The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy Chapter 5 -- Part II From Billy's viewpoint
When I finally had caught my breath and my mind started to clear from cumming in Todd's hot fucking mouth, I realized Todd was sitting beside me. His cock in his hand. Slowly stroking it. It was so beautiful. Perfect. Hard. I watched him for a moment and then looked up into his face. He was smiling back at me.
My chest tightened with the thrill of Todd. Todd was hard as a guy can get. Sitting next to me. Stroking his cock. Smiling at me. My cum still all over his lips and chin. I hadn't felt like this in a couple of years.
I reached over and swiped some of my cum from his upper lip with my fingers and put it to my lips. I surprised myself by letting out a little sound almost like purring as I savored the flavor of my cum.
"You really do like cum a lot. And sweet. Such sweet cum," Todd said to me as he reached over with his free hand and stroked my cheek. I wanted to stay like this forever. My half-hard cock was already lengthening. Expanding. Starting to pulse. I could feel life surging back into it.
"Thanks," I said. "Now how about you. OK?"
"OK," he said.
I leaned in toward him and he probably thought I was gonna kiss him, but instead I licked some more of my cum from his cheek. "You've got my cum all over your face," I said.
"So? I'd like it there a lot more often," he said and leaned in to kiss me.
I raised a hand and put it to his smooth, hairless chest. His pecs felt so hard and warm against my hand as I stopped his advance. I pushed back more against his pecs and said, "Lean back. I want to do you now. I really want to feel you in my mouth. Hold you in my mouth. Suck you in my mouth. Then taste you in my mouth. Just lean back and I'll take good care of you."
Todd followed my instructions, reclining on the sofa. I knelt between his legs so I could have good access to his cock. I hadn't been able to get it out of my mind since I first met him. I reached down and took it in my hand, wrapping my fingers around it like some fragile treasure.
"Be gentle. Very gentle, please," he said in a voice filled with kindness but also firm in his meaning. Somehow I knew that. I knew from the way he handled himself that I had to be careful. This was a perfect cock that needed to be kept just as it was. And it was mine for now. I started to leak big time just thinking about it.
I lowered my head and took about half the length of his hard shaft into my mouth. It was so much different than . . . than Justin's. So very different. Not as thick. Not as long. It fit so well into my mouth. It's smaller size freed my tongue to move more freely around it. My lips more ease to surround it. To suck it. To slid up and down it. Almost immediately I was gently pistoning up and down and around this cock. Todd's perfect cock.
So strange this new cock in my mouth. So wonderful. So exciting. So different. And so new. This man . . . this fabulous man . . . had done such a wonderful job of sucking me off, I wanted to do as good a job for him. And for me. I was so fucking turned on. So focused on his cock. It's every move. It's every twitch.
I could feel it as it hardened or softened. Adjusted my lips and tongue and pressure to make sure it stayed as hard as it could get. And from the movement of Todd's hands through my hair, the little groans that gurgled from his chest, the little instinctive thrusts with his hips, I was doing well.
I stopped at last, leaning back so I could look at this gorgeous meat I had been sucking.
"Your mouth is so good. Get me off. Please! I'm getting so close. Don't stop now."
I licked my lips and leaned back in. First inhaling his manly smell. Licking his beautifully shaved nuts and up the length of his cock. I lapped my tongue playfully across his cocklips, expecting to get a taste of his sweet pre-jizz. I was surprised and then realized all too clearly that my expectations were set by Justin's cock. Justin's jizz.
This wasn't Justin I was sucking. It was Todd. Hot, fucking perfect Todd. And in a flash I was back at his cock, sucking harder. And harder.
"Easy guy. Easy. Don't suck too hard. Suck smooth and steady. Stroke it with your hand. Let your fingers slide on my cock." I tried hard to do as he said and was rewarded with, "That's it. Just like that. Mmmmmm! So good. Now just the head. With your lips. No, keep stroking, too. Just suck my head a little more. I'm close."
I could sense him tensing. Knew he was close. I sucked carefully on his cockhead. Playing with the underside, just where it meets the shaft. He groaned again and sucked in his stomach. I knew I had him now. I reached down to take his nuts in my hand. They were pulled up tight. So tight I could hardly find them. I just ran my fingers over his smooth nut sack.
"Oh, fuck. I'm gonna cum. Suck it! Suck it! Suck me!!!" he begged, holding my head tight. Forcing my mouth down his hot fucking cock.
And then he started to cum. A great spurt into my mouth. I swallowed and was rewarded with more and still more. I swallowed again. He seemed to ease. Finished already. I sucked gently once more and eased my lips up his cockhead and off the tip. Kissing his cocklips as I freed him.
He shot again. Spraying his cum across my cheek and some to god knows where over my shoulder.
"More. There's more," he said urgently.
I put my mouth back to catch two more healthy shots of cum. Not so sweet as Justin's, I thought. Immediately I tried to banish any thought of Justin from my mind. But he was my comparison. This was all so new. But new compared to what.
I just wanted to enjoy this moment. Instead, my stomach started to churn with thoughts of Justin. Betraying Justin. The rules I had broken. My rules. Our rules.
Todd's hands were stroking in my hair. Moving my head slowly up and down his still hard cock. Could he cum again, I wondered. But I didn't wonder for long. I felt his hard cock lengthen. Expand. Get even warmer against my tongue. He groaned and tensed and shot again. Twice I think. And then I felt his body go limp. But not his cock. It was still hard in my mouth. Where I now held the last of his cum.
My instincts were to share it with him in a kiss. I rose up and smiled down at him, ready to lean in and kiss him deeply. But the face I saw, beautiful as it was, wasn't the face my mind expected. This was Todd, not . . .
I swallowed. He was not Justin. This was not Justin's sweet cum. Not Justin's twitching cock below me. Not Justin's body. Or smile. What I was looking at was magnificent and in some ways left me filled with lust. But it wasn't Justin and so my lust was tinged with regret as well.
"Are you OK?" Todd asked, seeming to sense something was troubling me. His voice was so gentle. So caring. So warm. And sexy. I inhaled deeply and settled down into his open arms, resting my weight gently on him as we stretched out across the sofa.
"I'm fine," I said and kissed him gently on one ear. "I'm fine."
"You give the best head I've ever had," he said.
"Thanks. I'm no match for you. I am so spent."
We chatted about nothing for a little while as we lay there in each other's arms. But as much as I had wanted this, as much as I had enjoyed this near perfect evening with Todd, thoughts of Justin and betrayal and guilt would not leave me.
Finally Todd drove me home, one arm around my shoulder. One of my hands on his thigh. As we neared Justin's and my place, the guilt grew. "Please don't mention this to anyone," I finally said to Todd.
"I tell Phil everything," he said. "It's our deal. Like you're rules and limits with Justin."
"Do you have to?" I asked. It probably sounded like I was pleading. I hope he didn't hear the fear in my voice.
"I wondered if this was OK with you and Justin. But you said it was, so . . ." he let his words hang between us.
"Jerking off together would probably be OK, but we went a little further than I planned. Than I expected," I said.
"Those things happens with guys as hot as you were tonight."
"Hot as you," I countered.
"Yeah, well, when two guys get going at it, it can be hard to stop sometimes," he said.
"So do you have to tell him?" I said again, probably sounding like a pathetic girl.
"I should, but for you," he paused and put his hand on my crotch, "I'll only tell him if he asks. And I doubt he'd ever ask."
With those words, my cock swelled and I knew he felt it. He gave it a little squeeze and it grew a lot more. "We better cool this, cuz I don't need to be keeping any more secrets from Phil," Todd said.
We said our goodnights and I wanted to kiss him so bad. I wanted to hold him and hug him and . . . Fuck it. I wanted to make love to him. To thank him for everything. I was so totally fucked up. Hot and into him. Feeling like I was falling in love. But knowing it was wrong and wanting to be true to Justin.
I got out of the car with no more than a pat on his thigh and one last heartfelt thanks.
I went inside, hoping Justin was asleep. I didn't think I could hide the confusion of emotions running through me just then.
To be continued . . .
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