The Fantasy I Lived

By LostTexBoy

Published on Oct 29, 2020

Transgender

The Fantasy I Lived

Hey all, here is the next installment of my very first story. Hope you enjoy it. Don't be shy, let me know what you think. As always make sure to donate to Nifty. This story is fiction pulled from

several fantasies of mine. None of this has ever happened. Well to me at

least. Hope you enjoy.

Chapter 2

Here I sit in my driveway, my gurl is at full attention in my sheer yellow lace panties. She is just as excited and nervous as I am. Here in this small town, someone actually saw a glimpse of my panties. I thought they were hidden but someone got an accidental glimpse of them at the Home Depot. Not only that, he flirted with me and gave me his number. Joel whom I looked for every time I went in the store just to get to see him actually gave me his number. We had never had any conversations before today and he actual initiated it when he got the glimpse of my panties.

How long should I wait to text him? I am a bit older at 55 but still know how to text and send pics and all that. My ex and I sent photos and videos often. When he died I kind of lost my knowledge of what's appropriate and customary. He never knew of my desire to be gurly at home. The pleasure I get slipping on a lovely negligée, stockings, heels and appropriate jewelry. It was something I had been interested in but never pursued. With Aldo's death I got to revisit some desires long forgotten. When I was younger, I did all the fun stuff, naked parties with a group of folks, gay camping, fun in a sling, videos and photos. I am a nudist and have been for practically all my life, we both were. We met at a nudist resort in the Mediterranean, he was from Italy and lil ole me was from north Texas. We hit it off and here came Italy to Paris. Paris Texas that is. We got our lives on track and it was great. Until the cancer and he was gone in a year. I worked with kids and he was a chief and we lived our life and then it was gone.

We had traveled all over the world, took cruises and hiking trips through many National Forests. When he passed I couldn't rest. I needed to do something. I sold our place and got a smaller one just for me and my new little German Shepard, Stag that I adopted to keep from being lonely. I had my work and with the new house I got busy remodeling and making it a little private sanctuary for us. Builders and landscapers for several months and then I moved in. I made some other renovations that I wanted to do once I was in our new place. I enjoyed building and working with my hands as well as planting flowers and vegetables. With Aldo's teaching I had become a pretty good cook too, if I do say so myself.

At night I began to rediscover myself too. I found some old pics in a box when I moved. They brought back a lot of memories and opened my mind to explore and discover me again. While living in the rental as they worked on the new house I had to go to a laundromat. One day I discovered someone's cotton panties mixed in with my freshly dried clothes. When I saw them, I looked around to see if anyone was looking for them or saw me with them. They made it to my place. A few days later I decided to try them on. My goodness how great they felt little skimpy purple panties that had PRINCESS across the back. Well if I am wearing them, I am a princess. So, it grew from there. Looking online and ordering panties, stockings, heels, baby dolls (oh yes lovely) long vintage looking negligees. I loved the look of the vintage photos of ladies in their dresses of the 40's & 50's and Doris Day movies like "Pillow Talk "where she ran around in all those soft gowns. I tried corsets as well. So many things I was acquiring. I did buy a couple wigs and tried makeup too. I didn't care for either much. Once in a while I feel like getting super gurly and put on wig and makeup but it's just too much for me. I enjoy what I enjoy and that's all that matters. I would dream and wish for a "Daddy" or bull of a guy to sweep me off my feet and love the gurl in me. Out in public it's just guys but at home full on wife for my man. I had picked out a style I really liked, and I call it vintage burlesque. I also adore just sheer robes, panties, bras so I have many of them.

After a while I realized I had acquired a lot of fem wear and needed somewhere to keep it. Just then as I was in my daydream of the past, I heard a car honk as they drove by. It brought me back to the present. There I was daydreaming about the past and I had something promising happening right now that could lead to the situation I had dreamed of.

Well at least a gurl can dream it will happen. I quickly decided what I was going to say. Ok here it goes. Just type in the words.

Grant

Hey there Joel, this is Grant. We met earlier and you gave me your number. Just wanted to say Hi

There I did it. Deep breath, I kept it simple and average. Just in case someone was playing me with a fake number, and it was a sham or something. Right away my phone dinged

Joel

Hey doll this is Bluto remember? You flashed me some pretty panties earlier. Sorry it took so long to respond still at work.

Joel

Oh, and what's this Grant stuff.? I thought I would hear from Mattie lol

Oh my, what kind of response should I send. He does seem to be using lots of dolls and ma 'me and miss. I guess I could just see how it goes.

Mattie

Oh, Hi Bluto he he he. This is Mattie silly Grant reading my texts. How is work? One thing could you explain the nickname. I think I know but just curious.

Bluto

There she is. How's Miss Mattie? Do I need to have a chat with Grant about reading your messages? Lol Well, you may have notice I am a Big Boy. Remember the old cartoon Popeye? Well there was Bluto/Brutus he changed names at some point. I have always been a big guy so my friends started calling me Bluto and it stuck. So, um what are you wearing, wink wink.

I figured that's where the name came from, now I know the story. Yes, the little gurl in me is jumping up and down. Grant on the other hand is yelling play it cautious. Don't go full throttle until you know more about him. This is after all a pickup you know it still could be fake.

Mattie

I spoke to Grant and he said he would be nice. He did yell at me though to be cautious and not get to giddy with excitement. He he he

Still wearing the same panties. It's just been an hour after all

Bluto

Darlin I get the cautious. Good going Grant lol. I should pull back some as well. I just got really excited and felt like a big kid when I met you. I can be pretty forward and act like a big kid. It's just in this small town it's difficult to find someone that is like minded. Tell you what, please ask Grant to join me at about 7 at Applebee's. We can chat a bit and learn about the "3" of us lol.

Whew, he just asked me out. Well it's not a date I guess just a chat like he said.

Mattie

Grant said it would be a pleasure to learn more about you at 7. I think the same thing but very nervous

Bluto

Great it's a date. Oh, and Miss Mattie I hope I get at least a peek at something sexy.

Mattie

Oh, is this a date? Aren't you forward asking to see my underwear naughty boy he he he.

Bluto

I certainly hope the first of many if things work out. Yes, I am forward and I can be very naughty lol. See you both very soon.

I had been in the car this whole time texting this handsome man. I glanced at the clock in the car. It's just now noon, I need to plan what to wear and pick up a bit. I better get inside and get the ball rolling.

I walked in the house Stag greeted me with all his excitement. I opened the back door and he went out. I just stood in the kitchen thinking about what to wear. Panties well duh, but should I add a bra? Could I wear stockings tonight? What if he asks to come over? I should clean up some. I poured myself some wine just to calm down. After a couple hours putting the house in order and making it presentable, I had another glass of wine to think.

Yes, I was excited, well excited and scared. My mind raced in so many directions. All the "what if's" my therapist used to call them. What if he turns out to be a jerk? What if we fall in love? What if someone see us? What if the restaurant has an explosion or gets robbed? See the mind can spiral and splinter in so many directions. Ok relax and go one step at a time.

While I was cleaning, I had gotten naked, which is my normal attire at home. I finished the little bit of cleaning and headed to the shower. I had made it one of those wet rooms with lots of natural light. I got under the water and pick up my sweet-smelling floral shampoo as well as soap. I had begun growing out my hair almost a year ago and it was past my ears. I picked up the razor and did a few strokes across my body. Since I do a body shave almost every day it was quick. I touched up the goatee and then moved on. I got the nozzle ready and inserted it in my pussy. Gotta clean out the inside don't want an embarrassing mess or smell. I do love that feel of shooting out the water from my pussy once it's clean.

My little gurl had been hard or at least plump all day. With the anticipation of some attention of a gentleman caller. I started lathering her up I was so so tempered to play with my best friend with nice long strokes. Grab the shower poppers and enjoy each other as we have so often. But I knew better. I did turn around and wrap my pussy on the dildo that's a permanent fixture on my shower wall. Just to keep it stretched and tease me a bit too. I was done, took a fluffy towel and dried off. I pulled my hair back in an elastic like Joel/Bluto wears his. Mine could never look as good as his though. My hair is very fine and straight. He has thick wavy hair, color me jealous.

Ok now what to wear? I went to my closet room and stood contemplating do I go for comfort that's kind of sexy or full on sexy in hopes he sees it all. I chose the latter.

I picked out a pink shelf bra that has black lace edges with a pink with black dot bow in the center with lace on it as well. Matching full seat panties. The back is sheer on the hips are the same bow as the bra and across the front is a pink with black dot satin panel. I painted my toes. I love when I have painted toes. Today pink of course and one pink fingernail. The pinkie duh. While they dry, I go to my boy clothes closet pick out just khakis and a pink button up the front shirt with a navy jacket. BORING. The jacket helps hide my bra so anyone looking won't see lines. Ok back to my girl closet I pick out sheer stay up stockings with black and pink ribbons on the top. Glance at the clock 6:25 now to put on the boy clothes. Put on some loafers' dab on a little perfume. Grab my keys and phone. Oh, I have a message from Bluto he is probably canceling it figures. It's just a quick message

Bluto

Very excited, 7 can't get here soon enough and 3 flower emojis

Well here I go.

Next: Chapter 3


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