I think I have been working at the college for about 3 years. My experiences here at Baltimore City Community College as a 24-year-old college student has been quite interesting. Working and going to school can be taxing on the body, but I have dreams and goals I want to reach. One of my dreams is to become a counselor, and the second one is to be an entertainer. Becoming a counselor, I guess appeals to my more logical and calm side. While being an entertainer appeals to my creative gay side. Oh yeah, I failed to mention that I am gay (by design). I guess that's what makes being in college so damn interesting, because in high school I was still looking inside the closet. Now that I am in college, I have kicked down the closet door and have come busting out of it. Coming out the closet wasn't as dramatic as I expected it to be, and now, four years later I have established myself as a confident gay black man. I have also established myself as an Internet junkie.
The Internet is so much fun. I think I spend the majority of my time either reading or on the Internet. I surf the web looking at porno, and reading all sorts of stuff, but the one main attraction is the chat rooms. I think that when I first started to chat in chat rooms, I was a novice. Sort of unskilled and really didn't know what to say or how to jump into conversations. It took me awhile before I learned the ropes of how to jump into conversations and after I learned the ropes I was in chat rooms all over. I went from chat rooms filled with poets to chat rooms filled with Christians, and eventually I found a chat room dedicated to black gay men. I guess what drew me to the chat rooms was the fact that there was a chance you could meet somebody special and then... there was the occasional goon that either was not gay but causing havoc in the room or the asshole that was gay but he is still married or straight "acting." I had my run-ins with these brothers before but I think the encounter that was the most special was when I met "him".
It started like this:
It was a Monday and work was moving sort of slow. As a security officer, you have days when you work like a slave, and then there are days when you have nothing to do but sit around and look stupid. I wasn't feeling content looking stupid today so I decided to log into a chat room. I logged into the black gay chat room, and quickly identified some people that I was used to talking to. There was this cat in there 'digging' me from the week before. He claimed to have a twelve-inch dick, and I was dying to see if he was definitely packing twelve inches. He went by the name Biggie12.
Biggie12: Was sup shortie
Mkrann: Was sup with you...I am just chilling and shyt Biggie12: U remember who this is
Mkrann: yeah nukka... I know who you are...you the cat with the big dick...lol
Biggie12: yeah...where u been at...what you ducking me and shyt Mkrann: No...I haven't been dissin you and shyt...I been working and going to school...I don't be on here like this
Biggie12: Oh aiight... so when you gonna let me tap that ass... Mkrann: You crazy...lol
Biggie12: You laughing and shyt...I am serious...I remember the picture of that phat ass...I want to bust that ass open
Mkrann: Oh my goodness...I can't believe that...I told you already that I am not strictly a bottom, and it has been so long since I been fucked... you might do some damage if 12 is really what you packing...
Biggie12: You can take it...I wouldn't hurt you just leave my mark on you....yah mean Mkrann: You off the hook with that...so you trying to hook up wit me fa real, hunh
Biggie 12: Fuck yeah...shortie your ass is phat as shyt...nice and black with that little tight hole...>:)
Mkrann: Yo...email me your info so we can do this....My boss is calling me on the other line.
Just when I was about to get all flirtatious with brother man, my boss called and I had to log off. I told the guy I would hit him back later. I logged offline and I took care of some business, and then I went to lunch only to return to a packed lobby. It took me thirty minutes to get students situated, and get staff members the information they needed. By the time I was alone and things got slow...it was towards the end off my shift. I decided that it wouldn't hurt for me to log into the black gay men's chat room and for a few minutes I was watching the screen trying to follow the conversation. There were multiple conversations going on in the room. The conversation I was following was about a guy that messed around on his boyfriend with a girl, and of course in my head I was calling him all kinds of names (getting all emotional about the topic, and opinionated). Glancing over the screen, I noticed that there was a guy speaking to people in Baltimore. His name was Beautiful One. I spoke.
Mkrann: Hey Was sup, beautiful one, I am from B-More
Beautiful One: You are ...what part of Baltimore you from Mkrann: I am from the eastside of B-More...What part you from
Beautiful One: I am not from Baltimore...I visit there on the weekends sometimes. I live in PA Mkrann: Oh aiight, how is it in PA
Beautiful One: It's aiight...you ever go out to clubs in B-More Mkrann: Yeah ...I go out every once and a while
Beautiful One: You ever go to the Paradox Mkrann: Yeah...every so often...only when a certain deejay is there...because sometimes it's draining in the Paradox
Beautiful One: Were you there this Saturday... Mkrann: Naw...not this weekend. I was working and chilling
Beautiful One: It was off the hook this weekend...I had a good time...I really did Mkrann: Damn I wish I was there...they probably was off the hook...
Beautiful One: Yeah people were voguing and shyt....you know how to vogue Mkrann: yeah...i know how to vogue but I don't do it like that
Beautiful One: I don't know how to do that shyt...that ain't for me...but it's all good though Mkrann: yeah..I feel you ...I vogue the old way and femme
Beautiful One: You do that crazy shyt, hunh...you in a house Mkrann: When I am feeling crazy but I don't make voguing a habit. Yeah I am in a house
Beautiful One: Which one?
Mkrann: The House Of Diore
Beautiful One: For real...that's cool...you know a lot of people in houses
Mkrann: Yeah...you could say that Beautiful One: You know Honeycomb and Gerard
Mkrann: Yeah..Honeycomb is in my house...and Gerard is in our rival house but I know him
Beautiful One: I used to date someone in a house...too much drama.
Mkrann: You sound like you wanted to join a house.
Beautiful One: Hell no...I just think people who are in them are interesting
Mkrann: Oh really....
Beautiful One: What???
Mkrann: I bet you find them interesting...trying to get the house kids, hunh
Beautiful One: Hell no..too much drama with yall
Mkrann: With them...Please don't affilliate me with them...:). I am an individual. I like to be different.
Beautiful One: Oh really...so what makes you different
Mkrann: I don't like to be a part of the crowd...I deliberately go against the grain, because I know that being different will put me in a realm all by myself. I guess...in a way I have an ego. Not in the bad way, but I just like the attention I get from being simply me.
Beautiful One: Oh..so you do things to get attention...what happens when you don't get the attention you want?
Mkrann: I turn into an evil bitch...LOL. Sike. I am not spoiled...t's just I don't like to be like evrybody else. I like being unique. Yah mean.
Beautiful One: Yah Mean???
Mkrann: I know you know slang...it means you know what I mean
Beautiful One: Yeah..I know what it means but I didn't picture you saying that...not being as deep as you are...LOL
Mkrann: Whatever...you trippin...anyway what do you do for fun?
Beautiful One: I chill..I listen to music, go out to the club (sometimes), go to the movies, and Shopping
Mkrann: Ohhhh you emphasized shopping...so you like to spend money
Beautiful One: Oh yeah
Mkrann: Oh shyt...look at this...I been on here chatting with you and I have to get ready to go...look here is my email address...holla at me Mkrann@yahoo.com
This brief encounter turned into a daily routine. We made a connection. I finally felt the flames of an Interent connection. We exchanged email addresses and our rapport built from there. Doing the days I worked, we learned about one another. Our conversations went from general to personal to even romance and sexual. Beautiful One, my mystery man became intriguing to me. I found myself rushing to work to talk to him online. My chat room visits became less and less frequent until eventually I stopped going to the chat rooms. I was turned on by his conversation.
Mkrann: Was Sup playa, how you hangin'
Beautiful One: I'm doin good...now that you are on here
Mkrann: Flattery will get you everywhere
Beautiful One: Oh will it...so where can it get me
Mkrann: Wellllll...I will let you use your imagination for that...lol
Beautiful One: Damn...I was hoping that you would tell me?
Mkrann: I can show better then I can tell...(winking)
Beautiful One: Aren't you flirtatious today?
Mkrann: No...just being myself...for someone special
Beautiful One: I received your email yeaterday...did you get mine?
Mkrann: Yeah...I got it
Beautiful One: So?
Mkrann: So what?
Beautiful One: Are you mad about me having a boyfriend?
Mkrann: No...I told you that I had someone also. I mean I kind of figured you had someone already.
Beautiful One: What made you think that?
Mkrann: I just assumed that you did...but I still find you intriguing even though we are both involved...so I let nature take its course.
Beautiful One: How do you feel about long distant relationships? Would you be in one?
Mkrann: I never been in one before, but I most likely wouldn't like it. I would be too insecure. Too much can happen when you are away from a person for too long.
Beautiful One: I feel you on that...that's what is going on with me now. I am in a long distance relationship.
Mkrann: Damn. That's fucked up. Where does your boyfriend live?
Beautiful One: Well, he used to live here in PA, but he moved to Florida. I really do care for him, but lately I have been experiencing some changes in myself.
Mkrann: Ummm...sounds interesting. I never asked you this before, but are you a top or a bottom? I mean it really doesn't matter, but it would help me out in my fantasies (LOL). Sike...seriously...which are you?
Beautiful One: You won't believe this, but that's the problem with my current situation. In this current relationship, I am a bottom. He doesn't experiment in anyway with being a bottom, but I want to be on top sometimes. When I first started my relationship with him, I was playing the submissive role. I was feminine, and I thought that was what I wanted to be, but a yea of being only a bottom got boring. I started to notice boys with plump asses, and then I started to fantasize about fucking someone that was semi-feminine. A guy that is masculine, but can be passive in the bedroom as well as aggressive. When he decided to move to Florida, I found myself wanting to be more dominant, but I haven't found someone that I can be dominant with.
Mkrann: Very interesting. So are you going to kick him to the curb? Are you completely a top now?
Beautiful One: No...I consder myself versatile, but I want to be with someone that will let me be dominant.
Mkrann: That's funny...I am a top in the relationship I am in now.
Beautiful One: So that means you wouldn't be up for me dominating you.
Mkrann: No...Hell No...
Beautiful One: Damn...don't bust a brain cell...you okay
Mkrann: Sike... I was just playing
Beautiful One: So you have never beeen on the bottom before?
Mkrann: Yeah...when I first started to fuck I was a bottom. That was before I learned how to really be a top, but once I started being a top I stopped being a bottom.
Beautiful One: Why did you stop being a bottom?
Mkrann: It hurted...I just wasn't as comfortble with being fucked as I was doing the fucking. Not until I got oldfer then I became a professional in everything...LOL
Beautiful One: What do you mean a professional? You ain't a hooker are you? LOL
Mkrann: Whatever...I just know how to give and receive now, and I am good at both...if I must say so myself...LOL
Beautiful One: You are stupid, boy. So how good are you at receiving?
Mkrann: Wouldn't you like to know? Sike. I don't brag about my skillz...I just do the damn thing...yah mean
Beautiful One: Yeah.. I know what you mean. (yawning)
Mkrann: You stupid...anyway. I will holla at you later. I have mad work backing up for me to do. Be cool
Beautiful One: Aiight shorty, peace
I knew he was in a relationship from past conversations and so was I, which made the situation that much more electrifying. The actual charge that comes from being in love and being loved by two different people. The mere energy was intoxicating and it didn't hinder the bonds we shared with the loved ones at home. No, in fact they strengthened, but the power between us continued to grow. It felt like some unknown force was drawing us together. The strange thing is that we both had hidden desires. he desired to be dominant and I wanted some to dominate me. the roles we were playing in our lives were too constricting, and we both wanted to expand. We both needed a bubble to escape to and create the ultimate fantasy. One with no rules, and no barriers. One in which we could explore infinite possibilities, and recreate stories once thought forgotten. As if magnetically charged, we connected perfectly to one another. I wanted to see him. I wanted to be with him. At nights, I could taste the sweetness of his flesh on the palates of my tongue. At nights, my body would tingle at the images I would project in my thoughts about him. He was my 'apple' in the garden of forbidden fruit. I was tempted to take a bite. Actually, I was going to take a bite. We were bound to meet. If only for one night.
Mkrann: Was Sup playa
Beautiful One: Was sup chocolate
Mkrann: Nuthin just chillin...and thinking
Beautiful One: Was I apart of your thoughts?
Mkrann: Yes you you were
Beautiful One: What were you thinking about?
Mkrann: I was thinking about how you make me feel. It's kind of weird.
Beautiful One: Was it the last conversation we had...the steamy one?
Mkrann: Yeah
Beautiful One: you still thinking about that? That's old...LOL
Mkrann: Shut up...yes I am still thinking about that. Yoo flipped the script on me. I am not used to being dominated, but I must say that what you said last time was intriguing.
Beautiful One: Well everyone needs some spice to their life every so often.
Mkrann: Yeah...I guess we have reversed roles since we first met
Beautiful One: Do you mind being submissive to me?
Mkrann: Ummmm...LOL. No! Not at all. As a matter of fact I like it.
Beautiful One: Shawty you a trip. If I was there with you I would kiss you on the back of your neck, and put you mind at ease.
Mkrann: Is that right...Well who said I would let you?
Beautiful One: I know you would let me, because I know what you need in your life.
Mkrann: And what is it exactly that I need?
Beautiful One: You need some one to unlock that feminine energy dying to get out. You said when we first met that we are both male and female, good and evil, yin and yang. Am I right?
Mkrann: Yeah. I said that humans contain these qualities equally.
Beautiful One: You went on to say that in order for a person to reach complete wellness they would have to balance these things in their life...externally and internally.
Mkrann: Umm someone has been paying attention to my mumbo jumbo...LOL. I did say these thigs, but I was feeling deep that day. I hope I didn't dorwn you.
Beautiful One: Naw...I was feelin what you were saying...and you are right. The reason why we connect is because we balance one another. you tap into my masculinity and I tap into your femininity. We freely explore one another, and we both like it. We escape with one another, and it feels good. After talking with you, I feel confident. You make me feel like I secure you. You make me feel like I am in control, and though it may never be that we meet...it allows me to cope with my everyday situation. As a matter of fact, I have become more assertive since we have been talking these past two months. So I feel as though you balance me.
Mkrann: We balance each other but without becoming the defined characters taht go with the parts. I mean, you say you are submissive, but you don't sound submissive on the phone. And you don't look submissive by the picture that you sent, but you are submissive when it comes to the bedroom. Which is cool?
Beautiful One: But I want to be aggressive, and you want me to be aggresive with you.
Mkrann: You think you can tame this tiger. Many have tried...all have failed.
Beautiful One: I guess I will have to change that...because I am going ot tame you...completely.
Mkrann: LOL...I think that you are bluffing.
Beautiful One: You think too much...maybe you should invest in something else.
Mkrann: Like what?
Beautiful One: Like saying my name when I make you orgasm.
Mkrann: You thik that I am going to say your name....puhleeeeeeeezzee
Beautiful One: Baby boi...I know you ar going to say my name...fa sho.
Mkrann So when will this take place.
Beautiful One: I don't know...that's up to you...and you know that I am only free doing the weekends.
Mkrann: Do you want me to come there...or do you want to escape here?
Beautiful One: Escape...I like that. I would want to escape there.
Mkrann: Well, I will star preparing something, you keep you calendar open Beautiful One: Aiight...then I will do that, but I can't guarantee nothin...don't want to set you up for a let down.
Mkrann: I want to spend some time with you face to face
Beautiful One: I want to see you too, but what about our boyfriends. You sure you want to go there?
Mkrann: Are you going to dump your man?
Beautiful One: No..not anytime soon.
Mkrann: Neither am I. We are just escaping togeteher for a weekend. I didn't say anything about sex. Just escape. Platonic. nothing more...just taking it slow.
Beautiful One: Yeah..I don't want to rush anything Mkrann: Yeah...I know what you mean, but I still want to meet you Beautiful One: So when do you want to meet me...and how we gonna do this ..I ain't got no wheels Mkrann: I will hook it up..you just keep your calendar opened
After discussions and joking with one another for weeks that seemed like years, we eventually prodded one another along to the height of our sexual peak. It was started. The thought to meet had ignited into action and I was about to plan an escapade. I decided to schedule a weekend at a nice hotel downtown. I knew that he would have to travel so I planned for him to take the Amtrak from Pennsylvania to Baltimore, and I would meet him. I planned it the weekend my boyfriend was away with his family. That meant I had Friday, Saturday, and Sunday to escape if only just as friends...it would be worth the wait.
Finally after talking to one another for six months, we were going to meet. As the day to meet drew close, I was so anxious that the butterflies in my stomach had actually come to my neck. They were making there way to my mouth and escaping in flutters of short breaths.
It was Friday that I finally met 'Him.' The sun was bright in the sky, and I had made arrangements to meet him early since he would be arriving at 10 o clock in the morning. When I arrived at the hotel, I quickly checked in and rushed to our suite. after unoading my stuff, I laid in the bed and imagined him holding me. In the past weeks, I found that Rick (my temptation) hid a dominant quality about him that attracted me to him. In past relationships, I was always the dominant one, but recently Rick pushed me to explore my other characteristics. I had to really delve pass the exterior and dig deep into the recesses of my heart to see that I wanted to be dominated but not be feminine. I was really fucked up in the head, but I was determined to take a bite of 'the apple'. I freshened up, and went downtown to meet Rick.
Rick (The Beautiful One) was 6 feet and bright skinned like the sun. My chocolate skin would blend with him nicely. We would be a blend of sunshine and earth. I wanted him to rise above me and to set within me. I wanted him to bring out a song within the depths of my soul that would rock the heavens, and break the gates of hell. I wanted him within me. His features were soft but masculine. My lion-like feature blended well with his gentle looks. His skin looked as if GOD had took satin and made Rick's image out of the smoothe and soft material. I was doomed. There was no way I would spend the weekend with Rick, and remain strictly platonic. The day was as beautiful as he was. We ate and we went site seeing, and we laughed and it seemed as if time had stood still. I was impressed by him. We held long talks and the night slowly crept up around us. It was getting dark, and I had a surprise for him. I made up a story about how I had to rush home, but I would be back in two hours. I didn't want him to get alarmed, so I said I left my wallet. He understood, but he ordered me to come right back. Then he hugged me, but the hug made me feel weak. his arms were strong, and the way they felt around my lower back made me feel like a serious "bitch'. I was really glad that we separated, because I could plan my seduction. I had only rented the room earlier for one day, but I got another suite rented for the weekend. I had saved enough money to splurge. Plus this was definitely worth it. I felt like fire burned through my veins.
In the two hours that we were separate, I managed to get eight red candles and four bottles of Hypnotiq. I had my music ready and I even found some oils to burn as we ate in the hotel room. I set the room up were the tables would have candlelights and in the backround a CD comprised of different artist would sing romance into our ears as we ate. After soaking in bath beads and oil, I dressed in a body shirt and some nice pants. That night, I was ready. I had transformed my hotel room into a cavern of passion. The air was thick with emotions that would stimulate a eunuch. My pheromones pushed from my pores like an energy barrier. I was now in prime seduction mode.
I called Rick from the hotel room, and told him to bring his things with him. He questioned, but I cut him off and instructed him to meet me on the twelth floor. When Rick arrived he smiled at the sight obviously impressed and as well questioning what was about to occur.I walked up to him, and told him to elax. then i blindfolded him, and led him into the suite.I placed his clothing in the closet, and lead him further into the suite. I wanted to take it slow, but after I saw him. I wanted to be his dinner, and feed myself to him all night long. I had to remain calm. I led him to a cushioned chair, and I told him that it was his throne and he was a king for the weekend. I removed his shoes and massaged his feet while the music played in our ears. I excused myself only briefly to change into my African outfit. It was brilliantly colored blues with bursts of yellow. My feet oiled and adorned with shells and turquoise. My Nubian locks flowing over my shoulders like a mane. I removed the blindfold, and presented myself to him. He looked astonished, because I had completely changed. He took everything in with obvious pleasure. I smiled and extended my hand that was adorned in silver, and precious stones like amethyst and turquoise and citrine. The air aound me was thinck with the scent of Kush and Frankincense. I escorted him to the table. The spread was tight as shyt. There was steak and mashed potatoes with gravy, corn, and dinner rolls. There was also the Hypnotiq, but the best was yet to come. After talking and laughing while India Arie song " I See The God In You', I decided it was time for dessert. I led him to the bed with black satin sheets, and before he sat down. I removed his shirt. He blushed slightly, and I was in heaven. I felt seductive, and judging by his reactions he felt seduced. In the middle of the bed was a silver dish of starwberries and melted chocolate. I told him to lay down and relax while I make him forget about the world. Sade was smoothely serenading us with 'No Ordinary Love', and I disrobed myself slowly to reveal GOD'S masterpiece. I was wearing my African jewelry, and underwear that resembled Tarzan's loin clothe. My ebony skin oiled and smooth casted a glow that only nature could create. My legs and thighs supported the plumpest round ass. My body sculpted from years of dancing ,yoga, martial arts, and meditating was finally ready to be shown. I was definitely not ashamed of my body, but most people never saw me out of my uniform. And my boyfriend only saw me as the 'top' in his life. Never had I revealed the seductive side. The submissive side. My feminine side. Rick looked on in silenece. The expression on his face read lust. His body reacted involuntarily as his dick bulged in his pants making a tent that stretched inches form his body. I smiled wickedly at him, and he licked his lips with anticipation. In my best feline performance, I slowly crawled onto the bed making my way up his legs, making my way up his body, and then laying on my side with my arms and legs stretch across his body. I looked up into his eyes, and moved my leg to brush his aroused penis. He closed his eyes as I touched his lips lightly with mine, and then I took a strawberry dripping with chocolate and fed it to him slowly. Faith Evans crooned 'Come over and make love to me', as I fed him the strawberries dipped in chocolate. We drunk straight form the Hypnotiq bottle and the liquor exploded within our minds. The intoxication came quic slowly but what heightened it was the three blunts him and I smoked together. Damn...we got fucked up that night. And as I laid next to Rick, talking about life in general moving to topics that where personal and eventually feeling vibes that were sexual, we kissed.
Not an ordinary kiss, but a kiss that brought about blossoms in the Spring time. We kissed for what seemed like minutes. Moving from deep passionate kissing to slow refined kissing to eventually just gently pressing our lips to one another and hearing the smacking sounds they made. He maneuvered the silver tray of of the bed without breaking away from my lips, and I pulled him on top of me as I closed my eyes, and I released myself to him ...mentally. Him lying over top of me, eye to eye made the most unnoticeable and even ignored obvious. We had mad LUV for one another. Not something describable...we had the ultimate friendship. We were linking slowly. Like the biblical characters David and Jonathan... we shared a love that dared not say it's name. He kissed me deeply again, and the heat around us thickened. Rolling on top of him, I unfastened the bottons of his pants and began to slowly kiss his body. His hands drifted down to my ass, and he caressed my butt cheeks with strength. He moaned as I sucked on his nipples hungrily. I licked his neck and bit just below his ear. His body responded with involuntary pulses that could be felt through his dick. My ass was so wet from all the antics that I ached to be opened by him. After being unreceptive for years, I would finally tear down my barriers and invite someone in. I wanted to taste the dick that assaulted my pelvic area. I moved slowly down his torso to his navel, and began to lick his navel slowly with my tongue. Pushing my tongue in to his navel and watching his body repond turned me on. I looked up into his face as I pushed his pants and underwear down his legs. I removed the restricted dick, and my eyes widened at the sight of his lovestick. His dick was beautiful. It was long and thick, and it was strong and hard. I was not used to taking more the 7 1/2 inches...and my dick was 8 inches, but his dick made me realize that I might be in for some damage. Looking on, he smiled as my eyes in awe examined the dick that threatened to tear me open. I knew that I was able to handle it with my mouth, and slowly began my assault on his dick with my tongue. I methodically worked my tongue around the head of his dick. Paying attention to his dick head and then allowing him to feel the warmth of my mouth along the shaft of his dick. Rick closed his eyes and after minutes grabbed the back of my head and began to fuck my face slowly picking up speed. The sloshing of my mouth mixed with the sounds of his moans drowned out the soulful singing of Jill Scott. I had managed to remove his pants and underwear completely from his body. I sucked on his dick and licked on his balls then reversed and sucked on his balls and licked on his dick. He was beginning to lose control digging into my shoulders while I orally satisfied him. Suddenly without any warning, he pulled me up and slammed me on the bed on my back. I was amazed at his strength. I struggled to regain control, but he pressed his mouth around my neck, and bit down. I cried out, but he didn't stop. Instead he reached inbetween my legs, and pressed his hands firmly against my dick. I breathed deeply as he massaged my aroused dick. My eyes closed tightly as his tongue invaded my ear, and began tapping rhythms on my ear drums. I thrashed about under him, and he grabbed my loin cloth, and tore it off of my body slinging it across the room. I whined as he placed a finger in my mouth, and started to suck my chest like a mad man. I released once more...this time it was my emotions. Rick moved down my body to my navel. His tongue darted in and out of my navel, and his hands caressed my ass wantonly. I was extremely aroused. Precum leaked from his dick onto my thigh. I reached for his dick and allowed the precum to pour into my hands. Rick slowly sucked my dick, playing with my balls and prepping my ass with his fingers for what was to come. I moaned in ecstacy...wanting more. I was still holding back...as he lifted my legs above his soulder and buried his face into my ass...I released. This time I let go of my mind...and became his mentally.
For about fifteen minues, he ate my ass like I had a pussy. Sloshing and slurping. Licking and sucking. Biting and blowing. the noises we made were symphonical. Around us the air played on invisible instruments that triumphantly declared our union in a crescendo that ended in fortissimo. Together we kissed and we sucked and he examined my ass hole with his finger and his tongue. I reciprocated his every move, and eventually he pushed my body forward into a position with my face down and ass was high in the sky. I looked over my shoulder, and
Rick continued to eat my ass hungrily. I whined like a baby as he grabbed my waist aggressively, and bit my ass. His big dick jutted from his body like a knife, and I was prepared to be stabbed. My ass was wet with saliva and my natural juices. He used his fingers to get me used to the sensation of being fucked but after lubing his dick, and actually pressing the head inside I realized just how long I had not been fucked. I bit down on the pillow as Rick slowly penetrated my asshole. When the head of his dick broke passed my sphincter muscle, I screamed loudly. Unable to help myself, a tear shed as he slowly leaned over and clung to my shoulders. I exhaled as he pushed his dick deeper within me. Rick kissed my ears tenderly, and whispered my name softly. He calmed me and began to rhythmically work his hips. The deeper he plunged the wetter I would get...my body surged with electricity as he began to make passionate love to me. I swallowed deeply as the the dam within my soul gave way...I released myself once more this time physically. The heat of passion wrapped around us like a thick blanket. I was rotating my hips on his dick, and he was grinding into me hard. My hands sweaty found themselves locked to the edge of the bed, my head turned sideways as I kissed him as he began to work up some speed. 'Oh Rick', Ohhh shyt' I yelled. I tried hard not to sound like a bitch, but I failed. He slammed into my ass whispering "take it baby', ' come on take it , shorty.' We changed into different forms and positions. Me using dance techniques as well as stretches to accommodate his rhythm. Finally ending with my legs pressed to my shoulders, and him slamming deep down into my ass. Tears of pleasure flowing from my eyes as Rick dug into my back with his nails. I lunged my head forward offering my neck as he bit down hard and slammed deeper into me. His dick pierced the depth of my body. I scream as he barrelled into my prostate like a barbarian. My dick gave way to streams and streams of come. He continued his assault my ass for about an hour until and he threw his head back, and he filled my insides with cream. The sperm flowed deep into spots he penetrated and comforted my sore hole. But the dick that had done the damage was still engorged with blood and the nut only served as lubricant for another assault. I relished the oncoming attack and I looked forward to a long night.
That night we explored every realm of love and we demonstrated feats of sexual creativity the kame sutra couldn't explain.That night he was a man, and I was his lady. I made him feel like the bread winner. I made him dominant, and he enjoyed his submissive concubine. The concupiscence we felt intoxicated us, and we were inebriated from our forbidden union.
In the morning, he was back on top of me. And I looked forward to a long day, and we eventually got out of the hotel room that day. My ass stinging from Rick's manhood. I limped around town with him, only to return to another onslaught. When I arrived home that Monday. I soaked and slept. I was exhausted, but I was relieved. We had given each other something we weren't getting back at home. I appealed to his masculine like he appealed to my feminine. Our everyday lives were caught in a structure which binded us to roles that limited our abilities to live and love. When we met that weekend. We stepped out of our ordinary roles and into ourselves for the first time, and experienced greatness in it's most beautiful form...LOVE.
Beautiful One: Was Sup Baby Mkrann: Nothing Daddy Beautiful One: Damn it's like that...I am daddy now Mkrann: hell yeah, but it is still awkward though. I can't believe what we did. It felt good though. Beautiful One: yeah I feel the same way...you have some good ass. OMG. Fa real. I could fuck you forever...fa real. I wish I could still be inside you Mkrann: You can...whenever you want to step away from the norm. Beautiful One: Can you still feel me in side you? Mkrann: hell yeah...I could hardly sit down at work Beautiful One: when can I get some more of that ass Mkrann: whenever you want to be yourself...DADDY Beautiful One: Aiight bet...so we one for the week after next...this time you come up to Philly Mkrann: Aiight...I can handle that. Beautiful One: Yo.... Mkrann: yeah was sup.... Beautiful One: Yo...I Love You...fa real...I really do love you, and you will always be special to me. Mkrann: Damn...that's deep. But you already know I love you...I told you the night we made love...and I feel that way now. Beautiful One: You crazy Mkrann: Yup ...I am crazy about you... Beautiful One: with all your heart... Mkrann: With all my heart... Beautiful One: Peace ...Moonlight Mkrann: Peace...Sunshine
Loving you is what I do best.
Bleu Waters