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Written by: Nicky Smith Edited by: JD Kaster
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: REVELATION
TREY'S POV
It was a few days after my mother and I had patched things up from our fight and I was at the mall with Miriam. She was looking for something to wear to a family reunion and since her car was in the shop, I "happily" volunteered to take her. I had a paper to write but it was annoying me so I guess it was a good thing that she needed it.
"What about this?" she asked as she held up the next thing that I was supposed to weigh in on. The first thing she'd picked was good but I guess women had to shop for an hour before they found something, which was how long we'd been in this particular store.
"It's great," I said trying to be enthusiastic.
"Are you bored?" She asked as she squinted at me.
"No, of course not," I lied, obviously.
"Yeah right," she said before walking back over to the rack. While she was looking for something else, I took the opportunity to bring up something that I'd been meaning to.
"So, I hear you had a talk with Hoyt," I said and watched to see if she'd do anything. Her movements stalled for a second but otherwise nothing else was said.
"How about this?" She said holding up a top that I was sure Jessica had.
"You're not going to say anything?" I asked. She blinked a few times before speaking.
"I had to make sure he didn't do anything stupid. I know you were worried about him and since you're already dealing with Drake, I figured I'd lend a hand in making sure you didn't have to deal with him too," she answered and damn these females stoking my emotions.
"That's sweet," I said around the lump in my throat.
"It's not a problem. Now, let's get checked out so we can find something to eat," she said and thank goodness that this torture was finally over.
As I waited while Miriam chatted up the woman ringing her up, I got a text from Bear. He wanted to know if I wanted to have a picnic on Saturday. I loved the idea but being me I had to give him the business about how picnics were corny. He said he changed his mind and I knew he was just trying to get me to jump at it so I stuck to my guns. He said that I was mean and I finally told him that I'd love to.
Once Miriam was done we went to lunch and scoped out guys while we ate. One guy who was geeky cute heard us and walked over. I thought he was gonna talk to Miriam but he handed me a piece of paper with his number on it and winked before walking away. Miriam laughed as he made a point of showing off his butt as he walked away and it was a nice booty indeed. After lunch I decided to go back to my room and finish that paper I was neglecting.
Saturday had arrived and I was searching through my tiny closet to find something to wear tonight as Bear decided that he wanted an evening picnic. Of course I had to clown him even more about it and pretend to lament my decision to choose such a corny cheesy man as my love. He said I didn't have any choice and that my heart had chosen him long ago. I swooned in secret.
As I looked through the closet though I became frustrated. Damn I hated this room. I hated even more that I had to share it with that bastard jackass Drake. I sometimes wanted to shove my foot so far up his ass that he would feel it in his throat. Anyway I was also Skyping with Liberty and Justice. Thank goodness Skype existed or I couldn't survive without my girls, well two of them anyway.
"So about the wedding, when are you gonna get your dress? You're gonna be a bridesmaid right?" Liberty quipped.
"Yeah I'm gonna be a bridesmaid. You know I wear a dress better than you anyway. Even though I've never worn one I just know," I quipped back
"Boy please, I would walk circles around you wearing a dress," she sniped back.
"Liberty, you do realize you are arguing with a man about which one of you looks better in a dress, don't you? I swear you can be so stupid sometimes. Sometimes I'm embarrassed that we share the same face," Justice said owning her sister. I sometimes wondered why she waited until she was 17 to reveal that she was the "queen of snark".
"We may share the same face but I wear it much better than you do, Marmaduke," Liberty countered using the old stick and move maneuver.
"Yeah you just keep telling yourself that if it helps you sleep at night mutley," Justice jabbed.
"Okay girls. To your neutral corners," I interjected.
"I like your new hairdo. I wish I had seen it first so I could have gotten it," Liberty said and huh?
"I'm borrowing that top when I come down this weekend," Justice said. "Wait, why can't you get it now?" she asked after she seemed to think about it.
"We'll be matching then," Liberty said like it needed no further statement.
"What's wrong with matching?" Justice asked slightly offended.
"Because were not 5," Liberty stated. "We're also not a set of milk chocolate step-ford twins," she added and I giggled.
We talked more about the wedding with them wondering how to get Nicole to make them bridesmaids. Liberty wanted to be Maid-of-Honor. Justice informed her that Nicole's best girlfriend Amy would probably be it. I added that it could also either be her sister Amanda or my cousin Ivy. It could even be Jessica since she, Nicole, and Ivy had this sort of sisterhood group between the three of them because they were in relationships with Alvis, my brother, and Leo respectively, the three longtime friends.
They then went off on a tangent about their own figurative future weddings and I smiled to myself wondering what those days would be like myself and I also wondered about my own future wedding to Bear. Now that we could legally get married anywhere in the country, I felt even more sure of things about my relationship with Bear. I wondered though if that would still be in effect in 2 years because we'd decided that we were getting married right after graduation.
We continued on for a bit longer before I informed them that I was logging off unless they wanted to see me naked. They shrieked and covered their eyes and then hurriedly logged off as I made to undo my robe laughing at them. I had no sooner got my clothes on than Jackass... I mean Drake came in. I had to start using his name.
He promptly ignored me as was his custom most of the time as he talked on his cell to his girlfriend. I'd yet to met her... not that I wanted to. All I knew was that her name was Serena and I inferred from snippets of conversations he'd had with her that she was older than him. I guess he had a thing for older women. First Liberty, and now this Serena. Although she sounded like she was much older than him than Liberty was. I wondered if she was black too. He hung up and looked at me with a scowl. I guess I had been looking at him too long.
"What are you looking at?" He spat.
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing I can assure you," I spat back.
"Is that a crack?" He asked, scowling even deeper.
"Yeah, just like the crack in your ass. Which is on your face. That's right, I just called you an assface, you jackass," I said smugly. Then I thought more on it and inwardly cringed at the bad putdown. I needed to up my game.
"You better watch it," he threatened but I didn't feel very threatened.
"Or what?" I asked as I postured.
"You're not as brave as you think you are. You're just saying all this stuff because you know that if I did anything to you, you could just run like a little bitch to get you big, strong boyfriend to come save you," he threw out saying "boyfriend" with as much contempt as he could muster which pissed me off. So I set out to return the favor.
"First of all he's my fiancée. Second, you think he's big and strong? How often do you dream about my big strong Bear?" I said enjoying the pissed off look on his face. It suddenly occurred to me that Drake and I said more to each other as enemies than we ever did as friends.
"About as much as you dream about me," he smirked.
"Well now that depends. It could be none or it could be a lot," I said and returned the smirk.
"Huh?" He said sounding confused.
"Well if we're going with dreams then none, but it it's nightmares then it's a lot. I have a lot of nightmares about you. Then I wake up and they come true because you're here," I said with the proper amount of derision.
He stared at me for at least a minute with a look on his face like he had eaten something bitter. Then something weird happened. A sly small smile that he tried to hide appeared on his face. He turned and headed for his desk and I could have sworn I heard him mutter "good one". I decided not to think about it and fortunately a knock at the door helped me do that. I was expecting Miriam, but who I got was even better
"Hey big Bear," I said in a husky voice. I heard Drake make a gagging noise in the background but I ignored him.
I invited him in and as I closed the door and looked at him again I just knew something was up. He neither spoke to me nor smiled when he saw me. He ALWAYS smiled whenever he saw me when he wasn't mad with me or worried about me. He wasn't mad with me and I hadn't done anything for him to worry about so it was worth noting. It's weird that with one missed action you just know that your about to have a shitty day.
"Bear, what's wrong?" I asked not liking the atmosphere in the room all of a sudden.
"Drake, leave," Bear said in a dark tone that I rarely heard unless he was truly angry. He only got like this when something big was going on. I tried to think if I had done anything to piss him off but I was coming up blank.
"What?" Drake said still at his desk. "I'm not going anywhere. This is my room and you can't order me out," Drake spoke with bravado. Bear stalked over to him. Towering over the still sitting Drake he looked at him and said with venom in his voice
"You can leave on your own, or I can throw your ass out but you are leaving," he said with venom in his voice and a dangerous glare as he towered over Drake who was still sitting trying to act unaffected. Drake then stood and stared at Bear for a few seconds before walking toward the door. I actually thought he was leaving but this was Drake after all.
"No I tell you what," Drake said as he reached the door and grabbed the doorknob "You get your ass out before..." That's all he got out before Bear, in a matter of only a split second it seemed had made it to the door, grabbed him by the neck and actually lifted him off the floor. I'm mostly ashamed to say that I took a moment to marvel at his raw male power.
The strength of his massive arm as the muscles flexed as he held Drake off the floor with just his right arm. I apparently wasn't the only one appreciating the visuals as my dick was getting in on the action. I then decided that I should probably stop this. I reached out and put my hand on Bear's arm not needing to say anything. He looked at me finally and then let Drake fall to the floor.
"Leave!" he hissed. Drake looked at the two of us while catching his breath. He finally got to his feet, muttered "fucking gorilla" under his breath and left the room.
"Bear what is it? Why are you acting like this?" I asked after I had managed to wrestle my libido into submission. It wasn't out of the ordinary for him to menace Drake but I could tell that something serious was going on.
"I need you Trey. I need you to make love to me. Please," Bear said pleading to me. I was about to object but the look in his eyes slammed me in the gut. I had never seen this desperate need for me before and it took my breath away.
I walked up to him and started unbuttoning his shirt. He looked me in the eyes the whole time while I undressed him. Not talking just cooperating when I told him what to do. When he was naked I stood back and took him in. He was the most handsome man I had laid eyes on. So big and powerful and virile with hair in all the right places letting me know I had named him correctly. My libido proved that I was a little bitch before it as it took center stage again.
I pushed Bear down on my bed and stripped my clothes off in no time flat and dived on my bed and on Bear's dick. This was one of the best things about being with Bear. Holding his big dick in my hand and in my mouth was something that I'd never dreamed of before so I always savored it when I got the chance to do so.
"Oh fuck yeah," he said lust dripping from his voice as he gripped my head. I was again glad I had made to choice to get the dreads and they provided a great grip for Bear.
I held him in my throat and hummed and he went wild just as I expected. I continued to hum while I worked my tongue on the underside and Bear was coming undone. He was gripping the sheets in his tight fists and moaning and bucking his hips off the bed. I loved the power I had over him when I gave him head
"Baby, baby I'm close," he managed to get out after a few minutes of this.
He pulled my head off and I smiled at him. He smiled back, but I could still see in his eyes that something was wrong. I decided to put it out of my mind for the time being as he pulled me up to him and kissed me. We made out for a few minutes before he pulled back.
"Fuck me Trey," he said. "I need to feel you inside me".
I reached into my desk drawer and got the lube. I put some on my fingers and teased his hole for a bit before I inserted a finger into him. He moaned as I moved my finger inside him. I found his prostate and he came up off the bed moaning louder. I grinned to myself and worked a second and then third finger into him as I sucked on his left nipple.
"Now baby now. I need you inside me." he pleaded and the sound of his desperate tone made my dick twitch.
I withdrew my fingers and slicked my dick with the lube and lined up with his hole. As I pushed in he grimaced slightly at first then took it in. I slowly continued entering him until I bottomed out. He wrapped his strong legs around me and I felt secure. I held still until I felt that he was ready.
"Fuck yeah baby. Give it to me. Give me all you got big daddy," he said with a sexy grin. I grinned back. I loved when he called me that. I loved that as big as he was all over, that my dick was about just as big than his.
"Okay big Bear," I said in warning.
I pulled back and slowly pushed in and out a few times to tease him a bit, but I was fighting a losing battle being inside him like this. He was always so hot and tight that it was hard to focus. Add to that the visual of this big muscled stud laid out taking my rod and it was a wonder I was ever able to last more than a minute whenever I topped for him.
"What's the matter Trey? You getting too old to give me a good pounding" he said in a teasing tone. Oh no he didn't. I pulled out until just the tip was still in and rammed him hard.
"Oh fuck yeah!" he shouted. "That's right baby, give me a good ramming".
So I did. I slammed in and out of him at a good pace. The room was filled with guttural grunts and moans and fuck yeahs. The smell of sex filled the air and that only spurned me on more. I increased my tempo going in and out. I changed my angle after a bit and when I pushed in again I heard Bear almost yell "OH FUCK" and I knew I had hit his prostate. I put two of my fingers in his mouth for him to suck on to keep him quiet and I kept hammering his prostate as I grunted and cursed and muttered other things that I can't even remember and he did the same.
"Baby I'm close, I'm so close," he managed to say after around my fingers.
"Me too," I added "You're so hot inside Bear, so hot. Damn you got a grade Triple A ass," I muttered.
"It's yours baby, always yours, only yours," he said back and that hit me so hard that it ratcheted me from getting there to about to cross the finish line. He grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers and somehow that action set me on fire even more. I guess it did for him too.
"Of fuck baby. I'm cumming," he shouted but not too loud. "Ooohhh Fuuuuucck!" he said as rope after rope of jizz shot from his dick landing on his face, chest, and stomach. The visual from seeing him cum so hard without even touching his dick, the sounds he was making, and his ass clamped down on my dick was too much for me and I came hard in his ass. I came harder than I think I ever had before. I collapsed on top of him and his arms came up to grasp me.
"Damn baby you're a porn star," he breathed.
"Yeah and you have a world class ass," I said back.
We lay there for several minutes trying to remember how to breathe again. I finally got up and went into the bathroom to clean myself off. I then wet a towel and carried it back to wipe him down. He thanked me then pulled me back into my small bed. He laid his head on my chest with me on my back and seemed to cling to me like he was in danger and I was the only thing keeping him afloat.
I was again worried, but this time I also became slightly afraid. We usually laid in bed in the opposite position with my head on his chest and him on his back. He only did this when he was dealing with something that was really troubling him.
"Bear, what's wrong?" I asked finally.
He didn't say anything. He just clung to me harder like he was afraid I was gonna disappear if he let go. He finally got up and hovered over me and looked into my eyes. As I looked into his eyes I just knew something horrible was about to happen.
"I love you Trey. You know that right?" He asked and I nodded unable to speak suddenly. "I love you with everything that I am," he continued before he leaned down to kiss me.
"Bear," I said, my voice unsteady. I cleared my throat and tried again. "Bear, what is it? What's wrong?" I asked stronger this time.
He stared into my eyes for another minute before he got up and started putting his clothes back on. I waited him out. I busied myself by putting my clothes back on as well. I would have to take another shower because I'm sure I reeked of sweat and sex.
After he was dressed he stood before me and looked at me for a solid minute before he took out his phone and swiped a few times and then handed it to me without saying a word. I thought he was showing me some text of doom but what I saw looking back at me was not words, but a picture. A picture of a baby. I was confused and said so.
"Bear, what's this? What does this baby have to do with anything?" I asked. He said nothing and so I looked back at the picture and slowly reality started to set in and I felt sick. Reality was a bitch. It was a horrid ugly old bitch that I wanted to bludgeon with a baseball bat and then tie up and drag across a bed of hot coals mixed with sharp pointy glass. I grasped at the only straw I could think of.
"When did Brian have a kid?" I asked around the lump in my throat.
"He didn't," he said simply and I wanted to die.
I wanted to die because this baby... this little girl, which I assumed was a girl based on how she was dressed in the picture was Bear's baby. She had Bear's crystal blue eyes. She had Bear's sweet smile. She was too young to have been conceived any time before we got together, and reality hit me even harder, that stupid bitch.
I looked at the picture and I wanted to die. I looked at him with that guilty but pained look on his face and I wanted to die. I looked at the picture again and I still wanted to die. I looked up at him again and while I still wanted to die, an even stronger feeling rose to the surface at super sonic speed. I wanted him to die.
This must have been written across my face because he flinched when I looked at him like I had started to hit him even though I hadn't moved from the spot I was rooted to.
"Explain. Explain now before I explode," I seethed.
"Baby, I-" he started, but I interrupted.
"From the beginning," I hissed.
BEAR'S POV
As I looked at Trey he looked like I had betrayed him in the worse way, and I suppose I had. I couldn't believe when the day started it would lead to this. There I was going about my day and this bombshell had to drop to cause chaos in our lives.
"From the beginning," Trey hissed. He looked fit to kill.
I had never seen him look like this before, or rather, I'd never seen him look at me like that before. I suppose this is how I looked whenever I went into my rages when someone messed with him. I guess I'll have to kick my own ass this time since I was the one hurting him this time. I started from the beginning like he said.
THAT MORNING
I woke up happy because I would be spending the day with Trey topped off with a picnic. I had no game, no practice, or any training to do so I was gonna take advantage of the down time. I hopped out of bed, got some clothes together and rushed to the bathroom to take care of business and to take a thorough shower. Once I was finished I realized I'd forgotten my clothes and towel. I just shrugged and left the bathroom.
"Dude this ain't no nudist colony. Cover your hide," Deacon said jokingly surprising me as I didn't know he was still there.
"It's nothing you haven't seen before in the locker room," I joked back. "Besides I thought you might wanna see what a real man looks like," I added with a smirk. I then proceeded to do a little dance for him shaking the boys all about.
"Ahh! My eyes, my eyes!" he said in mock pain shielding his face from me.
"Dude please, you know you want me," I said as I gripped my cock and balls a little and headed to my room to get dressed.
"Yeah right," he yelled from the common room. "Besides," he continued. "I know Trey would ice me if I so much as looked at you funny," he added.
I stopped cold. He couldn't have meant that like I thought he did, could he? There's no way he could know about me and Trey. I thought I was being real careful about how I interacted with Trey in front of people who didn't know. "Damn" I thought. Not that I cared all that much who knew about us. If I could I would announce it to the world because I was proud to have Trey as my guy. He was everything to me and I wanted everyone to know and see what they couldn't have, especially Hoyt. I had to be realistic though. I was on a college football team with other big guys who could do some damage if they teamed up. Locker rooms aren't the friendliest places for gays.
"Look dude I didn't mean for it to come out like that," Deacon said standing in my doorway trying to soothe me. "I don't care who you screw. All I care about is that you get on the field and play your hardest. What goes on in your bedroom, or Trey's bedroom is none of my business, or anybody else's for that matter," he said eloquently.
I was so taken aback that I just reached out and hugged him. What can I say. I'm a touchy-feely guy. Not the creepy kind though. He hugged me back loosely after he recovered from the brief shock of the sudden hug. I then realized I was still stark naked hugging a straight guy and decided to take it easy on him and I let him go.
"Thanks," I said. "I'm not just screwing him though I love him and he loves me. We're engaged you know," I said deciding to confide in him.
"No shit?" he said with a shocked smile on his face.
"Yeah he proposed to me when we were in high school and I said yes immediately. This was of course after weeks of begging him to marry me," I said smiling at the past.
"Cool. Well, congrats on the engagement. Am I invited to the wedding? I've never seen two dudes get hitched before. Are you two gonna kiss?" he said saying that last part with slightly more interest then the rest of it.
"Of course you're invited if you wanna come, and no we're not gonna kiss. We're gonna high five each other," I said adding the last part sarcastically.
"Well instead of a high five how about a low grab," he said holding out his hand indicating that Trey and I should grab each other's junk at the altar. I threw a pillow at him and he caught it while laughing.
"Just out of curiosity, when did you figure us out?" I asked to make sure I got pointers to be more careful.
"Well, I was kind of suspicious what with you not dating anyone, or going out with or even looking at any girls. Then I first met Trey and I just got this vibe from you two. I was sure though last weekend when we played ball and you were trying to protect him with your life, especially from Hoyt who was on your team," he said and I was stunned before I zeroed in on one specific thing he'd said.
"Hoyt..." I said as more of a question.
"I know he's gay dude. I guess you and Trey do too as it was obvious that you were trying to cock block him," he said before laughing.
"He kissed Trey. He's lucky I don't cock break his ass," I said and he laughed hard at that. As he was calming down there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it while you make yourself presentable. Don't want anybody to think I'm rooming with some naked ogre," he said as he walked off closing the door behind him. I shook my head glad that I had him as a friend and ally.
I threw on my underwear, socks, Jeans, and shoes in record time. I happened to catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I knew that Trey would just about cream his pants at the sight of me. After pushing down my ego, I took a selfie of myself which I planned to send to Trey before I finished getting dressed. As I was slipping on my shirt, there was a brief knock on my bedroom door then Deacon stuck his head in.
"Dude you've got company," he said.
"Who is it?" I asked as I buttoned up my shirt.
"Uh, she told me not to say," he said sounding slightly uncertain.
Huh? Wonder what that's about. Well at least I knew it was a woman. I told him to tell her I'd be out in a minute. I wondered why this mystery girl had dropped in out of the blue. It had to have been someone who I hadn't seen in a while since Deacon knew all of my close lady friends. I finished getting dressed and looked myself over in the mirror. I finally opened the door, walked into the common room and standing there was... Alicia Lake. I hadn't seen her since graduation, and even then we didn't speak. We hadn't really spoken since...
"Hey Bear," she said timidly. The Alicia Lake I knew was never timid. What was this?
"Hey Alicia. How's things?" I asked suddenly very curious about this woman.
"They're fine," she said timidly again. Strange.
"Well I'm gonna leave you to it", Deacon said. "I got a lady that needs my attention and if she doesn't get it then she starts calling my ma and then they start to tag team me and I don't have the patience to deal with that today," he added. "Have fun you two, but not too much fun or a certain someone is gonna have your balls man," he laughed, and I kind of chuckled a bit too.
"Trey will be fine," I said even if that wasn't entirely true where Alicia was concerned. He looked momentarily surprised but then I guess he figured Alicia already knew. He recovered quickly though and gave me a nod. I told him I'd catch him later as he headed out of the door and then it was just the two of us.
"He knows? Isn't that dangerous?" She asked actually sounding concerned. Normally I wouldn't be too surprised she acted concerned. After all, she wasn't always cruel towards Trey when they shared Student Council duties but...
"He won't tell anyone. I trust him and he doesn't have a problem with it," I said with confidence that I was right.
"Hmm," was all she said.
I asked her to sit and she did. I offered her something to drink and got her a glass of water when she asked. We then sat... and sat... and sat. I'd never been so uncomfortable with a woman before but somehow I just knew Alicia's sudden appearance wasn't a good sign.
"So, how's school bee-" she started but I cut in.
"What do you want Alicia?" I asked with slight hostility that I didn't understand. She looked briefly pained. She was quiet for a few minutes and I allowed her this time to correct my earlier hostility. She finally looked at me and something in her eyes had me apprehensive.
"What's your cell number?" She asked.
I was surprised and asked her why. She reiterated that she wanted my cell number. I had thought she had it but remembered that I had gotten a new one. Figuring that giving it to her was the quickest way to get to the point I gave it to her, and she sent me a text. When I opened the text it was a pic of a... baby?
I swallowed hard because I instantly knew then what this impromptu visit was about. I could see it written all over her face suddenly. I could see it written all over this baby's face. Could see it in her eyes... my eyes. This baby had my eyes. This baby had Alicia's nose. This baby had Alicia's raven colored hair. This baby had my smile. This baby was Alicia's baby. This baby was my baby. This baby...
I was at once deliriously happy and supremely devastated. I was happy because I had a baby. I was a father! I was devastated because this would kill Trey, and thus would kill me. I could already imagine Trey's reaction and it already hurt my heart to have to hurt him like this.
"How?" I managed to get out.
"You know how this kind of thing happens Bear," she countered.
"Don't you dare," I shouted standing up.
"Don't YOU dare," she countered. "That's your baby Bear. I came here because you needed to know about her. She needs her father," she added.
"Why now, huh?" I asked getting angrier.
At least the charade was over. That timid mousey little Alicia wasn't the real Alicia. This was the real Alicia. She just stared at me trying to match my anger. Who knows why though. She didn't have a damn thing to be mad about. It's not like I abandoned her or anything.
"Why now, huh? Why after all this time? Why did you decide only now that she needs her father?" I asked hotly adding the last part mockingly. "There is only one time that this could have happened and you've had plenty of time to tell me since then. Hell, you could have told me at graduation, before graduation, any time around there that summer, but you didn't," I said with so much hate.
"I had my reasons," she added.
"Like what? What reason could you possibly have to keep this from me? What reason could you possibly have to not tell me that I had a daughter and wait until now to drop this on me? Damn Alicia, I didn't know you were such a bitch," I said heatedly.
"Now you wait a minute. First of all I'm nobody's bitch. Second, that "this" you referred to is our child. Third, I did have my reasons, and finally you can go fuck yourself Bear, or does Trey do that for you?" she ranted.
"Yeah he does, and he does it damn well too," I countered. I enjoyed seeing the surprised look on her face. I bet it shocked her that a big, tall muscle bound guy like me would bottom for another man.
As we stood glaring at each other I thought back. I thought back to a night that I considered a long time ago. It was the night of the day the doctors had said there was a good possibility that Trey would never wake up from his coma and I had lost all will to continue to function right. Without him my world would not make any sense and I didn't wanna make any effort to live in it.
I thought to the next night when I was laying on the couch, depressed and my mom and sister trying to cheer me up with no success. I thought to Alicia showing up at my door and telling me to go for a ride with her. We went to Holden Lake and we sat a while. She produced a case of beer and I started tearing into it. After 2 I was feeling better. After 4 I was feeling great. After 6 I was telling our life story to Alicia. After 8 I didn't have a care in the world. After 9 I laid back on the hood of Alicia's car and she laid down next to me. She then told me she would take care of me.
Then she started to unbutton my shirt. It was kinda chilly out but unseasonably warm still for February. She then kissed me and before I knew it she was on top of me and I thought of Trey and his smile and his laugh and how it felt when I was inside him and how I missed that connection and I was hard before I knew it. She took that the wrong way and used it to her advantage.
I was so drunk I couldn't find one fuck to give as she pulled down my pants and her eyes widened when she saw what she hadn't been able to get when we went out that one time the year before. She then pulled down her panties and climbed on and it was nothing like Trey. He was so hot and tight for me but this felt wrong.
In my drunken state I managed to find it funny that after having a taste of cock I had lost my taste for pussy. I thought of Trey again and how he was able to take me all the way down his throat. I still couldn't take all of him at that point because he had a bit more girth than I did. Thinking about how sexy and sensual Trey was, about the pure sensuality that just oozed off him got me where Alicia wanted me to go and I came. Not hard at all but sufficiently enough.
After a bit I managed to cobble together enough sense to notice a body laying on top of me. It felt wrong though. The body was soft and curvy instead of hard and manly. When I felt breasts on my chest I knew I had fucked up. I moved Alicia and tried to sit up. She thanked me for a wonderful time and commented on what a stud I was. Apparently she'd had 3 orgasms before I got off. She was astounded but I wasn't impressed. I would have been capable of more if I were willing and not drunk.
She told me not to worry as she wouldn't tell anyone else. Then she drove me home and I have regretted that night ever since. I felt so guilty that while my guy was in a coma, fighting to wake up again and rejoin the world, I was out screwing Alicia Lake.
It took me a long while to be able look at myself in the mirror without hating myself. Trey had unwittingly help me put it behind me by loving me so much, but now it was back. My mistake had reared it's ugly head again and had brought a baby with it. A baby that was about to destroy our future.
"What's her name?" I finally managed to ask through the anger.
"Prudence after my great-grandmother. We call her Prue," she said. It was actually a pretty name.
"This is gonna kill Trey," I said with dread.
"I know. I'm sorry," she said.
"Are you, really?" I asked because even with the uneasy truce that seemed to have formed between Trey and Alicia during their tenure as co-presidents of the student council, this seemed like something she'd enjoy having over him.
She said she was sorry about Trey but that she wasn't sorry that she had the baby... Prue. I told her that she needed to leave because I had to figure out a way to tell Trey about this. She started to say something but seemed to think better of it and left after apologizing again.
TREY'S POV
"Prue?" I said. "Alicia Lake?" I said again.
"Yeah," he said sadly.
It was the first time that he was sad that I didn't even think about trying to comfort him. He would just have to stay sad cause I wasn't doing a damn thing for him. A brief nugget of resistance to this notion of mine tried to form but I crushed it. This was one time I was gonna be in control of my feelings when it came to Bear. At the moment, I wanted to be furious with him and my traitorous heart that loved him wasn't gonna get in the way.
Alicia Lake... On one hand I shouldn't have been surprised. Since Bear had started having sex, she was the only girl he had gone out with that he hadn't fucked. I should have figured she would find a way to rectify that. On the other hand I wanted that bitch to burn. I wanted her to explode. I wanted to know if that disease that Zane's mother died of could be contracted in any way so I could infect her with it and watch her die a painful death.
I then thought about her fucking kid and realized that all these things I was wishing for would leave her without a mother and since she was also Bear's kid, I stopped wishing for Alicia's death. I hated that I couldn't even have my rage without my love for Bear somehow finding a way to compromise it. I guess that was a good thing but not then.
"You need to leave," I said, trying to contain my anger.
"Trey, I just-" he started but I held up a hand to stop him. He looked so miserable and exhausted. Good, motherfucker.
"I need you to not be here so I can think without having to look at your damned face," I said with barely contained hatred.
He looked so defeated then. So pained. So beaten down and seeing him like that was pissing me off more because that nugget of compassion tried to return. I crushed it again and mentally burned the spot that it had existed on to keep it from coming back. I turned away from him to keep from looking at him and tempting it to come back and waited for him to leave.
"I love you baby. I'll love you forever, no matter what," he said hoarsely. He sounded like he was about to cry and I knew that if I looked at him then, I would break and comfort him. So I didn't.
I heard the door close and turned to see that I was alone, and then I broke down and cried. I sobbed like a little kid. I cried because the man I loved had betrayed me. He had betrayed me and now there was a kid out there that was half his and it wasn't going anywhere. It wasn't going anywhere and if I chose to forgive him and stay with him this child would forever be a part of our lives, and that meant Alicia Lake would forever be apart of our lives... my life.
To be continued....
Author's Note:
Well... that happened.
I just want to say before the hate comes that all things happen for a reason. This was something planned for very early in my drafting of this story and while I know that a lot of people will not like this, this is for the best. For a long time, Trey and Bear has been tested from outside their relationship. Now, the test comes from within, and I feel that a battle-tested relationship is a strong one. Maybe this will be one of those, or maybe not. All I asked is to remain patient as this storyline plays out.
Thank you to everyone who has read and is continuing to read the story. I hope you all are enjoying the story. If you want, you can email me any comments to thestoryguy9783@gmail.com.
Have a great day wherever you are and thanks again for reading my story.
Until next time, Nicky
Editor's Note:
Well I'll just say that this was a bomb shell I didn't see coming at all, and for it to be Alicia Lake of all people. I wonder when Trey will forgive Bear. But this wasn't the only bomb shell we received in this chapter. Deacon even knows about Trey and Bear. It's cool to see that Bear has someone from his team that has his back, and doesn't care who he is seeing.
But still gotta wonder what will come from this little plot twist. Be sure to send your thoughts to Nicky at the email mentioned above, and if you want to send me any thoughts you can reach me at jd.kaster1987@gmail.com. I will try replying to any I receive.
Until the next chapter guys.
JDK