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Written by Nicky Smith
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY
TREY'S POV
After getting his truck back Bear was beyond chipper. I have to admit it was good to see him behind the wheel of his truck again. He looked so sexy driving his truck and he didn't miss a chance to flash me a sexy grin every now and then. After a bit of cruising around with him just enjoying driving again, with him holding my hand on his thigh, which I've got to admit was very erotic, he headed for the mall.
When we got there we just sat in the truck for a minute and were just quiet. He still held my hand on his thigh and then he looked at me and smiled that grin that made me hot and made me melt. He pulled my hand up and kissed my palm, then licked it and that action went straight to my dick. Who knew I got off from having my palm licked. He laughed a deep soulful laugh and I flipped him off.
We got out of his truck and headed into the mall and window shopped for a few minutes. He surprised my by grabbing my hand and holding it. I was about to pull it back but when I looked at him and saw the look in those beautiful eyes, I just smiled. I noticed that we drew quite a few stares but we weren't the only gay couple in the mall as I had seen two guys walking out as we were heading in and they were holding hands.
When we got to the hair stylist that Bear went to he asked if I was coming in to wait, but I begged off telling him that I wanted to check on some things while I walked around. He kissed my cheek then went into the shop. I looked over and saw these two girls totally staring and so obviously swooning over that display. I just smiled while I waved and they waved back.
Once I was sure I was out of his sight I headed for my destination. I saw the sign up over the entrance Fiedler's Jewelers and headed inside. I walked around for a few minutes just looking at a few things until I saw something that I thought I would like to buy for Mom for her and Dad's anniversary, but then thought I should probably leave the jewelry giving to Dad.
"Hello sir, how may I help you?" the clerk asked. I thought he had to be a clerk because he was way young and not how I had pictured a jeweler. He was maybe in his mid 20's and had a sort of middle-eastern look to him. Not Arab or Muslim but probably Israeli. Whatever it was he looked great with his black hair combed and styled meticulously and his light beard trimmed expertly. The dress clothes he wore gave him a very distinguished look that definitely pulled together the package well.
"Oh I'm here to look for a ring" I said suddenly nervous about what I was about to do.
"Well may I ask what kind of ring you're interested in sir?" he asked with a smile.
"First, can you not call me sir because it sounds weird. You can call me Trey" I said with a small smile.
"Okay Trey, and you can call me Ari" he said as he extended his hand and I shook it. "Now, what kind of ring are you interested in?"
"Well, an engagement ring... for a man" I said while I looked at him expecting some type of reaction but got none.
"Well we have some great ones over here" he said as he lead me further down the display case. I looked at the rings and saw some that looked good and some that looked garish. Some that I thought no man should ever wear, but I guess televangelists needed jewelry too. Then I saw it and I knew it was the one that I wanted. I saw Ari look where I was and I saw him smile.
"I see you found what you want" he said then reached in and pulled it out. He handed it to me and I knew it was the one I wanted. It was a gold band with three small diamonds set into it. It wasn't too flashy so it looked like a man would wear it.
"How much?" I asked.
"Well see what we can do. Do you have a ring size?" he asked and I handed him the piece of paper I had written it on. I had measured Bear's finger early this morning while he slept so I was ready. "Okay, let's get this sized and then I'll let you know. He's a big guy huh?"
"Yeah he is" I said and he gave me a nod while heading back to where I guess they kept the jewelers machines.
While he was doing that I looked around and saw a few things that I would get for other people that I cared about. I saw a locket that I would get for Jessica, a pendant that I would get Justice. A bracelet for my mom, a necklace for Li-. Thinking about Liberty made me sad because I still couldn't believe that she would be like this. I decided to put her out of my mind though as this was not a sad day.
"I forgot to ask if you wanted it engraved" Ari said coming back up to the counter. I took out the piece of paper I had written the inscription I wanted on the ring over to him and he disappeared again to the back. I saw a girl who looked around my age helping another customer. She looked sort of familiar while also having a resemblance to Ari. Maybe she was his sister or something.
"Here you are" I heard in Bear's voice. I was hoping I would be done before he was but I guess it was fine.
"Yup here I am" I said smiling at him.
"What're you doing in here? Doing some shopping for your parents anniversary?" he asked.
"Nope" was all I said.
"Bear, is that you?" the girl who was done with her customer asked.
"Lita, hey girl, how've you been?" he said.
"I'm fine. I'm working here on the weekends to help my brother" she said looking at him and I knew I had seen her before. Bear had went out with her last year. She was unique as she was probably the only girl who I could say that Bear "dated" as in they went out more than once. They went out 5 times actually because I had counted. She changed schools over the summer for some reason.
"That's cool. How's the new school?" he asked.
"It's great actually. Well it would be if this girl named Justice wasn't talked about like she was a celebrity or something" she said and I guess that's why she transferred. So she could go to Whitewood Academy.
"Justice St. John?" Bear asked with a smirk.
"Yeah that's her name, wait, she's Liberty's sister, and you" she said pointing at me. "I knew I recognized you. Trey Healey, Bear's other half" she said and Bear laughed.
"You don't know the half of it Lita" he said.
"Okay here you are Trey" Ari said coming back to me. He handed me the ring and I looked at the inscription that read "Trey loves Bear" followed by an infinity symbol.
"What you got there" Bear asked. Ari looked at him, than at me, then repeated his actions. I knew he had figured it out then because I had told him that he was a big dude.
"Something for you" I said smiling as I looked at him. I showed him the ring and his eyes went slightly wide as did Lita's.
"For me, what?" he said in a whisper. I saw the light in his eyes as he seemed to figure out what this was. Seeing that was the single most powerful moment in my life up to that point and it drove me to drop to my knee and take his hand in mine.
"Bear Davidson, I love you very much. I've known you for almost all my life and not one person in my life has meant more to me than you. When you told me you loved me too and I knew it wasn't just as my best friend, I knew that I wanted to be with you forever. It scared me but being away from you has shown me that I shouldn't be scared and that I should embrace the one who loves me. So I ask you this day if you will marry me?" I said feeling the wetness in my eyes. I saw his eyes glisten too with unshed tears.
"I will baby. I'll marry the hell out of you" he said. I slipped the ring on his finger and it was a perfect fit. He then yanked me to my feet and planted a huge kiss on my lips. After we separated I saw that we had a small crowd with women looking all starry-eyed and a few men looking either uncomfortable or not pleased. I didn't care about them as I had my Bear.
"That was so sweet" Lita said and I saw she had her cell phone out. "I recorded the event for you. I'll send it to you later if you give me your email address."
"Don't I look just darling?" Bear asked holding his hand out all dramatic like which got a laugh out of Ari and Lita.
"Positively gorgeous" Lita agreed.
"C'mon baby, I wanna go show everybody that you put a ring on it" he said and practically skipped out of the store. I looked after my big buffoon for a few seconds before shaking my head.
I paid the $1,100 dollars for the ring which almost gave me a heart attack, but it didn't wipe me out so I would be fine, then followed after Bear. I searched for the ring on my phone and really almost had a heart attack as it was retailed for over 2 grand so I had gotten a huge discount. I would need to have that thing appraised in the future.
I found Bear talking to those 2 girls I had seen after I had dropped him off at his barber. He was showing them his ring and I just had to shake my head again with how giddy he looked even from a distance. He looked up and saw me and his face lit up like the sun and it almost took my breath away. I was stunned that I had the ability to make him so happy.
I gathered up my Bear and decided to leave. We headed outside holding hands again and again attracting some attention. I was waiting for someone to say "queer" of "fag" but I guess when you were Bear's size nobody wanted to piss you off. At least if they had any sense they didn't. We made it outside and hopped into Bear's truck and took off.
I asked him where we were going and he said over to Jessica's place. We were mostly silent on the way although he had grabbed my hand and rested it back on his thigh again with his big hand covering mine. I wondered if this was the way we were gonna drive from here on out, although I wasn't averse to it.
After a bit we arrived on Jessica's street. I told Bear to park a bit down the street from Jessica's house, and he looked confused but didn't say anything. We hopped out of Bear's truck and walked down to Jessica house and I told him to hide while I rang the bell. I did and after a minute the door was opened by Wally, Jessica's brother. He looked at me like it was the first time he had seen me and I guessed that he knew about me.
"Trey" he said not unkindly.
"Hey Wally, is Jess here?" I asked.
"Yeah sure hold on a sec" he said then left me at the door. After a minute Jessica showed up at the door.
"Hey sweetie, how are you doing?" she asked sounding so motherly. I decided to mess with her so I put on a sad face.
"Hey Jess" I said in a sad voice. I heard Bear snort but I don't think Jessica did.
"Oh sweetie come on in. I'll take care of you" she said and I felt so good to know that even though I didn't need it now that if I needed her comfort, she would give it unconditionally. I decided to go ahead and tell her, but I was gonna have fun with it.
"Okay, but first I have to show you something" I said still sounding sad.
"What?" she asked. I reached behind my back and motioned for Bear to come out. "Bear, what are you doing here?"
"I'm here with Trey of course" he said as he stood behind me and put his hands on my shoulders. It reminded me of that morning after I had woken up and found myself lying with my head on his bare chest, when he had come downstairs and stood behind me and put his big hands on my shoulders.
"I know that, but how? You're gonna piss your dad off big time" Jessica said looking worried.
"Oh I won't have to worry about him anymore" Bear said in an ominous tone, which I didn't exactly find all that funny, with what had happened the night before.
"What do you mean?" Jessica asked curiously.
"Trey and I... dealt with him this morning. Well Trey did and I was there to help" he said still sounding cryptic.
"You don't mean..." she asked with wide eyes and it started to become funny.
"Jess don't listen to my buffoon. His father is very much alive" I said.
"Very funny Bear" Jessica said shooting him a mean glare.
"I'm sorry baby girl. Trey did deal with my old man though. You should have seen him" Bear spoke with such pride in his voice that I just had to smile.
"What did you do to him?" Jessica asked.
"Jessica aren't you gonna invite Trey and Bear inside?" her mom asked coming up behind her.
"Oh right, c'mon in guys" Jessica said.
"Hi Mrs. Martin" Bear and I said together.
"Oh aren't you two cute. You're even talking in unison now" Mrs. Martin said as she pinched our cheeks.
"Mom you're embarrassing me" Jessica said.
"You'll get over it. Now I'm off to do some grocery shopping" Mrs. Martin said as she started pulling on her coat. Jessica's eyes went wide.
"Um Mom wait!" Jessica said quickly.
"What is it?" her mother asked.
"I thought we agreed that I was cooking dinner tonight" Jessica said in a rush looking slightly panicked.
"You cook way too much. I'm gonna get out of practice if you keep cooking. Now I'm off to the store" Mrs. Martin said then she was out of the door.
"Well I guess I'm eating out tonight" Jessica said as she sat down.
"Aw it's not that bad" I said sitting down next to her.
"So tell me what you did to Bear's dad" Jessica said to me. I recounted everything that had happened from Bear showing up at my house the day before to my "declaration" to his dad. I decided to even tell her about what Bear did to his dad. He jumped in and told everything that I didn't know up until his blackout because, of course, he didn't know what had happened during it.
"Well that is a lot to take in, but I guess your tumultuous day yesterday led to today and now you're back together, again" Jessica said smiling.
"Well that's not all that happened. Something very good happened just a little while ago" Bear said with a huge grin.
"Judging by that grin on your face I don't think I wanna know" Jessica said probably thinking it had to do with sex which naturally made me think about it.
"No baby girl you definitely wanna know this" Bear said shocking me by smiling even bigger.
"Okay but it better not be gross" she said.
"Our bedroom activities are not gross, they're hot" I said and Bear nodded his head in agreement.
"Bam! Check it out" Bear said holding up his hand and presenting the ring on his finger like he was Vanna White or something.
"A ring?" Jessica asked.
"Not just any ring. He liked it, so he put a ring on it" Bear said with a huge cheesy grin and I had to face-palm.
"Are you serious? Are you SERIOUS?!" Jessica said and I could see the excitement in her eyes.
"Yup" was all Bear said.
"Oh my god! I gotta tell everyone!" Jessica said as she stood and grabbed her cellphone.
"Wait Jess, we can't just be spreading this all over town" I said.
"Trey, not this again" Jessica said in exasperation.
"You know what people are gonna say. I just think we should keep this quiet" I said, but when I looked at Bear I regretted it.
"Sure baby. I'll do whatever you want" he said in a tone that made me feel like a huge ass. This guy who I definitely didn't deserve wanted to declare to the world that he loved me and I loved him and I continually kept trying to hide it.
"No let's tell everyone" I said and after a minute that beautiful smile of his returned and he knelt down in front of me and kissed me.
"Wow, you two are so sweet" she said with a big smile. She then got up and went to work calling people. Then she ran off towards her room and came back 10 minutes later dressed to go and ushered us out of the door.
She told Bear to drive to Sean's and we were off. We passed by Bear's house and I saw my mom's car was gone so I guess she had gone home or maybe her and April were out somewhere together. We arrived at Sean's and I saw a few cars out front.
When we got to the door Jessica just walked in without ringing the bell and when we got inside there waiting for us were Sean and his brothers and brother-in-law of course. Also there were Justice, Veronica, Miriam, and Dale.
We all talked and the girls gushed over Bear's ring and Marcus pulled me aside and confided that it was spooky how much Bear and me paralleled him and Wayne as Wayne was the one who had proposed to him. I did find that weird but I put it out of my mind.
Marcus and Wayne made an announcement of their own which was that they were close to adopting a baby. Apparently they had met a girl who was pregnant but wanted to give her baby up for adoption. They said she was almost due and when she had the baby that they would be proud papas. I had to admit that Marcus made one hot daddy. I guess that made him a DILF-to-be.
This of course made me then think of Bear as a dad and of course that made him even hotter to me. I watched Marcus and Wayne and they looked so happy that they were gonna be dads and since Bear and I were engaged now, someday that would be us. It really was weird how Bear and I paralleled them.
A bit later I was watching them and I got this really weird feeling unlike anything I had felt before. It made me want to be near Bear but I really couldn't tell why. It wasn't really a good feeling I was feeling. It passed quickly enough, but it was really strange.
The rest of the afternoon and evening passed without incident and aside from that weird feeling, it was a really great day. We left Sean's place a little after eight and I already missed Bear because I knew he couldn't spend the night again. I had a new reality dawn on me that there could be no more sleepovers with Bear now that we were a couple. At least there couldn't be any that our parents were aware of.
As Bear was driving again with my hand on his thigh I started feeling kind of horny so I decided to have a little fun. I moved my hand up Bear's thigh until it rested against his dick which brought a smile to his face. I leaned over and kissed his cheek and started licking and nibbling on his earlobe.
"Oh baby what are you doing?" he moaned.
"Tasting you" I whispered in his ear which drew a considerable moan out of him.
"Trey I'm, I'm driving" he breathed out.
"I know. Keep your eyes on the road." I said as I started sucking and licking on his neck. He started a steady stream of moans which lit my fire even more. I took my hand and undid his shirt and ran my hand over his firm abs and up to his awesome pecs. When I found one of his nipples I tweaked it and rubbed it between my fingers.
I felt the truck make a sharp turn and I worried that I had almost made him wreck but when I looked I saw that he had turned into an abandoned parking lot and was heading to the back. He parked and shut off his truck and then grabbed my face and looked into my eyes. The look in his eyes was so intense that it was almost too much to bear. He then pulled me roughly against his lips and we went at it at a feverish pace.
I pushed him back against the door of his truck and worked as fast as I could to unbutton his shirt. When I was finished I just sat and gazed at that perfectly muscled hairy body of his and I just had to have him. I ran my fingers all over his torso feeling the hairs under my fingers which heightened the level of my want for this man even more.
I leaned down and kissed him again as I unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his jeans, then I pulled down his boxer briefs enough to free the monster that resided behind the thin fabric. I pulled away from his lips and just looked at his incredible dick. I wrapped my fingers around it slowly which caused us both to let out a moan.
I licked the head and swirled my tongue around it to tease him. His big hands came up to my head and he held on but didn't push which I liked. It told me that no matter how turned on he was that he was still thinking about me. I slowly took him in and started to bob up and down as I swirled my tongue on the head of his dick.
I added my hand to the action and sped up. I then slowed down and grabbed his balls and tugged and fondled which had him moaning loudly and bucking his hips and saying "oh fuck" and "oh yeah baby" over and over. I increased my tempo again and he started bucking his hips wildly and I could tell that he was close.
When I thought he was just about to cum I stopped everything and let him go. This caused a very frustrated groan to escape him. I'm sure he thought I was about to torture him again but that's not what I had in mind. I grinned at him, then when I knew he wasn't expecting it I dived back down and took him all the way down and tugged on his balls while tweaking his nipples and I hummed and swallowed which I knew would work my throat over his sensitive head.
I was rewarded by an almost ear-splitting roar from deep within him as he yelled "oh fuck, I'm cumming!" I felt the first shot launch down my throat and I came up off his dick some so I could catch some of his cum. He came hard and a lot. My mouth was full by the time he was finished. When I was sure he was done I pulled off and swallowed his cum and then licked him clean of any leftovers.
"Oh baby that was fucking fantastic. You really know how to get me worked up and then take care of me" he said through breaths.
"I'm glad you liked it" I said shyly. I have no idea why I was always so shy after I finished giving him head.
"Baby, why are you so shy? That was incredible. Nobody has ever, and I repeat EVER been able to please me like you do. It's just something about you that makes everything we do together so much more intense and I for one am glad that it's like that" he said and his glowing remarks made my heart swell.
"I'm glad. I always wanna please you Bear, and I guess I get a little self-conscious because you've had so many sex partners that I feel I don't make the cut" I said with an honesty that startled me.
"I don't think you heard me so I'll say it again. NOBODY has turned me on more than you have. You are so good that I have to stop myself from thinking that you're lying about me being your first" he said and I saw in his eyes that he quickly tried to conceal that he wondered if I had been with Sean, I could just see it.
"Nothing happened between me and Sean, or anybody else. I was indeed a virgin in every sense of the word before we got together. I hadn't even jerked off for a year before then" I said and I was again startled by my honestly.
"Damn a whole year?" he asked in astonishment.
"Yeah well, I was trying to suppress my feelings for you and whenever I jerked off I ended up fantasizing about you, so I just made myself stop" I said and his eyes again went wide, then a teasing smile appeared and I knew I was in trouble.
"What sort of fantasies were you having about me?" he asked in a seductive tone.
"Nope, not telling" I said smiling back at him.
"Oh I'll get it out of you but now it's time for me to get something that I want" he said as he gazed at me with a heated stare.
"Something like what?" I asked and the first thing that came to mind was that he wanted to fuck me. I'll admit that I had been thinking about it a lot lately but I was unsure if I could handle his monster. I was a virgin back there and it worried me.
"You've fended me off for long enough and now I'm gonna get at you" he said as he pushed me back against the passenger door. He pulled my sweater and t-shirt over my head and then started to kiss and lick at my jaw, behind my ears, then down my neck to my chest where he took one of my nipples between his lips and sucked and nibbled on my nipple.
I was moaning steadily by this point having started when he was sucking behind my ear. I was surprised by how hot that made me. He unbuckled and unbuttoned my pants and reached his hand into my shorts and pulled my hard dick out. He looked at it with such a burning hunger that just that look almost made me cum.
"You're denied me this three times now and I'm gonna have it this time" he said and while I was on fire waiting for him to take me in I had to think on what he had said.
"I didn't deny it 3 times" I said while breathing hard.
"You did too. The day of your exquisite torture, the night of the dance, and earlier today" he said as he very slowly stroked me.
"I didn't deny you that day after school. Sean is the one who cock-blocked me" I said and took in a sharp breath as Bear swirled his thumb over the head of my dick.
"Yeah well when you see him again you can kick his ass for delaying you from having this" he said then licked the underside of my dick from base to tip and then he took the head in his mouth and worked his tongue around the head. He continued this for a while with me panting and rolling and bucking my hips.
He then started some heavy licks of my dick which had me burning hot. He then took me into his mouth and worked up and down adding his hand to the mix. He jacked my dick while he was bobbing up and down and then pressing behind my balls. I raised up off the seat at the sensations, but they were to get more intense as his hand drifted lower towards my hole.
He rubbed his finger over my hole while he tugged on my balls and continued to bob up and down and on every third time swirling his tongue over my now very sensitive head. All this was too much and when he tugged on my balls kind of hard while pressing his finger against my hole and bobbing up and down at a surprisingly rapid rate, I blew my load in a loud and expressive display as I thrashed around and shouted "oh fuck!"
"You have fun baby?" he asked as he finished cleaning me off with his mouth. He had a self-satisfied grin on his face.
"Yeah" was all I was able to get out as I caught my breath and I heard him chuckle. He then put me back together and sat up grinning like a lovesick fool. He was my fool though and I loved him too.
He drove me home and walked me to the door which I thought was corny but I still liked it. I kissed him goodbye and it was great to be able to kiss him freely whenever I wanted to now. He gave me a tender kiss on the cheek and practically skipped to his truck while I laughed at him.
I went inside and dad asked if I had a good time and I tried to play it cool by saying yeah. He looked at me and then busted out laughing and remarked that he was sure I'd had a good time as he got up and pointed out the two hickeys on my neck. I felt my face get hot and Dad laughed probably because I was blushing. My complexion was light enough to see it if you were close enough and he was.
I went upstairs and looked at myself in the mirror and most definitely Bear had marked me, but I had done the some to him so it was all good. I got ready for bed and laid down feeling a bit lonely because Bear was with me the last time I had been in my bed. I closed my eyes and thought on him and that's all I remember as I drifted off.
Monday was a weird day. It started with Bear just having to hold my hand as we went into school which drew eyes from everyone. I liked how affectionate he was sometimes, but other times it was... well not embarrassing but somewhere along those lines. I was still adjusting to this "out in the open" thing and I needed time to acclimate, but I know Bear wanted to let everyone know about us so I let him have his way.
I heard a guy say fags under his breath and Bear did too because he came to a complete stop. He let go of my hand and looked at the kid. He was a skinny sophomore who had about 3 other guys with him who all looked like him. They looked like they were freshman but I knew at least he was a sophomore.
All 4 of the guys looked at Bear with terror in their eyes and I decided that I didn't want them to die just because they were stupid so I calmed Bear down by grabbing his hand again and giving it a squeeze.
I saw Liberty but she was a distance away. She did look up though and saw us holding hands. A frown appeared on her face and she turned after a few seconds and walked away. We split up for homeroom and he kissed me on the cheek before heading off to his. I saw a few girls swoon at that. It was weird because Bear had gone out with one of them which meant that he'd had sex with her.
After 2nd period I was at my locker and Jessica and Veronica had just left when Carter walked by and gave me a smile and a wink. I wondered what was up with that as it was kind of flirty. I hadn't had a chance to talk to him since that first time and I had forgotten about it, what with all the excitement of late.
As the week went by I received my fair share of glares and names being said by people who thought they were clever because they would cough them or something. Once in 3rd period on Wednesday a guy sitting behind me did it and I know that Sean, who sat behind him did something because there was a commotion which drew the attention of the classroom.
Sean of course played innocent and blamed the other guy who got sent to the principal's office for disturbing class. He glared at me but I just smiled at him widely.
As the week went by Carter turned up every now and then smiling and winking at me. I had to talk to him to find out if he was indeed gay and what his deal was. On Thursday I went and found him out on the field, but he wasn't alone. I should have probably waited but I was anxious to find this out.
"Hey Carter, can I talk to you?" I asked as I walked up to him. A few of the football players were nearby and they were definitely eyeing me, no doubt wondering why I was out here with them.
"What do you want?" he asked kind of coldly after looking at me for about a minute.
"I wanted to talk to you about something" I said trying to let him know without making anything obvious to his teammates.
"About what?" he asked again in that cold manner and I noticed he was slyly glancing around, no doubt at his teammates. For some reason that pissed me off.
"Hey Trey, what're you doing out here? You looking for more jocks to turn queer like you did Bear?" said Zev who was one of the football players. I just rolled my eyes and made it completely obvious that I was ignoring him. He just chuckled.
"You know what, forget it. Forget I came here. In fact, forget you even know I existed" I said to Carter and made sure I said it with as much animosity as I could.
"What did you want?" he asked more friendly this time but I wasn't having it. I didn't answer though. I just walked away.
I headed back into school at first thinking I had probably overreacted, but then I didn't care. I was tired of other people's shit. This was another side effect of my assault no doubt. I headed for the restroom and drained the tank. I was washing my hands when I heard the door open and someone come in.
"Hey Trey, what did you want?" Carter asked but I was no longer in a mood to care about him.
"You know I tried to talk to you outside, but you were trying your best to make me not exist. It wasn't like I was gonna broadcast anything to them" I said not in a kind tone.
"I know I was-" he started but I cut in.
"You keep walking by and smiling and winking at me and it was unnerving me and I just... you have no problem with acknowledging me as long as your football buddies don't know but the minute I try to talk to you when they're around you act like a frigid bitch" I said and immediately I knew I had gone too far.
"Frigid bitch? Who the hell do you think you are? You don't know me" he said harshly.
"You're right. I don't know you. I just wanted to know something but you and I aren't friends or anything so it's not important. I'll just forget you even talked to me that day and I'll forget the question I wanted to ask. See you around Carter" I said as I walked away.
"Yes" he said as I made it to the door and was about to leave the restroom.
"Yes what?" I asked.
"Yes I'm gay. I wanted to talk to you because... well I've noticed you" he said kind of softly.
"Well the recently outed lover of the biggest player on the football team is very noticeable" I said and he chuckled. Somehow I knew where his mind briefly went.
"Well that is noticeable but I was talking about before then. I kind of picked up that you might be gay before you were outed" he said and I couldn't believe yet another person had known I was gay. Was I like walking around with a big pink neon sign that was flashing "gay boy here?"
"What?" I said.
"Don't worry, you weren't obvious. It was just my gaydar I guess, although it seems to have been malfunctioning in regards to Bear" he said.
"No it wasn't. Bear's bisexual, not gay. Don't listen to him if he tells you otherwise" I said briefly thinking that I shouldn't have shared this piece of info but decided to not think about that.
"Wait he won't admit he's bisexual? He seems very open about things" he said and I saw where he was confused.
"No, I meant that Bear thinks he's gay, but he's not. It's no secret that he's slept with a lot of girls and I know that it wasn't just a thing to do to keep suspicion off of him. He really liked it. He just likes it with me more" I said realizing I was sounding kind of cocky, but not caring.
"Oh, well I just wanted to talk about things, but I was scared. I wasn't trying to get between things with you and Bear because I'm sure he would kill me" he said laughing at that last part.
"You're right" I said completely seriously. He laughed again, but when he saw I wasn't joining in I think he got that I was indeed being serious.
"Oh, well. Yeah, I just wanted to talk to you about things. I don't know anybody else that's gay" he said looking kind of down.
"Well that's not true. You just might not know they're gay. Also, you know me. If you wanna talk I guess I can talk" I said and he smiled at me. He really was a very handsome guy.
His milk chocolate skin didn't look like it had a single blemish on it. His face looked flawless. Well up close his nose looked slightly crooked and then I remembered he had gotten it broken last year during a game. I gave him my number and he put it in his phone and called mine so his number would show up. I saved it and then we said goodbye for the time being.
Later that day I was at my locker when I saw Liberty again. This time she looked to be arguing with Drake and I'm not ashamed to admit that I took pleasure in seeing it. I turned and started looking in my locker when I heard a voice I didn't want to hear.
"Well if it isn't Trey. I saw you earlier in the bathroom with Carter Matthews. You trying to convert another jock like you did Bear?" Drake said and I rolled my eyes.
"Why you wanna know Drake? You want me to convert you? Is that what you want?" I asked I a mocking tone.
"Hell no. You see unlike Bear, I like pussy. I especially like Liberty's pussy" he said and hearing him say that made me frown automatically. Seeing my reaction brought a smirk to his face.
"I'm sure Liberty would live to hear you telling people that" I said as I got my book out of my locker and closed it.
"Who'll tell her besides you. She won't believe you, just like she didn't believe it when you ran to her with what I told you before" he said still smirking.
"She told you?" I asked.
"No she didn't. I just knew that you being the little bitch boy that you are just couldn't resist running to her" he said with a sneer.
"Screw you!" I snapped.
"No no, see I'm not like you and Bear. I don't screw dudes. See like I said before I like pussy" he said enjoying the look on my face.
"Yeah you said that before" I said with the same look of distaste that he sometimes shot at me.
"You know, Bear used to like pussy too. Tell me something Trey. Do you think about all the pussy Bear's cock has seen when you have it down your little fag throat. Do you think about all the girls Bear has fucked, how many girls have had their hands all over him when you touch him?" he said with an evil smirk on his face.
Hearing all that just went to my head and made me angry. I though about the look on his face as he told my secret to my family, about Liberty's rejection of me, of the look on Zane's face when he was beating me, of how Bear and I were kept apart for 3 weeks because this motherfucker saw fit to try and ruin me.
Everything crashed down on me and I was filled with such rage that I couldn't stop my fist from pulling back. I saw the look of shock on his face as he realized what was about to happen but he was too late to stop it from happening. Before I could stop it my fist collided with his face so hard that I thought I had broken my hand.
I saw his head fly back in slow motion before his body went backwards and he hit the floor then slid back about 3 feet. There was silence in the hall as people couldn't believe what they had seen. I looked down at a pissed off looking Drake who was holding his jaw.
"You listen to me you piece of shit. Stay away from me or next time I will kick you in your fucking nuts so hard that you will be singing soprano for the rest of your fucking life" I said with such animosity and hatred in my voice that I scared myself. I walked away to the whispers of the students.
This news had spread throughout the school by the end of the day and people were looking at me differently. I was no longer the little fag who had corrupted the king of the 11th grade. I was a guy who didn't take any shit from anyone. Sean joked that my balls had finally dropped, what with standing up to Bear's dad and now punching out Drake. That bastard deserved it is all I say.
I also wanted to stop him before he pissed Bear off to the point that he tried to kill him. I was steadily worried about him where I was concerned because his protectiveness seemed to be kicked up to eleven and I didn't know who would set him off. I wasn't worried about me because I knew Bear would rather die than hurt me. It was other people I was concerned about.
I was waiting after school for Bear to come out. Jessica was waiting with me because I was her ride home. A few people had waved at us as they left school heading who knows where.
"You're a celebrity now huh" Jessica said.
"Quit it" I replied.
"No really. You punch out one jock and you suddenly become a celebrity. I wonder if it's the same for cheerleaders" Jessica inquired.
"You're not a cheerleader" I said.
"No I mean if I did that to a cheerleader" she responded.
"Let me guess, Alicia Lake" I said. "Don't you think it's time for you to let go of your hatred of her?" I asked fully knowing the answer.
"Are you gonna let it go?" she asked back.
"It's different. She's not after your man" I told her. At that time Bear came out of school walking, but when he saw me he smiled big and his walk became a strut. He was showing off for me and I liked it.
"Hey baby" he said then he gave me a quick kiss.
"Hey yourself big man" I said.
"You two need to stop flirting with each other in front of one who doesn't have a man" Jessica said.
"Aw baby girl, you want Papa Bear to find you a man?" Bear asked.
"No thanks, I don't trust your taste" she said while looking at me.
"Hey" I protested. Just as Bear was about to respond his cell phone rang. He looked confused and showed me the number but I didn't recognize it. He answered it anyway and I got close so I could hear too.
"Hello" Bear answered.
"It wasn't me" the familiar voice said.
"What do you mean it wasn't you? Who is this?" Bear asked.
"It's me Lita" she responded.
"Oh Lita. Well what do you mean it wasn't you?" he asked again.
"Well someone else was recording Trey's proposal to you and now it's on the internet" she said and my eyes went wide.
"What?!" I said.
"Oh Trey. Yeah, it wasn't me. I sent you a link to it and when you look at it you'll see it wasn't shot from an angle that would allow it to be me" she said.
"Well okay" Bear said looking unsure. As I looked at Bear though I found that I didn't care anymore. If he was proud to be with me I definitely was proud to be with him. At least I actually had the prize.
"Thanks Lita, we'll talk to you later" I said then I ended the call. Bear grinned his signature grin at me and I was content.
When I got home I found that my brother had found that video and alerted my parents. I listened to them lecture me for an hour about me being too young to get married. I didn't have a job, a place to stay. I didn't even have my high school diploma yet.
I told them that we were just engaged and that we wouldn't be planning any wedding for a few years yet. I knew that I wasn't getting married until I was finished with college anyway so their fears were unfounded. Bear called me later and told me he had to go through something similar.
What really surprised me though was that he said his dad was involved and that he actually talked to him and didn't make any negative remarks about us being gay, although Bear did say that he looked really uncomfortable the whole time. I guess he was trying at least so that was good.
Saturday Justice called me up at 7 in the morning and told me to get up because we were gonna hang out. I groggily asked her who she was and she laughed and told me she was Bear. I told her that I wanted her to suck my dick then and I got a stunned silence but then she told me that she wasn't into small dicks.
I told her she had nothing to worry about then and again she was silent. She asked me how big I was and to send her a picture because she had a great idea for a project for school. I told her she was nuts and that I was hanging up. I got up and dragged myself to the shower so I could wake up.
After taking my shower and brushing my teeth, I went to find something to wear only to find Calvin sitting on my bed, he was looking in my idea book which I like to write things down that came to my mind. I hadn't written it since Bear and I got together.
"What're you doing up so early?" I asked as I headed to my closet.
"Alex and I are doing something with Marco" he said. Marco was their other friend although I don't think they were as close to him as they were to each other.
"Oh well have fun" I said.
"Where are you headed?" he asked.
"I'm going to hang with Justice" I told him as I pulled on my underwear. I wasn't shy about being naked in front of him since he had seen me naked before.
"Oh okay. Have you talked to Liberty?" he asked which made me kind of sad. Thinking about her lately always made me sad because I missed her. Being with Justice sometimes was hard because they were twins so they looked exactly alike, but I knew it wasn't Liberty.
"No not really. She chose Drake and she's still with him. She hasn't come up to me and said she was sorry and I'm not going to beg her" I told him.
"Yeah I guess that's right. I can't believe Drake was such a tool" he said.
"I can little bro" I said. As I finished dressing, I looked at Calvin and I could tell something was eating at him. "What's up dude?" I asked.
"I'm sorry I spilled the beans about you and Bear. When I saw the video though it was so weird that I had to show them. It was kind of cool though" he said in a rush.
"It's okay little bro. I actually don't really care. I thought I would but this stuff isn't affecting me anymore like it used to" I told him and he nodded.
We chatted for a few more minutes before I headed downstairs and grabbed a muffin my mom had made the day before and I said goodbye to them and headed to the park where I was meeting Justice.
When I got there I hopped out of my car and walked until I saw Justice but she wasn't alone. Jessica, Sean and Bear were there too. When he saw me his face lit up and it warmed my heart that seeing me caused such a reaction in him. I walked quicker towards them and of course Sean noticed and laughed.
"Hey baby" Bear said as he walked over and kissed me.
"Hey Big Bear" I said back and Sean snorted.
"Kiss off Mellow, my boy and I are flirting with each other" Bear stated.
"Yeah we can see that" Jessica said with an amused smile.
We sat at a bench and just hung out and talked and chatted. It was so great just hanging out with my friends and my Bear and everything was out in the open. I felt light and happy. We told Justice about Lita and she just shrugged and said she had never heard of her, but I could see in her eyes that she was lying.
We hung out there a while and around lunch we all got hungry so Sean and Justice decided to go and get us some eats from the food truck that was nearby at the park. We all told them what we wanted and they were off. Jessica and I were talking about how she was bugging her father to finally get her a car when suddenly Bear took off running and I was clueless what for and so was Jessica.
Then I focused past Bear and saw Zane standing there looking at Bear like a dear caught in the headlights, and I knew what was about to happen but I was unable to move. Bear then slammed his huge body into Zane's so hard that I worried he had snapped my brother's spine. I then heard a girl scream but I was still rooted in place.
I was able to recover after a bit and Jessica and I took off running toward them. When we got to them Bear had dropped down onto Zane's torso hard and put his big hands around Zane's neck and I heard that sound again. The sound I heard in the background when Bear's mother had called in a panic that night he almost strangled his father. That dangerous growl. He was growling and snarling and it was nothing like when he played football. This was like I was looking at a huge wild beast mauling my brother.
"You hurt my Trey. You hurt him and now I'm gonna kill you" he growled as my brother gasped for air.
"Get off him. Get off before I call the police" the unknown girl was yelling.
"Trey, do something. You gotta stop him" Jessica pleaded. On one hand this was my brother and I couldn't just let Bear kill him. On the other hand, this man who was my brother had brutalized me. Beaten me because I was gay and I was still angry with him. I couldn't let him die though.
"Bear, baby , please listen. You gotta stop this. I know you're angry, I am too, but you gotta stop, PLEASE!" I pleaded with him hoping I was getting through.
"He hurt you. Need to make him pay" Bear growled in stunted speech.
"I know, but you just gotta stop. We can't get married if you're in prison for murder" I said. I had a feeling this would get to him.
"Married" he growled out.
"Yeah Bear, remember. You're wearing my ring" I said and the girl who I figured had to at least be my brother's friend gasped slightly.
I am positive that Bear then looked at his finger and saw the ring. That's because that's when he started to calm down and he released Zane's throat. Zane then took in a huge breath. He finally came back to me and looked up at me. I tried to convey with my eyes that I wasn't angry with him and I guess he believed me. He then glared down at Zane before deciding to get up.
"Zane, are you okay?" the girl asked as she kneeled down next to him on the ground.
"Yeah I'm fine" he said hoarsely while holding his torso.
"You big bastard. Who the hell do you think you are?" she yelled.
"Whoa, dude. That was crazy" Sean said as he and Justice jogged up. Justice then slapped his arm.
"Well Zane, you want me to tell your little friend who we are?" I asked with a surprising amount of venom in my voice. As I looked at my brother laying on the ground looking up at me with a mix of fear and anger in his eyes I discovered an emotion never before experienced by me: Rage.
"His "little friend" has a name and it's Nicole. Now who the hell are you people" she snapped.
"Well who the hell are you?" Justice countered.
"I just told you my name is Nicole. Zane, who are these people" she demanded.
"My name is Trey and I'm Zane's half-brother" I spoke making sure I was looking in his eyes when I said the half-brother part. He flinched at it and I was satisfied.
"What?!" she said harshly. "How could you just stand there and let your... whatever he is choke your brother to death" she demanded standing up.
"I didn't" I said coldly "I stopped my boyfriend from choking my half-brother to death as you can tell by the fact that he's still breathing" I said snidely.
"Fiancée" Bear said and I smiled a little.
"Right baby, fiancée" I said.
"Well you sure took your sweet time about doing it" she said starting to piss me off even more than I was already. I mean who the hell did she think she was. She obviously had no idea that her friend had tried to beat his brother to death.
"Okay, this bitch is starting to get on my nerves" Justice stated reminding me of Liberty which made me kind of sad again but I shook it off.
"Justice" Sean hissed reprimanding her. She in turn rolled her eyes at him.
"Would you like to see something Nicole? Would you like to see why I took my sweet time getting my Bear up off of him" I snapped pulling out my phone.
"See what?" she asked seeming to calm some.
"Just some pictures that were taken after an event a few weeks ago that my half-brother attended" I said with a dark tone in my voice that I didn't even recognize. Justice had taken pictures of my bruised body the day after it had happened. Jessica had asked her why and she said that they were insurance. I wasn't in any condition to object then.
"Trey don't" Zane said with a panicked look on his face.
"I remember saying something like that to you that day" I said before handing my phone to... Nicole.
The look on her face went from shock to horror to slight anger. I recognized the feelings although my anger wasn't slight. She looked back and forth between the pictures and Zane, looking at him like she was seeing a stranger.
"Nicole please, let me explain" Zane said finally getting to his feet and I rolled my eyes.
"Explain? Did you do this, to your own brother?" she asked.
"Well..." he said trailing off and I rolled my eyes again. He was big enough to brutalize me but not big enough to admit it.
"Yes Nicole. He did that to his half-brother. He did it because someone who I thought was my friend told my family that I was gay and he didn't want to have a fag for a brother so he tried to rectify that" I said and the look in her eyes was almost painful to see.
"Nicole, please just let me explain" Zane tried again.
"You own brother?" she asked in disbelief. He grabbed her hand but she snatched it back and glared at him so hard that I felt it. I started to wonder if this was not just Zane's friend but maybe his girlfriend from the way she was acting. She then stormed off leaving him there with his mouth open.
"Are you happy now?" he asked through gritted teeth.
"Yeah I am happy if you must know. Did you think you would get away with what you did, because I'm sorry to say that you won't" I said and just like his, I guess girlfriend did, I left him standing there. Bear and the others followed momentarily.
I didn't like the feelings I had but I felt better. I didn't like it because it was at my brother's expense which didn't say anything good about me. I guess I still hurt by what Zane had done and it would take a while to get over it. I just hoped that it would be soon as I didn't like the way I was starting to see things.
To be continued....
Author's Notes: Trey proposed to Bear and he accepted. Now will they make it to the altar? Will their parents be supportive of their wanting getting married?
Trey talked to Carter and he admitted to being gay and suspecting Trey as gay before he was outed. Is he really just looking for someone to talk to that's like him, or is he looking for more? What will Bear think about Trey spending time with another hot jock who unlike Sean is actually gay?
Trey finally gave Drake what he deserved. What will happen now between them? Will he try to retaliate, or will he think of the safety of his nuts and heed Trey's warning? Will Liberty ever come around and try to ask for forgiveness?
Bear finally got his hands on Zane and tried to kill him like he said he would. Zane's girlfriend also saw what he had done to his own brother. What will happen between them now, and what will happen between Trey and Zane. Will Zane try to get revenge for Trey possibly ruining his relationship?
I hope you all enjoy this chapter. I look forward to any comments and you can send them to me at thestoryguy9783@gmail.com. You can also check out my blog at www.nick-s-world.blogspot.com. Also be sure to let my editor JD know how he's doing by emailing him at jd.kaster1987@gmail.com.
Until Next Time.... Nicky. ****************************************************************
Editor's note:
Well Trey proposes to Bear and a video of it goes viral. If it wasn't Lita that posted the video who could have done that to the boys, and how could Trey have afford a ring that expensive?
Trey decked Drake, lol. That just rolls right off the tongue. Drake finally got what he deserved. Now the only question is when will Liberty learn the truth about her boyfriend.
Trey's personality seems to be changing somewhat. Could that be an aftereffect of the beating he took at the hands of his brother, and speaking of his "Half-Brother" as Trey puts it they run into him and some girl at the park and ruin his chances with her.
Hope everyone enjoyed this chapter from Nicky and be sure to send us your comments. You can reach me at jd.kaster1987@gmail.com.