"I don't like that!" Mikey mumbled, shaking his head at the whispering.
"Okay boys," Nicky said putting his arm around Rob again. "Me and birthday boy are gonna have some fun and you two... are gonna watch... while playing with yourselves. If you stop or cum, you get punished!"
"And this was all Rob's idea, was it?" Mikey asked, clearly suspicious.
"I may have... helped," Nicky sniggered, "But shush, less talking, more stroking!"
Rob watched in amazement as Mikey just shut his mouth and did as Nicky told him. He had played with them before and Nicky always seemed to be in charge, but he was never sure if that was a one-off or just the way they were. Seeing the petulant, awkward boy so willingly obey Nicky was... surprisingly hot! Beside him, seeing Chris do as he was told just seemed like the most natural thing in the world. Rob knew Chris loved to be seen and he loved to please.
Rob turned to Nicky and whispered, "Maybe the two guys who don't like to be seen... getting watched... may not be the best idea," he said, suddenly realising the flaw in their plan.
"You kidding?" Nicky whispered back. "Seeing two guys jerking off from just looking at you... that's exactly the kinda boost you need!" As Rob raised an eyebrow Nicky smirked and corrected himself, "The kinda boost WE need!"
"Good point!" Rob sniggered, then grabbed the taller boy and kissed him. They both sniggered a little as they heard Chris whimper, but continued kissing.
As much as Rob hated to admit it, this was definitely worth getting out of bed for. The kiss was nice, though he did find his mind wandering a little, although worryingly not to Alex, his actual boyfriend. He found himself thinking about Luke, Alex's dormmate, who he had now spent two evenings with. Luke was so much fun to be around and the fact that the sex was great was a nice bonus, but his kisses... they were like something else.
Out of the boys Rob had kissed, all four of them... including Nicky... Luke's kisses were by far the best. Nicky was good, but Rob knew there was no feeling behind it beyond the intense friendship that permeated their dorm. Alex was great, a caring boyfriend and good kisser. Josh... well that was a one-time thing when Josh had been expecting to kill himself the next day so Rob tried not to dwell on it! But Luke... it was beyond any of that. It was one of the many reasons he was already looking forward to hanging out with his new friend again.
Brought back into the moment by Nicky's roaming hands lightly grazing a nipple, Rob shuddered and giggled a little into Nicky's mouth. Nicky caught on quickly and Rob soon felt both of his nipples being pinched, forcing him to almost double over with pleasure and break the kiss.
"Fuck!" Chris muttered as he watched his boyfriend teasing the other boy, his hand speeding up on his cock for a second before forcing himself to slow down. While he didn't really hate the idea of a punishment' for disobeying the order he had been given, he hated the idea of disappointing Nicky. He was finding himself craving a playful good boy' from the other boy more with each passing week they spent together.
Mikey continued stroking too, but looked fairly expressionless, though the way his eyes were fixed on the other two made it clear he was just as into it as Chris.
"Wow, you REALLY like that, don't you!" Nicky sniggered.
"Mmm-huh," Rob nodded. The slowly spreading knowledge of the sensitivity of his nipples was both a blessing and a curse. On one hand, being surrounded by horny boys who knew how to turn him on was a good time just waiting to happen, but on the other hand having the equivalent of an `on' switch for his cock known to his mischievous friends was just begging for public humiliation.
"You ever sixty-nined?" Nicky asked, resisting the urge to focus on Rob's nipples.
Rob shook his head, eyes wide.
"You wanna?" Nicky asked with a grin.
Rob nodded.
"Come on," Nicky said, taking Rob's hand to lead him to the sofa. He smiled to himself at the tightness of Rob's grip. Excited as he was, much of this was still new to him, though he was pretty good at hiding it.
Rob lay down on the sofa as Nicky guided him, then watched the taller boy throw a leg over him, kneeling over his face. He found Nicky's monstrous cock dangling heavily above him, his mouth opening a little without even realising as he stared at it excitedly.
Nicky, now on all-fours over Rob, dropped his head and looked back between his own legs as he asked, "Do you swallow?"
"Erm... sometimes," Rob answered shakily.
Nicky smiled sweetly. "Well I'll let you know and you can decide then, okay?"
"Thanks," Rob replied with a grin.
"You two, over here!" Nicky instructed the two masturbating boys, pointing to the spot beside the sofa.
Chris and Mikey quickly moved into place, scuffling against each other for a moment until a stern look from Nicky shook them back into good behaviour. They continued stroking, but both had now slowed to a crawl, the order not to cum or stop proving harder than it sounded to comply with, as one of them would soon prove inevitable.
Nicky glanced back at Rob between his legs again and said, "Get started any time you like!"
Rob nodded and reached up to grasp the man-sized cock, marvelling at how thick it felt in his hand. He gave it a few strokes then bent it downwards to take the head into his mouth. As he did it, he felt Nicky's mouth wrap around his cock too. For a moment he felt awkward, enjoying the huge dick while offering his own meagre one in return, but then remembered part of the reason for the whole set up was to build confidence and just allowed himself to enjoy it.
With nobody speaking, the sounds of sucking and wanking seemed almost loud, though much of it for Rob was muted by Nicky's thighs. He soon realised it was best to keep his eyes closed. No matter how hot the guy is, a close up of the taint is never the most appealing image. With his eyes closed, his mind was able to wander again, thinking of Alex and his dormmates, wondering if they fooled around like this together. They probably didn't. Until a few months ago, they weren't even friends! But still, the thought of Alex and Luke together like this was exciting. Or Alex and Isaac, the Year 10 rugby captain, their other dormmate. Or maybe Isaac and Luke. That one really got him going, his cock throbbing in Nicky's mouth.
As Rob began to moan, the slight vibrations triggered a similar reaction in Nicky, who moaned, turning into a thrilling cycle of pleasured noises and feelings.
"Are you... nearly done?" Chris asked, his hand barely even moving now as he watched the boys sucking each other.
"He's totally gonna blow!" Mikey called out, sniggering.
Unable to hold back anymore and unwilling to just stop, Chris let out a whimper and spurted his load onto the boys on the sofa, the first shot landing on Nicky's back, the second hitting his side and the third flying straight between the two bodies to land on Rob's stomach before his shots reduced to excitable dribbles.
Rob and Nicky both looked round as best they could to watch, but the feeling of hot spunk hitting them told them all they needed to know – Chris had failed. They barely had time to react before Mikey grunted, "Fuck it!" and shot his own load too, seemingly out of desire rather than an inability to hold back.
Nicky lifted his head and called out, "Rob, I'm close!"
Rob panicked, happy enough to have cum in his mouth but worried Nicky's massive load might drown him so he pulled the cock out and stroked it, pointing it away from his face. With a series of pleasured grunts, Rob found his chest and stomach painted with Nicky's spunk. It was around the fifth spurt when he was finally pushed over the edge and began to cum himself.
"Mmmmmm," Nicky moaned happily as he gulped down the load being throbbed into his mouth before lifting his head. Panting heavily, he glanced down again between his legs to see a red-faced Rob grinning back at him, a sea of spunk between them.
"They both shot!" Rob said breathlessly, nodding to the two boys standing beside them.
"I noticed!" Nicky chuckled. He looked at his two boyfriends and smiled. "Your punishment... is to clean us up... with your mouth!"
"Ewww," Mikey groaned.
"Yusss!" Chris cheered excitedly.
"Nuh-uh," Nicky said, holding out a hand. "That was just for Mikey. That's his punishment!"
"Aww, so what's mine?" Chris pouted.
"You DON'T get to clean us up!" Nicky said with a wicked grin.
"You suck!" Chris grumbled.
"Yeah, and he does it well!" Rob called out from between his thighs, getting a laugh from the others.
Several minutes later, with all of them cleaned up by Mikey's reluctant but compliant tongue and re-dressed, they hurried back to the dorm, the time still early enough that nobody was up and about yet.
As Nicky and Mikey headed for the double bunk, Chris whispered to Rob, "You wanna join us?"
Rob sighed as he considered the kind request. "Danny told you, didn't he? About my whole... feeling... left out thing!" he asked quietly.
"He... mentioned a few things," Chris replied. Seeing the slight frown on Rob's face, he added, "But I think he really believed he... wasn't gonna make it, so he just wanted to make sure everyone would be taken care of!"
"Ugh!" Rob huffed. "Well that makes being annoyed at him for it kind of impossible, doesn't it!"
Chris grinned and nodded, then said quietly, "But just so you know, you really are welcome with me," he paused and looked to Nicky and Mikey who were already cuddling in bed, "Or us... any time! You're more than just a guy we share a room with, ya know!"
Rob smiled at the sweet comment. "Thanks, I..." he sighed a little, "You too!" He nodded to the bed and said, "Go join `em. I got other plans!"
Chris' eyes shot sideways to Josh and back to Rob who nodded. Chris leaned in and kissed Rob on the cheek, then whispered, "Happy birthday!" before jumping into bed with his boyfriends.
Rob watched them for a moment, then turned to move to Josh's side. "Josh," he whispered, much as Chris had done to him a short while earlier.
Josh opened his eyes and blinked a little, focusing on Rob.
"D'you mind if I..." Rob started, but Josh grabbed him and pulled him onto the bed before he could finish.
"Happy birthday," Josh whispered sleepily as he wrapped his arms around his friend.
"Thanks," Rob replied. He heard Josh let out a gentle snort and hissed, "Are you falling asleep?"
"Sorry," Josh muttered.
"Don't be! I'm coming with you!" Rob giggled, then nuzzled down to get a little more sleep before it was time to get up.
Rob had learned a lot since being elected the Year 8 rugby captain. He had learned all about leadership from the older, more experienced captains, he had learned about training techniques, motivation and how to get the best out of his team and he had learned the value of having supportive peers who understood the role he was being asked to carry out. But more importantly, he had learned that the phrase it's a Kingswood tradition' roughly translated to, it will involve nudity and you will definitely be needing a shower afterwards!'
He had spent most of the morning engaged in one such tradition', one that only applied to each member of the club on their first birthday as a captain, which conveniently excluded the rest of them! He was beginning to suspect they were making this stuff up as they went along just to mess with him, but it was usually fun so he didn't complain. Each of the other captains was putting him through his paces with some kind of challenge. Surprisingly for once, most of them actually seemed to involve at least a mild connection to rugby, or at least some kind of physical training, and he had been forced to run all sorts of drills, with the promise of rewards for success and punishments' for failure.
His latest challenge had involved moving a range of objects from one end of the sports hall they had commandeered to the other, which sounded simple when it was first described to him! It was only when they tied his hands behind his back that he began to suspect the real challenge.
"So how do I carry stuff?" Rob asked, worn out from previous challenges but still moderately amused by it all. He stood facing the five older captains, clad in just his underwear as a result of his previous task.
"You've got a couple of options," Isaac explained with a grin. He moved forward and yanked Rob's underwear down.
Rob had been uncomfortable in the previous task when removing his shirt, but the task itself soon made him get over it. It also helped that his fellow captains were every bit as supportive of his body issues as his dormmates were. Now though, restrained and with his underwear removed, he knew there was nothing he could do to conceal himself, so he just went with it anyway.
Isaac grabbed the boy's balls and pushed them through a ring, then pulled his dick through, sliding the loop down to the base.
Rob stared at his first cock ring. It was tight but not uncomfortably so and his cock was already swelling in response, although that was likely more from Isaac's handling of it than the ring itself. He couldn't help noticing the small chain hanging off of the ring, with a hook on the end, presumably one of the `options' for carrying things in his task.
"And option number two," Isaac said, turning to take something from Elijah.
Rob stared as Isaac held up two small clamps, each with a short chain and hook attached to it. It didn't take a genius to figure out where they were going. "Oh no," Rob whimpered, the rest of the group sniggering at his reaction.
"You're gonna fuckin' love this!" Isaac grinned as he squeezed one clamp open and attached it onto Rob's left nipple.
A shudder rippled from Rob's head right down his body as he gasped and staggered forward a little, Isaac holding him up on his feet. With a whimper that was a mix of excited anticipation and fear of the extreme sensation, Rob watched as the other clamp was attached too. Rob's knees went weak. For most guys, there would likely just be pain, or at least discomfort. For Rob, while there was a slight twinge of pain to the two clamps, the sheer pleasure radiating out from the small metal devices was staggering.
"Ffffuff ummm... huhhhh!" Rob grunted, literally incoherent.
"Well you know the task," Travis called out now that Rob was prepared. "You have three minutes to move all of it... starting... now!"
Rob let out another moan and staggered his way to the small selection of items he needed to move. They were all fairly small but seemed to vary in weight. Still getting used to the clamps and ring, he almost fell over onto the pile, but managed to steady himself. Not wanting to add any more stimulation to his nipples, for fear of literally losing the ability to walk, he squatted a little. Thankfully, the hook on each chain was fairly large (and blunt, to avoid injury) which made hooking the item a little simpler. He stood with a large rubber duck dangling between his legs and turned to waddle his way to the target on the other side of the room as the others cheered him on, laughing and holering.
"YOU CAN DO IT!" "WATCH THAT WADDLE!" "GO FOR THE NIPPLES!"
He quickly made it to the other side, squatted to put the duck down then turned to run back. He immediately slowed, even just the weight of the chains on his nipples making running too pleasurable/painful.
"Thirty seconds gone!" Travis called out.
Rob whimpered as he looked at the selection of items. If each one took that long, he was guaranteed to run out of time, which meant he would have to take more than one item each time. Resigning himself to the inevitable, he hooked the next item with the chain from the cock ring, then leant over to hook something with one of the nipple chains. "Oh god," he moaned out as he moved a little, feeling the extra weight. Figuring he may as well go all in, the hooked something with the other nipple too then stood and let out a pleasured grunt.
He turned and began making his way down the hall while the others cheered and shouted. His cock was rigid from the assorted stimulations, the extra lift thankfully taking a little weight off of his balls, but it was his nipples that remained the real problem. The tugging on them, especially as the items began to swing back and forth was sending waves of excitement through him, though it was beginning to hurt too. As he got to the other side, he dropped to release the three items then ran back, the lightened chains now feeling more bearable compared to when he had been carrying things.
"Yeah, come on Rob, you can do it!" Isaac called out excitedly, playing with himself even more overtly than many of the others.
With five more items to go, Rob grabbed another three, though they were even heavier than the last trio and his walk with them was the most exquisitely horrific pleasure he had felt in his life. As he stumbled his way back towards the last two he moaned out, "How... long?"
"Forty-five seconds left, you've got this!" Travis called back.
Rob stared at the last two items as he approached. They were by far the heaviest. While he was reluctant to load up both nipples, walking with an uneven load just seemed unwise, so he hooked the items, let out a grunt of determination and stood. The clamps strained, threatening to pull off. While Rob revelled in the idea of them no longer being attached, losing the challenge at this point was not an option and the thought of how much they would pinch as they pulled away was unbearable, so he took it slowly. When he heard the ten-second countdown start from the others, he knew he had made it and staggered in, dropping the last two items in place with a mere three seconds left.
He collapsed to his knees as he heard cheering from behind him. His nipples throbbed with pain he had never imagined, but inexplicably, his cock throbbed too, though with pleasure. Suddenly he was grabbed from behind and lifted back to his feet as the cheering captains congratulated him on a task well done.
"Oh sorry," Isaac said, silencing the others. "Forgot to mention, you were supposed to take the items in alphabetical order. You'd best start over!"
Rob stared at him, jaw quivering.
"Just kidding!" Isaac sniggered. It earned him a kick in the balls from Rob, which in turn earned a round of applause from the others, laughing as the teen rolled around on the floor grasping his crotch.
Travis approached Rob and asked, "Do they hurt?" He gestured to the boy's chest.
"Yeah!" Rob replied, then thought, `but it feels so good!' though he chose not to vocalise that last part.
"Well brace yourself then!" Travis said with a smirk, but a hint of sympathy. He moved round behind Rob, grabbed the clamps and released them. Dropping the clamps to the floor, he pressed his fingers against Rob's nipples, rubbing them as sensation returned.
Rob screamed out. It was agony. It was torture. It was... going to make him cum! "Fuuuuuuck!" the boy screamed out as his cock erupted, completely untouched.
As if the sheer spectacle of the hands-free orgasm wasn't enough to get another cheer from the others, the fact that a couple of spurts landed on Isaac, who was still on the floor, just got more laughter and cheers.
"Holy shit," Travis giggled as he watched over Rob's shoulder. The boy leaned back heavily against him. Had Travis not been holding him up, Rob probably would have been on the floor by now. "You okay?" he asked as Rob's orgasm subsided.
"Mmm-huh," Rob replied in a very uncertain, high-pitched moan.
"Ready for your next challenge?" Travis whispered.
Rob leaned to the side and looked back at the eldest captain, still breathing heavily and just replied weakly with a smile, "I might just need a minute!"
Josh stood with his eyes closed, letting the warm water flow down over his head and cascade down his body. Football practice had been rough. It had been two months but their new goalkeeper was still nowhere near as good as Danny, and with the first `friendly' match of the season due the following week, Mr Cunningham had pushed the team exceptionally hard.
Josh escaped a lot of the man's stern stares but in many ways he wished he didn't. Mr Cunningham had punished him back at the start of Year 7 for something he claimed was his brothers' fault. Once the truth came out about the abuse Josh endured, the teacher had been remorseful, clearly feeling bad for not believing the boy. Although Josh held no hard feelings for the man, he clearly treated Josh a little more delicately than he treated the others. Nice as that may have sounded, it was just yet another reminder for Josh of how different he was from the others.
One of the other differences was presenting itself in that moment too. As he stood under the shower, his penis bobbed about ahead of him, seemingly demanding attention. Josh had been free from chastity for the best part of a month now and though he had begun to explore his body a little more, he was yet to willingly push himself to orgasm. It wasn't that he disliked it. The one he had in Dr Arkwright's office, freeing him from chastity, had been enjoyable.
What held him back now was fear. So many things gave him flashes of horrific memories – seeing a spider and remembering the way his brothers had tortured him with his phobia, being called `Joshua' rather than Josh as his brothers used to, the smell of certain body sprays that Ryan and Mark used to use. Each of them was capable of taking him right back into the moment. While most of his abuse had been physical or mental, enough of it had been sexual to for Josh to have built up a fear of doing it again. He wanted to start exploring, and his erection clearly felt the same, but what if it brought with it more unwanted memories? What if something that was supposed to be fun and exciting became just another thing he couldn't do... another thing that made him different?
He took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly. He reached down and took hold of his dick. It felt good. It always felt good. He touched it a lot, but that was as far as it went, maybe just a few strokes but that was about it.
He let his hand begin to move, letting out a contented sigh at the feeling. His other hand slid down, massaging his small balls. They ached just a little, but his gentle caressing eased them while sending pleasurable little sensations through to his stomach.
He let his hand speed up a little, his strokes turning from playful caresses to actual masturbation. He felt a knot in his stomach, the fear building along with the pleasure, but he shook his head, denying himself the right to be afraid. No. They had taken too much from him already – Ryan and Mark – they had taken away a happy childhood, they had taken away his family, they had taken away his normality, but he was determined there was no way they were taking this away too.
Speeding up he felt himself begin to shudder, not from cold or fear or even pleasure but simply from his own determination to see this through. His jaw began to quiver as the pleasure grew, occasional squeaky whimpers escaping his lips, but concealed by the sound of the many running showers around him.
"Oh... oh... yes..." he gasped, panting heavily, spitting out the droplets he was sucking into his mouth before he finally felt the surge of pleasure, the jolt of excitement and the thrill of release as he began to ejaculate. It was an enormous load, though its enormity was not measured in volume, but feeling.
Josh stood there, holding his softening cock, taking deep breaths that shuddered both going in and coming out. He had done it and it felt... good. No, not good. Amazing!
His shuddery breaths gave way to tears as he cried tears of sheer relief. He had done it!
After finishing up with the rest of the rugby captains' birthday challenges, they had all gone to lunch together before Rob bid them all goodbye and headed off to meet up with Alex. The older boy had booked some time for them on the Xbox in the Common Room, wanting to give Rob some time on his favourite games as a birthday treat. After an hour of playing together, the two boys headed off for a different kind of playing, having already spent most of their Xbox time kissing rather than gaming anyway.
Alex had the dorm to himself until three o'clock, so they knew they wouldn't be interrupted and eagerly made the most of the privacy. Kissing had given way to shirtless kissing, followed shortly after by naked kissing, with a brief interlude in the middle for Alex to question Rob's seemingly sore nipples.
The two had eventually settled together, alternating between kissing, playing with themselves and playing with each other. While they had every intention of cumming, they were in no rush, they were simply enjoying the intimate time together. In the end, Rob had straddled Alex, grabbing both of their cocks together in his hands and stroking them slowly to completion. Alex had just happily laid back, hands behind his head as he watched his young boyfriend work.
It was just before three by the time they were all cleaned up and dressed again, with Rob getting ready to leave, due to attend Martial Arts practice. Just as he was leaving, Luke and Isaac wandered into the dorm, chatting casually.
"Oh, hey there birthday boy!" Isaac chuckled as he approached Rob. "How are these doing?" he asked, playfully pinching Rob's nipple through his t-shirt.
"Ahhh fuckit!" Rob yelped, pulling away sharply. They definitely stung but the annoying thing was it still turned him on. Cautious not to take any other unexpected touches for fear of popping a boner, he backed away from Isaac.
"Jesus, what did you do to him?" Luke asked, glancing at Alex with a smirk.
"Nuh-uh, not me! It was him and his rugby... coven!" Alex said, shaking his head as he gestured to Isaac.
"Coven?!" Isaac exclaimed, feigning being offended.
"I'll leave you to it!" Rob sniggered. He leaned in to give Alex a quick kiss on the cheek as he got started on what looked to be a somewhat animated argument with Isaac, then shot Luke a shy smile as he headed for the door.
Just as he got out into the hallway, Rob heard from behind him, "Hey, wait up!" He turned and grinned at Luke, a seemingly irresistible, natural reaction to seeing the older boy.
"I didn't get a chance to say happy birthday!" Luke said, moving closer coyly.
"Oh, well... go ahead then," Rob chuckled.
Luke glanced round, but there were too many people around with people on their way between scheduled activities. He looked at Rob for a moment and asked, "You, erm... got somewhere to be?"
"Martial Arts in, like, five minutes!" Rob answered with a hint of a shrug.
"Would it... be bad if you missed it?" Luke asked, eyes wide, cheeks reddening a little.
Rob grinned broadly and said, "I think I'd live!"
Luke quickly pulled out his phone, tapped a few buttons and glanced at the door to the second-floor study rooms. "Meet me in SR203 in ten, okay?"
"Okay!" Rob said, almost bouncing for joy.
"Great, I'll bring the Yu-Gi-Oh cards!" Luke said, then laughed as he saw Rob's expression drop and added, "Kidding, we'll do... the other stuff!"
"You're such a dick!" Rob sniggered. "See you soon!"
Luke blew him a playful kiss then turned to scurry back towards his dorm.
One shower, change of clothes and whole can of body spray later, Rob was knocking on the door to the study room. The second the door opened, a hand reached out and grabbed him by the front of his shirt and dragged him inside. The door slammed closed and Rob was pressed against the back of it, Luke's lips meeting his own, the older boy's hands holding him tightly but not aggressively.
Luke pulled back after a few moments, looking a little embarrassed as he said quietly, "Happy birthday, Rob!"
"It is now!" Rob replied with a slight gulp. As Luke smiled at the comment, Rob asked, "So does this count as one of the evenings I HAVE to spend with you?" As part of a bet, Rob had been won as a `prize' by Luke, making them spend their first night together. Wanting to spend more time together after it had been so enjoyable, he had pretended they had made another bet, forcing them to spend more evenings together.
"Nope, this is your birthday present!" Luke said, shaking his head.
"Aww," Rob pouted. "So I don't get an actual present?"
Luke took a step back, looked down at himself and said, "Well you can unwrap me if you like!"
"Works for me!" Rob said delightedly. He moved forward and began to undress the older boy, stopping after each item to kiss whatever area the removed clothing revealed.
By the time Luke was naked, his cock was solid, aroused by the boy's playful affection. He tilted his head to the side as he stared back at Rob, who was eyeing him up and down hungrily.
"What?" Rob asked, frowning a little at the stare.
Luke shook his head as he sat slightly on the edge of the table and asked, "You really don't have a clue how beautiful you are, do you?"
"I... erm... I..." Rob stuttered, totally taken aback by the comment. He had never been called that, and certainly didn't feel it. Yet when Luke said it... or more the way he said it... Rob just believed him.
"Sorry," Luke blushed. "Didn't mean to... make it weird or anything. Let's stick to business shall we? Wanna shag?"
Rob laughed at the comment and stepped closer to him, nodding. He reached out to rest his arms on Luke's shoulders and stared into his eyes. "If I'm beautiful then you're..." he paused, trying to think of a word, "Stunning!" he finally finished the compliment.
Luke grabbed Rob's hips then let his hands slide slowly upwards. As he moved them together, his hands brushed over the younger boy's chest and he let out a pained grunt. "Ah, babe," he whispered, tilting his head sympathetically. Carefully he undid the shirt and pulled the two sides apart, revealing his reddened, puffy nipples. "They look so sore!"
Rob nodded, his cheeks turning the same colour as them. "Can I... tell you something... a bit embarrassing?" he asked cautiously. As Luke gently nodded, Rob took a deep breath and said, "They still... turn me on like that! In fact... maybe even... a bit more. I'm a total freak, aren't I?"
"Yeah!" Luke replied immediately, nodding. As Rob looked at him, mildly distraught, he shrugged and said, "But everyone's got a little bit of freak in them!"
"Even you?" Rob asked, grinning.
Luke stared the boy up and down for a moment, then said, "Getting spanked... makes me SO freaking horny!" He paused, cheeks now as red as Rob's as he mumbled, "I've... never told anyone that!"
"Then... why tell me now?" Rob asked, casually stroking his hands down the other boy's arms.
"I trust you," Luke said, barely louder than a whisper.
Rob leaned in and they kissed again, losing themselves in the gentle embrace for a few minutes, hands gently roaming each other, though Luke was careful to bypass Rob's chest. "Hey Luke," Rob whispered as they parted.
"Yeah?" Luke whispered back.
"Would you... like me to spank you?" Rob asked, unsure if it was too soon.
"You don't have to!" Luke reassured him.
"How about if I want to?" Rob asked, taking a step back as he shucked his open shirt.
"Then... happy birthday to me!" Luke declared excitedly, then frowned comedically as he tilted his head and said, "Wait, that's not right!"
"You're such a dork!" Rob chuckled, then screwed up his face in an evil scowl as he ordered, "Now turn round and bend over the table!"
"Oh fuck!" Luke said, almost bouncing with delight.
"Hi-yah!" Josh yelled out as he flying-kicked his way through the door to the locker room, sending it flying open with a loud bang.
"OY! STOP THAT!" Mr Hunter called out.
"Sorry Sir!" Josh called back, getting some giggles from the other boys. Usually he waited for his dormmates who were at swimming club so he could shower and get changed with them, but he noticed David sitting over near their lockers and mumbled to himself, "Guess they already finished!" He headed over and called out, "Hey, finished early?"
David glanced round at the familiar voice and sniffed, wiping a tear from his cheek.
"Ah, mate, what's wrong?" Josh asked, moving towards him.
"Nothing, I'm fine," David said, utterly unconvincingly. "I'll see ya later!" he added, heading for the door.
Josh frowned and looked to one of the other Year 8 boys. "Could you grab my stuff for me and chuck it into my dorm? Locker next to yours, combination's zero-seven-zero-three!"
"Sure," Aaron Moore nodded as he watched Josh rush out after David.
"Yo, wait up!" Josh called out, jogging to catch up with the smaller boy. "Whassup, big guy?" he asked, putting an arm around him as they headed out of the building.
"It's okay, it's nothing" David said, shaking his head.
Josh's eyes narrowed thoughtfully for a moment. Nodding to himself, he said, "You remember the other day, when you said if I ever wanted to talk about stuff you'd be there?" David nodded. "Well I wanna talk, but I'm only gonna do it if you talk to me first! So that means YOU'VE gotta talk to ME now, or I can't talk to you and... well... that's just mean!"
"You can't..." David tried to argue. "I mean, it's not... You..." He scowled, clearly annoyed as he snapped, "That's just cruel!"
"Thanks," Josh giggled. "So what's up?"
David took a deep breath in and sighed heavily.
"Oh, that's a BF sigh!" Josh nodded.
"What's that?" David asked, confused.
"The Best Friend sigh. It's the one Rob does when he talks about me, Chris does when he talks about Danny and Nicky does when he talks about Mikey. You do it for James! So I'm guessing this is about him!" Josh explained.
David once again went to say something about Josh's comment, but as he thought about it he realised he was probably right. He had never noticed it before. "Yeah, fine, it's about him!" he admitted.
"Mmm-huh," Josh hummed, waiting for the explanation.
David sighed again, then smirked and said, "Wow, that's really a thing isn't it!" Josh laughed back at him and nodded. "I just... don't know what's wrong with him! He's always been pretty moody with most people but we were always able to... to talk or hang out or whatever, but lately he's just... gone. He's never around, or when he is he just kinda ignores me and if I try to talk to him he either blanks me or... just glares at me!"
Josh nodded thoughtfully, then asked quietly, "And how's that made you feel?"
David shook his head. "Worried!" David said bluntly. "I mean... like, other stuff too. I'm upset cos I think he doesn't like me anymore and... annoyed that he won't tell me what's going on and lonely cos we used to do everything together, but yeah, mostly worried about him!"
Josh thought again then asked, "How you handling that?"
"You mean apart from crying in the locker room?" David asked with a meek smile. Josh gave him a gentle squeeze back. "But I dunno, guess I've just... been holding it all in!"
"And how's that working out for you?" Josh asked.
"I refer you back to my locker room comment!" David chuckled. He gave another BF sigh and smirked at it a little. "I guess if it's something I can't fix, I should maybe just... talk about it more?"
"That sounds like a plan!" Josh nodded.
"You're... a really good listener!" David said as he thought back over the conversation.
Josh shrugged. "Just something I picked up from Jack!" he said, referring to his foster father. "I've had to do a lot of talking and... he's really good at listening, so I just... do what he'd do!"
"That's good to hear," David said happily. "So let's hear your thing then!"
"Well," Josh said, glancing rounds to make sure none of the other boys heading to the Home Building were within earshot. "I was all worried since I got unlocked that sex stuff was gonna remind me of my brothers and the stuff they put me through, so I've just been too scared to even try anything since I got unlocked. I hadn't even jerked off yet cos I was so scared that I'd just find another reminder of them and I didn't need that. But today I managed to jerk off for the first time and it felt amazing and now I'm wondering why I was so bothered about it in the first place. But then I started worrying that maybe going solo doesn't trigger me, but being with someone else does and now that's got me thinking it might be years til I find someone I actually WANT to do sex stuff with but what if I do and then I end up freaking out and I can never have sex like a normal person because my Dad died and my brothers tortured me because of it!"
David just stared at Josh, mouth slightly agape. "Oh my god!" he said, taking a moment to digest it. "That's... horrible. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that!"
"Thanks," Josh nodded, shrugging casually.
"Ugh, that makes my issue seem like nothing," David said, puffing out his cheeks as he exhaled.
"You can't compare," Josh shrugged. "Someone else having a big problem doesn't make yours any smaller."
"Wow, you pick that one up from Jack too?" David asked with a grin.
"Nah. Got that one in therapy. Turns out it's good for more than just missing a few classes!" Josh sniggered. "Look, the James thing... it'll sort itself out... or it won't, but you're his best mate. Just be there for when he needs you, cos I promise he will eventually!"
"I saw you on the roof!" David suddenly blurted out. He looked as shocked by the comment as Josh did. "I'm sorry, I don't know where that... I mean... oh god..."
"It's okay," Josh nodded. "You... I'm guessing you mean... the day I was gonna jump?"
David gulped and nodded. "I was... having some issues, ya know, with my agoraphobia and Evan was helping me to try and go outside and... I looked over and... you were there! So we... ya know... raised the alarm!"
Josh stuttered nervously, "D... David... I'm..."
"Don't!" David snapped. "We told you before, you don't apologise for that, ever!"
Josh smiled and nodded.
"I guess... I just... wanted you to know I saw you what happened when you had problems you couldn't talk about, so... with all this stuff I'm just... I'm glad you can talk to me!" David explained. "I'd rather hear your problems than..." he trailed off a little.
"See me on the roof?" Josh finished for him, getting a nod in return. He grabbed David in a tight hug and whispered, "I promise you will NEVER have to see that again!"
It was dinnertime before Rob and Luke emerged from the study room, both looking a little nervous. Things had gotten a somewhat... noisy! Rob's spanking had grown harder and louder the more he realised how much Luke was enjoying it, with Luke's enjoyment only adding to the loudness. That had been followed by a lot more yelps from Rob as his tender nipples endured yet more attention, resulting in pleasured screams and pained moans.
Thankfully, the study rooms were mostly abandoned, the occupied ones far enough away to have not overheard the shenanigans. After a final birthday kiss, Luke had hurried off for dinner while Rob made his way back to the dorm ready for the traditional birthday pizza party.
While James had been a little quiet, he didn't seem willing to let his mood spill over to the whole group, seemingly wanting Rob to have as good an evening as possible. It was hard enough that they were already missing Danny, so the last thing they needed was any more problems.
Once the pizzas and drinks arrived, Chris made a toast to Rob, who thanked them all then made his own toast their absent friend.
The boys were eagerly guzzling their way through the pizzas. Most of them were engaged in a lively discussion about the most bizarre pizza toppings they could think of. Noticing Rob being quiet, Josh looked to his side and saw him sitting there, eyes heavy, watching the conversation unfold.
"You okay?" Josh asked quietly as the others argued over baked beans as a potential topping.
"Huh, oh, yeah," Rob said, nodding and smiling serenely. "Just... worn out... already..." he yawned as he said it.
"You had a good day then?" Josh asked happily.
"It was exhausting. It was painful. It was fun. It was... sexy," Rob explained, then added, "It was almost perfect!"
"What woulda made it perfect?" Josh asked curiously. "Danny being back?"
Rob flinched slightly, realising how much he was missing the other boy. It was both sad and sweet that Danny had thought to share with Chris the problems Rob had endured earlier in the year and he made a mental note to thank Danny for it when (if) he came back.
Not wanting to put too much of a downer on the moment, Rob grabbed Josh's arm and pulled it around him, resting against his best friend as he let his eyes closed. "More Josh!" he answered Josh's question sleepily.
"Then let's make it perfect!" Josh whispered back, kissing him on the top of the head as he held his friend, hearing him drift off to sleep almost instantly, pizza still in hand.
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For my other stories, please see links below:
The Benny Saga (in reading order) --------------
Benny Takes Control – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/benny-takes-control/
The Dangers of Desire – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/the-dangers-of-desire/
Benny's House – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/bennys-house/
The Kingswood Saga ------------------
Tales from Kingswood – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/tales-from-kingswood/
Half-Term at Kingswood – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/half-term-at-kingswood/
Other Series ------------
Possession – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/sf-fantasy/possession-series/
Jack Hamilton – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/jack-hamilton/
Phil's Naked Adventures – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/phils-naked-adventures/
One-shots ---------
The Art of Seduction – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/adult-youth/the-art-of-seduction
Jake's Exposure – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/jakes-exposure
Becoming an Internet Master – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/becoming-an-internet-master
Brian's Big Mistake – http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/brians-big-mistake
And Then It Got Worse – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/masturbation/and-then-it-got-worse
Missed Opportunity – https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/young-friends/missed-opportunity