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CHAPTER FIFTEEN: THE VISIT
TREY'S POV
I was living in hell. I was out to everyone, my brother had brutally beaten me and now my boyfriend's father had him on lock-down. The day that Justice tried to hack Bear's phone was my breaking point. I couldn't deal with it anymore so I just gave up.
It was obvious that I wasn't meant to be with Bear. I mean who was I kidding. Someone like me getting to have a big, strong, incredibly loving guy like Bear. I was being shown that the world doesn't work like that. I had to face that fact and then I would be fine.
I had this thought as I went into the boys bathroom between 3rd and 4th period. It was Wednesday and it had been two days since the last attempt to try and get us some contact with each other. I drained the tank and washed my hands. I should have known not to go into the bathroom at school as I had seen enough teen dramas to know that the gay teen never has a good experience in the bathroom at school after being outed.
"Well, what do we have here" said Patrick Clarke, one of Bear's teammates. He was accompanied by Troy Daly and Carter Matthews. I had seen them together more than once so I figured they were friends
"If it isn't Bear's buddy, oops I mean fuck buddy" Troy said and I rolled my eyes blatantly.
"Oh man Troy. I don't think he appreciated your witty remark" Patrick said.
"What do you want?" I asked unenthusiastically.
"What do you think we want?" Pat asked with a smug look.
"I don't know. You probably want me to suck your dick and think I'll do it because I'm suddenly the resident cocksucker. Maybe you want to kick my ass for having the nerve to be gay at the same school that you go to. I honestly don't know, nor do I care. Do whatever you want" I said flatly and I stood there waiting for them to do whatever they were gonna do.
"You serious? Whatever we wanna do you won't object?" he asked.
"So I guess it's the first one" I said.
"Hell no, I ain't no fag and I definitely don't want no fag mouth on my dick" he said sounding disgusted. He took a step toward me and I didn't move or do anything. I just stood there waiting for the hits. After being brutalized by your brother, you don't really fear violence anymore, or maybe that was just me since I had given up.
"Well, what are you waiting on? You were gonna kick my ass right? Let's get on with it so I can get to class or to the hospital depending on how much damage you do" I said in a flat tone which had them looking quite confused.
"So what, you're just gonna let us beat you up?" Pat asked.
"It's not like I'd be able to stop you if I tried so why bother" I said. I really sounded pathetic.
"Man you sure are pathetic. Bear must have some good dick if you miss it that much" he said and I tried to think about Bear's dick but strangely I couldn't. It wasn't like I'd ever see it again so no big problem.
"Yeah dude, you're so pathetic that I don't even wanna do anything to you" Troy said.
"Great, I'm not even good enough to get my ass kicked" I said then walked away from my would be bullies.
Friday was even more sucky than the rest of the week was. It started out with me running into Kenji after homeroom. I had been seeing him in classes but whenever I looked at him he was doing everything in his power to ignore me. If his behavior wasn't telling enough, Miriam had told me what he'd said and it had hurt. I walked up to him at his locker.
"Hey Ken" I said tentatively.
"Well look who's here? Have you finally deemed me worthy to talk to now that you and Bear seem to be done?" he asked bitterly
"You know it's not like that. You don't have to be worthy to talk to me, because I'm nobody special" I said and he rolled his eyes. "Besides, you are just as much my friend as-" I said but he cut in.
"As Bear? Well I'm entirely positive that I don't want to be as much your friend as Bear is considering the kind of "friend" Bear was to you" he said adding emphasis on the word friend with a distasteful look on his face.
"Kenji, please don't do this" I said barely managing to get it out. I was getting so tired of everything.
"Do what? Tell you that I'm not interested in being friends with someone like you?" he asked still sounding bitter.
"Why are you doing this. I'm still the same me I was before this" I said with a bit of strength.
"I know. You're the same fa- homosexual you've always been, and I've just not known. I feel foolish to not have known who I was spending my time with... well I mean the time you spent with us when your real friends were out being popular and you were too much of a loser to be invited" he spat.
"You know what, fuck you Kenji. I came over here trying to get things back on track with us. Trying to let you know the real me and hope that you wouldn't act like a little bitch, but I guess I was wrong. So you keep acting like this because you know what? I was always your friend but you were only my friend when you were trying to convince me to drop the friends I've had ever since I was a little boy for you. So have fun having Miriam as your only friend and tell me who the real loser is" I said hotly. I was surprised by the outburst. I was also surprised that I still had emotion left. I then stormed off leaving him with his mouth open.
My next shitty part of the day came after 3rd period with Drake. I hadn't seen him at all since I came back to school which seemed weird since I was sure he would be amped up to throw it in my face how he had spread my business all over school.
"Well, well, well, what do we have here? If it isn't Trey. Long time no see bud" he said and I don't know what happened but I became even more pissed.
"Die a fucking horrible death you fucking worthless human being" I snapped.
"Wow Trey, that is not nice. Didn't your mommy and daddy teach you how to greet someone in polite company" he said with a an annoying smirk.
"Well my mommy and daddy told me that if I don't have anything nice to say about anyone, don't say anything at all, but they're not here. So, I'm gonna tell you things like go fuck yourself, go to hell, go stand on a freeway, drink a bottle of acid, and light yourself on fire. I'd be more than happy to help you with some of those" I said while glaring at him.
"Well if someone doesn't have on their bitch hat today" he said.
"I know right. You wear that thing everyday though so it's nothing new" I replied
"Very funny fag" he countered.
"Ooh very original. I know you're a jock but most jocks try to not be a stereotype. Oh wait, see a stereotype is-" I was saying in the most condescending tone I had but he interrupted.
"I know what a stereotype is you fucking fairy" he snapped.
"I know you didn't like me and you wanted me gone from the group but you know what Drake?" I asked him getting even more angry, but the depression was steadily winning again.
"No, enlighten me" he said.
"I was the one who brought you into the group. I wanted to be your friend but you just wanted to use me to get close to Bear and Liberty" I said.
"Wow, it took you long enough to figure that out" he replied.
"You're actually admitting it?" I asked not believing he'd actually say it out loud.
"Why not. No sense hiding it now. You were such a loser and didn't even know it. You had the pretty girl and the popular guy hanging on your every word as your friends but you didn't deserve it. I was gonna relieve you of your undeserved fortune, but was unsure how to go about it. It was a sheer twist of fate that you just walked up and invited me in. You were such a fool. I just didn't know you were such a fag too or I would have outed you back then" he said truthfully and that took the steam out of my anger.
He was right in that I had invited this evil boy into our group. I had inadvertently taken a part in my outing by "befriending" the guy who would do so. The thought made me sick to my stomach. I looked at this truly despicable boy and I truly knew what hate was. I knew then that I hated Drake with a fiery passion.
"I hate you. I truly hate you" I said.
"Ouch, that hurt my heart, right here" he said sarcastically pointing at his chest.
"Liberty will wake up one day and realize what she did, and she's gonna drop you hard, and I can't wait for that day" I said then started walking away. He shouted that I didn't know what I was talking about as I departed.
Finally after 5th period I finally saw Liberty. I also hadn't spoken to her in almost 2 weeks, but unlike Drake I missed her. I missed her, but remembering how she spoke to me and how she looked at me hurt like hell.
We both took a corner and almost collided with each other. She looked slightly flustered until she saw that it was me. At first that same look she had given me the last time I had seen her came across her face until she looked at my face. My face was mostly clear of the bruises but there were still small cuts that had bandages on. There were 3 currently.
"What happened to you?" she asked. Not kindly but not harshly either.
"Oh this, well this is what happens when you decide to spitefully tell a guy's family he's gay without any regard for his well-being" I said in a cold tone.
"Your dad did that?" she asked looking slightly shocked.
"No he didn't. He actually was my rock. This is the handiwork of my not so dear half-brother" I replied. I hated that I was thinking about him like that now but I just couldn't stop. I couldn't stop thinking about the look on his face as he hit me, and kicked me. It was so full rage and hatred, that I sometimes couldn't sleep as I saw it when my eyes were closed and in my dreams.
"No" she said in a whisper.
"Yes Liberty. You should be happy that you didn't see the direct aftermath like your sister did" I said and I saw a look of anger pass across her face.
"Yes, I'm sure Justice was there. She's always there" she said bitterly.
"What is your problem with your sister?" I asked. "You know what, don't bother answering because I don't wanna know" I said again coldly.
"How are you doing?" she asked.
"None of your business. Don't worry about what I went through as you have Drake. You know he told me some interesting stuff earlier, like how much of a loser he though I was back as far as when we met him, and how he was always gonna try to take you and Bear away from me. How he used me to get close to you" I said getting a bit of pleasure from telling her this.
"You're lying" she said even though she sounded like she believed me.
"If that's what you want to believe. I'm done Liberty. I just need to leave your presence right now" I said as I left her standing there. Drake and Kenji were one thing, but Liberty was quite another. We had been such good friends for so long that it hurt to know how she acted after finding out about me. It hurt to know she chose Drake over me even after seeing how maliciously he tried to hurt me.
I did something I never did after that. I skipped class. I was just so fed up with everything that I just needed a break so I went to the outside of the building and just leaned up against the building. I thought about things. I thought about how I was so worried about my dad when he found out that I was gay but he was the one in my family that was overwhelming the most loving and accepting. My mom was still a holdout, because while she still loved me, she was struggling with accepting the whole gay thing.
She took care of me though after my attack. She was hovering and doting just like she did when I had broken my arm at 10. I knew now that given time she would come to accept this. My sisters were still young so I worried about how they would react to me when they got older. Calvin was a mystery. I really hadn't seen him since the attack. He stayed in his room not coming out and he was always gone by the time I got downstairs every morning since I came back to school.
I wondered if Sean had told Alex about Calvin's role in what had happened to me. I wondered if he had told his family about what had happened to me at all, or if Calvin had told Alex himself. I thought of Zane, my half-brother, and felt nothing but anger towards him. I was still thinking about this when I saw a shadow fall on me.
"Thinking hard or hardly thinking" said a voice which belonged to Bear's teammate Carter Matthews. I had never seen this guy alone before and I had to admit he was hot. He had strong facial features, a light goatee and strong arms set off by a light colored shirt on his dark frame. He had a nice milk chocolate complexion and like I said was really good-looking.
"I'm busy" I said tersely.
"I can see that. Standing outside when you are supposed to be in class is very busy making." He quipped with a slight smile which made his handsome face look even more so. I had to remember this dude was about to help his friends kick my ass earlier in the week before I got out of it by being super pathetic.
"What do you want? You are here, talking to me like you have never done so before" I said and I was able to admit that I was being a bit snappish.
"Well I just saw you standing here when I was on my way back into the building and thought I'd come to see what was up" he said and I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, you were so worried about me, yet you were about to kick my ass a couple of days ago" I said again in a snappish tone.
"Well I did come to check on you for your information. Besides, I never would have let them hit you and mess up that pretty face of yours" he said with a wide grin and a wink which confused the hell outta me.
"Uh, huh?" I grunted.
"Well look at the time, I gotta go. See ya" he said as he backed up. "Oh by the way, those cuts actually make you look more attractive" he said and winked at me again and gave me a once over before he departed. I was sufficiently confused. Had Carter Matthews just told me in his own way that he was gay?
OLIVIA'S POV
It was Friday and it had been almost two weeks since everything I thought I had known about my first-born was turned upside down. I was sitting outside on my lunch break eating a salad which I hated, but a woman my age had to do things like this to stay fit. What I wouldn't give for a slice of pizza, or maybe a whole pizza. I was just taking a drink of water when I saw someone walking towards me that I was not prepared to see now.
"Hey ma" Zane said tentatively as he walked up to me.
"Zane" I said tersely. I didn't mean to but it came out like that.
"Ma, I need to talk to you" he said as he sat down at the table I was sitting at in the park across the street from my building.
"Zane, I don't think that's such a good idea right now" I said still in that terse voice which I hoped to knock out.
"Please. You can't just choose HIM over me. You're my mom and I need you" he said pleading but I couldn't let him get away with this.
"Zane, the HIM you refer to is your brother. He's my first-born, and I love him. I love you too Zane but I just can't bear to look at you right now" I said this time my emotions coming up.
"Please, just listen to me" he said but it made me sad that he was here trying to convince me that maybe there was a good reason he had done what he did.
"No Zane!" I said strongly. "I loved you like any mother would love a son. I made a promise to your mother the night before I married your father to do so. I promised that I would treat you no different than I would any child that Evan and I would have together. I promised you would never want for anything if I had a say in it."
"You have done that ma" he said looking at me and the look on his face was tearing at me.
"I know, but I can't just overlook this Zane. Making that promise doesn't give you an excuse to brutally beat your brother and expect me to forgive you" I said feeling terrible for this situation that we were all in.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"No you're not. You've made it very clear over the years how you feel about gay people and while your father did it too, he didn't do what you did. He embraced and accepted your brother completely because his preconceived notions about gay people didn't matter in the face of the love he had for his son. You didn't feel that though. Your reaction was to brutalize your brother, someone who has looked up to you and loved you all his life" I said trying to hold my emotions in check.
"Well of course dad accepted it. He didn't have..." he said, but cut his statement off.
"Didn't have what?" I asked curiously because I wanted to know what was going through his head that day.
"Nothing, it's nothing" he said.
"Zane, all I can see now is you kicking your brother in the ribs as his battered body lay unconscious on the floor. It almost killed me when I held his limp body in my arms and I thought he was dead. You did that Zane" I said getting more upset by the second. "Do you even realize that if we hadn't come when we did that you would have killed your brother? DO you even care?!" I asked, my voice raising.
"Of course I do. I don't... I didn't..." he said seemingly not able to finish his thought.
"Zane, I love you, but right now I can't bear to look at you. I just need some time to get over my anger with you. If you had done that we wouldn't be in this situation" I said and he dropped his head. I then stood and even though it hurt to do so, I walked away from my son.
TREY'S POV
It was Saturday afternoon, a week after the most sucky Friday I had ever had. I was still thinking about what had happened a week later. I was also thinking about Bear. Seeing him at school looking just as sad and depressed as I imagine I looked made me feel even lower. There were times when we made eye contact from a distance and I would feel all the love I had even felt for him still alive and present.
I could feel his love for me emanating from his gaze and it lifted me up and hurt me at the same time because I knew that he wouldn't come to me because I had figured it out a week or so ago that his dad must have threatened me or something which is why Bear was just taking this. Knowing this made me hate that man even more than I already did.
Jessica, Sean and the others had been trying their best to cheer me up but I was resistant to their efforts. Marcus had asked me the other day if I wanted him to kill my brother and Drake and I told him he would just end up in prison. He then said that he knew how to do it without getting caught and he sounded so serious that I believed him and told him I didn't want my brother to die. Wayne said that still left Drake and I decided not to comment. If Drake should just happen to die suddenly, then I wouldn't fell bad because I didn't say one word to cause it.
I was also thinking about Carter Matthews and the fact that he probably told me he was gay. I mean what the hell? Why did he have to tell me if he was? I'm sure that his friends didn't know seeing as they were probably about to beat me up that day in the bathroom. Was I some lightning rod for gay jocks? Granted it was only two, but Sean was a little on the gay side at times.
Speaking of Sean, he and Justice had finally gotten a chance to talk and she had called me and told me that she was going on a date with him. That was Wednesday when she had come home for the day. When she was at home she stayed either with Jessica or Veronica, and when I asked what her parents had to say about this she said that they knew as much as they needed to know and that they reluctantly agreed to let her do it to prevent any fighting between the two sisters.
While in my mind, which I couldn't seem to escape, Calvin came into the room. He had just came back home from somewhere. It was truly the first time he had let me see him. He had been like a ghost for the last 3 weeks and I wondered why he was emerging now. He looked at me and looked like he was about to say something but then I guess decided not to and just headed upstairs, too his room I guess.
"He's ashamed of what happened" I heard my mom say. I looked up from my seat on the couch and saw her heading toward the couch I was sitting on.
"How do you know that?" I asked because I didn't know if I believed that. I mean I knew that he was mostly taking his cues in reacting to gays from Zane but he wasn't a kid anymore. He knew about the things of the world.
"Well you haven't seen him since he's been doing a great job of avoiding you but I have. I've seen how sad he's been. I've seen the shame in his eyes" she said as she sat down. Listening to her I could tell that she really wanted that to be true, and maybe it was. I just remember him standing there watching Zane as he "tried to beat the gay out of me" and not doing anything.
"Yeah, maybe" was all I could say.
"I've heard him crying in his room and so has your father. We've tried to talk to him but he just won't talk to us" she said.
"I just remember that day and I see my brothers hurting me" I don't know if I can forgive either of them.
"Just try with them. I realize it will take longer with Zane but try" she said. I nodded my agreement and I thought that was the end of the conversation, but she pulled her legs up on the couch and looked at me like she was studying me.
"What is it?" I asked.
"So you and Bear?" she asked.
"Yeah, me and Bear" I said after a couple of minutes of studying her and seeing she was truly interested in knowing.
"I gotta admit Trey that it's gonna take a bit for me to be totally on board with this" she said honestly.
"I know mama. It wasn't easy for me to deal with this either" I told her honestly.
"The being gay or having feelings for Bear?" she asked.
"Both. I realized both at the same time, and when I did believe me it did hit me hard. I tried for months to deal with it" I told her in another bout of honesty. It was weird finally talking to her about this stuff just as it had been with my dad. She looked at me for a few seconds then realization seemed to dawn on her.
"When you were 12?" she asked and I nodded. "We didn't know what was wrong with you" she said and I could tell she was blaming herself for not being able to help me.
"I didn't know what was wrong with me either. I tried to stop it, to think of anything else. I tried to not be anything, but then the feelings I had for him kept coming back, and it just got worse as I got older because I started realizing the gravity of it" I spoke remembering all the things that ran through my mind when those, at that time, dreaded feelings returned to the surface. So much self hatred and loathing that it threatened to crush me.
"Well at least that problem sorted itself out with you and Bear being... together" she said sounding like the idea was astounding, but she didn't sound disgusted by it at all.
"Yeah" I said not being able to keep the smile off my face as I pictured his handsome face, his beautiful crystal blue eyes, but now blonde hair, his incredible hairy body. All these things made up the total package of Bear Davidson.
"Yeah" Mom said mocking me. "Boy you got it bad for him don't you?" she asked with a smile.
"Totally. Mama I love him so much. He's so wonderful and kind and loving. When he holds me I feel so safe and sometimes he just looks into my eyes and I can see his heart and it's filled up with love for me. He can even tell exactly what I'm thinking sometimes, but when I tell him to stop he just says he won't because it makes him special that he's the only one in the world who can know me truly" I said and felt slightly embarrassed gushing about a boy to my mother, but she was smiling so I guess it was alright.
"I understand that" she said after a minute. "I felt and still do feel the same for your father. When I first saw him with his little boy he looked so sad. It was like his whole self had been shattered, but I saw a glimmer of life in those cold eyes. I tried for a long time to get through his grief. We fought a lot but eventually I saw him through the depression and here we are" she said smiling even wider.
"I for one am happy that you are here now with each other" I said.
"Yea I'll bet, otherwise you wouldn't be here" she laughed.
"I like to think that I'm exceptional enough that I would have found a way to be born" I joked and she laughed harder and I laughed too. It felt good to laugh again.
"You are exceptional sweetie" she said as she reached up and ran a thumb across my cheek which made me smile. She was quite for a minute then she spoke again. "I guess I can see how you would want Bear. I mean if I was 25 years younger I would probably give him a chance, if he was black that was" she said and I was shocked.
"What wrong with him being white?" I asked.
"Boy please, I don't do white boys" she said with a wave of her hand.
"Mama! Don't say it like that" I said aghast.
"Like what? Child I'll have you know I'm not some old decrepit granny. I'm still a... well not spring chicken but probably a summer chicken" she quipped.
We talked some more, I was surprised that things were going so well. It made me happy that she was talking to me about this especially since she started this whole discussion by saying that she needed a while before she was on board with it. She joked that I was into Bear's body and that she thought it wasn't fair that a 17 year old had a better body than her husband did in his prime. I didn't confirm that I was totally into Bear's body. I definitely didn't voice my supposed kink for his body hair. I felt better about things and that would have to sustain me until something changed for me and Bear.
BEAR'S POV
Life truly sucked big time was my new mantra. I sat in my room just looking up at the ceiling thinking. My dad was for once not home watching me like a hawk. It had been almost two weeks since I had spoken to Trey. I shouldn't have kissed him because it just made this whole thing that much harder.
Seeing him at school from a distance was all that was keeping me sane. I also didn't like how I was feeling towards my dad. I didn't even speak to him now because I was worried I would just snap and kill the fucker before I knew it. I was especially worried after that blackout I had at school with Zev.
I hadn't had one since I was 12 and this kid had pushed Trey and he fell. He hit his head on the ground and he was unconscious for a second but that was enough for me to look at him and Liberty trying to get him up. I thought he was dead and the next thing I knew I was sitting on this kid's chest and my hands were being pried from around his neck while he struggled to breathe. I heard Trey's voice piercing through the darkness.
My dad paid to make it go away of course but it wasn't a fun experience to know that you could blackout and truly hurt someone. Trey seemed to be rooted in a lot of my life to the point that sometimes I worried if we were perhaps too close even as a couple.
I was broken from the introspection by a knock on my door. I was truly hoping it wasn't that man because it was hard to just be around him these days. When I opened the door there stood my mother looking uncertain, but she charged forward.
"Come on, let's go" she said and then left before I could ask her any questions. I followed her downstairs and out of the house. After locking up she headed for her car and I went along. I hated riding in her car because it didn't accommodate my size but I crammed in anyway.
"Where are we going?" I asked as she started the car and pulled away from the house. She was silent for a bit before she spoke.
"I just don't get it Bear. How could you be gay?" she asked and I guess it was finally time to talk about this. Neither of them had asked me about it, just told me I wasn't allowed to see Trey.
"I just am. I love Trey-" I said until she cut in.
"Yeah I know you love him. You've always said that but that doesn't make you gay Bear" she said.
"Trust me Mom I know that I'm into Trey" I said trying to convey to her that I was sure because sex had happened between us.
"Oh" she said flatly. "How did this happen? I know about your reputation at school."
"How do you know it isn't just rumor?" I asked her.
"I know because I do the laundry and I'm pretty sure you don't wear perfume which is what I smelled on your sheets when I did them and aside from... other evidence, there was the few times I found panties in your bed" she said and I was appalled to hear that my mother knew of my sexual escapades with the girls I dated. I really needed to start doing my own laundry.
"I don't know what to say" I said after a few minutes of silence.
"Tell me how do you go from having sex with girls to being "in love" with your very male best friend" she said strongly adding air quotes around the in love part.
"I've always been in love with him. He's been the center of my life for as long as I can remember. He's behind everything good that I can think of. Most of the things I've tried to accomplish are so I can make him proud of me. It makes me feel good whenever I see him, when he tells me he's proud of me. It's not like when other people do. When I see the look in his beautiful eyes whenever I do something that he likes, when I see the pride in his eyes, it touches a part of me that no one else can reach. It's like it's just there just for me and that makes me feel important. It makes me feel special and loved" I said surprised by how truthful I was being with her.
"Yeah that's what I figured" she said with a sigh. We were silent for a while longer before I decided to pay attention to where we were going and I saw that we were on the street where Trey lived. I looked at my mother and saw that she smiled a brief small smile at the look on my face.
"What are we doing here?" I asked as she pulled up to the house.
"Nice to see I can still surprise you" she said. Then switched off her car and got out without answering me. I decided to get out and follow her up to the house to see what she was up to. Whatever it was at least I would get to see Trey again and that was worth anything.
TREY'S POV
Mom and I were just sitting and joking around when the twins came running in from the family room. They were so cute when they were hyper and causing my mom to want to tear her own hair out. I was laughing at them when the doorbell rang. I decided to get it while my mom tried to calm the girls down.
Sometimes I wondered if they may have ADHD, but then again it could've been the stash of candy that my mom didn't know that Jessica had brought them yesterday. I kept telling her to stop because she didn't have to live with them after they ate it. I made it to the door and opened it to a sight that I just couldn't believe. There stood Bear standing behind his mother. I stared mouth agape for about a minute when I heard someone speak.
"Trey, don't you think you should let us in before something flies into your mouth?" Bear's mom said slightly amused.
"Uh yeah sure. Come on in" I said as I stood back and let them in. I walked into the living room and they followed. When my mom saw who it was she stood with her eyes wide.
"April, what're you doing here... with Bear?" she asked with surprise in her voice as she looked back and forth between them.
"Bear!" my sisters both said as they ran and each grabbed him around the waist.
"Hey little twerps" he said smiling at them. They chattered and babbled and he just stood there and nodded and added a word here and there like he always did with them. They really loved Bear a lot. They also really needed to step up off my man before I needed some replacement sisters.
"Girls, why don't you go to the family room and watch some TV" Mom said. I knew she was just trying to get them out of the room in case some heavy stuff was said.
"But we just did that. I wanna do something else" Carly said.
"Girl, what'd you say?" Mom asked in that tone that let you know that you'd better do what she said.
"I said Cara and I are going into the family room" Carly said as she dragged Cara back to the family room. When they were gone we all just stood around looking at each other in silence. I could kind of see that we were all on new ground, what with these mothers standing here with their sons who they just recently found out were gay and in a relationship with each other.
"Well, why don't we-" Mom started to say but was cut off when Bear moved like lightning and before I knew it he was wrapping those arms that I loved so much around me and pulling me close in a tight hug. It was always so wonderful being held by him, to feel myself being held against his strong body. It was such a comfort. He gripped me tight and I did the same to him. When we were sure we were about to crush each other we separated a bit.
"I missed you so much" he said as he gripped my face.
"I missed you too big guy" I said with a smile.
"I wanna kiss you so bad" he said in a low tone.
"I don't think it's a good idea right now" I said as I didn't think his mother was ready to be kissing a boy.
"Um Trey, why don't you take Bear into the dining room while April and I talk" Mom said and I didn't need to be asked twice as I grabbed his hand and pulled him along with me as I headed for the dining room. I heard the two mothers chuckle behind us.
When we were alone in the dining room Bear pushed me up against the wall and pressed his body against mine. He stared into my eyes and I did the same to him. He brought his big left hand up and ran his fingertips along the length of my face.
"Damn you are so, so good-looking up close. It's so much more noticeable after being away from you for so long" he said devouring me with his eyes.
"I think you must be talking about you, mountain man" I said with a smile as his beard was way thick now, but it looked good on him. Seeing him with his facial hair, and just his basic manliness up close I seriously questioned for a second if Bear actually was a teenager. I mean I had known him even since we were both two, but I guess testosterone was much more friendly with him than me.
"You look good enough to eat" he said then gave a low growl which went straight to my dick.
"Well, I'm not one to deprive a Bear of it's meal" I said smiling at him which caused him to growl again. He then kissed me and to feel those lips again was so incredible. When our tongues entered the mix all softness and tenderness of the kiss that had been present at first. I clawed at him and his big hands roamed all over my back and when he gripped my ass I couldn't stop the moan that escaped me.
As we continued this my dick rose to the occasion and I could feel his filling in this tight jeans he was wearing as well. He slid his hand between us and gripped my hard dick and it was all I could do to keep from cumming in my pants. I was moaning and he was as well as he continued to grip me through my pants. I was reaching the finish line fast and I had to put the brakes on. I abruptly pushed him away and went to sit in one of the chairs to distance myself from him because he had gotten me way too hot too fast. He was confused at first then after looking into my eyes he got a shit-eating grin on his face.
"Was somebody too excited?" he asked in a teasing voice as he slowly walked towards me.
"Shut up" I said with a mock scowl which caused him to laugh.
"We're you about to bust a nut baby?" he joked still grinning.
"Yeah you try being pressed up against someone like you with your dick in their grip" I said unable to stop the truth from spilling out.
"Aw stop, you're gonna give me a big head" he said.
"I don't think you need my help in that department" I replied.
"I know right" he said as the grin on his face got surprisingly bigger.
"I was actually talking about the head growing out of your neck, Mr. Cocky" I said.
"That should be your new nickname for me" he said as he sat down in a chair in front of me.
"Only if I was being tortured" I quipped.
"There's more than one way to torture someone baby. I remember some time ago that you told me that you would make me beg you to let me cum and you were successful in your promise" he said giving me a lusty grin.
"Yeah" I said as I looked at him and he looked at me. After a bit of silence I just had to ask. "What are you doing here Bear?" I asked as I knew that his dad wouldn't just let up on his lock-down.
"I don't know myself. I was in my room when my mom came and told me to come with her and she drove us over here. I'm just as surprised as you" he said as he grabbed my hands in his.
"I missed you so much Bear" I said the ache in my voice caused a pained look to cross his face.
"I know baby. I missed you too. I missed holding you and I missed those lips against mine. I missed hearing about all the smart stuff you talked about" he said rubbing the backs of my hands with his thumbs.
"Seriously?" I asked because I always thought I bored him with my brainy talk.
"Seriously baby. I love to hear all the things that go through your mind. I like that I got a guy with a whole lot going on upstairs. Just think about it... you growing up to be some multi-billionaire tech guy like Bill Gates or Steve Jobs or something like that and I can be your trophy husband" he said and while most people would think he was joking I didn't think so, well he was hopefully joking about the trophy part of it.
There was something different about the way he said husband this time though. I could tell he was still serious about it but this time it made me feel different. I was always kind of panicked before whenever he said it but this time I felt... whole is what I would say.
"I missed you too Bear. I missed looking into your eyes and having you hold me. You never really know how much you love something until it's taken away" I said as I smiled at him.
"Is there anything else about me that you missed?" he asked seductively as he stood and walked to stand directly in front of me giving me a good line of sight to the pride of his manhood. I decided to play along and see how turned on I could get him without us doing anything but holding hands.
"I miss your strong arms as they hold me. I miss your naked body" I said feeling slightly embarrassed but turned on as well.
"You like my hairy body don't you?" he asked still smiling that lusty smile that was seriously getting to me.
"Yeah I do. Your body is so incredible and strong and I like the hair. To me it's a sign of virility. That you are all man and all mine" I said.
"That it?" he asked piercing me with those eyes of his.
"I definitely missed running my hands over that glorious body of yours. All hard and rippling but still smooth and tanned and hairy" I said really getting into this.
"Yeah, keep going" he said kind of breathless and I could see he was rock hard in his jeans and due to how big his dick was it was way too obvious.
"I love kissing your body. Starting from your neck and going down to each nipple and licking and nibbling and sucking on them, then kissing down your abs and finally making it to-" I was saying before I was interrupted by the sound of someone clearing their throat.
Both our heads snapped toward the entrance to the dining room to see both of our mothers standing there trying to keep a straight face. Bear realized too late that he was standing there with his mother in the room and he was hard. The way we were positioned it was easy to look and see his noticeable erection in his tight jeans. He quickly sat down and crossed his legs and I did the same with mine as I was sporting a major boner as well.
"You boys having a good... talk in here" Mom said trying to hide her amusement.
"Yeah, sure fine" Bear said in a rush while blushing a fierce red.
"We were just talking about school" I lied. Our mothers came into the dining room with Bear's mom coming to stand behind me and my mom standing next to Bear. April laid her hands on my shoulders and I knew she was studying Bear.
"Yeah I'm sure you were" she said not believing us for one second.
"Come on April let me show you the book" Mom said then headed for the kitchen after reaching up to ruffle Bear's hair a bit. April followed after giving my shoulders a small squeeze and a pat. It was probably the most affectionate she had been with me ever.
"Nice move with the sitting down and crossing your legs to hide your boner" I said amused.
"Look who talking. You crossed yours too, Mr. Big" he said and I liked that.
"Well I have more to hide" I said with a big smile.
"Says who? I'm bigger than you if you didn't know" he countered.
"No you're longer than me. I'm thicker than you" I gloated.
"Yeah and that means I can reach deeper" he replied.
"Well I might not reach as far as you but you'll feel me more all the way in" I said seductively.
"Damn that was hot" he breathed.
"You're telling me" I said as I started breathing kind of hard.
"Boys, maybe you should go and watch TV with the twins so you can cool off some" my mom said sticking her head back in the room which embarrassed me even more. We really needed to stop talking like this when anyone can come in here and hear like what just happened.
We got up after we cooled down a bit and headed for the family room. My sisters were watching something on the science channel about space. Well Carly was watching it intently while Cara was nodding off. They looked at us as we came into the room. They looked weirdly at us and it took me a few seconds to realize that Bear and I were holding hands. When he saw this he smiled and held on tight when I tried to pull my hand from his grasp.
"Are you two boyfriends?" Carly asked after a minute of silence in the room. I watched them for a bit and tried to discern if it was right to tell them. I decided that if I was ever gonna be with Bear that they were gonna see us do something couple-like at some point.
"Yeah, Bear's my boyfriend and I'm his" I said. Bear's face light up like a spotlight.
"Cool" Cara said.
I smiled as it seemed they approved. I went to sit on the couch and Bear sat on the floor between my legs. I ran my fingers through his hair as he laid his head back against me and it was bliss to be with him. He looked up at me and mouthed "I love you" and I mouthed "me too" back to him.
"Are you guys gonna get married?" Carly asked out of the blue. Bear looked startled but it didn't startle me.
It made me wonder, made me hope. It made me imagine waking up next to Bear, eating breakfast together, coming home to each other after a hard day at work. I imagined someday having a kid with Bear. If we did do it I wanted it to be with a surrogate because I wanted to be the parent to Bear's kid. Thinking about it made me feel whole again.
"Uh, I don't think we'll-" Bear started, but I had to stop him before he go it out.
"Yes, we're gonna get married one day" I said strongly and when I said it I knew I meant it. The girls smiled big but Bear looked at me with a look of shock.
As he looked in my eyes though I saw a look cross his face that I had never seen before. I saw his eyes water and it was like magic. I saw all that stuff I had been imagining playing in his eyes and I just knew he was thinking about the very same stuff that I had just thought about. He got up on his knees and looked at me head on and we just stared.
Finally a tear leaked out of his eyes and he nodded and then it hit me that I had just somehow asked this man to marry me and he had said yes. I didn't debunk it or try to get out of it because I didn't want to. He kissed my forehead and I wiped the tear from his face as he smiled at me. He finally sat back down between my legs and rested his head again.
The girls talked to Bear and he joked with them but all the time he kept glancing at me and smiling. I was silent and just enjoying being with him. It took me a bit to notice he had a grip on my leg like he was afraid that if he let go that I would drift away. I just ran my finger through his hair again and it seemed to calm him a bit as he released his vise-grip on my leg. Out of the corner of my eye I saw movement near the doorway and I looked to see our mothers. I nudged him to look and he did and saw them too.
"Bear, it's time for us to head back home" April said.
"Can't we stay a bit longer?" he asked and I wanted him to. I never wanted him to leave.
"No Bear. We need to get going" she said but she didn't sound like she wanted to. Mom looked the same. He looked at me and he looked so sad that it broke my heart for the both of us, but I decided to be strong for both of us.
I pushed him to get up and after Bear hugged my sisters he and I followed our mothers back toward the door. Our mothers said bye to each other while Bear pulled me close. He then pulled back and looked at me and I couldn't do it so I just kissed him. I heard a small gasp that I assumed came from his mother. We didn't use tongue but it was still a passionate kiss that I hoped would hold me until whenever I was able to see him again. We separated and he did his signature move as of late which was to stroke my cheek with his thumb.
His mother said bye to my mother again and walked out the door. Bear followed after a minute and I stood there in the door with my mom as we watched them get into his mother's car, well we watched Bear try to cram his big body in his mom's small car and I had to chuckle and my mom did too. He waved and they then pulled off. Mom looked at me after they disappeared and told me everything would work out soon, and that she was sure of it. I did what I normally didn't do and I believed her message of hope. I needed hope that things would change soon.
To be continued....
Editor's Corner: Well that ended on some what of a happy note, hopefully like Trey's mom said everything will work out soon for these two love birds.
Trey finally ran into Kenji which ended up with Trey giving him a piece of his mind, then Drake comes in and comes clean with his plan to pull Trey's friends away from him. He was successful with Liberty, and speaking of her Trey finally runs into her and gives her some news about her boyfriend. Hopefully she wakes up soon and sees what an ass Drake really is.
Zane tried talking to Olivia but she wasn't going for it. Looks like he almost tried to explain what he did, but I believe there can be no explaining. Calvin is ashamed as well he should be for not trying to stop Zane more and just standing there in the corner when Trey was getting beat.
Then finally April seems to be coming around and even taking Bear over to Trey's house. But Bear's father was there at every turn when Jessica tried helping, wonder what he will do when he learns what his wife did.
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Author's Notes: Bear and Trey finally got some time together after being separated for a couple of weeks, and things got a bit steamy... before they were seemingly caught. How much of their sexy talk did their mothers hear? What will happen once Bear's dad finds out about him seeing Trey with his mother's help?
Things at school got very interesting for Trey with his encounters with Kenji, Drake, Liberty, and Carter. Speaking of Carter, is he really gay or did Trey just misunderstand. If he is will there be some competition for Bear?
Trey and Calvin made up somewhat, while Zane is still on the outs with his family. Will he ever come around like Calvin?
I haven't forgotten about the pic contest. I will be reviewing the pics I got and choosing a winner, who will be fortunate enough to get an advanced look at chapters before they are released.
I hope you enjoy this chapter. You can check out my blog at nick-s-world.blogspot.com, and send me any email comments on the story to thestoryguy9783@gmail.com, or comments on the editing to my editor JD at his email address above.